1 00:00:01,858 --> 00:00:02,938 Picture this: 2 00:00:02,939 --> 00:00:04,597 you've spent the past five years 3 00:00:04,598 --> 00:00:07,303 of your residency training to become a surgeon. 4 00:00:07,304 --> 00:00:09,604 But those five years suddenly don't matter 5 00:00:09,605 --> 00:00:10,980 the only thing that matters 6 00:00:10,981 --> 00:00:14,031 the only thing between you and the rest of your career 7 00:00:14,032 --> 00:00:15,097 is a test 8 00:00:15,098 --> 00:00:17,416 in a random hotel in a random city 9 00:00:17,417 --> 00:00:21,414 with a random examiner asking you random questions. 10 00:00:21,415 --> 00:00:23,878 Nervous? You should be. 11 00:00:24,193 --> 00:00:25,452 We should be gone by now. 12 00:00:25,453 --> 00:00:27,158 The flight's not for three hours. You're fine. 13 00:00:27,159 --> 00:00:29,650 I-I'd be fine if people showed up on time. 14 00:00:29,651 --> 00:00:31,050 No one is going to be late. 15 00:00:31,051 --> 00:00:32,913 San Francisco is a short flight away. 16 00:00:32,914 --> 00:00:34,961 There's no reason to be nervous, okay? 17 00:00:35,641 --> 00:00:38,076 Oh. Not again. 18 00:00:39,113 --> 00:00:40,075 I'm sorry. 19 00:00:40,076 --> 00:00:42,473 It's just that my parents called me this morning 20 00:00:42,474 --> 00:00:43,214 to wish me luck, 21 00:00:43,215 --> 00:00:45,768 and they told me that their church is praying for me, 22 00:00:45,769 --> 00:00:47,986 and what-what-what if I don't pass? 23 00:00:47,987 --> 00:00:50,383 One in five people don't pass. 24 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:52,481 Kepner, stop. You're a trauma surgeon. 25 00:00:52,482 --> 00:00:53,366 We're soldiers. 26 00:00:53,367 --> 00:00:56,107 We fight battles harder than this test every single day, 27 00:00:56,108 --> 00:00:57,515 and we win, okay? 28 00:00:57,516 --> 00:00:59,758 So dry your tears. 29 00:00:59,759 --> 00:01:01,983 I want you to repeat after me. 30 00:01:03,059 --> 00:01:03,897 I am a soldier. 31 00:01:03,898 --> 00:01:04,970 I'm a s-soldier. 32 00:01:04,971 --> 00:01:07,216 No, no. I want to hear you mean it. 33 00:01:07,217 --> 00:01:09,087 Repeat. I am a soldier. 34 00:01:09,088 --> 00:01:10,102 I am a soldier. 35 00:01:10,103 --> 00:01:11,950 - Now get on the bus. - Okay. 36 00:01:14,332 --> 00:01:15,404 Karev? 37 00:01:16,162 --> 00:01:17,897 Now have salmon for dinner. 38 00:01:17,898 --> 00:01:20,072 And tell room service to make sure it's not frozen. 39 00:01:20,073 --> 00:01:22,584 You lose omega-3s if it's frozen. 40 00:01:22,733 --> 00:01:24,262 Avery, are you listening to me? 41 00:01:24,263 --> 00:01:25,361 I'm trying not to. 44 00:01:27,722 --> 00:01:28,887 Okay, don't overthink it. 45 00:01:28,888 --> 00:01:31,146 They want standard protocol, not cutting edge. 46 00:01:31,147 --> 00:01:32,838 I mean, this is a test in proficiency, 47 00:01:32,839 --> 00:01:34,449 and well, y-you're proficient in your sleep. 48 00:01:34,450 --> 00:01:35,900 So just make sure that you get a lot of sleep. 49 00:01:35,901 --> 00:01:37,477 You want me to be relaxed, right? 50 00:01:37,478 --> 00:01:38,257 Exactly. 51 00:01:38,258 --> 00:01:39,745 This isn't helping. 52 00:01:40,910 --> 00:01:41,944 - You're right. - Bye! 53 00:01:41,945 --> 00:01:43,289 - Go! - Bye. 54 00:01:49,798 --> 00:01:51,064 Kick ass. 55 00:01:53,661 --> 00:01:55,309 Ahh. Hee! 56 00:01:55,552 --> 00:01:56,811 It's exciting, huh? 57 00:01:56,812 --> 00:01:58,942 They started off with so little promise, 58 00:01:58,943 --> 00:02:00,877 I feel like I'm witnessing a miracle. 59 00:02:00,878 --> 00:02:02,026 Where the hell is Karev? 60 00:02:02,027 --> 00:02:04,762 Oh, he'll be here. I trained him right. 61 00:02:05,086 --> 00:02:06,382 Oh. Okay. 62 00:02:08,558 --> 00:02:10,072 Coming! Don't leave without me. 63 00:02:10,073 --> 00:02:11,311 Miracle. 64 00:02:14,272 --> 00:02:15,981 Where is Meredith Grey? 65 00:02:16,290 --> 00:02:17,404 They called ten minutes ago. 66 00:02:17,405 --> 00:02:19,262 She started throwing up right after I dropped her off. 67 00:02:19,263 --> 00:02:21,184 She's really warm. Maybe I should stay. 68 00:02:21,185 --> 00:02:22,882 No, babies get sick. It sucks, 69 00:02:22,883 --> 00:02:24,354 but it's the disgusting circle of life. 70 00:02:24,355 --> 00:02:25,327 We have trained too hard. 71 00:02:25,328 --> 00:02:26,655 I have personally put in hours of my life 72 00:02:26,656 --> 00:02:27,469 that I will never get back, 73 00:02:27,470 --> 00:02:28,295 so you are not failing 74 00:02:28,296 --> 00:02:30,267 just because your mommy hormones are all "Code orange." 75 00:02:30,268 --> 00:02:32,075 Go to the airport. Pass your boards. 76 00:02:32,076 --> 00:02:33,062 My baby is sick. 77 00:02:33,063 --> 00:02:34,672 Well, lucky for her, her father's a doctor. 78 00:02:34,673 --> 00:02:35,540 Takes a village. 79 00:02:35,541 --> 00:02:37,361 And Zola's village is chock-full of doctors. 80 00:02:37,362 --> 00:02:38,479 Okay? She will be fine. 81 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:39,984 Just go. Make me proud. 82 00:02:39,985 --> 00:02:41,639 All right. Mama loves you, Zo. 83 00:02:41,640 --> 00:02:43,283 You're my Zozo. I love you. 84 00:02:43,284 --> 00:02:45,576 - I'll be home soon. - Yeah, shh. 85 00:02:45,872 --> 00:02:47,323 Hey, Torres, thank you very much. 86 00:02:47,324 --> 00:02:48,580 Do you mind looking after her for a minute? 87 00:02:48,581 --> 00:02:49,484 I gotta make some calls. 88 00:02:49,485 --> 00:02:50,614 Yeah, no. No. 89 00:02:50,615 --> 00:02:51,957 Sofia had that bug last week, so... 90 00:02:51,958 --> 00:02:54,214 I'm not getting anywhere near that. 91 00:02:54,624 --> 00:02:55,978 What happened to, "We're a village"? 92 00:02:55,979 --> 00:02:57,866 It's a metaphor, Shepherd. Good luck. 93 00:03:04,275 --> 00:03:06,200 What's the deal with Tommy's platelet count? 94 00:03:06,201 --> 00:03:06,937 Did you know it dropped? 95 00:03:06,938 --> 00:03:08,943 He's not your patient anymore, remember? 96 00:03:08,944 --> 00:03:11,060 His crit's been decreasing, and his sats are low. 97 00:03:11,061 --> 00:03:11,641 We might want to... 98 00:03:11,642 --> 00:03:13,530 We've been getting along just fine without you 99 00:03:13,531 --> 00:03:14,627 these past few weeks. 100 00:03:14,628 --> 00:03:16,276 I don't need you butting in now. 101 00:03:16,469 --> 00:03:18,292 Karev, outside. 102 00:03:18,369 --> 00:03:19,520 Now. 103 00:03:22,866 --> 00:03:23,965 Tommy's deteriorating. 104 00:03:23,966 --> 00:03:25,471 What did his X-rays show? 105 00:03:25,712 --> 00:03:27,128 Just... shh. 106 00:03:27,967 --> 00:03:28,472 Okay... 107 00:03:28,473 --> 00:03:31,366 Look your examiner in the eye, but don't stare. 108 00:03:31,367 --> 00:03:32,915 And don't... and don't rush your answers. 109 00:03:32,916 --> 00:03:33,995 You know, it's okay to take a second 110 00:03:33,996 --> 00:03:35,190 to just compose yourself. 