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Picture this:
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you've spent the past five years
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of your residency training to become a surgeon.
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But those five years suddenly don't matter
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the only thing that matters
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the only thing between you
and the rest of your career
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is a test
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in a random hotel in a random city
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with a random examiner
asking you random questions.
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Nervous? You should be.
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We should be gone by now.
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The flight's not for
three hours. You're fine.
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I-I'd be fine if people showed up on time.
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No one is going to be late.
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San Francisco is a short flight away.
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There's no reason to be nervous, okay?
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Oh. Not again.
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I'm sorry.
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It's just that my parents
called me this morning
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to wish me luck,
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and they told me that
their church is praying for me,
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and what-what-what if I don't pass?
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One in five people don't pass.
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Kepner, stop. You're a trauma surgeon.
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We're soldiers.
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We fight battles harder than
this test every single day,
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and we win, okay?
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So dry your tears.
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I want you to repeat after me.
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I am a soldier.
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I'm a s-soldier.
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No, no. I want to hear you mean it.
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Repeat. I am a soldier.
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I am a soldier.
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- Now get on the bus.
- Okay.
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Karev?
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Now have salmon for dinner.
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And tell room service to
make sure it's not frozen.
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You lose omega-3s if it's frozen.
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Avery, are you listening to me?
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I'm trying not to.
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Okay, don't overthink it.
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They want standard protocol,
not cutting edge.
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I mean, this is a test in proficiency,
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and well, y-you're
proficient in your sleep.
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So just make sure that
you get a lot of sleep.
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You want me to be relaxed, right?
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Exactly.
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This isn't helping.
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- You're right.
- Bye!
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- Go!
- Bye.
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Kick ass.
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Ahh. Hee!
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It's exciting, huh?
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They started off with so little promise,
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I feel like I'm witnessing a miracle.
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Where the hell is Karev?
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Oh, he'll be here. I trained him right.
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Oh. Okay.
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Coming! Don't leave without me.
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Miracle.
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Where is Meredith Grey?
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They called ten minutes ago.
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She started throwing up right
after I dropped her off.
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She's really warm. Maybe I should stay.
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No, babies get sick. It sucks,
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but it's the disgusting circle of life.
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We have trained too hard.
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I have personally put in hours of my life
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that I will never get back,
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so you are not failing
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just because your mommy
hormones are all "Code orange."
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Go to the airport. Pass your boards.
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My baby is sick.
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Well, lucky for her,
her father's a doctor.
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Takes a village.
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And Zola's village is
chock-full of doctors.
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Okay? She will be fine.
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Just go. Make me proud.
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All right. Mama loves you, Zo.
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You're my Zozo. I love you.
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- I'll be home soon.
- Yeah, shh.
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Hey, Torres, thank you very much.
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Do you mind looking
after her for a minute?
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I gotta make some calls.
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Yeah, no. No.
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Sofia had that bug last week, so...
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I'm not getting anywhere near that.
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What happened to, "We're a village"?
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It's a metaphor, Shepherd. Good luck.
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What's the deal with
Tommy's platelet count?
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Did you know it dropped?
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He's not your patient anymore, remember?
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His crit's been decreasing,
and his sats are low.
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We might want to...
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We've been getting along
just fine without you
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these past few weeks.
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I don't need you butting in now.
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Karev, outside.
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Now.
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Tommy's deteriorating.
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What did his X-rays show?
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Just... shh.
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Okay...
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Look your examiner in the eye,
but don't stare.
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And don't... and don't rush your answers.
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You know, it's okay to take a second
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to just compose yourself.
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But don't... don't take too long.
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Yeah, I got this.
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Okay, I hope you do.
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What?
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I mean, I know you do.
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23 minutes late? Not okay!
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Is it too late to request
a van without you on it?
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I need you, Lex.
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Hi. Uh, uh,
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what?
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I need you.
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I'm doing a skin graft,
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and I'm stuck with
an intern who thinks that
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debriding the necrotic tissue
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is the title of a nine inch nails album.
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- Are you sure it's not?
- It might be.
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I'm not familiar with their later work.
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You're just sad because Jackson
is off to take his boards.
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He and I work well together.
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We understand each other.
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Like you and I used to, you know?
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So I need you.
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I can't.
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Uh, I-I-I am way behind
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on all of this, um, research for Shepherd.
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You know, I was gonna pull an
all-nighter to finish, so...
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All right.
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Thought it would be fun,
working together again.
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But if you're busy...
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Mark, wait.
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You should check out
the latest nine inch nails album.
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It is pretty...
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fresh.
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Okay.
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I said fresh.
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16-year-old male driver,
car versus streetlight.
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Arrested once before
they freed him in the car
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and once in the rig.
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B.P. 80 systolic, tachycardic.
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Contusions and lacerations
over chest and abdomen.
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- Where's Altman?
- Abdomen is rigid
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So there's probably a lot
of blood in the belly.
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It took over an hour to get him out.
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Uh, kid arrested twice in the field.
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Add an E.K.G. to the trauma labs
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and get X-ray in here, stat.
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- Right away.
- Oh, god. Ricky.
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Oh, excuse me.
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What was he even doing in his car?
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He's supposed to be
at basketball practice.
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- Okay, is he allergic to anything?
- No.
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Does he have heart problems?
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No. Probably driving too fast.
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We sore that if he got even one ticket,
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we would take that car away from him.
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Hang a unit of O neg and
make sure the C.T. is ready.
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Rick! What is happening?
Why are they doing...
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- Let's step out. Let's step out.
- What's going on?
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Oh, sorry. Ow!
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That's... oh, case western reserve.
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Uh, do you know Ted Stevenson,
head of trauma?
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I do, yeah.
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He just offered me a job.
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I might be an attending there.
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April Kepner, Seattle.
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Kevin Banks. I'm
the guy whose job you took.
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I was waiting to hear,
but I guess I just heard.
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Thanks a lot.
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Well, he hates me.
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How do you do that?
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You've been here, like, two minutes.
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My examiner is gonna hate me,
too, instantly.
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Don't psych yourself out.
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One in five people fail the boards.
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Fine. Psych yourself out.
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It's just a test.
We've all dealt with worse.
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No one's bleeding out on your table.
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We will be fine.
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Cristina.
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What?
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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So? Kids get sick. Derek's with her.
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Zola has the stomach flu.
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Oh, no. No, Mer, you can't be sick.
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Mm. You cannot be sick.
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Okay.
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You're just freaking out.
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Okay.
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J-just take deep breaths, okay?
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Just take deep breaths.
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So do you guys wanna go register
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and then go get some lunch?
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Oh.
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Wh... uh, what just happened?
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Stomach flu.
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Zola has the stomach flu
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and you didn't say anything?
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How could you? Are...
are you trying to sabotage us all?
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It's not like it's the black plague.
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You are supposed to be our friend.
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Oh, April, calm down. Oh...
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Y-you stay right where you are,
typhoid Mary.
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Come on. Let's go register.
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Mer, just sit.
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And I'll get your registration package.
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Next in line.
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Hey, Dr. Robbins, it's Alex.
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Uh, listen, I was thinking about Tommy.
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Uh, have you tried liquid ventilation?
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It's just an idea. Let me know.
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Dude, is that your mom?
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Baby.
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Oh, no.
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I know.
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I know you don't want to see
your mother before the boards.
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But they are wearing this old girl out.
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Got me examining three sessions tomorrow,
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and I might not see you,
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so I had to say good luck.
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Okay.
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- Mwah.
- Thank you, mom.
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Oh, and I brought it.
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Mnh-mnh. No, no, that's fine. You don't...
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- It's in here somewhere.
- That's fine. That's okay.
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That's what you always say,
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- but you always want it in the end.
- Okay, all right.
