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Picture this:
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you've spent the past five years
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of your residency training to become a surgeon.
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But those five years suddenly don't matter
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the only thing that matters
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the only thing between you
and the rest of your career
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is a test
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in a random hotel in a random city
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with a random examiner
asking you random questions.
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Nervous? You should be.
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We should be gone by now.
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The flight's not for
three hours. You're fine.
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I-I'd be fine if people showed up on time.
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No one is going to be late.
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San Francisco is a short flight away.
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There's no reason to be nervous, okay?
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Oh. Not again.
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I'm sorry.
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It's just that my parents
called me this morning
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to wish me luck,
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and they told me that
their church is praying for me,
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and what-what-what if I don't pass?
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One in five people don't pass.
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Kepner, stop. You're a trauma surgeon.
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We're soldiers.
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We fight battles harder than
this test every single day,
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and we win, okay?
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So dry your tears.
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I want you to repeat after me.
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I am a soldier.
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I'm a s-soldier.
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No, no. I want to hear you mean it.
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Repeat. I am a soldier.
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I am a soldier.
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- Now get on the bus.
- Okay.
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Karev?
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Now have salmon for dinner.
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And tell room service to
make sure it's not frozen.
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You lose omega-3s if it's frozen.
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Avery, are you listening to me?
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I'm trying not to.
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Okay, don't overthink it.
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They want standard protocol,
not cutting edge.
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I mean, this is a test in proficiency,
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and well, y-you're
proficient in your sleep.
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So just make sure that
you get a lot of sleep.
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You want me to be relaxed, right?
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Exactly.
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This isn't helping.
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- You're right.
- Bye!
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- Go!
- Bye.
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Kick ass.
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Ahh. Hee!
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It's exciting, huh?
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They started off with so little promise,
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I feel like I'm witnessing a miracle.
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Where the hell is Karev?
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Oh, he'll be here. I trained him right.
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Oh. Okay.
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Coming! Don't leave without me.
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Miracle.
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Where is Meredith Grey?
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They called ten minutes ago.
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She started throwing up right
after I dropped her off.
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She's really warm. Maybe I should stay.
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No, babies get sick. It sucks,
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but it's the disgusting circle of life.
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We have trained too hard.
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I have personally put in hours of my life
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that I will never get back,
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so you are not failing
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just because your mommy
hormones are all "Code orange."
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Go to the airport. Pass your boards.
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My baby is sick.
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Well, lucky for her,
her father's a doctor.
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Takes a village.
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And Zola's village is
chock-full of doctors.
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Okay? She will be fine.
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Just go. Make me proud.
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All right. Mama loves you, Zo.
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You're my Zozo. I love you.
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- I'll be home soon.
- Yeah, shh.
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Hey, Torres, thank you very much.
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Do you mind looking
after her for a minute?
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I gotta make some calls.
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Yeah, no. No.
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Sofia had that bug last week, so...
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I'm not getting anywhere near that.
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What happened to, "We're a village"?
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It's a metaphor, Shepherd. Good luck.
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What's the deal with
Tommy's platelet count?
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Did you know it dropped?
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He's not your patient anymore, remember?
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His crit's been decreasing,
and his sats are low.
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We might want to...
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We've been getting along
just fine without you
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these past few weeks.
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I don't need you butting in now.
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Karev, outside.
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Now.
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Tommy's deteriorating.
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What did his X-rays show?
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Just... shh.
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Okay...
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Look your examiner in the eye,
but don't stare.
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And don't... and don't rush your answers.
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You know, it's okay to take a second
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to just compose yourself.
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But don't... don't take too long.
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Yeah, I got this.
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Okay, I hope you do.
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What?
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I mean, I know you do.
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23 minutes late? Not okay!
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Is it too late to request
a van without you on it?
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I need you, Lex.
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Hi. Uh, uh,
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what?
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I need you.
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I'm doing a skin graft,
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and I'm stuck with
an intern who thinks that
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debriding the necrotic tissue
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is the title of a nine inch nails album.
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- Are you sure it's not?
- It might be.
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I'm not familiar with their later work.
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You're just sad because Jackson
is off to take his boards.
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He and I work well together.
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We understand each other.
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Like you and I used to, you know?
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So I need you.
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I can't.
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Uh, I-I-I am way behind
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on all of this, um, research for Shepherd.
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You know, I was gonna pull an
all-nighter to finish, so...
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All right.
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Thought it would be fun,
working together again.
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But if you're busy...
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Mark, wait.
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You should check out
the latest nine inch nails album.
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It is pretty...
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fresh.
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Okay.
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I said fresh.
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16-year-old male driver,
car versus streetlight.
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Arrested once before
they freed him in the car
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and once in the rig.
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B.P. 80 systolic, tachycardic.
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Contusions and lacerations
over chest and abdomen.
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- Where's Altman?
- Abdomen is rigid
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So there's probably a lot
of blood in the belly.
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It took over an hour to get him out.
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Uh, kid arrested twice in the field.
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Add an E.K.G. to the trauma labs
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and get X-ray in here, stat.
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- Right away.
- Oh, god. Ricky.
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Oh, excuse me.
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What was he even doing in his car?
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He's supposed to be
at basketball practice.
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- Okay, is he allergic to anything?
- No.
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Does he have heart problems?
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No. Probably driving too fast.
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We sore that if he got even one ticket,
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we would take that car away from him.
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Hang a unit of O neg and
make sure the C.T. is ready.
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Rick! What is happening?
Why are they doing...
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- Let's step out. Let's step out.
- What's going on?
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Oh, sorry. Ow!
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That's... oh, case western reserve.
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Uh, do you know Ted Stevenson,
head of trauma?
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I do, yeah.
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He just offered me a job.
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I might be an attending there.
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April Kepner, Seattle.
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Kevin Banks. I'm
the guy whose job you took.
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I was waiting to hear,
but I guess I just heard.
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Thanks a lot.
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Well, he hates me.
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How do you do that?
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You've been here, like, two minutes.
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My examiner is gonna hate me,
too, instantly.
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Don't psych yourself out.
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One in five people fail the boards.
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Fine. Psych yourself out.
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It's just a test.
We've all dealt with worse.
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No one's bleeding out on your table.
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We will be fine.
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Cristina.
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What?
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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So? Kids get sick. Derek's with her.
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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Oh, no. No, Mer, you can't be sick.
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Mm. You cannot be sick.
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Okay.
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You're just freaking out.
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Okay.
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J-just take deep breaths, okay?
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Just take deep breaths.
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So do you guys wanna go register
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and then go get some lunch?
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Oh.
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Wh... uh, what just happened?
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Stomach flu.
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Zola has the stomach flu
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and you didn't say anything?
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How could you? Are...
are you trying to sabotage us all?
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It's not like it's the black plague.
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You are supposed to be our friend.
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Oh, April, calm down. Oh...
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Y-you stay right where you are,
typhoid Mary.
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Come on. Let's go register.
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Mer, just sit.
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And I'll get your registration package.
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Next in line.
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Hey, Dr. Robbins, it's Alex.
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Uh, listen, I was thinking about Tommy.
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Uh, have you tried liquid ventilation?
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It's just an idea. Let me know.
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Dude, is that your mom?
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Baby.
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Oh, no.
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I know.
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I know you don't want to see
your mother before the boards.
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But they are wearing this old girl out.
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Got me examining three sessions tomorrow,
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and I might not see you,
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so I had to say good luck.
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Okay.
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- Mwah.
- Thank you, mom.
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Oh, and I brought it.
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Mnh-mnh. No, no, that's fine. You don't...
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- It's in here somewhere.
- That's fine. That's okay.
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That's what you always say,
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- but you always want it in the end.
- Okay, all right.
