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Previously on male vo "In Treatment"...
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Andrew gave me an ultimatum.
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Either we get married or we split.
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Do you have any idea why Andrew chose
this particular time?
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We were having dinner and he said,
"i don't know what I want.
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I just know I n't want this
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on-and-off thing. " So I said to him,
"sure," and then, "let's just decide."
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So you were the one who came up with it?
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No no no, he had this thing with
this on-and-off. The ultim.
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I love you.
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How long have you felt like this?
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A year.
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You've become the center of my life.
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Laura, i'm your therapist.
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I'm not an option.
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Kate?
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Kate?
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Kate?
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What?
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Can you come here a minute?
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This thing is. This is clogged up again.
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Can you do me a favor?
Can you call the.
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The plumber, tell him to come over here,
get it fixed?
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I got a session starting
in about a minute.
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Okay, but you realize he
won't be able to come today, right?
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Just have your patients
go to the downstairs bathroom.
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Christ.
You can't be bloody seous.
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Why not? What is the problem?
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- It doesn't matter, it's okay.
- What is the big deal?
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There's no big deal. I'll do it myself.
Never mind.
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I'll get Dennis that handyman
guy to come over and do it.
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Yeah, good. Dennis will fix it.
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It'll just get clogged
up again next week.
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It'll be fine, I promise you.
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- What is the matter with you?
- There is nothing the matter with me.
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I've got a session starting in a minute.
Please.
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You're finished with me now? Okay.
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I forgot.
I should go.
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Saison 1 - Episode 6
Week Two Laura.
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- Synchro by : ¤AkaZab¤ & Kasius
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- Transcript : FRM Team
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Okay, so I said yes.
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To Andrew.
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We already set a date.
It's gonna be the third weekend in June.
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You know,
everybody gets married in June.
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So.
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So you'll be a
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summer bride.
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Evidently so.
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Well,
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congratulations.
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Thank you.
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So are you happy for us?
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Is that important to you?
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Well, if you're gonna be a guest at our
wedding, you'd better be happy for us.
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Andrew and I wanted to invite you.
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Your wife too.
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But you wouldn't come, right? Would you?
No, of course you wouldn't.
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But we did actually
talk about it yesterday. Right after
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I said yes
we started making a guest list and
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for a few minutes there you were on it.
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Wait a minute, you said yes
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just
yesterday?
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Yeah.
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I couldn't make up my mind.
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It took me a few days to get over
the other night and our session.
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I wanted to calm down first.
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Andrew was cool with that. He said
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a day here or there wouldn't matter as
long as I was moving toward a decision.
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You know, he's very happy
that you're helping me.
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For a while there he thought he'd made
a mistake
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recommending that I come see you.
He said that.
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But he think you're an amazing therapist
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and that his instincts were just right
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and that you're on our side.
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What?
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I guess I'm.
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I'm just trying to get used to
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To the change in tone.
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You're speaking in the
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plural.
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Well, I'm gonna be a "we,"
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an "us,"
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aren't i?
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You say that like you're not so sure.
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No, I'm sure.
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You know, Paul, i'm, I'm generally
open to your interpretations, but
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right now it just seems like
you're trying to be a bit of a...
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Killjoy?
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Killjoy, yes,
something like that. So don't.
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Especially since Joy is a very
rare thing when it comes to me.
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What?
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I'm.
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I'm just wondering if you came
here today determined to,
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demonstrate that Joy,
especially after last week's events.
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I'm asking myself
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if this isn't a bit too fast,
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if you haven't perhaps taken a shortcut.
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You think that i'm faking this?
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That I'm actually totally depressed?
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Well, maybe it's you that's faking it?
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I mean, that congratulations
was a bit labored, don't you think?
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I. I don't know if you ow anything about
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Scuba diving?
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They have this thing
that's called the bends.
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It's something that happens when
the divers
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come up to the surface too quickly.
It's really dangerous. It,
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can explode your lungs
from the sudden changes in pressure.
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Anyway it.
It seems like there's.
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There's a huge gap between
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the depths
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that you reached last week and the
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heights
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at which you are today.
