1 00:00:02,521 --> 00:00:03,563 The baby you have 2 00:00:03,564 --> 00:00:05,563 is the baby you were destined to have. 3 00:00:05,564 --> 00:00:07,086 What you thinkin', huh? 4 00:00:07,087 --> 00:00:09,268 - It was meant to be. - You gettin' tired? 5 00:00:09,320 --> 00:00:11,552 That's what all the adoption people tell you anyway. 6 00:00:11,553 --> 00:00:12,588 What you see? 7 00:00:12,589 --> 00:00:14,461 I like to think it's true. 8 00:00:14,731 --> 00:00:15,919 But everything else in the world 9 00:00:15,920 --> 00:00:17,067 seems so completely random. 10 00:00:17,068 --> 00:00:18,845 You gonna talk now, too? 11 00:00:21,273 --> 00:00:24,729 What if one little thing I said or did... 12 00:00:25,549 --> 00:00:27,597 could have made it all fall apart? 13 00:00:33,869 --> 00:00:36,557 What if I'd chosen another life for myself... 14 00:00:38,309 --> 00:00:39,844 Or another person? 15 00:00:45,120 --> 00:00:47,088 We might have never found each other. 16 00:00:53,621 --> 00:00:55,556 What if I had been raised differently? 17 00:00:56,308 --> 00:00:58,405 What if my mother had never been sick? 18 00:01:00,384 --> 00:01:02,705 What if I'd actually had a good father? 19 00:01:05,492 --> 00:01:06,725 What if? 20 00:01:09,364 --> 00:01:10,709 What if? 21 00:01:13,798 --> 00:01:15,036 What if? 22 00:01:15,037 --> 00:01:16,364 Meredith. 23 00:01:22,808 --> 00:01:24,345 Meredith. 24 00:01:25,380 --> 00:01:26,016 Meredith. 25 00:01:26,017 --> 00:01:27,693 Good morning, mom. 26 00:01:28,198 --> 00:01:29,043 Morning. 27 00:01:29,044 --> 00:01:30,868 Are you riding with me or with your father? 28 00:01:30,869 --> 00:01:32,072 Because if you're riding with me, 29 00:01:32,073 --> 00:01:33,412 we have to leave now. 30 00:01:33,413 --> 00:01:35,077 Don't wait. I'll go with dad. 31 00:01:35,126 --> 00:01:36,312 - Good. - Who's coming with me? 32 00:01:36,313 --> 00:01:37,976 - Oh, hiya, darling. - Hi. 33 00:01:38,141 --> 00:01:39,135 - Mwah. - Don't be late, 34 00:01:39,136 --> 00:01:41,153 either of you. Sets a bad example. 35 00:01:53,494 --> 00:01:54,765 I'm telling you... 36 00:01:56,241 --> 00:01:57,840 It's true. 37 00:02:08,984 --> 00:02:10,436 - Oh, thank you so much. - You're welcome. 38 00:02:10,437 --> 00:02:12,085 Okay. 39 00:02:12,537 --> 00:02:13,593 All right. 40 00:02:14,065 --> 00:02:15,424 I need you to sit right here 41 00:02:15,425 --> 00:02:17,284 and wait until mommy comes out, okay? 42 00:02:21,577 --> 00:02:22,364 No, mommy! 43 00:02:22,365 --> 00:02:24,101 Yes. Sit right there. 44 00:02:24,102 --> 00:02:25,240 Hey, pumpkin. 45 00:02:25,241 --> 00:02:26,220 Hi, daddy. 46 00:02:26,221 --> 00:02:28,292 Hey, hey. Really? 47 00:02:28,293 --> 00:02:30,243 Really? I mean, you couldn't figure out... 48 00:02:30,244 --> 00:02:31,276 anything else? 49 00:02:31,289 --> 00:02:32,992 Well, Owen, if she's gonna schedule staff meetings 50 00:02:32,993 --> 00:02:33,719 before the day care opens, 51 00:02:33,720 --> 00:02:34,484 what do you expect me to do? 52 00:02:34,485 --> 00:02:35,783 - I know, I know. - Yeah. 53 00:02:35,784 --> 00:02:36,559 Chief's here. 54 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:37,889 Okay, bye, guys. 55 00:02:43,536 --> 00:02:45,961 I've been looking at Seattle Pres' numbers, 56 00:02:45,962 --> 00:02:49,203 and I think we can absorb them the way we did Mercy West. 57 00:02:49,204 --> 00:02:50,764 I want reports on where your departments 58 00:02:50,765 --> 00:02:53,037 can use extra residents and equipment. 59 00:02:53,158 --> 00:02:56,916 Congratulations on your third Harper Avery award. 60 00:02:56,917 --> 00:02:58,101 Yes. 61 00:02:59,982 --> 00:03:01,190 Portal vein reconstruction... 62 00:03:01,191 --> 00:03:03,541 Pretty soon they're gonna rename the Whipple the Grey. 63 00:03:04,434 --> 00:03:05,264 Thank you. 64 00:03:05,265 --> 00:03:07,712 Well, there's some press here today... FYI. 65 00:03:07,792 --> 00:03:09,095 Okay, let's go. Trauma? 66 00:03:09,096 --> 00:03:10,878 Uh, abdominal closure on an M.V.C., 67 00:03:10,879 --> 00:03:12,613 and we will wait to see what comes in. 68 00:03:12,713 --> 00:03:15,036 - Neuro? - I have a laminectomy. 69 00:03:15,037 --> 00:03:16,685 Just one? You got a golf game? 70 00:03:16,941 --> 00:03:17,578 You know what, people? 71 00:03:17,579 --> 00:03:18,675 I keep saying it. 72 00:03:18,676 --> 00:03:21,317 If you're not innovating, be generating. 73 00:03:21,318 --> 00:03:22,120 Cardio? 74 00:03:22,121 --> 00:03:25,116 Yang is doing a solo thoracic aortic aneurysm, 75 00:03:25,117 --> 00:03:27,260 oh, uh, and also, I'll be checking in on my kid 76 00:03:27,261 --> 00:03:30,224 with the artificial lung who is waiting for a transplant. 77 00:03:30,225 --> 00:03:32,588 Uh, yeah, can I just say for the record that he's my patient, 78 00:03:32,589 --> 00:03:34,628 and I don't agree with this method of treatment? 79 00:03:34,629 --> 00:03:36,780 The FDA has not approved an artificial lung on children. 80 00:03:36,781 --> 00:03:38,173 Well, I got emergency approval. 81 00:03:38,174 --> 00:03:39,265 It buys the kid more time, 82 00:03:39,266 --> 00:03:41,063 it keeps him from being sedated and ventilated, 83 00:03:41,064 --> 00:03:41,840 I think it's worth exploring. 84 00:03:41,841 --> 00:03:43,814 He should be sedated. Let his body heal. 85 00:03:43,815 --> 00:03:44,839 This is just too risky. 86 00:03:44,840 --> 00:03:47,647 It's innovative. Shepherd, this is what I'm talking about. 87 00:03:47,648 --> 00:03:48,783 Let's hope it works. 88 00:03:48,784 --> 00:03:50,031 Good work, Torres. 89 00:03:50,472 --> 00:03:52,112 General, Dr. Bailey? 90 00:03:52,113 --> 00:03:54,399 Uh, yes. An extended Whipple. 91 00:03:54,400 --> 00:03:55,468 Speak up. 92 00:03:55,469 --> 00:03:57,372 I'm doing an extended Whipple. 93 00:03:57,373 --> 00:03:58,988 - Owen. - I got it. 94 00:03:59,712 --> 00:04:00,694 Dr. Bailey, go on. 95 00:04:00,695 --> 00:04:02,884 Um, 47-year-old male, 96 00:04:02,885 --> 00:04:05,079 advanced pancreatic cancer 97 00:04:05,080 --> 00:04:07,055 with invasion of the portal vein. 98 00:04:07,056 --> 00:04:08,833 Well, what are you using to graft the portal vein? 99 00:04:08,859 --> 00:04:10,042 The... 100 00:04:10,324 --> 00:04:11,825 um, the jugular. 101 00:04:11,826 --> 00:04:12,822 I'll take that. 102 00:04:13,081 --> 00:04:14,636 Excuse me? I'll take your Whipple. 103 00:04:14,637 --> 00:04:16,248 Send me the chart A.S.A.P. 104 00:04:16,391 --> 00:04:18,431 Okay. Well, I... 105 00:04:18,432 --> 00:04:19,120 Neonatal? 106 00:04:19,121 --> 00:04:20,404 A pyloric stenosis. 107 00:04:20,405 --> 00:04:22,164 Actually, two pylorics and... 108 00:04:22,165 --> 00:04:24,373 That's not a reflection on you, Bailey. 109 00:04:25,107 --> 00:04:27,227 She probably wants a surgery to take her mind 110 00:04:27,228 --> 00:04:29,815 off of all the Harper Avery fuss. 111 00:04:30,604 --> 00:04:32,270 Now don't take it the wrong way. 112 00:04:33,952 --> 00:04:35,265 I'm not. 113 00:04:35,637 --> 00:04:36,828 Good. 114 00:04:36,829 --> 00:04:38,220 Thank you so much. 115 00:04:40,588 --> 00:04:42,317 Oh, my god! 116 00:04:42,940 --> 00:04:43,470 When? 117 00:04:43,471 --> 00:04:44,718 Last night. 118 00:04:44,878 --> 00:04:46,376 I mean, I kind of thought he would, 119 00:04:46,377 --> 00:04:48,138 and then, sure enough. 120 00:04:48,857 --> 00:04:50,302 Are you okay, April? 121 00:04:50,303 --> 00:04:50,987 'Cause I know... 122 00:04:50,988 --> 00:04:52,931 I mean, I knew this was gonna be hard for you, but... 123 00:04:52,931 --> 00:04:56,753 - Oh. - You are going to find someone, April. 124 00:04:56,977 --> 00:04:58,388 And Charles is really into you. 125 00:04:58,389 --> 00:05:00,946 Ugh! I know, I know, but Charles is... 126 00:05:00,947 --> 00:05:02,163 Hi. 127 00:05:02,165 --> 00:05:03,188 Hey, April. 128 00:05:03,189 --> 00:05:04,955 Charles is what? 129 00:05:04,956 --> 00:05:06,221 Nothing. 130 00:05:06,865 --> 00:05:08,723 No, no, no. 131 00:05:08,724 --> 00:05:11,447 I am thrilled. Have you told anyone else? 132 00:05:11,448 --> 00:05:13,451 Besides my parents, no. You're my person. 133 00:05:13,452 --> 00:05:16,689 Oh, god, this is so beautiful. 134 00:05:16,690 --> 00:05:18,656 You guys, you're gonna be, like, the next Shepherds. 135 00:05:18,657 --> 00:05:20,211 Screw that. We're gonna be the next Webbers. 