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Picture this:
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you've spent the past five years
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of your residency training to become a surgeon.
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But those five years suddenly don't matter
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the only thing that matters
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the only thing between you
and the rest of your career
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is a test
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in a random hotel in a random city
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with a random examiner
asking you random questions.
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Nervous? You should be.
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We should be gone by now.
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The flight's not for
three hours. You're fine.
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I-I'd be fine if people showed up on time.
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No one is going to be late.
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San Francisco is a short flight away.
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There's no reason to be nervous, okay?
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Oh. Not again.
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I'm sorry.
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It's just that my parents
called me this morning
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to wish me luck,
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and they told me that
their church is praying for me,
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and what-what-what if I don't pass?
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One in five people don't pass.
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Kepner, stop. You're a trauma surgeon.
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We're soldiers.
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We fight battles harder than
this test every single day,
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and we win, okay?
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So dry your tears.
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I want you to repeat after me.
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I am a soldier.
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I'm a s-soldier.
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No, no. I want to hear you mean it.
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Repeat. I am a soldier.
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I am a soldier.
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- Now get on the bus.
- Okay.
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Karev?
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Now have salmon for dinner.
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And tell room service to
make sure it's not frozen.
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You lose omega-3s if it's frozen.
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Avery, are you listening to me?
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I'm trying not to.
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Okay, don't overthink it.
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They want standard protocol,
not cutting edge.
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I mean, this is a test in proficiency,
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and well, y-you're
proficient in your sleep.
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So just make sure that
you get a lot of sleep.
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You want me to be relaxed, right?
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Exactly.
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This isn't helping.
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- You're right.
- Bye!
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- Go!
- Bye.
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Kick ass.
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Ahh. Hee!
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It's exciting, huh?
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They started off with so little promise,
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I feel like I'm witnessing a miracle.
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Where the hell is Karev?
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Oh, he'll be here. I trained him right.
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Oh. Okay.
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Coming! Don't leave without me.
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Miracle.
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Where is Meredith Grey?
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They called ten minutes ago.
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She started throwing up right
after I dropped her off.
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She's really warm. Maybe I should stay.
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No, babies get sick. It sucks,
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but it's the disgusting circle of life.
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We have trained too hard.
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I have personally put in hours of my life
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that I will never get back,
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so you are not failing
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just because your mommy
hormones are all "Code orange."
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Go to the airport. Pass your boards.
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My baby is sick.
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Well, lucky for her,
her father's a doctor.
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Takes a village.
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And Zola's village is
chock-full of doctors.
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Okay? She will be fine.
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Just go. Make me proud.
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All right. Mama loves you, Zo.
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You're my Zozo. I love you.
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- I'll be home soon.
- Yeah, shh.
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Hey, Torres, thank you very much.
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Do you mind looking
after her for a minute?
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I gotta make some calls.
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Yeah, no. No.
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Sofia had that bug last week, so...
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I'm not getting anywhere near that.
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What happened to, "We're a village"?
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It's a metaphor, Shepherd. Good luck.
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What's the deal with
Tommy's platelet count?
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Did you know it dropped?
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He's not your patient anymore, remember?
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His crit's been decreasing,
and his sats are low.
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We might want to...
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We've been getting along
just fine without you
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these past few weeks.
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I don't need you butting in now.
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Karev, outside.
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Now.
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Tommy's deteriorating.
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What did his X-rays show?
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Just... shh.
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Okay...
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Look your examiner in the eye,
but don't stare.
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And don't... and don't rush your answers.
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You know, it's okay to take a second
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to just compose yourself.
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But don't... don't take too long.
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Yeah, I got this.
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Okay, I hope you do.
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What?
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I mean, I know you do.
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23 minutes late? Not okay!
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Is it too late to request
a van without you on it?
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I need you, Lex.
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Hi. Uh, uh,
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what?
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I need you.
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I'm doing a skin graft,
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and I'm stuck with
an intern who thinks that
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debriding the necrotic tissue
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is the title of a nine inch nails album.
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- Are you sure it's not?
- It might be.
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I'm not familiar with their later work.
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You're just sad because Jackson
is off to take his boards.
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He and I work well together.
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We understand each other.
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Like you and I used to, you know?
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So I need you.
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I can't.
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Uh, I-I-I am way behind
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on all of this, um, research for Shepherd.
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You know, I was gonna pull an
all-nighter to finish, so...
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All right.
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Thought it would be fun,
working together again.
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But if you're busy...
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Mark, wait.
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You should check out
the latest nine inch nails album.
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It is pretty...
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fresh.
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Okay.
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I said fresh.
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16-year-old male driver,
car versus streetlight.
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Arrested once before
they freed him in the car
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and once in the rig.
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B.P. 80 systolic, tachycardic.
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Contusions and lacerations
over chest and abdomen.
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- Where's Altman?
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So there's probably a lot
of blood in the belly.
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It took over an hour to get him out.
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Uh, kid arrested twice in the field.
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Add an E.K.G. to the trauma labs
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and get X-ray in here, stat.
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- Right away.
- Oh, god. Ricky.
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Oh, excuse me.
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What was he even doing in his car?
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He's supposed to be
at basketball practice.
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- Okay, is he allergic to anything?
- No.
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Does he have heart problems?
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No. Probably driving too fast.
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We sore that if he got even one ticket,
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we would take that car away from him.
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Hang a unit of O neg and
make sure the C.T. is ready.
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Rick! What is happening?
Why are they doing...
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- Let's step out. Let's step out.
- What's going on?
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Oh, sorry. Ow!
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That's... oh, case western reserve.
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Uh, do you know Ted Stevenson,
head of trauma?
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I do, yeah.
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He just offered me a job.
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I might be an attending there.
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April Kepner, Seattle.
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Kevin Banks. I'm
the guy whose job you took.
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I was waiting to hear,
but I guess I just heard.
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Thanks a lot.
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Well, he hates me.
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How do you do that?
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You've been here, like, two minutes.
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My examiner is gonna hate me,
too, instantly.
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Don't psych yourself out.
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One in five people fail the boards.
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Fine. Psych yourself out.
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It's just a test.
We've all dealt with worse.
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No one's bleeding out on your table.
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We will be fine.
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Cristina.
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What?
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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So? Kids get sick. Derek's with her.
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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Oh, no. No, Mer, you can't be sick.
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Mm. You cannot be sick.
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Okay.
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You're just freaking out.
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Okay.
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J-just take deep breaths, okay?
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Just take deep breaths.
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So do you guys wanna go register
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and then go get some lunch?
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Oh.
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Wh... uh, what just happened?
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Stomach flu.
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Zola has the stomach flu
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and you didn't say anything?
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How could you? Are...
are you trying to sabotage us all?
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It's not like it's the black plague.
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You are supposed to be our friend.
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Oh, April, calm down. Oh...
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Y-you stay right where you are,
typhoid Mary.
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Come on. Let's go register.
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Mer, just sit.
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And I'll get your registration package.
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Next in line.
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Hey, Dr. Robbins, it's Alex.
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Uh, listen, I was thinking about Tommy.
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Uh, have you tried liquid ventilation?
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It's just an idea. Let me know.
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Dude, is that your mom?
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Baby.
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Oh, no.
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I know.
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I know you don't want to see
your mother before the boards.
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But they are wearing this old girl out.
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Got me examining three sessions tomorrow,
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and I might not see you,
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so I had to say good luck.
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Okay.
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- Mwah.
- Thank you, mom.
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Oh, and I brought it.
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Mnh-mnh. No, no, that's fine. You don't...
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- It's in here somewhere.
- That's fine. That's okay.
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That's what you always say,
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- but you always want it in the end.
- Okay, all right.
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Mom, I'm good. I am.
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I'm in room 809 when you change your mind.