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Mom, I'm good. I am.
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I'm in room 809 when you change your mind.
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All right.
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All right. Excuse me.
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Mommy bring you your binky?
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It's my lucky pencil.
She brought my lucky pencil.
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You know this is an oral test, right?
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Yes, I know, okay?
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It's just, I used it for my S.A.T.S,
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and my M.C.A.T.S, and my intern exam.
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So it's your binky.
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It's...
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sort of like my binky, yeah.
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Okay.
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Fill this out.
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There must be, what,
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like a hundred people in this room?
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Okay, if Kepner is right,
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20 of them are screwed.
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- I'm gonna puke.
- Relax. You're not one of them.
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No, on you.
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So... it's his bowel?
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Again?
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We won't know how bad it is
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without opening him up.
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Okay.
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Morgan, we've already
removed part of his bowel.
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There's a very good chance
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he won't make it through another surgery.
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You've said that before, a lot. We'll do it.
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Do the surgery.
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We can't wait for you to prep an E.V.R.
269
00:10:03,466 --> 00:10:04,830
All right. Well,
why don't you open him up,
270
00:10:04,831 --> 00:10:05,529
and I'll get him prepped?
271
00:10:05,530 --> 00:10:07,009
You're gonna fill him
full of blood thinners,
272
00:10:07,010 --> 00:10:09,575
his organs will bleed out before
we get a chance to save them.
273
00:10:09,576 --> 00:10:10,432
He needs damage control.
274
00:10:10,433 --> 00:10:12,640
Opening his chest will cause
more damage in the long run
275
00:10:12,641 --> 00:10:13,565
than we can control.
276
00:10:13,566 --> 00:10:16,646
She's right. This gives him
his best options for recovery.
277
00:10:16,647 --> 00:10:18,441
This sounds like a good compromise.
278
00:10:18,442 --> 00:10:20,301
Dr. Hunt, sir, no one's told us
279
00:10:20,302 --> 00:10:21,663
what we're supposed to be prepping for?
280
00:10:21,664 --> 00:10:22,912
- Laparotomy.
- E.V.R.
281
00:10:25,739 --> 00:10:28,012
Both. Now that's a good plan.
282
00:10:30,250 --> 00:10:31,356
Both.
283
00:10:31,357 --> 00:10:32,788
Prep him head to toe.
284
00:10:32,789 --> 00:10:34,228
All right then.
285
00:10:34,595 --> 00:10:36,923
Okay, page me for the tib-fib
fracture when you're done.
286
00:10:36,924 --> 00:10:37,976
Hey, where you going?
287
00:10:37,977 --> 00:10:40,056
Oh, you want to be in
the O.R. with those two?
288
00:10:40,057 --> 00:10:41,042
They hate each other.
289
00:10:41,043 --> 00:10:42,912
Oh, they're professionals.
They'll be fine.
290
00:10:42,913 --> 00:10:43,965
No, it's awful.
291
00:10:43,966 --> 00:10:45,916
It's tense and
it's cold and it's dangerous.
292
00:10:45,917 --> 00:10:47,411
It feels like defusing a bomb
293
00:10:47,412 --> 00:10:49,753
in a haunted house that's
built on a minefield,
294
00:10:49,754 --> 00:10:51,364
and there are bears everywhere,
295
00:10:51,365 --> 00:10:52,766
and the bears have knives.
296
00:10:52,767 --> 00:10:54,605
Uh, now I have to be in here with 'em
297
00:10:54,606 --> 00:10:55,639
for the next eight hours.
298
00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:57,641
You have to tame them or you will die.
299
00:10:57,642 --> 00:10:58,408
We will all die.
300
00:10:58,409 --> 00:10:59,883
Their hate will destroy the hospital,
301
00:10:59,884 --> 00:11:00,977
and then the whole planet.
302
00:11:00,978 --> 00:11:02,839
I am counting on you, Bailey.
303
00:11:03,162 --> 00:11:04,651
We're all counting on you.
304
00:11:04,726 --> 00:11:05,974
Godspeed.
305
00:11:13,242 --> 00:11:17,336
Okay, 56 year old presents with
pancreatic ductal obstruction...
306
00:11:17,337 --> 00:11:20,122
and dilated main pancreatic duct.
307
00:11:20,800 --> 00:11:22,097
Post-op procedure...
308
00:11:22,098 --> 00:11:22,622
Yes.
309
00:11:22,623 --> 00:11:23,680
Dude, give it a rest.
310
00:11:23,681 --> 00:11:25,133
If we don't know it by now, we're screwed.
311
00:11:25,134 --> 00:11:27,279
Besides, you've got your magical pencil
312
00:11:27,280 --> 00:11:27,934
to see you through.
313
00:11:27,935 --> 00:11:31,535
He's got a magic pencil? Oh, say more.
314
00:11:31,667 --> 00:11:32,668
His mommy brought it.
315
00:11:32,669 --> 00:11:34,546
Wait. How magical is this pencil?
316
00:11:34,547 --> 00:11:37,212
And can it stop that?
317
00:11:37,483 --> 00:11:38,339
I'm sorry.
318
00:11:38,340 --> 00:11:40,542
I'm sorry. This all just got
319
00:11:40,543 --> 00:11:42,285
really, really real.
320
00:11:42,286 --> 00:11:43,114
And man down.
321
00:11:43,115 --> 00:11:44,834
Two men down. First Grey, now...
322
00:11:44,835 --> 00:11:46,609
Meredith's not down. She's fine.
323
00:11:46,610 --> 00:11:48,129
Whoa. Shut up.
324
00:11:48,597 --> 00:11:49,599
- Dr. Robbins.
- Karev,
325
00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:50,879
why do you keep calling me?
326
00:11:50,880 --> 00:11:52,321
Well, you don't answer my texts.
327
00:11:52,322 --> 00:11:52,889
I just want to know if
328
00:11:52,890 --> 00:11:54,871
- you got Tommy's X-rays back yet.
- Yes. Okay?
329
00:11:54,872 --> 00:11:56,532
Yes, and your hunch was correct.
330
00:11:56,533 --> 00:11:58,498
His necrotizing
enterocolitis has returned.
331
00:11:58,499 --> 00:12:00,930
Is Morgan, uh,
are... are you gonna operate?
332
00:12:00,931 --> 00:12:01,804
Yeah.
333
00:12:01,805 --> 00:12:03,846
In a few hours. We're prepping him soon.
334
00:12:03,847 --> 00:12:05,991
Listen, I will text you when I...
335
00:12:06,174 --> 00:12:07,706
Wait. Karev?
336
00:12:07,707 --> 00:12:08,777
I gotta go.
337
00:12:09,074 --> 00:12:09,928
Go where, to eat?
338
00:12:09,929 --> 00:12:11,848
No, I gotta go back to Seattle.
339
00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:16,114
What?
340
00:12:32,601 --> 00:12:33,977
Hi.
341
00:12:34,475 --> 00:12:36,434
Yeah, no, just... sorry, I was napping.
342
00:12:36,435 --> 00:12:39,559
I'm just, uh, I-I feel
a little tired is all.
343
00:12:39,560 --> 00:12:40,523
How's Zola?
344
00:12:40,524 --> 00:12:42,292
Her fever's down to 100. Stop worrying.
345
00:12:42,293 --> 00:12:43,929
I can hear her screaming, Derek.
346
00:12:43,930 --> 00:12:44,756
No, no, she's screaming,
347
00:12:44,757 --> 00:12:46,078
"Go, mama. Kick butt on the boards."
348
00:12:46,079 --> 00:12:47,086
Is she really feeling better?
349
00:12:47,087 --> 00:12:47,972
Yeah, you hear that?
350
00:12:47,973 --> 00:12:49,189
She stopped crying.