136 00:05:20,212 --> 00:05:22,004 Okay, how did he do it? Tell me everything. 137 00:05:22,005 --> 00:05:25,024 Okay, so last night, we went out to dinner, and he... 138 00:05:32,338 --> 00:05:33,580 Good morning. 139 00:05:33,581 --> 00:05:35,548 Are you talking to me? 140 00:05:35,648 --> 00:05:36,588 Jackson... 141 00:05:36,589 --> 00:05:38,340 don't feed the animals. 142 00:05:40,946 --> 00:05:42,726 Every single one of you can suck my... 143 00:05:42,727 --> 00:05:46,041 Hey! How's everybody doing this morning? 144 00:05:46,373 --> 00:05:48,452 Everybody ready to kick some butt? 145 00:05:50,637 --> 00:05:52,856 Let's run the board, guys. Avery? 146 00:05:52,857 --> 00:05:53,903 Covering the pit. 147 00:05:53,904 --> 00:05:55,876 Noble work. Y-Yang? 148 00:05:55,877 --> 00:05:58,183 Solo thoracic aortic aneurysm. 149 00:05:58,184 --> 00:05:58,755 Huh. 150 00:05:58,756 --> 00:05:59,636 Well, I guess that means, 151 00:05:59,637 --> 00:06:01,607 I'm doing Torres' post-ops. 152 00:06:01,608 --> 00:06:02,592 Kepner? 153 00:06:02,593 --> 00:06:04,660 Uh, I'm on Shepherd's service. Good Shepherd. 154 00:06:04,661 --> 00:06:06,467 Oh, hey. I'm on bad Shepherd. 155 00:06:06,524 --> 00:06:09,085 Maybe we're gonna be the next Shepherds. 156 00:06:09,392 --> 00:06:10,855 No, we aren't. 157 00:06:10,856 --> 00:06:13,041 All right, guys. The day is as good as you make it. 158 00:06:13,042 --> 00:06:15,020 All right, let's get out there and keep Seattle Grace 159 00:06:15,021 --> 00:06:16,976 the country's best hospital. 160 00:06:16,977 --> 00:06:18,173 Come on! 161 00:06:18,597 --> 00:06:20,460 Yang, smile. Yeesh. 162 00:06:20,461 --> 00:06:21,536 All right. Let's move. 163 00:06:21,537 --> 00:06:23,476 Uh, can I speak with you, Dr. Webber? 164 00:06:32,282 --> 00:06:33,660 Okay, okay, okay. 165 00:06:33,661 --> 00:06:35,858 I thought we had a rule about this in the hospital. 166 00:06:35,859 --> 00:06:37,116 Oh, I'm sorry. 167 00:06:37,117 --> 00:06:39,988 I just... my god. You're so hot in that ring. 168 00:06:39,989 --> 00:06:41,673 I do look good, don't I? 169 00:06:41,674 --> 00:06:42,420 Yeah. 170 00:06:42,421 --> 00:06:43,816 Hey, what did your parents think? 171 00:06:43,817 --> 00:06:44,816 I mean, what did your mom say? 172 00:06:44,817 --> 00:06:47,019 Oh, well, she loved it of course. 173 00:06:47,020 --> 00:06:48,365 And she adores you. 174 00:06:48,367 --> 00:06:50,453 Well, finally. It took a while. 175 00:06:50,454 --> 00:06:52,853 Well, you were a jerk before you met me. 176 00:06:54,078 --> 00:06:56,238 She didn't know there was a good guy in there. 177 00:06:56,756 --> 00:06:58,064 But I did. 178 00:06:58,470 --> 00:07:00,208 Oh, I love it. 179 00:07:00,209 --> 00:07:00,797 Yeah. 180 00:07:00,798 --> 00:07:02,207 And I love you. 181 00:07:09,416 --> 00:07:10,729 Have a great day. 182 00:07:11,858 --> 00:07:13,688 Okay, come on, guys and Allegra. 183 00:07:13,689 --> 00:07:15,127 Let's go. 184 00:07:16,795 --> 00:07:18,809 Gosh, he's so good with the kids. 185 00:07:18,810 --> 00:07:19,971 How's he doing? 186 00:07:19,972 --> 00:07:21,540 He's better. 187 00:07:21,696 --> 00:07:23,267 Yeah. I think we're past it. 188 00:07:23,268 --> 00:07:23,850 Really? 189 00:07:23,851 --> 00:07:24,963 - Yeah. - That's great. 190 00:07:24,964 --> 00:07:26,270 Mm-hmm. 191 00:07:26,271 --> 00:07:28,317 I know. I've just heard it can be... 192 00:07:29,147 --> 00:07:31,003 a hard road, coming back. 193 00:07:31,238 --> 00:07:33,269 I mean, who knows what he went through over there. 194 00:07:33,277 --> 00:07:36,159 Yeah, well... he doesn't like to talk to me about it. 195 00:07:36,160 --> 00:07:37,794 But he does skype with some of his old buddies 196 00:07:37,795 --> 00:07:39,317 that are still in Iraq, and, um, 197 00:07:39,318 --> 00:07:42,481 this guy Teddy seems to be helping him through it. 198 00:07:42,512 --> 00:07:46,304 And he hasn't had another episode since that one. 199 00:07:46,760 --> 00:07:48,697 So anyway, he's good. 200 00:07:48,885 --> 00:07:50,293 He's good. We're good now. 201 00:07:50,384 --> 00:07:51,612 I don't know how you do it. 202 00:07:51,613 --> 00:07:53,191 And then with the kids, too? 203 00:07:53,192 --> 00:07:56,623 Mm. Well... you'll find out soon enough, right? 204 00:07:58,420 --> 00:08:00,432 Oh, besides, you and Derek will be fine. 205 00:08:00,433 --> 00:08:02,098 You two are perfect. 206 00:08:08,278 --> 00:08:09,502 All Ellis is saying 207 00:08:09,503 --> 00:08:12,119 is that she wants you to use your full potential. 208 00:08:12,120 --> 00:08:14,116 - Mm-hmm. - Oh, hi, honey. 209 00:08:14,117 --> 00:08:15,035 Hi. 210 00:08:15,036 --> 00:08:17,676 Like that clinical trial you used to talk about. 211 00:08:18,318 --> 00:08:19,552 I'm about to have a child, Richard. 212 00:08:19,553 --> 00:08:20,972 I don't have time for a clinical trial. 213 00:08:20,973 --> 00:08:22,428 I think you should find it. 214 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:24,383 I think it'll do you good. 215 00:08:30,328 --> 00:08:31,624 Good morning. 216 00:08:32,362 --> 00:08:33,499 Mm. 217 00:08:37,688 --> 00:08:38,334 A clinical trial... 218 00:08:38,334 --> 00:08:40,079 This elevator is not working. 219 00:08:40,080 --> 00:08:41,441 Oh. 220 00:08:42,646 --> 00:08:44,271 What an ass. 221 00:08:46,532 --> 00:08:48,603 We brought you a cokehead found in an alley. 222 00:08:48,604 --> 00:08:51,799 Presumed overdose. Tried narcan. No response. 223 00:08:51,800 --> 00:08:54,269 Had to shock her once in the field at 300. 224 00:08:54,270 --> 00:08:56,276 B.P. is 80 over 60. 225 00:08:56,277 --> 00:08:58,948 SATs 96 on 100%. 226 00:08:59,769 --> 00:09:01,464 All right. On my count. 227 00:09:01,465 --> 00:09:02,553 One... 228 00:09:02,971 --> 00:09:06,203 Stop. V-fib. Charge the paddles to 300. 229 00:09:06,624 --> 00:09:07,747 Clear! 230 00:09:09,663 --> 00:09:10,718 There we go. 231 00:09:11,006 --> 00:09:12,245 Ready? On my count. 232 00:09:12,246 --> 00:09:13,868 One, two... 233 00:09:13,869 --> 00:09:14,760 three. 234 00:09:16,661 --> 00:09:17,698 Avery, she's all yours. 235 00:09:17,699 --> 00:09:19,519 All right, let's get a tox screen, an E.K.G., 236 00:09:19,520 --> 00:09:21,840 a C.B.C., a C.M.P., and an X-ray now. 237 00:09:21,841 --> 00:09:23,187 Right away, doctor. 238 00:09:37,356 --> 00:09:39,035 Well, it's a stroke of luck, actually. 239 00:09:39,036 --> 00:09:40,508 I'm doing a surgery today, 240 00:09:40,509 --> 00:09:43,212 and I'm planning to use the new Grey technique. 241 00:09:43,335 --> 00:09:45,206 So rather than a boring press interview, 242 00:09:45,207 --> 00:09:46,568 why don't you come on up to the gallery, 243 00:09:46,569 --> 00:09:48,874 take a few shots of the technique in action... 244 00:09:48,875 --> 00:09:50,859 and, uh, we'll talk after? 245 00:09:50,869 --> 00:09:51,852 I'll see you in the O.R. 246 00:09:51,853 --> 00:09:52,967 - Great. - Sounds good. - Thank you. 247 00:09:52,968 --> 00:09:54,673 - All right. - Okay, thanks. 248 00:09:56,657 --> 00:09:57,932 That was brilliant. 249 00:09:57,933 --> 00:10:00,399 Why settle for another boring press release, right? 250 00:10:00,573 --> 00:10:01,672 So can I scrub in? 251 00:10:01,673 --> 00:10:03,991 I would love to see the procedure done firsthand. 252 00:10:03,992 --> 00:10:06,048 Why? Your focus is cardio. 253 00:10:06,049 --> 00:10:07,533 You're not gonna get a cardio fellowship 254 00:10:07,534 --> 00:10:09,284 scrubbing in on your mother's Whipple. 255 00:10:09,606 --> 00:10:10,804 That's true. 256 00:10:10,805 --> 00:10:14,404 Cristina Yang is doing a solo aortic aneurysm today. 257 00:10:14,477 --> 00:10:17,607 I... that came in last night, and had I been here... 258 00:10:17,608 --> 00:10:18,255 Yeah, but you weren't 259 00:10:18,256 --> 00:10:19,656 because you were too busy getting engaged. 260 00:10:19,657 --> 00:10:22,776 So now that that's over, what do you want to do? 261 00:10:22,777 --> 00:10:24,822 Do you want to do an aortic aneurysm? 262 00:10:24,823 --> 00:10:25,496 Yes. 263 00:10:25,496 --> 00:10:27,064 Do you want me to ask Dr. Torres 264 00:10:27,065 --> 00:10:27,888 to give it to you? 265 00:10:27,889 --> 00:10:31,411 No, mother. I can get it myself. 266 00:10:31,808 --> 00:10:32,976 There you go. 267 00:10:36,487 --> 00:10:37,878 Dr. Bailey. 