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Mom, I'm good. I am.
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I'm in room 809 when you change your mind.
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All right.
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All right. Excuse me.
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Mommy bring you your binky?
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It's my lucky pencil.
She brought my lucky pencil.
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You know this is an oral test, right?
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Yes, I know, okay?
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It's just, I used it for my S.A.T.S,
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and my M.C.A.T.S, and my intern exam.
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So it's your binky.
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It's...
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sort of like my binky, yeah.
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Okay.
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Fill this out.
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There must be, what,
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like a hundred people in this room?
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Okay, if Kepner is right,
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20 of them are screwed.
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- I'm gonna puke.
- Relax. You're not one of them.
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No, on you.
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So... it's his bowel?
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Again?
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We won't know how bad it is
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without opening him up.
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Okay.
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Morgan, we've already
removed part of his bowel.
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There's a very good chance
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he won't make it through another surgery.
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You've said that before, a lot. We'll do it.
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Do the surgery.
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We can't wait for you to prep an E.V.R.
267
00:10:02,966 --> 00:10:04,330
All right. Well,
why don't you open him up,
268
00:10:04,331 --> 00:10:05,029
and I'll get him prepped?
269
00:10:05,030 --> 00:10:06,509
You're gonna fill him
full of blood thinners,
270
00:10:06,510 --> 00:10:09,075
his organs will bleed out before
we get a chance to save them.
271
00:10:09,076 --> 00:10:09,932
He needs damage control.
272
00:10:09,933 --> 00:10:12,140
Opening his chest will cause
more damage in the long run
273
00:10:12,141 --> 00:10:13,065
than we can control.
274
00:10:13,066 --> 00:10:16,146
She's right. This gives him
his best options for recovery.
275
00:10:16,147 --> 00:10:17,941
This sounds like a good compromise.
276
00:10:17,942 --> 00:10:19,801
Dr. Hunt, sir, no one's told us
277
00:10:19,802 --> 00:10:21,163
what we're supposed to be prepping for?
278
00:10:21,164 --> 00:10:22,412
- Laparotomy.
- E.V.R.
279
00:10:25,239 --> 00:10:27,512
Both. Now that's a good plan.
280
00:10:29,750 --> 00:10:30,856
Both.
281
00:10:30,857 --> 00:10:32,288
Prep him head to toe.
282
00:10:32,289 --> 00:10:33,728
All right then.
283
00:10:34,095 --> 00:10:36,423
Okay, page me for the tib-fib
fracture when you're done.
284
00:10:36,424 --> 00:10:37,476
Hey, where you going?
285
00:10:37,477 --> 00:10:39,556
Oh, you want to be in
the O.R. with those two?
286
00:10:39,557 --> 00:10:40,542
They hate each other.
287
00:10:40,543 --> 00:10:42,412
Oh, they're professionals.
They'll be fine.
288
00:10:42,413 --> 00:10:43,465
No, it's awful.
289
00:10:43,466 --> 00:10:45,416
It's tense and
it's cold and it's dangerous.
290
00:10:45,417 --> 00:10:46,911
It feels like defusing a bomb
291
00:10:46,912 --> 00:10:49,253
in a haunted house that's
built on a minefield,
292
00:10:49,254 --> 00:10:50,864
and there are bears everywhere,
293
00:10:50,865 --> 00:10:52,266
and the bears have knives.
294
00:10:52,267 --> 00:10:54,105
Uh, now I have to be in here with 'em
295
00:10:54,106 --> 00:10:55,139
for the next eight hours.
296
00:10:55,140 --> 00:10:57,141
You have to tame them or you will die.
297
00:10:57,142 --> 00:10:57,908
We will all die.
298
00:10:57,909 --> 00:10:59,383
Their hate will destroy the hospital,
299
00:10:59,384 --> 00:11:00,477
and then the whole planet.
300
00:11:00,478 --> 00:11:02,339
I am counting on you, Bailey.
301
00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:04,151
We're all counting on you.
302
00:11:04,226 --> 00:11:05,474
Godspeed.
303
00:11:12,742 --> 00:11:16,836
Okay, 56 year old presents with
pancreatic ductal obstruction...
304
00:11:16,837 --> 00:11:19,622
and dilated main pancreatic duct.
305
00:11:20,300 --> 00:11:21,597
Post-op procedure...
306
00:11:21,598 --> 00:11:22,122
Yes.
307
00:11:22,123 --> 00:11:23,180
Dude, give it a rest.
308
00:11:23,181 --> 00:11:24,633
If we don't know it by now, we're screwed.
309
00:11:24,634 --> 00:11:26,779
Besides, you've got your magical pencil
310
00:11:26,780 --> 00:11:27,434
to see you through.
311
00:11:27,435 --> 00:11:31,035
He's got a magic pencil? Oh, say more.
312
00:11:31,167 --> 00:11:32,168
His mommy brought it.
313
00:11:32,169 --> 00:11:34,046
Wait. How magical is this pencil?
314
00:11:34,047 --> 00:11:36,712
And can it stop that?
315
00:11:36,983 --> 00:11:37,839
I'm sorry.
316
00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:40,042
I'm sorry. This all just got
317
00:11:40,043 --> 00:11:41,785
really, really real.
318
00:11:41,786 --> 00:11:42,614
And man down.
319
00:11:42,615 --> 00:11:44,334
Two men down. First Grey, now...
320
00:11:44,335 --> 00:11:46,109
Meredith's not down. She's fine.
321
00:11:46,110 --> 00:11:47,629
Whoa. Shut up.
322
00:11:48,097 --> 00:11:49,099
- Dr. Robbins.
- Karev,
323
00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:50,379
why do you keep calling me?
324
00:11:50,380 --> 00:11:51,821
Well, you don't answer my texts.
325
00:11:51,822 --> 00:11:52,389
I just want to know if
326
00:11:52,390 --> 00:11:54,371
- you got Tommy's X-rays back yet.
- Yes. Okay?
327
00:11:54,372 --> 00:11:56,032
Yes, and your hunch was correct.
328
00:11:56,033 --> 00:11:57,998
His necrotizing
enterocolitis has returned.
329
00:11:57,999 --> 00:12:00,430
Is Morgan, uh,
are... are you gonna operate?
330
00:12:00,431 --> 00:12:01,304
Yeah.
331
00:12:01,305 --> 00:12:03,346
In a few hours. We're prepping him soon.
332
00:12:03,347 --> 00:12:05,491
Listen, I will text you when I...
333
00:12:05,674 --> 00:12:07,206
Wait. Karev?
334
00:12:07,207 --> 00:12:08,277
I gotta go.
335
00:12:08,574 --> 00:12:09,428
Go where, to eat?
336
00:12:09,429 --> 00:12:11,348
No, I gotta go back to Seattle.
337
00:12:14,318 --> 00:12:15,614
What?
338
00:12:29,401 --> 00:12:30,777
Hi.
339
00:12:31,275 --> 00:12:33,234
Yeah, no, just... sorry, I was napping.
340
00:12:33,235 --> 00:12:36,359
I'm just, uh, I-I feel
a little tired is all.
341
00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:37,323
How's Zola?
342
00:12:37,324 --> 00:12:39,092
Her fever's down to 100. Stop worrying.
343
00:12:39,093 --> 00:12:40,729
I can hear her screaming, Derek.
344
00:12:40,730 --> 00:12:41,556
No, no, she's screaming,
345
00:12:41,557 --> 00:12:42,878
"Go, mama. Kick butt on the boards."
346
00:12:42,879 --> 00:12:43,886
Is she really feeling better?
347
00:12:43,887 --> 00:12:44,772
Yeah, you hear that?
348
00:12:44,773 --> 00:12:45,989
She stopped crying.
