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Red Tanner desperately needs your help.

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This is
uncharted territory.

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An athlete's heart is very
different from a normal heart.

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I'm so lucky I found
someone like you.

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I feel just as lucky.

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So her heart is... broken?

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More like her heart is unique.

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Just like me.

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The average heart beats
somewhere between

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sixty to 90 times per minute.

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Occasionally, in Lauren's case,
it beats much faster,

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resulting in less time
for the heart muscle to relax

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between contractions, ultimately
causing her black outs.

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And you don't need to cut her
open to fix this?

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The procedure is done
intravenously.

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We'll insert a catheter
through her veins

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and transmit radio
waves directly to her heart,

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changing its electrical rhythm.

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Most of my patients have had positive
results with this procedure,

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and they're able to return to their
lives within a matter of days.

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Have I answered
all your questions?

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- Thank you, doctor.
- You're welcome.

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I'll check in with you later.

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Yes.

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The meals here
taste like cardboard slop.

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Now, chicken enchiladas
with mole sauce,

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that's some serious eating.

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Well, if that cardboard slop
can help me land

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a full twist dismount on vault,

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I would eat it
breakfast, lunch and dinner.

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You'll get it. We can work
on it in practice.

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Wait, are you actually
offering to help me?

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- I can be nice!
- Really?

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Besides, if I have to be stuck
with you in London

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you'd better be
burning that vault.

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Is that Kaylie Cruz
and Jordan Randall?

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Oh, my God, look at you two,
you're all grown up.

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Coach Ray? Is that really you?!

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- Last time I checked.
- Oh, my God!

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Uh, how's the Florida camp?

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Do you still have
that crazy petting zoo?

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Welcome to the USA Training
Center, Coach Keegan.

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Coach McIntire.
I'm a huge fan of yours.

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Likewise. We're lucky
to have you.

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Wait, are you working with us?

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- For how long?
- Ah, ah, ah!

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You'll just have to wait until
tomorrow for the announcement.

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Until tomorrow, ladies.

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Bye.

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That was a blast from the past.
Did you know he was coming?

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I had no idea.

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<i>♪ It almost blows my mind</i>

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Nice jammies.

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If you're big game
hunting, I surrender.

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Are you seriously
making fun of me

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the night before
I have heart surgery?

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Get over yourself, Tanner.

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I plan on making your life
miserable all the way to London.

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You should be so lucky.

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Hey, I've got Otis, remember?

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I don't need any more
luck than that.

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- Hi.
- Uh, thank God!

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I've been trying to
get rid of him for an hour.

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I think I've hit her last nerve.
My job here is done.

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You two take care of
my favorite Barbie, OK?

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What's with the cute guy
glued to your bedside?

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Please, he just came by
to rub Otis in my face.

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- Sure, that's exactly why he was here for an entire hour.
- Oh, yeah.

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That meathead is not
Lauren Tanner approved.

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And besides, Payson's the one
we should be grilling for deets.

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What's up with lover boy?

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What happened?

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We made love in a tent
in his dorm room.

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It was pretty romantic.

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You traded in your V-card?

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- How was it?
- Amazing.

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See, don't you wish you came
into the fold sooner?

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No. Not at all.

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I wasn't ready before this.

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I grew up a lot this year,
I'm a different person now.

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It happened because I waited

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and being with Rigo
made it special.

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That's... That's great, Pay.

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I'm sorry, Kaylie. We don't need
to talk about this right now

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- if you don't want to.
- Hello? Yeah, we do.

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It's fine.

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Just because Austin
and I broke up

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doesn't mean I don't want to
know what's going on with you.

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Payson Keeler isn't
a virgin anymore.

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I always thought you'd be next,
Kaylie, like, really,

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who would've thought that Payson
would've beat you to the cherry pop?

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Lauren!

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Dr. Walker. Hi.

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Did I tell you I'm going to dedicate my
gold medal to you when I kill it in London?

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Modest, isn't she?

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We'll see you tomorrow, Lo.

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Dr. Walker,

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we just wanted to thank you again
for doing Lauren's surgery.

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- Oh...
- Yeah, you really have no idea

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what it means to all of us
to have her back on the team.

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Bye.

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That kind of positive energy is gonna
be a big help during your recovery.

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They'll be an even bigger help in
getting me back in shape at the gym.

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Lauren,

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I want to be clear, this surgery
is not a miracle cure.

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There's a reason I didn't originally
consider you as a candidate.

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But I'm a candidate now, so...

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We have no idea how your heart's
going to react

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until after
the procedure's done.

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But I'll be recovered in time
to compete for Trials, right?

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I mean, you said most of your patients
are back to normal within days.

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You're not most patients.

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You're an entirely new
test subject,

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and I'm afraid I can't
make you any promises.

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In fact, Lauren,

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there's a very real chance
you won't be ready in time.

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Good morning, Wendy.

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You know, you could have left
your drug screening sample

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in the bathroom,
like the rest of the girls do.

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Actually, I was hoping you can go
over the banned substances with me.

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I think I'm getting a cold,
but I'd hate to take something

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that I'm not supposed to.

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You know, now that
we're close to Trials

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I assume Coach wants us
randomly screened more often,

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don't ya think?

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Better to be safe than sorry.

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You should always read
the ingredients on the box

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before taking anything,

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but make sure not to take
any of these flu meds.

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One of the main active
ingredients is pseudoephedrine.

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And that would be bad, right?

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If you get caught with that
in your system,

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it would be
automatic elimination.

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Hm.

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So, take in lots of fluids

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and get lots of extra rest.

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Thanks Mrs. M!

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- Is that Coach Ray?
- Mm-hm.

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I remember you telling me about
how much fun you used to have

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at his rhythmic camp
when you were a kid.

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Coach Ray is the reason

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why I fell in love
with gymnastics.

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Obviously he is a great coach.

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Didn't he help you create
your famous "layout Jordan?"

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Listen up, ladies.

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Olympic Trials are
right around the corner.

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To help punch up
your floor routines,

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the NGO has been kind
enough to send us

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expert choreographer,
Coach Ray Keegan.

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Thanks Coach, um...

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First off, I want to say
it's an honor to be here.

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I'm here to help you
in any way I can,

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even if it's just to be
a fresh pair of eyes

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on a routine.

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I'm staying on campus all week.

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I'm available to you 24/7.
My door is always open.

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OK, ladies,
let's get to it.

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Oh my, what is your name?

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Wendy Capshaw!

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Wendy Capshaw.
Show me what you got.