268 00:10:38,422 --> 00:10:40,322 I am stoked for our Whipple today. 269 00:10:40,323 --> 00:10:41,492 Are you stoked? 270 00:10:41,493 --> 00:10:42,756 We, uh... 271 00:10:43,612 --> 00:10:44,836 No, we're not... 272 00:10:44,837 --> 00:10:46,548 You gotta speak up. 273 00:10:46,589 --> 00:10:48,711 We're not doing a Whipple today. 274 00:10:48,712 --> 00:10:50,208 I had it taken from me. 275 00:10:50,209 --> 00:10:51,683 Mandy. No. 276 00:10:51,684 --> 00:10:53,107 Please don't call me Mandy. 277 00:10:53,108 --> 00:10:54,632 We talked about this. 278 00:10:54,633 --> 00:10:56,848 You can't let people walk all over you. 279 00:10:56,849 --> 00:10:58,078 You gotta stand up for yourself. 280 00:10:58,079 --> 00:11:00,015 Not if it's Ellis Grey, I don't. 281 00:11:00,535 --> 00:11:02,120 Ellis is operating? 282 00:11:02,256 --> 00:11:03,756 Come on. 283 00:11:03,757 --> 00:11:05,104 The next best thing to operating 284 00:11:05,105 --> 00:11:07,058 is watching Ellis Grey do it. 285 00:11:07,499 --> 00:11:09,675 We gotta get in on that surgery, Mandy. 286 00:11:09,676 --> 00:11:11,166 Remember what we say? 287 00:11:11,572 --> 00:11:12,940 I don't remember what we say. 288 00:11:12,941 --> 00:11:14,464 We create... 289 00:11:14,465 --> 00:11:15,886 Oh, we create our own destiny. 290 00:11:15,887 --> 00:11:18,155 Our own destiny. That's right. Come on. 291 00:11:18,156 --> 00:11:19,196 Chop, chop. 292 00:11:26,405 --> 00:11:27,669 Hi there. 293 00:11:27,896 --> 00:11:29,564 Oh, god. 294 00:11:29,612 --> 00:11:31,073 Ugh. What now? 295 00:11:31,074 --> 00:11:32,359 Well, you O.D.'ed, 296 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:35,227 your heart stopped, but you're stable. 297 00:11:35,847 --> 00:11:36,992 Can I get a name, please? 298 00:11:36,993 --> 00:11:38,560 Oh, so you can call the cops? 299 00:11:38,561 --> 00:11:40,336 Nah, I just need anything really, 300 00:11:40,337 --> 00:11:42,235 so we don't mix up your pee with somebody else's. 301 00:11:42,236 --> 00:11:43,708 You have my pee? 302 00:11:43,740 --> 00:11:45,868 Yeah. You were kinda giving it away for a while there. 303 00:11:46,152 --> 00:11:47,560 Spectacular. 304 00:11:49,801 --> 00:11:50,780 Name? 305 00:11:50,781 --> 00:11:52,540 - Lucille. - Okay. 306 00:11:53,060 --> 00:11:54,260 Ball. 307 00:11:56,724 --> 00:11:57,831 You're a funny lady. 308 00:11:57,832 --> 00:11:59,594 Well, that's how I make my living. 309 00:12:00,785 --> 00:12:02,180 All right, Ms. Ball. 310 00:12:02,181 --> 00:12:03,939 We are gonna get you worked up 311 00:12:03,940 --> 00:12:05,604 and send you on your way. 312 00:12:07,226 --> 00:12:08,581 Hey, where am I? 313 00:12:08,882 --> 00:12:10,291 Uh, Seattle Grace hospital. 314 00:12:13,585 --> 00:12:14,736 Oh, god. 315 00:12:14,737 --> 00:12:16,911 Aah! 316 00:12:16,912 --> 00:12:18,348 - Don't push. - Aah! 317 00:12:18,349 --> 00:12:19,857 Theresa, don't push. 318 00:12:19,858 --> 00:12:21,764 - Aah! - Kepner, what's happening? 319 00:12:21,765 --> 00:12:22,960 She's dilated and effaced. 320 00:12:22,961 --> 00:12:25,099 The baby started crowning and then just stopped. 321 00:12:25,100 --> 00:12:26,091 Okay, move. 322 00:12:26,092 --> 00:12:27,533 Aah! 323 00:12:28,113 --> 00:12:29,513 Theresa, you're doing great. 324 00:12:29,514 --> 00:12:30,689 Aah! 325 00:12:30,690 --> 00:12:31,889 Oh. 326 00:12:32,660 --> 00:12:34,092 Ohh! 327 00:12:34,093 --> 00:12:36,746 Okay, Kepner, order up a 3-d ultrasound, stat, 328 00:12:36,747 --> 00:12:38,810 and prep an O.R. for a crash C-section. 329 00:12:39,131 --> 00:12:41,020 - And page my husband. - Right away. 330 00:12:44,056 --> 00:12:44,896 What happened? 331 00:12:44,897 --> 00:12:46,817 He detached the connector to the artifial lung, 332 00:12:46,818 --> 00:12:48,487 and I'd to clamp off the cannula to stop the bleeding. 333 00:12:48,488 --> 00:12:49,781 I told you this was a bad idea. 334 00:12:49,782 --> 00:12:50,764 All right. Let's book an O.R. 335 00:12:50,765 --> 00:12:51,580 Let's get it hooked back up. 336 00:12:51,581 --> 00:12:52,508 No, it's too dangerous. 337 00:12:52,509 --> 00:12:53,570 He has to go back on ecmo. 338 00:12:53,571 --> 00:12:55,052 I-it's not working, so he's worse? 339 00:12:55,053 --> 00:12:56,428 Hold on. Everybody, stop. 340 00:12:56,584 --> 00:12:58,025 Look at his SATs. 341 00:12:58,185 --> 00:13:00,553 93? He's never been above 79. 342 00:13:00,689 --> 00:13:02,162 His respiratory rate's good 343 00:13:02,163 --> 00:13:04,480 Riley, i-is it hard for you to breathe at all? 344 00:13:04,481 --> 00:13:05,816 No, I can breathe. 345 00:13:05,817 --> 00:13:07,001 Okay, hold on. 346 00:13:07,913 --> 00:13:09,320 You blow in this, okay? 347 00:13:10,841 --> 00:13:12,696 Oh. Wow. 348 00:13:12,716 --> 00:13:13,756 What's happening? 349 00:13:13,757 --> 00:13:15,311 He's breathing better than he should be. 350 00:13:15,312 --> 00:13:16,463 He's breathing better than he ever has. 351 00:13:16,464 --> 00:13:18,748 So he can use it until he gets the transplant? 352 00:13:18,749 --> 00:13:20,295 We need to run more tests, but... 353 00:13:20,296 --> 00:13:22,216 from the sound of his lungs, 354 00:13:22,590 --> 00:13:25,903 It's possible he may not even need a transplant. 355 00:13:25,904 --> 00:13:27,180 - Are you serious? - Well, you know, we have to... 356 00:13:27,181 --> 00:13:28,475 - Are you serious?! - We have to see the tests, but... 357 00:13:28,476 --> 00:13:30,047 Oh, thank you! Oh! 358 00:13:30,048 --> 00:13:31,556 I love you! I love you! 359 00:13:31,557 --> 00:13:33,156 I think I do, too. 360 00:13:33,190 --> 00:13:34,261 Oh. 361 00:13:37,824 --> 00:13:38,801 Okay. 362 00:13:39,213 --> 00:13:40,567 Wait. What? 363 00:13:40,568 --> 00:13:43,005 But why? Why can't you do the surgery? 364 00:13:43,006 --> 00:13:46,152 Uh, the chief of surgery, Ellis Grey, 365 00:13:46,153 --> 00:13:48,606 will be doing the... it. 366 00:13:48,953 --> 00:13:49,979 Uh, I mean, I can. 367 00:13:49,980 --> 00:13:51,901 I would. She just... 368 00:13:52,156 --> 00:13:55,252 There's protocols, and she... 369 00:13:55,253 --> 00:13:57,176 Think of it as a huge upgrade. 370 00:13:57,177 --> 00:13:58,928 You just got handed the keys to a jaguar 371 00:13:58,929 --> 00:14:01,583 and you've been driving, like, a civic. 372 00:14:01,584 --> 00:14:03,965 A good car. A solid, dependable car. 373 00:14:03,966 --> 00:14:05,136 But Dr. Grey... 374 00:14:05,137 --> 00:14:06,392 Hello, Alex. 375 00:14:06,677 --> 00:14:09,107 Mr. Taylor, Mrs. Taylor, I'm Dr. Grey. 376 00:14:09,108 --> 00:14:12,072 I'll be doing your pancreaticoduodenectomy today. 377 00:14:12,073 --> 00:14:15,205 I'll graft with a section of your internal iliac vein... 378 00:14:15,206 --> 00:14:16,812 A new technique of my invention. 379 00:14:16,813 --> 00:14:18,458 By forgoing the use of the jugular, 380 00:14:18,459 --> 00:14:20,296 you'll have no visible scaring on the neck. 381 00:14:20,297 --> 00:14:21,896 Oh, well, that's nice... 382 00:14:21,897 --> 00:14:24,119 I'll gladly have you sign these consent forms. 383 00:14:24,120 --> 00:14:24,951 It's a pleasure to meet you. 384 00:14:24,952 --> 00:14:26,266 I'll see you after we're done. 385 00:14:26,312 --> 00:14:27,224 Jaguar. 386 00:14:27,225 --> 00:14:28,633 Doc... Dr. Grey. 387 00:14:29,300 --> 00:14:31,007 Any chance I could scrub in with you? 388 00:14:31,008 --> 00:14:33,025 Alex, of course. Love to have you. 389 00:14:35,157 --> 00:14:36,024 See? 390 00:14:36,025 --> 00:14:38,072 You have to speak up for yourself. 391 00:14:40,003 --> 00:14:42,624 C-can you explain anything that woman just said? 392 00:14:42,625 --> 00:14:45,156 You know, I-I, uh, 393 00:14:45,157 --> 00:14:46,420 excuse me. 394 00:14:48,158 --> 00:14:49,165 Uh... 395 00:14:49,336 --> 00:14:50,536 Here you go, sir. 396 00:14:54,208 --> 00:14:55,649 Your heart stopped again. 397 00:14:56,229 --> 00:14:58,192 Because of all the cocaine you've enjoyed, 398 00:14:58,193 --> 00:14:59,547 you're going to need a surgical implant... 399 00:14:59,548 --> 00:15:01,571 an A.I.C.D. pacemaker. 400 00:15:01,572 --> 00:15:03,652 If you have any questions about this procedure, 401 00:15:03,857 --> 00:15:05,585 here's an informative brochure. 402 00:15:09,025 --> 00:15:10,908 She's a ray of sunshine. 