111 00:03:35,191 --> 00:03:36,514 But don't... don't take too long. 112 00:03:36,515 --> 00:03:37,273 Yeah, I got this. 113 00:03:37,274 --> 00:03:38,138 Okay, I hope you do. 114 00:03:38,139 --> 00:03:39,010 What? 115 00:03:39,011 --> 00:03:41,047 I mean, I know you do. 116 00:03:43,963 --> 00:03:46,394 23 minutes late? Not okay! 117 00:03:46,395 --> 00:03:48,859 Is it too late to request a van without you on it? 118 00:04:21,647 --> 00:04:23,216 I need you, Lex. 119 00:04:23,239 --> 00:04:24,729 Hi. Uh, uh, 120 00:04:24,730 --> 00:04:25,792 what? 121 00:04:25,793 --> 00:04:26,982 I need you. 122 00:04:26,994 --> 00:04:28,249 I'm doing a skin graft, 123 00:04:28,250 --> 00:04:30,263 and I'm stuck with an intern who thinks that 124 00:04:30,264 --> 00:04:32,015 debriding the necrotic tissue 125 00:04:32,016 --> 00:04:34,352 is the title of a nine inch nails album. 126 00:04:34,647 --> 00:04:36,557 - Are you sure it's not? - It might be. 127 00:04:36,558 --> 00:04:38,215 I'm not familiar with their later work. 128 00:04:38,216 --> 00:04:40,737 You're just sad because Jackson is off to take his boards. 129 00:04:40,738 --> 00:04:42,042 He and I work well together. 130 00:04:42,043 --> 00:04:43,594 We understand each other. 131 00:04:44,767 --> 00:04:46,591 Like you and I used to, you know? 132 00:04:48,030 --> 00:04:49,309 So I need you. 133 00:04:50,270 --> 00:04:51,241 I can't. 134 00:04:51,242 --> 00:04:53,533 Uh, I-I-I am way behind 135 00:04:53,534 --> 00:04:56,121 on all of this, um, research for Shepherd. 136 00:04:56,122 --> 00:04:58,945 You know, I was gonna pull an all-nighter to finish, so... 137 00:04:58,946 --> 00:04:59,922 All right. 138 00:05:00,320 --> 00:05:02,831 Thought it would be fun, working together again. 139 00:05:03,064 --> 00:05:04,472 But if you're busy... 140 00:05:05,154 --> 00:05:06,011 Mark, wait. 141 00:05:06,012 --> 00:05:10,260 You should check out the latest nine inch nails album. 142 00:05:10,261 --> 00:05:11,909 It is pretty... 143 00:05:12,847 --> 00:05:14,127 fresh. 144 00:05:15,858 --> 00:05:17,065 Okay. 145 00:05:23,589 --> 00:05:25,190 I said fresh. 146 00:05:26,146 --> 00:05:28,653 16-year-old male driver, car versus streetlight. 147 00:05:28,654 --> 00:05:30,470 Arrested once before they freed him in the car 148 00:05:30,471 --> 00:05:31,377 and once in the rig. 149 00:05:31,378 --> 00:05:32,748 B.P. 80 systolic, tachycardic. 150 00:05:32,749 --> 00:05:35,956 Contusions and lacerations over chest and abdomen. 151 00:05:35,957 --> 00:05:37,492 - Where's Altman? - Abdomen is rigid 152 00:05:37,493 --> 00:05:39,487 So there's probably a lot of blood in the belly. 153 00:05:39,488 --> 00:05:41,106 It took over an hour to get him out. 154 00:05:43,138 --> 00:05:44,725 Uh, kid arrested twice in the field. 155 00:05:44,726 --> 00:05:46,344 Add an E.K.G. to the trauma labs 156 00:05:46,345 --> 00:05:47,897 and get X-ray in here, stat. 157 00:05:47,898 --> 00:05:49,641 - Right away. - Oh, god. Ricky. 158 00:05:49,642 --> 00:05:50,425 Oh, excuse me. 159 00:05:50,426 --> 00:05:51,689 What was he even doing in his car? 160 00:05:51,690 --> 00:05:53,464 He's supposed to be at basketball practice. 161 00:05:53,465 --> 00:05:55,417 - Okay, is he allergic to anything? - No. 162 00:05:55,418 --> 00:05:56,340 Does he have heart problems? 163 00:05:56,341 --> 00:05:57,764 No. Probably driving too fast. 164 00:05:57,765 --> 00:05:59,310 We sore that if he got even one ticket, 165 00:05:59,311 --> 00:06:00,666 we would take that car away from him. 166 00:06:00,667 --> 00:06:02,711 Hang a unit of O neg and make sure the C.T. is ready. 167 00:06:02,712 --> 00:06:04,381 Rick! What is happening? Why are they doing... 168 00:06:04,382 --> 00:06:06,349 - Let's step out. Let's step out. - What's going on? 169 00:06:19,809 --> 00:06:21,411 Oh, sorry. Ow! 170 00:06:21,412 --> 00:06:23,478 That's... oh, case western reserve. 171 00:06:23,479 --> 00:06:25,745 Uh, do you know Ted Stevenson, head of trauma? 172 00:06:25,746 --> 00:06:26,519 I do, yeah. 173 00:06:26,520 --> 00:06:27,652 He just offered me a job. 174 00:06:27,653 --> 00:06:29,110 I might be an attending there. 175 00:06:29,351 --> 00:06:30,851 April Kepner, Seattle. 176 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:34,072 Kevin Banks. I'm the guy whose job you took. 177 00:06:34,315 --> 00:06:36,292 I was waiting to hear, but I guess I just heard. 178 00:06:36,937 --> 00:06:38,143 Thanks a lot. 179 00:06:39,252 --> 00:06:40,661 Well, he hates me. 180 00:06:41,512 --> 00:06:42,706 How do you do that? 181 00:06:42,707 --> 00:06:44,013 You've been here, like, two minutes. 182 00:06:44,014 --> 00:06:46,190 My examiner is gonna hate me, too, instantly. 183 00:06:46,191 --> 00:06:47,247 Don't psych yourself out. 184 00:06:47,248 --> 00:06:49,445 One in five people fail the boards. 185 00:06:49,651 --> 00:06:50,648 Fine. Psych yourself out. 186 00:06:50,649 --> 00:06:52,930 It's just a test. We've all dealt with worse. 187 00:06:52,931 --> 00:06:54,628 No one's bleeding out on your table. 188 00:06:55,059 --> 00:06:56,450 We will be fine. 189 00:06:58,682 --> 00:06:59,882 Cristina. 190 00:07:01,513 --> 00:07:02,561 What? 191 00:07:03,124 --> 00:07:04,965 Zola has the stomach flu. 192 00:07:05,484 --> 00:07:07,988 So? Kids get sick. Derek's with her. 193 00:07:07,989 --> 00:07:10,364 Zola has the stomach flu. 194 00:07:12,807 --> 00:07:15,199 Oh, no. No, Mer, you can't be sick. 195 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:16,857 Mm. You cannot be sick. 196 00:07:16,976 --> 00:07:18,207 Okay. 197 00:07:18,922 --> 00:07:20,427 You're just freaking out. 198 00:07:20,428 --> 00:07:21,149 Okay. 199 00:07:21,150 --> 00:07:22,604 J-just take deep breaths, okay? 200 00:07:22,605 --> 00:07:23,468 Just take deep breaths. 201 00:07:23,469 --> 00:07:25,053 So do you guys wanna go register 202 00:07:25,054 --> 00:07:26,573 and then go get some lunch? 203 00:07:27,924 --> 00:07:28,989 Oh. 204 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:31,355 Wh... uh, what just happened? 205 00:07:32,025 --> 00:07:33,305 Stomach flu. 206 00:07:46,580 --> 00:07:48,113 Zola has the stomach flu 207 00:07:48,114 --> 00:07:48,953 and you didn't say anything? 208 00:07:48,954 --> 00:07:51,735 How could you? Are... are you trying to sabotage us all? 209 00:07:51,736 --> 00:07:53,409 It's not like it's the black plague. 210 00:07:53,410 --> 00:07:54,857 You are supposed to be our friend. 211 00:07:54,858 --> 00:07:56,349 Oh, April, calm down. Oh... 212 00:07:56,350 --> 00:07:58,694 Y-you stay right where you are, typhoid Mary. 213 00:07:58,695 --> 00:08:00,391 Come on. Let's go register. 214 00:08:01,685 --> 00:08:03,070 Mer, just sit. 215 00:08:03,071 --> 00:08:05,135 And I'll get your registration package. 216 00:08:06,515 --> 00:08:07,651 Next in line. 217 00:08:08,236 --> 00:08:10,097 Hey, Dr. Robbins, it's Alex. 218 00:08:10,098 --> 00:08:12,120 Uh, listen, I was thinking about Tommy. 219 00:08:12,121 --> 00:08:14,415 Uh, have you tried liquid ventilation? 220 00:08:14,416 --> 00:08:16,016 It's just an idea. Let me know. 221 00:08:18,566 --> 00:08:20,057 Dude, is that your mom? 222 00:08:20,990 --> 00:08:21,903 Baby. 223 00:08:21,904 --> 00:08:22,517 Oh, no. 224 00:08:22,518 --> 00:08:23,621 I know. 225 00:08:23,677 --> 00:08:25,951 I know you don't want to see your mother before the boards. 226 00:08:25,952 --> 00:08:27,656 But they are wearing this old girl out. 227 00:08:27,657 --> 00:08:29,644 Got me examining three sessions tomorrow, 228 00:08:29,645 --> 00:08:30,655 and I might not see you, 229 00:08:30,656 --> 00:08:32,932 so I had to say good luck. 230 00:08:33,235 --> 00:08:34,267 Okay. 231 00:08:34,751 --> 00:08:35,667 - Mwah. - Thank you, mom. 232 00:08:35,668 --> 00:08:37,556 Oh, and I brought it. 233 00:08:38,035 --> 00:08:40,013 Mnh-mnh. No, no, that's fine. You don't... 234 00:08:40,014 --> 00:08:41,835 - It's in here somewhere. - That's fine. That's okay. 235 00:08:41,836 --> 00:08:43,155 That's what you always say, 236 00:08:43,156 --> 00:08:44,963 - but you always want it in the end. - Okay, all right. 