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- What's up?
- Austin broke up with Kaylie.

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- No way...
- Hey.

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I guess word travels fast when
the golden couple shatters.

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So, how are you doing since
boy wonder bounced?

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He didn't just bounce, he basically
said I destroyed his life.

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Well, that gives you credit.

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According to him,
the only reason anybody

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was interested in him
was because of me.

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And he has no interest
in being "Mr. Cruz."

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You know, it's kind of funny
how we spend all this time

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trying to be perfect and win,

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and then when we get there,
it just alienates people.

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OK, look, sorry,

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I'm not really used to
this girlfriend thing.

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You're really lucky
to have Payson and Lauren.

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Yeah, well,

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I'm not about to pull Payson
off of her cloud nine

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and Lauren... she's got bigger
problems than I do.

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I'm fine.
I'll totally get over it.

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Yeah, you will,

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but that doesn't mean you have
to put up with these snots.

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Yo, beat it
unless you want one.

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- Thank you.
- No problem.

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Look, you should really put some
of that hurt you're feeling

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in your routines.

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Let it drive you.
That's what I do.

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Whoopsie!

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Your leg was bent on that one.
It's OK, I got a fix for that.

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All right, now, show me your
grand battement to the front.

192
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All right, arabesque back.

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- Now... Feel that?
- Mm-hm.

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You need to feel that
when you leap.

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- Got it?
- Mm-hm.

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OK.

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You're good, Wendy,

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but you need to be flawless
with this kind of competition.

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Speaking of the C word,

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of all the girls here,
if you had to guess,

201
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who would you say would be
my biggest competition?

202
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That's really not
my place to say.

203
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I'm sorry, I don't mean to
put you in a pickle.

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I just kind of want a hint so I can
use it as a learning tool, you know?

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Someone to look up to.

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Well, if I had to guess,
I'd say Kaylie Cruz.

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She's your top gun here.

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Even when she was a kid,
I could tell that

209
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she was destined for
the Olympics.

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It'll be our little secret.

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Jordan, your turn to work
with Coach Keegan.

212
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Sorry Coach. Not enough time.

213
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I took longer than I thought
with Wendy.

214
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And I, uh, I have an appointment
with the physical therapist.

215
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I overdid it on bars.
My shoulder's been acting up.

216
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Hey, I want you stretching
more each morning.

217
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- You got it?
- Mm-hm.

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OK.

219
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I've been working on her attitude
but, man, it has been a challenge.

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One minute she seems engaged and
part of the team and the next...

221
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Well, you know
how competitive she is.

222
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Yeah, it's an amazing asset.

223
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The problem with Jordan is that not
only is she competitive with herself,

224
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like most gymnasts are,

225
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but she's competitive
with the other girls.

226
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She has a jealous streak that can make
sportsmanship a challenge for her.

227
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Have you noticed that?

228
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Hmm. I never thought of it
as jealousy.

229
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Just watch her reaction when you
start to invest in the other girls.

230
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Now, it's understandable
because,

231
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the poor girl, she's had
so little in her life.

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I've been trying to get her
to do the layout Jordan

233
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and she absolutely
refuses to every time.

234
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I created that move with her.

235
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Let me try to get her to do it.

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That would be a huge help.
I'm glad you're here, Ray.

237
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Glad to be here.

238
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And don't you worry
for one minute, honey,

239
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you're gonna be just fine, it'll
all be over before you know it.

240
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- I know, Daddy.
- Everything will be, you know, fine.

241
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- Wait! Hold on!
- You're here.

242
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Of course.
We're in this together.

243
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- We love you, Lo.
- I love you guys too.

244
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OK. Time for us
to let Dr. Walker

245
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work his magic on our girl.

246
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- Bye. OK.
- It's gonna be all right.

247
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Everything went smoothly.

248
00:13:13,670 --> 00:13:17,033
She's resting now, but she'll
be able to leave the hospital

249
00:13:17,067 --> 00:13:19,902
- as soon as she wakes up.
- That's such great news.

250
00:13:19,936 --> 00:13:22,171
We gave her an echocardiogram
after her surgery.

251
00:13:22,205 --> 00:13:24,073
It showed us that currently,

252
00:13:24,107 --> 00:13:27,877
her heart is still exhibiting
random abnormalities in its rhythm.

253
00:13:27,911 --> 00:13:30,813
I want her to come in for a
daily cardiac stress test

254
00:13:30,847 --> 00:13:32,982
for the next 72 hours
to see if that rhythm

255
00:13:33,016 --> 00:13:34,183
is her new heartbeat.

256
00:13:34,217 --> 00:13:36,118
Well, does that mean
she's still sick?

257
00:13:36,153 --> 00:13:37,953
There's no need for concern yet,

258
00:13:37,988 --> 00:13:40,856
I've seen this before in
non-athletic patients post-surgery.

259
00:13:40,891 --> 00:13:42,892
And they turned out
better than ever, right?

260
00:13:42,926 --> 00:13:45,895
They're leading healthy,
perfectly normal lives.

261
00:13:46,263 --> 00:13:47,897
What if...

262
00:13:47,931 --> 00:13:51,033
What if normal
isn't good enough?

263
00:14:34,845 --> 00:14:37,179
Your Swan Lake gets
more and more beautiful

264
00:14:37,214 --> 00:14:38,814
each time you perform.

265
00:14:38,849 --> 00:14:40,049
- Really?
- Mm-hm.

266
00:14:40,083 --> 00:14:41,851
'Cause I'm worried it's
starting to get a little stale.

267
00:14:41,885 --> 00:14:43,252
I was thinking if I came out
of the two and a half

268
00:14:43,286 --> 00:14:45,187
- with a leap...
- Don't worry about the flash, Payson,

269
00:14:45,222 --> 00:14:47,923
your strength is the dance,
not the tumbling.

270
00:14:47,958 --> 00:14:50,159
But my routine
would be stronger.

271
00:14:50,193 --> 00:14:52,928
Stick with this routine.
It's consistent.

272
00:14:52,963 --> 00:14:55,164
That's what Coach McIntire
and the NGO

273
00:14:55,198 --> 00:14:56,999
want from their
leadoff position.

274
00:14:57,033 --> 00:15:00,102
I've never been
a leadoff position.

275
00:15:00,137 --> 00:15:03,005
Ever. I was always
the person sent out last,

276
00:15:03,039 --> 00:15:04,006
to take home the win.

277
00:15:04,040 --> 00:15:05,941
I'm only going off the intel

278
00:15:05,976 --> 00:15:07,276
I was given by your coach.