351
00:12:50,667 --> 00:12:51,441
And now she's smiling
352
00:12:51,442 --> 00:12:52,857
that cute little smile she does.
353
00:12:52,858 --> 00:12:54,331
Oh, yeah. I love that smile.
354
00:12:54,332 --> 00:12:56,200
- You gonna be all right for tomorrow?
- Tomorrow? Yeah.
355
00:12:56,201 --> 00:12:58,232
I feel great. Listen, I made some calls.
356
00:12:58,233 --> 00:13:00,313
There is an opening at mass general,
357
00:13:00,413 --> 00:13:01,286
and we could do this.
358
00:13:01,287 --> 00:13:03,065
And Zola could grow up
359
00:13:03,066 --> 00:13:04,990
- with a Boston accent.
- Whoa.
360
00:13:04,991 --> 00:13:07,808
I don't even know if I want
the job at the Brigham.
361
00:13:07,896 --> 00:13:09,865
- And I haven't passed my test yet.
- You will.
362
00:13:09,866 --> 00:13:10,923
Oh, don't touch the buttons.
363
00:13:10,924 --> 00:13:12,403
Zola, I'm talking to your m...
364
00:13:19,858 --> 00:13:20,979
Wh...
365
00:13:33,179 --> 00:13:34,121
Nice.
366
00:13:34,122 --> 00:13:35,674
I don't take chances.
367
00:13:37,051 --> 00:13:38,572
My kid just hung up on me.
368
00:13:38,642 --> 00:13:40,142
Yeah, that'll happen again.
369
00:13:43,079 --> 00:13:45,457
W-where did you get an I.V. and fluids?
370
00:13:45,458 --> 00:13:47,817
I'm a doctor in a hotel full of doctors.
371
00:13:47,818 --> 00:13:49,068
Roll up your sleeve.
372
00:13:49,275 --> 00:13:50,584
You're a nice person.
373
00:13:50,585 --> 00:13:51,946
Ah, don't get all misty.
374
00:13:51,947 --> 00:13:53,112
I'm outta here in 60 seconds.
375
00:13:53,113 --> 00:13:55,161
This room is like a viral cesspool.
376
00:13:55,336 --> 00:13:56,094
Ow.
377
00:13:56,095 --> 00:13:57,456
I take that back.
378
00:14:02,681 --> 00:14:04,840
All right. Fluoro out.
379
00:14:07,085 --> 00:14:07,863
Okay.
380
00:14:07,864 --> 00:14:10,424
Where were we? Clamp, please.
381
00:14:11,118 --> 00:14:12,958
I hope that was worth it.
382
00:14:13,028 --> 00:14:14,966
Hey, just checking in. Almost done?
383
00:14:14,967 --> 00:14:17,103
Almost, but you should ask Altman.
384
00:14:17,104 --> 00:14:19,203
Uh, she usually disagrees with me.
385
00:14:19,204 --> 00:14:21,671
I need to check the final
position of the graft
386
00:14:21,672 --> 00:14:24,072
so, yeah, I disagree with Hunt.
387
00:14:24,566 --> 00:14:25,402
Okay then.
388
00:14:25,403 --> 00:14:27,090
I don't want to interrupt
the work that you're doing here,
389
00:14:27,091 --> 00:14:28,904
fixing the problems
that we all want fixed,
390
00:14:28,905 --> 00:14:30,585
that we all need fixed.
391
00:14:30,892 --> 00:14:32,524
So, uh, I'll be back.
392
00:14:32,525 --> 00:14:33,710
Uh, you could stay.
393
00:14:33,711 --> 00:14:35,397
There-there's room. Stay!
394
00:14:43,315 --> 00:14:44,193
You mind if I join you?
395
00:14:44,194 --> 00:14:45,616
No. Uh, please.
396
00:14:45,617 --> 00:14:47,363
I sent my idiot intern to get me lunch.
397
00:14:47,364 --> 00:14:49,193
I told him to get
me anything but lentil soup.
398
00:14:49,194 --> 00:14:50,433
You know what he brought me?
399
00:14:50,903 --> 00:14:51,848
Lentil soup.
400
00:14:51,849 --> 00:14:53,014
The future of medicine.
401
00:14:53,015 --> 00:14:55,031
I don't know. We're not all hopeless.
402
00:14:55,032 --> 00:14:56,478
I know. I'm spoiled with Avery.
403
00:14:56,479 --> 00:14:58,834
He's quick, he's thorough, he's funny.
404
00:14:58,835 --> 00:15:01,828
- Right, in a very dry kind of way.
- Right?
405
00:15:01,829 --> 00:15:03,205
What the hell happened to you two?
406
00:15:03,223 --> 00:15:04,486
Why'd you break up?
407
00:15:06,625 --> 00:15:07,811
Great.
408
00:15:08,259 --> 00:15:10,147
It's dumbo, the flying idiot.
409
00:15:10,420 --> 00:15:11,603
I left him treating a burn.
410
00:15:11,604 --> 00:15:13,604
Now he's probably the one on fire.
411
00:15:14,370 --> 00:15:15,706
To be continued.
412
00:15:16,259 --> 00:15:17,347
O...
413
00:15:22,777 --> 00:15:24,279
Retract more here.
414
00:15:24,280 --> 00:15:26,121
I need better visualization.
415
00:15:28,422 --> 00:15:29,169
How can I help?
416
00:15:29,170 --> 00:15:30,570
What the hell are you doing here?
417
00:15:30,571 --> 00:15:32,063
Look, I can't just stay in that hotel room
418
00:15:32,064 --> 00:15:32,767
and not do anything.
419
00:15:32,768 --> 00:15:34,728
There's nothing for you to do.
420
00:15:34,729 --> 00:15:35,945
Come on. I'm here. I can scrub in.
421
00:15:35,946 --> 00:15:38,322
No, there's nothing that I can do, Alex.
422
00:15:38,980 --> 00:15:40,612
Take a look yourself.
423
00:15:43,622 --> 00:15:45,851
Almost the entire bowel is necrotic.
424
00:15:45,852 --> 00:15:47,485
There's nothing else to be done.
425
00:15:47,535 --> 00:15:48,879
I'm closing.
426
00:15:57,221 --> 00:15:58,730
We're falling apart.
427
00:15:58,884 --> 00:16:00,144
Meredith's sick
428
00:16:00,145 --> 00:16:01,501
and Alex...
429
00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,518
- What the hell was he thinking?
- Mnh-mnh.
430
00:16:03,725 --> 00:16:05,186
See, you gotta put all
that out of your head.
431
00:16:05,187 --> 00:16:07,300
Okay? Concentrate on your own game.
432
00:16:08,623 --> 00:16:09,904
I'm a soldier.
433
00:16:10,366 --> 00:16:11,338
What?
434
00:16:11,339 --> 00:16:12,379
Nothing.
435
00:16:12,926 --> 00:16:14,370
Hey, but we're still standing, right?
436
00:16:14,371 --> 00:16:15,632
- Hell, yeah, we are.
- Yeah.
437
00:16:15,633 --> 00:16:16,448
Me and you.
438
00:16:16,449 --> 00:16:17,712
Me and you.
439
00:16:20,905 --> 00:16:21,895
Who is that?
440
00:16:22,437 --> 00:16:25,079
Oh, that's the guy who
thinks I stole his job.
441
00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:25,818
He hates me.
442
00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:27,659
So what? He's a douche.
443
00:16:28,680 --> 00:16:30,339
Ah, and here he comes.
444
00:16:30,340 --> 00:16:31,170
Nah, dude, just don't.
445
00:16:31,171 --> 00:16:32,813
- Just sit down...
- No, no, I-I want to apologize.
446
00:16:32,814 --> 00:16:34,558
I was a tool this afternoon.