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All right.
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All right. Excuse me.
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Mommy bring you your binky?
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It's my lucky pencil.
She brought my lucky pencil.
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You know this is an oral test, right?
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Yes, I know, okay?
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It's just, I used it for my S.A.T.S,
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and my M.C.A.T.S, and my intern exam.
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So it's your binky.
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It's...
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sort of like my binky, yeah.
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Okay.
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Fill this out.
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There must be, what,
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like a hundred people in this room?
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Okay, if Kepner is right,
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20 of them are screwed.
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- I'm gonna puke.
- Relax. You're not one of them.
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No, on you.
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So... it's his bowel?
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Again?
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We won't know how bad it is
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without opening him up.
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Okay.
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Morgan, we've already
removed part of his bowel.
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There's a very good chance
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he won't make it through another surgery.
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You've said that before, a lot. We'll do it.
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Do the surgery.
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We can't wait for you to prep an E.V.R.
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00:10:04,666 --> 00:10:06,030
All right. Well,
why don't you open him up,
270
00:10:06,031 --> 00:10:06,729
and I'll get him prepped?
271
00:10:06,730 --> 00:10:08,209
You're gonna fill him
full of blood thinners,
272
00:10:08,210 --> 00:10:10,775
his organs will bleed out before
we get a chance to save them.
273
00:10:10,776 --> 00:10:11,632
He needs damage control.
274
00:10:11,633 --> 00:10:13,840
Opening his chest will cause
more damage in the long run
275
00:10:13,841 --> 00:10:14,765
than we can control.
276
00:10:14,766 --> 00:10:17,846
She's right. This gives him
his best options for recovery.
277
00:10:17,847 --> 00:10:19,641
This sounds like a good compromise.
278
00:10:19,642 --> 00:10:21,501
Dr. Hunt, sir, no one's told us
279
00:10:21,502 --> 00:10:22,863
what we're supposed to be prepping for?
280
00:10:22,864 --> 00:10:24,112
- Laparotomy.
- E.V.R.
281
00:10:26,939 --> 00:10:29,212
Both. Now that's a good plan.
282
00:10:31,450 --> 00:10:32,556
Both.
283
00:10:32,557 --> 00:10:33,988
Prep him head to toe.
284
00:10:33,989 --> 00:10:35,428
All right then.
285
00:10:35,795 --> 00:10:38,123
Okay, page me for the tib-fib
fracture when you're done.
286
00:10:38,124 --> 00:10:39,176
Hey, where you going?
287
00:10:39,177 --> 00:10:41,256
Oh, you want to be in
the O.R. with those two?
288
00:10:41,257 --> 00:10:42,242
They hate each other.
289
00:10:42,243 --> 00:10:44,112
Oh, they're professionals.
They'll be fine.
290
00:10:44,113 --> 00:10:45,165
No, it's awful.
291
00:10:45,166 --> 00:10:47,116
It's tense and
it's cold and it's dangerous.
292
00:10:47,117 --> 00:10:48,611
It feels like defusing a bomb
293
00:10:48,612 --> 00:10:50,953
in a haunted house that's
built on a minefield,
294
00:10:50,954 --> 00:10:52,564
and there are bears everywhere,
295
00:10:52,565 --> 00:10:53,966
and the bears have knives.
296
00:10:53,967 --> 00:10:55,805
Uh, now I have to be in here with 'em
297
00:10:55,806 --> 00:10:56,839
for the next eight hours.
298
00:10:56,840 --> 00:10:58,841
You have to tame them or you will die.
299
00:10:58,842 --> 00:10:59,608
We will all die.
300
00:10:59,609 --> 00:11:01,083
Their hate will destroy the hospital,
301
00:11:01,084 --> 00:11:02,177
and then the whole planet.
302
00:11:02,178 --> 00:11:04,039
I am counting on you, Bailey.
303
00:11:04,362 --> 00:11:05,851
We're all counting on you.
304
00:11:05,926 --> 00:11:07,174
Godspeed.
305
00:11:14,442 --> 00:11:18,536
Okay, 56 year old presents with
pancreatic ductal obstruction...
306
00:11:18,537 --> 00:11:21,322
and dilated main pancreatic duct.
307
00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:23,297
Post-op procedure...
308
00:11:23,298 --> 00:11:23,822
Yes.
309
00:11:23,823 --> 00:11:24,880
Dude, give it a rest.
310
00:11:24,881 --> 00:11:26,333
If we don't know it by now, we're screwed.
311
00:11:26,334 --> 00:11:28,479
Besides, you've got your magical pencil
312
00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:29,134
to see you through.
313
00:11:29,135 --> 00:11:32,735
He's got a magic pencil? Oh, say more.
314
00:11:32,867 --> 00:11:33,868
His mommy brought it.
315
00:11:33,869 --> 00:11:35,746
Wait. How magical is this pencil?
316
00:11:35,747 --> 00:11:38,412
And can it stop that?
317
00:11:38,683 --> 00:11:39,539
I'm sorry.
318
00:11:39,540 --> 00:11:41,742
I'm sorry. This all just got
319
00:11:41,743 --> 00:11:43,485
really, really real.
320
00:11:43,486 --> 00:11:44,314
And man down.
321
00:11:44,315 --> 00:11:46,034
Two men down. First Grey, now...
322
00:11:46,035 --> 00:11:47,809
Meredith's not down. She's fine.
323
00:11:47,810 --> 00:11:49,329
Whoa. Shut up.
324
00:11:49,797 --> 00:11:50,799
- Dr. Robbins.
- Karev,
325
00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:52,079
why do you keep calling me?
326
00:11:52,080 --> 00:11:53,521
Well, you don't answer my texts.
327
00:11:53,522 --> 00:11:54,089
I just want to know if
328
00:11:54,090 --> 00:11:56,071
- you got Tommy's X-rays back yet.
- Yes. Okay?
329
00:11:56,072 --> 00:11:57,732
Yes, and your hunch was correct.
330
00:11:57,733 --> 00:11:59,698
His necrotizing
enterocolitis has returned.
331
00:11:59,699 --> 00:12:02,130
Is Morgan, uh,
are... are you gonna operate?
332
00:12:02,131 --> 00:12:03,004
Yeah.
333
00:12:03,005 --> 00:12:05,046
In a few hours. We're prepping him soon.
334
00:12:05,047 --> 00:12:07,191
Listen, I will text you when I...
335
00:12:07,374 --> 00:12:08,906
Wait. Karev?
336
00:12:08,907 --> 00:12:09,977
I gotta go.
337
00:12:10,274 --> 00:12:11,128
Go where, to eat?
338
00:12:11,129 --> 00:12:13,048
No, I gotta go back to Seattle.
339
00:12:16,018 --> 00:12:17,314
What?
340
00:12:33,801 --> 00:12:35,177
Hi.
341
00:12:35,675 --> 00:12:37,634
Yeah, no, just... sorry, I was napping.
342
00:12:37,635 --> 00:12:40,759
I'm just, uh, I-I feel
a little tired is all.
343
00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:41,723
How's Zola?
344
00:12:41,724 --> 00:12:43,492
Her fever's down to 100. Stop worrying.
345
00:12:43,493 --> 00:12:45,129
I can hear her screaming, Derek.
346
00:12:45,130 --> 00:12:45,956
No, no, she's screaming,
347
00:12:45,957 --> 00:12:47,278
"Go, mama. Kick butt on the boards."
348
00:12:47,279 --> 00:12:48,286
Is she really feeling better?
349
00:12:48,287 --> 00:12:49,172
Yeah, you hear that?
350
00:12:49,173 --> 00:12:50,389
She stopped crying.
351
00:12:51,867 --> 00:12:52,641
And now she's smiling
352
00:12:52,642 --> 00:12:54,057
that cute little smile she does.