I'm just trying to
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I'm just trying to adjust myself
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I guess,
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come to the surface too quickly.
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Do you dive, Paul?
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Yes.
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I well,
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we used to.
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Who's speaking in the plural now?
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I can't imagine you diving.
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Where'd you go?
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Mexico?
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The Caribbean?
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Are you interested in
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Scuba diving?
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I'm a certified diver.
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I know what the bends are.
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Sorry.
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No, seriously,
I dov a lot before I met Andrew.
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He.
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He hates it. It's claustrophobic.
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It's nice to find we have
something in common, you and me.
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Isn't it?
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Where are you now, Laura?
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I just had a scary thought. I just
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I know it's Silly, but...
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Beforehand when you said your
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Your lungs could explode,
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I don't know, it's just the thought that
something might happen to you.
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Yet you're the one who ascended so fast.
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You know what, Paul?
I don't want a depressing session.
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I want a happy session. I came with
good news, so show a little support.
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Okay.
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Okay, yesterday
I was at Natalie's.
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You know, Andrew's ex.
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And Gary the husband, the ones who
had a baby a few months ago.
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And they keep calling, you know, to
invite us over and I keep avoiding them.
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But yesterday when they called
to invite us over for brunch,
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Well, anyway, Gary Makesdim sum.
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I swear, Paul, he has those Bamboo
Steamers and everything.
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So I said to Andrew, "okay, let's go."
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I mean,
he's being so sweet to me all week,
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I thought this is the least I could do.
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So his agreeing to postpone
the ultimatum, that
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dis. Disarmed you?
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All right.
Go ahead.
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They have a baby,
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these Huge eyes. I mean, the baby is.
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The baby's all eyes. So beautiful.
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And the way he breastfeeds.
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All morning he was attached
to Natalie's nipple.
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This, this Huge dark nipple.
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I've never seen anything
like it in my life.
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And at one point she took her boob
out of the baby's mouth
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and squeezed it and some milk
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squirted out.
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Ani look over at Andrew and
he has this admiring smile on his face.
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You know, like he was
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loing at some masterpiece in a Museum,
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like "the Madonna."
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What do you think he saw?
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Maybe an image of you and
he together in the future, maybe?
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Or maybe he just misses her tits.
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No,
not really. They're not that nice.
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She's changed a lot
since she had the baby.
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In what way?
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I don't know.
I didn't really know her before, but
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Andrew told me a lot about her.
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He said she was this wild type,
you know,
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who had a lot of guys chasing her.
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She put him through hell.
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He said they'd go to bed
and she'd be one person and then
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they'd wake up and
she'd be someone totally new.
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A free radical,
that's what he used to call her.
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He says I remind him of her.
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That's scary.
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Like this is what's left of her.
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The front of her t-shirt soaking wet
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and nipples, nipples.
That's all that's left.
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She's like a wild animal that's
somehow been.
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Shit, what's the word?
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- Domesticated?
- Yeah, domesticated.
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She looked domesticated. Housebroken.
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She said her wildest sexual fantasy
was to sleep four hours straight.
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Does that scare you a little?
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Oh my god.
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I'd die if I turned into a Lousy Lay.
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You know, someone who gets fucked
in her sleep and can't even remember.
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Do you think that's what happens
to people after they get married?
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I don't now.
Does it?
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Is sex something you forget how to do,
or is it like riding a bike?
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I think that depends on the.
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On the couple.
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Of course, sex
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Can be,
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A subterfuge, It can...
- Paul.
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Okay.
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So anyway, when I go to the kitchen
to help out with something.
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And when I come back
Andrew and Gary are engrossed
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in this deep conversation about
you won't believe this upholsterers.
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There's this upholsterer
who redid their entire living room.
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Andrew's taking down the guy's number
and I'm like, "what are you doing?"
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And he said, "you know,
you and I discussed, you know recovering
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those armchairs your dad gave you."
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I'm telling you Paul,
we never discussed this.
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And all of a sudden Andrew's
reupholstering armchairs?
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I mean, we're talking metrosexual.
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That doesn't sound very much like the
Andrew that you've been talking about.
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Exactly.
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I mean, this was beyond metrosexual.