447
00:16:34,755 --> 00:16:36,211
No hard feelings?
448
00:16:36,393 --> 00:16:37,022
Sure, yeah.
449
00:16:37,023 --> 00:16:38,973
No problem. No problem at all.
450
00:16:39,636 --> 00:16:40,738
I'm sorry.
451
00:16:40,774 --> 00:16:42,357
You have nothing to be sorry for.
452
00:16:43,064 --> 00:16:45,280
I mean, best man wins and
all that stuff, right?
453
00:16:45,281 --> 00:16:46,616
Or woman, whatever.
454
00:16:46,617 --> 00:16:47,811
Yeah, he's had a few beers. You know what?
455
00:16:47,812 --> 00:16:48,768
And he got bad news today, so we'll just...
456
00:16:48,769 --> 00:16:50,856
All I'm saying is, obviously,
457
00:16:50,857 --> 00:16:52,865
she can offer something
that I can't offer.
458
00:16:52,866 --> 00:16:55,334
All right. Everybody's a
little wound up, all right?
459
00:16:55,335 --> 00:16:57,751
So big day tomorrow, maybe you should, um,
460
00:16:57,837 --> 00:16:58,711
go sleep it off.
461
00:16:58,712 --> 00:16:59,992
Are you the boyfriend?
462
00:17:00,247 --> 00:17:01,646
You know, you should watch out next year,
463
00:17:01,647 --> 00:17:02,906
'cause, uh, Ted Stevenson
464
00:17:02,907 --> 00:17:04,165
likes himself a redhead.
465
00:17:04,166 --> 00:17:06,483
All right. Okay, Kevin.
I think you can leave.
466
00:17:06,484 --> 00:17:08,286
Or maybe you found that out already.
467
00:17:08,287 --> 00:17:09,838
Is that how you got the job?
468
00:17:11,045 --> 00:17:11,933
Oh!
469
00:17:11,934 --> 00:17:13,295
Ohh! Whoa.
470
00:17:13,357 --> 00:17:14,541
Bitch!
471
00:17:14,634 --> 00:17:15,913
Hey, look, you need...
472
00:17:16,900 --> 00:17:17,571
Really?
473
00:17:17,572 --> 00:17:18,386
You want to go?
474
00:17:18,387 --> 00:17:20,833
Yeah, bitch! I want to go!
475
00:17:31,172 --> 00:17:33,349
- Stop!
- Yeah, you want more of this?!
'cause I got more!
476
00:17:33,350 --> 00:17:34,653
Shut your big mouth, all right?
477
00:17:34,654 --> 00:17:36,413
- Oh, yeah, it goes with my big brain, dumbass!
- What?
478
00:17:36,414 --> 00:17:40,433
- That's why I got your job next year!
- April!
479
00:17:40,523 --> 00:17:41,982
- Ugh!
- Enough!
480
00:17:42,813 --> 00:17:44,725
Now if anyone is still here in 30 seconds,
481
00:17:44,726 --> 00:17:46,191
you're barred from the test.
482
00:17:46,192 --> 00:17:47,418
Now get!
483
00:17:50,292 --> 00:17:51,773
That was not our fault, okay?
484
00:17:51,774 --> 00:17:53,294
These case western reserve guys,
485
00:17:53,295 --> 00:17:54,368
- they started the whole...
- What are you doing here?!
486
00:17:54,369 --> 00:17:55,825
What am I doing here?
487
00:17:56,084 --> 00:17:56,846
What are you doing here?
488
00:17:56,847 --> 00:17:58,557
We just came down here
to get something to eat...
489
00:17:58,558 --> 00:18:00,485
No, I thought you were here to prove
490
00:18:00,486 --> 00:18:02,267
that the considerable
amount of money spent
491
00:18:02,268 --> 00:18:03,776
training you wasn't wasted,
492
00:18:03,777 --> 00:18:06,534
that the dreams you had
of becoming surgeons
493
00:18:06,535 --> 00:18:09,200
won't vanish in a puff of smoke tomorrow
494
00:18:09,201 --> 00:18:10,837
when the examiner asks you a question
495
00:18:10,838 --> 00:18:12,328
and you can't answer it
496
00:18:12,329 --> 00:18:14,469
because instead of getting
a good night's sleep,
497
00:18:14,470 --> 00:18:16,599
you were engaging in a barroom brawl.
498
00:18:17,978 --> 00:18:19,442
- We should probably go.
- We should go.
499
00:18:19,443 --> 00:18:21,602
- Good night, chief.
- Okay, night, chief.
500
00:18:23,038 --> 00:18:24,348
Oh, my god.
501
00:18:24,349 --> 00:18:26,028
Good lord.
502
00:18:26,128 --> 00:18:28,254
So you d... you didn't do anything?
503
00:18:28,255 --> 00:18:29,801
You just closed him back up?
504
00:18:29,802 --> 00:18:31,834
There was too much necrosis.
505
00:18:32,147 --> 00:18:33,812
He's not going to survive.
506
00:18:34,317 --> 00:18:35,798
So we'll keep the pressors going,
507
00:18:35,799 --> 00:18:37,517
keep him on T.P.N. until he's ready.
508
00:18:37,518 --> 00:18:39,030
There's got to be more that we can do.
509
00:18:39,031 --> 00:18:40,239
Morgan...
510
00:18:41,244 --> 00:18:42,524
We did it.
511
00:18:43,627 --> 00:18:44,585
You did it.
512
00:18:44,586 --> 00:18:45,865
You did it all.
513
00:18:57,572 --> 00:18:59,041
I'm sorry.
514
00:18:59,731 --> 00:19:01,027
I really am.
515
00:19:17,642 --> 00:19:19,175
All right. I am almost finished here.
516
00:19:19,176 --> 00:19:21,220
I think this boy is gonna
have to lose his spleen.
517
00:19:21,221 --> 00:19:22,650
You see any way of salvaging it?
518
00:19:22,651 --> 00:19:23,786
Mnh-mnh.
519
00:19:24,615 --> 00:19:26,897
What... B.P.'s crashing?
What... what happened?
520
00:19:26,898 --> 00:19:28,844
There's a leak. The graft is leaking.
521
00:19:28,845 --> 00:19:30,115
Fluoro in.
522
00:19:35,455 --> 00:19:36,016
I knew it.
523
00:19:36,017 --> 00:19:38,101
What-what did you know, that grafts leak?
524
00:19:38,102 --> 00:19:39,270
It's common. It happens.
525
00:19:39,271 --> 00:19:40,442
Well, fix it and then get out.
526
00:19:40,443 --> 00:19:42,503
What do you think that I am trying to do?
527
00:19:42,504 --> 00:19:44,992
All right, the leak is
below the diaphragm.
528
00:19:44,993 --> 00:19:46,852
I can try and fix the graft by...
529
00:19:46,853 --> 00:19:48,495
Here. The abdomen's already open.
530
00:19:48,496 --> 00:19:49,777
We can try to fix it manually.
531
00:19:49,778 --> 00:19:50,595
- Fine.
- Try it.
532
00:19:50,596 --> 00:19:51,927
Fluoro out.
533
00:19:53,216 --> 00:19:56,249
Uh, I'm having trouble
visualizing with all this blood.
534
00:19:56,250 --> 00:19:57,429
Hunt, a little help, please.
535
00:19:57,430 --> 00:19:59,510
No, Altman can assist.
536
00:19:59,805 --> 00:20:00,443
Altman?
537
00:20:00,444 --> 00:20:02,055
My head's not in the game.
I shouldn't be here.
538
00:20:02,056 --> 00:20:03,571
So, uh, if you've got this,
539
00:20:03,572 --> 00:20:06,405
I will... leave you to it.