349
00:12:47,467 --> 00:12:48,241
And now she's smiling
350
00:12:48,242 --> 00:12:49,657
that cute little smile she does.
351
00:12:49,658 --> 00:12:51,131
Oh, yeah. I love that smile.
352
00:12:51,132 --> 00:12:53,000
- You gonna be all right for tomorrow?
- Tomorrow? Yeah.
353
00:12:53,001 --> 00:12:55,032
I feel great. Listen, I made some calls.
354
00:12:55,033 --> 00:12:57,113
There is an opening at mass general,
355
00:12:57,213 --> 00:12:58,086
and we could do this.
356
00:12:58,087 --> 00:12:59,865
And Zola could grow up
357
00:12:59,866 --> 00:13:01,790
- with a Boston accent.
- Whoa.
358
00:13:01,791 --> 00:13:04,608
I don't even know if I want
the job at the Brigham.
359
00:13:04,696 --> 00:13:06,665
- And I haven't passed my test yet.
- You will.
360
00:13:06,666 --> 00:13:07,723
Oh, don't touch the buttons.
361
00:13:07,724 --> 00:13:09,203
Zola, I'm talking to your m...
362
00:13:16,658 --> 00:13:17,779
Wh...
363
00:13:29,979 --> 00:13:30,921
Nice.
364
00:13:30,922 --> 00:13:32,474
I don't take chances.
365
00:13:33,851 --> 00:13:35,372
My kid just hung up on me.
366
00:13:35,442 --> 00:13:36,942
Yeah, that'll happen again.
367
00:13:39,879 --> 00:13:42,257
W-where did you get an I.V. and fluids?
368
00:13:42,258 --> 00:13:44,617
I'm a doctor in a hotel full of doctors.
369
00:13:44,618 --> 00:13:45,868
Roll up your sleeve.
370
00:13:46,075 --> 00:13:47,384
You're a nice person.
371
00:13:47,385 --> 00:13:48,746
Ah, don't get all misty.
372
00:13:48,747 --> 00:13:49,912
I'm outta here in 60 seconds.
373
00:13:49,913 --> 00:13:51,961
This room is like a viral cesspool.
374
00:13:52,136 --> 00:13:52,894
Ow.
375
00:13:52,895 --> 00:13:54,256
I take that back.
376
00:14:00,481 --> 00:14:02,640
All right. Fluoro out.
377
00:14:04,885 --> 00:14:05,663
Okay.
378
00:14:05,664 --> 00:14:08,224
Where were we? Clamp, please.
379
00:14:08,918 --> 00:14:10,758
I hope that was worth it.
380
00:14:10,828 --> 00:14:12,766
Hey, just checking in. Almost done?
381
00:14:12,767 --> 00:14:14,903
Almost, but you should ask Altman.
382
00:14:14,904 --> 00:14:17,003
Uh, she usually disagrees with me.
383
00:14:17,004 --> 00:14:19,471
I need to check the final
position of the graft
384
00:14:19,472 --> 00:14:21,872
so, yeah, I disagree with Hunt.
385
00:14:22,366 --> 00:14:23,202
Okay then.
386
00:14:23,203 --> 00:14:24,890
I don't want to interrupt
the work that you're doing here,
387
00:14:24,891 --> 00:14:26,704
fixing the problems
that we all want fixed,
388
00:14:26,705 --> 00:14:28,385
that we all need fixed.
389
00:14:28,692 --> 00:14:30,324
So, uh, I'll be back.
390
00:14:30,325 --> 00:14:31,510
Uh, you could stay.
391
00:14:31,511 --> 00:14:33,197
There-there's room. Stay!
392
00:14:41,115 --> 00:14:41,993
You mind if I join you?
393
00:14:41,994 --> 00:14:43,416
No. Uh, please.
394
00:14:43,417 --> 00:14:45,163
I sent my idiot intern to get me lunch.
395
00:14:45,164 --> 00:14:46,993
I told him to get
me anything but lentil soup.
396
00:14:46,994 --> 00:14:48,233
You know what he brought me?
397
00:14:48,703 --> 00:14:49,648
Lentil soup.
398
00:14:49,649 --> 00:14:50,814
The future of medicine.
399
00:14:50,815 --> 00:14:52,831
I don't know. We're not all hopeless.
400
00:14:52,832 --> 00:14:54,278
I know. I'm spoiled with Avery.
401
00:14:54,279 --> 00:14:56,634
He's quick, he's thorough, he's funny.
402
00:14:56,635 --> 00:14:59,628
- Right, in a very dry kind of way.
- Right?
403
00:14:59,629 --> 00:15:01,005
What the hell happened to you two?
404
00:15:01,023 --> 00:15:02,286
Why'd you break up?
405
00:15:04,425 --> 00:15:05,611
Great.
406
00:15:06,059 --> 00:15:07,947
It's dumbo, the flying idiot.
407
00:15:08,220 --> 00:15:09,403
I left him treating a burn.
408
00:15:09,404 --> 00:15:11,404
Now he's probably the one on fire.
409
00:15:12,170 --> 00:15:13,506
To be continued.
410
00:15:14,059 --> 00:15:15,147
O...
411
00:15:20,577 --> 00:15:22,079
Retract more here.
412
00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:23,921
I need better visualization.
413
00:15:26,222 --> 00:15:26,969
How can I help?
414
00:15:26,970 --> 00:15:28,370
What the hell are you doing here?
415
00:15:28,371 --> 00:15:29,863
Look, I can't just stay in that hotel room
416
00:15:29,864 --> 00:15:30,567
and not do anything.
417
00:15:30,568 --> 00:15:32,528
There's nothing for you to do.
418
00:15:32,529 --> 00:15:33,745
Come on. I'm here. I can scrub in.
419
00:15:33,746 --> 00:15:36,122
No, there's nothing that I can do, Alex.
420
00:15:36,780 --> 00:15:38,412
Take a look yourself.
421
00:15:41,422 --> 00:15:43,651
Almost the entire bowel is necrotic.
422
00:15:43,652 --> 00:15:45,285
There's nothing else to be done.
423
00:15:45,335 --> 00:15:46,679
I'm closing.
424
00:15:55,021 --> 00:15:56,530
We're falling apart.
425
00:15:56,684 --> 00:15:57,944
Meredith's sick
426
00:15:57,945 --> 00:15:59,301
and Alex...
427
00:15:59,302 --> 00:16:01,318
- What the hell was he thinking?
- Mnh-mnh.
428
00:16:01,525 --> 00:16:02,986
See, you gotta put all
that out of your head.
429
00:16:02,987 --> 00:16:05,100
Okay? Concentrate on your own game.
430
00:16:06,423 --> 00:16:07,704
I'm a soldier.
431
00:16:08,166 --> 00:16:09,138
What?
432
00:16:09,139 --> 00:16:10,179
Nothing.
433
00:16:10,726 --> 00:16:12,170
Hey, but we're still standing, right?
434
00:16:12,171 --> 00:16:13,432
- Hell, yeah, we are.
- Yeah.
435
00:16:13,433 --> 00:16:14,248
Me and you.
436
00:16:14,249 --> 00:16:15,512
Me and you.
437
00:16:18,705 --> 00:16:19,695
Who is that?
438
00:16:20,237 --> 00:16:22,879
Oh, that's the guy who
thinks I stole his job.
439
00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:23,618
He hates me.
440
00:16:23,619 --> 00:16:25,459
So what? He's a douche.
441
00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:28,139
Ah, and here he comes.
442
00:16:28,140 --> 00:16:28,970
Nah, dude, just don't.
443
00:16:28,971 --> 00:16:30,613
- Just sit down...
- No, no, I-I want to apologize.