403 00:15:10,909 --> 00:15:12,237 She is. 404 00:15:13,113 --> 00:15:14,792 I'm gonna go out on a limb 405 00:15:14,793 --> 00:15:16,663 and assume that you don't have any insurance. 406 00:15:16,664 --> 00:15:18,320 So is there somebody maybe I can call... 407 00:15:18,321 --> 00:15:19,480 Parents, somebody? 408 00:15:19,481 --> 00:15:20,919 No. Parents are dead. 409 00:15:21,870 --> 00:15:22,676 I'm sorry to hear that. 410 00:15:22,677 --> 00:15:24,337 Is it from disease, family history? 411 00:15:24,338 --> 00:15:25,871 My mother died of a stomach thing. 412 00:15:25,872 --> 00:15:27,634 My father killed himself. 413 00:15:29,230 --> 00:15:30,572 I am really sorry. 414 00:15:33,187 --> 00:15:34,815 What's-what's funny? 415 00:15:35,288 --> 00:15:37,593 I do have a sister. She's a half sister. 416 00:15:38,240 --> 00:15:39,180 Okay. 417 00:15:39,181 --> 00:15:40,460 Nearby? 418 00:15:42,429 --> 00:15:43,677 Very. 419 00:15:43,712 --> 00:15:45,265 She's a doctor... 420 00:15:45,605 --> 00:15:47,349 at this hospital. 421 00:15:49,233 --> 00:15:50,272 What, are you kidding? 422 00:15:50,273 --> 00:15:51,396 Oh. 423 00:15:51,397 --> 00:15:53,500 Who? Who? Who is she? 424 00:15:53,501 --> 00:15:56,738 Hey, we've never met. She doesn't know me. 425 00:15:56,798 --> 00:15:58,141 And trust me, 426 00:15:58,629 --> 00:16:00,023 she doesn't want to. 427 00:16:04,109 --> 00:16:05,328 You paged? 428 00:16:05,329 --> 00:16:07,217 Yeah, have a look at her ultrasound. 429 00:16:09,797 --> 00:16:11,961 That is a massive tumor. 430 00:16:11,962 --> 00:16:13,611 - What? - Percy, shut up. 431 00:16:13,956 --> 00:16:14,991 It's pressing up against the neck. 432 00:16:14,992 --> 00:16:16,015 Is the airway secured? 433 00:16:16,016 --> 00:16:17,273 I did an exit and trached her. 434 00:16:17,274 --> 00:16:17,984 It's as secure as it can be for now. 435 00:16:17,985 --> 00:16:19,685 Why can't I see my baby? What's wrong? 436 00:16:19,686 --> 00:16:21,644 Theresa, your baby has a tumor. 437 00:16:21,645 --> 00:16:22,860 But Dr. Shepherd's here. 438 00:16:22,861 --> 00:16:24,421 He's gonna take good care of her. 439 00:16:24,422 --> 00:16:25,867 The Shepherds are the best 440 00:16:25,868 --> 00:16:27,536 you and your baby could hope for, okay? 441 00:16:27,537 --> 00:16:29,424 They are an amazing team. 442 00:16:29,425 --> 00:16:30,498 All right. 443 00:16:32,444 --> 00:16:34,494 Wait. What's wrong with her? 444 00:16:43,268 --> 00:16:44,495 What took you so long? 445 00:16:44,496 --> 00:16:46,333 I wasn't standing around, Derek. 446 00:16:46,334 --> 00:16:47,744 I had to make sure that the mother wouldn't bleed out. 447 00:16:47,745 --> 00:16:49,688 If we wait any longer, she won't even be a mother. 448 00:16:49,689 --> 00:16:50,964 It's pressing against the trachea. 449 00:16:50,965 --> 00:16:52,526 I need to make sure the airway's secure. 450 00:16:52,527 --> 00:16:53,855 The bleeders can't wait. 451 00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:55,804 You have to work on the neck as I operate. 452 00:16:55,805 --> 00:16:57,116 It's gonna take us all day. 453 00:16:57,117 --> 00:16:58,300 I'm sorry. I know you weren't planning 454 00:16:58,301 --> 00:16:59,935 on spending the day with your wife. 455 00:17:00,418 --> 00:17:01,633 I'll see you in there. 456 00:17:03,420 --> 00:17:05,458 It's a beautiful day to save lives. 457 00:17:05,790 --> 00:17:06,949 Nice. 458 00:17:09,813 --> 00:17:10,960 Oh, hey, darlin'. 459 00:17:10,961 --> 00:17:11,608 Hey. 460 00:17:11,609 --> 00:17:12,673 What's up? 461 00:17:13,093 --> 00:17:15,600 I have to steal a surgery from Cristina Yang. 462 00:17:15,601 --> 00:17:16,754 Well... 463 00:17:17,204 --> 00:17:19,396 Yang's always stealing surgeries. 464 00:17:19,493 --> 00:17:21,284 That girl gives me the creeps. 465 00:17:21,521 --> 00:17:22,880 I know. It's just... 466 00:17:22,881 --> 00:17:24,027 Mom's operating today, 467 00:17:24,028 --> 00:17:26,583 and I thought it would be nice to go in and see it, 468 00:17:26,584 --> 00:17:28,361 but she doesn't want me in there, so... 469 00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:31,228 Remember when you were learning how to ride a bike 470 00:17:31,229 --> 00:17:34,606 and you ran into the back of the Richmonds' station wagon? 471 00:17:34,736 --> 00:17:35,825 Vividly. 472 00:17:35,929 --> 00:17:37,190 What happened after that? 473 00:17:37,191 --> 00:17:39,742 I sat on the curb and cried 474 00:17:39,743 --> 00:17:41,152 and bled all over you. 475 00:17:41,749 --> 00:17:43,056 Well, after that? 476 00:17:43,057 --> 00:17:44,573 You made me get back on my bike. 477 00:17:44,574 --> 00:17:45,540 No. 478 00:17:45,541 --> 00:17:48,008 Your mother made you get back on, 479 00:17:48,933 --> 00:17:51,205 and you learned to ride a bike. 480 00:17:52,473 --> 00:17:54,505 She just wants you to succeed. 481 00:17:54,573 --> 00:17:55,740 I know. 482 00:17:56,053 --> 00:17:58,372 I'm doing a proctocolectomy right now. 483 00:17:58,813 --> 00:17:59,616 You want in? 484 00:17:59,617 --> 00:18:01,088 Single incision? 485 00:18:02,298 --> 00:18:03,657 I probably shouldn't. 486 00:18:03,810 --> 00:18:06,035 Yeah. Probably not. 487 00:18:21,681 --> 00:18:24,657 How many aortic aneurysms has she actually done? 488 00:18:24,658 --> 00:18:26,700 Two... in the hospital. 489 00:18:26,701 --> 00:18:29,324 She's probably done more at home on cats. 490 00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:31,752 Hey, does she eat with anyone, ever? 491 00:18:31,753 --> 00:18:32,944 Mnh-mnh. No. 492 00:18:32,945 --> 00:18:35,298 That's what happens to you when you screw an attending. 493 00:18:35,365 --> 00:18:36,339 You're a pariah. 494 00:18:36,340 --> 00:18:38,643 Unlike your approach of just never having sex with anybody? 495 00:18:38,644 --> 00:18:39,784 No virgin jokes. 496 00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:40,380 Thank you. 497 00:18:40,381 --> 00:18:42,559 Her and Preston Burke? 498 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:43,297 Really? 499 00:18:43,298 --> 00:18:44,840 And apparently, it was so scary for him, 500 00:18:44,841 --> 00:18:46,452 he actually had to leave the state. 501 00:18:46,598 --> 00:18:49,413 I always say, never mess with the crazy chicks. 502 00:18:49,513 --> 00:18:51,820 She's probably gonna go full-on Izzie one day 503 00:18:51,821 --> 00:18:53,725 and shoot up the hospital. 504 00:18:54,461 --> 00:18:55,384 What's Izzie? 505 00:18:55,385 --> 00:18:57,252 Oh, it means "Crazy." 506 00:18:57,253 --> 00:18:59,308 She was a girl in our class 507 00:18:59,309 --> 00:19:01,844 who was sleeping with a patient. 508 00:19:01,845 --> 00:19:04,264 And then she stole a transplant heart for him. 509 00:19:04,264 --> 00:19:04,874 What? 510 00:19:04,874 --> 00:19:07,461 Until Meredith turned her into her mom and got her fired. 511 00:19:07,653 --> 00:19:09,719 Oh, my god, Mer. You're so brave. 512 00:19:09,720 --> 00:19:10,282 Hold on a second. 513 00:19:10,283 --> 00:19:11,883 How many people washed out your year? 514 00:19:11,884 --> 00:19:14,288 Uh, two. Uh, her and O'malley. 515 00:19:14,289 --> 00:19:15,617 007. 516 00:19:16,416 --> 00:19:18,075 He, uh, failed his intern exam 517 00:19:18,076 --> 00:19:19,517 and was never seen again. 518 00:19:20,712 --> 00:19:21,351 Okay. 519 00:19:21,352 --> 00:19:22,425 Here I go. 520 00:19:22,609 --> 00:19:23,760 Where are you going? 521 00:19:23,849 --> 00:19:25,180 To get back on my bicycle. 522 00:19:25,181 --> 00:19:26,301 Oh! 523 00:19:27,709 --> 00:19:30,711 Dr. Grey is gonna graft an iliac vein 524 00:19:30,712 --> 00:19:31,932 to the portal vein, 525 00:19:31,933 --> 00:19:36,171 but that man's got bilateral deep vein thrombosis 526 00:19:36,172 --> 00:19:36,924 in his femorals, 527 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:38,733 and the iliacs won't be usable. 528 00:19:38,978 --> 00:19:41,488 I mean, she's gonna look first, right? 529 00:19:41,546 --> 00:19:43,468 Who's that woman with Dr. Robbins? 530 00:19:43,469 --> 00:19:45,339 I don't know. Some ortho surgeon. 531 00:19:45,340 --> 00:19:46,413 Oh. 532 00:19:47,030 --> 00:19:49,350 I should've gone into ortho. I liked ortho. 533 00:19:49,351 --> 00:19:50,335 Why didn't you? 534 00:19:50,336 --> 00:19:53,888 Well, when Ellis Grey says you're good for cardio... 