540
00:20:15,150 --> 00:20:16,254
Catherine?
541
00:20:16,371 --> 00:20:17,571
Richard?
542
00:20:17,650 --> 00:20:18,715
You're an examiner?
543
00:20:18,716 --> 00:20:20,293
Either that or I'm stalking you.
544
00:20:20,294 --> 00:20:22,487
Well, that's a win-win if I ever heard it.
545
00:20:22,842 --> 00:20:24,191
Give me a hug.
546
00:20:27,563 --> 00:20:29,413
- I-I didn't know you'd be here.
- Every year.
547
00:20:29,414 --> 00:20:31,781
Making the future of
medicine wet its pants.
548
00:20:32,752 --> 00:20:34,015
What are you doing here?
549
00:20:34,016 --> 00:20:36,502
Archie Katz... he came down
with the stomach flu,
550
00:20:36,503 --> 00:20:37,964
and they asked me to sub in.
551
00:20:37,965 --> 00:20:40,202
You know, I figured I'd
spend the entire day
552
00:20:40,203 --> 00:20:42,699
staring at sweaty, anxious residents.
553
00:20:43,245 --> 00:20:44,749
This is a real improvement.
554
00:20:44,750 --> 00:20:46,126
I should hope so.
555
00:20:50,896 --> 00:20:52,000
Coming.
556
00:20:52,281 --> 00:20:53,562
No, don't open the door.
557
00:20:53,563 --> 00:20:55,421
I-I don't want to breathe your air.
558
00:20:55,422 --> 00:20:57,086
I just want to know if you need anything.
559
00:20:56,756 --> 00:20:58,080
Oh, no. I'm okay.
560
00:20:58,080 --> 00:20:58,766
Did you sleep?
561
00:20:58,766 --> 00:21:02,052
No, it's worse when I lie down or... whoa.
562
00:21:02,052 --> 00:21:05,498
Uh, um, when I stand up, apparently.
563
00:21:18,927 --> 00:21:20,951
Do you think Zola's gonna hate me?
564
00:21:21,609 --> 00:21:22,322
Why?
565
00:21:22,322 --> 00:21:24,904
Because moms should be with
their kids when they're sick.
566
00:21:24,904 --> 00:21:27,473
All you want to do is lay on top
of your mom when you're sick.
567
00:21:27,473 --> 00:21:30,248
My mother was never
around to lay on top of,
568
00:21:30,690 --> 00:21:33,824
and now I'm not there for
Zola to lay on top of.
569
00:21:33,884 --> 00:21:35,129
I was just wondering if you think
570
00:21:35,129 --> 00:21:36,610
she's gonna hate me.
571
00:21:41,622 --> 00:21:43,322
Owen slept with someone.
572
00:21:44,804 --> 00:21:46,032
Yeah.
573
00:21:47,414 --> 00:21:48,766
Did you know?
574
00:21:49,057 --> 00:21:50,333
Yeah.
575
00:21:50,472 --> 00:21:51,355
Does everyone know?
576
00:21:51,355 --> 00:21:52,335
No.
577
00:21:52,335 --> 00:21:54,149
He thought you told me
578
00:21:54,149 --> 00:21:55,627
so he told me.
579
00:21:56,415 --> 00:21:58,234
Anyway, that's how I know.
580
00:22:01,595 --> 00:22:02,461
Okay.
581
00:22:02,461 --> 00:22:03,655
He's a pig,
582
00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:05,017
and you deserve better.
583
00:22:10,484 --> 00:22:11,700
Are you still there?
584
00:22:13,741 --> 00:22:15,103
Yeah, I'm still here.
585
00:22:16,819 --> 00:22:18,602
Oh, my god. That was amazing.
586
00:22:18,602 --> 00:22:19,941
You just punched a guy.
587
00:22:19,941 --> 00:22:20,884
I punched a guy.
588
00:22:20,884 --> 00:22:22,842
You were freakin' crazy in there.
589
00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:24,487
Jackson, we are gonna do this.
590
00:22:24,487 --> 00:22:25,670
I-I-I can feel it.
591
00:22:25,670 --> 00:22:28,273
I... this is our last night as residents.
592
00:22:28,273 --> 00:22:28,961
Let's hope.
593
00:22:28,961 --> 00:22:31,367
No, stop that! You just
stop doubting yourself.
594
00:22:31,367 --> 00:22:33,349
We freakin' kicked that
guy's ass in there.
595
00:22:33,349 --> 00:22:34,525
We are gonna kick this test's ass.
596
00:22:34,525 --> 00:22:36,365
How come you're so
confident all of a sudden?
597
00:22:36,365 --> 00:22:38,428
I'm a soldier.
598
00:22:38,428 --> 00:22:40,231
Yeah, I still don't know
what that means, but...
599
00:22:42,659 --> 00:22:44,073
Mm. April.
600
00:22:45,584 --> 00:22:46,965
Should I not have done that?
601
00:22:46,965 --> 00:22:48,217
I, um...
602
00:22:48,898 --> 00:22:50,424
I...
603
00:22:52,034 --> 00:22:53,959
If you want me to stop, just say so,
604
00:22:54,181 --> 00:22:55,507
and I'll stop.
605
00:22:56,092 --> 00:22:57,711
I just... you're...
606
00:22:58,385 --> 00:23:00,416
The way you're kissing
me right now, you just...
607
00:23:00,416 --> 00:23:01,566
You're a virgin. You're a virgin.
608
00:23:01,566 --> 00:23:04,649
Yes, because my whole
life since I was a kid,
609
00:23:04,649 --> 00:23:07,820
I had this idea of how
my life was supposed to be,
610
00:23:07,820 --> 00:23:10,018
these rules that I was supposed to follow,
611
00:23:10,018 --> 00:23:11,776
but I'm not a kid.
612
00:23:11,776 --> 00:23:14,965
I'm not the same person I was
when I started my residency.
613
00:23:15,526 --> 00:23:17,293
I just punched a guy.
614
00:23:17,511 --> 00:23:19,383
And it felt really good.
615
00:23:19,462 --> 00:23:22,690
And if something feels really,
really good,
616
00:23:23,296 --> 00:23:24,873
it can't be bad, right?
617
00:23:25,098 --> 00:23:26,569
I, uh...
618
00:23:27,102 --> 00:23:29,117
Jackson, hey.
619
00:23:30,948 --> 00:23:32,161
It's okay.
620
00:23:33,207 --> 00:23:34,497
Really.
621
00:23:34,721 --> 00:23:36,054
It's okay.
622
00:23:41,329 --> 00:23:42,281
I'm just saying,
623
00:23:42,281 --> 00:23:44,149
if Jackson doesn't pass tomorrow,
624
00:23:44,149 --> 00:23:47,271
I'm holding you personally responsible.
625
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:49,567
Well, don't worry about Jackson.
626
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:52,180
He kept his head down.
627
00:23:54,068 --> 00:23:55,457
He's in good shape.
628
00:23:55,917 --> 00:23:57,223
And how about you?
629
00:23:58,298 --> 00:23:59,636
How's Adele?
630
00:24:00,274 --> 00:24:01,802
Okay, I think.
631
00:24:02,281 --> 00:24:03,890
I haven't seen her in a while.
632
00:24:04,002 --> 00:24:07,077
It confuses her more than
anything when I'm there.
633
00:24:07,649 --> 00:24:09,151
How are you with that?
634
00:24:12,313 --> 00:24:13,785
It's the right thing.
635
00:24:15,522 --> 00:24:16,794
Actually...
636
00:24:17,123 --> 00:24:18,403
she's happier.
637
00:24:20,864 --> 00:24:22,263
At our age, you would think
638
00:24:22,263 --> 00:24:25,560
we wouldn't have to grow up anymore, huh?
