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We fight.
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No, we don't.
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You yell and then you go silent.
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I yell because you...
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We don't communicate.
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There's no intimacy.
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There's intimacy.
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Okay. All right. There's intimacy,
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but we're not on the same page.
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Oh, be... because I don't
do what you want me to do.
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Because you had an abortion.
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Uh, we've done couples therapy before.
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He has P.T.S.D.
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From the war, and she's had it, too.
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From the shooting,
but not at the same time.
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We-we didn't have it at the same time.
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And mine wasn't as bad as his is.
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- You lay on the floor of an O.R.
- You choked me.
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You quit being a doctor. So...
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For a little while.
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Uh, but now we're fine.
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Really?
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Oh, sure. Okay. We're fine.
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I meant the P.T.S.D.
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Okay. Yeah. We're fine.
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- We're fine.
- Mm-hmm.
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Except for the part where
you aborted the child that I wanted.
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Except for the part where you held my hand
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while I exercised my right to choose
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and then four months later,
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you screamed I killed your baby
in front of all our friends.
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When you've tried everything
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but that headache won't go away,
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you can't stop coughing,
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the swelling won't go down,
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that's when you turn to a professional.
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So...
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As surgeons, we spend years
developing skills of perception
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that allow us to see exactly
what the problem is.
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You haven't even looked.
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Amy, I am telling you,
it is unrescetable. Let it go.
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I am looking right at it.
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It's a gliosarcoma that has
invaded the carotid artery.
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You try and remove it,
she will stroke out.
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Stop being a jackass.
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Wow.
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I'm... she called...
she called you a jackass.
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Dr. Grey, excuse us.
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Dr. Grey, stay here. I need backup.
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Fine.
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You just got out of rehab.
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I want you to get on your feet.
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But you can't help her.
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Look at his face.
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His name is Mason.
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This gliosarcoma belongs
to his mother Erica.
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He's a great kid.
I don't know him that well,
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but he seems great.
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I do know his dad well.
His name is Cooper,
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and he works with me and he is a good guy.
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He is a good dad,
which means he is the one
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who is gonna have to tell
Mason that his mom is dead,
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that he doesn't have a mom anymore
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because we didn't do anything.
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You tell Cooper you're sorry. You tried.
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Let it go.
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I have a surgery.
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Trouble is,
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sometimes all that time spent
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developing those skills of perception
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can leave a person with
an extremely narrow point of view.
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And how are you supposed
to argue with someone
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who has science on their side?
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Ah.
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65-year-old woman enters
the E.R. in shock.
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Presents with a pulsatile,
expanding abdominal mass.
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Go.
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Ruptured triple-A.
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I would take the patient
straight to the O.R.
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and access the peritoneal cavity
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through a vertical midline incision.
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Nice.
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You guys studying for the oral boards
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in the middle of the day?
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Just another benefit of
having a study buddy.
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- You should get one.
- I have one.
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It's just that my stupid study buddy's
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too busy trying to save
her stupid marriage
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to actually help me study.
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Well, you know what's
better than a study buddy?
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A study lackey. Check it.
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Hey, you.
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Brown-haired girl, you're up.
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Uh, trauma incident or
a surgical situation?
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You made your interns come
up with study questions?
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Surprise me.
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A 12-year-old boy fell off his bike,
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hitting his abdomen
against the handlebars.
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Complains of progressive abdominal pain
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and is short of breath.
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Breath sounds cloudy.
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What is it?
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Sloan. 9-1-1.
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Hey, if you want, we could...
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I don't need help.
I'm an excellent surgeon.
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You know it, and I know it.
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Everybody knows it.
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I don't have to prove myself to anyone.
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Yeah, except to
the american board of surgery.
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Yeah, there's them.
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Meredith Grey.
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No.
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Not Grey.
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Yang, maybe.
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Yang's a cowboy.
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Kepner.
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Kepner?
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Not kepner.
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Definitely not Grey.
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She spent all that time in neuro,
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and suddenly, she's chasing general.
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She's unfocused.
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You're underestimating her.
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I think she'd surprise you.
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She'd have to.
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She will.
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She'll have to come to me.
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I'd do an exploratory laparotomy.
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You said that already.
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I know. Um...
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The patient's still crashing?
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Yep.
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Oh! I gotta crack open his chest.
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You've gotta what?
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Uh, relax. N-not you.
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Good morning, Chuck.
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Hey, Karev. And, Dr. Peterson,
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it's always nice to see you in peds.
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Thank you, Dr. Robbins.
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Uh, so, uh, Chuck's looking pretty good.
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Um, his, uh, abdominal pain's decreased,
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and I think it's a good time
to schedule a gastroscopy.
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Great, great.
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Well, then, you're in luck, Dr. Peterson,
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because I think that Karev would
be an excellent supervisor
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for your first gastroscopy.
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Thank you.
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Okay, uh, Megan. Let's go
schedule that gastroscopy.
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Uh, it-it's Morgan.
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What is?
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My name. It's Morgan.
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Whatever. Same difference.
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Carrie Rissler is my patient.
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Has been for eight years.
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I'm aware.
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She was given six months to live,
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but after a mastectomy, oophorectomy,
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and risky experimental biological therapy,
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I managed to save her life.
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Which is awesome.
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D... no, it is not awesome.
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It is a miracle.
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And when I saw on the O.R. board
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that my patient... my miracle...
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is undergoing a lymph node transfer
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without my knowledge...
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She came to us, Dr. Bailey.
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Said she brought it to
you a few months ago,
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and you shot it down.
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'Cause her extensive scarring
makes her a poor candidate.
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That's what I thought.
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But then Avery suggested we do
some angio studies on her arm...
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Avery suggested?
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Dr. Bailey, this procedure
has had outstanding results
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for patients with-with vessels
just like Mrs. Rissler's, okay?
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This... this could make it worse.
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It-it-it could even kill her.
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That's not gonna happen.
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Well, y-you're right, it's not,
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because you're not operating,
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not after I speak to my patient.
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You paged me 9-1-1 to get yelled at?
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No, I paged you 9-1-1 so
that you could help me
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convince Bailey we're doing
the right thing here.
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You failed.
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Okay. So what do we do now?
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Well, let's hope Carrie's a little bit
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more persuasive than you are.
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Dr. Torres, Dr. Webber suggested...
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Unh-unh, here's how this is gonna work...
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I talk, and you listen.
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You are here because
you and your little pals
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are all freaked out about the oral boards,
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and Dr. Webber suggested
that Callie Torres
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might have a special
secret study method, right?
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- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah, Dr. Webber's correct.
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Callie Torres does have a study method,
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an excellent study method,
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but she's not about to just give it away.
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Callie Torres' study
method has to be earned.
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Frankly, she doesn't
think that Meredith Grey
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has what it takes.
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I think she does?
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I think Meredith Grey has what it takes?
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His B.P. was low and his
vessels are collapsed.
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We could only get one good I.V. in.
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We're gonna have to get another one.
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For her sake, Meredith Grey
better hope she's right,
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'cause today,
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today is gonna be a grind.
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Excuse me. Coming through.
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Excuse me.
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A grind? Really?
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It's a meat grinder.
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Oh, whatever. Like you
weren't thinking it, too.
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Hang in there, Dom.
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Yeah, you're looking good, bro, real good.
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You're lying, Tommy.
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I look like sopressata.
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Don't worry, Dominic.
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- We just gave you some drugs for the pain.
- Okay.
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You're gonna start to
feel better real quick.
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What do you think, Dr. Torres?
Is this an amputation?
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I-I don't know. Is it?
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- Tommy.
- What?
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No, you tell me, Dr. Grey.
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Does this look like an amputation to you?
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I mean, yeah.
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Amputate?
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No, you can't. I need my hand.
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Tommy, don't let them take my...
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All right.
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- Whoa. Is he...
- No, those are the drugs.
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They work quickly, just like we have to.
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But you're just gonna cut
off his arm? I mean, I...
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No, this is a teaching
hospital, Mike, okay?
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I'm doing a thing.
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Grey, here's how it's gonna work
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if you want my help on the boards.
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You're gonna run this.
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You're gonna decide our course of action.
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You're gonna be the person
that stands between Dominic
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and a hook for a hand.
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You in or you out?
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I already said amputation
is our best option.
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Oh. Best?
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Yeah, best.
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Okay, so book an O.R.
and fire up the bone saw.
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Let's move him out, people.
Grey wants to amputate.
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- Whoa.
- Yeah.
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Dr. Torres, wait.
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I have a finger here.
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I knew that already, Dr. Grey.
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No, a viable finger.
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Look at the cap refill.
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I-is that bad or good?
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Dr. Grey, is that bad or good?
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That's good.
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All right. So what do you want to do?
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I think we should take this thing off
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And see what's left.
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All right. Time's a factor here, Grey.
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Why is time a factor?
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Because the longer his
hand stays in there,
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the more we compromise his circulation.
266
00:09:17,026 --> 00:09:18,157
Tick tock, Dr. Grey.
267
00:09:18,185 --> 00:09:20,024
So let's call up to
maintenance and get a sawzall.
268
00:09:20,025 --> 00:09:21,517
Mm. You really want to wait that long?
269
00:09:21,522 --> 00:09:23,421
- Uh, fire and rescue has tools.
- Better.