237 00:08:44,964 --> 00:08:47,236 Mom, I'm good. I am. 238 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:50,107 I'm in room 809 when you change your mind. 239 00:08:50,108 --> 00:08:50,600 All right. 240 00:08:50,601 --> 00:08:53,108 All right. Excuse me. 241 00:08:53,874 --> 00:08:55,341 Mommy bring you your binky? 242 00:08:55,342 --> 00:08:57,646 It's my lucky pencil. She brought my lucky pencil. 243 00:08:57,647 --> 00:08:59,112 You know this is an oral test, right? 244 00:08:59,113 --> 00:09:00,393 Yes, I know, okay? 245 00:09:00,394 --> 00:09:02,737 It's just, I used it for my S.A.T.S, 246 00:09:02,738 --> 00:09:04,985 and my M.C.A.T.S, and my intern exam. 247 00:09:04,986 --> 00:09:06,068 So it's your binky. 248 00:09:06,069 --> 00:09:07,173 It's... 249 00:09:07,573 --> 00:09:09,717 sort of like my binky, yeah. 250 00:09:09,855 --> 00:09:10,639 Okay. 251 00:09:11,523 --> 00:09:12,820 Fill this out. 252 00:09:14,915 --> 00:09:15,951 There must be, what, 253 00:09:15,952 --> 00:09:17,333 like a hundred people in this room? 254 00:09:17,334 --> 00:09:18,852 Okay, if Kepner is right, 255 00:09:18,900 --> 00:09:20,101 20 of them are screwed. 256 00:09:20,102 --> 00:09:21,752 - I'm gonna puke. - Relax. You're not one of them. 257 00:09:21,753 --> 00:09:23,224 No, on you. 258 00:09:32,178 --> 00:09:34,068 So... it's his bowel? 259 00:09:34,556 --> 00:09:35,081 Again? 260 00:09:35,082 --> 00:09:37,194 We won't know how bad it is 261 00:09:37,544 --> 00:09:38,920 without opening him up. 262 00:09:39,718 --> 00:09:40,678 Okay. 263 00:09:45,745 --> 00:09:48,025 Morgan, we've already removed part of his bowel. 264 00:09:48,026 --> 00:09:48,909 There's a very good chance 265 00:09:48,910 --> 00:09:50,613 he won't make it through another surgery. 266 00:09:50,614 --> 00:09:54,325 You've said that before, a lot. We'll do it. 267 00:09:54,668 --> 00:09:55,980 Do the surgery. 268 00:09:59,991 --> 00:10:02,165 We can't wait for you to prep an E.V.R. 269 00:10:02,166 --> 00:10:03,530 All right. Well, why don't you open him up, 270 00:10:03,531 --> 00:10:04,229 and I'll get him prepped? 271 00:10:04,230 --> 00:10:05,709 You're gonna fill him full of blood thinners, 272 00:10:05,710 --> 00:10:08,275 his organs will bleed out before we get a chance to save them. 273 00:10:08,276 --> 00:10:09,132 He needs damage control. 274 00:10:09,133 --> 00:10:11,340 Opening his chest will cause more damage in the long run 275 00:10:11,341 --> 00:10:12,265 than we can control. 276 00:10:12,266 --> 00:10:15,346 She's right. This gives him his best options for recovery. 277 00:10:15,347 --> 00:10:17,141 This sounds like a good compromise. 278 00:10:17,142 --> 00:10:19,001 Dr. Hunt, sir, no one's told us 279 00:10:19,002 --> 00:10:20,363 what we're supposed to be prepping for? 280 00:10:20,364 --> 00:10:21,612 - Laparotomy. - E.V.R. 281 00:10:24,439 --> 00:10:26,712 Both. Now that's a good plan. 282 00:10:28,950 --> 00:10:30,056 Both. 283 00:10:30,057 --> 00:10:31,488 Prep him head to toe. 284 00:10:31,489 --> 00:10:32,928 All right then. 285 00:10:33,295 --> 00:10:35,623 Okay, page me for the tib-fib fracture when you're done. 286 00:10:35,624 --> 00:10:36,676 Hey, where you going? 287 00:10:36,677 --> 00:10:38,756 Oh, you want to be in the O.R. with those two? 288 00:10:38,757 --> 00:10:39,742 They hate each other. 289 00:10:39,743 --> 00:10:41,612 Oh, they're professionals. They'll be fine. 290 00:10:41,613 --> 00:10:42,665 No, it's awful. 291 00:10:42,666 --> 00:10:44,616 It's tense and it's cold and it's dangerous. 292 00:10:44,617 --> 00:10:46,111 It feels like defusing a bomb 293 00:10:46,112 --> 00:10:48,453 in a haunted house that's built on a minefield, 294 00:10:48,454 --> 00:10:50,064 and there are bears everywhere, 295 00:10:50,065 --> 00:10:51,466 and the bears have knives. 296 00:10:51,467 --> 00:10:53,305 Uh, now I have to be in here with 'em 297 00:10:53,306 --> 00:10:54,339 for the next eight hours. 298 00:10:54,340 --> 00:10:56,341 You have to tame them or you will die. 299 00:10:56,342 --> 00:10:57,108 We will all die. 300 00:10:57,109 --> 00:10:58,583 Their hate will destroy the hospital, 301 00:10:58,584 --> 00:10:59,677 and then the whole planet. 302 00:10:59,678 --> 00:11:01,539 I am counting on you, Bailey. 303 00:11:01,862 --> 00:11:03,351 We're all counting on you. 304 00:11:03,426 --> 00:11:04,674 Godspeed. 305 00:11:11,942 --> 00:11:16,036 Okay, 56 year old presents with pancreatic ductal obstruction... 306 00:11:16,037 --> 00:11:18,822 and dilated main pancreatic duct. 307 00:11:19,500 --> 00:11:20,797 Post-op procedure... 308 00:11:20,798 --> 00:11:21,322 Yes. 309 00:11:21,323 --> 00:11:22,380 Dude, give it a rest. 310 00:11:22,381 --> 00:11:23,833 If we don't know it by now, we're screwed. 311 00:11:23,834 --> 00:11:25,979 Besides, you've got your magical pencil 312 00:11:25,980 --> 00:11:26,634 to see you through. 313 00:11:26,635 --> 00:11:30,235 He's got a magic pencil? Oh, say more. 314 00:11:30,367 --> 00:11:31,368 His mommy brought it. 315 00:11:31,369 --> 00:11:33,246 Wait. How magical is this pencil? 316 00:11:33,247 --> 00:11:35,912 And can it stop that? 317 00:11:36,183 --> 00:11:37,039 I'm sorry. 318 00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:39,242 I'm sorry. This all just got 319 00:11:39,243 --> 00:11:40,985 really, really real. 320 00:11:40,986 --> 00:11:41,814 And man down. 321 00:11:41,815 --> 00:11:43,534 Two men down. First Grey, now... 322 00:11:43,535 --> 00:11:45,309 Meredith's not down. She's fine. 323 00:11:45,310 --> 00:11:46,829 Whoa. Shut up. 324 00:11:47,297 --> 00:11:48,299 - Dr. Robbins. - Karev, 325 00:11:48,300 --> 00:11:49,579 why do you keep calling me? 326 00:11:49,580 --> 00:11:51,021 Well, you don't answer my texts. 327 00:11:51,022 --> 00:11:51,589 I just want to know if 328 00:11:51,590 --> 00:11:53,571 - you got Tommy's X-rays back yet. - Yes. Okay? 329 00:11:53,572 --> 00:11:55,232 Yes, and your hunch was correct. 330 00:11:55,233 --> 00:11:57,198 His necrotizing enterocolitis has returned. 331 00:11:57,199 --> 00:11:59,630 Is Morgan, uh, are... are you gonna operate? 332 00:11:59,631 --> 00:12:00,504 Yeah. 333 00:12:00,505 --> 00:12:02,546 In a few hours. We're prepping him soon. 334 00:12:02,547 --> 00:12:04,691 Listen, I will text you when I... 335 00:12:04,874 --> 00:12:06,406 Wait. Karev? 336 00:12:06,407 --> 00:12:07,477 I gotta go. 337 00:12:07,774 --> 00:12:08,628 Go where, to eat? 338 00:12:08,629 --> 00:12:10,548 No, I gotta go back to Seattle. 339 00:12:13,518 --> 00:12:14,814 What? 340 00:12:27,701 --> 00:12:29,077 Hi. 341 00:12:29,575 --> 00:12:31,534 Yeah, no, just... sorry, I was napping. 342 00:12:31,535 --> 00:12:34,659 I'm just, uh, I-I feel a little tired is all. 343 00:12:34,660 --> 00:12:35,623 How's Zola? 344 00:12:35,624 --> 00:12:37,392 Her fever's down to 100. Stop worrying. 345 00:12:37,393 --> 00:12:39,029 I can hear her screaming, Derek. 