535 00:19:54,909 --> 00:19:56,740 - Excuse me, Dr. Torres. - Hmm? 536 00:19:56,741 --> 00:19:59,773 I was wondering if I could do the aortic aneurysm today. 537 00:19:59,774 --> 00:20:02,541 This will be Yang's third, and I've only done one. 538 00:20:02,601 --> 00:20:03,455 So it's only fair... 539 00:20:03,456 --> 00:20:05,458 Webber, I know how many you've done. 540 00:20:05,459 --> 00:20:08,149 And I know what my residents need, okay? 541 00:20:08,150 --> 00:20:10,309 My mother suggested that I ask you. 542 00:20:13,613 --> 00:20:15,052 Why don't you split it? 543 00:20:15,230 --> 00:20:17,342 You and Yang can, uh, do it together. 544 00:20:17,349 --> 00:20:18,641 Thank you. 545 00:20:20,685 --> 00:20:21,908 Whatever Ellis Grey wants. 546 00:20:21,909 --> 00:20:22,628 You know it. 547 00:20:22,629 --> 00:20:23,996 Yang's not gonna like it. 548 00:20:23,997 --> 00:20:26,332 Well, it's better than kicking her off the case. 549 00:20:26,392 --> 00:20:27,336 Mm. 550 00:20:27,337 --> 00:20:28,809 Bitch scares me. 551 00:20:32,739 --> 00:20:33,964 Lucy. 552 00:20:33,965 --> 00:20:35,828 You got some 'splaining to do. 553 00:20:35,829 --> 00:20:38,409 I'm gonna, uh, I'm just gonna go. 554 00:20:38,410 --> 00:20:39,952 No, you're not, 555 00:20:39,953 --> 00:20:41,460 because if you don't get this procedure, 556 00:20:41,461 --> 00:20:42,869 you're going to die. 557 00:20:43,472 --> 00:20:44,668 Look, I get it. I know. 558 00:20:44,669 --> 00:20:46,558 It is scary. 559 00:20:46,985 --> 00:20:49,171 But I can tell you everything that's gonna happen. 560 00:20:49,172 --> 00:20:50,860 Yeah, I already read the brochure. 561 00:20:50,861 --> 00:20:51,530 Okay. 562 00:20:51,530 --> 00:20:53,621 The automatic implanted cardioverter defibrillator 563 00:20:53,622 --> 00:20:55,510 is-is placed beneath the skin below the collarbone. 564 00:20:55,511 --> 00:20:56,942 - The electrode wires th... - Wow. 565 00:20:56,942 --> 00:20:58,844 Yeah, I have a photographic memory. 566 00:20:58,845 --> 00:21:00,242 Yeah. Okay. 567 00:21:00,243 --> 00:21:01,861 Well, you should go to med school. 568 00:21:02,298 --> 00:21:04,914 Right. Or I could be a ballerina. 569 00:21:06,141 --> 00:21:07,405 I'm serious. 570 00:21:07,773 --> 00:21:09,243 Okay? You should see all of this 571 00:21:09,244 --> 00:21:11,240 as a second chance. 572 00:21:11,619 --> 00:21:13,009 People turn things around all the time. 573 00:21:13,010 --> 00:21:14,113 You're smart. 574 00:21:14,365 --> 00:21:16,182 You're sharp. You're beautiful. 575 00:21:16,182 --> 00:21:18,723 You got a sister here you've never even met. 576 00:21:19,116 --> 00:21:21,730 You could have a whole new family. 577 00:21:23,487 --> 00:21:25,690 Let's start by fixing your heart, okay? 578 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:32,352 Oh, okay. 579 00:21:32,353 --> 00:21:34,526 Oh. All right. 580 00:21:35,662 --> 00:21:36,846 It's gonna be okay. 581 00:21:50,935 --> 00:21:53,331 What the hell is Meredith Webber doing on my aortic aneurysm? 582 00:22:08,223 --> 00:22:11,757 Listen, if you tell Meredith or Ellis or anyone... 583 00:22:11,758 --> 00:22:13,227 That surgery is mine. 584 00:22:13,228 --> 00:22:14,869 You can't just throw your girlfriend on it. 585 00:22:14,870 --> 00:22:15,616 I swear, Yang. 586 00:22:15,617 --> 00:22:18,215 I will fix it so you never see the inside of an O.R. again. 587 00:22:18,216 --> 00:22:19,005 I will bury you. 588 00:22:19,006 --> 00:22:20,857 I'm not sharing my surgery. 589 00:22:20,858 --> 00:22:22,099 Change the board and get her off. 590 00:22:22,100 --> 00:22:24,311 Look, I didn't change the board. Torres did. 591 00:22:25,712 --> 00:22:27,084 Where's Torres then? 592 00:22:27,979 --> 00:22:28,911 C.S.F. is leaking. 593 00:22:28,912 --> 00:22:30,552 Let's get some suction in here, Percy. 594 00:22:30,553 --> 00:22:32,274 I need you to have lunch with the president 595 00:22:32,275 --> 00:22:33,586 of the board of the Bryson school tomorrow. 596 00:22:33,587 --> 00:22:35,248 Why are you talking about this now? 597 00:22:35,249 --> 00:22:36,909 Because, Derek, you're never home. 598 00:22:36,910 --> 00:22:39,056 You're always spending the night in that stupid trailer 599 00:22:39,057 --> 00:22:40,760 on that stupid piece of land 600 00:22:40,761 --> 00:22:44,294 planning that stupid house that you're never gonna build. 601 00:22:45,902 --> 00:22:46,898 Pulse ox is dropping. What did you do? 602 00:22:46,899 --> 00:22:49,117 I didn't do anything. It's invading the tracheal wall. 603 00:22:49,118 --> 00:22:50,168 - Clamp. - Secure the airway. We're losing her. 604 00:22:50,169 --> 00:22:51,920 I'm working as hard as I can, Derek. 605 00:22:51,921 --> 00:22:53,886 You just pay attention to what you're doing. 606 00:23:06,203 --> 00:23:07,417 Uh, do me a favor. 607 00:23:07,418 --> 00:23:09,280 - I'm going into surgery. - Yeah, just... 608 00:23:09,281 --> 00:23:11,432 tell Dr. Grey that the patient has 609 00:23:11,433 --> 00:23:12,853 a history of D.V.T. 610 00:23:12,854 --> 00:23:14,630 and that the iliac veins 611 00:23:14,631 --> 00:23:16,293 may not be suitable for grafting. 612 00:23:16,294 --> 00:23:17,386 Whoa, whoa. Wait. Wait. What? 613 00:23:17,387 --> 00:23:18,654 Why didn't you say something? 614 00:23:18,655 --> 00:23:20,823 J-just... you're going in there. Just tell her. 615 00:23:20,824 --> 00:23:22,194 You tell her. He's your patient. 616 00:23:22,195 --> 00:23:23,857 I'm not gonna tell her she's wrong. 617 00:23:25,617 --> 00:23:28,169 I mean, she-she took the chart. She read it. Right? 618 00:23:28,170 --> 00:23:30,509 Yes. She knows what she's doing. 619 00:23:31,357 --> 00:23:32,896 Well, just tell her. 620 00:23:35,220 --> 00:23:36,206 Yang, wait. 621 00:23:36,207 --> 00:23:38,502 When in the hell are you gonna give Lucille Ball her A.I.C.D.? 622 00:23:38,503 --> 00:23:39,620 You have to do it. I've got surgery. 623 00:23:39,621 --> 00:23:40,912 I don't think so. You did the consult. 624 00:23:40,913 --> 00:23:41,956 - Where's your wife? - What? 625 00:23:41,957 --> 00:23:43,930 She was supposed to place a pacemaker in our O.D. girl 626 00:23:43,931 --> 00:23:44,724 - Hours ago... - Hey. 627 00:23:44,725 --> 00:23:46,024 - And now she's trying to pawn it off on me. - Hey. 628 00:23:46,025 --> 00:23:46,792 I have a surgery. 629 00:23:46,793 --> 00:23:48,619 You're the cardio consult. You do it. 630 00:23:48,620 --> 00:23:49,718 Avery can do it. 631 00:23:49,719 --> 00:23:50,827 I can't spare Avery. 632 00:23:50,828 --> 00:23:51,824 I'm not giving up this surgery 633 00:23:51,825 --> 00:23:53,746 to stick a pacemaker in a junkie. 634 00:23:53,747 --> 00:23:54,998 Tell your wife to have Meredith Webber... 635 00:23:54,999 --> 00:23:56,435 Yang, just back off! 636 00:24:20,809 --> 00:24:22,020 I'm sorry. I just... 637 00:24:22,257 --> 00:24:23,585 I just got really... 638 00:24:26,355 --> 00:24:28,600 Well, you won't need stitches... 639 00:24:28,601 --> 00:24:29,775 this time. 640 00:24:31,409 --> 00:24:33,013 I thought it was supposed to be getting better. 641 00:24:33,014 --> 00:24:35,256 - Or are you gonna hit another intern? - No. 642 00:24:37,632 --> 00:24:38,661 Why do you keep helping me? 643 00:24:38,662 --> 00:24:40,814 Why don't you just report me? 644 00:24:46,318 --> 00:24:47,635 Because I'm a doctor. 645 00:24:50,798 --> 00:24:52,215 Please don't tell my wife. 646 00:24:55,648 --> 00:24:57,003 Well, you can finish the rest of this. 647 00:24:57,004 --> 00:24:58,245 I have surgery. 648 00:25:05,542 --> 00:25:06,711 Suction here. 649 00:25:07,137 --> 00:25:09,920 So june sounds good. Have you thought about where? 650 00:25:10,012 --> 00:25:13,311 Oh, M-Meredith and I thought about, uh, Hawaii. 651 00:25:13,312 --> 00:25:14,315 That might be cool. 652 00:25:14,316 --> 00:25:15,981 You know, have everyone come out and... 653 00:25:15,982 --> 00:25:17,938 Really, a destination wedding? 654 00:25:17,987 --> 00:25:20,192 Alex, I'm running a hospital. 655 00:25:20,193 --> 00:25:21,978 I can't just dash off to... 656 00:25:21,979 --> 00:25:24,019 Retract that, please. Clamp. 657 00:25:24,123 --> 00:25:26,345 You'll do it here. I'll book the rainier club. 658 00:25:26,346 --> 00:25:27,450 It's gorgeous. 659 00:25:28,494 --> 00:25:29,757 That sounds great. 