353
00:12:54,058 --> 00:12:55,531
Oh, yeah. I love that smile.
354
00:12:55,532 --> 00:12:57,400
- You gonna be all right for tomorrow?
- Tomorrow? Yeah.
355
00:12:57,401 --> 00:12:59,432
I feel great. Listen, I made some calls.
356
00:12:59,433 --> 00:13:01,513
There is an opening at mass general,
357
00:13:01,613 --> 00:13:02,486
and we could do this.
358
00:13:02,487 --> 00:13:04,265
And Zola could grow up
359
00:13:04,266 --> 00:13:06,190
- with a Boston accent.
- Whoa.
360
00:13:06,191 --> 00:13:09,008
I don't even know if I want
the job at the Brigham.
361
00:13:09,096 --> 00:13:11,065
- And I haven't passed my test yet.
- You will.
362
00:13:11,066 --> 00:13:12,123
Oh, don't touch the buttons.
363
00:13:12,124 --> 00:13:13,603
Zola, I'm talking to your m...
364
00:13:21,058 --> 00:13:22,179
Wh...
365
00:13:34,379 --> 00:13:35,321
Nice.
366
00:13:35,322 --> 00:13:36,874
I don't take chances.
367
00:13:38,251 --> 00:13:39,772
My kid just hung up on me.
368
00:13:39,842 --> 00:13:41,342
Yeah, that'll happen again.
369
00:13:44,279 --> 00:13:46,657
W-where did you get an I.V. and fluids?
370
00:13:46,658 --> 00:13:49,017
I'm a doctor in a hotel full of doctors.
371
00:13:49,018 --> 00:13:50,268
Roll up your sleeve.
372
00:13:50,475 --> 00:13:51,784
You're a nice person.
373
00:13:51,785 --> 00:13:53,146
Ah, don't get all misty.
374
00:13:53,147 --> 00:13:54,312
I'm outta here in 60 seconds.
375
00:13:54,313 --> 00:13:56,361
This room is like a viral cesspool.
376
00:13:56,536 --> 00:13:57,294
Ow.
377
00:13:57,295 --> 00:13:58,656
I take that back.
378
00:14:04,881 --> 00:14:07,040
All right. Fluoro out.
379
00:14:09,285 --> 00:14:10,063
Okay.
380
00:14:10,064 --> 00:14:12,624
Where were we? Clamp, please.
381
00:14:13,318 --> 00:14:15,158
I hope that was worth it.
382
00:14:15,228 --> 00:14:17,166
Hey, just checking in. Almost done?
383
00:14:17,167 --> 00:14:19,303
Almost, but you should ask Altman.
384
00:14:19,304 --> 00:14:21,403
Uh, she usually disagrees with me.
385
00:14:21,404 --> 00:14:23,871
I need to check the final
position of the graft
386
00:14:23,872 --> 00:14:26,272
so, yeah, I disagree with Hunt.
387
00:14:26,766 --> 00:14:27,602
Okay then.
388
00:14:27,603 --> 00:14:29,290
I don't want to interrupt
the work that you're doing here,
389
00:14:29,291 --> 00:14:31,104
fixing the problems
that we all want fixed,
390
00:14:31,105 --> 00:14:32,785
that we all need fixed.
391
00:14:33,092 --> 00:14:34,724
So, uh, I'll be back.
392
00:14:34,725 --> 00:14:35,910
Uh, you could stay.
393
00:14:35,911 --> 00:14:37,597
There-there's room. Stay!
394
00:14:45,515 --> 00:14:46,393
You mind if I join you?
395
00:14:46,394 --> 00:14:47,816
No. Uh, please.
396
00:14:47,817 --> 00:14:49,563
I sent my idiot intern to get me lunch.
397
00:14:49,564 --> 00:14:51,393
I told him to get
me anything but lentil soup.
398
00:14:51,394 --> 00:14:52,633
You know what he brought me?
399
00:14:53,103 --> 00:14:54,048
Lentil soup.
400
00:14:54,049 --> 00:14:55,214
The future of medicine.
401
00:14:55,215 --> 00:14:57,231
I don't know. We're not all hopeless.
402
00:14:57,232 --> 00:14:58,678
I know. I'm spoiled with Avery.
403
00:14:58,679 --> 00:15:01,034
He's quick, he's thorough, he's funny.
404
00:15:01,035 --> 00:15:04,028
- Right, in a very dry kind of way.
- Right?
405
00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,405
What the hell happened to you two?
406
00:15:05,423 --> 00:15:06,686
Why'd you break up?
407
00:15:08,825 --> 00:15:10,011
Great.
408
00:15:10,459 --> 00:15:12,347
It's dumbo, the flying idiot.
409
00:15:12,620 --> 00:15:13,803
I left him treating a burn.
410
00:15:13,804 --> 00:15:15,804
Now he's probably the one on fire.
411
00:15:16,570 --> 00:15:17,906
To be continued.
412
00:15:18,459 --> 00:15:19,547
O...
413
00:15:24,977 --> 00:15:26,479
Retract more here.
414
00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:28,321
I need better visualization.
415
00:15:30,622 --> 00:15:31,369
How can I help?
416
00:15:31,370 --> 00:15:32,770
What the hell are you doing here?
417
00:15:32,771 --> 00:15:34,263
Look, I can't just stay in that hotel room
418
00:15:34,264 --> 00:15:34,967
and not do anything.
419
00:15:34,968 --> 00:15:36,928
There's nothing for you to do.
420
00:15:36,929 --> 00:15:38,145
Come on. I'm here. I can scrub in.
421
00:15:38,146 --> 00:15:40,522
No, there's nothing that I can do, Alex.
422
00:15:41,180 --> 00:15:42,812
Take a look yourself.
423
00:15:45,822 --> 00:15:48,051
Almost the entire bowel is necrotic.
424
00:15:48,052 --> 00:15:49,685
There's nothing else to be done.
425
00:15:49,735 --> 00:15:51,079
I'm closing.
426
00:15:59,421 --> 00:16:00,930
We're falling apart.
427
00:16:01,084 --> 00:16:02,344
Meredith's sick
428
00:16:02,345 --> 00:16:03,701
and Alex...
429
00:16:03,702 --> 00:16:05,718
- What the hell was he thinking?
- Mnh-mnh.
430
00:16:05,925 --> 00:16:07,386
See, you gotta put all
that out of your head.
431
00:16:07,387 --> 00:16:09,500
Okay? Concentrate on your own game.
432
00:16:10,823 --> 00:16:12,104
I'm a soldier.
433
00:16:12,566 --> 00:16:13,538
What?
434
00:16:13,539 --> 00:16:14,579
Nothing.
435
00:16:15,126 --> 00:16:16,570
Hey, but we're still standing, right?
436
00:16:16,571 --> 00:16:17,832
- Hell, yeah, we are.
- Yeah.
437
00:16:17,833 --> 00:16:18,648
Me and you.
438
00:16:18,649 --> 00:16:19,912
Me and you.
439
00:16:23,105 --> 00:16:24,095
Who is that?
440
00:16:24,637 --> 00:16:27,279
Oh, that's the guy who
thinks I stole his job.
441
00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:28,018
He hates me.
442
00:16:28,019 --> 00:16:29,859
So what? He's a douche.
443
00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:32,539
Ah, and here he comes.
444
00:16:32,540 --> 00:16:33,370
Nah, dude, just don't.
445
00:16:33,371 --> 00:16:35,013
- Just sit down...
- No, no, I-I want to apologize.
446
00:16:35,014 --> 00:16:36,758
I was a tool this afternoon.
447
00:16:36,955 --> 00:16:38,411
No hard feelings?
448
00:16:38,593 --> 00:16:39,222
Sure, yeah.