270
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Okay.
271
00:09:26,097 --> 00:09:27,889
Hey, th-these tools,
what are they gonna do,
272
00:09:27,890 --> 00:09:29,006
Rip apart the grinder?
273
00:09:29,010 --> 00:09:29,906
To save his hand.
274
00:09:29,907 --> 00:09:32,281
Yeah, we dropped a couple
grand on that thing.
275
00:09:32,282 --> 00:09:33,465
You can't trash it.
276
00:09:33,466 --> 00:09:34,718
To save his hand?
277
00:09:35,482 --> 00:09:38,018
Mike, how long is it gonna take
you to get that thing apart?
278
00:09:38,019 --> 00:09:40,048
I-I take it apart and...
and clean it every night.
279
00:09:40,049 --> 00:09:41,208
- We can get him out.
- Yeah.
280
00:09:41,209 --> 00:09:42,397
- Quick.
- Dr. Torres?
281
00:09:42,521 --> 00:09:44,797
Can you do it in under 45 minutes?
282
00:09:45,548 --> 00:09:46,424
Give or take?
283
00:09:47,396 --> 00:09:48,747
- Grey?
- Dr. Grey what?
284
00:09:48,748 --> 00:09:50,538
Do I think it's okay to
let a couple of civilians
285
00:09:50,539 --> 00:09:52,751
take apart the machine that's
grinding their brother's hand?
286
00:09:52,956 --> 00:09:53,687
Yeah.
287
00:09:57,228 --> 00:09:57,995
Let's do it.
288
00:09:57,996 --> 00:09:59,787
Okay. I'm gonna need
a set of allen wrenches
289
00:09:59,788 --> 00:10:00,787
and a phillips head screwdriver.
290
00:10:00,788 --> 00:10:01,784
Make that two.
291
00:10:02,845 --> 00:10:03,608
Stat!
292
00:10:03,957 --> 00:10:05,056
Hang in there, Dom.
293
00:10:11,098 --> 00:10:12,127
Hey, you paged?
294
00:10:12,587 --> 00:10:14,463
Look, I can remove the tumor
295
00:10:14,464 --> 00:10:16,204
and the diseased carotid together.
296
00:10:16,569 --> 00:10:18,223
All I have to do is run balloon catheters
297
00:10:18,224 --> 00:10:20,535
in through the femoral,
place them in precise position,
298
00:10:20,536 --> 00:10:22,223
inflate them to stop the blood flow,
299
00:10:22,224 --> 00:10:23,624
do two arteriotomies,
300
00:10:23,625 --> 00:10:25,673
then feed a heparinized shunt into place,
301
00:10:25,674 --> 00:10:27,108
and reestablish blood flow.
302
00:10:27,329 --> 00:10:28,068
That's all?
303
00:10:28,696 --> 00:10:30,820
Oh, and I have to do it in 90 seconds.
304
00:10:31,152 --> 00:10:32,756
Any more than that, and she strokes out.
305
00:10:33,368 --> 00:10:34,692
Is that even possible?
306
00:10:34,921 --> 00:10:37,348
Not sure. I would love to test it out.
307
00:10:37,417 --> 00:10:38,637
We should set up a simulator.
308
00:10:39,250 --> 00:10:41,065
Uh, don't we need to get Derek's approval?
309
00:10:41,066 --> 00:10:42,527
Yeah, but that shouldn't
be a big problem...
310
00:10:42,528 --> 00:10:44,053
He loves to say no to me.
311
00:10:44,201 --> 00:10:45,940
That is his favorite thing to do.
312
00:10:46,281 --> 00:10:48,665
Maybe you should refrain
from calling him a jackass.
313
00:10:48,666 --> 00:10:51,132
I can't help it, 'cause he is one.
314
00:10:53,152 --> 00:10:54,256
Maybe I should ask him.
315
00:10:54,257 --> 00:10:55,511
- Would you?
- Yeah.
316
00:10:55,512 --> 00:10:56,988
He's in surgery, O.R. two.
317
00:11:01,562 --> 00:11:02,678
You just called me down here
318
00:11:02,679 --> 00:11:04,504
so that I would go to Derek for you,
319
00:11:04,505 --> 00:11:06,476
made me feel like it was my idea.
320
00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:08,324
Aren't I good?
321
00:11:09,160 --> 00:11:09,998
Amazing.
322
00:11:13,664 --> 00:11:15,128
I have always been clear...
323
00:11:15,129 --> 00:11:16,160
You have not always been clear.
324
00:11:16,161 --> 00:11:17,128
She loves to say that.
325
00:11:17,129 --> 00:11:19,349
Always been clear... I do not want kids.
326
00:11:19,449 --> 00:11:21,211
- He knew that.
- I did not know that.
327
00:11:21,212 --> 00:11:21,855
You knew that.
328
00:11:21,856 --> 00:11:23,280
I did not know that in the beginning.
329
00:11:23,281 --> 00:11:24,760
What, I have an icicle in me,
330
00:11:24,761 --> 00:11:25,999
and I'm supposed to tell a stranger,
331
00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:27,047
"Hey, I don't want to have kids"?
332
00:11:27,048 --> 00:11:28,663
I'm not talking about the icicle.
333
00:11:28,664 --> 00:11:30,181
I am talking about after.
334
00:11:30,817 --> 00:11:31,613
After.
335
00:11:31,673 --> 00:11:34,599
No, I told you when it was
relevant to the relationship.
336
00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:36,233
Most people would've
considered dropping a bomb
337
00:11:36,234 --> 00:11:37,321
like that before the wedding.
338
00:11:37,322 --> 00:11:39,009
That is when it would've been relevant.
339
00:11:39,010 --> 00:11:42,355
Well, uh, you proposed,
and we were married like 12 hours later.
340
00:11:42,399 --> 00:11:45,307
So sue me if, in the moment,
I was thinking of other things.
341
00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:52,606
I-I know the lymphedema is bad.
342
00:11:52,607 --> 00:11:53,732
Oh, it's miserable.
343
00:11:53,806 --> 00:11:56,187
These are sausages, not arms.
344
00:11:56,455 --> 00:11:58,331
I can't lift them. Oh.
345
00:11:58,967 --> 00:12:00,294
I'm in pain all the time.
346
00:12:00,295 --> 00:12:01,843
I think...
347
00:12:03,150 --> 00:12:06,130
Look, we just need to be
happy the cancer is gone
348
00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:08,274
and look at the lymphedema as...
349
00:12:09,656 --> 00:12:13,074
- the price we're paying...
- The price I'm paying.
350
00:12:14,230 --> 00:12:15,074
Oh, look...
351
00:12:16,526 --> 00:12:17,986
You don't think I felt awful,
352
00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:21,394
sneaking in here like
a thief to get my surgery?
353
00:12:21,431 --> 00:12:22,618
But I'm just...
354
00:12:25,422 --> 00:12:26,570
You saved my life.
355
00:12:29,270 --> 00:12:30,605
You know how I feel about you.
356
00:12:30,606 --> 00:12:31,674
You're a hero to me.
357
00:12:33,182 --> 00:12:34,082
But I...
358
00:12:34,447 --> 00:12:36,194
I want to be able to brush my hair...
359
00:12:38,160 --> 00:12:39,315
hold my grandson.
360
00:12:40,327 --> 00:12:41,459
Erin had a baby?
361
00:12:41,463 --> 00:12:42,860
Having one, in the spring.
362
00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:46,607
Oh, e... oh, my...
she was just starting college
363
00:12:46,608 --> 00:12:47,895
when you were first diagnosed.
364
00:12:47,896 --> 00:12:48,692
I know.
365
00:12:49,768 --> 00:12:52,388
You promised me I'd make
it to her graduation.
366
00:12:55,791 --> 00:12:56,395
If you...
367
00:12:56,968 --> 00:12:58,852
really think this is a mistake,
368
00:12:59,800 --> 00:13:00,900
I won't do it.
369
00:13:05,173 --> 00:13:06,710
O-okay. You got it? You got it?
370
00:13:06,711 --> 00:13:07,376
I got it.
371
00:13:07,468 --> 00:13:08,394
So what's your plan, Grey?
372
00:13:08,629 --> 00:13:10,483
Okay, my plan is, they get this thing off,
373
00:13:10,484 --> 00:13:11,484
and then we assess.
374
00:13:11,485 --> 00:13:12,660
Right, but what if they don't?
375
00:13:12,661 --> 00:13:13,710
You need an alternate plan.
376
00:13:13,711 --> 00:13:15,091
Well, I don't need an alternate plan,
377
00:13:15,092 --> 00:13:16,392
because they're gonna get it off.
378
00:13:17,669 --> 00:13:19,113
- What'd you do?
- I didn't do anything.
379
00:13:19,365 --> 00:13:21,384
The more you guys loosen that,
the more he's gonna bleed.
380
00:13:21,533 --> 00:13:22,236
Should we stop?
381
00:13:22,237 --> 00:13:23,674
No, keep going, just go faster.
382
00:13:23,766 --> 00:13:25,029
Y-you sure you have time for that?
383
00:13:25,030 --> 00:13:27,037
If you have something to suggest,
why don't you?
384
00:13:27,038 --> 00:13:28,389
Now you're just wasting everyone's time.
385
00:13:28,390 --> 00:13:29,701
Well, we have to get him up to the O.R.
