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You're bleeding
through your bandage.
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Good morning.
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Don't we need to get you
to a doctor?
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I am a doctor.
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That didn't come up
last night?
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We didn't do
a lot of talking.
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[Phone vibrates]
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I'm good.
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[Groans]
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You never told me
what caused your accident.
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I was stabbed
by a patient.
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That'll teach me
to overbill.
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[Phone vibrates]
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If she likes
crippled guys,
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I'm free for
the next six minutes.
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What do you want?
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45-year-old
truck driver,
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recurrent seizures.
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No metabolic
or structural--
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does this look
like a good time?
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Sort of.
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At least as good
as the other 12 times
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that I've called and paged you
in the last three weeks.
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Those times I just didn't
feel like talking to you.
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Kinda like now.
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I'd apologize again,
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but I'm still waiting for you
to accept the first one.
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You do work for me.
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I am entitled to ask
when you're coming back.
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I don't know
when I'm coming back.
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I don't know
if I'm coming back.
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Got a problem
with that,
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fire me.
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♪ House 8x12 ♪
Chase
Original air date on February 13, 2012
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== sync, corrected by elderman ==
[Massive Attack's Teardrop]
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♪
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[Groaning]
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[Weights slam down]
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Nice.
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It's good to see you
in the hospital,
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as a patient
if not as a doctor.
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How you doing?
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Arrhythmias are gone.
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Fine motor control
is improving.
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Not what I meant.
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If you need to talk
to someone,
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a professional...
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I'm fine.
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Fine enough
to get back to work?
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You don't have
to work for House,
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but you do owe me
20 clinic hours.
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What, getting knifed doesn't
buy me an extension?
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Buys you whatever you need.
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But I know you.
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If all you do
is physical therapy
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and your nighttime
version of it,
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you'll lose your mind
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faster than you regain
those fine motor skills.
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[Sighs]
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I, uh, have
this terrible pain
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in my left shoulder.
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It came out of nowhere.
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And nothing
seems to help.
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[Clears throat]
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Any other symptoms?
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Chest pain?
Lightheadedness?
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No. None at all.
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?
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Just sitting
and praying.
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She'd been helping to make
the altar breads that morning,
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but no hard physical work
or repetitive motion.
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A couple of possibilities.
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You have enlarged
lymph nodes,
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so I'd like to start
by ruling out breast cancer.
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And I do mean "rule out."
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It's probably nothing.
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I'm gonna do
a quick breast exam.
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Do you mind stepping out
for a moment?
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Not at all.
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[Door opens, closes]
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That was so I could ask
about the second possibility.
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Left-sided pain means
it could be angina,
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which is made worse
by stress.
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain started
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on the verge
of a major life change.
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How did you know?
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Blue veil means
you're a postulant,
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haven't taken
your vows yet.
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Brown vestments means
you're carmelites,
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cloistered nuns,
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which explains the chaperone.
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.
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I was a seminarian.
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Who obviously didn't
take his vows.
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Cassock made
my ass look fat.
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[Chuckles]
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Do you mind
unbuttoning your shirt
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and lying down for me?
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Okay.
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I have had second thoughts.
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I'm kind of a wreck.
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A life of perpetual
enclosure
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and almost complete silence?
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If you weren't
wrestling with this,
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.
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I'm going to admit you.
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There's a little mass here,
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and I'd like
to get it checked out.
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It's just a benign
fat deposit.
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Her imaging's clean.
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Stress test too.
It's not angina.
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So why the shoulder pain?
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(House)
Is it possible
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that she hurt
her shoulder?
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Thanks a lot.
I didn't tell him.
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You were cagey
about where you were going.
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And Chase being cagey
in general.
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Good chance I'd find the two
of you in the same cage.
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So I had park follow you.
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How you feeling?
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Better.
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Heard your arm's
healing nicely.
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Good to see you
on your feet.
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Patient's a nun?
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You turning back to your
long-abandoned faith
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in time of trouble?
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She was next up
in the clinic.
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And I don't want
your help.
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You got stabbed.
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You blame me.
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But what did
you learn about me
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that you hadn't known
for years?
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Maybe I was an idiot before
and I'm not one now.
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Or maybe
the reverse is true.
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Thanks for all your help.
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Your soul sister
is having a fungal infection
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.
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[Whiny voice]
Thanks for all my help.
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I'm--I'm sorry
I led House to you.
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It's part of the job.
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Maybe we could get
a meal after work tonight,
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if you want
some companionship.
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You asking me out
on a date?
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No.
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I just--
I guess that sounded--
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must be scary to be back.
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All those knives
and needles.
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Infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.
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Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
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Thanks.
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Ever surf Kirra Point?
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Obviously you're Australian.
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I've surfed all over
the Gold Coast.
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Don't tell me you have.
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The closest I got
was Waimea Bay.
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I grew up on Maui.
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If you don't mind me asking,
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why are you becoming a nun?
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You asking
'cause I surf?
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Well, I know that Jesus
walked on water but...
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[Chuckles]
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Plus the average postulant
is a lot younger than you.
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What were you doing
before this?
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Not much of anything.
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Worked as a nanny.
Moved around a lot.
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Bunch of failed
relationships.
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And then what?
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God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?
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Something like that.
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Does there have to be
some dramatic moment
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where the skies part?
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Usually, yeah.
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Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary?
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Mom drank, dad worked.
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They stuck me
in catholic school.
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Priests and nuns were
the closest I had to family.
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Turned out that wasn't much of
a reason to join the priesthood.
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Is that why you left?
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Something like that.
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I think I may throw up.
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What's wrong with me?
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Not a fungal infection.
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00:10:00,229 --> 00:10:02,730
You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons?
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I'm not.
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Well, I'll tell you.
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You're not the only one
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whose life spiraled
out of control
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when you got knifed
in the ventricle.
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Taub has decided--
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I need help
with my patient.
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She's vomiting.
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That's not from
a fungal infection.
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What are you
planning to do
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now that you're
not working for me?
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00:10:18,581 --> 00:10:20,582
I have no idea.
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00:10:20,650 --> 00:10:22,418
Almost dying's
been clarifying.
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I can do anything.
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00:10:23,753 --> 00:10:25,788
You can do anything.
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00:10:25,856 --> 00:10:27,390
So you come back
to the same building
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you've worked in
for years.