346 00:12:39,030 --> 00:12:39,856 No, no, she's screaming, 347 00:12:39,857 --> 00:12:41,178 "Go, mama. Kick butt on the boards." 348 00:12:41,179 --> 00:12:42,186 Is she really feeling better? 349 00:12:42,187 --> 00:12:43,072 Yeah, you hear that? 350 00:12:43,073 --> 00:12:44,289 She stopped crying. 351 00:12:45,767 --> 00:12:46,541 And now she's smiling 352 00:12:46,542 --> 00:12:47,957 that cute little smile she does. 353 00:12:47,958 --> 00:12:49,431 Oh, yeah. I love that smile. 354 00:12:49,432 --> 00:12:51,300 - You gonna be all right for tomorrow? - Tomorrow? Yeah. 355 00:12:51,301 --> 00:12:53,332 I feel great. Listen, I made some calls. 356 00:12:53,333 --> 00:12:55,413 There is an opening at mass general, 357 00:12:55,513 --> 00:12:56,386 and we could do this. 358 00:12:56,387 --> 00:12:58,165 And Zola could grow up 359 00:12:58,166 --> 00:13:00,090 - with a Boston accent. - Whoa. 360 00:13:00,091 --> 00:13:02,908 I don't even know if I want the job at the Brigham. 361 00:13:02,996 --> 00:13:04,965 - And I haven't passed my test yet. - You will. 362 00:13:04,966 --> 00:13:06,023 Oh, don't touch the buttons. 363 00:13:06,024 --> 00:13:07,503 Zola, I'm talking to your m... 364 00:13:14,958 --> 00:13:16,079 Wh... 365 00:13:28,279 --> 00:13:29,221 Nice. 366 00:13:29,222 --> 00:13:30,774 I don't take chances. 367 00:13:32,151 --> 00:13:33,672 My kid just hung up on me. 368 00:13:33,742 --> 00:13:35,242 Yeah, that'll happen again. 369 00:13:38,179 --> 00:13:40,557 W-where did you get an I.V. and fluids? 370 00:13:40,558 --> 00:13:42,917 I'm a doctor in a hotel full of doctors. 371 00:13:42,918 --> 00:13:44,168 Roll up your sleeve. 372 00:13:44,375 --> 00:13:45,684 You're a nice person. 373 00:13:45,685 --> 00:13:47,046 Ah, don't get all misty. 374 00:13:47,047 --> 00:13:48,212 I'm outta here in 60 seconds. 375 00:13:48,213 --> 00:13:50,261 This room is like a viral cesspool. 376 00:13:50,436 --> 00:13:51,194 Ow. 377 00:13:51,195 --> 00:13:52,556 I take that back. 378 00:13:58,781 --> 00:14:00,940 All right. Fluoro out. 379 00:14:03,185 --> 00:14:03,963 Okay. 380 00:14:03,964 --> 00:14:06,524 Where were we? Clamp, please. 381 00:14:07,218 --> 00:14:09,058 I hope that was worth it. 382 00:14:09,128 --> 00:14:11,066 Hey, just checking in. Almost done? 383 00:14:11,067 --> 00:14:13,203 Almost, but you should ask Altman. 384 00:14:13,204 --> 00:14:15,303 Uh, she usually disagrees with me. 385 00:14:15,304 --> 00:14:17,771 I need to check the final position of the graft 386 00:14:17,772 --> 00:14:20,172 so, yeah, I disagree with Hunt. 387 00:14:20,666 --> 00:14:21,502 Okay then. 388 00:14:21,503 --> 00:14:23,190 I don't want to interrupt the work that you're doing here, 389 00:14:23,191 --> 00:14:25,004 fixing the problems that we all want fixed, 390 00:14:25,005 --> 00:14:26,685 that we all need fixed. 391 00:14:26,992 --> 00:14:28,624 So, uh, I'll be back. 392 00:14:28,625 --> 00:14:29,810 Uh, you could stay. 393 00:14:29,811 --> 00:14:31,497 There-there's room. Stay! 394 00:14:39,415 --> 00:14:40,293 You mind if I join you? 395 00:14:40,294 --> 00:14:41,716 No. Uh, please. 396 00:14:41,717 --> 00:14:43,463 I sent my idiot intern to get me lunch. 397 00:14:43,464 --> 00:14:45,293 I told him to get me anything but lentil soup. 398 00:14:45,294 --> 00:14:46,533 You know what he brought me? 399 00:14:47,003 --> 00:14:47,948 Lentil soup. 400 00:14:47,949 --> 00:14:49,114 The future of medicine. 401 00:14:49,115 --> 00:14:51,131 I don't know. We're not all hopeless. 402 00:14:51,132 --> 00:14:52,578 I know. I'm spoiled with Avery. 403 00:14:52,579 --> 00:14:54,934 He's quick, he's thorough, he's funny. 404 00:14:54,935 --> 00:14:57,928 - Right, in a very dry kind of way. - Right? 405 00:14:57,929 --> 00:14:59,305 What the hell happened to you two? 406 00:14:59,323 --> 00:15:00,586 Why'd you break up? 407 00:15:02,725 --> 00:15:03,911 Great. 408 00:15:04,359 --> 00:15:06,247 It's dumbo, the flying idiot. 409 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:07,703 I left him treating a burn. 410 00:15:07,704 --> 00:15:09,704 Now he's probably the one on fire. 411 00:15:10,470 --> 00:15:11,806 To be continued. 412 00:15:12,359 --> 00:15:13,447 O... 413 00:15:18,877 --> 00:15:20,379 Retract more here. 414 00:15:20,380 --> 00:15:22,221 I need better visualization. 415 00:15:24,522 --> 00:15:25,269 How can I help? 416 00:15:25,270 --> 00:15:26,670 What the hell are you doing here? 417 00:15:26,671 --> 00:15:28,163 Look, I can't just stay in that hotel room 418 00:15:28,164 --> 00:15:28,867 and not do anything. 419 00:15:28,868 --> 00:15:30,828 There's nothing for you to do. 420 00:15:30,829 --> 00:15:32,045 Come on. I'm here. I can scrub in. 421 00:15:32,046 --> 00:15:34,422 No, there's nothing that I can do, Alex. 422 00:15:35,080 --> 00:15:36,712 Take a look yourself. 423 00:15:39,722 --> 00:15:41,951 Almost the entire bowel is necrotic. 424 00:15:41,952 --> 00:15:43,585 There's nothing else to be done. 425 00:15:43,635 --> 00:15:44,979 I'm closing. 426 00:15:53,321 --> 00:15:54,830 We're falling apart. 427 00:15:54,984 --> 00:15:56,244 Meredith's sick 428 00:15:56,245 --> 00:15:57,601 and Alex... 429 00:15:57,602 --> 00:15:59,618 - What the hell was he thinking? - Mnh-mnh. 430 00:15:59,825 --> 00:16:01,286 See, you gotta put all that out of your head. 431 00:16:01,287 --> 00:16:03,400 Okay? Concentrate on your own game. 432 00:16:04,723 --> 00:16:06,004 I'm a soldier. 433 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:07,438 What? 434 00:16:07,439 --> 00:16:08,479 Nothing. 435 00:16:09,026 --> 00:16:10,470 Hey, but we're still standing, right? 436 00:16:10,471 --> 00:16:11,732 - Hell, yeah, we are. - Yeah. 437 00:16:11,733 --> 00:16:12,548 Me and you. 438 00:16:12,549 --> 00:16:13,812 Me and you. 439 00:16:17,005 --> 00:16:17,995 Who is that? 440 00:16:18,537 --> 00:16:21,179 Oh, that's the guy who thinks I stole his job. 441 00:16:21,180 --> 00:16:21,918 He hates me. 442 00:16:21,919 --> 00:16:23,759 So what? He's a douche. 443 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:26,439 Ah, and here he comes. 444 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:27,270 Nah, dude, just don't. 445 00:16:27,271 --> 00:16:28,913 - Just sit down... - No, no, I-I want to apologize. 446 00:16:28,914 --> 00:16:30,658 I was a tool this afternoon. 447 00:16:30,855 --> 00:16:32,311 No hard feelings? 448 00:16:32,493 --> 00:16:33,122 Sure, yeah. 449 00:16:33,123 --> 00:16:35,073 No problem. No problem at all. 450 00:16:35,736 --> 00:16:36,838 I'm sorry. 451 00:16:36,874 --> 00:16:38,457 You have nothing to be sorry for. 452 00:16:39,164 --> 00:16:41,380 I mean, best man wins and all that stuff, right? 453 00:16:41,381 --> 00:16:42,716 Or woman, whatever. 454 00:16:42,717 --> 00:16:43,911 Yeah, he's had a few beers. You know what? 455 00:16:43,912 --> 00:16:44,868 And he got bad news today, so we'll just... 456 00:16:44,869 --> 00:16:46,956 All I'm saying is, obviously, 457 00:16:46,957 --> 00:16:48,965 she can offer something that I can't offer. 458 00:16:48,966 --> 00:16:51,434 All right. Everybody's a little wound up, all right? 459 00:16:51,435 --> 00:16:53,851 So big day tomorrow, maybe you should, um, 460 00:16:53,937 --> 00:16:54,811 go sleep it off. 461 00:16:54,812 --> 00:16:56,092 Are you the boyfriend? 