386
00:13:29,702 --> 00:13:30,394
or he's gonna bleed out.
387
00:13:30,394 --> 00:13:32,085
Yeah, well, his hand's still
trapped in that grinder.
388
00:13:32,086 --> 00:13:34,081
Let's get a pneumatic tourniquet
on his arm above the grinder.
389
00:13:34,082 --> 00:13:35,294
That'll buy us a few minutes.
390
00:13:35,897 --> 00:13:36,437
Okay.
391
00:13:37,097 --> 00:13:38,376
I can give you guys 15 minutes,
392
00:13:38,377 --> 00:13:39,758
and after that, I have to amputate.
393
00:13:40,586 --> 00:13:41,214
Understood.
394
00:13:45,833 --> 00:13:47,009
We've operated on worse.
395
00:13:47,010 --> 00:13:49,637
Lexie, she showed us
a picture of a little boy.
396
00:13:49,714 --> 00:13:53,376
I know. I-it's clear
that she is passionate...
397
00:13:53,377 --> 00:13:55,377
My sister is too emotionally
wrapped up in this patient
398
00:13:55,378 --> 00:13:57,566
to clearly see that
she can't help this woman.
399
00:13:57,730 --> 00:14:00,463
You know, it tells me that
she's passionate enough to try harder.
400
00:14:00,464 --> 00:14:01,490
Yeah, well, all the passion in the world
401
00:14:01,491 --> 00:14:04,108
is not gonna make her
plan doable in 90 seconds.
402
00:14:04,109 --> 00:14:05,363
You need to see that for yourself,
403
00:14:05,364 --> 00:14:06,662
fine, set it up.
404
00:14:06,663 --> 00:14:08,877
Only you're gonna be
the one who sees a thing.
405
00:14:08,881 --> 00:14:10,290
I mean, thank you.
406
00:14:17,136 --> 00:14:18,933
Dr. Robbins said I would be doing this.
407
00:14:18,934 --> 00:14:20,407
Yeah, how can you do a gastroscopy
408
00:14:20,408 --> 00:14:21,746
and read the index cards?
409
00:14:21,747 --> 00:14:22,779
Come on. Keep 'em coming.
410
00:14:22,780 --> 00:14:25,628
Congenal aganglionic megacolon,
also known as...
411
00:14:25,629 --> 00:14:26,586
Hirschsprung's disease.
412
00:14:26,587 --> 00:14:27,775
Typical treatment?
413
00:14:27,926 --> 00:14:29,648
A pull-through procedure.
414
00:14:29,983 --> 00:14:31,231
Did you skip symptoms?
415
00:14:31,232 --> 00:14:33,039
Uh, symptoms, right. Sorry.
416
00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:34,593
Don't crap out on me now, Megan.
417
00:14:34,594 --> 00:14:35,333
Morgan.
418
00:14:35,334 --> 00:14:37,142
Uh, symptoms, uh,
419
00:14:37,225 --> 00:14:39,353
severe and persistent tightness in chest,
420
00:14:39,354 --> 00:14:42,023
indigestion, blurred vision,
shortness of breath...
421
00:14:42,024 --> 00:14:43,203
Yeah, that's not Hirschsprung's.
422
00:14:43,204 --> 00:14:45,061
Severe headache, nausea.
423
00:14:45,215 --> 00:14:46,838
Patient is 24 weeks pregnant.
424
00:14:46,839 --> 00:14:48,029
Yeah? Well, that narrows it down.
425
00:14:48,030 --> 00:14:49,819
Uh... it could be P.I.H.
426
00:14:49,820 --> 00:14:51,792
Yeah, I'd order labs and, uh, a U.A.
427
00:14:51,793 --> 00:14:53,243
then I'd take her down to the O.B.
428
00:14:53,244 --> 00:14:54,359
so she could be monitored.
429
00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:55,804
Okay. Yeah. Y-yeah.
430
00:14:55,805 --> 00:14:58,284
You should... you should probably do that.
431
00:14:59,510 --> 00:15:01,179
Hey. Hey. Hey!
432
00:15:01,180 --> 00:15:02,220
Hey.
433
00:15:02,221 --> 00:15:04,573
Are you gonna just stand there
or are you gonna help her?
434
00:15:04,609 --> 00:15:05,602
Morgan?
435
00:15:07,132 --> 00:15:08,907
When were you gonna tell
me you were pregnant?
436
00:15:08,908 --> 00:15:11,740
Everybody in this hospital
knows that I'm pregnant.
437
00:15:12,224 --> 00:15:14,560
But then they... they also know my name.
438
00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:16,841
Well, there's a good fetal heart rate.
439
00:15:17,082 --> 00:15:18,113
The baby looks fine.
440
00:15:18,114 --> 00:15:20,017
These are definitely not contractions.
441
00:15:20,315 --> 00:15:21,463
List the symptoms.
442
00:15:21,464 --> 00:15:22,972
I am not quizzing you right now.
443
00:15:22,973 --> 00:15:25,346
No, your symptoms. Chest tightness...
444
00:15:25,347 --> 00:15:27,779
Nausea, shortness of breath,
445
00:15:27,780 --> 00:15:29,076
indigestion.
446
00:15:32,007 --> 00:15:33,632
You mean like, uh, heartburn?
447
00:15:33,633 --> 00:15:35,488
- Mm-hmm.
- Page cardio.
448
00:15:35,917 --> 00:15:37,309
You're having a heart attack.
449
00:15:39,023 --> 00:15:41,039
There is no deeper reason.
450
00:15:41,040 --> 00:15:42,263
There has to be.
451
00:15:42,264 --> 00:15:44,837
There is no deeper reason.
452
00:15:44,838 --> 00:15:46,187
I wasn't abused.
453
00:15:46,188 --> 00:15:48,091
I-I don't have a dark secret.
454
00:15:48,092 --> 00:15:49,677
I wasn't mugged by a baby.
455
00:15:49,678 --> 00:15:51,314
I just don't want kids.
456
00:15:51,315 --> 00:15:53,112
Nobody doesn't want kids.
457
00:15:53,113 --> 00:15:55,571
People can not want kids. It's a thing.
458
00:15:55,572 --> 00:15:57,299
That is not a thing.
459
00:15:57,737 --> 00:15:59,609
Well, it's my thing.
460
00:16:07,117 --> 00:16:08,637
You're gonna change your mind.
461
00:16:09,579 --> 00:16:11,811
You're gonna change your
mind in three years or five.
462
00:16:11,812 --> 00:16:14,130
You're gonna change your
mind about having a baby,
463
00:16:14,633 --> 00:16:15,712
and then it's gonna be too late.
464
00:16:15,713 --> 00:16:17,000
And you're gonna regret it.
465
00:16:17,001 --> 00:16:20,342
And I will know and understand
466
00:16:20,343 --> 00:16:22,153
that I made a choice.
467
00:16:22,841 --> 00:16:24,445
I choose medicine.
468
00:16:24,446 --> 00:16:25,691
I choose me.
469
00:16:25,692 --> 00:16:28,364
I choose that over the remote possibility
470
00:16:28,365 --> 00:16:30,124
that I might one day regret
471
00:16:30,125 --> 00:16:31,559
not having a child.
472
00:16:33,557 --> 00:16:34,605
And by the way,
473
00:16:34,606 --> 00:16:36,388
it's all right to never want kids.
474
00:16:36,389 --> 00:16:37,984
Some people don't ever want kids.
475
00:16:37,985 --> 00:16:39,281
Well, I want to know why.
476
00:16:39,941 --> 00:16:40,950
Why?
477
00:16:47,322 --> 00:16:48,526
In 2004,
478
00:16:48,527 --> 00:16:49,694
I was removing mets
479
00:16:49,695 --> 00:16:51,637
from Carrie Rissler's abdomen and pelvis,
480
00:16:51,638 --> 00:16:53,427
and decided to go for one near her liver
481
00:16:53,428 --> 00:16:54,934
when she started bleeding out.
482
00:16:54,935 --> 00:16:56,364
As I was trying to stop the bleeding,
483
00:16:56,365 --> 00:16:57,716
she went into heart failure.
484
00:16:57,717 --> 00:16:59,317
I had to send her to the I.C.U.,
485
00:16:59,318 --> 00:17:01,683
tell her daughter Erin
that she was in a coma
486
00:17:01,684 --> 00:17:03,910
and that there was a good
chance she wouldn't wake up.
487
00:17:03,911 --> 00:17:05,166
But she did.
488
00:17:05,167 --> 00:17:07,287
And she still had two more
surgeries ahead of her
489
00:17:07,288 --> 00:17:09,086
and chemo and radiation.
490
00:17:09,087 --> 00:17:10,418
Her body is a battlefield...
491
00:17:10,419 --> 00:17:12,787
I get it. You talked her out of it.
492
00:17:13,554 --> 00:17:14,869
No.
493
00:17:15,675 --> 00:17:17,498
You're doing the lymph node transfer,
494
00:17:17,499 --> 00:17:21,566
but not without reading every
page of this file twice.
495
00:17:21,567 --> 00:17:23,328
But we're supposed to
operate in half an hour.
496
00:17:23,329 --> 00:17:24,818
Then start reading.
497
00:17:24,939 --> 00:17:26,161
Okay.