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Guess you can cross that
off your bucket list.
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00:10:31,862 --> 00:10:33,563
Can we get to my patient
sometime soon?
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As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.
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You'll help me.
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00:10:38,535 --> 00:10:40,536
'Cause even though you don't
find my case interesting,
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you find my interest in it
interesting.
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00:10:44,241 --> 00:10:47,343
Well, when you
put it that way...
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Ascending colangitis.
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00:10:53,383 --> 00:10:54,784
Missed me.
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00:10:54,851 --> 00:10:55,884
Can't be,
bilirubin's normal.
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Clinical signs
can show up days
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before lab signs.
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00:11:02,993 --> 00:11:04,192
Ha ha ha!
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00:11:06,063 --> 00:11:07,329
This is great.
219
00:11:07,397 --> 00:11:08,831
We should make this
a regular thing.
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00:11:12,803 --> 00:11:14,170
She can't feel
her foot at all.
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00:11:19,243 --> 00:11:20,576
What does this mean?
222
00:11:20,644 --> 00:11:22,378
It means I've got
to spend more time
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00:11:22,446 --> 00:11:24,847
consulting
with a colleague.
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He tried to tongue-kiss Park
when you were closer.
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00:11:34,669 --> 00:11:36,270
You think his sexuality
is normal?
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00:11:36,338 --> 00:11:38,806
I need more help.
My patient has a new symptom.
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00:11:38,874 --> 00:11:40,208
Ischemic foot.
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00:11:40,276 --> 00:11:42,211
Get the lecture
out of your system
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00:11:42,278 --> 00:11:43,912
so we can talk
about my case.
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Let me start
with an allegory.
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Ah.
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Okay, I'm curious.
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00:11:58,394 --> 00:12:01,530
Your overreaction
to your stabbing
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00:12:01,598 --> 00:12:04,900
is to blame me even as
you are drawn to me.
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00:12:04,968 --> 00:12:08,104
Taub's is to take
moronic self-defense classes
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00:12:08,172 --> 00:12:10,640
that won't defend him
against anything.
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00:12:10,708 --> 00:12:12,175
Krav maga.
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00:12:12,243 --> 00:12:13,676
Which helped me
block your shot
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00:12:13,744 --> 00:12:14,678
and will continue
to help me
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defend myself in a building
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full of drugged-up strangers.
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00:12:17,482 --> 00:12:20,417
Taub has to accept
that by instinct and genetics
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he is a coward,
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00:12:22,087 --> 00:12:23,254
who's better off
running and hiding
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00:12:23,321 --> 00:12:24,822
at the first sign
of danger.
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00:12:24,890 --> 00:12:27,491
I've already fended off six
of your blitzkriegs in a row.
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And the seventh?
And the eighth?
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00:12:29,561 --> 00:12:31,662
And the nth?
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00:12:31,729 --> 00:12:32,663
If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?
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00:12:32,730 --> 00:12:34,630
That unexpected things happen.
251
00:12:34,698 --> 00:12:37,833
By definition, no class can
teach you to expect them.
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00:12:37,901 --> 00:12:40,870
Which is why Taub
is idiotic to study them,
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00:12:40,937 --> 00:12:42,971
and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.
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00:12:43,039 --> 00:12:44,473
Blood clot.
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00:12:44,540 --> 00:12:47,476
Her D-Dimer's normal.
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00:12:47,544 --> 00:12:48,978
On the other hand--
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[grunting]
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00:12:50,880 --> 00:12:53,148
Yah!
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00:12:55,218 --> 00:12:56,952
What if he's right
about the blockage
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00:12:57,020 --> 00:12:58,387
but wrong
about the cause?
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00:12:58,454 --> 00:13:00,322
Vasospasm.
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00:13:00,390 --> 00:13:03,058
That explains everything
but the lymph nodes.
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00:13:03,126 --> 00:13:04,760
And any minor infection
could have caused those.
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00:13:04,828 --> 00:13:07,462
Calcium channel blocker
to treat.
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00:13:18,174 --> 00:13:19,974
Are you okay?
266
00:13:20,042 --> 00:13:21,676
I almost got you killed
by bringing a scalpel
267
00:13:21,744 --> 00:13:23,011
into that room.
268
00:13:23,079 --> 00:13:24,145
I could feel better
about that.
269
00:13:24,213 --> 00:13:26,281
You saved my life too.
270
00:13:26,348 --> 00:13:29,551
I think the ledger's clear.
271
00:13:29,618 --> 00:13:32,053
But how can you not
be traumatized?
272
00:13:32,121 --> 00:13:34,422
Can't change
what happened.
273
00:13:34,490 --> 00:13:37,158
Can only make better
choices from here.
274
00:13:37,226 --> 00:13:38,793
So you're Zen about it
275
00:13:38,861 --> 00:13:40,862
but won't let go
of your anger toward House?
276
00:13:44,566 --> 00:13:46,200
I'm seeing
a trauma counselor.
277
00:13:46,268 --> 00:13:47,702
I think you should too.
278
00:13:47,770 --> 00:13:50,005
I'm okay.
279
00:13:50,072 --> 00:13:51,973
Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
280
00:14:00,818 --> 00:14:02,352
Convent lets you
have this?
281
00:14:02,420 --> 00:14:05,722
I borrowed it from
one of the nurses.
282
00:14:05,790 --> 00:14:07,691
I'm still on temporary vows.
283
00:14:07,759 --> 00:14:10,661
It may be the last time
I hear Eminem for a while.
284
00:14:10,728 --> 00:14:13,130
You're using an iPod.
285
00:14:13,197 --> 00:14:15,265
But I've never seen you
use rosary beads.
286
00:14:20,204 --> 00:14:22,705
What day did Jesus die?
287
00:14:22,773 --> 00:14:24,975
I know,
one gospel says passover,
288
00:14:25,042 --> 00:14:27,344
another says
the day before.
289
00:14:27,411 --> 00:14:28,478
How many times
did the cock crow
290
00:14:28,546 --> 00:14:30,547
before Peter's
third denial?
291
00:14:30,615 --> 00:14:31,848
Once or twice?
292
00:14:31,916 --> 00:14:34,484
You can't argue away
my faith.
293
00:14:34,552 --> 00:14:35,719
Why?