449
00:16:39,223 --> 00:16:41,173
No problem. No problem at all.
450
00:16:41,836 --> 00:16:42,938
I'm sorry.
451
00:16:42,974 --> 00:16:44,557
You have nothing to be sorry for.
452
00:16:45,264 --> 00:16:47,480
I mean, best man wins and
all that stuff, right?
453
00:16:47,481 --> 00:16:48,816
Or woman, whatever.
454
00:16:48,817 --> 00:16:50,011
Yeah, he's had a few beers. You know what?
455
00:16:50,012 --> 00:16:50,968
And he got bad news today, so we'll just...
456
00:16:50,969 --> 00:16:53,056
All I'm saying is, obviously,
457
00:16:53,057 --> 00:16:55,065
she can offer something
that I can't offer.
458
00:16:55,066 --> 00:16:57,534
All right. Everybody's a
little wound up, all right?
459
00:16:57,535 --> 00:16:59,951
So big day tomorrow, maybe you should, um,
460
00:17:00,037 --> 00:17:00,911
go sleep it off.
461
00:17:00,912 --> 00:17:02,192
Are you the boyfriend?
462
00:17:02,447 --> 00:17:03,846
You know, you should watch out next year,
463
00:17:03,847 --> 00:17:05,106
'cause, uh, Ted Stevenson
464
00:17:05,107 --> 00:17:06,365
likes himself a redhead.
465
00:17:06,366 --> 00:17:08,683
All right. Okay, Kevin.
I think you can leave.
466
00:17:08,684 --> 00:17:10,486
Or maybe you found that out already.
467
00:17:10,487 --> 00:17:12,038
Is that how you got the job?
468
00:17:13,245 --> 00:17:14,133
Oh!
469
00:17:14,134 --> 00:17:15,495
Ohh! Whoa.
470
00:17:15,557 --> 00:17:16,741
Bitch!
471
00:17:16,834 --> 00:17:18,113
Hey, look, you need...
472
00:17:19,100 --> 00:17:19,771
Really?
473
00:17:19,772 --> 00:17:20,586
You want to go?
474
00:17:20,587 --> 00:17:23,033
Yeah, bitch! I want to go!
475
00:17:33,972 --> 00:17:36,149
- Stop!
- Yeah, you want more of this?!
'cause I got more!
476
00:17:36,150 --> 00:17:37,453
Shut your big mouth, all right?
477
00:17:37,454 --> 00:17:39,213
- Oh, yeah, it goes with my big brain, dumbass!
- What?
478
00:17:39,214 --> 00:17:43,233
- That's why I got your job next year!
- April!
479
00:17:43,323 --> 00:17:44,782
- Ugh!
- Enough!
480
00:17:45,613 --> 00:17:47,525
Now if anyone is still here in 30 seconds,
481
00:17:47,526 --> 00:17:48,991
you're barred from the test.
482
00:17:48,992 --> 00:17:50,218
Now get!
483
00:17:53,092 --> 00:17:54,573
That was not our fault, okay?
484
00:17:54,574 --> 00:17:56,094
These case western reserve guys,
485
00:17:56,095 --> 00:17:57,168
- they started the whole...
- What are you doing here?!
486
00:17:57,169 --> 00:17:58,625
What am I doing here?
487
00:17:58,884 --> 00:17:59,646
What are you doing here?
488
00:17:59,647 --> 00:18:01,357
We just came down here
to get something to eat...
489
00:18:01,358 --> 00:18:03,285
No, I thought you were here to prove
490
00:18:03,286 --> 00:18:05,067
that the considerable
amount of money spent
491
00:18:05,068 --> 00:18:06,576
training you wasn't wasted,
492
00:18:06,577 --> 00:18:09,334
that the dreams you had
of becoming surgeons
493
00:18:09,335 --> 00:18:12,000
won't vanish in a puff of smoke tomorrow
494
00:18:12,001 --> 00:18:13,637
when the examiner asks you a question
495
00:18:13,638 --> 00:18:15,128
and you can't answer it
496
00:18:15,129 --> 00:18:17,269
because instead of getting
a good night's sleep,
497
00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:19,399
you were engaging in a barroom brawl.
498
00:18:20,778 --> 00:18:22,242
- We should probably go.
- We should go.
499
00:18:22,243 --> 00:18:24,402
- Good night, chief.
- Okay, night, chief.
500
00:18:25,838 --> 00:18:27,148
Oh, my god.
501
00:18:27,149 --> 00:18:28,828
Good lord.
502
00:18:28,928 --> 00:18:31,054
So you d... you didn't do anything?
503
00:18:31,055 --> 00:18:32,601
You just closed him back up?
504
00:18:32,602 --> 00:18:34,634
There was too much necrosis.
505
00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:36,612
He's not going to survive.
506
00:18:37,117 --> 00:18:38,598
So we'll keep the pressors going,
507
00:18:38,599 --> 00:18:40,317
keep him on T.P.N. until he's ready.
508
00:18:40,318 --> 00:18:41,830
There's got to be more that we can do.
509
00:18:41,831 --> 00:18:43,039
Morgan...
510
00:18:44,044 --> 00:18:45,324
We did it.
511
00:18:46,427 --> 00:18:47,385
You did it.
512
00:18:47,386 --> 00:18:48,665
You did it all.
513
00:19:00,372 --> 00:19:01,841
I'm sorry.
514
00:19:02,531 --> 00:19:03,827
I really am.
515
00:19:20,442 --> 00:19:21,975
All right. I am almost finished here.
516
00:19:21,976 --> 00:19:24,020
I think this boy is gonna
have to lose his spleen.
517
00:19:24,021 --> 00:19:25,450
You see any way of salvaging it?
518
00:19:25,451 --> 00:19:26,586
Mnh-mnh.
519
00:19:27,415 --> 00:19:29,697
What... B.P.'s crashing?
What... what happened?
520
00:19:29,698 --> 00:19:31,644
There's a leak. The graft is leaking.
521
00:19:31,645 --> 00:19:32,915
Fluoro in.
522
00:19:38,255 --> 00:19:38,816
I knew it.
523
00:19:38,817 --> 00:19:40,901
What-what did you know, that grafts leak?
524
00:19:40,902 --> 00:19:42,070
It's common. It happens.
525
00:19:42,071 --> 00:19:43,242
Well, fix it and then get out.
526
00:19:43,243 --> 00:19:45,303
What do you think that I am trying to do?
527
00:19:45,304 --> 00:19:47,792
All right, the leak is
below the diaphragm.
528
00:19:47,793 --> 00:19:49,652
I can try and fix the graft by...
529
00:19:49,653 --> 00:19:51,295
Here. The abdomen's already open.
530
00:19:51,296 --> 00:19:52,577
We can try to fix it manually.
531
00:19:52,578 --> 00:19:53,395
- Fine.
- Try it.
532
00:19:53,396 --> 00:19:54,727
Fluoro out.
533
00:19:56,016 --> 00:19:59,049
Uh, I'm having trouble
visualizing with all this blood.
534
00:19:59,050 --> 00:20:00,229
Hunt, a little help, please.
535
00:20:00,230 --> 00:20:02,310
No, Altman can assist.
536
00:20:02,605 --> 00:20:03,243
Altman?
537
00:20:03,244 --> 00:20:04,855
My head's not in the game.
I shouldn't be here.
538
00:20:04,856 --> 00:20:06,371
So, uh, if you've got this,
539
00:20:06,372 --> 00:20:09,205
I will... leave you to it.
540
00:20:17,950 --> 00:20:19,054
Catherine?
541
00:20:19,171 --> 00:20:20,371
Richard?
542
00:20:20,450 --> 00:20:21,515
You're an examiner?