462 00:16:56,347 --> 00:16:57,746 You know, you should watch out next year, 463 00:16:57,747 --> 00:16:59,006 'cause, uh, Ted Stevenson 464 00:16:59,007 --> 00:17:00,265 likes himself a redhead. 465 00:17:00,266 --> 00:17:02,583 All right. Okay, Kevin. I think you can leave. 466 00:17:02,584 --> 00:17:04,386 Or maybe you found that out already. 467 00:17:04,387 --> 00:17:05,938 Is that how you got the job? 468 00:17:07,145 --> 00:17:08,033 Oh! 469 00:17:08,034 --> 00:17:09,395 Ohh! Whoa. 470 00:17:09,457 --> 00:17:10,641 Bitch! 471 00:17:10,734 --> 00:17:12,013 Hey, look, you need... 472 00:17:13,000 --> 00:17:13,671 Really? 473 00:17:13,672 --> 00:17:14,486 You want to go? 474 00:17:14,487 --> 00:17:16,933 Yeah, bitch! I want to go! 475 00:17:24,472 --> 00:17:26,649 - Stop! - Yeah, you want more of this?! 'cause I got more! 476 00:17:26,650 --> 00:17:27,953 Shut your big mouth, all right? 477 00:17:27,954 --> 00:17:29,713 - Oh, yeah, it goes with my big brain, dumbass! - What? 478 00:17:29,714 --> 00:17:33,733 - That's why I got your job next year! - April! 479 00:17:33,823 --> 00:17:35,282 - Ugh! - Enough! 480 00:17:36,113 --> 00:17:38,025 Now if anyone is still here in 30 seconds, 481 00:17:38,026 --> 00:17:39,491 you're barred from the test. 482 00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:40,718 Now get! 483 00:17:43,592 --> 00:17:45,073 That was not our fault, okay? 484 00:17:45,074 --> 00:17:46,594 These case western reserve guys, 485 00:17:46,595 --> 00:17:47,668 - they started the whole... - What are you doing here?! 486 00:17:47,669 --> 00:17:49,125 What am I doing here? 487 00:17:49,384 --> 00:17:50,146 What are you doing here? 488 00:17:50,147 --> 00:17:51,857 We just came down here to get something to eat... 489 00:17:51,858 --> 00:17:53,785 No, I thought you were here to prove 490 00:17:53,786 --> 00:17:55,567 that the considerable amount of money spent 491 00:17:55,568 --> 00:17:57,076 training you wasn't wasted, 492 00:17:57,077 --> 00:17:59,834 that the dreams you had of becoming surgeons 493 00:17:59,835 --> 00:18:02,500 won't vanish in a puff of smoke tomorrow 494 00:18:02,501 --> 00:18:04,137 when the examiner asks you a question 495 00:18:04,138 --> 00:18:05,628 and you can't answer it 496 00:18:05,629 --> 00:18:07,769 because instead of getting a good night's sleep, 497 00:18:07,770 --> 00:18:09,899 you were engaging in a barroom brawl. 498 00:18:11,278 --> 00:18:12,742 - We should probably go. - We should go. 499 00:18:12,743 --> 00:18:14,902 - Good night, chief. - Okay, night, chief. 500 00:18:16,338 --> 00:18:17,648 Oh, my god. 501 00:18:17,649 --> 00:18:19,328 Good lord. 502 00:18:19,428 --> 00:18:21,554 So you d... you didn't do anything? 503 00:18:21,555 --> 00:18:23,101 You just closed him back up? 504 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:25,134 There was too much necrosis. 505 00:18:25,447 --> 00:18:27,112 He's not going to survive. 506 00:18:27,617 --> 00:18:29,098 So we'll keep the pressors going, 507 00:18:29,099 --> 00:18:30,817 keep him on T.P.N. until he's ready. 508 00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:32,330 There's got to be more that we can do. 509 00:18:32,331 --> 00:18:33,539 Morgan... 510 00:18:34,544 --> 00:18:35,824 We did it. 511 00:18:36,927 --> 00:18:37,885 You did it. 512 00:18:37,886 --> 00:18:39,165 You did it all. 513 00:18:50,872 --> 00:18:52,341 I'm sorry. 514 00:18:53,031 --> 00:18:54,327 I really am. 515 00:19:10,942 --> 00:19:12,475 All right. I am almost finished here. 516 00:19:12,476 --> 00:19:14,520 I think this boy is gonna have to lose his spleen. 517 00:19:14,521 --> 00:19:15,950 You see any way of salvaging it? 518 00:19:15,951 --> 00:19:17,086 Mnh-mnh. 519 00:19:17,915 --> 00:19:20,197 What... B.P.'s crashing? What... what happened? 520 00:19:20,198 --> 00:19:22,144 There's a leak. The graft is leaking. 521 00:19:22,145 --> 00:19:23,415 Fluoro in. 522 00:19:28,755 --> 00:19:29,316 I knew it. 523 00:19:29,317 --> 00:19:31,401 What-what did you know, that grafts leak? 524 00:19:31,402 --> 00:19:32,570 It's common. It happens. 525 00:19:32,571 --> 00:19:33,742 Well, fix it and then get out. 526 00:19:33,743 --> 00:19:35,803 What do you think that I am trying to do? 527 00:19:35,804 --> 00:19:38,292 All right, the leak is below the diaphragm. 528 00:19:38,293 --> 00:19:40,152 I can try and fix the graft by... 529 00:19:40,153 --> 00:19:41,795 Here. The abdomen's already open. 530 00:19:41,796 --> 00:19:43,077 We can try to fix it manually. 531 00:19:43,078 --> 00:19:43,895 - Fine. - Try it. 532 00:19:43,896 --> 00:19:45,227 Fluoro out. 533 00:19:46,516 --> 00:19:49,549 Uh, I'm having trouble visualizing with all this blood. 534 00:19:49,550 --> 00:19:50,729 Hunt, a little help, please. 535 00:19:50,730 --> 00:19:52,810 No, Altman can assist. 536 00:19:53,105 --> 00:19:53,743 Altman? 537 00:19:53,744 --> 00:19:55,355 My head's not in the game. I shouldn't be here. 538 00:19:55,356 --> 00:19:56,871 So, uh, if you've got this, 539 00:19:56,872 --> 00:19:59,705 I will... leave you to it. 540 00:20:08,450 --> 00:20:09,554 Catherine? 541 00:20:09,671 --> 00:20:10,871 Richard? 542 00:20:10,950 --> 00:20:12,015 You're an examiner? 543 00:20:12,016 --> 00:20:13,593 Either that or I'm stalking you. 544 00:20:13,594 --> 00:20:15,787 Well, that's a win-win if I ever heard it. 545 00:20:16,142 --> 00:20:17,491 Give me a hug. 546 00:20:20,863 --> 00:20:22,713 - I-I didn't know you'd be here. - Every year. 547 00:20:22,714 --> 00:20:25,081 Making the future of medicine wet its pants. 548 00:20:26,052 --> 00:20:27,315 What are you doing here? 549 00:20:27,316 --> 00:20:29,802 Archie Katz... he came down with the stomach flu, 550 00:20:29,803 --> 00:20:31,264 and they asked me to sub in. 551 00:20:31,265 --> 00:20:33,502 You know, I figured I'd spend the entire day 552 00:20:33,503 --> 00:20:35,999 staring at sweaty, anxious residents. 553 00:20:36,545 --> 00:20:38,049 This is a real improvement. 554 00:20:38,050 --> 00:20:39,426 I should hope so. 555 00:20:44,196 --> 00:20:45,300 Coming. 556 00:20:45,581 --> 00:20:46,862 No, don't open the door. 557 00:20:46,863 --> 00:20:48,721 I-I don't want to breathe your air. 558 00:20:48,722 --> 00:20:50,386 I just want to know if you need anything. 559 00:20:50,056 --> 00:20:51,380 Oh, no. I'm okay. 560 00:20:51,380 --> 00:20:52,066 Did you sleep? 561 00:20:52,066 --> 00:20:55,352 No, it's worse when I lie down or... whoa. 562 00:20:55,352 --> 00:20:58,798 Uh, um, when I stand up, apparently. 563 00:21:12,227 --> 00:21:14,251 Do you think Zola's gonna hate me? 564 00:21:14,909 --> 00:21:15,622 Why? 565 00:21:15,622 --> 00:21:18,204 Because moms should be with their kids when they're sick. 566 00:21:18,204 --> 00:21:20,773 All you want to do is lay on top of your mom when you're sick. 567 00:21:20,773 --> 00:21:23,548 My mother was never around to lay on top of, 568 00:21:23,990 --> 00:21:27,124 and now I'm not there for Zola to lay on top of. 569 00:21:27,184 --> 00:21:28,429 I was just wondering if you think 570 00:21:28,429 --> 00:21:29,910 she's gonna hate me. 571 00:21:34,922 --> 00:21:36,622 Owen slept with someone. 