279
00:15:07,310 --> 00:15:08,811
Is there a problem, Payson?

280
00:15:08,845 --> 00:15:09,945
Yeah, is it true?

281
00:15:09,980 --> 00:15:11,847
Do you consider me
a leadoff position?

282
00:15:12,916 --> 00:15:14,150
Coach, give us a minute, OK?

283
00:15:14,184 --> 00:15:15,251
Sure thing.

284
00:15:17,187 --> 00:15:19,021
If you were to
make it to London,

285
00:15:19,055 --> 00:15:21,290
then yes, I see you as our girl

286
00:15:21,324 --> 00:15:23,159
to start the competition
ball rolling.

287
00:15:23,193 --> 00:15:26,128
Coach, I'm better
than the gymnast

288
00:15:26,163 --> 00:15:29,231
that just goes out there and sets the
bar for everyone else to surpass.

289
00:15:29,266 --> 00:15:32,902
I have what it takes
to be an anchor.

290
00:15:34,137 --> 00:15:35,137
Look...

291
00:15:37,007 --> 00:15:38,974
Ever since your back surgery,

292
00:15:39,009 --> 00:15:40,976
you've been performing
consistent routines

293
00:15:41,011 --> 00:15:42,211
that bring in good scores,

294
00:15:42,245 --> 00:15:44,113
but they're not
anchor-level scores.

295
00:15:44,147 --> 00:15:46,215
Now, you may have been able
to anchor in Boulder,

296
00:15:46,249 --> 00:15:48,117
but if you make it to London,

297
00:15:48,151 --> 00:15:50,920
what you've been bringing
won't cut it.

298
00:15:50,954 --> 00:15:52,321
Then train me harder.

299
00:15:52,355 --> 00:15:54,990
Please. Just let me do
a stronger floor routine.

300
00:15:55,025 --> 00:15:58,861
Payson, I'm not telling you this
to discourage you.

301
00:15:58,895 --> 00:16:01,931
I think you have an excellent
shot at making the US Team.

302
00:16:01,965 --> 00:16:05,267
That's why I've been grooming
you to be our leadoff.

303
00:16:05,302 --> 00:16:09,138
It's the best spot for our
consistently safe performer.

304
00:16:11,842 --> 00:16:14,009
You think I'm safe?

305
00:16:16,279 --> 00:16:18,147
Everyone going to London

306
00:16:18,181 --> 00:16:20,149
will be there as part of a team.

307
00:16:20,183 --> 00:16:22,051
The only important thing then

308
00:16:22,085 --> 00:16:24,854
is for you to have the best
performance of your life

309
00:16:24,888 --> 00:16:27,189
and help your country win gold.

310
00:16:32,128 --> 00:16:34,263
Not only does he not see me
as the star of the team,

311
00:16:34,297 --> 00:16:36,131
he doesn't even think I'm good
enough to raise the bar

312
00:16:36,166 --> 00:16:38,334
- in the middle of the competition.
- Maybe he'll change his mind.

313
00:16:38,368 --> 00:16:41,136
To him, I'm just
a sacrificial lamb.

314
00:16:41,171 --> 00:16:43,339
I am the gymnast you send out
to the judges for slaughter!

315
00:16:43,373 --> 00:16:46,942
OK, let's put this down.

316
00:16:46,977 --> 00:16:49,211
Look, Pay,

317
00:16:49,246 --> 00:16:52,181
I know that that was hard
for you to hear

318
00:16:52,215 --> 00:16:54,216
but did you consider
what else he said?

319
00:16:54,251 --> 00:16:57,119
I mean, Coach McIntire
practically said

320
00:16:57,153 --> 00:16:59,154
that you have a spot
on the 2012 Team.

321
00:16:59,189 --> 00:17:04,260
Of course, to go to London
at all would be amazing, but...

322
00:17:04,294 --> 00:17:08,063
But gymnastics isn't just about
team medaling. I get it.

323
00:17:08,098 --> 00:17:09,999
We both know that
the leadoff position

324
00:17:10,033 --> 00:17:11,901
never wins an individual medal.

325
00:17:11,935 --> 00:17:14,904
And I have sacrificed so much.

326
00:17:14,938 --> 00:17:17,139
I want a gold medal.
No one here wants it more!

327
00:17:19,175 --> 00:17:23,012
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Kaylie.
I'm all worked up here.

328
00:17:23,046 --> 00:17:24,046
Yeah.

329
00:17:25,415 --> 00:17:28,050
You know what feels weird to me?

330
00:17:28,084 --> 00:17:30,152
For the last ten years,

331
00:17:30,186 --> 00:17:32,388
all we've talked about
is getting there together.

332
00:17:32,422 --> 00:17:35,357
"We'll make it
to Nationals together,

333
00:17:35,392 --> 00:17:38,294
to Worlds together,
to the Olympics together."

334
00:17:39,996 --> 00:17:42,965
But we all can't stand on top
of that platform together.

335
00:17:42,999 --> 00:17:45,000
There's only one gold medal.

336
00:17:47,037 --> 00:17:49,371
- Hi, girls.
- Hi! You're back!

337
00:17:49,406 --> 00:17:51,373
I thought you were
still recovering.

338
00:17:51,408 --> 00:17:53,242
I wasn't spending one more day

339
00:17:53,276 --> 00:17:56,946
staring at that tacky wallpaper
in my dad's hotel room.

340
00:17:56,980 --> 00:18:00,983
Besides, I can practically
hear the beam calling my name.

341
00:18:01,017 --> 00:18:03,319
Tanner, my office.

342
00:18:03,353 --> 00:18:05,287
Get ready to get
your butts kicked.

343
00:18:05,322 --> 00:18:07,189
The Queen of the Beam is back.

344
00:18:11,928 --> 00:18:14,096
She's been out of the gym
a long time.

345
00:18:14,130 --> 00:18:15,931
Yeah.

346
00:18:15,966 --> 00:18:17,199
She'll just have to train
that much harder

347
00:18:17,233 --> 00:18:19,001
to fight her way back.

348
00:18:23,239 --> 00:18:26,141
I can always tell it's Rigo
by the look on your face.

349
00:18:28,244 --> 00:18:31,046
Kaylie, if you ever want
to talk about Austin...

350
00:18:31,081 --> 00:18:33,215
- I'm fine.
- I know you are.

351
00:18:33,249 --> 00:18:36,151
And you'll find true
love too, I know it.

352
00:18:41,257 --> 00:18:42,992
Thanks, Pay.