660 00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,115 What the hell am I looking at? 661 00:25:32,136 --> 00:25:35,457 The iliac veins are completely thrombosed, 662 00:25:35,571 --> 00:25:36,312 both of them. 663 00:25:36,313 --> 00:25:38,718 Unusable. Completely unusable. 664 00:25:40,558 --> 00:25:41,772 Did you know about this? 665 00:25:42,150 --> 00:25:43,148 Uh, no. 666 00:25:45,062 --> 00:25:47,303 Okay. Change of plans. 667 00:25:47,304 --> 00:25:48,895 We'll use the renal vein. 668 00:25:48,896 --> 00:25:49,933 Damn it. 669 00:25:50,624 --> 00:25:53,040 Someone page Dr. Bailey, please. 670 00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:55,468 I want her in here now. 671 00:25:57,878 --> 00:25:58,971 Why aren't you doing a tevar? 672 00:25:58,972 --> 00:26:00,864 I'm doing a direct approach. It's cooler. 673 00:26:00,865 --> 00:26:02,711 A tevar is safer. It's far less invasive. 674 00:26:02,712 --> 00:26:03,606 You go in through the femoral, 675 00:26:03,607 --> 00:26:04,990 you don't have to crack the chest. 676 00:26:04,991 --> 00:26:06,526 I already ordered the graft. 677 00:26:06,527 --> 00:26:08,869 You two might have worked out your surgical plan before this. 678 00:26:08,870 --> 00:26:12,293 I did, and my surgical plan didn't include this nimrod. 679 00:26:12,294 --> 00:26:14,473 No, it just included hacking up the patient 680 00:26:14,474 --> 00:26:15,528 - like a psychopath. - Girls, 681 00:26:15,529 --> 00:26:17,150 don't make me come over there and do it myself. 682 00:26:17,151 --> 00:26:18,306 Shut up and work. 683 00:26:19,033 --> 00:26:19,711 10-blade. 684 00:26:19,712 --> 00:26:20,785 Avery. 685 00:26:22,144 --> 00:26:22,813 Where have you been? 686 00:26:22,814 --> 00:26:25,418 I'm, um, booking an O.R. 687 00:26:25,419 --> 00:26:27,863 I'm gonna take my... that girl up for her pacemaker. Why? 688 00:26:27,864 --> 00:26:29,811 Somebody made off with an armload of drugs 689 00:26:29,812 --> 00:26:32,556 from the dispensary... codeine, morphine, demerol. 690 00:26:32,557 --> 00:26:33,381 Okay, why... 691 00:26:33,382 --> 00:26:34,991 'Cause the dispensary was accessed 692 00:26:34,992 --> 00:26:36,376 with your I.D. card. 693 00:26:36,377 --> 00:26:37,515 That's why. 694 00:26:37,583 --> 00:26:39,109 Oh, damn it. 695 00:26:45,858 --> 00:26:48,141 But you knew the patient had thrombosis? 696 00:26:48,142 --> 00:26:49,091 I... 697 00:26:50,037 --> 00:26:52,238 - I had... I did. - Speak up. 698 00:26:52,592 --> 00:26:54,228 In the legs... yes. 699 00:26:54,229 --> 00:26:56,080 Um, did you look at his chart? 700 00:26:56,081 --> 00:26:57,382 Of course I looked at his chart. 701 00:26:57,383 --> 00:26:58,223 But there was no indication 702 00:26:58,224 --> 00:26:59,833 that the thrombosis was this bad. 703 00:26:59,834 --> 00:27:01,520 Why wasn't it in his chart? 704 00:27:01,521 --> 00:27:04,112 Because I had chosen 705 00:27:04,113 --> 00:27:06,038 to use the jugular. 706 00:27:06,039 --> 00:27:07,743 They were in the medical records. 707 00:27:07,744 --> 00:27:09,132 And you didn't tell me 708 00:27:09,488 --> 00:27:11,861 because I'd opted to not cut the man's throat? 709 00:27:11,862 --> 00:27:13,667 Well, that's... it's a good plan... 710 00:27:13,668 --> 00:27:15,550 But I ended up cutting his throat anyway. 711 00:27:15,551 --> 00:27:16,545 My procedure's a wash, 712 00:27:16,546 --> 00:27:18,958 and the patient's been under far longer than is optimal. 713 00:27:18,959 --> 00:27:23,068 That's why I picked the jugular. 714 00:27:23,069 --> 00:27:25,454 Is that right... Dr. Bailey? 715 00:27:25,455 --> 00:27:27,487 Is that why you picked it? 716 00:27:28,547 --> 00:27:29,892 Alex, where's my graft? 717 00:27:30,030 --> 00:27:31,330 Here's the graft. 718 00:27:33,081 --> 00:27:34,747 I'm just suturing. 719 00:27:34,748 --> 00:27:35,700 Whoa. 720 00:27:36,123 --> 00:27:37,711 Oh, my god. 721 00:27:39,348 --> 00:27:41,388 I might have nicked the carotid. 722 00:27:42,083 --> 00:27:43,647 You people are trying to kill me. 723 00:27:48,822 --> 00:27:49,696 Did you get the whole tumor? 724 00:27:49,697 --> 00:27:50,597 I told you. 725 00:27:50,598 --> 00:27:52,459 I'm not asking for myself. 726 00:27:52,460 --> 00:27:54,785 I'm asking what I should tell the mother... 727 00:27:54,786 --> 00:27:57,597 Just go. I will talk to her myself. 728 00:27:58,804 --> 00:27:59,780 So we'll talk about the preschool... 729 00:27:59,781 --> 00:28:00,423 It's gonna be late. 730 00:28:00,424 --> 00:28:02,817 I'm gonna stay and look into this clinical trial. 731 00:28:02,818 --> 00:28:03,933 That's great. 732 00:28:03,934 --> 00:28:06,769 One more reason for you to stay out of the house. 733 00:28:08,403 --> 00:28:09,629 That's fine. 734 00:28:10,980 --> 00:28:11,705 It's fine. Maybe you'll be 735 00:28:11,706 --> 00:28:13,992 - more interested once the baby comes. - Right. 736 00:28:14,033 --> 00:28:15,232 Everything's gonna be different when the baby comes. 737 00:28:15,233 --> 00:28:16,871 - Well, a girl can hope. - Nothing's gonna change. 738 00:28:16,872 --> 00:28:17,537 What do you think is gonna change? 739 00:28:17,538 --> 00:28:20,034 - Do you even want a baby? - I didn't say that. 740 00:28:20,035 --> 00:28:21,147 - I'm not ta... - Yes, I want a baby. 741 00:28:21,148 --> 00:28:24,785 No, I'm not talking about a baby. This baby, with me. 742 00:28:28,262 --> 00:28:29,619 Do you love me? 743 00:28:34,236 --> 00:28:35,639 Do you? 744 00:28:36,650 --> 00:28:37,921 Of course I love you. 745 00:28:38,310 --> 00:28:40,723 Can you say it without looking at the floor? 746 00:28:54,739 --> 00:28:57,165 Less than three minutes of circulatory arrest left. 747 00:28:57,166 --> 00:28:58,727 You go over that, and the organs start dying. 748 00:28:58,728 --> 00:29:00,171 If Webber hadn't taken so long... 749 00:29:00,172 --> 00:29:01,949 - I took the time it needed. - Two minutes. 750 00:29:01,950 --> 00:29:04,043 - Done. Go back on bypass. - Yes, doctor. 751 00:29:04,665 --> 00:29:05,382 Oh, got a leak. 752 00:29:05,383 --> 00:29:06,543 Okay, I'll find it. I'll throw a stitch. 753 00:29:06,544 --> 00:29:08,438 No, it's too risky. The leak is behind the heart. 754 00:29:08,439 --> 00:29:09,510 You need to do an internal graft. 755 00:29:09,511 --> 00:29:11,184 Will you shut up? I will find it. 756 00:29:11,185 --> 00:29:12,575 Dr. Torres? 757 00:29:13,803 --> 00:29:15,371 Webber's right, Yang. 758 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:16,983 Her way is safer. Let her do it. 759 00:29:16,984 --> 00:29:18,234 5-0 prolene. 760 00:29:19,414 --> 00:29:20,503 Move your hands. 761 00:29:21,186 --> 00:29:22,868 Move your hands, please. 762 00:29:29,439 --> 00:29:31,235 What are you doing? Move your hands. 763 00:29:31,236 --> 00:29:32,335 I got it. I found the leak. 764 00:29:32,336 --> 00:29:35,815 Uh, give me a clamp. 2-0 prolene. I got it. 765 00:29:39,809 --> 00:29:40,902 Have you seen my wife? 766 00:29:40,948 --> 00:29:42,273 As a matter of fact, I have. 767 00:29:42,274 --> 00:29:43,769 She just threatened to quit. 768 00:29:44,382 --> 00:29:44,928 Do me a favor. 769 00:29:44,929 --> 00:29:46,627 Wash your laundry at home, not in my O.R. 770 00:29:46,628 --> 00:29:48,665 Well, oh, there's two sides to every story... 771 00:29:48,666 --> 00:29:50,318 Yeah, I'm not interested in your side. 772 00:29:50,469 --> 00:29:52,336 Derek, Richard and I had very high hopes for you, 773 00:29:52,337 --> 00:29:54,114 but you have been nothing but a disappointment. 774 00:29:54,115 --> 00:29:55,292 You don't publish, you don't teach, 775 00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:56,703 your attitude is terrible. 776 00:29:56,704 --> 00:29:57,938 The residents have a nickname for you, 777 00:29:57,939 --> 00:29:59,578 and it is not flattering. 778 00:29:59,882 --> 00:30:01,369 - What do they call me? - Get it together, 779 00:30:01,588 --> 00:30:03,595 because if it comes down to a choice between you and her, 780 00:30:03,596 --> 00:30:06,741 you need to be very clear which one of you I will choose. 781 00:30:12,773 --> 00:30:15,773 Trust me, you two don't want to be the next Shepherds. 782 00:30:15,774 --> 00:30:17,155 So I start to do the repair... 783 00:30:17,156 --> 00:30:19,036 - And she just stuck her hand in? - Yes! 784 00:30:19,037 --> 00:30:21,164 - Wait. What happened? - Yang's a freakin' maniac. 