294
00:14:35,786 --> 00:14:37,120
Because it's so strong
295
00:14:37,188 --> 00:14:38,588
even plain contradictions--
296
00:14:38,656 --> 00:14:41,491
because it's not
that strong.
297
00:14:41,559 --> 00:14:43,793
I'm not saying
I don't have faith.
298
00:14:43,861 --> 00:14:48,064
I just haven't felt
the calling yet.
299
00:14:48,132 --> 00:14:51,067
No one joins the clergy
without having that epiphany.
300
00:14:51,134 --> 00:14:53,869
That God's love
is speaking to you directly.
301
00:14:53,937 --> 00:14:57,806
It's the silence,
the contemplation,
302
00:14:57,873 --> 00:15:00,074
the order.
303
00:15:00,142 --> 00:15:01,509
I need them.
304
00:15:04,179 --> 00:15:06,914
Hoping everything else
will come later.
305
00:15:06,982 --> 00:15:09,250
That's not an answer.
306
00:15:09,318 --> 00:15:11,619
If you want silence,
you can get ear plugs.
307
00:15:11,687 --> 00:15:13,889
I tried the outside world.
308
00:15:13,956 --> 00:15:15,924
It wasn't enough.
309
00:15:15,992 --> 00:15:17,092
Have you been married?
310
00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:18,461
No.
311
00:15:18,528 --> 00:15:20,530
No kids.
You never found a career.
312
00:15:20,598 --> 00:15:22,966
Doesn't sound like the outside
world got much of a try.
313
00:15:25,069 --> 00:15:28,204
What you're
headed towards now,
314
00:15:28,271 --> 00:15:30,940
14 hours a day
in silent prayer,
315
00:15:31,008 --> 00:15:33,376
never having a family,
316
00:15:33,444 --> 00:15:35,879
never touching
another human being.
317
00:15:35,946 --> 00:15:37,914
Just because that's
what you'd miss the most.
318
00:15:39,883 --> 00:15:42,184
The nurses talk.
319
00:15:45,856 --> 00:15:47,556
Nothing's wrong
with having fun.
320
00:15:47,624 --> 00:15:50,826
They said you were almost
killed three weeks ago.
321
00:15:50,894 --> 00:15:53,195
You go right back to fun?
322
00:15:53,263 --> 00:15:56,197
Is that why
you wanna be a nun?
323
00:15:56,265 --> 00:15:57,765
Someone broke your heart.
324
00:15:57,833 --> 00:16:02,302
No.
325
00:16:02,370 --> 00:16:05,739
I'm just looking
for something more.
326
00:16:08,142 --> 00:16:09,609
So am I.
327
00:16:20,288 --> 00:16:22,356
I'm late for work
in the clinic.
328
00:16:40,842 --> 00:16:42,276
Really?
329
00:16:42,344 --> 00:16:43,945
George Washingbaum?
330
00:16:44,012 --> 00:16:46,380
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.
331
00:16:46,448 --> 00:16:50,084
Just hiding out till House
leaves the cafeteria.
332
00:16:54,323 --> 00:16:55,957
The self-defense classes,
333
00:16:56,024 --> 00:16:58,293
you think they're making
any kind of difference?
334
00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:01,228
Not as much
as House's surprise attacks.
335
00:17:01,296 --> 00:17:03,464
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do too.
336
00:17:05,333 --> 00:17:06,934
Which is why you should
accept his apology
337
00:17:07,002 --> 00:17:08,369
and come back on the team.
338
00:17:08,436 --> 00:17:10,738
He's annoying,
he's maddening.
339
00:17:10,806 --> 00:17:13,074
But he makes us
all better.
340
00:17:15,644 --> 00:17:17,779
Note to self.
341
00:17:20,949 --> 00:17:22,550
Foot color's good.
342
00:17:22,618 --> 00:17:25,987
Arterial pulse is good.
343
00:17:26,054 --> 00:17:27,722
Capillary refill's good.
344
00:17:27,789 --> 00:17:29,323
And her shoulder pain
is all gone.
345
00:17:29,391 --> 00:17:32,526
Looks like you're ready
to go home.
346
00:17:32,594 --> 00:17:35,029
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.
347
00:17:38,267 --> 00:17:41,002
I'd say I'm in the book,
348
00:17:41,070 --> 00:17:43,439
but not the one you'll be
reading from now on.
349
00:17:51,213 --> 00:17:55,650
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu
350
00:17:55,718 --> 00:17:58,286
for this beautiful
two-year-old boy.
351
00:17:58,353 --> 00:18:00,521
I loved him.
352
00:18:00,589 --> 00:18:02,457
Probably spent
more time with him
353
00:18:02,524 --> 00:18:04,626
than his own parents.
354
00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:11,198
One day I was in the park
talking with another nanny.
355
00:18:11,266 --> 00:18:15,602
He wandered out of the sandbox
into the street,
356
00:18:15,669 --> 00:18:18,871
into the path
of a moving car.
357
00:18:21,308 --> 00:18:22,942
That could have happened
to anyone.
358
00:18:23,010 --> 00:18:25,711
I don't think so.
359
00:18:25,779 --> 00:18:28,248
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves
360
00:18:28,315 --> 00:18:30,516
for the rest
of their lives too.
361
00:18:30,584 --> 00:18:34,421
You shouldn't.
362
00:18:34,488 --> 00:18:37,590
You shouldn't run from what
can still be a good life.
363
00:18:37,658 --> 00:18:40,127
I'm running to God.
364
00:18:40,194 --> 00:18:41,928
After what happened to you,
365
00:18:41,996 --> 00:18:44,164
don't you wanna
remake your life?
366
00:18:44,232 --> 00:18:47,334
Not by hiding myself away.
367
00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:52,105
I hope it works out
for you.
368
00:18:56,144 --> 00:18:59,546
It is gonna be hard.
369
00:18:59,614 --> 00:19:01,782
Not touching anyone.
370
00:19:46,044 --> 00:19:50,147
Who knew mother inferior
was a smoking hottie.
371
00:19:50,203 --> 00:19:52,171
No wonder you're playing
handsies with her.
372
00:19:52,238 --> 00:19:54,206
You think I'm hitting
on a nun?
373
00:19:54,273 --> 00:19:57,041
Angry at God or I just
need a challenge?
374
00:19:57,109 --> 00:19:59,377
Or you're terrified
of intimacy,
375
00:19:59,445 --> 00:20:01,379
which is why
you're a serial slut.