444
00:16:30,614 --> 00:16:32,358
I was a tool this afternoon.
445
00:16:32,555 --> 00:16:34,011
No hard feelings?
446
00:16:34,193 --> 00:16:34,822
Sure, yeah.
447
00:16:34,823 --> 00:16:36,773
No problem. No problem at all.
448
00:16:37,436 --> 00:16:38,538
I'm sorry.
449
00:16:38,574 --> 00:16:40,157
You have nothing to be sorry for.
450
00:16:40,864 --> 00:16:43,080
I mean, best man wins and
all that stuff, right?
451
00:16:43,081 --> 00:16:44,416
Or woman, whatever.
452
00:16:44,417 --> 00:16:45,611
Yeah, he's had a few beers. You know what?
453
00:16:45,612 --> 00:16:46,568
And he got bad news today, so we'll just...
454
00:16:46,569 --> 00:16:48,656
All I'm saying is, obviously,
455
00:16:48,657 --> 00:16:50,665
she can offer something
that I can't offer.
456
00:16:50,666 --> 00:16:53,134
All right. Everybody's a
little wound up, all right?
457
00:16:53,135 --> 00:16:55,551
So big day tomorrow, maybe you should, um,
458
00:16:55,637 --> 00:16:56,511
go sleep it off.
459
00:16:56,512 --> 00:16:57,792
Are you the boyfriend?
460
00:16:58,047 --> 00:16:59,446
You know, you should watch out next year,
461
00:16:59,447 --> 00:17:00,706
'cause, uh, Ted Stevenson
462
00:17:00,707 --> 00:17:01,965
likes himself a redhead.
463
00:17:01,966 --> 00:17:04,283
All right. Okay, Kevin.
I think you can leave.
464
00:17:04,284 --> 00:17:06,086
Or maybe you found that out already.
465
00:17:06,087 --> 00:17:07,638
Is that how you got the job?
466
00:17:08,845 --> 00:17:09,733
Oh!
467
00:17:09,734 --> 00:17:11,095
Ohh! Whoa.
468
00:17:11,157 --> 00:17:12,341
Bitch!
469
00:17:12,434 --> 00:17:13,713
Hey, look, you need...
470
00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:15,371
Really?
471
00:17:15,372 --> 00:17:16,186
You want to go?
472
00:17:16,187 --> 00:17:18,633
Yeah, bitch! I want to go!
473
00:17:27,172 --> 00:17:29,349
- Stop!
- Yeah, you want more of this?!
'cause I got more!
474
00:17:29,350 --> 00:17:30,653
Shut your big mouth, all right?
475
00:17:30,654 --> 00:17:32,413
- Oh, yeah, it goes with my big brain, dumbass!
- What?
476
00:17:32,414 --> 00:17:36,433
- That's why I got your job next year!
- April!
477
00:17:36,523 --> 00:17:37,982
- Ugh!
- Enough!
478
00:17:38,813 --> 00:17:40,725
Now if anyone is still here in 30 seconds,
479
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,191
you're barred from the test.
480
00:17:42,192 --> 00:17:43,418
Now get!
481
00:17:46,292 --> 00:17:47,773
That was not our fault, okay?
482
00:17:47,774 --> 00:17:49,294
These case western reserve guys,
483
00:17:49,295 --> 00:17:50,368
- they started the whole...
- What are you doing here?!
484
00:17:50,369 --> 00:17:51,825
What am I doing here?
485
00:17:52,084 --> 00:17:52,846
What are you doing here?
486
00:17:52,847 --> 00:17:54,557
We just came down here
to get something to eat...
487
00:17:54,558 --> 00:17:56,485
No, I thought you were here to prove
488
00:17:56,486 --> 00:17:58,267
that the considerable
amount of money spent
489
00:17:58,268 --> 00:17:59,776
training you wasn't wasted,
490
00:17:59,777 --> 00:18:02,534
that the dreams you had
of becoming surgeons
491
00:18:02,535 --> 00:18:05,200
won't vanish in a puff of smoke tomorrow
492
00:18:05,201 --> 00:18:06,837
when the examiner asks you a question
493
00:18:06,838 --> 00:18:08,328
and you can't answer it
494
00:18:08,329 --> 00:18:10,469
because instead of getting
a good night's sleep,
495
00:18:10,470 --> 00:18:12,599
you were engaging in a barroom brawl.
496
00:18:13,978 --> 00:18:15,442
- We should probably go.
- We should go.
497
00:18:15,443 --> 00:18:17,602
- Good night, chief.
- Okay, night, chief.
498
00:18:19,038 --> 00:18:20,348
Oh, my god.
499
00:18:20,349 --> 00:18:22,028
Good lord.
500
00:18:22,128 --> 00:18:24,254
So you d... you didn't do anything?
501
00:18:24,255 --> 00:18:25,801
You just closed him back up?
502
00:18:25,802 --> 00:18:27,834
There was too much necrosis.
503
00:18:28,147 --> 00:18:29,812
He's not going to survive.
504
00:18:30,317 --> 00:18:31,798
So we'll keep the pressors going,
505
00:18:31,799 --> 00:18:33,517
keep him on T.P.N. until he's ready.
506
00:18:33,518 --> 00:18:35,030
There's got to be more that we can do.
507
00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:36,239
Morgan...
508
00:18:37,244 --> 00:18:38,524
We did it.
509
00:18:39,627 --> 00:18:40,585
You did it.
510
00:18:40,586 --> 00:18:41,865
You did it all.
511
00:18:53,572 --> 00:18:55,041
I'm sorry.
512
00:18:55,731 --> 00:18:57,027
I really am.
513
00:19:13,642 --> 00:19:15,175
All right. I am almost finished here.
514
00:19:15,176 --> 00:19:17,220
I think this boy is gonna
have to lose his spleen.
515
00:19:17,221 --> 00:19:18,650
You see any way of salvaging it?
516
00:19:18,651 --> 00:19:19,786
Mnh-mnh.
517
00:19:20,615 --> 00:19:22,897
What... B.P.'s crashing?
What... what happened?
518
00:19:22,898 --> 00:19:24,844
There's a leak. The graft is leaking.
519
00:19:24,845 --> 00:19:26,115
Fluoro in.
520
00:19:31,455 --> 00:19:32,016
I knew it.
521
00:19:32,017 --> 00:19:34,101
What-what did you know, that grafts leak?
522
00:19:34,102 --> 00:19:35,270
It's common. It happens.
523
00:19:35,271 --> 00:19:36,442
Well, fix it and then get out.
524
00:19:36,443 --> 00:19:38,503
What do you think that I am trying to do?
525
00:19:38,504 --> 00:19:40,992
All right, the leak is
below the diaphragm.
526
00:19:40,993 --> 00:19:42,852
I can try and fix the graft by...
527
00:19:42,853 --> 00:19:44,495
Here. The abdomen's already open.
528
00:19:44,496 --> 00:19:45,777
We can try to fix it manually.
529
00:19:45,778 --> 00:19:46,595
- Fine.
- Try it.
530
00:19:46,596 --> 00:19:47,927
Fluoro out.
531
00:19:49,216 --> 00:19:52,249
Uh, I'm having trouble
visualizing with all this blood.
532
00:19:52,250 --> 00:19:53,429
Hunt, a little help, please.
533
00:19:53,430 --> 00:19:55,510
No, Altman can assist.
534
00:19:55,805 --> 00:19:56,443
Altman?
535
00:19:56,444 --> 00:19:58,055
My head's not in the game.
I shouldn't be here.
536
00:19:58,056 --> 00:19:59,571
So, uh, if you've got this,
537
00:19:59,572 --> 00:20:02,405
I will... leave you to it.
538
00:20:11,150 --> 00:20:12,254
Catherine?