353
00:18:44,094 --> 00:18:46,295
You can't kick me out,
my surgery worked!

354
00:18:46,329 --> 00:18:48,130
Dr. Walker told me himself,

355
00:18:48,164 --> 00:18:51,100
he does not want you doing
any strenuous exercise

356
00:18:51,134 --> 00:18:53,402
until he's positive
your heart can handle it.

357
00:18:53,436 --> 00:18:56,305
OK, fine, then give me a day.
When can I be back? Tomorrow?

358
00:18:56,339 --> 00:18:58,107
When your doctor
gives me the OK.

359
00:18:58,141 --> 00:19:00,075
Until then,
I can't have you here.

360
00:19:00,110 --> 00:19:02,177
This is crazy!
If I can't work out,

361
00:19:02,212 --> 00:19:04,313
how am I gonna be ready
in time for Olympic Trials?

362
00:19:04,347 --> 00:19:06,015
You won't be.

363
00:19:07,917 --> 00:19:10,019
Look, I know it's not fair,
but the truth is,

364
00:19:10,053 --> 00:19:12,087
injuries and illnesses
keep other gymnasts

365
00:19:12,122 --> 00:19:13,956
out of the game all the time.

366
00:19:13,990 --> 00:19:16,992
But I am not any other gymnast.

367
00:19:17,027 --> 00:19:19,895
- I'm sorry, Lauren.
- You can't do this to me!

368
00:19:19,929 --> 00:19:24,133
We can't take the risk, honey.
You have to leave.

369
00:19:34,162 --> 00:19:36,592
<i>♪ Sunset</i>

370
00:19:36,712 --> 00:19:40,930
♪ I've waited for you all day

371
00:19:41,050 --> 00:19:42,753
<i>♪ I've waited for you...</i>

372
00:19:42,873 --> 00:19:45,313
You know, I used to make fun of
googley-eyed couples like us

373
00:19:45,419 --> 00:19:48,455
all of the time.
And now I'm a part of one.

374
00:19:48,489 --> 00:19:51,424
Well, I can put on some shades, so
you don't have to look into my eyes.

375
00:19:51,459 --> 00:19:53,593
Don't you dare,
I love your eyes.

376
00:19:55,363 --> 00:20:00,200
I just want to make sure...
that you're OK.

377
00:20:00,234 --> 00:20:03,436
You know, since we took that
whole "big step" in the tent?

378
00:20:03,471 --> 00:20:05,405
- Doofus.
- What?!

379
00:20:05,439 --> 00:20:06,639
You said you weren't
gonna have sex

380
00:20:06,674 --> 00:20:09,175
until after you won
gold at the Olympics.

381
00:20:09,210 --> 00:20:11,244
And last time I checked,

382
00:20:11,278 --> 00:20:13,380
the Colorado Rockies
aren't in London.

383
00:20:13,414 --> 00:20:16,583
So, I just wanted to
make sure that... you know,

384
00:20:16,617 --> 00:20:18,485
you don't regret anything.

385
00:20:20,488 --> 00:20:25,191
There is absolutely nothing that
I regret about our relationship.

386
00:20:25,226 --> 00:20:27,293
It may sound corny,

387
00:20:27,328 --> 00:20:30,263
but being with you has
really helped me find myself.

388
00:20:30,297 --> 00:20:33,299
Which is why it is
so, so frustrating

389
00:20:33,334 --> 00:20:34,667
that my coach can't see that.

390
00:20:34,702 --> 00:20:37,604
Well, he can't ignore the real
Payson Keeler for long.

391
00:20:37,638 --> 00:20:41,274
She's a pretty impressive person
and that's kind of hard to miss.

392
00:20:41,308 --> 00:20:44,444
Oh, now who's being corny?

393
00:20:45,479 --> 00:20:48,448
<i>♪ Blue moon</i>

394
00:20:48,482 --> 00:20:52,552
<i>♪ It's shining there</i>
<i>for us now ♪</i>

395
00:20:52,586 --> 00:20:57,657
<i>♪ It's following us around</i>

396
00:20:57,691 --> 00:20:59,559
<i>♪ The room</i>

397
00:21:11,605 --> 00:21:16,543
<i>♪ Just you, just you,</i>
<i>just you, just you ♪</i>

398
00:21:28,622 --> 00:21:33,293
<i>♪ Just you, just you,</i>
<i>just you, just you ♪</i>

399
00:21:37,431 --> 00:21:39,632
<i>♪ Sunset</i>

400
00:21:39,667 --> 00:21:44,270
♪ I've waited for you all day

401
00:21:44,305 --> 00:21:48,475
♪ I've waited for you all day

402
00:21:48,509 --> 00:21:51,611
<i>♪ My love</i>

403
00:22:38,192 --> 00:22:39,359
Kaylie.

404
00:22:41,629 --> 00:22:44,631
I was actually making
this for you.

405
00:22:46,333 --> 00:22:48,301
It's my mom's
favorite smoothie.

406
00:22:50,504 --> 00:22:53,306
I heard you crying in your room

407
00:22:53,340 --> 00:22:58,478
and thought you could use
a little TLC.

408
00:22:58,512 --> 00:23:00,280
That's sweet, Wendy.

409
00:23:00,314 --> 00:23:01,614
Are you OK?

410
00:23:05,486 --> 00:23:10,523
No. But I will be.

411
00:23:10,558 --> 00:23:14,160
Too bad there's not a surgery
for your kind of broken heart.

412
00:23:18,232 --> 00:23:22,235
Look, I know you haven't
had the easiest time here

413
00:23:22,269 --> 00:23:23,570
with some of the other girls.

414
00:23:23,604 --> 00:23:27,273
It's just hard always
being the youngest.

415
00:23:28,442 --> 00:23:30,376
I look up to all of you.

416
00:23:30,411 --> 00:23:32,345
Well, it doesn't
have to be hard.

417
00:23:32,379 --> 00:23:36,382
Just be yourself.
People will like you.

418
00:23:37,384 --> 00:23:40,553
That means so much
coming from you.

419
00:23:46,293 --> 00:23:48,328
Drink up.

420
00:23:48,362 --> 00:23:50,196
Smoothies are best
when they're fresh.

421
00:23:56,270 --> 00:23:58,271
Mm.

422
00:23:58,305 --> 00:24:01,307
That's exactly what
I needed. Thank you.

423
00:24:01,342 --> 00:24:03,376
My pleasure.

424
00:24:12,566 --> 00:24:14,471
Can you please tell me
what we're doing here?