785 00:30:21,165 --> 00:30:22,535 She's dangerous. 786 00:30:25,637 --> 00:30:26,920 My patient's fine. 787 00:30:26,921 --> 00:30:29,669 Awake, great vitals, if you were interested. 788 00:30:29,670 --> 00:30:32,134 Well, that's great, 'cause O.D. girl bolted. 789 00:30:32,311 --> 00:30:35,246 You had no business shoving in there. 790 00:30:35,247 --> 00:30:37,006 You had no business in that O.R. 791 00:30:37,007 --> 00:30:38,354 I wasn't about to let that guy die 792 00:30:38,355 --> 00:30:39,961 watching you jack around with the internal graft. 793 00:30:39,962 --> 00:30:41,839 That was the right technique. 794 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:42,998 Dr. Torres specifically... 795 00:30:42,999 --> 00:30:44,569 Dr. Torres only sided with you 796 00:30:44,570 --> 00:30:45,782 because you're the chief's little girl. 797 00:30:45,783 --> 00:30:47,527 She's a pathetic lackey. 798 00:30:48,573 --> 00:30:51,556 Well, we'd all be working under Dr. Preston Burke right now, 799 00:30:51,557 --> 00:30:55,100 but you screwed us out of that opportunity, literally. 800 00:30:55,101 --> 00:30:56,800 What exactly did you do to him? 801 00:30:56,801 --> 00:30:59,677 Because he left the state to get away from you. 802 00:30:59,678 --> 00:31:00,834 Good one. 803 00:31:00,835 --> 00:31:01,899 If you want to get personal, 804 00:31:01,900 --> 00:31:03,300 why don't you ask prince charming 805 00:31:03,301 --> 00:31:05,455 what he and the virgin Mary like to do in his office? 806 00:31:05,455 --> 00:31:06,165 What? 807 00:31:06,500 --> 00:31:07,933 What are you talking about? 808 00:31:09,988 --> 00:31:11,214 What... 809 00:31:11,676 --> 00:31:13,258 - She's a lunatic. - What-what-what is she talking about? 810 00:31:13,259 --> 00:31:14,584 You can't believe a word she says. 811 00:31:14,585 --> 00:31:16,864 She's just... Come on! 812 00:31:16,865 --> 00:31:18,047 April? 813 00:31:19,049 --> 00:31:19,760 I'm... 814 00:31:19,761 --> 00:31:21,081 I'm sorry. I'm s... 815 00:31:21,082 --> 00:31:22,591 I'm sorry. I... 816 00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:25,285 Oh, god. 817 00:31:25,286 --> 00:31:27,404 Oh, just shoot me now. 818 00:31:28,207 --> 00:31:29,395 Oh, god. 819 00:31:35,792 --> 00:31:37,450 Tests are good. SATs are great. 820 00:31:37,451 --> 00:31:38,560 He's breathing unassisted. 821 00:31:38,561 --> 00:31:39,792 He's gonna be home by the end of the week. 822 00:31:39,793 --> 00:31:41,188 And he's been taken off the transplant list? 823 00:31:41,189 --> 00:31:43,752 Yep, yep. Two weeks on your little thing, 824 00:31:43,753 --> 00:31:45,984 and his lungs are actually improved. 825 00:31:47,201 --> 00:31:48,138 Well, good work. 826 00:31:48,139 --> 00:31:49,550 Oh, amazing work. 827 00:31:49,551 --> 00:31:51,119 And I didn't even want to do it. 828 00:31:51,867 --> 00:31:53,150 It was amazing. 829 00:31:53,274 --> 00:31:54,469 You're amazing. 830 00:31:57,065 --> 00:31:59,718 Well, um, we should, uh, 831 00:31:59,783 --> 00:32:01,337 celebrate y... sometime. 832 00:32:01,338 --> 00:32:02,979 Yeah, we should. We should go get drinks. 833 00:32:02,980 --> 00:32:05,558 I mean, this is... this is one to celebrate. 834 00:32:05,559 --> 00:32:07,445 - Dr. Torres, here are your kids. - Yeah. 835 00:32:07,446 --> 00:32:08,639 - Mommy. - Ah! 836 00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:11,414 Oh, hi, baby girl. Hi. 837 00:32:11,749 --> 00:32:12,446 Okay. 838 00:32:12,447 --> 00:32:14,886 Well... sometime. 839 00:32:14,887 --> 00:32:17,273 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, sometime. 840 00:32:17,692 --> 00:32:19,399 All right. Here we go. 841 00:32:26,082 --> 00:32:27,260 Slow down... 842 00:32:27,564 --> 00:32:28,669 and tell me. 843 00:32:32,690 --> 00:32:34,095 I can't. 844 00:32:34,164 --> 00:32:36,430 I mean, I can't believe them. 845 00:32:36,431 --> 00:32:39,772 I cannot believe them! 846 00:32:41,953 --> 00:32:43,103 I heard what happened. 847 00:32:44,805 --> 00:32:46,386 - You did? - Yes. 848 00:32:47,104 --> 00:32:48,502 And you should be upset. 849 00:32:49,020 --> 00:32:50,794 - You should be humiliated. - Ellis... 850 00:32:50,795 --> 00:32:52,153 You don't let Yang, 851 00:32:52,419 --> 00:32:54,772 you don't let anyone show you up in your O.R. 852 00:32:54,773 --> 00:32:56,619 Understand? Ever. 853 00:32:59,002 --> 00:33:00,948 I shouldn't have been in there. 854 00:33:01,110 --> 00:33:02,254 I wasn't prepared. 855 00:33:02,255 --> 00:33:04,263 Then why in the world did you go in? 856 00:33:04,264 --> 00:33:06,338 Because you pushed me. 857 00:33:06,842 --> 00:33:08,558 And you aren't mad 858 00:33:08,559 --> 00:33:11,083 because I embarrassed myself. 859 00:33:11,651 --> 00:33:13,868 You're mad because I embarrassed you. 860 00:33:21,090 --> 00:33:22,397 Ellis, what in the hell is wrong with y... 861 00:33:22,398 --> 00:33:24,715 I want you to fire Mandy Bailey. 862 00:33:24,922 --> 00:33:26,659 Tonight, Richard. I want you 863 00:33:26,660 --> 00:33:27,556 - to do it tonight. - What are you talking about? 864 00:33:27,557 --> 00:33:28,111 What is this about? 865 00:33:28,112 --> 00:33:29,807 She made a complete fool of me. 866 00:33:30,085 --> 00:33:32,107 I had no idea, no idea at all. 867 00:33:32,108 --> 00:33:35,032 I looked like... like a total failure. 868 00:33:36,564 --> 00:33:38,267 Okay, look... now look, just hold on. 869 00:33:38,359 --> 00:33:39,767 Now-now just... 870 00:33:39,976 --> 00:33:41,306 just breathe. 871 00:33:41,952 --> 00:33:44,457 - I was humiliated. - Okay. 872 00:33:45,010 --> 00:33:47,150 In front of all those people. 873 00:33:47,578 --> 00:33:50,185 I was just trying to fix her stupid mistake. 874 00:33:50,185 --> 00:33:51,197 I know. 875 00:33:51,463 --> 00:33:53,249 I looked... I looked like a fraud... 876 00:33:53,250 --> 00:33:55,722 But you... you know you're not. 877 00:33:55,723 --> 00:33:56,902 You know that. 878 00:33:57,086 --> 00:33:58,860 Like an idiot. 879 00:33:59,490 --> 00:34:01,267 There was nothing to graft. 880 00:34:01,529 --> 00:34:03,652 Okay, look, okay, but you-you made it work. 881 00:34:03,653 --> 00:34:06,599 You always do. The patient is fine. 882 00:34:08,069 --> 00:34:09,229 Look, 883 00:34:10,242 --> 00:34:12,172 you can't control everything. 884 00:34:12,173 --> 00:34:13,563 I know you want to. 885 00:34:13,841 --> 00:34:15,619 But you can't, okay? 886 00:34:18,188 --> 00:34:19,790 Is Meredith all right? 887 00:34:20,352 --> 00:34:21,809 I don't know how to talk to her, Richard. 888 00:34:21,810 --> 00:34:23,068 Will you talk to her? 889 00:34:23,141 --> 00:34:25,011 Yeah, I will, I will. She'll be all right. 890 00:34:25,592 --> 00:34:27,452 I am horrible at it. 891 00:34:27,453 --> 00:34:28,617 I am terrible. 892 00:34:29,104 --> 00:34:30,361 Oh, I just want her to do well. 893 00:34:30,362 --> 00:34:31,849 I just want her to do the best she can... 894 00:34:31,850 --> 00:34:35,820 I-I know. I know you do. And she'll be okay, okay? 895 00:34:36,092 --> 00:34:37,803 I promise. Okay? 896 00:34:38,854 --> 00:34:40,137 Thank you. 897 00:34:46,896 --> 00:34:48,082 Okay. 898 00:34:49,171 --> 00:34:50,341 Okay. 899 00:34:51,728 --> 00:34:53,478 Yang. Hey. 900 00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:57,090 Thanks... 901 00:34:57,427 --> 00:34:58,665 for today. 902 00:35:01,627 --> 00:35:03,929 Tell your wife and get some help. 903 00:35:03,941 --> 00:35:07,481 She'll leave, and I'll lose my kids. She... 904 00:35:08,433 --> 00:35:09,781 she's... 905 00:35:11,438 --> 00:35:13,548 she's afraid I'm gonna hurt one of them. 906 00:35:14,293 --> 00:35:15,382 Aren't you? 907 00:35:15,383 --> 00:35:16,450 Hey. 908 00:35:16,451 --> 00:35:18,489 - Hey. - Hey. How are ya? 909 00:35:18,490 --> 00:35:20,165 - Okay. - Oh, my gosh. What happened to your hand? 910 00:35:20,166 --> 00:35:22,027 Oh, oh, I, uh... 911 00:35:22,396 --> 00:35:24,492 I, uh, some junkie patient 912 00:35:24,493 --> 00:35:26,409 knocked me into a tray of instruments, so... 913 00:35:26,410 --> 00:35:28,456 Oh, you poor baby. All right. Let's get you home, 914 00:35:28,457 --> 00:35:29,218 and I'll take a look at it, okay? Okay. 915 00:35:29,219 --> 00:35:30,644 Oh, okay. Mwah. Okay. 916 00:35:31,176 --> 00:35:33,303 - Okay, let's go. Come on, Allegra. - Come on. Let's go. 917 00:35:33,304 --> 00:35:34,910 All right. 