539
00:20:12,371 --> 00:20:13,571
Richard?
540
00:20:13,650 --> 00:20:14,715
You're an examiner?
541
00:20:14,716 --> 00:20:16,293
Either that or I'm stalking you.
542
00:20:16,294 --> 00:20:18,487
Well, that's a win-win if I ever heard it.
543
00:20:18,842 --> 00:20:20,191
Give me a hug.
544
00:20:23,563 --> 00:20:25,413
- I-I didn't know you'd be here.
- Every year.
545
00:20:25,414 --> 00:20:27,781
Making the future of
medicine wet its pants.
546
00:20:28,752 --> 00:20:30,015
What are you doing here?
547
00:20:30,016 --> 00:20:32,502
Archie Katz... he came down
with the stomach flu,
548
00:20:32,503 --> 00:20:33,964
and they asked me to sub in.
549
00:20:33,965 --> 00:20:36,202
You know, I figured I'd
spend the entire day
550
00:20:36,203 --> 00:20:38,699
staring at sweaty, anxious residents.
551
00:20:39,245 --> 00:20:40,749
This is a real improvement.
552
00:20:40,750 --> 00:20:42,126
I should hope so.
553
00:20:46,896 --> 00:20:48,000
Coming.
554
00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:49,562
No, don't open the door.
555
00:20:49,563 --> 00:20:51,421
I-I don't want to breathe your air.
556
00:20:51,422 --> 00:20:53,086
I just want to know if you need anything.
557
00:20:52,756 --> 00:20:54,080
Oh, no. I'm okay.
558
00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:54,766
Did you sleep?
559
00:20:54,766 --> 00:20:58,052
No, it's worse when I lie down or... whoa.
560
00:20:58,052 --> 00:21:01,498
Uh, um, when I stand up, apparently.
561
00:21:14,927 --> 00:21:16,951
Do you think Zola's gonna hate me?
562
00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:18,322
Why?
563
00:21:18,322 --> 00:21:20,904
Because moms should be with
their kids when they're sick.
564
00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:23,473
All you want to do is lay on top
of your mom when you're sick.
565
00:21:23,473 --> 00:21:26,248
My mother was never
around to lay on top of,
566
00:21:26,690 --> 00:21:29,824
and now I'm not there for
Zola to lay on top of.
567
00:21:29,884 --> 00:21:31,129
I was just wondering if you think
568
00:21:31,129 --> 00:21:32,610
she's gonna hate me.
569
00:21:37,622 --> 00:21:39,322
Owen slept with someone.
570
00:21:40,804 --> 00:21:42,032
Yeah.
571
00:21:43,414 --> 00:21:44,766
Did you know?
572
00:21:45,057 --> 00:21:46,333
Yeah.
573
00:21:46,472 --> 00:21:47,355
Does everyone know?
574
00:21:47,355 --> 00:21:48,335
No.
575
00:21:48,335 --> 00:21:50,149
He thought you told me
576
00:21:50,149 --> 00:21:51,627
so he told me.
577
00:21:52,415 --> 00:21:54,234
Anyway, that's how I know.
578
00:21:57,595 --> 00:21:58,461
Okay.
579
00:21:58,461 --> 00:21:59,655
He's a pig,
580
00:21:59,655 --> 00:22:01,017
and you deserve better.
581
00:22:06,484 --> 00:22:07,700
Are you still there?
582
00:22:09,741 --> 00:22:11,103
Yeah, I'm still here.
583
00:22:12,819 --> 00:22:14,602
Oh, my god. That was amazing.
584
00:22:14,602 --> 00:22:15,941
You just punched a guy.
585
00:22:15,941 --> 00:22:16,884
I punched a guy.
586
00:22:16,884 --> 00:22:18,842
You were freakin' crazy in there.
587
00:22:18,842 --> 00:22:20,487
Jackson, we are gonna do this.
588
00:22:20,487 --> 00:22:21,670
I-I-I can feel it.
589
00:22:21,670 --> 00:22:24,273
I... this is our last night as residents.
590
00:22:24,273 --> 00:22:24,961
Let's hope.
591
00:22:24,961 --> 00:22:27,367
No, stop that! You just
stop doubting yourself.
592
00:22:27,367 --> 00:22:29,349
We freakin' kicked that
guy's ass in there.
593
00:22:29,349 --> 00:22:30,525
We are gonna kick this test's ass.
594
00:22:30,525 --> 00:22:32,365
How come you're so
confident all of a sudden?
595
00:22:32,365 --> 00:22:34,428
I'm a soldier.
596
00:22:34,428 --> 00:22:36,231
Yeah, I still don't know
what that means, but...
597
00:22:38,659 --> 00:22:40,073
Mm. April.
598
00:22:41,584 --> 00:22:42,965
Should I not have done that?
599
00:22:42,965 --> 00:22:44,217
I, um...
600
00:22:44,898 --> 00:22:46,424
I...
601
00:22:48,034 --> 00:22:49,959
If you want me to stop, just say so,
602
00:22:50,181 --> 00:22:51,507
and I'll stop.
603
00:22:52,092 --> 00:22:53,711
I just... you're...
604
00:22:54,385 --> 00:22:56,416
The way you're kissing
me right now, you just...
605
00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:57,566
You're a virgin. You're a virgin.
606
00:22:57,566 --> 00:23:00,649
Yes, because my whole
life since I was a kid,
607
00:23:00,649 --> 00:23:03,820
I had this idea of how
my life was supposed to be,
608
00:23:03,820 --> 00:23:06,018
these rules that I was supposed to follow,
609
00:23:06,018 --> 00:23:07,776
but I'm not a kid.
610
00:23:07,776 --> 00:23:10,965
I'm not the same person I was
when I started my residency.
611
00:23:11,526 --> 00:23:13,293
I just punched a guy.
612
00:23:13,511 --> 00:23:15,383
And it felt really good.
613
00:23:15,462 --> 00:23:18,690
And if something feels really,
really good,
614
00:23:19,296 --> 00:23:20,873
it can't be bad, right?
615
00:23:21,098 --> 00:23:22,569
I, uh...
616
00:23:23,102 --> 00:23:25,117
Jackson, hey.
617
00:23:26,948 --> 00:23:28,161
It's okay.
618
00:23:29,207 --> 00:23:30,497
Really.
619
00:23:30,721 --> 00:23:32,054
It's okay.
620
00:23:37,329 --> 00:23:38,281
I'm just saying,
621
00:23:38,281 --> 00:23:40,149
if Jackson doesn't pass tomorrow,
622
00:23:40,149 --> 00:23:43,271
I'm holding you personally responsible.
623
00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:45,567
Well, don't worry about Jackson.
624
00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:48,180
He kept his head down.
625
00:23:50,068 --> 00:23:51,457
He's in good shape.
626
00:23:51,917 --> 00:23:53,223
And how about you?
627
00:23:54,298 --> 00:23:55,636
How's Adele?
628
00:23:56,274 --> 00:23:57,802
Okay, I think.
629
00:23:58,281 --> 00:23:59,890
I haven't seen her in a while.
630
00:24:00,002 --> 00:24:03,077
It confuses her more than
anything when I'm there.
631
00:24:03,649 --> 00:24:05,151
How are you with that?
632
00:24:08,313 --> 00:24:09,785
It's the right thing.
633
00:24:11,522 --> 00:24:12,794
Actually...
634
00:24:13,123 --> 00:24:14,403
she's happier.
635
00:24:16,864 --> 00:24:18,263
At our age, you would think
636
00:24:18,263 --> 00:24:21,560
we wouldn't have to grow up anymore, huh?
637
00:24:26,796 --> 00:24:28,267
Hey. How are we doing in here?
638
00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:30,072
I am not the problem. He is.