572 00:21:38,104 --> 00:21:39,332 Yeah. 573 00:21:40,714 --> 00:21:42,066 Did you know? 574 00:21:42,357 --> 00:21:43,633 Yeah. 575 00:21:43,772 --> 00:21:44,655 Does everyone know? 576 00:21:44,655 --> 00:21:45,635 No. 577 00:21:45,635 --> 00:21:47,449 He thought you told me 578 00:21:47,449 --> 00:21:48,927 so he told me. 579 00:21:49,715 --> 00:21:51,534 Anyway, that's how I know. 580 00:21:54,895 --> 00:21:55,761 Okay. 581 00:21:55,761 --> 00:21:56,955 He's a pig, 582 00:21:56,955 --> 00:21:58,317 and you deserve better. 583 00:22:03,784 --> 00:22:05,000 Are you still there? 584 00:22:07,041 --> 00:22:08,403 Yeah, I'm still here. 585 00:22:10,119 --> 00:22:11,902 Oh, my god. That was amazing. 586 00:22:11,902 --> 00:22:13,241 You just punched a guy. 587 00:22:13,241 --> 00:22:14,184 I punched a guy. 588 00:22:14,184 --> 00:22:16,142 You were freakin' crazy in there. 589 00:22:16,142 --> 00:22:17,787 Jackson, we are gonna do this. 590 00:22:17,787 --> 00:22:18,970 I-I-I can feel it. 591 00:22:18,970 --> 00:22:21,573 I... this is our last night as residents. 592 00:22:21,573 --> 00:22:22,261 Let's hope. 593 00:22:22,261 --> 00:22:24,667 No, stop that! You just stop doubting yourself. 594 00:22:24,667 --> 00:22:26,649 We freakin' kicked that guy's ass in there. 595 00:22:26,649 --> 00:22:27,825 We are gonna kick this test's ass. 596 00:22:27,825 --> 00:22:29,665 How come you're so confident all of a sudden? 597 00:22:29,665 --> 00:22:31,728 I'm a soldier. 598 00:22:31,728 --> 00:22:33,531 Yeah, I still don't know what that means, but... 599 00:22:35,959 --> 00:22:37,373 Mm. April. 600 00:22:38,884 --> 00:22:40,265 Should I not have done that? 601 00:22:40,265 --> 00:22:41,517 I, um... 602 00:22:42,198 --> 00:22:43,724 I... 603 00:22:45,334 --> 00:22:47,259 If you want me to stop, just say so, 604 00:22:47,481 --> 00:22:48,807 and I'll stop. 605 00:22:49,392 --> 00:22:51,011 I just... you're... 606 00:22:51,685 --> 00:22:53,716 The way you're kissing me right now, you just... 607 00:22:53,716 --> 00:22:54,866 You're a virgin. You're a virgin. 608 00:22:54,866 --> 00:22:57,949 Yes, because my whole life since I was a kid, 609 00:22:57,949 --> 00:23:01,120 I had this idea of how my life was supposed to be, 610 00:23:01,120 --> 00:23:03,318 these rules that I was supposed to follow, 611 00:23:03,318 --> 00:23:05,076 but I'm not a kid. 612 00:23:05,076 --> 00:23:08,265 I'm not the same person I was when I started my residency. 613 00:23:08,826 --> 00:23:10,593 I just punched a guy. 614 00:23:10,811 --> 00:23:12,683 And it felt really good. 615 00:23:12,762 --> 00:23:15,990 And if something feels really, really good, 616 00:23:16,596 --> 00:23:18,173 it can't be bad, right? 617 00:23:18,398 --> 00:23:19,869 I, uh... 618 00:23:20,402 --> 00:23:22,417 Jackson, hey. 619 00:23:24,248 --> 00:23:25,461 It's okay. 620 00:23:26,507 --> 00:23:27,797 Really. 621 00:23:28,021 --> 00:23:29,354 It's okay. 622 00:23:34,629 --> 00:23:35,581 I'm just saying, 623 00:23:35,581 --> 00:23:37,449 if Jackson doesn't pass tomorrow, 624 00:23:37,449 --> 00:23:40,571 I'm holding you personally responsible. 625 00:23:41,180 --> 00:23:42,867 Well, don't worry about Jackson. 626 00:23:43,860 --> 00:23:45,480 He kept his head down. 627 00:23:47,368 --> 00:23:48,757 He's in good shape. 628 00:23:49,217 --> 00:23:50,523 And how about you? 629 00:23:51,598 --> 00:23:52,936 How's Adele? 630 00:23:53,574 --> 00:23:55,102 Okay, I think. 631 00:23:55,581 --> 00:23:57,190 I haven't seen her in a while. 632 00:23:57,302 --> 00:24:00,377 It confuses her more than anything when I'm there. 633 00:24:00,949 --> 00:24:02,451 How are you with that? 634 00:24:05,613 --> 00:24:07,085 It's the right thing. 635 00:24:08,822 --> 00:24:10,094 Actually... 636 00:24:10,423 --> 00:24:11,703 she's happier. 637 00:24:14,164 --> 00:24:15,563 At our age, you would think 638 00:24:15,563 --> 00:24:18,860 we wouldn't have to grow up anymore, huh? 639 00:24:24,096 --> 00:24:25,567 Hey. How are we doing in here? 640 00:24:25,567 --> 00:24:27,372 I am not the problem. He is. 641 00:24:27,372 --> 00:24:30,279 I mean, he is completely unwilling to collaborate. 642 00:24:30,279 --> 00:24:32,740 He should've been in here fixing that leak. 643 00:24:32,740 --> 00:24:33,318 Oh, but, no. 644 00:24:33,318 --> 00:24:36,521 He is just not willing to even hear me. 645 00:24:36,521 --> 00:24:38,845 I mean, it's obstructing patient care... 646 00:24:38,845 --> 00:24:40,564 Really? You had eight hours. 647 00:24:40,604 --> 00:24:41,660 Why is this on me? 648 00:24:41,660 --> 00:24:44,492 Well, because she'll listen to you. 649 00:24:45,176 --> 00:24:47,628 And because I organized ladies night. It's your turn. 650 00:24:47,628 --> 00:24:48,828 Jump in and save the day again. 651 00:24:48,828 --> 00:24:50,476 I can't work with him if he is gonna fight me 652 00:24:50,476 --> 00:24:52,312 on every single thing. 653 00:24:52,312 --> 00:24:55,353 Okay, he is not fighting you. 654 00:24:55,353 --> 00:24:58,137 He disagreed with you on a course of treatment. 655 00:24:58,137 --> 00:24:59,426 That is something doctors do. 656 00:24:59,426 --> 00:25:01,011 But you don't see him as a doctor. 657 00:25:01,011 --> 00:25:03,324 You only see him as the man you blame 658 00:25:03,324 --> 00:25:05,224 for the death of your husband. 659 00:25:05,224 --> 00:25:08,470 And you know and I know, that was not his fault. 660 00:25:08,470 --> 00:25:09,961 But he's accepted that blame 661 00:25:09,961 --> 00:25:11,949 because he thinks it makes you feel better. 662 00:25:11,949 --> 00:25:13,662 He's not fighting you. 663 00:25:13,688 --> 00:25:15,543 But you keep fighting him. 664 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:22,351 He lost you. 665 00:25:22,351 --> 00:25:23,682 He lost his friend, 666 00:25:23,682 --> 00:25:25,134 and now he's probably losing his wife. 667 00:25:25,134 --> 00:25:26,675 His world is falling apart. 668 00:25:26,675 --> 00:25:28,763 So I hope blaming him is helping you, 669 00:25:28,763 --> 00:25:30,522 'cause it sure isn't helping him. 670 00:25:41,426 --> 00:25:42,782 I've turned off his pressors 671 00:25:42,782 --> 00:25:44,898 so we won't be able to manage his blood pressure anymore, 672 00:25:44,898 --> 00:25:47,223 and his T.P.N. and his fluids, 673 00:25:47,223 --> 00:25:49,818 so he won't be getting any more nutrition. 674 00:25:51,586 --> 00:25:52,801 You okay? 675 00:25:56,564 --> 00:25:58,096 I'm gonna turn off his ventilator 676 00:25:58,096 --> 00:26:00,372 And remove his E.T. tube. 677 00:26:02,644 --> 00:26:04,016 Do you need a minute? 678 00:26:34,248 --> 00:26:36,140 His breathing will slow down 679 00:26:36,140 --> 00:26:38,184 and his heart will eventually stop. 680 00:26:39,179 --> 00:26:41,571 It may take minutes. It may take hours. 681 00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:57,378 This is the first time 682 00:26:57,378 --> 00:26:59,930 I've ever really been able to hold him... 683 00:27:01,361 --> 00:27:03,332 without the tubes and junk. 684 00:27:04,495 --> 00:27:05,890 It's nice. 685 00:27:06,905 --> 00:27:08,333 Stay. 686 00:27:09,777 --> 00:27:11,155 Please. 687 00:27:25,379 --> 00:27:26,457 Thank you, doctor. 688 00:27:26,457 --> 00:27:27,374 Hey. 689 00:27:27,374 --> 00:27:28,456 Ah, we meet again. 690 00:27:28,456 --> 00:27:30,638 Hey. Thanks. 