543
00:20:21,516 --> 00:20:23,093
Either that or I'm stalking you.
544
00:20:23,094 --> 00:20:25,287
Well, that's a win-win if I ever heard it.
545
00:20:25,642 --> 00:20:26,991
Give me a hug.
546
00:20:30,363 --> 00:20:32,213
- I-I didn't know you'd be here.
- Every year.
547
00:20:32,214 --> 00:20:34,581
Making the future of
medicine wet its pants.
548
00:20:35,552 --> 00:20:36,815
What are you doing here?
549
00:20:36,816 --> 00:20:39,302
Archie Katz... he came down
with the stomach flu,
550
00:20:39,303 --> 00:20:40,764
and they asked me to sub in.
551
00:20:40,765 --> 00:20:43,002
You know, I figured I'd
spend the entire day
552
00:20:43,003 --> 00:20:45,499
staring at sweaty, anxious residents.
553
00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:47,549
This is a real improvement.
554
00:20:47,550 --> 00:20:48,926
I should hope so.
555
00:20:53,696 --> 00:20:54,800
Coming.
556
00:20:55,081 --> 00:20:56,362
No, don't open the door.
557
00:20:56,363 --> 00:20:58,221
I-I don't want to breathe your air.
558
00:20:58,222 --> 00:20:59,886
I just want to know if you need anything.
559
00:20:59,556 --> 00:21:00,880
Oh, no. I'm okay.
560
00:21:00,880 --> 00:21:01,566
Did you sleep?
561
00:21:01,566 --> 00:21:04,852
No, it's worse when I lie down or... whoa.
562
00:21:04,852 --> 00:21:08,298
Uh, um, when I stand up, apparently.
563
00:21:21,727 --> 00:21:23,751
Do you think Zola's gonna hate me?
564
00:21:24,409 --> 00:21:25,122
Why?
565
00:21:25,122 --> 00:21:27,704
Because moms should be with
their kids when they're sick.
566
00:21:27,704 --> 00:21:30,273
All you want to do is lay on top
of your mom when you're sick.
567
00:21:30,273 --> 00:21:33,048
My mother was never
around to lay on top of,
568
00:21:33,490 --> 00:21:36,624
and now I'm not there for
Zola to lay on top of.
569
00:21:36,684 --> 00:21:37,929
I was just wondering if you think
570
00:21:37,929 --> 00:21:39,410
she's gonna hate me.
571
00:21:44,422 --> 00:21:46,122
Owen slept with someone.
572
00:21:47,604 --> 00:21:48,832
Yeah.
573
00:21:50,214 --> 00:21:51,566
Did you know?
574
00:21:51,857 --> 00:21:53,133
Yeah.
575
00:21:53,272 --> 00:21:54,155
Does everyone know?
576
00:21:54,155 --> 00:21:55,135
No.
577
00:21:55,135 --> 00:21:56,949
He thought you told me
578
00:21:56,949 --> 00:21:58,427
so he told me.
579
00:21:59,215 --> 00:22:01,034
Anyway, that's how I know.
580
00:22:04,395 --> 00:22:05,261
Okay.
581
00:22:05,261 --> 00:22:06,455
He's a pig,
582
00:22:06,455 --> 00:22:07,817
and you deserve better.
583
00:22:13,284 --> 00:22:14,500
Are you still there?
584
00:22:16,541 --> 00:22:17,903
Yeah, I'm still here.
585
00:22:19,619 --> 00:22:21,402
Oh, my god. That was amazing.
586
00:22:21,402 --> 00:22:22,741
You just punched a guy.
587
00:22:22,741 --> 00:22:23,684
I punched a guy.
588
00:22:23,684 --> 00:22:25,642
You were freakin' crazy in there.
589
00:22:25,642 --> 00:22:27,287
Jackson, we are gonna do this.
590
00:22:27,287 --> 00:22:28,470
I-I-I can feel it.
591
00:22:28,470 --> 00:22:31,073
I... this is our last night as residents.
592
00:22:31,073 --> 00:22:31,761
Let's hope.
593
00:22:31,761 --> 00:22:34,167
No, stop that! You just
stop doubting yourself.
594
00:22:34,167 --> 00:22:36,149
We freakin' kicked that
guy's ass in there.
595
00:22:36,149 --> 00:22:37,325
We are gonna kick this test's ass.
596
00:22:37,325 --> 00:22:39,165
How come you're so
confident all of a sudden?
597
00:22:39,165 --> 00:22:41,228
I'm a soldier.
598
00:22:41,228 --> 00:22:43,031
Yeah, I still don't know
what that means, but...
599
00:22:45,459 --> 00:22:46,873
Mm. April.
600
00:22:48,384 --> 00:22:49,765
Should I not have done that?
601
00:22:49,765 --> 00:22:51,017
I, um...
602
00:22:51,698 --> 00:22:53,224
I...
603
00:22:54,834 --> 00:22:56,759
If you want me to stop, just say so,
604
00:22:56,981 --> 00:22:58,307
and I'll stop.
605
00:22:58,892 --> 00:23:00,511
I just... you're...
606
00:23:01,185 --> 00:23:03,216
The way you're kissing
me right now, you just...
607
00:23:03,216 --> 00:23:04,366
You're a virgin. You're a virgin.
608
00:23:04,366 --> 00:23:07,449
Yes, because my whole
life since I was a kid,
609
00:23:07,449 --> 00:23:10,620
I had this idea of how
my life was supposed to be,
610
00:23:10,620 --> 00:23:12,818
these rules that I was supposed to follow,
611
00:23:12,818 --> 00:23:14,576
but I'm not a kid.
612
00:23:14,576 --> 00:23:17,765
I'm not the same person I was
when I started my residency.
613
00:23:18,326 --> 00:23:20,093
I just punched a guy.
614
00:23:20,311 --> 00:23:22,183
And it felt really good.
615
00:23:22,262 --> 00:23:25,490
And if something feels really,
really good,
616
00:23:26,096 --> 00:23:27,673
it can't be bad, right?
617
00:23:27,898 --> 00:23:29,369
I, uh...
618
00:23:29,902 --> 00:23:31,917
Jackson, hey.
619
00:23:33,748 --> 00:23:34,961
It's okay.
620
00:23:36,007 --> 00:23:37,297
Really.
621
00:23:37,521 --> 00:23:38,854
It's okay.
622
00:23:44,129 --> 00:23:45,081
I'm just saying,
623
00:23:45,081 --> 00:23:46,949
if Jackson doesn't pass tomorrow,
624
00:23:46,949 --> 00:23:50,071
I'm holding you personally responsible.
625
00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,367
Well, don't worry about Jackson.
626
00:23:53,360 --> 00:23:54,980
He kept his head down.
627
00:23:56,868 --> 00:23:58,257
He's in good shape.
628
00:23:58,717 --> 00:24:00,023
And how about you?
629
00:24:01,098 --> 00:24:02,436
How's Adele?
630
00:24:03,074 --> 00:24:04,602
Okay, I think.
631
00:24:05,081 --> 00:24:06,690
I haven't seen her in a while.
632
00:24:06,802 --> 00:24:09,877
It confuses her more than
anything when I'm there.
633
00:24:10,449 --> 00:24:11,951
How are you with that?
634
00:24:15,113 --> 00:24:16,585
It's the right thing.
635
00:24:18,322 --> 00:24:19,594
Actually...
636
00:24:19,923 --> 00:24:21,203
she's happier.
637
00:24:23,664 --> 00:24:25,063
At our age, you would think
638
00:24:25,063 --> 00:24:28,360
we wouldn't have to grow up anymore, huh?
639
00:24:33,596 --> 00:24:35,067
Hey. How are we doing in here?
640
00:24:35,067 --> 00:24:36,872
I am not the problem. He is.