639
00:24:30,796 --> 00:24:32,267
Hey. How are we doing in here?
640
00:24:32,267 --> 00:24:34,072
I am not the problem. He is.
641
00:24:34,072 --> 00:24:36,979
I mean, he is completely
unwilling to collaborate.
642
00:24:36,979 --> 00:24:39,440
He should've been in
here fixing that leak.
643
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:40,018
Oh, but, no.
644
00:24:40,018 --> 00:24:43,221
He is just not willing to even hear me.
645
00:24:43,221 --> 00:24:45,545
I mean, it's obstructing patient care...
646
00:24:45,545 --> 00:24:47,264
Really? You had eight hours.
647
00:24:47,304 --> 00:24:48,360
Why is this on me?
648
00:24:48,360 --> 00:24:51,192
Well, because she'll listen to you.
649
00:24:51,876 --> 00:24:54,328
And because I organized ladies night.
It's your turn.
650
00:24:54,328 --> 00:24:55,528
Jump in and save the day again.
651
00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:57,176
I can't work with him
if he is gonna fight me
652
00:24:57,176 --> 00:24:59,012
on every single thing.
653
00:24:59,012 --> 00:25:02,053
Okay, he is not fighting you.
654
00:25:02,053 --> 00:25:04,837
He disagreed with you on
a course of treatment.
655
00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:06,126
That is something doctors do.
656
00:25:06,126 --> 00:25:07,711
But you don't see him as a doctor.
657
00:25:07,711 --> 00:25:10,024
You only see him as the man you blame
658
00:25:10,024 --> 00:25:11,924
for the death of your husband.
659
00:25:11,924 --> 00:25:15,170
And you know and I know,
that was not his fault.
660
00:25:15,170 --> 00:25:16,661
But he's accepted that blame
661
00:25:16,661 --> 00:25:18,649
because he thinks
it makes you feel better.
662
00:25:18,649 --> 00:25:20,362
He's not fighting you.
663
00:25:20,388 --> 00:25:22,243
But you keep fighting him.
664
00:25:27,810 --> 00:25:29,051
He lost you.
665
00:25:29,051 --> 00:25:30,382
He lost his friend,
666
00:25:30,382 --> 00:25:31,834
and now he's probably losing his wife.
667
00:25:31,834 --> 00:25:33,375
His world is falling apart.
668
00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:35,463
So I hope blaming him is helping you,
669
00:25:35,463 --> 00:25:37,222
'cause it sure isn't helping him.
670
00:25:49,426 --> 00:25:50,782
I've turned off his pressors
671
00:25:50,782 --> 00:25:52,898
so we won't be able to manage
his blood pressure anymore,
672
00:25:52,898 --> 00:25:55,223
and his T.P.N. and his fluids,
673
00:25:55,223 --> 00:25:57,818
so he won't be getting any more nutrition.
674
00:25:59,586 --> 00:26:00,801
You okay?
675
00:26:04,564 --> 00:26:06,096
I'm gonna turn off his ventilator
676
00:26:06,096 --> 00:26:08,372
And remove his E.T. tube.
677
00:26:10,644 --> 00:26:12,016
Do you need a minute?
678
00:26:42,248 --> 00:26:44,140
His breathing will slow down
679
00:26:44,140 --> 00:26:46,184
and his heart will eventually stop.
680
00:26:47,179 --> 00:26:49,571
It may take minutes. It may take hours.
681
00:27:04,571 --> 00:27:05,378
This is the first time
682
00:27:05,378 --> 00:27:07,930
I've ever really been able to hold him...
683
00:27:09,361 --> 00:27:11,332
without the tubes and junk.
684
00:27:12,495 --> 00:27:13,890
It's nice.
685
00:27:14,905 --> 00:27:16,333
Stay.
686
00:27:17,777 --> 00:27:19,155
Please.
687
00:27:33,379 --> 00:27:34,457
Thank you, doctor.
688
00:27:34,457 --> 00:27:35,374
Hey.
689
00:27:35,374 --> 00:27:36,456
Ah, we meet again.
690
00:27:36,456 --> 00:27:38,638
Hey. Thanks.
691
00:27:39,634 --> 00:27:40,390
Mm-hmm. Uh, by the way,
692
00:27:40,390 --> 00:27:42,097
it wasn't me, was it?
693
00:27:42,097 --> 00:27:42,740
What?
694
00:27:42,740 --> 00:27:44,096
That split you two up...
695
00:27:44,181 --> 00:27:45,931
the fact that Avery and
I are working together,
696
00:27:45,931 --> 00:27:47,994
the fact that you have
to see me all the time?
697
00:27:47,994 --> 00:27:49,970
I mean, I don't-I don't
make you uncomfortable, do I?
698
00:27:49,970 --> 00:27:50,795
No. No, no, no, no.
699
00:27:50,795 --> 00:27:52,833
I... No, you don't.
700
00:27:52,833 --> 00:27:55,450
Great, because this is nice.
701
00:27:55,688 --> 00:27:57,351
Talking to you... I miss it.
702
00:27:58,133 --> 00:27:59,342
I miss you.
703
00:27:59,367 --> 00:28:00,810
I miss you, too.
704
00:28:01,434 --> 00:28:03,020
And...
705
00:28:04,630 --> 00:28:06,754
the reason that Jackson
and I broke up, it...
706
00:28:06,754 --> 00:28:08,394
Oh, you know what?
We don't have to talk about that.
707
00:28:08,394 --> 00:28:10,230
It's really... it's none of
my business so forget I asked.
708
00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:11,426
We can be friends
709
00:28:11,426 --> 00:28:14,349
who don't talk about that stuff, ever.
710
00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:17,472
Okay.
711
00:28:21,609 --> 00:28:23,826
Oh, but as your friend,
712
00:28:23,826 --> 00:28:25,378
if you're not over him,
713
00:28:26,067 --> 00:28:27,503
you should tell him,
714
00:28:27,788 --> 00:28:30,203
because seriously,
you guys are great together.
715
00:28:32,786 --> 00:28:34,011
Thanks.
716
00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:36,120
Don't stay too late.
717
00:28:39,828 --> 00:28:42,125
And I look just to the left of their head.
718
00:28:42,125 --> 00:28:43,472
It freaks 'em out.
719
00:28:43,652 --> 00:28:44,986
You are terrible.
720
00:28:44,986 --> 00:28:46,056
Oh, come on, now.
721
00:28:46,056 --> 00:28:48,395
You gonna try and tell me
you're all warm and maternal?
722
00:28:48,395 --> 00:28:52,129
I am supportive and I'm encouraging.
723
00:28:52,129 --> 00:28:55,119
Mm-hmm. I've watched
you with your students.
724
00:28:55,178 --> 00:28:56,516
I know your moves.
725
00:28:56,516 --> 00:28:57,616
Oh, do you now?
726
00:28:57,616 --> 00:28:58,755
I certainly do.
727
00:28:58,755 --> 00:29:03,166
I don't know. I may have a move
or two that you haven't seen.
728
00:29:11,895 --> 00:29:13,813
Would you like some... some coffee?
729
00:29:14,186 --> 00:29:15,434
No.
730
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:17,901
More-more dessert?
731
00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:20,349
No.
732
00:29:22,818 --> 00:29:24,136
Yeah.
733
00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:26,745
You tired?
734
00:29:28,206 --> 00:29:30,054
Not in the least.
735
00:29:34,496 --> 00:29:36,099
Would you like me to get the check?
736
00:29:39,221 --> 00:29:42,416
Honey, could you get us the check, please?
737
00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:44,532
Yes, ma'am.
738
00:31:15,966 --> 00:31:17,298
Okay.
739
00:31:18,641 --> 00:31:21,498
That was really great. That was really...