691 00:27:31,634 --> 00:27:32,390 Mm-hmm. Uh, by the way, 692 00:27:32,390 --> 00:27:34,097 it wasn't me, was it? 693 00:27:34,097 --> 00:27:34,740 What? 694 00:27:34,740 --> 00:27:36,096 That split you two up... 695 00:27:36,181 --> 00:27:37,931 the fact that Avery and I are working together, 696 00:27:37,931 --> 00:27:39,994 the fact that you have to see me all the time? 697 00:27:39,994 --> 00:27:41,970 I mean, I don't-I don't make you uncomfortable, do I? 698 00:27:41,970 --> 00:27:42,795 No. No, no, no, no. 699 00:27:42,795 --> 00:27:44,833 I... No, you don't. 700 00:27:44,833 --> 00:27:47,450 Great, because this is nice. 701 00:27:47,688 --> 00:27:49,351 Talking to you... I miss it. 702 00:27:50,133 --> 00:27:51,342 I miss you. 703 00:27:51,367 --> 00:27:52,810 I miss you, too. 704 00:27:53,434 --> 00:27:55,020 And... 705 00:27:56,630 --> 00:27:58,754 the reason that Jackson and I broke up, it... 706 00:27:58,754 --> 00:28:00,394 Oh, you know what? We don't have to talk about that. 707 00:28:00,394 --> 00:28:02,230 It's really... it's none of my business so forget I asked. 708 00:28:02,230 --> 00:28:03,426 We can be friends 709 00:28:03,426 --> 00:28:06,349 who don't talk about that stuff, ever. 710 00:28:08,195 --> 00:28:09,472 Okay. 711 00:28:13,609 --> 00:28:15,826 Oh, but as your friend, 712 00:28:15,826 --> 00:28:17,378 if you're not over him, 713 00:28:18,067 --> 00:28:19,503 you should tell him, 714 00:28:19,788 --> 00:28:22,203 because seriously, you guys are great together. 715 00:28:24,786 --> 00:28:26,011 Thanks. 716 00:28:26,589 --> 00:28:28,120 Don't stay too late. 717 00:28:31,828 --> 00:28:34,125 And I look just to the left of their head. 718 00:28:34,125 --> 00:28:35,472 It freaks 'em out. 719 00:28:35,652 --> 00:28:36,986 You are terrible. 720 00:28:36,986 --> 00:28:38,056 Oh, come on, now. 721 00:28:38,056 --> 00:28:40,395 You gonna try and tell me you're all warm and maternal? 722 00:28:40,395 --> 00:28:44,129 I am supportive and I'm encouraging. 723 00:28:44,129 --> 00:28:47,119 Mm-hmm. I've watched you with your students. 724 00:28:47,178 --> 00:28:48,516 I know your moves. 725 00:28:48,516 --> 00:28:49,616 Oh, do you now? 726 00:28:49,616 --> 00:28:50,755 I certainly do. 727 00:28:50,755 --> 00:28:55,166 I don't know. I may have a move or two that you haven't seen. 728 00:29:03,895 --> 00:29:05,813 Would you like some... some coffee? 729 00:29:06,186 --> 00:29:07,434 No. 730 00:29:08,400 --> 00:29:09,901 More-more dessert? 731 00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:12,349 No. 732 00:29:14,818 --> 00:29:16,136 Yeah. 733 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:18,745 You tired? 734 00:29:20,206 --> 00:29:22,054 Not in the least. 735 00:29:26,496 --> 00:29:28,099 Would you like me to get the check? 736 00:29:31,221 --> 00:29:34,416 Honey, could you get us the check, please? 737 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:36,532 Yes, ma'am. 738 00:31:07,966 --> 00:31:09,298 Okay. 739 00:31:10,641 --> 00:31:13,498 That was really great. That was really... 740 00:31:13,498 --> 00:31:17,135 Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yes, that was... 741 00:31:20,139 --> 00:31:23,781 You were great. I mean... I mean, are you, uh... 742 00:31:25,815 --> 00:31:27,148 Are you glad we did that? 743 00:31:30,018 --> 00:31:31,294 Yeah. 744 00:31:32,682 --> 00:31:34,200 Yeah. 745 00:31:37,270 --> 00:31:38,186 So you're okay? 746 00:31:38,186 --> 00:31:42,725 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just... tired. 747 00:31:44,022 --> 00:31:45,299 Yeah. 748 00:31:47,013 --> 00:31:48,569 You should get some sleep. 749 00:31:49,288 --> 00:31:51,055 Yeah, I should get some sleep. 750 00:31:53,482 --> 00:31:54,389 Here or... 751 00:31:54,389 --> 00:31:55,676 Yeah. 752 00:31:56,663 --> 00:31:57,943 Yeah. 753 00:31:58,863 --> 00:32:00,195 Or... 754 00:32:00,430 --> 00:32:01,924 or you could go. 755 00:32:03,447 --> 00:32:05,357 Don't you have to get your pencil? 756 00:32:06,556 --> 00:32:08,117 It's the middle of the night. 757 00:32:09,787 --> 00:32:10,358 Right. 758 00:32:10,358 --> 00:32:12,791 Yeah. But you know what? 759 00:32:13,032 --> 00:32:14,346 I could go if you want. 760 00:32:14,712 --> 00:32:16,393 Yeah. You know what? I'll go. 761 00:32:16,895 --> 00:32:18,266 You can get some sleep. 762 00:32:19,198 --> 00:32:20,485 Okay. 763 00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:22,113 You sure you're okay? 764 00:32:22,964 --> 00:32:24,219 I'm great. 765 00:32:26,333 --> 00:32:27,729 I'll see you tomorrow. 766 00:32:44,025 --> 00:32:45,902 You can stay with me. 767 00:32:46,217 --> 00:32:49,382 Alex, Jackson, and April moved out. There's room. 768 00:32:50,020 --> 00:32:52,035 I don't want to come stay with you. 769 00:32:52,811 --> 00:32:54,309 Is he moving out? 770 00:32:56,483 --> 00:32:57,541 I don't know. 771 00:32:57,541 --> 00:32:59,480 But you're not together. You broke up. 772 00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,260 No, we can't just... 773 00:33:02,597 --> 00:33:03,751 break up. 774 00:33:03,751 --> 00:33:05,167 - We're married. - I know. 775 00:33:05,167 --> 00:33:08,639 I mean, I think Derek used a pretty good attorney 776 00:33:08,639 --> 00:33:09,452 for his divorce. 777 00:33:09,452 --> 00:33:10,942 I don't want an attorney. 778 00:33:11,362 --> 00:33:12,583 Okay. 779 00:33:14,349 --> 00:33:16,744 Well... he cheated on you. 780 00:33:16,744 --> 00:33:18,012 Yeah, this isn't you and Derek. 781 00:33:18,012 --> 00:33:19,787 He didn't fall in love with her. 782 00:33:23,029 --> 00:33:24,466 He screwed someone... 783 00:33:25,544 --> 00:33:26,799 one time... 784 00:33:27,748 --> 00:33:28,776 when he was drunk. 785 00:33:28,776 --> 00:33:31,080 I mean, does that mean my marriage is over? 786 00:33:31,308 --> 00:33:32,745 What he did was wrong. 787 00:33:33,118 --> 00:33:35,329 And if it were me... 788 00:33:35,329 --> 00:33:39,015 Hey, if I screwed someone once when I was drunk... 789 00:33:39,579 --> 00:33:41,251 and I could, I know me. 790 00:33:41,251 --> 00:33:42,631 If I did it... 791 00:33:44,389 --> 00:33:46,733 I wouldn't want Owen to leave me for that. 792 00:33:46,733 --> 00:33:48,976 Everything isn't so perfectly right 793 00:33:48,976 --> 00:33:50,588 or perfectly wrong. 794 00:33:51,937 --> 00:33:53,179 Okay. 795 00:33:55,733 --> 00:33:56,951 Say it. 796 00:33:59,178 --> 00:34:01,087 You got married awfully fast. 797 00:34:04,452 --> 00:34:05,682 Be on my side. 798 00:34:05,682 --> 00:34:07,871 I am on your side. 799 00:34:07,871 --> 00:34:10,871 But it, you know, it's like you're defending him. 800 00:34:11,259 --> 00:34:13,708 And I don't know how we're supposed to feel. 801 00:34:13,708 --> 00:34:16,959 Well, he's my husband. Th-this is a marriage. 802 00:34:18,749 --> 00:34:20,030 Okay. 803 00:34:27,644 --> 00:34:29,166 Oh, I want to leave him. 804 00:34:30,728 --> 00:34:32,092 Okay. 805 00:34:32,341 --> 00:34:33,880 So that means I'm gone. 806 00:34:34,361 --> 00:34:37,096 So you're gonna take the job at Stanford? 807 00:34:37,165 --> 00:34:38,316 Or Columbia. 808 00:34:41,014 --> 00:34:42,748 Well, you'd be leaving me, too. 809 00:34:44,180 --> 00:34:45,725 Well, you might go to the Brigham. 810 00:34:46,243 --> 00:34:47,674 Probably not. 811 00:34:49,377 --> 00:34:50,178 Maybe. 