639
00:24:30,072 --> 00:24:32,979
I mean, he is completely
unwilling to collaborate.
640
00:24:32,979 --> 00:24:35,440
He should've been in
here fixing that leak.
641
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:36,018
Oh, but, no.
642
00:24:36,018 --> 00:24:39,221
He is just not willing to even hear me.
643
00:24:39,221 --> 00:24:41,545
I mean, it's obstructing patient care...
644
00:24:41,545 --> 00:24:43,264
Really? You had eight hours.
645
00:24:43,304 --> 00:24:44,360
Why is this on me?
646
00:24:44,360 --> 00:24:47,192
Well, because she'll listen to you.
647
00:24:47,876 --> 00:24:50,328
And because I organized ladies night.
It's your turn.
648
00:24:50,328 --> 00:24:51,528
Jump in and save the day again.
649
00:24:51,528 --> 00:24:53,176
I can't work with him
if he is gonna fight me
650
00:24:53,176 --> 00:24:55,012
on every single thing.
651
00:24:55,012 --> 00:24:58,053
Okay, he is not fighting you.
652
00:24:58,053 --> 00:25:00,837
He disagreed with you on
a course of treatment.
653
00:25:00,837 --> 00:25:02,126
That is something doctors do.
654
00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:03,711
But you don't see him as a doctor.
655
00:25:03,711 --> 00:25:06,024
You only see him as the man you blame
656
00:25:06,024 --> 00:25:07,924
for the death of your husband.
657
00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:11,170
And you know and I know,
that was not his fault.
658
00:25:11,170 --> 00:25:12,661
But he's accepted that blame
659
00:25:12,661 --> 00:25:14,649
because he thinks
it makes you feel better.
660
00:25:14,649 --> 00:25:16,362
He's not fighting you.
661
00:25:16,388 --> 00:25:18,243
But you keep fighting him.
662
00:25:23,810 --> 00:25:25,051
He lost you.
663
00:25:25,051 --> 00:25:26,382
He lost his friend,
664
00:25:26,382 --> 00:25:27,834
and now he's probably losing his wife.
665
00:25:27,834 --> 00:25:29,375
His world is falling apart.
666
00:25:29,375 --> 00:25:31,463
So I hope blaming him is helping you,
667
00:25:31,463 --> 00:25:33,222
'cause it sure isn't helping him.
668
00:25:43,626 --> 00:25:44,982
I've turned off his pressors
669
00:25:44,982 --> 00:25:47,098
so we won't be able to manage
his blood pressure anymore,
670
00:25:47,098 --> 00:25:49,423
and his T.P.N. and his fluids,
671
00:25:49,423 --> 00:25:52,018
so he won't be getting any more nutrition.
672
00:25:53,786 --> 00:25:55,001
You okay?
673
00:25:58,764 --> 00:26:00,296
I'm gonna turn off his ventilator
674
00:26:00,296 --> 00:26:02,572
And remove his E.T. tube.
675
00:26:04,844 --> 00:26:06,216
Do you need a minute?
676
00:26:36,448 --> 00:26:38,340
His breathing will slow down
677
00:26:38,340 --> 00:26:40,384
and his heart will eventually stop.
678
00:26:41,379 --> 00:26:43,771
It may take minutes. It may take hours.
679
00:26:58,771 --> 00:26:59,578
This is the first time
680
00:26:59,578 --> 00:27:02,130
I've ever really been able to hold him...
681
00:27:03,561 --> 00:27:05,532
without the tubes and junk.
682
00:27:06,695 --> 00:27:08,090
It's nice.
683
00:27:09,105 --> 00:27:10,533
Stay.
684
00:27:11,977 --> 00:27:13,355
Please.
685
00:27:27,579 --> 00:27:28,657
Thank you, doctor.
686
00:27:28,657 --> 00:27:29,574
Hey.
687
00:27:29,574 --> 00:27:30,656
Ah, we meet again.
688
00:27:30,656 --> 00:27:32,838
Hey. Thanks.
689
00:27:33,834 --> 00:27:34,590
Mm-hmm. Uh, by the way,
690
00:27:34,590 --> 00:27:36,297
it wasn't me, was it?
691
00:27:36,297 --> 00:27:36,940
What?
692
00:27:36,940 --> 00:27:38,296
That split you two up...
693
00:27:38,381 --> 00:27:40,131
the fact that Avery and
I are working together,
694
00:27:40,131 --> 00:27:42,194
the fact that you have
to see me all the time?
695
00:27:42,194 --> 00:27:44,170
I mean, I don't-I don't
make you uncomfortable, do I?
696
00:27:44,170 --> 00:27:44,995
No. No, no, no, no.
697
00:27:44,995 --> 00:27:47,033
I... No, you don't.
698
00:27:47,033 --> 00:27:49,650
Great, because this is nice.
699
00:27:49,888 --> 00:27:51,551
Talking to you... I miss it.
700
00:27:52,333 --> 00:27:53,542
I miss you.
701
00:27:53,567 --> 00:27:55,010
I miss you, too.
702
00:27:55,634 --> 00:27:57,220
And...
703
00:27:58,830 --> 00:28:00,954
the reason that Jackson
and I broke up, it...
704
00:28:00,954 --> 00:28:02,594
Oh, you know what?
We don't have to talk about that.
705
00:28:02,594 --> 00:28:04,430
It's really... it's none of
my business so forget I asked.
706
00:28:04,430 --> 00:28:05,626
We can be friends
707
00:28:05,626 --> 00:28:08,549
who don't talk about that stuff, ever.
708
00:28:10,395 --> 00:28:11,672
Okay.
709
00:28:15,809 --> 00:28:18,026
Oh, but as your friend,
710
00:28:18,026 --> 00:28:19,578
if you're not over him,
711
00:28:20,267 --> 00:28:21,703
you should tell him,
712
00:28:21,988 --> 00:28:24,403
because seriously,
you guys are great together.
713
00:28:26,986 --> 00:28:28,211
Thanks.
714
00:28:28,789 --> 00:28:30,320
Don't stay too late.
715
00:28:34,028 --> 00:28:36,325
And I look just to the left of their head.
716
00:28:36,325 --> 00:28:37,672
It freaks 'em out.
717
00:28:37,852 --> 00:28:39,186
You are terrible.
718
00:28:39,186 --> 00:28:40,256
Oh, come on, now.
719
00:28:40,256 --> 00:28:42,595
You gonna try and tell me
you're all warm and maternal?
720
00:28:42,595 --> 00:28:46,329
I am supportive and I'm encouraging.
721
00:28:46,329 --> 00:28:49,319
Mm-hmm. I've watched
you with your students.
722
00:28:49,378 --> 00:28:50,716
I know your moves.
723
00:28:50,716 --> 00:28:51,816
Oh, do you now?
724
00:28:51,816 --> 00:28:52,955
I certainly do.
725
00:28:52,955 --> 00:28:57,366
I don't know. I may have a move
or two that you haven't seen.
726
00:29:06,095 --> 00:29:08,013
Would you like some... some coffee?
727
00:29:08,386 --> 00:29:09,634
No.
728
00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:12,101
More-more dessert?
729
00:29:13,120 --> 00:29:14,549
No.
730
00:29:17,018 --> 00:29:18,336
Yeah.
731
00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:20,945
You tired?
732
00:29:22,406 --> 00:29:24,254
Not in the least.
733
00:29:28,696 --> 00:29:30,299
Would you like me to get the check?
734
00:29:33,421 --> 00:29:36,616
Honey, could you get us the check, please?
735
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:38,732
Yes, ma'am.
736
00:31:10,166 --> 00:31:11,498
Okay.
737
00:31:12,841 --> 00:31:15,698
That was really great. That was really...