376
00:20:01,447 --> 00:20:05,015
But right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.
377
00:20:05,083 --> 00:20:08,652
Ideally someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.
378
00:20:08,720 --> 00:20:10,587
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say
379
00:20:10,655 --> 00:20:11,821
about anything else
you've been doing.
380
00:20:11,889 --> 00:20:13,722
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.
381
00:20:13,790 --> 00:20:16,058
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,
382
00:20:16,126 --> 00:20:18,795
I have a 7:30 appointment
to explore my intimacy issues
383
00:20:18,862 --> 00:20:21,197
at La Scala.
384
00:20:23,334 --> 00:20:24,801
I'm talking to this agent.
He's a bit of a sleaze.
385
00:20:24,869 --> 00:20:27,370
But he's really excited
about representing me.
386
00:20:27,438 --> 00:20:29,372
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,
387
00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:30,707
he's trying to get me
an audition
388
00:20:30,775 --> 00:20:32,376
for one of those
online soaps.
389
00:20:32,443 --> 00:20:33,611
Have you ever watched
one of those?
390
00:20:37,249 --> 00:20:38,450
Am I boring you?
391
00:20:43,055 --> 00:20:45,323
Unfortunately, yeah.
392
00:20:45,390 --> 00:20:46,824
Sorry.
393
00:20:59,072 --> 00:21:00,473
Hi.
394
00:21:02,809 --> 00:21:05,845
You're not supposed
to be here.
395
00:21:05,912 --> 00:21:07,012
Or anywhere.
396
00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:09,081
Yeah.
397
00:21:11,384 --> 00:21:13,418
You were right.
398
00:21:13,486 --> 00:21:15,353
I was running away.
399
00:21:58,329 --> 00:22:00,531
Oh, now you're shy.
400
00:22:03,001 --> 00:22:05,936
It's brighter
in the morning.
401
00:22:11,843 --> 00:22:14,445
So are we gonna spend
the rest of eternity
402
00:22:14,512 --> 00:22:17,180
in a lake of fire
while pointy-tailed demons
403
00:22:17,248 --> 00:22:19,516
poke at us with sticks?
404
00:22:23,688 --> 00:22:25,656
This is a little scary
for me.
405
00:22:25,724 --> 00:22:28,058
I had a whole life planned.
406
00:22:28,126 --> 00:22:31,629
Not that I wasn't
struggling with it.
407
00:22:31,696 --> 00:22:33,364
And then I met you.
408
00:22:33,432 --> 00:22:37,802
Don't worry, I know you're
not the relationship type.
409
00:22:37,870 --> 00:22:39,838
I'm not
not the relationship type.
410
00:22:39,906 --> 00:22:41,440
I was married once.
411
00:22:41,507 --> 00:22:43,275
[Chuckles]
Relax.
412
00:22:43,343 --> 00:22:44,777
You're fine.
413
00:22:47,147 --> 00:22:48,582
So what's next for you?
414
00:22:51,653 --> 00:22:54,488
I have to find
a place to live.
415
00:22:54,556 --> 00:22:57,258
Get my old job back.
416
00:22:57,326 --> 00:23:00,628
Sure, I'll feel guilty,
start doubting.
417
00:23:00,696 --> 00:23:02,429
As long as you keep dealing
with your doubts
418
00:23:02,497 --> 00:23:04,331
in the same way then...
419
00:23:06,602 --> 00:23:08,802
Moira?
420
00:23:08,870 --> 00:23:11,105
I'm sorry,
did you say something?
421
00:23:13,141 --> 00:23:14,942
Your neck.
422
00:23:15,009 --> 00:23:16,443
What?
423
00:23:16,511 --> 00:23:18,045
Are your ears ringing?
424
00:23:18,113 --> 00:23:21,782
Yeah.
What does that mean?
425
00:23:23,852 --> 00:23:28,154
We've got to get you back
to the hospital right away.
426
00:23:28,222 --> 00:23:29,389
The artery that's bringing
blood to your brain,
427
00:23:29,457 --> 00:23:30,623
it's coming apart.
428
00:23:30,691 --> 00:23:32,124
Means you could stroke.
429
00:23:32,192 --> 00:23:33,726
I've paged a team
of our best doctors.
430
00:23:33,793 --> 00:23:35,527
I don't have
to cough as much.
431
00:23:35,595 --> 00:23:37,797
It's clotted up.
432
00:23:37,864 --> 00:23:39,365
Is that bad?
433
00:23:39,432 --> 00:23:42,168
We're almost there.
434
00:23:43,570 --> 00:23:46,906
Get me her o-two level.
435
00:23:46,974 --> 00:23:48,274
What are you doing?
436
00:23:48,342 --> 00:23:50,042
I want to make sure I can
position her wrist properly.
437
00:23:50,110 --> 00:23:51,644
For what?
A.B.G.
438
00:23:51,712 --> 00:23:54,714
I don't need an A.B.G.
Just get a pulse ox.
439
00:23:54,782 --> 00:23:56,616
I'll do it.
Grab a consent form.
440
00:23:56,684 --> 00:23:59,085
Go!
441
00:23:59,153 --> 00:24:00,754
We need to operate
right now, okay?
442
00:24:00,822 --> 00:24:02,188
Good to operate.
443
00:24:04,359 --> 00:24:07,127
Repeat this, no ifs, ands,
or buts about it.
444
00:24:07,195 --> 00:24:10,163
No about it and no ifs.
445
00:24:10,231 --> 00:24:11,665
Get her into O.R. 11.
446
00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:18,333
Carotid dissection,
447
00:24:18,401 --> 00:24:20,235
four-inch pulsatile
mass in her neck,
448
00:24:20,302 --> 00:24:21,703
and some broca's aphasia.
449
00:24:21,770 --> 00:24:22,837
It's got to be a clot
450
00:24:22,905 --> 00:24:23,771
keeping her
from bleeding out.
451
00:24:23,839 --> 00:24:25,206
Pulse?
452
00:24:25,274 --> 00:24:26,341
Bounding, four-plus.
453
00:24:26,409 --> 00:24:27,342
It was a three-plus
20 minutes ago.
454
00:24:27,410 --> 00:24:29,511
20?
455
00:24:29,579 --> 00:24:31,113
Thought she just got here.
456
00:24:33,850 --> 00:24:35,652
That blood
looks pretty dry.