498
00:17:28,482 --> 00:17:30,258
I'm watching you, Avery.
499
00:17:31,046 --> 00:17:32,343
Yes, ma'am.
500
00:17:37,538 --> 00:17:39,619
- Come on.
- I almost got it.
501
00:17:39,620 --> 00:17:41,167
- Come on. Come on.
- B.P.'s dropping, Grey.
502
00:17:41,168 --> 00:17:43,278
You guys need to be done now.
503
00:17:44,340 --> 00:17:45,925
Just one second, Dr. Grey.
504
00:17:45,926 --> 00:17:47,459
Just one-one more...
505
00:17:47,460 --> 00:17:48,593
And done.
506
00:17:48,594 --> 00:17:50,826
We should be able to turn back
the auger and pull him out.
507
00:17:50,827 --> 00:17:52,987
No, we'll pull him out.
It's time for you to go.
508
00:17:53,008 --> 00:17:55,135
- Grey, take this. You've got the auger.
- Okay.
509
00:17:59,826 --> 00:18:01,444
Look, can't we just stick around and see...
510
00:18:01,445 --> 00:18:03,269
There we go.
511
00:18:04,226 --> 00:18:06,292
Oh, holy god.
512
00:18:12,406 --> 00:18:14,463
Okay, so... we've got a piece of hand
513
00:18:14,464 --> 00:18:16,337
with sort of fingers on it.
514
00:18:18,608 --> 00:18:20,864
What about these? Can these be saved?
515
00:18:21,141 --> 00:18:22,854
I don't know. Can they?
516
00:18:29,412 --> 00:18:30,699
Boom!
517
00:18:31,618 --> 00:18:32,994
97 seconds.
518
00:18:33,847 --> 00:18:35,194
Bite me!
519
00:18:35,290 --> 00:18:37,330
- Wow.
- Sorry.
520
00:18:37,331 --> 00:18:38,388
Just...
521
00:18:38,780 --> 00:18:40,269
Sorry. I just...
522
00:18:41,244 --> 00:18:44,140
I've been at 97 seconds
for 8 freakin' tries now.
523
00:18:44,632 --> 00:18:46,105
Maybe not the ninth.
524
00:18:46,382 --> 00:18:48,124
If I can find another stopwatch.
525
00:18:48,125 --> 00:18:49,127
I mean, Derek's probably right.
526
00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:51,087
I'm just... I'm gonna let her down.
527
00:18:52,457 --> 00:18:54,600
He should know.
I've let him down enough times.
528
00:18:56,257 --> 00:18:57,633
Let's take a break.
529
00:18:57,636 --> 00:19:00,723
Let's go, uh, you want
to get something to eat?
530
00:19:04,070 --> 00:19:05,447
I want something.
531
00:19:06,906 --> 00:19:08,089
It's not food.
532
00:19:11,634 --> 00:19:14,402
There's a guy who got
his hand stuck in a meat grinder.
533
00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:18,099
I...
534
00:19:18,311 --> 00:19:19,908
wouldn't mind seeing that.
535
00:19:20,067 --> 00:19:21,075
Yes.
536
00:19:24,285 --> 00:19:26,578
Okay, Morgan, you had an acute M.I.
537
00:19:26,579 --> 00:19:28,732
from a spontaneous
coronary artery dissection.
538
00:19:28,733 --> 00:19:31,068
Are you kidding? I-I don't
have any of the risk factors.
539
00:19:31,069 --> 00:19:33,404
Yeah, well, most likely,
related to your pregnancy.
540
00:19:34,045 --> 00:19:35,710
We need to get you upstairs right now.
541
00:19:36,431 --> 00:19:38,343
Dr. Robbins, why are you here?
542
00:19:38,344 --> 00:19:39,704
We need to repair
the dissection immediately.
543
00:19:39,705 --> 00:19:41,777
My baby's fine, right?
You said that my baby was fine?
544
00:19:41,778 --> 00:19:42,668
Morgan, listen to me...
545
00:19:42,669 --> 00:19:44,798
If my baby's fine, why are you here!
546
00:19:44,799 --> 00:19:46,122
Lie back, lie back, listen to me.
547
00:19:46,123 --> 00:19:47,482
All right, we need to go right now.
548
00:19:47,998 --> 00:19:49,613
But it's too early to take the baby out.
549
00:19:49,614 --> 00:19:51,642
He-he-she could have
R.D.S. or get septic?
550
00:19:51,643 --> 00:19:53,033
The dissection's extensive.
551
00:19:53,034 --> 00:19:55,367
We have to put you on
bypass in order to fix it,
552
00:19:55,368 --> 00:19:56,734
so the baby needs to be delivered now.
553
00:19:56,735 --> 00:19:58,115
She barely has any lungs.
554
00:19:58,116 --> 00:20:00,384
24 weeks is premature,
but there's a very good chance.
555
00:20:00,385 --> 00:20:01,823
No, you-you can't say that, okay?
556
00:20:01,824 --> 00:20:03,989
I know what you can and
can't say is very good...
557
00:20:03,990 --> 00:20:05,070
and you can't say that.
558
00:20:05,071 --> 00:20:06,734
Listen, my baby was born at 23 weeks,
559
00:20:06,735 --> 00:20:07,952
and it's terrifying, I know,
560
00:20:07,953 --> 00:20:08,872
but I'll be here for you.
561
00:20:08,873 --> 00:20:09,940
We're all gonna be here.
562
00:20:09,941 --> 00:20:11,112
Will someone call my boyfriend?
563
00:20:11,113 --> 00:20:12,519
His name is the first in my phone.
564
00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:13,748
All right. Karev, call her boyfriend
565
00:20:13,749 --> 00:20:14,661
and let him know what's happening.
566
00:20:14,662 --> 00:20:15,730
I'm scrubbing in.
567
00:20:15,731 --> 00:20:17,524
She's your intern, Karev.
568
00:20:17,734 --> 00:20:18,644
Yeah, okay.
569
00:20:19,875 --> 00:20:21,030
Uh, wait. Uh...
570
00:20:22,632 --> 00:20:24,083
Her name's, uh, Megan, right?
571
00:20:24,843 --> 00:20:25,657
Her name is Morgan.
572
00:20:41,834 --> 00:20:42,505
Grey, I'm surprised.
573
00:20:42,585 --> 00:20:43,766
I wouldn't think you'd be thrown
574
00:20:43,775 --> 00:20:45,464
by a little thing like a severed finger.
575
00:20:45,465 --> 00:20:47,820
Yeah, well, it's just,
it smells like pork.
576
00:20:49,770 --> 00:20:51,607
I might get lost in work
577
00:20:51,608 --> 00:20:52,513
there she goes again.
578
00:20:52,898 --> 00:20:53,855
She's gonna yack.
579
00:20:54,124 --> 00:20:55,107
Would you quit it with that, all right?
580
00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:57,281
I gotta finish this thing
before I go into surgery.
581
00:20:57,324 --> 00:20:58,667
Hey, where is your study lackey?
582
00:20:58,798 --> 00:21:01,726
Of course the one competent
intern in the whole program
583
00:21:01,727 --> 00:21:03,429
just so happens to be pregnant
584
00:21:03,430 --> 00:21:06,041
and needs surgery for
a coronary artery dissection.
585
00:21:06,547 --> 00:21:07,841
Morgan needs surgery?
586
00:21:08,364 --> 00:21:09,941
How do you know about Morgan?
587
00:21:09,969 --> 00:21:12,226
Everybody knows about
the pregnant intern, Karev.
588
00:21:16,256 --> 00:21:16,898
There's my ride.
589
00:21:19,028 --> 00:21:19,757
Here we go.
590
00:21:21,429 --> 00:21:23,904
If Morgan needs surgery,
then why are you here?
591
00:21:23,905 --> 00:21:26,279
My attending gave me a job...
call the boyfriend.
592
00:21:26,724 --> 00:21:28,592
I left, like, six messages.
593
00:21:28,593 --> 00:21:30,504
Chris is a fourth year
at the Cleveland clinic.
594
00:21:30,505 --> 00:21:31,476
I mean, you know how busy it gets.
595
00:21:31,962 --> 00:21:33,311
How do you know his name?
596
00:21:33,764 --> 00:21:35,021
They're not just amputating
597
00:21:35,022 --> 00:21:36,615
- and fitting him for a prosthetic?
- No.
598
00:21:36,616 --> 00:21:39,022
She thinks she's gonna be able
to salvage the finger bits
599
00:21:39,023 --> 00:21:39,836
and reattach,
600
00:21:39,970 --> 00:21:41,132
because she's cracked.
601
00:21:41,395 --> 00:21:43,162
That's gonna be so much harder.
602
00:21:44,699 --> 00:21:46,181
You know what else would be harder?
603
00:21:46,915 --> 00:21:48,076
Going through the carotid.
604
00:21:49,008 --> 00:21:49,737
For fingers?
605
00:21:49,738 --> 00:21:50,478
It would be harder,
606
00:21:51,608 --> 00:21:53,758
but there'd be better control
than going through the femoral.
607
00:21:58,335 --> 00:22:00,432
All right. All right.
Come on. Here we go again.
608
00:22:01,007 --> 00:22:03,119
Come on, Mer. Just a few chunks.