425
00:24:14,591 --> 00:24:16,502
- I feel ridiculous.
- Shh.

426
00:24:16,536 --> 00:24:18,671
Calm heart.

427
00:24:18,705 --> 00:24:21,574
That is what I need
to pass those stress tests

428
00:24:21,608 --> 00:24:23,542
and that's what I need
to get back in the gym.

429
00:24:25,712 --> 00:24:28,380
He is like seriously
good at this.

430
00:24:28,415 --> 00:24:30,416
Apparently, a man
of many talents.

431
00:24:31,585 --> 00:24:32,751
What? I'm just saying.

432
00:24:32,786 --> 00:24:35,421
There is nothing going on
between us.

433
00:24:35,455 --> 00:24:37,623
Trust me. Jake said
this was how the wrestlers

434
00:24:37,657 --> 00:24:40,492
would find their centers
before matches,

435
00:24:40,527 --> 00:24:41,794
so I figured it was
worth a try.

436
00:24:41,828 --> 00:24:44,597
Just be patient, Lo.
You'll get there. I know it.

437
00:24:44,631 --> 00:24:46,398
I have no time to be patient.

438
00:24:46,433 --> 00:24:48,467
If Dr. Walker doesn't give me
a clean bill of health,

439
00:24:48,501 --> 00:24:49,802
then Coach McIntire
won't let me train

440
00:24:49,836 --> 00:24:51,503
and I won't be ready
for Trials.

441
00:24:51,538 --> 00:24:53,405
Well then, that's not an option.

442
00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:55,507
If calm is what you need,
then calm is what you get.

443
00:24:55,542 --> 00:24:58,777
Yeah, we got your back, Lo.
Every step of the way.

444
00:24:58,812 --> 00:25:00,579
Ladies, please!

445
00:25:00,614 --> 00:25:02,448
Less talking more Zen.

446
00:25:02,482 --> 00:25:04,717
We're all warrior
athletes here.

447
00:25:17,697 --> 00:25:19,598
- OK, Lauren, you can stop now.
- Oh.

448
00:25:19,633 --> 00:25:22,534
That was nothing, I feel great, I
can keep going if you want me to.

449
00:25:22,569 --> 00:25:24,503
You're still experiencing
some abnormal spikes,

450
00:25:24,537 --> 00:25:25,471
we don't want to push things.

451
00:25:25,505 --> 00:25:27,373
Oh, but I'm fine, I swear.

452
00:25:27,407 --> 00:25:29,375
I actually didn't get
any symptoms at all.

453
00:25:29,409 --> 00:25:31,744
That's because I stopped you before
you had too many consecutive spikes.

454
00:25:31,778 --> 00:25:34,313
You keep saying that.

455
00:25:34,347 --> 00:25:35,748
I know.

456
00:25:35,782 --> 00:25:37,516
Your heart needs
longer to heal.

457
00:25:37,550 --> 00:25:39,585
Trust me, you're getting
stronger every day.

458
00:25:39,619 --> 00:25:42,554
Far faster than any other
patient I've ever had.

459
00:25:42,589 --> 00:25:44,657
But not fast enough.

460
00:25:44,691 --> 00:25:46,592
If Lauren weren't
a professional athlete,

461
00:25:46,626 --> 00:25:49,695
- would you say she's fine?
- Yes, technically,

462
00:25:49,729 --> 00:25:51,764
if she was just going to be
working a desk job

463
00:25:51,798 --> 00:25:55,367
or going grocery shopping, then there
wouldn't be any need for this concern.

464
00:25:55,402 --> 00:25:57,636
But I'm running out of time.
I might be able to get through

465
00:25:57,671 --> 00:25:59,705
a whole routine without
my heart freaking out.

466
00:25:59,739 --> 00:26:02,441
You don't know
because you won't let me try.

467
00:26:02,475 --> 00:26:04,777
Dr. Walker, if Lauren
were performing

468
00:26:04,811 --> 00:26:07,579
and you were able to stop her
before she had too many spikes,

469
00:26:07,614 --> 00:26:10,716
like you did just now,
would she still be OK?

470
00:26:10,750 --> 00:26:14,386
Yes. But I can't attach all this
monitoring equipment to her

471
00:26:14,421 --> 00:26:17,489
while she's flipping
on a four inch beam.

472
00:26:17,524 --> 00:26:19,625
That's the only way
we know if she's gonna be OK.

473
00:26:19,659 --> 00:26:23,395
Right, but nowadays there are
all kinds of things

474
00:26:23,430 --> 00:26:24,663
that work without wires.

475
00:26:24,698 --> 00:26:26,432
That's true. My phone, a remote,

476
00:26:26,466 --> 00:26:28,434
there's tons of
wireless devices.

477
00:26:28,468 --> 00:26:29,635
What if you could
monitor me that way

478
00:26:29,703 --> 00:26:31,770
without me being tied
to all this stuff?

479
00:26:31,805 --> 00:26:33,539
Could she perform then?

480
00:26:38,778 --> 00:26:41,313
Pay.

481
00:26:41,347 --> 00:26:43,649
You are not a workhorse,

482
00:26:43,683 --> 00:26:45,651
or a sacrificial lamb,

483
00:26:45,685 --> 00:26:48,454
and you're definitely not
the safe girl.

484
00:26:51,624 --> 00:26:52,825
Look up there.

485
00:26:56,362 --> 00:26:58,363
My girl is light.

486
00:26:59,699 --> 00:27:01,533
And the way I see it...

487
00:27:03,536 --> 00:27:05,537
...you're the brightest light
of them all.

488
00:27:06,773 --> 00:27:09,708
How is it possible
that you always know

489
00:27:09,743 --> 00:27:12,444
exactly what to say
to make me feel better?

490
00:27:12,479 --> 00:27:16,415
Well, that's because...

491
00:27:22,722 --> 00:27:24,490
...I love you.

492
00:27:25,759 --> 00:27:27,426
I love you, too.

493
00:27:59,726 --> 00:28:00,726
Ooh!

494
00:28:30,657 --> 00:28:33,358
Ah... Payson?

495
00:28:33,393 --> 00:28:35,394
What? Oh, my God,
was my dancing stupid?

496
00:28:35,428 --> 00:28:36,728
I'm so sorry,
I just got into it.

497
00:28:36,763 --> 00:28:38,697
Payson, Payson,
you look amazing!

498
00:28:38,731 --> 00:28:40,599
That right there,
the way you were moving,

499
00:28:40,633 --> 00:28:42,668
that's what you should do
in your floor routine.