457
00:24:35,719 --> 00:24:38,188
Cut yourself shaving?
458
00:24:38,256 --> 00:24:40,457
You know,
that can happen
459
00:24:40,525 --> 00:24:43,528
when the nun you woke up with
coughs blood on you.
460
00:24:43,595 --> 00:24:46,097
You slept with a nun?
461
00:24:46,165 --> 00:24:48,132
Forget nun,
you slept with a patient?
462
00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:49,934
Former, to both.
463
00:24:50,002 --> 00:24:52,269
(House) Internal neck trauma,
that's impressive.
464
00:24:52,336 --> 00:24:54,137
It's happened to me
a few times.
465
00:24:54,205 --> 00:24:56,673
Up high.
466
00:24:56,741 --> 00:24:58,574
Dr. Chase.
467
00:25:00,244 --> 00:25:02,478
Clot's broken.
468
00:25:02,546 --> 00:25:03,713
Bring her in
and pack her nose.
469
00:25:03,780 --> 00:25:05,014
I'm gonna need
number three vicryls.
470
00:25:05,081 --> 00:25:07,349
I'm gonna fix this.
471
00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:08,384
You're not gonna
operate on her.
472
00:25:08,451 --> 00:25:10,119
Kapur and Carlyle
are unavailable.
473
00:25:10,187 --> 00:25:12,288
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.
474
00:25:12,355 --> 00:25:14,357
He's also slept with her
far fewer times than you have.
475
00:25:14,424 --> 00:25:15,691
Your judgment's
compromised.
476
00:25:15,759 --> 00:25:16,959
I spent the night with her.
477
00:25:17,027 --> 00:25:18,427
Doesn't change
how I make an incision.
478
00:25:18,495 --> 00:25:20,629
Tell him!
479
00:25:21,965 --> 00:25:25,101
Do the surgery.
480
00:25:25,169 --> 00:25:26,403
You're trying
to score points with him
481
00:25:26,471 --> 00:25:28,605
at the risk
of a patient's life.
482
00:25:28,673 --> 00:25:29,907
He's the better surgeon.
483
00:25:32,744 --> 00:25:33,878
(Chase)
Vascular clamp.
484
00:25:33,945 --> 00:25:35,746
You're not gonna put her
on bypass?
485
00:25:35,814 --> 00:25:36,947
It'd take a half hour
to set up.
486
00:25:37,015 --> 00:25:38,482
You clamp now,
she could stroke out.
487
00:25:38,550 --> 00:25:40,517
She's already got
neurological symptoms.
488
00:25:40,585 --> 00:25:42,853
We wait 30 minutes, she'll
definitely have brain damage.
489
00:25:42,921 --> 00:25:45,222
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.
490
00:25:45,290 --> 00:25:46,490
She's not going to die.
491
00:25:46,558 --> 00:25:47,892
If I get this done
in five minutes,
492
00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:49,193
she won't stroke out.
493
00:25:49,261 --> 00:25:50,361
You don't know
that you will.
494
00:25:50,429 --> 00:25:51,662
And you can't know
because you can't
495
00:25:51,730 --> 00:25:54,465
think clearly about her.
496
00:25:54,533 --> 00:25:56,634
Vascular clamp.
497
00:26:03,409 --> 00:26:07,311
Occlusion time 9:46
and 23 seconds.
498
00:26:07,379 --> 00:26:09,380
Vascular scissors.
499
00:26:44,350 --> 00:26:46,985
We're over five minutes.
500
00:26:48,153 --> 00:26:50,188
Ultrasound.
501
00:26:56,260 --> 00:26:58,928
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.
502
00:26:58,996 --> 00:27:00,963
You're not gonna close
the wound first?
503
00:27:01,031 --> 00:27:03,599
No.
504
00:27:09,607 --> 00:27:11,608
[Coughs]
505
00:27:16,548 --> 00:27:18,249
Can you hear me?
506
00:27:21,421 --> 00:27:23,155
Repeat this,
507
00:27:23,223 --> 00:27:26,158
no ifs, ands, or buts.
508
00:27:26,226 --> 00:27:30,295
No ifs, ands, or buts.
509
00:27:36,670 --> 00:27:41,007
I'm sorry about before.
510
00:27:41,075 --> 00:27:43,743
You're scared,
aren't you?
511
00:27:43,811 --> 00:27:45,412
That's why you wanted
companionship.
512
00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,647
That's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.
513
00:27:47,715 --> 00:27:49,716
What exactly
are you scared of?
514
00:27:49,784 --> 00:27:51,485
A needle stick?
515
00:27:51,553 --> 00:27:53,520
Some other nut
pulling a scalpel?
516
00:27:53,588 --> 00:27:57,123
I'm scared
of everything.
517
00:27:57,191 --> 00:27:59,292
It sucks that
there was a stabbing.
518
00:27:59,360 --> 00:28:00,860
But you'll get over it.
519
00:28:00,928 --> 00:28:02,329
Like you have?
520
00:28:02,397 --> 00:28:04,865
You weren't even there.
521
00:28:04,932 --> 00:28:07,568
I know, I--
I left the room.
522
00:28:07,635 --> 00:28:08,969
It was pure luck.
523
00:28:09,037 --> 00:28:12,072
I was in the room.
That was pure luck too.
524
00:28:15,443 --> 00:28:17,778
I get that you're scared
and guilty.
525
00:28:17,846 --> 00:28:19,413
You're still a doctor.
526
00:28:19,481 --> 00:28:21,615
I don't have time
to teach you to act like one.
527
00:28:26,854 --> 00:28:28,188
We removed the artery.
528
00:28:28,256 --> 00:28:29,390
I found nodules.
529
00:28:29,457 --> 00:28:31,092
Could mean lupus.
530
00:28:31,159 --> 00:28:32,192
Negative A.N.A.
531
00:28:32,260 --> 00:28:34,562
Where are you going?
532
00:28:34,629 --> 00:28:36,730
Great thing
about assigning Taub
533
00:28:36,797 --> 00:28:38,766
fraudulent lab work
is you know exactly
534
00:28:38,834 --> 00:28:40,734
where he's gonna
end up.
535
00:28:40,801 --> 00:28:42,436
Great thing about
assigning Taub
536
00:28:42,504 --> 00:28:44,471
obviously fraudulent
lab work
537
00:28:44,539 --> 00:28:47,007
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.