609
00:22:03,846 --> 00:22:05,347
Oh, come on. Just puke already.
610
00:22:06,652 --> 00:22:07,987
Oh, that's a good-looking lymph node.
611
00:22:09,327 --> 00:22:10,031
You got it?
612
00:22:10,208 --> 00:22:11,018
Yeah.
613
00:22:11,521 --> 00:22:12,070
Oop.
614
00:22:12,265 --> 00:22:13,298
Did-did he say "Oops"?
615
00:22:14,078 --> 00:22:15,438
Dr. Bailey.
616
00:22:15,727 --> 00:22:17,195
What a pleasant surprise.
617
00:22:17,196 --> 00:22:18,880
- The man said "Oops."
- I didn't.
618
00:22:18,982 --> 00:22:21,720
Actually, Dr. Bailey, I just said "Oop."
619
00:22:21,721 --> 00:22:23,207
He was picking up a lymph node,
620
00:22:23,208 --> 00:22:24,915
almost dropped it, but didn't.
621
00:22:25,014 --> 00:22:27,314
Let's make some room so Dr. Bailey can get
622
00:22:27,390 --> 00:22:28,758
a better view of our every move.
623
00:22:31,553 --> 00:22:32,606
As you were, Avery.
624
00:22:37,265 --> 00:22:40,011
Y... you-you don't want
a little more suction, Avery?
625
00:22:40,592 --> 00:22:42,748
Dr. Bailey, while I'm always
glad to hear your perspective,
626
00:22:42,749 --> 00:22:43,846
I'll instruct the resident.
627
00:22:43,847 --> 00:22:45,893
But your instructions result in oops.
628
00:22:46,059 --> 00:22:47,205
We don't oops in my O.R.
629
00:22:51,783 --> 00:22:53,153
Let's try a little more suction.
630
00:22:56,924 --> 00:22:58,509
With Mr. Hamilton's laminectomy,
631
00:22:58,645 --> 00:23:00,722
I want an epidural drain
for the next few days.
632
00:23:00,904 --> 00:23:01,688
Yes, doctor.
633
00:23:02,733 --> 00:23:03,868
You should at least listen to her.
634
00:23:03,869 --> 00:23:05,258
Look, I swear, you gotta
stop encouraging her.
635
00:23:05,573 --> 00:23:06,745
Well, this is what you taught me to do.
636
00:23:06,746 --> 00:23:08,956
You taught me to not give up
until we've tried everything.
637
00:23:08,957 --> 00:23:09,876
Because you can handle it.
638
00:23:10,268 --> 00:23:11,536
When we lose a patient,
639
00:23:12,116 --> 00:23:13,537
I know if you're okay or you're not
640
00:23:13,538 --> 00:23:14,739
because I'm right there with you.
641
00:23:14,740 --> 00:23:16,428
With her, I cannot do that,
642
00:23:16,838 --> 00:23:18,114
because I don't think she can handle it.
643
00:23:18,115 --> 00:23:18,752
Not now.
644
00:23:18,817 --> 00:23:21,126
You are the one who is
too emotionally involved.
645
00:23:21,514 --> 00:23:23,737
Okay, if this tumor had come
to you from any other doctor,
646
00:23:23,815 --> 00:23:25,041
you would still be looking at it.
647
00:23:25,297 --> 00:23:27,130
You are so worried about
your sister's outcome,
648
00:23:27,202 --> 00:23:28,680
you won't even think about her patient's.
649
00:23:30,100 --> 00:23:30,746
Am I wrong?
650
00:23:44,902 --> 00:23:46,154
You have to try.
651
00:23:47,837 --> 00:23:49,675
I am. I'm-I'm trying.
652
00:23:49,676 --> 00:23:51,630
We're supposed to focus on
each other and breathe,
653
00:23:51,660 --> 00:23:52,204
and you're not.
654
00:23:52,205 --> 00:23:53,972
I mean, your mind is totally elsewhere.
655
00:23:53,973 --> 00:23:55,943
Oh, so now you know my every
thought and intention?
656
00:24:07,927 --> 00:24:09,554
We used to be able to look at each other.
657
00:24:11,151 --> 00:24:12,406
And I'd feel...
658
00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:15,795
like we were gonna be okay.
659
00:24:17,969 --> 00:24:20,256
There is a reason we're together, Owen.
660
00:24:20,265 --> 00:24:22,106
There is a reason we're married.
661
00:24:22,582 --> 00:24:23,287
Please.
662
00:24:24,270 --> 00:24:24,992
Look at me.
663
00:24:31,176 --> 00:24:32,489
All right. I'm looking at you.
664
00:24:35,092 --> 00:24:35,710
Right now...
665
00:24:36,923 --> 00:24:37,888
I'm looking right at you.
666
00:24:57,677 --> 00:24:59,174
He has to stop holding a grudge.
667
00:25:01,367 --> 00:25:02,910
He has to see me for who I am.
668
00:25:03,306 --> 00:25:06,092
He has to take his little
list of all my crimes
669
00:25:06,097 --> 00:25:07,783
- and rip it up, otherwise...
- Otherwise what?
670
00:25:07,937 --> 00:25:08,710
You know, I-I don't know.
671
00:25:11,220 --> 00:25:13,044
How about you stop thinking
that you're the sun,
672
00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:15,718
and that I revolve around you,
673
00:25:15,739 --> 00:25:18,459
and that being a cardio god,
maybe that isn't everything,
674
00:25:18,588 --> 00:25:22,378
and maybe what I need is
worthy of some consideration?
675
00:25:24,132 --> 00:25:25,776
And we're back to the abortion?
676
00:25:30,085 --> 00:25:30,662
Yeah.
677
00:25:31,295 --> 00:25:31,856
Yeah, we are.
678
00:25:38,453 --> 00:25:39,823
I'm ready for the transfer, Avery.
679
00:25:40,525 --> 00:25:41,293
Dr. Sloan.
680
00:25:41,343 --> 00:25:41,880
Yes.
681
00:25:42,378 --> 00:25:45,055
You know that this patient has
a history of multiple surgeries
682
00:25:45,056 --> 00:25:46,838
- in that area.
- She sure does.
683
00:25:46,871 --> 00:25:49,126
Okay, then I don't
understand why you think
684
00:25:49,127 --> 00:25:51,465
it's a good idea to continue
to dissect right there.
685
00:25:51,532 --> 00:25:54,434
Respectfully, Dr. Bailey,
it's not entirely important
686
00:25:54,506 --> 00:25:57,596
that you understand everything
I do every step of the way.
687
00:25:57,597 --> 00:26:00,088
Uh, no, respectfully, Dr.
Sloan, I disagree.
688
00:26:00,153 --> 00:26:01,403
I think it's extremely important.
689
00:26:01,404 --> 00:26:04,791
Now if you had read
the file like you said you did,
690
00:26:05,197 --> 00:26:08,284
you'd know that she'd
have massive scar tissue
691
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:10,381
exactly in the area
that you're dissecting,
692
00:26:10,506 --> 00:26:12,548
so I think going forward
693
00:26:12,549 --> 00:26:15,851
with that dissection is a
monumentally stupid course...
694
00:26:15,852 --> 00:26:17,011
Respectfully, Dr. Bailey,
695
00:26:17,354 --> 00:26:18,380
uh, the bulk of that scar tissue
696
00:26:18,501 --> 00:26:19,956
is gonna be found near her axilla.
697
00:26:20,154 --> 00:26:22,654
So if Dr. Sloan continues
dissecting right there,
698
00:26:22,655 --> 00:26:24,571
I really don't think
there'll be a problem.
699
00:26:24,636 --> 00:26:25,753
And I-I read that
700
00:26:25,828 --> 00:26:27,012
in... in-in the file,
701
00:26:27,807 --> 00:26:28,870
the file that you... Carrie's file...
702
00:26:28,871 --> 00:26:30,667
that you gave me to read, I...
703
00:26:31,791 --> 00:26:33,668
I did... I did read it.
704
00:26:38,215 --> 00:26:40,121
Damn it. Oh, we've got a big bleeder here.
705
00:26:40,430 --> 00:26:41,260
Is that subclavian?
706
00:26:42,004 --> 00:26:43,852
Respectfully, doctors,
707
00:26:44,463 --> 00:26:45,586
I told you so.
708
00:26:49,115 --> 00:26:50,414
Okay, so I think it'll work.
709
00:26:50,543 --> 00:26:52,340
If we cut down the macerated
part of the finger,
710
00:26:52,341 --> 00:26:54,215
it'll be short,
but it'll still be salvageable.
711
00:26:54,216 --> 00:26:56,366
Okay, but this thumb,
I'm gonna go ahead and say
712
00:26:56,367 --> 00:26:57,518
that's not salvageable.
713
00:26:57,527 --> 00:26:58,568
Yeah, you're done here.
714
00:26:58,710 --> 00:26:59,972
He'll be better off with a prosthetic.
715
00:27:00,627 --> 00:27:01,160
No.
716
00:27:02,152 --> 00:27:04,427
The thumb is responsible
for 40% of hand function.
717
00:27:04,670 --> 00:27:05,326
Without it, we're done.
718
00:27:05,656 --> 00:27:07,345
But there's gotta be something else.
719
00:27:07,408 --> 00:27:10,236
I mean, I read something about surgeons
720
00:27:10,237 --> 00:27:13,079
using a man's big toe as...
as a replacement for a thumb.