500
00:28:42,702 --> 00:28:47,606
They think your safe?
Go prove them wrong.

501
00:28:59,739 --> 00:29:02,524
This is a wireless ringing device.

502
00:29:02,764 --> 00:29:05,065
OK, Lauren, go ahead

503
00:29:05,099 --> 00:29:07,034
and do a few
jumping jacks for me.

504
00:29:11,072 --> 00:29:14,908
As long as Lauren's heart stays
within this range, she's fine.

505
00:29:32,627 --> 00:29:33,760
OK, Lauren, you can stop now.

506
00:29:33,795 --> 00:29:36,964
What... What was that?
What just happened?

507
00:29:36,998 --> 00:29:39,032
That's the abnormal spike
we've been monitoring all week.

508
00:29:39,067 --> 00:29:41,568
Right, but is she OK?

509
00:29:41,603 --> 00:29:42,769
Daddy, please, I'm fine.

510
00:29:42,804 --> 00:29:44,938
One spike won't harm her,
two, three, four.

511
00:29:44,973 --> 00:29:47,708
But five in a row
gets her into risky territory.

512
00:29:47,742 --> 00:29:49,877
What kind of risky territory?

513
00:29:49,911 --> 00:29:51,778
Five consecutive spikes
will cause her

514
00:29:51,813 --> 00:29:52,980
to start experiencing symptoms

515
00:29:53,014 --> 00:29:55,782
and possibly be in
danger of fainting.

516
00:29:55,817 --> 00:29:57,851
No, no, no, no.
Look, I...

517
00:29:57,886 --> 00:30:00,020
I didn't realize that there was
still that kind of risk.

518
00:30:00,054 --> 00:30:03,023
Lauren, I can't allow this.

519
00:30:03,057 --> 00:30:04,691
That's the point of
the wireless device.

520
00:30:04,726 --> 00:30:06,894
It will enable us
to minimize the danger.

521
00:30:06,928 --> 00:30:09,763
Dad, I'm at risk every time
I get up on that beam

522
00:30:09,797 --> 00:30:11,698
whether I have a heart
condition or not.

523
00:30:11,733 --> 00:30:13,734
This is my one and only chance.

524
00:30:15,803 --> 00:30:16,803
Coach?

525
00:30:19,073 --> 00:30:23,076
She deserves this chance, Steve.
You gotta let her try.

526
00:30:25,079 --> 00:30:29,716
OK. I don't like this,
but OK.

527
00:30:33,655 --> 00:30:35,956
All right then, all we
have to do now is decide

528
00:30:35,990 --> 00:30:37,824
who will be monitoring Lauren.

529
00:30:37,859 --> 00:30:40,627
I won't be here and I realize it's
a tremendous responsibility...

530
00:30:40,662 --> 00:30:41,962
I'll do it. Uh...

531
00:30:41,996 --> 00:30:43,730
I've worked with
these types of machines

532
00:30:43,765 --> 00:30:46,833
and I'm used to monitoring these
girls for all types of reasons.

533
00:30:46,868 --> 00:30:49,069
I'd be honored to do it.

534
00:30:49,103 --> 00:30:50,737
Then let's get started.

535
00:30:50,772 --> 00:30:52,906
Lauren, you ready
to give this a try?

536
00:30:52,941 --> 00:30:57,110
- It's now or never, so, yeah, I'm ready.
- OK.

537
00:31:28,810 --> 00:31:30,877
- Should we stop her?
- She's still fine.

538
00:31:43,691 --> 00:31:44,891
Stop.

539
00:31:46,928 --> 00:31:49,963
Uh, I got caught up in
what I was doing, I'm sorry.

540
00:31:49,998 --> 00:31:51,765
Don't be sorry, you did great.

541
00:31:51,799 --> 00:31:53,934
In fact, you worked your heart
much more today

542
00:31:53,968 --> 00:31:54,935
than you did yesterday.

543
00:31:54,969 --> 00:31:57,004
Based on what just happened,

544
00:31:57,038 --> 00:31:59,773
when is it safe for her
to come back and train?

545
00:31:59,807 --> 00:32:01,875
Another two days
should do the trick.

546
00:32:01,909 --> 00:32:03,010
I can't say for certain.

547
00:32:03,044 --> 00:32:06,613
We'll reassess then the
possibility of you competing.

548
00:32:31,873 --> 00:32:33,907
Thanks.

549
00:32:33,941 --> 00:32:36,677
It's just another two days.
That's 48 hours,

550
00:32:36,711 --> 00:32:39,880
- you can do this.
- It's not that.

551
00:32:39,914 --> 00:32:42,716
When Dr. Walker told me to stop,

552
00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:43,917
it was the first time ever

553
00:32:43,951 --> 00:32:46,987
in my entire gymnastics life
that I felt...

554
00:32:48,856 --> 00:32:50,824
...afraid.

555
00:32:53,661 --> 00:32:55,729
Just, that beam,
it's been a part of me,

556
00:32:55,763 --> 00:32:57,764
it's been like another arm
or another leg,

557
00:32:57,799 --> 00:33:00,834
and today, it felt
outside of me.

558
00:33:00,868 --> 00:33:02,035
I know what you're
going through.

559
00:33:02,070 --> 00:33:04,938
You just... you have
to make it a part of you again.

560
00:33:04,972 --> 00:33:08,975
I can't train. How am
I supposed to overcome this?

561
00:33:09,010 --> 00:33:10,610
With your mind.

562
00:33:11,779 --> 00:33:13,747
So much of our success out there

563
00:33:13,781 --> 00:33:15,816
has to do with
how we perform mentally.

564
00:33:15,850 --> 00:33:17,784
You have to use your mind
to train,

565
00:33:17,819 --> 00:33:19,853
go over your whole routine,
piece by piece,

566
00:33:19,887 --> 00:33:21,922
exactly like if
you were performing it.

567
00:33:21,956 --> 00:33:23,957
That's what I did
when I broke my back.

568
00:33:26,027 --> 00:33:27,627
Did it work?

569
00:33:27,662 --> 00:33:29,796
I'm here, aren't I?

570
00:33:31,799 --> 00:33:34,668
Just trust that your physical
muscle memory,

571
00:33:34,702 --> 00:33:36,937
it'll know what to do
and it'll just do it.

572
00:33:38,573 --> 00:33:43,543
Hey, Lauren. You are
Queen of the Beam.

573
00:33:43,578 --> 00:33:45,846
You are irreplaceable,
the best I have ever seen

574
00:33:45,880 --> 00:33:48,582
and you cannot forget that.