738
00:31:15,698 --> 00:31:19,335
Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yes, that was...
739
00:31:22,339 --> 00:31:25,981
You were great.
I mean... I mean, are you, uh...
740
00:31:28,015 --> 00:31:29,348
Are you glad we did that?
741
00:31:32,218 --> 00:31:33,494
Yeah.
742
00:31:34,882 --> 00:31:36,400
Yeah.
743
00:31:39,470 --> 00:31:40,386
So you're okay?
744
00:31:40,386 --> 00:31:44,925
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just... tired.
745
00:31:46,222 --> 00:31:47,499
Yeah.
746
00:31:49,213 --> 00:31:50,769
You should get some sleep.
747
00:31:51,488 --> 00:31:53,255
Yeah, I should get some sleep.
748
00:31:55,682 --> 00:31:56,589
Here or...
749
00:31:56,589 --> 00:31:57,876
Yeah.
750
00:31:58,863 --> 00:32:00,143
Yeah.
751
00:32:01,063 --> 00:32:02,395
Or...
752
00:32:02,630 --> 00:32:04,124
or you could go.
753
00:32:05,647 --> 00:32:07,557
Don't you have to get your pencil?
754
00:32:08,756 --> 00:32:10,317
It's the middle of the night.
755
00:32:11,987 --> 00:32:12,558
Right.
756
00:32:12,558 --> 00:32:14,991
Yeah. But you know what?
757
00:32:15,232 --> 00:32:16,546
I could go if you want.
758
00:32:16,912 --> 00:32:18,593
Yeah. You know what? I'll go.
759
00:32:19,095 --> 00:32:20,466
You can get some sleep.
760
00:32:21,398 --> 00:32:22,685
Okay.
761
00:32:22,950 --> 00:32:24,313
You sure you're okay?
762
00:32:25,164 --> 00:32:26,419
I'm great.
763
00:32:28,533 --> 00:32:29,929
I'll see you tomorrow.
764
00:32:46,225 --> 00:32:48,102
You can stay with me.
765
00:32:48,417 --> 00:32:51,582
Alex, Jackson, and April moved out.
There's room.
766
00:32:52,220 --> 00:32:54,235
I don't want to come stay with you.
767
00:32:55,011 --> 00:32:56,509
Is he moving out?
768
00:32:58,683 --> 00:32:59,741
I don't know.
769
00:32:59,741 --> 00:33:01,680
But you're not together. You broke up.
770
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,460
No, we can't just...
771
00:33:04,797 --> 00:33:05,951
break up.
772
00:33:05,951 --> 00:33:07,367
- We're married.
- I know.
773
00:33:07,367 --> 00:33:10,839
I mean, I think Derek used
a pretty good attorney
774
00:33:10,839 --> 00:33:11,652
for his divorce.
775
00:33:11,652 --> 00:33:13,142
I don't want an attorney.
776
00:33:13,562 --> 00:33:14,783
Okay.
777
00:33:16,549 --> 00:33:18,944
Well... he cheated on you.
778
00:33:18,944 --> 00:33:20,212
Yeah, this isn't you and Derek.
779
00:33:20,212 --> 00:33:21,987
He didn't fall in love with her.
780
00:33:25,229 --> 00:33:26,666
He screwed someone...
781
00:33:27,744 --> 00:33:28,999
one time...
782
00:33:29,948 --> 00:33:30,976
when he was drunk.
783
00:33:30,976 --> 00:33:33,280
I mean, does that mean
my marriage is over?
784
00:33:33,508 --> 00:33:34,945
What he did was wrong.
785
00:33:35,318 --> 00:33:37,529
And if it were me...
786
00:33:37,529 --> 00:33:41,215
Hey, if I screwed someone
once when I was drunk...
787
00:33:41,779 --> 00:33:43,451
and I could, I know me.
788
00:33:43,451 --> 00:33:44,831
If I did it...
789
00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:48,933
I wouldn't want Owen to leave me for that.
790
00:33:48,933 --> 00:33:51,176
Everything isn't so perfectly right
791
00:33:51,176 --> 00:33:52,788
or perfectly wrong.
792
00:33:54,137 --> 00:33:55,379
Okay.
793
00:33:57,933 --> 00:33:59,151
Say it.
794
00:34:01,378 --> 00:34:03,287
You got married awfully fast.
795
00:34:06,652 --> 00:34:07,882
Be on my side.
796
00:34:07,882 --> 00:34:10,071
I am on your side.
797
00:34:10,071 --> 00:34:13,071
But it, you know,
it's like you're defending him.
798
00:34:13,459 --> 00:34:15,908
And I don't know how
we're supposed to feel.
799
00:34:15,908 --> 00:34:19,159
Well, he's my husband.
Th-this is a marriage.
800
00:34:20,949 --> 00:34:22,230
Okay.
801
00:34:29,844 --> 00:34:31,366
Oh, I want to leave him.
802
00:34:32,928 --> 00:34:34,292
Okay.
803
00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:36,080
So that means I'm gone.
804
00:34:36,561 --> 00:34:39,296
So you're gonna take the job at Stanford?
805
00:34:39,365 --> 00:34:40,516
Or Columbia.
806
00:34:43,214 --> 00:34:44,948
Well, you'd be leaving me, too.
807
00:34:46,380 --> 00:34:47,925
Well, you might go to the Brigham.
808
00:34:48,443 --> 00:34:49,874
Probably not.
809
00:34:51,577 --> 00:34:52,378
Maybe.
810
00:34:57,580 --> 00:35:00,173
Yeah, I... I'd leave you, too.
811
00:35:04,647 --> 00:35:05,838
There are phones, you know?
812
00:35:05,838 --> 00:35:08,600
- Oh, you hate the phone.
- I know I do.
813
00:35:09,091 --> 00:35:10,313
But...
814
00:35:11,103 --> 00:35:12,871
I mean, I don't have to like it.
815
00:35:17,478 --> 00:35:19,408
Put your hand under the door.
816
00:35:20,388 --> 00:35:21,590
What?
817
00:35:23,104 --> 00:35:23,863
Just do it.
818
00:35:52,642 --> 00:35:54,782
Oh, god. Oh.
819
00:35:55,688 --> 00:35:57,287
He stopped breathing.
820
00:35:57,287 --> 00:35:58,985
No. I'm not ready yet.
821
00:35:58,985 --> 00:36:00,396
I don't-I don't... just please...
822
00:36:00,396 --> 00:36:02,500
I'm not ready yet.
823
00:36:09,975 --> 00:36:11,313
Oh, god.
824
00:36:11,513 --> 00:36:13,277
Oh, god.
825
00:36:15,060 --> 00:36:17,280
Oh, my sweet Tommy.
826
00:36:19,955 --> 00:36:22,849
Mommy loves you so much.
827
00:36:23,843 --> 00:36:28,181
Oh, mommy loves you so, so much.
828
00:36:44,892 --> 00:36:45,713
How's Morgan doing?
829
00:36:45,713 --> 00:36:47,780
She just lost her baby.
How do you think she's doing?
830
00:36:47,780 --> 00:36:48,833
Okay, look, Karev...
831
00:36:48,833 --> 00:36:50,178
Oh, come on. It's been a long night.
832
00:36:50,178 --> 00:36:51,506
Whatever you want to nag me about,
833
00:36:51,506 --> 00:36:52,426
just... can't it wait?
834
00:36:52,426 --> 00:36:53,462
No, it can't.
835
00:36:53,462 --> 00:36:55,526
I need you as my peds fellow next year.
836
00:36:55,526 --> 00:36:56,829
I need you to pass your boards,
837
00:36:56,829 --> 00:36:59,537
and you can't pass
your boards unless you take them.