918 00:35:40,152 --> 00:35:41,200 I need help. 919 00:35:42,687 --> 00:35:43,819 She was just lying in the street. 920 00:35:43,820 --> 00:35:45,387 I almost ran her over. 921 00:35:52,975 --> 00:35:53,997 Okay, we've got this. 922 00:35:53,998 --> 00:35:55,677 Pulse is V-tach. Where's the crash cart? 923 00:35:55,678 --> 00:35:57,087 Charge to 360. Sir, step back. 924 00:35:57,088 --> 00:35:58,016 It's all right. I'm a doctor. 925 00:35:58,017 --> 00:36:00,068 Yeah, we're all doctors, all right? Now move. 926 00:36:00,496 --> 00:36:01,521 Clear. 927 00:36:03,146 --> 00:36:04,951 Charge to 300. Clear. 928 00:36:07,639 --> 00:36:09,197 Sinus tach. We got her. 929 00:36:10,554 --> 00:36:11,665 Okay. 930 00:36:12,051 --> 00:36:13,415 You know where I can find Dr. Shepherd? 931 00:36:13,416 --> 00:36:14,467 Which one? 932 00:36:16,308 --> 00:36:17,403 Meredith. 933 00:36:17,963 --> 00:36:19,052 No, dad. 934 00:36:19,053 --> 00:36:21,002 Don't come and clean up after her again. 935 00:36:21,003 --> 00:36:22,649 You do it every time. 936 00:36:22,650 --> 00:36:24,574 And it's beneath you, and it's pointless. 937 00:36:24,575 --> 00:36:26,618 I can't do anything right for her. 938 00:36:26,619 --> 00:36:27,260 Your mother doesn't want... 939 00:36:27,261 --> 00:36:29,802 And I finally figured out why. 940 00:36:30,161 --> 00:36:33,566 She wants everyone around her to be ordinary 941 00:36:33,567 --> 00:36:35,648 so she can be extraordinary. 942 00:36:35,649 --> 00:36:37,761 She wants everyone around her small. 943 00:36:37,762 --> 00:36:38,626 Oh, you stop it. 944 00:36:38,627 --> 00:36:40,401 And that's what she's done to you. 945 00:36:40,531 --> 00:36:43,193 She has made you small. 946 00:36:43,194 --> 00:36:45,335 And I'm not gonna let her do it to me. 947 00:36:58,884 --> 00:37:00,110 I don't, uh... 948 00:37:05,617 --> 00:37:07,568 I d... I don't know what's wrong with me. 949 00:37:09,826 --> 00:37:11,834 All I know is that the baby is coming 950 00:37:12,459 --> 00:37:13,656 and I want it. 951 00:37:16,725 --> 00:37:18,969 You know, it... it may change things. 952 00:37:20,075 --> 00:37:21,303 You'll get happier. 953 00:37:23,088 --> 00:37:24,278 We'll just take it one step at a time. 954 00:37:24,279 --> 00:37:25,707 I want to make it work. 955 00:37:29,270 --> 00:37:30,683 It isn't your baby. 956 00:37:31,811 --> 00:37:34,358 It's stupid, I know, but it's a brand-new shirt 957 00:37:34,359 --> 00:37:36,883 and now it's got junkie blood all over it. 958 00:37:39,352 --> 00:37:40,546 Oh. 959 00:37:41,227 --> 00:37:42,573 This is awkward. 960 00:37:45,796 --> 00:37:46,868 Clear. 961 00:37:47,065 --> 00:37:48,200 I've got a rhythm. 962 00:37:48,432 --> 00:37:50,476 Barely, but... damn it. It's gone. 963 00:37:50,477 --> 00:37:51,749 If you had just done the damn surgery... 964 00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:54,961 Asystole. Uh, give her 1 amp of atropine. 965 00:37:54,962 --> 00:37:56,293 I already did it, okay? It's not helping. 966 00:37:56,294 --> 00:37:57,636 Another, and an amp of epi. 967 00:37:57,637 --> 00:37:58,619 Do it. 968 00:37:58,651 --> 00:37:59,681 Go! 969 00:38:00,661 --> 00:38:02,520 Move. Let's crack her chest. 970 00:38:02,521 --> 00:38:03,914 - Gown. - What? 971 00:38:03,915 --> 00:38:05,619 N-no. It's not indicated. She O.D.'ed. 972 00:38:05,620 --> 00:38:07,088 Okay, so she's gonna die anyway. 973 00:38:07,089 --> 00:38:08,854 What has she got to lose? Chest tray. 974 00:38:08,855 --> 00:38:10,387 Here you go. Right here. 975 00:38:11,432 --> 00:38:12,763 Okay, let's do it. Betadine. 976 00:38:12,764 --> 00:38:14,419 - 10-blade. - On it. 977 00:38:17,327 --> 00:38:18,479 Okay. 978 00:38:31,617 --> 00:38:32,874 Are you crying? 979 00:38:36,572 --> 00:38:37,888 I screwed up. 980 00:38:39,023 --> 00:38:41,180 I... I had a good thing. 981 00:38:41,816 --> 00:38:43,805 She was a good person, but... 982 00:38:45,667 --> 00:38:47,803 I had a chance to be better. 983 00:38:49,067 --> 00:38:50,437 And I screwed it up 984 00:38:50,438 --> 00:38:53,176 like I do every frickin' time. 985 00:38:53,177 --> 00:38:55,953 What the hell is wrong with me? 986 00:38:57,376 --> 00:38:59,201 I just lost my job. 987 00:38:59,202 --> 00:39:00,829 Do you see me crying? 988 00:39:01,274 --> 00:39:03,774 I have no earthly idea 989 00:39:03,775 --> 00:39:04,549 what to do next, 990 00:39:04,550 --> 00:39:07,228 but am I hiding in an elevator, 991 00:39:07,229 --> 00:39:09,207 whimpering about it? 992 00:39:09,208 --> 00:39:10,219 No. 993 00:39:10,220 --> 00:39:11,273 No. 994 00:39:11,955 --> 00:39:15,027 Because what do we say, Alex? 995 00:39:15,241 --> 00:39:16,415 What do we say? 996 00:39:16,430 --> 00:39:17,536 We create... 997 00:39:17,537 --> 00:39:20,169 our own destiny. 998 00:39:21,044 --> 00:39:23,099 And that's exactly what I'm gonna do. 999 00:39:23,396 --> 00:39:24,875 You should, too. 1000 00:39:31,833 --> 00:39:33,084 Guys, you lost her. 1001 00:39:33,085 --> 00:39:33,840 Shut up! 1002 00:39:33,841 --> 00:39:36,589 - One more amp of epi. Charge to 20. - Charging. 1003 00:39:37,381 --> 00:39:38,462 Charged. 1004 00:39:38,942 --> 00:39:39,929 Clear. 1005 00:39:48,278 --> 00:39:49,496 Charge to 30. 1006 00:39:49,700 --> 00:39:51,345 - Ready? Clear. - Go. 1007 00:39:53,074 --> 00:39:54,184 Sinus tach. 1008 00:39:54,265 --> 00:39:56,181 Wait. Wait. 1009 00:39:57,700 --> 00:39:59,431 Your life is a gift. 1010 00:39:59,458 --> 00:40:00,484 Accept it. 1011 00:40:00,485 --> 00:40:02,057 - She's back. - Okay, we got her. We got her. 1012 00:40:02,058 --> 00:40:03,151 No matter how screwed up 1013 00:40:03,152 --> 00:40:05,708 - or painful it seems to be. - Okay. 1014 00:40:07,820 --> 00:40:08,525 Okay, now what do I do? 1015 00:40:08,526 --> 00:40:10,525 Okay, lick it, slam it, 1016 00:40:10,526 --> 00:40:11,478 and then lime. 1017 00:40:11,541 --> 00:40:12,490 Okay. 1018 00:40:15,017 --> 00:40:16,334 - Fast, fast, fast, fast. - Ugh! 1019 00:40:18,292 --> 00:40:20,385 Ah. Okay. That's good. 1020 00:40:27,063 --> 00:40:27,876 What? 1021 00:40:27,877 --> 00:40:29,691 We don't have to do that thing where I say something 1022 00:40:29,692 --> 00:40:31,843 and then you say something and then someone cries 1023 00:40:31,844 --> 00:40:32,881 and there's a moment or whatever? 1024 00:40:32,882 --> 00:40:34,280 Oh, yuck. 1025 00:40:35,621 --> 00:40:36,717 Good. 1026 00:40:39,073 --> 00:40:41,243 It's just that... 1027 00:40:42,008 --> 00:40:44,744 nothing is turning out the way I thought it would. 1028 00:40:45,140 --> 00:40:48,195 It's like I don't even recognize my own life. 1029 00:40:49,899 --> 00:40:51,152 I know what you mean. 1030 00:40:51,354 --> 00:40:53,084 Some things are going to work out 1031 00:40:53,085 --> 00:40:55,585 as if they were destined to happen... 1032 00:40:55,586 --> 00:40:57,563 Ugh. I gotta go get some sleep. 1033 00:40:57,564 --> 00:40:59,247 You gotta get some sleep 1034 00:40:59,745 --> 00:41:01,093 You look like crap. 1035 00:41:01,605 --> 00:41:02,969 I look better than you. 1036 00:41:03,675 --> 00:41:04,930 Not possible. 1037 00:41:09,648 --> 00:41:12,487 Your mother says the residents have a name for me. 1038 00:41:15,811 --> 00:41:17,713 I wouldn't know anything about that. 1039 00:41:17,714 --> 00:41:18,749 What is it? 1040 00:41:19,151 --> 00:41:20,258 What do they call me? 1041 00:41:23,078 --> 00:41:24,821 - Come on. - McDreary. 1042 00:41:25,205 --> 00:41:27,473 We call you McDreary. 1043 00:41:29,548 --> 00:41:30,831 You think that's funny? 1044 00:41:31,121 --> 00:41:32,342 It's apt. 1045 00:41:32,700 --> 00:41:33,929 McDreary. 1046 00:41:35,788 --> 00:41:37,110 Yeah, that's my life. 1047 00:41:43,428 --> 00:41:45,002 So how about tonight, you're not McDreary? 1048 00:41:45,003 --> 00:41:46,086 You're just... 1049 00:41:47,129 --> 00:41:48,792 you're just a guy in a bar. 1050 00:41:51,601 --> 00:41:53,222 And you're just a girl in a bar? 1051 00:41:55,055 --> 00:41:56,335 I am. 1052 00:41:57,793 --> 00:41:59,220 And I drink tequila. 1053 00:42:02,188 --> 00:42:03,277 Tom. 1054 00:42:03,475 --> 00:42:04,526 Here you go. 1055 00:42:08,116 --> 00:42:09,193 Cheers. 1056 00:42:09,430 --> 00:42:12,424 As if they were just meant to be. 1057 00:42:14,872 --> 00:42:22,359 Sync by Sulkymogen www.addic7ed.com