538
00:28:54,816 --> 00:28:57,752
And then...
539
00:28:57,819 --> 00:28:59,821
Two to the head.
540
00:28:59,888 --> 00:29:01,155
Can we talk
about my patient?
541
00:29:01,223 --> 00:29:02,757
Quite a journey.
542
00:29:02,825 --> 00:29:04,892
Starts with a surgical tool
in your heart
543
00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,460
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.
544
00:29:06,528 --> 00:29:07,628
What's the plan?
545
00:29:07,696 --> 00:29:09,297
Plan's to cure her.
546
00:29:09,364 --> 00:29:12,267
Well, if it's
not meaningless sex,
547
00:29:12,335 --> 00:29:14,035
kinda screams out
for an end game.
548
00:29:14,103 --> 00:29:16,304
You're the dog that's
chasing the popemobile.
549
00:29:16,371 --> 00:29:17,905
You sure you want--
550
00:29:19,741 --> 00:29:20,874
oh, my God.
551
00:29:23,778 --> 00:29:26,046
Taub is interrogating
the janitor.
552
00:29:26,113 --> 00:29:29,349
He must think that
I hired him to attack--
553
00:29:29,416 --> 00:29:33,386
actually,
why didn't I do that?
554
00:29:33,454 --> 00:29:36,757
Plaques could be confused
for nodules.
555
00:29:36,824 --> 00:29:38,758
Which would mean...
Syphilis.
556
00:29:38,826 --> 00:29:41,194
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.
557
00:29:41,262 --> 00:29:43,096
Hope you practiced
558
00:29:43,163 --> 00:29:44,764
the immaculate
contraception.
559
00:29:49,904 --> 00:29:51,738
Lock and load.
560
00:29:54,041 --> 00:29:55,675
Boo-yah!
561
00:29:55,742 --> 00:29:57,843
Pfft!
562
00:29:57,911 --> 00:30:00,179
Boo-yah to you too.
563
00:30:03,683 --> 00:30:06,085
But I hadn't
had sex in years.
564
00:30:06,153 --> 00:30:07,487
Tertiary syphilis means
you've had the disease
565
00:30:07,554 --> 00:30:09,021
for at least that long.
566
00:30:09,089 --> 00:30:11,558
Does that mean
you also have it?
567
00:30:11,626 --> 00:30:13,861
Probably not contagious
at this point.
568
00:30:17,899 --> 00:30:19,701
Can it cause
hallucinations?
569
00:30:19,769 --> 00:30:21,770
It's unlikely. Why?
570
00:30:24,608 --> 00:30:26,775
While I was
on the operating table,
571
00:30:26,843 --> 00:30:29,378
it didn't feel
like a dream.
572
00:30:29,446 --> 00:30:34,582
I saw the boy
who I was caring for.
573
00:30:34,650 --> 00:30:38,352
The one who died.
574
00:30:38,420 --> 00:30:41,422
He walked right up to me.
575
00:30:41,489 --> 00:30:43,390
What did he say?
576
00:30:43,458 --> 00:30:46,660
He just held my hand.
577
00:30:46,728 --> 00:30:50,497
It was like
he forgave me.
578
00:30:50,565 --> 00:30:52,299
Do you think
that's crazy?
579
00:30:54,303 --> 00:30:57,505
I think it should
give you solace,
580
00:30:57,573 --> 00:31:01,610
help you to move on.
581
00:31:01,678 --> 00:31:03,712
[Knock at door]
582
00:31:06,817 --> 00:31:08,818
You slept
with your patient?
583
00:31:12,155 --> 00:31:14,022
You're off the case.
584
00:31:14,090 --> 00:31:16,390
I saved her
from brain damage.
585
00:31:16,458 --> 00:31:18,459
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?
586
00:31:18,527 --> 00:31:20,027
She's still sick.
587
00:31:20,094 --> 00:31:21,528
If she dies,
we'll be in the middle
588
00:31:21,596 --> 00:31:23,330
of a brand-new
investigation.
589
00:31:23,397 --> 00:31:24,931
This is about you
covering your own ass.
590
00:31:24,999 --> 00:31:27,367
I gave you time, leeway,
591
00:31:27,435 --> 00:31:29,970
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.
592
00:31:30,037 --> 00:31:31,438
House can dance
all over the rules,
593
00:31:31,506 --> 00:31:33,540
gets me knifed,
and he gets a pass.
594
00:31:33,608 --> 00:31:35,375
I break a rule,
no one gets hurt,
595
00:31:35,443 --> 00:31:37,210
but you kick me off
my own case?
596
00:31:37,278 --> 00:31:39,713
Unfortunately, yes.
597
00:31:44,819 --> 00:31:46,186
I'm sorry.
598
00:31:46,254 --> 00:31:47,788
I took that scalpel
for you.
599
00:31:47,855 --> 00:31:49,556
That's why I did this.
600
00:31:49,623 --> 00:31:51,391
Three weeks ago,
601
00:31:51,459 --> 00:31:53,460
you never would have
slept with a patient.
602
00:31:53,527 --> 00:31:55,962
And you never would have
operated on her after.
603
00:31:57,698 --> 00:31:59,265
You need help.
604
00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:00,967
I need to get away
from House
605
00:32:01,034 --> 00:32:02,768
and everything
that reminds me of him.
606
00:32:02,836 --> 00:32:04,136
By breaking the rules,
607
00:32:04,204 --> 00:32:06,405
not caring what
anyone else thinks.
608
00:32:06,473 --> 00:32:09,875
You're gonna get away from him
by turning into him?
609
00:32:09,943 --> 00:32:11,744
[Pager beeps]
610
00:32:16,985 --> 00:32:18,986
It hurts.
611
00:32:28,064 --> 00:32:29,598
[Groans]
612
00:32:29,665 --> 00:32:31,833
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.
613
00:32:31,901 --> 00:32:34,869
What's wrong
with my stomach?
614
00:32:34,937 --> 00:32:35,704
(Adams)
Nothing.
615
00:32:35,772 --> 00:32:38,273
This is your liver.
616
00:32:41,946 --> 00:32:43,146
The liver failure could be
617
00:32:43,181 --> 00:32:45,631
from intraoperative
hypotension.
618
00:32:45,636 --> 00:32:46,854
Checked the anesthesia sheet,
619
00:32:46,855 --> 00:32:48,021
pressure was fine
throughout.