721
00:27:13,130 --> 00:27:15,143
Let's do that.
Let's... let's use his big toe.
722
00:27:15,144 --> 00:27:16,959
Listen, Dr. Frankenstein, the big toe,
723
00:27:17,516 --> 00:27:19,700
it's pretty important,
you know, for walking.
724
00:27:20,738 --> 00:27:22,092
And he can learn to rebalance.
725
00:27:22,093 --> 00:27:23,204
Or he can keep his toe where it is.
726
00:27:23,205 --> 00:27:25,698
This is a good fix. I know it is.
727
00:27:25,699 --> 00:27:26,355
No, it's not.
728
00:27:27,848 --> 00:27:29,341
Dr. Torres, it has to be.
729
00:27:32,446 --> 00:27:34,469
The big toe is not the fix.
730
00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:36,738
That is why we're gonna
use the second toe.
731
00:27:37,747 --> 00:27:38,934
It'll provide the same benefits,
732
00:27:38,935 --> 00:27:40,393
but reduce potential disability.
733
00:27:41,043 --> 00:27:41,625
Really?
734
00:27:41,626 --> 00:27:42,888
Yeah, but we're not doing anything
735
00:27:43,482 --> 00:27:44,619
without the patient's consent.
736
00:27:54,390 --> 00:27:55,568
All right. Tell me what
you're trying to do.
737
00:27:57,773 --> 00:28:00,685
I'm going in through the carotid
738
00:28:01,295 --> 00:28:03,420
with two catheters, uh,
one in the proximal...
739
00:28:03,421 --> 00:28:05,847
A carotid stick?
That'll kill her even faster.
740
00:28:05,848 --> 00:28:06,380
Damn it, Derek...
741
00:28:06,605 --> 00:28:08,249
Amy, I'm sorry, but you can't stop
742
00:28:08,388 --> 00:28:10,318
and reestablish blood flow in 90 seconds.
743
00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:11,692
I mean, I can't do it in 90 seconds.
744
00:28:11,693 --> 00:28:14,957
Oh, well, the great god of
neurosurgery has spoken...
745
00:28:14,998 --> 00:28:16,880
Look, now I'm-I'm trying to help you.
746
00:28:17,052 --> 00:28:19,122
But please don't put
yourself through this.
747
00:28:19,123 --> 00:28:19,862
You're too fragile.
748
00:28:19,863 --> 00:28:20,719
I am not fragile.
749
00:28:22,661 --> 00:28:23,417
I'm a drug addict.
750
00:28:24,539 --> 00:28:25,814
I've fallen off the wagon twice,
751
00:28:25,815 --> 00:28:26,979
and I've gotten back on.
752
00:28:27,096 --> 00:28:29,038
That does not make you fragile, Derek.
753
00:28:29,039 --> 00:28:30,763
That makes you very freakin' strong.
754
00:28:30,811 --> 00:28:33,840
I am standing in a building
full of pills right now,
755
00:28:34,668 --> 00:28:35,894
a fact that I am painfully aware of,
756
00:28:36,135 --> 00:28:36,927
but I am doing this.
757
00:28:38,736 --> 00:28:39,679
That is not fragile.
758
00:28:57,136 --> 00:28:57,800
Okay.
759
00:28:58,426 --> 00:28:59,619
Show me what you're trying to do.
760
00:29:00,954 --> 00:29:01,991
So you think there's a way?
761
00:29:03,597 --> 00:29:04,225
No, I don't.
762
00:29:06,083 --> 00:29:07,886
But I can't stop you, so, um...
763
00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:11,231
I'll be here with you.
764
00:29:12,734 --> 00:29:14,395
Show me what you're trying to do.
765
00:29:27,126 --> 00:29:27,866
I was right.
766
00:29:29,597 --> 00:29:30,140
Right?
767
00:29:31,104 --> 00:29:31,779
Too soon to tell.
768
00:29:33,111 --> 00:29:34,645
Cut the crap, Torres.
769
00:29:34,983 --> 00:29:37,125
You two are gonna put
a toe on a man's hand.
770
00:29:37,126 --> 00:29:37,900
That was her idea.
771
00:29:38,967 --> 00:29:39,755
Maybe we are.
772
00:29:40,143 --> 00:29:42,481
His toe?! Are you serious?!
773
00:29:42,881 --> 00:29:43,437
Maybe we're not.
774
00:29:44,554 --> 00:29:45,768
Tommy, calm down.
775
00:29:46,078 --> 00:29:48,054
I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to yell.
776
00:29:48,055 --> 00:29:48,676
It's just...
777
00:29:49,508 --> 00:29:50,257
That's weird.
778
00:29:50,592 --> 00:29:52,498
- Yeah.
- But if I say okay,
779
00:29:52,678 --> 00:29:53,868
I get my hand back?
780
00:29:54,378 --> 00:29:55,868
Otherwise, you fit me for a hook?
781
00:29:55,868 --> 00:29:57,709
A prosthetic, but if
you give the go-ahead...
782
00:29:57,709 --> 00:29:59,269
He gets a hand.
783
00:30:02,777 --> 00:30:04,329
Well, what are you looking at me for?
784
00:30:04,329 --> 00:30:05,611
Take my toe already.
785
00:30:05,745 --> 00:30:07,413
Take my left nut if it'll help.
786
00:30:08,265 --> 00:30:10,385
I... think the toe will be fine.
787
00:30:13,033 --> 00:30:14,619
I was right.
788
00:30:15,777 --> 00:30:16,701
So...
789
00:30:17,136 --> 00:30:18,361
this is how you're gonna
spend your time now,
790
00:30:18,361 --> 00:30:19,413
pulling strings behind the scenes
791
00:30:19,413 --> 00:30:20,797
like some kind of puppet master?
792
00:30:21,641 --> 00:30:24,420
I am really good at it.
793
00:30:30,245 --> 00:30:32,111
So I'm a 2-month-old baby.
794
00:30:32,111 --> 00:30:32,753
Symptoms?
795
00:30:32,753 --> 00:30:34,383
I'm underweight, fussy, I belch,
796
00:30:34,383 --> 00:30:36,121
and when I vomit, it hits the ceiling.
797
00:30:36,499 --> 00:30:38,357
You have pyloric stenosis.
798
00:30:38,357 --> 00:30:40,597
These cards are so detailed.
Whose are these?
799
00:30:40,991 --> 00:30:45,240
Uh, well, those would be the smart one's.
800
00:30:45,837 --> 00:30:47,523
The only smart one.
801
00:30:48,775 --> 00:30:49,315
What the hell?
802
00:30:49,315 --> 00:30:50,847
What happened to Morgan's baby?
803
00:30:51,132 --> 00:30:53,181
Wait. Morgan had her baby?
804
00:30:54,169 --> 00:30:55,433
Oh, crap.
805
00:30:57,831 --> 00:30:58,753
One more clamp, please.
806
00:30:58,753 --> 00:31:01,169
Well, is it subclavian?
Can you get under the clavicle?
807
00:31:01,169 --> 00:31:03,581
Vascular clamp.
It's still oozing, Dr. Avery.
808
00:31:03,581 --> 00:31:04,455
How do you want to proceed?
809
00:31:04,455 --> 00:31:07,121
Um... I, uh, I don't... I don't know.
810
00:31:07,121 --> 00:31:09,267
Oh, he did not just say "I don't know."
811
00:31:09,547 --> 00:31:11,045
Man, tell me what you see.
812
00:31:11,045 --> 00:31:12,145
We're staring straight at the defect.
813
00:31:12,145 --> 00:31:13,401
You think we should call in vascular?
814
00:31:13,401 --> 00:31:15,319
No, no, I think-I think
we can repair this ourself.
815
00:31:15,319 --> 00:31:17,621
Um, maybe patch it? Stick-stick tie.
816
00:31:17,621 --> 00:31:18,377
Patch it?
817
00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:19,348
Yeah. Isn't that...
818
00:31:19,348 --> 00:31:21,707
No, no, it's a good thought. Get on that.
819
00:31:21,707 --> 00:31:22,235
Bovie.
820
00:31:23,745 --> 00:31:26,322
Sorry, Dr. Sloan.
Just a little distracted here.
821
00:31:26,322 --> 00:31:29,204
Dr. Avery, let me give you
one small piece of advice.
822
00:31:30,331 --> 00:31:32,019
If there is anything,
823
00:31:32,019 --> 00:31:36,244
I mean anything, distracting
you from helping your patient,
824
00:31:36,885 --> 00:31:38,695
you need to leave it outside.
825
00:31:44,357 --> 00:31:46,257
Oh, respectfully, I...
826
00:31:46,257 --> 00:31:47,897
This is your patient now.
827
00:31:49,061 --> 00:31:50,089
Yours.
828
00:31:50,481 --> 00:31:52,375
Uh, someone had better
tell me what is going on
829
00:31:52,375 --> 00:31:53,611
and had better tell me right now.
830
00:31:53,611 --> 00:31:54,798
Dr. Bailey...
831
00:31:55,391 --> 00:31:56,775
you need to leave this O.R.
832
00:31:56,775 --> 00:31:57,919
Excuse me?