740
00:31:21,498 --> 00:31:25,135
Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yes, that was...
741
00:31:28,139 --> 00:31:31,781
You were great.
I mean... I mean, are you, uh...
742
00:31:33,815 --> 00:31:35,148
Are you glad we did that?
743
00:31:38,018 --> 00:31:39,294
Yeah.
744
00:31:40,682 --> 00:31:42,200
Yeah.
745
00:31:45,270 --> 00:31:46,186
So you're okay?
746
00:31:46,186 --> 00:31:50,725
Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just... tired.
747
00:31:52,022 --> 00:31:53,299
Yeah.
748
00:31:55,013 --> 00:31:56,569
You should get some sleep.
749
00:31:57,288 --> 00:31:59,055
Yeah, I should get some sleep.
750
00:32:01,482 --> 00:32:02,389
Here or...
751
00:32:02,389 --> 00:32:03,676
Yeah.
752
00:32:04,663 --> 00:32:05,943
Yeah.
753
00:32:06,863 --> 00:32:08,195
Or...
754
00:32:08,430 --> 00:32:09,924
or you could go.
755
00:32:11,447 --> 00:32:13,357
Don't you have to get your pencil?
756
00:32:14,556 --> 00:32:16,117
It's the middle of the night.
757
00:32:17,787 --> 00:32:18,358
Right.
758
00:32:18,358 --> 00:32:20,791
Yeah. But you know what?
759
00:32:21,032 --> 00:32:22,346
I could go if you want.
760
00:32:22,712 --> 00:32:24,393
Yeah. You know what? I'll go.
761
00:32:24,895 --> 00:32:26,266
You can get some sleep.
762
00:32:27,198 --> 00:32:28,485
Okay.
763
00:32:28,750 --> 00:32:30,113
You sure you're okay?
764
00:32:30,964 --> 00:32:32,219
I'm great.
765
00:32:34,333 --> 00:32:35,729
I'll see you tomorrow.
766
00:32:52,025 --> 00:32:53,902
You can stay with me.
767
00:32:54,217 --> 00:32:57,382
Alex, Jackson, and April moved out.
There's room.
768
00:32:58,020 --> 00:33:00,035
I don't want to come stay with you.
769
00:33:00,811 --> 00:33:02,309
Is he moving out?
770
00:33:04,483 --> 00:33:05,541
I don't know.
771
00:33:05,541 --> 00:33:07,480
But you're not together. You broke up.
772
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,260
No, we can't just...
773
00:33:10,597 --> 00:33:11,751
break up.
774
00:33:11,751 --> 00:33:13,167
- We're married.
- I know.
775
00:33:13,167 --> 00:33:16,639
I mean, I think Derek used
a pretty good attorney
776
00:33:16,639 --> 00:33:17,452
for his divorce.
777
00:33:17,452 --> 00:33:18,942
I don't want an attorney.
778
00:33:19,362 --> 00:33:20,583
Okay.
779
00:33:22,349 --> 00:33:24,744
Well... he cheated on you.
780
00:33:24,744 --> 00:33:26,012
Yeah, this isn't you and Derek.
781
00:33:26,012 --> 00:33:27,787
He didn't fall in love with her.
782
00:33:31,029 --> 00:33:32,466
He screwed someone...
783
00:33:33,544 --> 00:33:34,799
one time...
784
00:33:35,748 --> 00:33:36,776
when he was drunk.
785
00:33:36,776 --> 00:33:39,080
I mean, does that mean
my marriage is over?
786
00:33:39,308 --> 00:33:40,745
What he did was wrong.
787
00:33:41,118 --> 00:33:43,329
And if it were me...
788
00:33:43,329 --> 00:33:47,015
Hey, if I screwed someone
once when I was drunk...
789
00:33:47,579 --> 00:33:49,251
and I could, I know me.
790
00:33:49,251 --> 00:33:50,631
If I did it...
791
00:33:52,389 --> 00:33:54,733
I wouldn't want Owen to leave me for that.
792
00:33:54,733 --> 00:33:56,976
Everything isn't so perfectly right
793
00:33:56,976 --> 00:33:58,588
or perfectly wrong.
794
00:33:59,937 --> 00:34:01,179
Okay.
795
00:34:03,733 --> 00:34:04,951
Say it.
796
00:34:07,178 --> 00:34:09,087
You got married awfully fast.
797
00:34:12,452 --> 00:34:13,682
Be on my side.
798
00:34:13,682 --> 00:34:15,871
I am on your side.
799
00:34:15,871 --> 00:34:18,871
But it, you know,
it's like you're defending him.
800
00:34:19,259 --> 00:34:21,708
And I don't know how
we're supposed to feel.
801
00:34:21,708 --> 00:34:24,959
Well, he's my husband.
Th-this is a marriage.
802
00:34:26,749 --> 00:34:28,030
Okay.
803
00:34:35,644 --> 00:34:37,166
Oh, I want to leave him.
804
00:34:38,728 --> 00:34:40,092
Okay.
805
00:34:40,341 --> 00:34:41,880
So that means I'm gone.
806
00:34:42,361 --> 00:34:45,096
So you're gonna take the job at Stanford?
807
00:34:45,165 --> 00:34:46,316
Or Columbia.
808
00:34:49,014 --> 00:34:50,748
Well, you'd be leaving me, too.
809
00:34:52,180 --> 00:34:53,725
Well, you might go to the Brigham.
810
00:34:54,243 --> 00:34:55,674
Probably not.
811
00:34:57,377 --> 00:34:58,178
Maybe.
812
00:35:03,380 --> 00:35:05,973
Yeah, I... I'd leave you, too.
813
00:35:10,447 --> 00:35:11,638
There are phones, you know?
814
00:35:11,638 --> 00:35:14,400
- Oh, you hate the phone.
- I know I do.
815
00:35:14,891 --> 00:35:16,113
But...
816
00:35:16,903 --> 00:35:18,671
I mean, I don't have to like it.
817
00:35:23,278 --> 00:35:25,208
Put your hand under the door.
818
00:35:26,188 --> 00:35:27,390
What?
819
00:35:28,904 --> 00:35:29,663
Just do it.
820
00:35:58,442 --> 00:36:00,582
Oh, god. Oh.
821
00:36:01,488 --> 00:36:03,087
He stopped breathing.
822
00:36:03,087 --> 00:36:04,785
No. I'm not ready yet.
823
00:36:04,785 --> 00:36:06,196
I don't-I don't... just please...
824
00:36:06,196 --> 00:36:08,300
I'm not ready yet.
825
00:36:15,775 --> 00:36:17,113
Oh, god.
826
00:36:17,313 --> 00:36:19,077
Oh, god.
827
00:36:20,860 --> 00:36:23,080
Oh, my sweet Tommy.
828
00:36:25,755 --> 00:36:28,649
Mommy loves you so much.
829
00:36:29,643 --> 00:36:33,981
Oh, mommy loves you so, so much.
830
00:36:51,992 --> 00:36:52,813
How's Morgan doing?
831
00:36:52,813 --> 00:36:54,880
She just lost her baby.
How do you think she's doing?
832
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:55,933
Okay, look, Karev...
833
00:36:55,933 --> 00:36:57,278
Oh, come on. It's been a long night.
834
00:36:57,278 --> 00:36:58,606
Whatever you want to nag me about,
835
00:36:58,606 --> 00:36:59,526
just... can't it wait?
836
00:36:59,526 --> 00:37:00,562
No, it can't.
837
00:37:00,562 --> 00:37:02,626
I need you as my peds fellow next year.
838
00:37:02,626 --> 00:37:03,929
I need you to pass your boards,
839
00:37:03,929 --> 00:37:06,637
and you can't pass
your boards unless you take them.