812 00:34:55,380 --> 00:34:57,973 Yeah, I... I'd leave you, too. 813 00:35:02,447 --> 00:35:03,638 There are phones, you know? 814 00:35:03,638 --> 00:35:06,400 - Oh, you hate the phone. - I know I do. 815 00:35:06,891 --> 00:35:08,113 But... 816 00:35:08,903 --> 00:35:10,671 I mean, I don't have to like it. 817 00:35:15,278 --> 00:35:17,208 Put your hand under the door. 818 00:35:18,188 --> 00:35:19,390 What? 819 00:35:20,904 --> 00:35:21,663 Just do it. 820 00:35:50,442 --> 00:35:52,582 Oh, god. Oh. 821 00:35:53,488 --> 00:35:55,087 He stopped breathing. 822 00:35:55,087 --> 00:35:56,785 No. I'm not ready yet. 823 00:35:56,785 --> 00:35:58,196 I don't-I don't... just please... 824 00:35:58,196 --> 00:36:00,300 I'm not ready yet. 825 00:36:07,775 --> 00:36:09,113 Oh, god. 826 00:36:09,313 --> 00:36:11,077 Oh, god. 827 00:36:12,860 --> 00:36:15,080 Oh, my sweet Tommy. 828 00:36:17,755 --> 00:36:20,649 Mommy loves you so much. 829 00:36:21,643 --> 00:36:25,981 Oh, mommy loves you so, so much. 830 00:36:41,092 --> 00:36:41,913 How's Morgan doing? 831 00:36:41,913 --> 00:36:43,980 She just lost her baby. How do you think she's doing? 832 00:36:43,980 --> 00:36:45,033 Okay, look, Karev... 833 00:36:45,033 --> 00:36:46,378 Oh, come on. It's been a long night. 834 00:36:46,378 --> 00:36:47,706 Whatever you want to nag me about, 835 00:36:47,706 --> 00:36:48,626 just... can't it wait? 836 00:36:48,626 --> 00:36:49,662 No, it can't. 837 00:36:49,662 --> 00:36:51,726 I need you as my peds fellow next year. 838 00:36:51,726 --> 00:36:53,029 I need you to pass your boards, 839 00:36:53,029 --> 00:36:55,737 and you can't pass your boards unless you take them. 840 00:36:56,363 --> 00:36:58,927 Look... I need to stay here with Morgan... 841 00:36:58,927 --> 00:37:00,791 Morgan needs to get by without you right now. 842 00:37:00,791 --> 00:37:02,202 You were her baby's doctor. That's all. 843 00:37:02,202 --> 00:37:04,611 She's gonna be okay. I will make sure she is. 844 00:37:04,611 --> 00:37:06,605 The test is gonna be, like, in-in three hours. 845 00:37:06,605 --> 00:37:10,379 I have never once seen you give up on a patient, Karev. 846 00:37:10,863 --> 00:37:12,186 Don't give up on this. 847 00:37:12,186 --> 00:37:13,484 I'm never gonna get there in time. 848 00:37:13,484 --> 00:37:14,767 Try. 849 00:37:25,988 --> 00:37:27,235 Are you up? 850 00:37:29,204 --> 00:37:30,487 How are you feeling? 851 00:37:31,884 --> 00:37:33,211 Worse. 852 00:37:34,127 --> 00:37:35,339 Get up. 853 00:37:35,339 --> 00:37:37,832 Seriously, Cristina, I don't think I can. 854 00:37:37,832 --> 00:37:39,125 Open the door. 855 00:37:40,072 --> 00:37:41,888 Just go get ready. I'll be fine. 856 00:37:41,888 --> 00:37:43,411 Open the door, Mer. 857 00:37:43,580 --> 00:37:44,792 Oh. 858 00:37:54,443 --> 00:37:55,809 Easy. 859 00:37:55,913 --> 00:37:57,288 Easy. 860 00:37:59,915 --> 00:38:03,345 Okay, now that's the last time you throw up. 861 00:38:03,395 --> 00:38:05,530 Mind over matter. You can do this. 862 00:38:05,766 --> 00:38:06,998 Okay? 863 00:38:08,651 --> 00:38:10,235 Fine, ma. You were right. 864 00:38:10,235 --> 00:38:11,775 I always feel... 865 00:38:12,196 --> 00:38:13,122 Oh. 866 00:38:13,122 --> 00:38:15,398 Sorry. I thought this my mom's room. 867 00:38:15,398 --> 00:38:17,844 Uh, uh, no, no problem. 868 00:38:17,844 --> 00:38:19,364 I thought you were room service. 869 00:38:19,364 --> 00:38:20,587 No problem at all. 870 00:38:20,587 --> 00:38:21,888 Okay. 871 00:38:30,678 --> 00:38:31,944 No. 872 00:38:38,982 --> 00:38:40,452 Good luck, baby. 873 00:38:46,005 --> 00:38:47,465 I... 874 00:38:49,273 --> 00:38:51,613 Do you think he's traumatized? 875 00:38:51,771 --> 00:38:53,217 For life. 876 00:38:55,955 --> 00:38:57,751 Well, we did it. 877 00:38:57,751 --> 00:38:59,148 We made it through the night. 878 00:38:59,794 --> 00:39:03,896 You know why, Zola? 'cause we're survivors, me and you. 879 00:39:03,896 --> 00:39:06,150 And your mom's gonna pass the boards, 880 00:39:06,219 --> 00:39:07,710 and hopefully, you don't throw up on me 881 00:39:07,710 --> 00:39:09,857 in the next 15 minutes, right? 882 00:39:12,162 --> 00:39:13,229 Where have you been all night? 883 00:39:13,229 --> 00:39:15,600 At the hospital. I was finishing your neuro research. 884 00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,391 Why is she in a bumblebee costume? 885 00:39:17,391 --> 00:39:20,708 Oh, she's throw up on all of her other clothes. 886 00:39:28,222 --> 00:39:29,819 Mark said that, uh... 887 00:39:30,821 --> 00:39:32,426 that he misses me. 888 00:39:33,885 --> 00:39:35,564 But I miss him, you know? 889 00:39:35,564 --> 00:39:36,859 I, uh... 890 00:39:38,558 --> 00:39:39,883 I really... 891 00:39:39,911 --> 00:39:41,634 I really miss him. 892 00:39:42,485 --> 00:39:43,556 You know, and he... 893 00:39:43,556 --> 00:39:45,331 he thinks that I still love Jackson, 894 00:39:45,331 --> 00:39:47,551 but I try to tell him that I don't, 895 00:39:47,551 --> 00:39:50,902 I try to tell him that I still love him... 896 00:39:52,822 --> 00:39:55,286 but-but I-I open my mouth... 897 00:39:56,370 --> 00:39:58,422 and nothing comes out. 898 00:39:58,824 --> 00:40:01,701 And everything is terrible. 899 00:40:04,006 --> 00:40:05,432 It's gonna be okay. 900 00:40:07,667 --> 00:40:08,963 It's gonna be okay. 901 00:40:15,559 --> 00:40:16,766 What? 902 00:40:18,212 --> 00:40:19,531 Cristina texted, 903 00:40:19,531 --> 00:40:20,932 and she's about to go in. 904 00:40:20,932 --> 00:40:21,943 She's feeling good. 905 00:40:21,943 --> 00:40:24,993 And... and she's ready. 906 00:40:26,194 --> 00:40:27,919 I ju... I just thought you'd want to know. 907 00:40:32,079 --> 00:40:34,700 Kindergarten, high school... 908 00:40:34,899 --> 00:40:37,148 college, med school... 909 00:40:37,690 --> 00:40:39,092 residency... 910 00:40:39,299 --> 00:40:41,248 It all leads to this moment. 911 00:40:41,462 --> 00:40:42,048 Good luck. 912 00:40:42,048 --> 00:40:43,743 Diana Acardo. 913 00:40:44,938 --> 00:40:46,246 April? 914 00:40:47,606 --> 00:40:48,861 Come on. 915 00:40:48,902 --> 00:40:51,358 You're not even gonna look at me or... 916 00:40:51,473 --> 00:40:52,765 No. 917 00:40:53,991 --> 00:40:55,951 No, it's not you, Jackson. It's... 918 00:40:57,012 --> 00:40:58,709 it's Jesus. 919 00:41:00,216 --> 00:41:03,112 I was a virgin because I love Jesus. 920 00:41:04,198 --> 00:41:06,011 And now Jesus hates me. 921 00:41:06,701 --> 00:41:08,871 Some people can crack under the pressure. 922 00:41:09,597 --> 00:41:10,982 April Kepner. 923 00:41:12,122 --> 00:41:13,486 Hi. 924 00:41:15,491 --> 00:41:16,784 Others thrive. 925 00:41:17,721 --> 00:41:19,498 Jackson Avery. 926 00:41:21,727 --> 00:41:22,238 Here. 927 00:41:26,412 --> 00:41:27,389 Oh, sorry. 928 00:41:32,807 --> 00:41:35,986 - Either way... There's nothing left to do. - Matthew Anderson. 929 00:41:36,192 --> 00:41:39,310 - No more studying, no more preparing... - Nice to meet you. 930 00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:41,134 Cristina... 931 00:41:41,162 --> 00:41:42,595 Mind over matter. 932 00:41:44,604 --> 00:41:46,064 Cristina Yang. 933 00:41:49,250 --> 00:41:50,010 Pleasure to meet you. 934 00:41:50,010 --> 00:41:52,777 Like it or not, the moment has arrived. 935 00:41:52,777 --> 00:41:54,154 Meredith Grey. 936 00:41:56,257 --> 00:41:57,991 The only thing left for you to do 937 00:41:58,954 --> 00:42:00,428 is show up. 938 00:42:01,464 --> 00:42:02,980 Alex Karev. 939 00:42:05,309 --> 00:42:07,014 Alex Karev.