833
00:31:57,919 --> 00:31:59,499
This patient, my patient,
834
00:31:59,499 --> 00:32:00,991
developed a subclavian bleed
835
00:32:01,201 --> 00:32:02,919
because we misjudged her adhesions.
836
00:32:03,123 --> 00:32:05,031
But I am now doing an arterioplasty,
837
00:32:05,031 --> 00:32:06,365
which is not an easy thing to do,
838
00:32:06,365 --> 00:32:08,959
and you are making it more
difficult by distracting me.
839
00:32:10,079 --> 00:32:11,475
You are compromising my ability
840
00:32:11,475 --> 00:32:13,089
to care for my patient, Dr. Bailey.
841
00:32:13,089 --> 00:32:15,487
Well, if you're telling
me you can't focus in...
842
00:32:15,487 --> 00:32:17,133
I'm telling you, you need to get out.
843
00:32:18,575 --> 00:32:19,517
Now.
844
00:32:20,105 --> 00:32:23,603
Oh, Dr. Sloan, if you let your resident
845
00:32:23,603 --> 00:32:25,765
speak to an attending this way...
846
00:32:25,765 --> 00:32:27,035
Dr. Bailey.
847
00:32:28,611 --> 00:32:31,043
I believe Dr. Avery made it very clear.
848
00:32:31,753 --> 00:32:33,131
Leave the O.R...
849
00:32:34,115 --> 00:32:35,627
or I'll have you removed.
850
00:33:00,975 --> 00:33:02,585
Get out of the way! Move! Move!
851
00:33:06,207 --> 00:33:07,072
Damn it!
852
00:33:07,663 --> 00:33:08,697
Wait. Is that for the Peterson baby?
853
00:33:08,697 --> 00:33:10,057
For the mother. It's not good.
854
00:33:10,057 --> 00:33:11,143
All right. Get outta the way!
855
00:33:11,733 --> 00:33:13,369
Come on. Come on.
856
00:33:19,351 --> 00:33:20,405
Crap.
857
00:33:25,249 --> 00:33:26,411
What the hell happened?
858
00:33:26,581 --> 00:33:28,851
We were barely in the NICU before
he suffered an intestinal perf.
859
00:33:28,851 --> 00:33:30,453
Scrub in. I need your extra hands.
860
00:33:32,203 --> 00:33:33,111
Uh...
861
00:33:33,615 --> 00:33:34,749
uh, give me a minute.
862
00:33:35,563 --> 00:33:36,399
Hello?
863
00:33:36,773 --> 00:33:38,463
Yeah, this is, uh, Dr. Alex Karev.
864
00:33:38,463 --> 00:33:40,565
I work with, uh, Morgan in Seattle.
865
00:33:40,945 --> 00:33:42,699
Uh, listen up, you're...
you're fourth year, right?
866
00:33:42,925 --> 00:33:44,671
Good. Listen up, she's still in surgery,
867
00:33:44,671 --> 00:33:46,249
but she's critical, so's the baby.
868
00:33:46,249 --> 00:33:48,123
You need to get on a plane right now.
869
00:33:49,221 --> 00:33:52,394
Oh, come... Meredith and I do
not do everything together.
870
00:33:52,394 --> 00:33:53,547
The twisted sisters.
871
00:33:53,547 --> 00:33:55,667
Yeah, well, we're best friends.
What do you expect?
872
00:33:55,667 --> 00:33:56,901
She has a baby.
873
00:33:56,901 --> 00:33:58,557
Oh, my god. That doesn't mean I have to.
874
00:33:58,557 --> 00:34:00,153
I don't see why not.
You do everything else together.
875
00:34:00,153 --> 00:34:02,156
- It's like you're a team.
- Because she's my person.
876
00:34:02,156 --> 00:34:03,881
I should be your person!
877
00:34:03,881 --> 00:34:04,955
Be my person!
878
00:34:05,331 --> 00:34:06,635
Be my person, Owen!
879
00:34:06,635 --> 00:34:08,639
Be my freakin' person!
880
00:34:13,605 --> 00:34:14,869
Be my person.
881
00:34:22,959 --> 00:34:23,969
He's dorsal dominant,
882
00:34:23,969 --> 00:34:26,307
so I'm not going to use a plantar incision
883
00:34:26,307 --> 00:34:27,531
to find the artery.
884
00:34:27,531 --> 00:34:28,275
Okay.
885
00:34:28,275 --> 00:34:30,579
And I have isolated a good draining vein.
886
00:34:30,969 --> 00:34:31,901
Uh-huh.
887
00:34:32,093 --> 00:34:33,924
Is that it? You're not
gonna ask me if I'm sure?
888
00:34:34,531 --> 00:34:36,608
Are you... sure?
889
00:34:36,801 --> 00:34:37,821
Yes.
890
00:34:38,001 --> 00:34:39,061
Okay, then.
891
00:34:43,173 --> 00:34:44,193
You're impressive.
892
00:34:45,628 --> 00:34:46,779
I am.
893
00:34:47,213 --> 00:34:48,409
Look, there's always been
894
00:34:48,409 --> 00:34:49,481
a lot of hype surrounding you, okay?
895
00:34:49,481 --> 00:34:50,858
"Meredith Grey, ooh, child of Ellis."
896
00:34:50,858 --> 00:34:52,112
"Ooh, isn't she so special?"
897
00:34:52,112 --> 00:34:54,070
You don't have to help
me if you don't want to.
898
00:34:54,070 --> 00:34:55,865
No, no, no, that's not...
that's not what I'm saying.
899
00:34:55,865 --> 00:34:56,919
I'm saying...
900
00:34:58,112 --> 00:34:59,191
you're tougher than I thought.
901
00:34:59,191 --> 00:35:01,453
I'm saying, you're smart. I'm...
902
00:35:02,375 --> 00:35:03,191
saying...
903
00:35:03,191 --> 00:35:05,053
okay, look... you know,
904
00:35:05,053 --> 00:35:06,105
we've never been friends,
905
00:35:06,105 --> 00:35:07,559
not even when I was with George.
906
00:35:08,179 --> 00:35:09,585
Mainly because you thought I was a freak
907
00:35:09,585 --> 00:35:11,503
and you're blonde and very...
908
00:35:13,335 --> 00:35:16,095
And now you have a baby,
and I have a baby,
909
00:35:16,095 --> 00:35:17,807
and we're both married, and...
910
00:35:18,577 --> 00:35:20,123
I don't know. I'm saying,
we're both alike.
911
00:35:22,701 --> 00:35:24,089
I'm saying I'll help you.
912
00:35:26,135 --> 00:35:27,419
You're not a freak.
913
00:35:28,930 --> 00:35:30,432
And we can be friends.
914
00:35:35,253 --> 00:35:37,189
Every morning, five days a week,
915
00:35:37,189 --> 00:35:39,253
you are in my office at 4:00 A.M.
916
00:35:39,253 --> 00:35:40,501
and we work, Grey.
917
00:35:40,599 --> 00:35:42,119
If you don't show up, if you are late,
918
00:35:42,119 --> 00:35:43,635
I will kick your ass.
919
00:35:43,635 --> 00:35:46,269
We work, Grey. We work.
920
00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:47,905
And you're gonna pass this test.
921
00:35:47,905 --> 00:35:49,401
You're gonna pass it hard.
922
00:35:53,915 --> 00:35:55,755
Okay. We've got it threaded.
923
00:35:55,755 --> 00:35:57,261
We need to position the balloons
924
00:35:57,261 --> 00:35:58,879
and then inflate.
925
00:35:59,653 --> 00:36:01,223
You need to get yours in position faster.
926
00:36:01,223 --> 00:36:02,155
I think you should do it.
927
00:36:02,155 --> 00:36:03,925
You can do it. You just
gotta get in there faster.
928
00:36:03,925 --> 00:36:06,215
Okay, ready? Inflate.
929
00:36:06,799 --> 00:36:09,176
Starting the clock. Let's move.
930
00:36:10,851 --> 00:36:12,339
Mr. Price is awake and responsive.
931
00:36:12,339 --> 00:36:13,819
And the rest of the post-ops are done.
932
00:36:14,087 --> 00:36:15,186
What are you doing?
933
00:36:15,369 --> 00:36:16,789
We needed two surgeons.
934
00:36:16,789 --> 00:36:19,451
One on the internal carotid,
the other on the external,
935
00:36:19,451 --> 00:36:20,589
controlling the balloons.
936
00:36:20,589 --> 00:36:21,971
We've almost got it to 90 seconds.
937
00:36:22,261 --> 00:36:23,321
You think it's gonna work?
938
00:36:23,321 --> 00:36:24,411
Well, let's not get ahead of ourselves.
939
00:36:24,411 --> 00:36:25,015
It's one step,
940
00:36:25,015 --> 00:36:27,461
one step of a very complicated tumor.
941
00:36:27,461 --> 00:36:29,001
He doesn't think it's gonna work.
942
00:36:29,001 --> 00:36:30,337
Well, we're gonna go down trying.
943
00:36:30,337 --> 00:36:31,829
That's all. Thank you. You can go.
944
00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:41,109
I want to go down trying.
945
00:36:41,193 --> 00:36:42,581
All right. Pick up the stopwatch.
946
00:36:42,905 --> 00:36:44,248
- Ready?
- Mm-hmm.