641
00:24:36,872 --> 00:24:39,779
I mean, he is completely
unwilling to collaborate.
642
00:24:39,779 --> 00:24:42,240
He should've been in
here fixing that leak.
643
00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:42,818
Oh, but, no.
644
00:24:42,818 --> 00:24:46,021
He is just not willing to even hear me.
645
00:24:46,021 --> 00:24:48,345
I mean, it's obstructing patient care...
646
00:24:48,345 --> 00:24:50,064
Really? You had eight hours.
647
00:24:50,104 --> 00:24:51,160
Why is this on me?
648
00:24:51,160 --> 00:24:53,992
Well, because she'll listen to you.
649
00:24:54,676 --> 00:24:57,128
And because I organized ladies night.
It's your turn.
650
00:24:57,128 --> 00:24:58,328
Jump in and save the day again.
651
00:24:58,328 --> 00:24:59,976
I can't work with him
if he is gonna fight me
652
00:24:59,976 --> 00:25:01,812
on every single thing.
653
00:25:01,812 --> 00:25:04,853
Okay, he is not fighting you.
654
00:25:04,853 --> 00:25:07,637
He disagreed with you on
a course of treatment.
655
00:25:07,637 --> 00:25:08,926
That is something doctors do.
656
00:25:08,926 --> 00:25:10,511
But you don't see him as a doctor.
657
00:25:10,511 --> 00:25:12,824
You only see him as the man you blame
658
00:25:12,824 --> 00:25:14,724
for the death of your husband.
659
00:25:14,724 --> 00:25:17,970
And you know and I know,
that was not his fault.
660
00:25:17,970 --> 00:25:19,461
But he's accepted that blame
661
00:25:19,461 --> 00:25:21,449
because he thinks
it makes you feel better.
662
00:25:21,449 --> 00:25:23,162
He's not fighting you.
663
00:25:23,188 --> 00:25:25,043
But you keep fighting him.
664
00:25:30,610 --> 00:25:31,851
He lost you.
665
00:25:31,851 --> 00:25:33,182
He lost his friend,
666
00:25:33,182 --> 00:25:34,634
and now he's probably losing his wife.
667
00:25:34,634 --> 00:25:36,175
His world is falling apart.
668
00:25:36,175 --> 00:25:38,263
So I hope blaming him is helping you,
669
00:25:38,263 --> 00:25:40,022
'cause it sure isn't helping him.
670
00:25:53,226 --> 00:25:54,582
I've turned off his pressors
671
00:25:54,582 --> 00:25:56,698
so we won't be able to manage
his blood pressure anymore,
672
00:25:56,698 --> 00:25:59,023
and his T.P.N. and his fluids,
673
00:25:59,023 --> 00:26:01,618
so he won't be getting any more nutrition.
674
00:26:03,386 --> 00:26:04,601
You okay?
675
00:26:08,364 --> 00:26:09,896
I'm gonna turn off his ventilator
676
00:26:09,896 --> 00:26:12,172
And remove his E.T. tube.
677
00:26:14,444 --> 00:26:15,816
Do you need a minute?
678
00:26:46,048 --> 00:26:47,940
His breathing will slow down
679
00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:49,984
and his heart will eventually stop.
680
00:26:50,979 --> 00:26:53,371
It may take minutes. It may take hours.
681
00:27:08,371 --> 00:27:09,178
This is the first time
682
00:27:09,178 --> 00:27:11,730
I've ever really been able to hold him...
683
00:27:13,161 --> 00:27:15,132
without the tubes and junk.
684
00:27:16,295 --> 00:27:17,690
It's nice.
685
00:27:18,705 --> 00:27:20,133
Stay.
686
00:27:21,577 --> 00:27:22,955
Please.
687
00:27:37,179 --> 00:27:38,257
Thank you, doctor.
688
00:27:38,257 --> 00:27:39,174
Hey.
689
00:27:39,174 --> 00:27:40,256
Ah, we meet again.
690
00:27:40,256 --> 00:27:42,438
Hey. Thanks.
691
00:27:43,434 --> 00:27:44,190
Mm-hmm. Uh, by the way,
692
00:27:44,190 --> 00:27:45,897
it wasn't me, was it?
693
00:27:45,897 --> 00:27:46,540
What?
694
00:27:46,540 --> 00:27:47,896
That split you two up...
695
00:27:47,981 --> 00:27:49,731
the fact that Avery and
I are working together,
696
00:27:49,731 --> 00:27:51,794
the fact that you have
to see me all the time?
697
00:27:51,794 --> 00:27:53,770
I mean, I don't-I don't
make you uncomfortable, do I?
698
00:27:53,770 --> 00:27:54,595
No. No, no, no, no.
699
00:27:54,595 --> 00:27:56,633
I... No, you don't.
700
00:27:56,633 --> 00:27:59,250
Great, because this is nice.
701
00:27:59,488 --> 00:28:01,151
Talking to you... I miss it.
702
00:28:01,933 --> 00:28:03,142
I miss you.
703
00:28:03,167 --> 00:28:04,610
I miss you, too.
704
00:28:05,234 --> 00:28:06,820
And...
705
00:28:08,430 --> 00:28:10,554
the reason that Jackson
and I broke up, it...
706
00:28:10,554 --> 00:28:12,194
Oh, you know what?
We don't have to talk about that.
707
00:28:12,194 --> 00:28:14,030
It's really... it's none of
my business so forget I asked.
708
00:28:14,030 --> 00:28:15,226
We can be friends
709
00:28:15,226 --> 00:28:18,149
who don't talk about that stuff, ever.
710
00:28:19,995 --> 00:28:21,272
Okay.
711
00:28:25,409 --> 00:28:27,626
Oh, but as your friend,
712
00:28:27,626 --> 00:28:29,178
if you're not over him,
713
00:28:29,867 --> 00:28:31,303
you should tell him,
714
00:28:31,588 --> 00:28:34,003
because seriously,
you guys are great together.
715
00:28:36,586 --> 00:28:37,811
Thanks.
716
00:28:38,389 --> 00:28:39,920
Don't stay too late.
717
00:28:43,628 --> 00:28:45,925
And I look just to the left of their head.
718
00:28:45,925 --> 00:28:47,272
It freaks 'em out.
719
00:28:47,452 --> 00:28:48,786
You are terrible.
720
00:28:48,786 --> 00:28:49,856
Oh, come on, now.
721
00:28:49,856 --> 00:28:52,195
You gonna try and tell me
you're all warm and maternal?
722
00:28:52,195 --> 00:28:55,929
I am supportive and I'm encouraging.
723
00:28:55,929 --> 00:28:58,919
Mm-hmm. I've watched
you with your students.
724
00:28:58,978 --> 00:29:00,316
I know your moves.
725
00:29:00,316 --> 00:29:01,416
Oh, do you now?
726
00:29:01,416 --> 00:29:02,555
I certainly do.
727
00:29:02,555 --> 00:29:06,966
I don't know. I may have a move
or two that you haven't seen.
728
00:29:15,695 --> 00:29:17,613
Would you like some... some coffee?
729
00:29:17,986 --> 00:29:19,234
No.
730
00:29:20,200 --> 00:29:21,701
More-more dessert?
731
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,149
No.
732
00:29:26,618 --> 00:29:27,936
Yeah.
733
00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:30,545
You tired?
734
00:29:32,006 --> 00:29:33,854
Not in the least.
735
00:29:38,296 --> 00:29:39,899
Would you like me to get the check?
736
00:29:43,021 --> 00:29:46,216
Honey, could you get us the check, please?
737
00:29:47,080 --> 00:29:48,332
Yes, ma'am.
738
00:31:19,766 --> 00:31:21,098
Okay.
739
00:31:22,441 --> 00:31:25,298
That was really great. That was really...