840
00:37:07,263 --> 00:37:09,827
Look... I need to stay here with Morgan...
841
00:37:09,827 --> 00:37:11,691
Morgan needs to get by
without you right now.
842
00:37:11,691 --> 00:37:13,102
You were her baby's doctor. That's all.
843
00:37:13,102 --> 00:37:15,511
She's gonna be okay.
I will make sure she is.
844
00:37:15,511 --> 00:37:17,505
The test is gonna be, like,
in-in three hours.
845
00:37:17,505 --> 00:37:21,279
I have never once seen you
give up on a patient, Karev.
846
00:37:21,763 --> 00:37:23,086
Don't give up on this.
847
00:37:23,086 --> 00:37:24,384
I'm never gonna get there in time.
848
00:37:24,384 --> 00:37:25,667
Try.
849
00:37:36,888 --> 00:37:38,135
Are you up?
850
00:37:40,104 --> 00:37:41,387
How are you feeling?
851
00:37:42,784 --> 00:37:44,111
Worse.
852
00:37:45,027 --> 00:37:46,239
Get up.
853
00:37:46,239 --> 00:37:48,732
Seriously, Cristina, I don't think I can.
854
00:37:48,732 --> 00:37:50,025
Open the door.
855
00:37:50,972 --> 00:37:52,788
Just go get ready. I'll be fine.
856
00:37:52,788 --> 00:37:54,311
Open the door, Mer.
857
00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:55,692
Oh.
858
00:38:05,343 --> 00:38:06,709
Easy.
859
00:38:06,813 --> 00:38:08,188
Easy.
860
00:38:10,815 --> 00:38:14,245
Okay, now that's
the last time you throw up.
861
00:38:14,295 --> 00:38:16,430
Mind over matter. You can do this.
862
00:38:16,666 --> 00:38:17,898
Okay?
863
00:38:19,551 --> 00:38:21,135
Fine, ma. You were right.
864
00:38:21,135 --> 00:38:22,675
I always feel...
865
00:38:23,096 --> 00:38:24,022
Oh.
866
00:38:24,022 --> 00:38:26,298
Sorry. I thought this my mom's room.
867
00:38:26,298 --> 00:38:28,744
Uh, uh, no, no problem.
868
00:38:28,744 --> 00:38:30,264
I thought you were room service.
869
00:38:30,264 --> 00:38:31,487
No problem at all.
870
00:38:31,487 --> 00:38:32,788
Okay.
871
00:38:41,578 --> 00:38:42,844
No.
872
00:38:49,882 --> 00:38:51,352
Good luck, baby.
873
00:38:56,905 --> 00:38:58,365
I...
874
00:39:00,173 --> 00:39:02,513
Do you think he's traumatized?
875
00:39:02,671 --> 00:39:04,117
For life.
876
00:39:06,855 --> 00:39:08,651
Well, we did it.
877
00:39:08,651 --> 00:39:10,048
We made it through the night.
878
00:39:10,694 --> 00:39:14,796
You know why, Zola?
'cause we're survivors, me and you.
879
00:39:14,796 --> 00:39:17,050
And your mom's gonna pass the boards,
880
00:39:17,119 --> 00:39:18,610
and hopefully, you don't throw up on me
881
00:39:18,610 --> 00:39:20,757
in the next 15 minutes, right?
882
00:39:23,062 --> 00:39:24,129
Where have you been all night?
883
00:39:24,129 --> 00:39:26,500
At the hospital. I was
finishing your neuro research.
884
00:39:26,500 --> 00:39:28,291
Why is she in a bumblebee costume?
885
00:39:28,291 --> 00:39:31,608
Oh, she's throw up on all
of her other clothes.
886
00:39:39,122 --> 00:39:40,719
Mark said that, uh...
887
00:39:41,721 --> 00:39:43,326
that he misses me.
888
00:39:44,785 --> 00:39:46,464
But I miss him, you know?
889
00:39:46,464 --> 00:39:47,759
I, uh...
890
00:39:49,458 --> 00:39:50,783
I really...
891
00:39:50,811 --> 00:39:52,534
I really miss him.
892
00:39:53,385 --> 00:39:54,456
You know, and he...
893
00:39:54,456 --> 00:39:56,231
he thinks that I still love Jackson,
894
00:39:56,231 --> 00:39:58,451
but I try to tell him that I don't,
895
00:39:58,451 --> 00:40:01,802
I try to tell him that I still love him...
896
00:40:03,722 --> 00:40:06,186
but-but I-I open my mouth...
897
00:40:07,270 --> 00:40:09,322
and nothing comes out.
898
00:40:09,724 --> 00:40:12,601
And everything is terrible.
899
00:40:14,906 --> 00:40:16,332
It's gonna be okay.
900
00:40:18,567 --> 00:40:19,863
It's gonna be okay.
901
00:40:26,459 --> 00:40:27,666
What?
902
00:40:29,112 --> 00:40:30,431
Cristina texted,
903
00:40:30,431 --> 00:40:31,832
and she's about to go in.
904
00:40:31,832 --> 00:40:32,843
She's feeling good.
905
00:40:32,843 --> 00:40:35,893
And... and she's ready.
906
00:40:37,094 --> 00:40:38,819
I ju... I just thought you'd want to know.
907
00:40:42,979 --> 00:40:45,600
Kindergarten, high school...
908
00:40:45,799 --> 00:40:48,048
college, med school...
909
00:40:48,590 --> 00:40:49,992
residency...
910
00:40:50,199 --> 00:40:52,148
It all leads to this moment.
911
00:40:52,362 --> 00:40:52,948
Good luck.
912
00:40:52,948 --> 00:40:54,643
Diana Acardo.
913
00:40:55,838 --> 00:40:57,146
April?
914
00:40:58,506 --> 00:40:59,761
Come on.
915
00:40:59,802 --> 00:41:02,258
You're not even gonna look at me or...
916
00:41:02,373 --> 00:41:03,665
No.
917
00:41:04,891 --> 00:41:06,851
No, it's not you, Jackson. It's...
918
00:41:07,912 --> 00:41:09,609
it's Jesus.
919
00:41:11,116 --> 00:41:14,012
I was a virgin because I love Jesus.
920
00:41:15,098 --> 00:41:16,911
And now Jesus hates me.
921
00:41:17,601 --> 00:41:19,771
Some people can crack under the pressure.
922
00:41:20,497 --> 00:41:21,882
April Kepner.
923
00:41:23,022 --> 00:41:24,386
Hi.
924
00:41:26,391 --> 00:41:27,684
Others thrive.
925
00:41:28,621 --> 00:41:30,398
Jackson Avery.
926
00:41:32,627 --> 00:41:33,138
Here.
927
00:41:37,312 --> 00:41:38,289
Oh, sorry.
928
00:41:43,707 --> 00:41:46,886
- Either way... There's nothing left to do.
- Matthew Anderson.
929
00:41:47,092 --> 00:41:50,210
- No more studying, no more preparing...
- Nice to meet you.
930
00:41:50,700 --> 00:41:52,034
Cristina...
931
00:41:52,062 --> 00:41:53,495
Mind over matter.
932
00:41:55,504 --> 00:41:56,964
Cristina Yang.
933
00:42:00,150 --> 00:42:00,910
Pleasure to meet you.
934
00:42:00,910 --> 00:42:03,677
Like it or not, the moment has arrived.
935
00:42:03,677 --> 00:42:05,054
Meredith Grey.
936
00:42:07,157 --> 00:42:08,891
The only thing left for you to do
937
00:42:09,854 --> 00:42:11,328
is show up.
938
00:42:12,364 --> 00:42:13,880
Alex Karev.
939
00:42:16,209 --> 00:42:17,914
Alex Karev.
940
00:42:27,981 --> 00:42:35,247
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