947
00:36:46,308 --> 00:36:47,374
Hey, little boy.
948
00:36:47,937 --> 00:36:50,811
I'm Dr. Robbins, and this is Dr. Karev.
949
00:36:50,811 --> 00:36:52,773
You've got a long road ahead of you,
950
00:36:52,773 --> 00:36:54,953
but we're gonna do everything
we can to help you.
951
00:36:55,331 --> 00:36:56,801
And your mom, too.
952
00:36:59,393 --> 00:37:00,331
How's she doing?
953
00:37:01,615 --> 00:37:02,497
Morgan?
954
00:37:03,904 --> 00:37:06,669
Oh. I haven't checked.
955
00:37:11,953 --> 00:37:14,943
I ran a pregnant chick all
over the hospital today.
956
00:37:15,977 --> 00:37:18,681
Made her quiz me on my stupid boards
957
00:37:18,681 --> 00:37:20,920
till she damn near died,
958
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:23,813
and I haven't even checked
to see how she's doing.
959
00:37:24,025 --> 00:37:25,989
Apparently, I'm the only
person in this hospital
960
00:37:25,989 --> 00:37:27,351
who didn't know she was pregnant...
961
00:37:28,427 --> 00:37:29,971
because I'm too busy worrying about
962
00:37:29,971 --> 00:37:31,750
my own stupid damn self
963
00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:35,429
to even make an effort to learn
my interns freakin' names.
964
00:37:36,639 --> 00:37:38,745
It doesn't matter if
I pass those boards or not,
965
00:37:39,742 --> 00:37:41,650
I don't deserve that fellowship.
966
00:37:45,673 --> 00:37:47,405
You know why I like you so much?
967
00:37:48,211 --> 00:37:50,141
I honestly have no idea.
968
00:37:50,437 --> 00:37:51,791
You remind me of me.
969
00:37:52,169 --> 00:37:54,883
Peds surgeons? We're-we're vicious.
970
00:37:55,089 --> 00:37:57,501
We're the most hard-core
surgeons in the hospital.
971
00:37:58,371 --> 00:38:00,335
I mean, when I was a resident,
972
00:38:00,335 --> 00:38:01,383
I was...
973
00:38:01,994 --> 00:38:03,709
I was a full-on horror show.
974
00:38:03,709 --> 00:38:05,601
But that's what it takes
to learn how to save
975
00:38:05,601 --> 00:38:07,199
tiny humans like this one.
976
00:38:08,205 --> 00:38:10,769
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
977
00:38:12,779 --> 00:38:14,012
But do me a favor.
978
00:38:14,613 --> 00:38:16,601
Learn your interns freakin' names.
979
00:38:17,703 --> 00:38:19,338
We may not like it...
980
00:38:19,545 --> 00:38:20,567
but it really is important
981
00:38:20,567 --> 00:38:22,335
to stop every once in a while,
982
00:38:22,503 --> 00:38:23,805
get out of your own head,
983
00:38:23,805 --> 00:38:25,114
and see the bigger picture.
984
00:38:25,114 --> 00:38:27,536
Uh, Dr. Sloan, I need
a word with you about Avery.
985
00:38:27,536 --> 00:38:29,692
Dr. Bailey, I have a patient.
986
00:38:29,692 --> 00:38:31,281
He was right.
987
00:38:31,952 --> 00:38:34,548
Avery... he was... was right.
988
00:38:34,673 --> 00:38:37,101
She's gonna be able to use her arms.
989
00:38:37,478 --> 00:38:38,549
So...
990
00:38:39,621 --> 00:38:41,532
why did I say no?
991
00:38:41,721 --> 00:38:42,762
You were being careful.
992
00:38:42,762 --> 00:38:44,467
Yeah, but she was my prize patient.
993
00:38:44,467 --> 00:38:47,696
I've done ground-breaking
work on her behalf.
994
00:38:47,696 --> 00:38:49,532
You were a resident like Avery.
995
00:38:50,311 --> 00:38:53,279
You get more experience,
you get more conservative.
996
00:38:53,279 --> 00:38:54,513
C-conservative?
997
00:38:54,513 --> 00:38:57,931
O-oh, is that what success buys you?
998
00:38:57,931 --> 00:39:00,875
What, you get happy and
then you get scared?
999
00:39:01,057 --> 00:39:02,956
Don't want anything in life to change?
1000
00:39:03,349 --> 00:39:04,979
You're a grown-up. You're risk-averse,
1001
00:39:05,371 --> 00:39:07,821
'cause you know risk has
actual consequences.
1002
00:39:08,424 --> 00:39:10,790
That's why we keep residents around.
1003
00:39:10,790 --> 00:39:12,099
They keep us fresh.
1004
00:39:13,281 --> 00:39:16,183
Are you telling me that
I'm not young anymore?
1005
00:39:17,167 --> 00:39:19,018
I'm trying to tell you, you've arrived.
1006
00:39:23,544 --> 00:39:24,319
Oh.
1007
00:39:26,540 --> 00:39:28,790
You pull that crap in my O.R. again,
1008
00:39:30,177 --> 00:39:31,729
I'll report you to the board.
1009
00:39:39,593 --> 00:39:40,598
Actually...
1010
00:39:40,976 --> 00:39:43,653
finding out that you've been
looking at things all wrong...
1011
00:39:45,434 --> 00:39:47,047
can be sort of liberating...
1012
00:39:48,661 --> 00:39:49,939
What happened?
1013
00:39:53,449 --> 00:39:54,517
You're fine.
1014
00:39:55,152 --> 00:39:58,199
You know, Altman,
she did a kick-ass repair on you.
1015
00:39:58,199 --> 00:39:59,319
My baby?
1016
00:40:00,062 --> 00:40:01,367
Where is my baby?
1017
00:40:01,367 --> 00:40:02,483
He's stable.
1018
00:40:04,025 --> 00:40:05,082
Okay? I mean, uh,
1019
00:40:05,082 --> 00:40:06,907
- that's the first thing.
- He?
1020
00:40:06,907 --> 00:40:08,759
Oh, yeah. That's...
1021
00:40:08,966 --> 00:40:10,039
I guess the first thing.
1022
00:40:10,039 --> 00:40:12,861
He's, uh, he's a boy, and, uh,
1023
00:40:13,241 --> 00:40:14,707
he's, uh, stable.
1024
00:40:16,005 --> 00:40:17,021
But?
1025
00:40:18,357 --> 00:40:19,753
He's intubated.
1026
00:40:20,947 --> 00:40:22,265
We're giving him indomethacin
1027
00:40:22,265 --> 00:40:24,472
to, uh, treat his P.D.A.
1028
00:40:24,702 --> 00:40:28,465
and he had a, um,
spontaneous intestinal perf
1029
00:40:28,465 --> 00:40:29,711
that we fixed.
1030
00:40:30,473 --> 00:40:32,835
Robbins, she's, uh,
she's observing him right now.
1031
00:40:36,976 --> 00:40:40,067
Listen, Morgan, he's...
he's doing great right now.
1032
00:40:40,925 --> 00:40:43,785
And Robbins is watching him,
and, you know,
1033
00:40:43,785 --> 00:40:45,486
when she leaves, I'm gonna watch him,
1034
00:40:45,486 --> 00:40:47,706
and, you know, I-I talked to Chris,
1035
00:40:47,706 --> 00:40:49,442
and he's on his way right now.
1036
00:40:49,566 --> 00:40:50,477
Okay?
1037
00:40:52,469 --> 00:40:53,128
Okay.
1038
00:40:53,335 --> 00:40:56,045
So, you know, I thought
I'd just hang out here
1039
00:40:56,045 --> 00:40:57,643
for a while with you, and, uh, you know,
1040
00:40:57,643 --> 00:40:58,922
wait till Chris gets here.
1041
00:40:59,486 --> 00:41:01,324
Leave it at that, if that's okay.
1042
00:41:04,271 --> 00:41:06,946
You're hanging out here because it's quiet
1043
00:41:06,946 --> 00:41:08,330
and you need to study.
1044
00:41:08,653 --> 00:41:10,545
What? No. No way.
1045
00:41:10,545 --> 00:41:11,683
You should.
1046
00:41:14,855 --> 00:41:16,480
I-I would.
1047
00:41:34,717 --> 00:41:36,721
And suddenly you see new potential...
1048
00:41:39,857 --> 00:41:41,301
new possibilities...
1049
00:41:44,284 --> 00:41:44,789
Okay.
1050
00:41:44,789 --> 00:41:46,188
Where you'd never seen them before.
1051
00:41:47,519 --> 00:41:48,356
Done.
1052
00:41:50,794 --> 00:41:51,749
We have blood flow.
1053
00:41:52,291 --> 00:41:53,533
86 seconds.
1054
00:41:53,887 --> 00:41:55,503
Call your patient. Get her up here.
1055
00:41:55,503 --> 00:41:57,527
And that's all fine when
a hopeless situation
1056
00:41:57,527 --> 00:41:58,867
suddenly looks good.
1057
00:41:59,578 --> 00:42:00,798
Unfortunately...
1058
00:42:11,990 --> 00:42:14,068
I'm afraid our time is up.
1059
00:42:16,127 --> 00:42:18,654
Sometimes it goes the other way.
1060
00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:25,572
Sync and corrected by Sulkymogen
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