620
00:32:48,089 --> 00:32:48,725
Thrombus?
621
00:32:48,726 --> 00:32:50,908
That voice in the hall
that none of us
622
00:32:50,909 --> 00:32:52,109
have any reason
to be listening to
623
00:32:52,177 --> 00:32:55,679
is not surprisingly wrong.
624
00:32:55,747 --> 00:32:57,348
Abdominal ultrasound
was negative.
625
00:32:57,416 --> 00:32:58,648
Then we have to assume
liver failure
626
00:32:58,716 --> 00:33:01,851
is just another symptom
of whatever she's got.
627
00:33:01,919 --> 00:33:03,319
Trousseau's syndrome
could send clots,
628
00:33:03,387 --> 00:33:04,787
cause the ischemic foot.
629
00:33:04,855 --> 00:33:06,789
Add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis.
630
00:33:06,857 --> 00:33:09,658
Disseminated
T-cell lymphoma.
631
00:33:09,726 --> 00:33:11,393
Wilson said
it wasn't cancer.
632
00:33:11,461 --> 00:33:14,196
Wilson says
it's not breast cancer.
633
00:33:14,264 --> 00:33:15,831
Sarcoidosis.
634
00:33:15,899 --> 00:33:16,966
Normal ACE level.
635
00:33:17,033 --> 00:33:18,434
Highly insensitive
for sarcoid.
636
00:33:18,502 --> 00:33:20,236
Negative chest X-rays aren't.
637
00:33:20,303 --> 00:33:21,604
Then we've got
to biopsy.
638
00:33:21,672 --> 00:33:23,740
Yeah, Foreman's
clearly wrong.
639
00:33:23,808 --> 00:33:26,043
You're clearly
not grasping at straws
640
00:33:26,110 --> 00:33:28,479
'cause you're clearly
not emotionally involved.
641
00:33:28,547 --> 00:33:31,616
I know you want to believe that
this is something we can cure.
642
00:33:31,684 --> 00:33:33,418
It's not.
643
00:33:33,486 --> 00:33:34,786
I'm sorry.
644
00:33:46,533 --> 00:33:48,967
How soon will they know
if it's cancer?
645
00:33:49,035 --> 00:33:50,936
Within hours.
646
00:33:51,004 --> 00:33:53,338
And if it is?
647
00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:56,960
There's always chemo.
648
00:33:57,955 --> 00:34:01,057
You say that like
it's not gonna work.
649
00:34:01,125 --> 00:34:03,554
Could extend your life.
650
00:34:03,556 --> 00:34:04,623
Years?
651
00:34:10,830 --> 00:34:12,564
I'll be here
as much as you need.
652
00:34:16,192 --> 00:34:19,427
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.
653
00:34:22,698 --> 00:34:24,499
Mary Knoller.
654
00:34:24,566 --> 00:34:27,969
Wife of the groundskeeper.
655
00:34:28,037 --> 00:34:31,206
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.
656
00:34:31,273 --> 00:34:33,808
Those scars on my ass
you may have noticed.
657
00:34:33,876 --> 00:34:35,243
[Chuckles]
658
00:34:35,311 --> 00:34:38,147
Why didn't you
tell me that before?
659
00:34:38,214 --> 00:34:39,982
Because it was so shallow.
660
00:34:40,050 --> 00:34:41,517
I wasn't exactly wrestling
661
00:34:41,584 --> 00:34:43,619
with great
theological questions.
662
00:34:43,687 --> 00:34:46,055
I don't believe that.
663
00:34:46,123 --> 00:34:48,458
You don't sleep with
the groundskeeper's wife,
664
00:34:48,526 --> 00:34:51,696
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.
665
00:34:55,501 --> 00:34:58,269
I always wanted to believe.
666
00:34:58,337 --> 00:35:01,639
Would have made
my life a lot easier.
667
00:35:01,707 --> 00:35:03,875
It never took.
668
00:35:03,943 --> 00:35:06,544
Doesn't...
669
00:35:06,612 --> 00:35:09,114
Mean...
670
00:35:09,181 --> 00:35:10,849
It's too late.
671
00:35:10,916 --> 00:35:13,018
Are you having trouble talking,
like before?
672
00:35:15,354 --> 00:35:17,756
I can get the words out.
673
00:35:17,823 --> 00:35:19,925
Just feels heavy
when I do.
674
00:35:19,992 --> 00:35:21,393
Where?
675
00:35:21,461 --> 00:35:25,197
Wherever my
chewing muscles are.
676
00:35:25,264 --> 00:35:27,098
I'll be right back.
677
00:35:32,906 --> 00:35:34,539
House finally got you.
678
00:35:34,607 --> 00:35:36,274
He tried but--
I gotta go.
679
00:35:36,342 --> 00:35:38,443
You shoulda seen it.
It was perfect.
680
00:35:38,511 --> 00:35:41,279
[Groans]
681
00:35:43,716 --> 00:35:46,151
She has jaw claudication.
682
00:35:46,219 --> 00:35:48,020
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...
683
00:35:48,088 --> 00:35:52,024
I'd say
giant cell arteritis.
684
00:35:52,092 --> 00:35:53,459
And I'd tell
your former teammates
685
00:35:53,526 --> 00:35:54,926
to put her
on steroids.
686
00:35:54,994 --> 00:35:56,828
She's gonna live.
687
00:35:56,896 --> 00:35:59,364
Yeah.
688
00:35:59,432 --> 00:36:00,765
And then what?
689
00:36:07,172 --> 00:36:09,073
(Moira) They say my liver
function's better.
690
00:36:09,141 --> 00:36:10,742
That I can get out
of here soon.
691
00:36:10,810 --> 00:36:12,977
And when you do,
692
00:36:13,045 --> 00:36:14,913
I'm gonna take you
to puerto escondido.
693
00:36:14,980 --> 00:36:17,015
Mexico?
694
00:36:17,083 --> 00:36:18,416
The Mexican pipeline.
695
00:36:18,484 --> 00:36:23,355
Early May is when the surf
really picks up but--
696
00:36:23,422 --> 00:36:25,424
what's wrong?
697
00:36:25,491 --> 00:36:29,260
I spoke to the prioress.
698
00:36:29,328 --> 00:36:31,229
You're going back?