740
00:31:25,298 --> 00:31:28,935
Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yes, that was...
741
00:31:31,939 --> 00:31:35,581
You were great.
I mean... I mean, are you, uh...
742
00:31:37,615 --> 00:31:38,948
Are you glad we did that?
743
00:31:41,818 --> 00:31:43,094
Yeah.
744
00:31:44,482 --> 00:31:46,000
Yeah.
745
00:31:49,070 --> 00:31:49,986
So you're okay?
746
00:31:49,986 --> 00:31:54,525
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just... tired.
747
00:31:55,822 --> 00:31:57,099
Yeah.
748
00:31:58,813 --> 00:32:00,369
You should get some sleep.
749
00:32:01,088 --> 00:32:02,855
Yeah, I should get some sleep.
750
00:32:05,282 --> 00:32:06,189
Here or...
751
00:32:06,189 --> 00:32:07,476
Yeah.
752
00:32:08,463 --> 00:32:09,743
Yeah.
753
00:32:10,663 --> 00:32:11,995
Or...
754
00:32:12,230 --> 00:32:13,724
or you could go.
755
00:32:15,247 --> 00:32:17,157
Don't you have to get your pencil?
756
00:32:18,356 --> 00:32:19,917
It's the middle of the night.
757
00:32:21,587 --> 00:32:22,158
Right.
758
00:32:22,158 --> 00:32:24,591
Yeah. But you know what?
759
00:32:24,832 --> 00:32:26,146
I could go if you want.
760
00:32:26,512 --> 00:32:28,193
Yeah. You know what? I'll go.
761
00:32:28,695 --> 00:32:30,066
You can get some sleep.
762
00:32:30,998 --> 00:32:32,285
Okay.
763
00:32:32,550 --> 00:32:33,913
You sure you're okay?
764
00:32:34,764 --> 00:32:36,019
I'm great.
765
00:32:38,133 --> 00:32:39,529
I'll see you tomorrow.
766
00:32:55,825 --> 00:32:57,702
You can stay with me.
767
00:32:58,017 --> 00:33:01,182
Alex, Jackson, and April moved out.
There's room.
768
00:33:01,820 --> 00:33:03,835
I don't want to come stay with you.
769
00:33:04,611 --> 00:33:06,109
Is he moving out?
770
00:33:08,283 --> 00:33:09,341
I don't know.
771
00:33:09,341 --> 00:33:11,280
But you're not together. You broke up.
772
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:13,060
No, we can't just...
773
00:33:14,397 --> 00:33:15,551
break up.
774
00:33:15,551 --> 00:33:16,967
- We're married.
- I know.
775
00:33:16,967 --> 00:33:20,439
I mean, I think Derek used
a pretty good attorney
776
00:33:20,439 --> 00:33:21,252
for his divorce.
777
00:33:21,252 --> 00:33:22,742
I don't want an attorney.
778
00:33:23,162 --> 00:33:24,383
Okay.
779
00:33:26,149 --> 00:33:28,544
Well... he cheated on you.
780
00:33:28,544 --> 00:33:29,812
Yeah, this isn't you and Derek.
781
00:33:29,812 --> 00:33:31,587
He didn't fall in love with her.
782
00:33:34,829 --> 00:33:36,266
He screwed someone...
783
00:33:37,344 --> 00:33:38,599
one time...
784
00:33:39,548 --> 00:33:40,576
when he was drunk.
785
00:33:40,576 --> 00:33:42,880
I mean, does that mean
my marriage is over?
786
00:33:43,108 --> 00:33:44,545
What he did was wrong.
787
00:33:44,918 --> 00:33:47,129
And if it were me...
788
00:33:47,129 --> 00:33:50,815
Hey, if I screwed someone
once when I was drunk...
789
00:33:51,379 --> 00:33:53,051
and I could, I know me.
790
00:33:53,051 --> 00:33:54,431
If I did it...
791
00:33:56,189 --> 00:33:58,533
I wouldn't want Owen to leave me for that.
792
00:33:58,533 --> 00:34:00,776
Everything isn't so perfectly right
793
00:34:00,776 --> 00:34:02,388
or perfectly wrong.
794
00:34:03,737 --> 00:34:04,979
Okay.
795
00:34:07,533 --> 00:34:08,751
Say it.
796
00:34:10,978 --> 00:34:12,887
You got married awfully fast.
797
00:34:16,252 --> 00:34:17,482
Be on my side.
798
00:34:17,482 --> 00:34:19,671
I am on your side.
799
00:34:19,671 --> 00:34:22,671
But it, you know,
it's like you're defending him.
800
00:34:23,059 --> 00:34:25,508
And I don't know how
we're supposed to feel.
801
00:34:25,508 --> 00:34:28,759
Well, he's my husband.
Th-this is a marriage.
802
00:34:30,549 --> 00:34:31,830
Okay.
803
00:34:39,444 --> 00:34:40,966
Oh, I want to leave him.
804
00:34:42,528 --> 00:34:43,892
Okay.
805
00:34:44,141 --> 00:34:45,680
So that means I'm gone.
806
00:34:46,161 --> 00:34:48,896
So you're gonna take the job at Stanford?
807
00:34:48,965 --> 00:34:50,116
Or Columbia.
808
00:34:52,814 --> 00:34:54,548
Well, you'd be leaving me, too.
809
00:34:55,980 --> 00:34:57,525
Well, you might go to the Brigham.
810
00:34:58,043 --> 00:34:59,474
Probably not.
811
00:35:01,177 --> 00:35:01,978
Maybe.
812
00:35:07,180 --> 00:35:09,773
Yeah, I... I'd leave you, too.
813
00:35:14,247 --> 00:35:15,438
There are phones, you know?
814
00:35:15,438 --> 00:35:18,200
- Oh, you hate the phone.
- I know I do.
815
00:35:18,691 --> 00:35:19,913
But...
816
00:35:20,703 --> 00:35:22,471
I mean, I don't have to like it.
817
00:35:27,078 --> 00:35:29,008
Put your hand under the door.
818
00:35:29,988 --> 00:35:31,190
What?
819
00:35:32,704 --> 00:35:33,463
Just do it.
820
00:36:02,242 --> 00:36:04,382
Oh, god. Oh.
821
00:36:05,288 --> 00:36:06,887
He stopped breathing.
822
00:36:06,887 --> 00:36:08,585
No. I'm not ready yet.
823
00:36:08,585 --> 00:36:09,996
I don't-I don't... just please...
824
00:36:09,996 --> 00:36:12,100
I'm not ready yet.
825
00:36:19,575 --> 00:36:20,913
Oh, god.
826
00:36:21,113 --> 00:36:22,877
Oh, god.
827
00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:26,880
Oh, my sweet Tommy.
828
00:36:29,555 --> 00:36:32,449
Mommy loves you so much.
829
00:36:33,443 --> 00:36:37,781
Oh, mommy loves you so, so much.
830
00:36:57,192 --> 00:36:58,013
How's Morgan doing?
831
00:36:58,013 --> 00:37:00,080
She just lost her baby.
How do you think she's doing?
832
00:37:00,080 --> 00:37:01,133
Okay, look, Karev...
833
00:37:01,133 --> 00:37:02,478
Oh, come on. It's been a long night.
834
00:37:02,478 --> 00:37:03,806
Whatever you want to nag me about,
835
00:37:03,806 --> 00:37:04,726
just... can't it wait?
836
00:37:04,726 --> 00:37:05,762
No, it can't.
837
00:37:05,762 --> 00:37:07,826
I need you as my peds fellow next year.
838
00:37:07,826 --> 00:37:09,129
I need you to pass your boards,
839
00:37:09,129 --> 00:37:11,837
and you can't pass
your boards unless you take them.