575
00:33:48,616 --> 00:33:51,918
Hey guys! How'd your
test-thingy go, Lauren?

576
00:33:51,953 --> 00:33:53,754
Fine.

577
00:33:53,788 --> 00:33:55,689
Well, if you need any help
getting back up to speed,

578
00:33:55,723 --> 00:33:57,724
just let me know.

579
00:33:57,759 --> 00:34:00,026
Coach Ray said I was
Princess of the Beam.

580
00:34:00,061 --> 00:34:02,896
- Isn't that great?
- Yeah, just peachy.

581
00:34:08,803 --> 00:34:11,872
Looks like Queen of the Beam
just got overthrown.

582
00:34:18,613 --> 00:34:19,946
You missed our
training session again.

583
00:34:22,617 --> 00:34:23,850
- Your shoulder OK?
- It's fine.

584
00:34:23,885 --> 00:34:26,787
- You should move this bag...
- I said it's fine.

585
00:34:31,592 --> 00:34:34,728
Jordan, I know what's going on.

586
00:34:35,863 --> 00:34:39,800
I understand, I do.
You're mad at me.

587
00:34:39,834 --> 00:34:42,536
You see me working with the other
girls and you're hurt by it.

588
00:34:42,570 --> 00:34:47,641
You're jealous because you think
that I've given up on you.

589
00:34:47,675 --> 00:34:50,677
- Whatever.
- No.

590
00:34:50,711 --> 00:34:52,779
Jordan, it's not "whatever."

591
00:34:52,814 --> 00:34:55,715
Look, you and I had
a very special bond,

592
00:34:55,750 --> 00:34:57,851
but I just couldn't be
your private coach anymore.

593
00:34:57,885 --> 00:34:59,820
It wasn't fair.

594
00:34:59,854 --> 00:35:02,823
You know that.
We had to move on.

595
00:35:06,594 --> 00:35:10,697
I did everything I could
to help you be the best.

596
00:35:10,731 --> 00:35:15,635
And by the looks of things,
I did a pretty good job.

597
00:35:16,938 --> 00:35:18,497
I never abandoned you.

598
00:35:20,641 --> 00:35:23,777
And I never, ever stopped
believing in you.

599
00:35:47,539 --> 00:35:49,339
Deep breath into your nose...

600
00:35:50,122 --> 00:35:53,257
...hold it and now exhale
through your mouth.

601
00:35:55,027 --> 00:35:59,196
OK, now I want you
to repeat after me.

602
00:35:59,231 --> 00:36:03,067
- I, Lauren...
- I, Lauren...

603
00:36:03,101 --> 00:36:06,137
...am going to embrace
the power of my mind...

604
00:36:08,006 --> 00:36:09,940
Just say it.

605
00:36:09,975 --> 00:36:13,010
Am going to embrace
the power of my mind.

606
00:36:13,045 --> 00:36:15,946
Now, I want you to visualize
what I'm saying,

607
00:36:15,981 --> 00:36:17,848
but not the big picture,

608
00:36:17,883 --> 00:36:20,251
the things that make
what you do unique.

609
00:36:20,285 --> 00:36:25,990
The elements of your routine that are
one hundred percent Lauren Tanner. OK?

610
00:36:30,996 --> 00:36:32,963
You approach the beam.

611
00:36:35,901 --> 00:36:38,202
You start your routine
with a killer mount.

612
00:36:42,174 --> 00:36:44,975
Next, you move into
a flashy aerial series.

613
00:36:49,147 --> 00:36:52,316
Now you slither to
some really hot salsa moves.

614
00:36:54,019 --> 00:36:55,319
Now some pivot turns...

615
00:36:57,356 --> 00:36:59,190
...into a leap series.

616
00:37:04,196 --> 00:37:07,932
Now, go stick that
double full dismount.

617
00:37:09,267 --> 00:37:10,301
<i>Deep breath.</i>

618
00:37:15,073 --> 00:37:16,974
Push past the fear, Tanner.

619
00:37:17,008 --> 00:37:21,145
Because behind it, you'll find
your courage. I promise.

620
00:37:30,956 --> 00:37:32,256
I did it!

621
00:37:32,290 --> 00:37:33,958
I know you did.

622
00:37:33,992 --> 00:37:36,227
Now keep that belief in yourself
and you'll be unstoppable.

623
00:37:36,261 --> 00:37:38,963
How did you know
my entire routine?

624
00:37:38,997 --> 00:37:41,899
You're always making fun of me
and calling them flippity-flips.

625
00:37:41,933 --> 00:37:46,904
Come on, Tanner. When you admire someone,
you want to know everything they do.

626
00:37:46,938 --> 00:37:48,105
I'm sorry,

627
00:37:48,140 --> 00:37:49,907
am I interrupting something?

628
00:37:49,941 --> 00:37:52,143
I was just getting
some training in.

629
00:37:52,177 --> 00:37:55,379
You two have fun doing your
little flippity-flips.

630
00:37:59,284 --> 00:38:02,052
Training?

631
00:38:03,955 --> 00:38:06,991
I took your advice,
use my mind.

632
00:38:07,025 --> 00:38:08,826
How'd it feel?

633
00:38:08,860 --> 00:38:10,895
Perfect.

634
00:38:13,031 --> 00:38:14,165
Are you ready?
You all set?

635
00:38:14,199 --> 00:38:17,001
Yeah, you know, maybe we could
just scrap this whole thing,

636
00:38:17,035 --> 00:38:20,237
I really appreciate you being
so willing to help me, but...

637
00:38:20,272 --> 00:38:23,107
I can't hear you. Mm-mm.

638
00:38:23,141 --> 00:38:26,076
OK, I'm terrified.

639
00:38:27,913 --> 00:38:29,146
Push past that fear, Payson.

640
00:38:29,181 --> 00:38:33,984
Because behind it,
you'll find your courage.

641
00:38:34,019 --> 00:38:36,954
Now come on, let's get some
sizzle up in here!

642
00:38:36,988 --> 00:38:38,322
- Woo!
- God.

643
00:38:42,194 --> 00:38:44,995
All right, let's see
what you're made of.

644
00:38:55,974 --> 00:38:57,174
Hey, you want some tea?

645
00:38:59,044 --> 00:39:00,244
Are you OK?

646
00:39:01,913 --> 00:39:03,280
All right.

647
00:39:04,950 --> 00:39:06,217
Look, I know something's
up with you

648
00:39:06,251 --> 00:39:07,885
and I don't want to
cross any lines,

649
00:39:07,919 --> 00:39:10,254
but if you want
to talk, I'm here.