838
00:37:00,163 --> 00:37:02,727
Look... I need to stay here with Morgan...
839
00:37:02,727 --> 00:37:04,591
Morgan needs to get by
without you right now.
840
00:37:04,591 --> 00:37:06,002
You were her baby's doctor. That's all.
841
00:37:06,002 --> 00:37:08,411
She's gonna be okay.
I will make sure she is.
842
00:37:08,411 --> 00:37:10,405
The test is gonna be, like,
in-in three hours.
843
00:37:10,405 --> 00:37:14,179
I have never once seen you
give up on a patient, Karev.
844
00:37:14,663 --> 00:37:15,986
Don't give up on this.
845
00:37:15,986 --> 00:37:17,284
I'm never gonna get there in time.
846
00:37:17,284 --> 00:37:18,567
Try.
847
00:37:29,788 --> 00:37:31,035
Are you up?
848
00:37:33,004 --> 00:37:34,287
How are you feeling?
849
00:37:35,684 --> 00:37:37,011
Worse.
850
00:37:37,927 --> 00:37:39,139
Get up.
851
00:37:39,139 --> 00:37:41,632
Seriously, Cristina, I don't think I can.
852
00:37:41,632 --> 00:37:42,925
Open the door.
853
00:37:43,872 --> 00:37:45,688
Just go get ready. I'll be fine.
854
00:37:45,688 --> 00:37:47,211
Open the door, Mer.
855
00:37:47,380 --> 00:37:48,592
Oh.
856
00:37:58,243 --> 00:37:59,609
Easy.
857
00:37:59,713 --> 00:38:01,088
Easy.
858
00:38:03,715 --> 00:38:07,145
Okay, now that's
the last time you throw up.
859
00:38:07,195 --> 00:38:09,330
Mind over matter. You can do this.
860
00:38:09,566 --> 00:38:10,798
Okay?
861
00:38:12,451 --> 00:38:14,035
Fine, ma. You were right.
862
00:38:14,035 --> 00:38:15,575
I always feel...
863
00:38:15,996 --> 00:38:16,922
Oh.
864
00:38:16,922 --> 00:38:19,198
Sorry. I thought this my mom's room.
865
00:38:19,198 --> 00:38:21,644
Uh, uh, no, no problem.
866
00:38:21,644 --> 00:38:23,164
I thought you were room service.
867
00:38:23,164 --> 00:38:24,387
No problem at all.
868
00:38:24,387 --> 00:38:25,688
Okay.
869
00:38:34,478 --> 00:38:35,744
No.
870
00:38:42,782 --> 00:38:44,252
Good luck, baby.
871
00:38:49,805 --> 00:38:51,265
I...
872
00:38:53,073 --> 00:38:55,413
Do you think he's traumatized?
873
00:38:55,571 --> 00:38:57,017
For life.
874
00:38:59,755 --> 00:39:01,551
Well, we did it.
875
00:39:01,551 --> 00:39:02,948
We made it through the night.
876
00:39:03,594 --> 00:39:07,696
You know why, Zola?
'cause we're survivors, me and you.
877
00:39:07,696 --> 00:39:09,950
And your mom's gonna pass the boards,
878
00:39:10,019 --> 00:39:11,510
and hopefully, you don't throw up on me
879
00:39:11,510 --> 00:39:13,657
in the next 15 minutes, right?
880
00:39:15,962 --> 00:39:17,029
Where have you been all night?
881
00:39:17,029 --> 00:39:19,400
At the hospital. I was
finishing your neuro research.
882
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:21,191
Why is she in a bumblebee costume?
883
00:39:21,191 --> 00:39:24,508
Oh, she's throw up on all
of her other clothes.
884
00:39:32,022 --> 00:39:33,619
Mark said that, uh...
885
00:39:34,621 --> 00:39:36,226
that he misses me.
886
00:39:37,685 --> 00:39:39,364
But I miss him, you know?
887
00:39:39,364 --> 00:39:40,659
I, uh...
888
00:39:42,358 --> 00:39:43,683
I really...
889
00:39:43,711 --> 00:39:45,434
I really miss him.
890
00:39:46,285 --> 00:39:47,356
You know, and he...
891
00:39:47,356 --> 00:39:49,131
he thinks that I still love Jackson,
892
00:39:49,131 --> 00:39:51,351
but I try to tell him that I don't,
893
00:39:51,351 --> 00:39:54,702
I try to tell him that I still love him...
894
00:39:56,622 --> 00:39:59,086
but-but I-I open my mouth...
895
00:40:00,170 --> 00:40:02,222
and nothing comes out.
896
00:40:02,624 --> 00:40:05,501
And everything is terrible.
897
00:40:07,806 --> 00:40:09,232
It's gonna be okay.
898
00:40:11,467 --> 00:40:12,763
It's gonna be okay.
899
00:40:19,359 --> 00:40:20,566
What?
900
00:40:22,012 --> 00:40:23,331
Cristina texted,
901
00:40:23,331 --> 00:40:24,732
and she's about to go in.
902
00:40:24,732 --> 00:40:25,743
She's feeling good.
903
00:40:25,743 --> 00:40:28,793
And... and she's ready.
904
00:40:29,994 --> 00:40:31,719
I ju... I just thought you'd want to know.
905
00:40:35,879 --> 00:40:38,500
Kindergarten, high school...
906
00:40:38,699 --> 00:40:40,948
college, med school...
907
00:40:41,490 --> 00:40:42,892
residency...
908
00:40:43,099 --> 00:40:45,048
It all leads to this moment.
909
00:40:45,262 --> 00:40:45,848
Good luck.
910
00:40:45,848 --> 00:40:47,543
Diana Acardo.
911
00:40:48,738 --> 00:40:50,046
April?
912
00:40:51,406 --> 00:40:52,661
Come on.
913
00:40:52,702 --> 00:40:55,158
You're not even gonna look at me or...
914
00:40:55,273 --> 00:40:56,565
No.
915
00:40:57,791 --> 00:40:59,751
No, it's not you, Jackson. It's...
916
00:41:00,812 --> 00:41:02,509
it's Jesus.
917
00:41:04,016 --> 00:41:06,912
I was a virgin because I love Jesus.
918
00:41:07,998 --> 00:41:09,811
And now Jesus hates me.
919
00:41:10,501 --> 00:41:12,671
Some people can crack under the pressure.
920
00:41:13,397 --> 00:41:14,782
April Kepner.
921
00:41:15,922 --> 00:41:17,286
Hi.
922
00:41:19,291 --> 00:41:20,584
Others thrive.
923
00:41:21,521 --> 00:41:23,298
Jackson Avery.
924
00:41:25,527 --> 00:41:26,038
Here.
925
00:41:30,212 --> 00:41:31,189
Oh, sorry.
926
00:41:36,607 --> 00:41:39,786
- Either way... There's nothing left to do.
- Matthew Anderson.
927
00:41:39,992 --> 00:41:43,110
No more studying, no more preparing...
928
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:44,934
Cristina...
929
00:41:44,962 --> 00:41:46,395
Mind over matter.
930
00:41:48,404 --> 00:41:49,864
Cristina Yang.
931
00:41:53,050 --> 00:41:53,810
Pleasure to meet you.
932
00:41:53,810 --> 00:41:56,577
Like it or not, the moment has arrived.
933
00:41:56,577 --> 00:41:57,954
Meredith Grey.
934
00:42:00,057 --> 00:42:01,791
The only thing left for you to do
935
00:42:02,754 --> 00:42:04,228
is show up.
936
00:42:05,264 --> 00:42:06,780
Alex Karev.
937
00:42:09,109 --> 00:42:10,814
Alex Karev.
938
00:42:20,881 --> 00:42:28,147
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