840
00:37:12,463 --> 00:37:15,027
Look... I need to stay here with Morgan...
841
00:37:15,027 --> 00:37:16,891
Morgan needs to get by
without you right now.
842
00:37:16,891 --> 00:37:18,302
You were her baby's doctor. That's all.
843
00:37:18,302 --> 00:37:20,711
She's gonna be okay.
I will make sure she is.
844
00:37:20,711 --> 00:37:22,705
The test is gonna be, like,
in-in three hours.
845
00:37:22,705 --> 00:37:26,479
I have never once seen you
give up on a patient, Karev.
846
00:37:26,963 --> 00:37:28,286
Don't give up on this.
847
00:37:28,286 --> 00:37:29,584
I'm never gonna get there in time.
848
00:37:29,584 --> 00:37:30,867
Try.
849
00:37:42,088 --> 00:37:43,335
Are you up?
850
00:37:45,304 --> 00:37:46,587
How are you feeling?
851
00:37:47,984 --> 00:37:49,311
Worse.
852
00:37:50,227 --> 00:37:51,439
Get up.
853
00:37:51,439 --> 00:37:53,932
Seriously, Cristina, I don't think I can.
854
00:37:53,932 --> 00:37:55,225
Open the door.
855
00:37:56,172 --> 00:37:57,988
Just go get ready. I'll be fine.
856
00:37:57,988 --> 00:37:59,511
Open the door, Mer.
857
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:00,892
Oh.
858
00:38:10,543 --> 00:38:11,909
Easy.
859
00:38:12,013 --> 00:38:13,388
Easy.
860
00:38:16,015 --> 00:38:19,445
Okay, now that's
the last time you throw up.
861
00:38:19,495 --> 00:38:21,630
Mind over matter. You can do this.
862
00:38:21,866 --> 00:38:23,098
Okay?
863
00:38:24,751 --> 00:38:26,335
Fine, ma. You were right.
864
00:38:26,335 --> 00:38:27,875
I always feel...
865
00:38:28,296 --> 00:38:29,222
Oh.
866
00:38:29,222 --> 00:38:31,498
Sorry. I thought this my mom's room.
867
00:38:31,498 --> 00:38:33,944
Uh, uh, no, no problem.
868
00:38:33,944 --> 00:38:35,464
I thought you were room service.
869
00:38:35,464 --> 00:38:36,687
No problem at all.
870
00:38:36,687 --> 00:38:37,988
Okay.
871
00:38:46,778 --> 00:38:48,044
No.
872
00:38:55,082 --> 00:38:56,552
Good luck, baby.
873
00:39:02,105 --> 00:39:03,565
I...
874
00:39:05,373 --> 00:39:07,713
Do you think he's traumatized?
875
00:39:07,871 --> 00:39:09,317
For life.
876
00:39:12,055 --> 00:39:13,851
Well, we did it.
877
00:39:13,851 --> 00:39:15,248
We made it through the night.
878
00:39:15,894 --> 00:39:19,996
You know why, Zola?
'cause we're survivors, me and you.
879
00:39:19,996 --> 00:39:22,250
And your mom's gonna pass the boards,
880
00:39:22,319 --> 00:39:23,810
and hopefully, you don't throw up on me
881
00:39:23,810 --> 00:39:25,957
in the next 15 minutes, right?
882
00:39:28,262 --> 00:39:29,329
Where have you been all night?
883
00:39:29,329 --> 00:39:31,700
At the hospital. I was
finishing your neuro research.
884
00:39:31,700 --> 00:39:33,491
Why is she in a bumblebee costume?
885
00:39:33,491 --> 00:39:36,808
Oh, she's throw up on all
of her other clothes.
886
00:39:44,322 --> 00:39:45,919
Mark said that, uh...
887
00:39:46,921 --> 00:39:48,526
that he misses me.
888
00:39:49,985 --> 00:39:51,664
But I miss him, you know?
889
00:39:51,664 --> 00:39:52,959
I, uh...
890
00:39:54,658 --> 00:39:55,983
I really...
891
00:39:56,011 --> 00:39:57,734
I really miss him.
892
00:39:58,585 --> 00:39:59,656
You know, and he...
893
00:39:59,656 --> 00:40:01,431
he thinks that I still love Jackson,
894
00:40:01,431 --> 00:40:03,651
but I try to tell him that I don't,
895
00:40:03,651 --> 00:40:07,002
I try to tell him that I still love him...
896
00:40:08,922 --> 00:40:11,386
but-but I-I open my mouth...
897
00:40:12,470 --> 00:40:14,522
and nothing comes out.
898
00:40:14,924 --> 00:40:17,801
And everything is terrible.
899
00:40:20,106 --> 00:40:21,532
It's gonna be okay.
900
00:40:23,767 --> 00:40:25,063
It's gonna be okay.
901
00:40:31,659 --> 00:40:32,866
What?
902
00:40:34,312 --> 00:40:35,631
Cristina texted,
903
00:40:35,631 --> 00:40:37,032
and she's about to go in.
904
00:40:37,032 --> 00:40:38,043
She's feeling good.
905
00:40:38,043 --> 00:40:41,093
And... and she's ready.
906
00:40:42,294 --> 00:40:44,019
I ju... I just thought you'd want to know.
907
00:40:48,179 --> 00:40:50,800
Kindergarten, high school...
908
00:40:50,999 --> 00:40:53,248
college, med school...
909
00:40:53,790 --> 00:40:55,192
residency...
910
00:40:55,399 --> 00:40:57,348
It all leads to this moment.
911
00:40:57,562 --> 00:40:58,148
Good luck.
912
00:40:58,148 --> 00:40:59,843
Diana Acardo.
913
00:41:01,038 --> 00:41:02,346
April?
914
00:41:03,706 --> 00:41:04,961
Come on.
915
00:41:05,002 --> 00:41:07,458
You're not even gonna look at me or...
916
00:41:07,573 --> 00:41:08,865
No.
917
00:41:10,091 --> 00:41:12,051
No, it's not you, Jackson. It's...
918
00:41:13,112 --> 00:41:14,809
it's Jesus.
919
00:41:16,316 --> 00:41:19,212
I was a virgin because I love Jesus.
920
00:41:20,298 --> 00:41:22,111
And now Jesus hates me.
921
00:41:22,801 --> 00:41:24,971
Some people can crack under the pressure.
922
00:41:25,697 --> 00:41:27,082
April Kepner.
923
00:41:28,222 --> 00:41:29,586
Hi.
924
00:41:31,591 --> 00:41:32,884
Others thrive.
925
00:41:33,821 --> 00:41:35,598
Jackson Avery.
926
00:41:37,827 --> 00:41:38,338
Here.
927
00:41:42,512 --> 00:41:43,489
Oh, sorry.
928
00:41:48,907 --> 00:41:52,086
- Either way... There's nothing left to do.
- Matthew Anderson.
929
00:41:52,292 --> 00:41:55,410
No more studying, no more preparing...
930
00:41:55,900 --> 00:41:57,234
Cristina...
931
00:41:57,262 --> 00:41:58,695
Mind over matter.
932
00:42:00,704 --> 00:42:02,164
Cristina Yang.
933
00:42:05,350 --> 00:42:06,110
Pleasure to meet you.
934
00:42:06,110 --> 00:42:08,877
Like it or not, the moment has arrived.
935
00:42:08,877 --> 00:42:10,254
Meredith Grey.
936
00:42:12,357 --> 00:42:14,091
The only thing left for you to do
937
00:42:15,054 --> 00:42:16,528
is show up.
938
00:42:17,564 --> 00:42:19,080
Alex Karev.
939
00:42:21,409 --> 00:42:23,114
Alex Karev.
940
00:42:33,181 --> 00:42:40,447
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