650
00:39:16,061 --> 00:39:18,262
Hi, roomies! Hope you weren't
waiting up for me.

651
00:39:18,296 --> 00:39:20,931
It's late. Where were you?

652
00:39:20,966 --> 00:39:22,833
Coach Ray offered
to help me some more.

653
00:39:22,868 --> 00:39:24,368
He is just so terrific!

654
00:39:24,402 --> 00:39:28,038
We got a bite to eat and watched some
Olympic training videos back at his place.

655
00:39:28,073 --> 00:39:32,142
He thinks I'm the
next Shawn Johnson.

656
00:39:32,177 --> 00:39:35,012
What do you think you're doing?

657
00:39:35,046 --> 00:39:37,781
Gosh, Jordan, calm down.

658
00:39:37,816 --> 00:39:40,818
I'm sorry you're so jealous that
Coach Ray is helping me now.

659
00:39:40,852 --> 00:39:42,286
He told me you might be mad.

660
00:39:59,938 --> 00:40:01,171
What room is Ray Keegan in?

661
00:40:01,206 --> 00:40:03,107
- What is this in regards to?
- Jordan, let's just leave.

662
00:40:03,141 --> 00:40:04,275
What room is he in?

663
00:40:04,309 --> 00:40:07,011
It's against our policy
to give out room numbers.

664
00:40:07,045 --> 00:40:08,946
Besides, Coach Keegan
is in a meeting,

665
00:40:08,980 --> 00:40:10,147
you can leave a message
if you'd like.

666
00:40:10,181 --> 00:40:11,181
I'm sorry.

667
00:40:15,287 --> 00:40:18,889
Jordan, stop. Stop!

668
00:40:18,924 --> 00:40:20,891
- What is going on?
- Get away from me! Go back to the dorm, Kaylie!

669
00:40:20,926 --> 00:40:22,826
No. I am not gonna leave you
like this.

670
00:40:22,861 --> 00:40:25,062
I can't watch you throw
away your entire career

671
00:40:25,096 --> 00:40:27,865
over some stupid jealousy
about Wendy.

672
00:40:27,899 --> 00:40:31,135
That's what you think this is?
You think I'm jealous?

673
00:40:31,169 --> 00:40:32,269
I'm sorry, I just...

674
00:40:32,304 --> 00:40:35,205
...you've always been
a little possessive.

675
00:40:35,240 --> 00:40:37,174
Forget it, leave me alone.

676
00:40:37,208 --> 00:40:40,244
Jordan, what...
What are you doing?

677
00:40:43,148 --> 00:40:45,049
Jordan, what are you doing?

678
00:40:45,083 --> 00:40:46,183
Jordan, no!

679
00:40:47,285 --> 00:40:49,219
No, that's Coach Ray's car!

680
00:40:49,254 --> 00:40:51,255
Stop! Why are you
$oing this?

681
00:40:51,289 --> 00:40:54,224
Please, Jordan, don't do this!

682
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:57,261
Stop it!
Jordan!

683
00:40:57,295 --> 00:41:00,064
Don't, Jordan, stop!

684
00:41:01,232 --> 00:41:02,900
Stop, please!

685
00:41:02,934 --> 00:41:06,003
No, I can't, I can't!
I can't!

686
00:41:08,106 --> 00:41:10,174
I can't, I can't!

687
00:41:16,014 --> 00:41:18,282
Hey. Hey, it's OK.

688
00:41:18,316 --> 00:41:21,251
Hey, I'm right here.

689
00:41:21,286 --> 00:41:23,821
- I'm right here.
- No. No, I can't.

690
00:41:23,855 --> 00:41:28,092
I can't let him touch Wendy
the way he touched me.

691
00:41:28,126 --> 00:41:29,927
What? What?

692
00:41:29,961 --> 00:41:31,829
What are you saying?
What do you mean?

693
00:41:31,863 --> 00:41:33,998
Ray...

694
00:41:36,067 --> 00:41:40,871
He molested me.
For years, he molested me.

695
00:41:41,873 --> 00:41:44,074
Oh, God, Jordan.
Jordan...

696
00:41:45,977 --> 00:41:48,946
He convinced me
that it was me who wanted it,

697
00:41:48,980 --> 00:41:51,148
that it was me
who asked for it.

698
00:41:51,182 --> 00:41:54,184
All those times back at camp
that I didn't include you

699
00:41:54,219 --> 00:41:55,285
was to protect you.

700
00:41:55,320 --> 00:41:58,255
I couldn't let him hurt you.

701
00:41:58,289 --> 00:42:04,094
I'm so sorry, I didn't know.
I swear I didn't know.

702
00:42:04,129 --> 00:42:05,162
He...

703
00:42:06,197 --> 00:42:09,867
He said I wouldn't be
any good without him.

704
00:42:09,901 --> 00:42:13,937
He said... He said that
if I told anyone

705
00:42:13,972 --> 00:42:17,107
that he would find a way
to ban me from gymnastics.

706
00:42:17,142 --> 00:42:20,911
And that's all I had.

707
00:42:20,945 --> 00:42:22,179
That's all I had!

708
00:42:22,213 --> 00:42:27,084
Without gymnastics, I would be
nothing, I wouldn't even exist.

709
00:42:31,823 --> 00:42:33,090
So I just let it happen.

710
00:42:33,124 --> 00:42:35,893
No. Hey.

711
00:42:35,927 --> 00:42:37,261
No, you didn't.

712
00:42:37,295 --> 00:42:42,066
OK? You can not
blame yourself.

713
00:42:42,100 --> 00:42:45,035
God, you were just a kid

714
00:42:45,070 --> 00:42:47,905
and he abused you.

715
00:42:47,939 --> 00:42:49,907
But you are a survivor.

716
00:42:49,941 --> 00:42:54,078
Listen to me,
that is what you are.

717
00:42:54,112 --> 00:42:58,015
And we can tell somebody now,
we can get help.

718
00:42:58,049 --> 00:43:01,185
It'll be his word against mine.
No one will believe me.

719
00:43:01,219 --> 00:43:06,090
I believe you.
And I will stand by you.

720
00:43:07,859 --> 00:43:09,059
I promise.

721
00:43:09,094 --> 00:43:10,894
No.

722
00:43:12,063 --> 00:43:14,031
Come on, we gotta
get out of here.

723
00:43:14,065 --> 00:43:15,833
Let's go, come on.