699
00:36:31,297 --> 00:36:33,631
I felt the calling.
700
00:36:33,699 --> 00:36:35,732
When you saw the boy.
701
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,902
I felt God's love,
his Grace.
702
00:36:38,970 --> 00:36:41,305
I've been waiting
my entire life for that.
703
00:36:41,372 --> 00:36:42,706
It's not real.
704
00:36:42,774 --> 00:36:44,708
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died.
705
00:36:44,776 --> 00:36:46,010
I did.
706
00:36:46,077 --> 00:36:47,945
You felt oxygen
depravation.
707
00:36:48,013 --> 00:36:50,514
You felt your brain
releasing noradrenaline.
708
00:36:50,582 --> 00:36:52,483
You didn't say that before.
709
00:36:52,551 --> 00:36:55,454
I wanted you to move on
with your life.
710
00:36:55,522 --> 00:36:57,156
I wanted to reassure you.
711
00:36:57,223 --> 00:36:58,925
I wanted you
to feel better.
712
00:36:58,992 --> 00:37:01,961
And now you don't?
713
00:37:02,029 --> 00:37:04,997
Now...
714
00:37:05,065 --> 00:37:06,432
I think I love you.
715
00:37:16,164 --> 00:37:19,133
"Noradrenaline and
near-death experiences."
716
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,196
Oh, dear.
717
00:37:21,699 --> 00:37:23,124
You saw God?
718
00:37:23,149 --> 00:37:24,192
She did.
719
00:37:24,217 --> 00:37:25,985
She wants to go back
to the monastery.
720
00:37:26,936 --> 00:37:29,585
So now you're preparing
a Powerpoint presentation
721
00:37:29,586 --> 00:37:31,979
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.
722
00:37:32,688 --> 00:37:33,888
You're an idiot.
723
00:37:35,077 --> 00:37:37,092
Because I found someone I love?
724
00:37:37,104 --> 00:37:38,163
Because you're an idiot.
725
00:37:38,164 --> 00:37:41,120
At least you two
have that in common.
726
00:37:41,121 --> 00:37:43,137
Her feelings are based
on a chemical process.
727
00:37:43,138 --> 00:37:44,125
They're gonna wear off.
728
00:37:44,126 --> 00:37:46,128
You just slept with her.
729
00:37:46,129 --> 00:37:48,145
Your brain is exploding
with oxytocin.
730
00:37:48,146 --> 00:37:50,127
You think that's gonna
last through the ages?
731
00:37:50,128 --> 00:37:51,136
She's throwing away her life
732
00:37:51,137 --> 00:37:52,163
because of blind faith.
733
00:37:52,164 --> 00:37:54,099
So are you!
734
00:37:54,100 --> 00:37:55,179
She's found something
735
00:37:55,180 --> 00:37:57,179
she wants to build
her life around.
736
00:37:57,180 --> 00:38:00,103
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take
737
00:38:00,104 --> 00:38:01,146
a little ignorance
with her bliss.
738
00:38:01,147 --> 00:38:03,124
And you want to take that away?
739
00:38:03,125 --> 00:38:04,140
How many times have
you thrown the truth
740
00:38:04,141 --> 00:38:05,175
in people's faces?
741
00:38:05,176 --> 00:38:07,099
Because it's the truth,
742
00:38:07,100 --> 00:38:10,133
not because we're gonna
live happily ever after.
743
00:38:10,134 --> 00:38:13,133
Either your relationship
just blows up
744
00:38:13,134 --> 00:38:16,095
like every other
non-magical romance,
745
00:38:16,096 --> 00:38:17,142
or she stays with you
but blames you
746
00:38:17,143 --> 00:38:20,128
for stripping all the meaning
out of her life.
747
00:38:20,129 --> 00:38:23,095
This has nothing to do
with the truth.
748
00:38:23,096 --> 00:38:25,137
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,
749
00:38:25,138 --> 00:38:27,145
that I want to change it,
750
00:38:27,146 --> 00:38:28,170
that I can.
751
00:38:28,171 --> 00:38:30,112
Anyone can screw up a life.
752
00:38:30,113 --> 00:38:31,161
I never said
that wasn't possible.
753
00:38:31,162 --> 00:38:33,158
You're incapable
of human connection,
754
00:38:33,159 --> 00:38:36,187
so you want everyone
to be like you.
755
00:38:36,188 --> 00:38:39,134
If I wanted you
to be like me...
756
00:38:43,134 --> 00:38:45,149
I would be urging you
757
00:38:45,150 --> 00:38:47,142
to make a stupid,
stubborn decision
758
00:38:47,143 --> 00:38:50,179
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.
759
00:38:57,117 --> 00:39:00,141
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.
760
00:39:00,142 --> 00:39:03,121
You didn't.
You just got stabbed.
761
00:40:02,184 --> 00:40:05,116
Don't look at the book.
762
00:40:05,117 --> 00:40:07,167
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency.
763
00:40:07,168 --> 00:40:09,192
I don't want to needle
the carotid.
764
00:40:13,138 --> 00:40:14,163
What's the first step?
765
00:40:14,164 --> 00:40:17,162
Palpate the S.C.M.
766
00:40:17,163 --> 00:40:18,174
Where?
767
00:40:18,175 --> 00:40:21,167
Middle third of the neck.
768
00:40:52,150 --> 00:40:54,133
I'm happy I knew you.
769
00:40:54,134 --> 00:40:57,150
So am I.
770
00:41:14,096 --> 00:41:15,154
Robert.
771
00:42:12,146 --> 00:42:14,133
24-year-oldwater treatment worker
772
00:42:14,134 --> 00:42:16,138
with pyrexia and double vision.
773
00:42:37,125 --> 00:42:40,099
Abscess?
774
00:42:40,100 --> 00:42:42,133
Would have seen it on the MRI.
775
00:42:42,134 --> 00:42:45,128
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?
776
00:42:45,129 --> 00:42:46,138
No, paralysis was first.
777
00:42:46,139 --> 00:42:48,117
- Aneurysm?
- Not with this fever.
778
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:50,137
Maybe we're thinking about
this the wrong way.
779
00:42:50,138 --> 00:42:51,175
Retro-ocular infection?
780
00:42:51,176 --> 00:42:53,117
With no local symptoms?
781
00:42:53,142 --> 00:42:57,142
== sync, corrected by elderman ==