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Do you ever watch The Animal Planet?
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Well it was about this type of bird.
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I can't remember the name of it,
but anyway,
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the male bird builds a nest
for the female...
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These amazingly...
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intricate structures.
They're incredible.
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Anyway,
the female goes from nest to nest,
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you know, checking out
all her various mating options,
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trying to make up her mind,
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while the male bird
is desperately flapping about,
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and trying to attract the female
with his architecture.
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You know, the nests look like cages.
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Anyway...
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The whole way home, I thought I wouldn't
be able to fight this anymore.
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So when we got near the house,
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we were about to park,
Andrew said to me,
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"Do you want to go to
the movies or stay home?"
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And I said...
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I said, "Yes."
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- And he says, "Yes, the movies?"
- And I said, "Yes, I'll...
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"I'll marry you.
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"I mean, fuck it.
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"Fuck, I'll marry you. Yes."
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So where do you think this...
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"Fuck it, yes,"
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came from when...
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everything you've been saying to Andrew,
everything you've been doing
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for that past few weeks
has actually been one big no?
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Meaning what? You think Andrew took me
there as some sort of object lesson?
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To show me how good it could be for us?
'Cause I don't think so.
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Andrew's a pretty
mediocre psychologist.
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Would you listen to me.
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I just said yes and I'm already
bad-mouthing my future husband.
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You didn't answer my question, Laura.
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Where did this yes come from?
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You really don't understand
why I said yes to him?
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It was because you said no to me.
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Because...
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Because I said no to you?
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I mean, the whole situation
is just one big...
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fucking no. I'm not blaming you.
I'm not accusing you. I'm just...
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Did you expect a different reaction?
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In your...
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fantasy...
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How would I respond to you saying...
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that you are...
Let's say,
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"in love with me"?
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First of all, take the quotation marks
off the "in love with me."
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It's insulting.
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And stop with the fantasy talk, because
fantasies are for silly little girls.
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You know, we're talking about reality,
which is that I'm in love with you.
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- But I still...
- That's reality.
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I still want to talk
about fantasies
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for a minute.
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Not the fantasy
of a silly little girl,
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but the fantasy
of a grown smart woman.
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Please, let's not do that.
That's beneath my dignity.
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Well, I don't think there's anything
beneath our dignity
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if it takes us someplace
our dignity refuses to go.
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You remember that story you told me
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that summer when you were 15 years olds
in San Diego?
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That couple you lived with, the ones
who had no children, David and Celia?
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You said that summer was...
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Was very significant to you.
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My God.
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My mother had just died, Paul.
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Of course it was significant.
What's the point in rehashing all this?
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My mother died, I was very lucky to have
somebody taking me in for a few months.
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I mean, so?
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I just wanna go back to that period
for a little bit if you don't mind.
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Your mother was gone.
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Your mother was
your last wall of protection
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against your father...
From your father's...
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How did you put it?
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- Toxic fumes.
- Toxic fumes, yes.
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His loneliness,
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his fears,
his dependency on you.
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You said that he'd call you
up in California and say
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how unhappy he was
and how much he missed your mother,
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begging you to cut your vacation short
and come back home.
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What's this got to do with anything?
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You took a liking to these people
who were
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athletic, healthy,
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the exact opposite
of your parents in every way.
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And you described David very vividly.
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And you said he was very kind to you.
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Yeah, you know,
he used to take me camping.
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We'd go surfing,
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used to just...
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talk about stuff, you know?
Teenage bullshit.
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You were very attracted to him.
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He was a hunk, yeah.
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He looked like Nick Nolte.
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They smoked a lot of grass.
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A lot of grass. I smoked with them.
It was my first time.
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And...
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When that summer was over,
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they said it was a shame
they couldn't adopt you.
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They said,
"We want a daughter just like you."
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Yeah, I actually asked them
to see if it was possible.
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If there was some legal way to...
Aanyway, they just laughed at me.
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They didn't take me seriously.
They said I was so cute.
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Actually, I wanted him to adopt me.
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She was great... Celia.
But, you know, I was 15.
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I wanted him all to myself.
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Makes a lot of sense
when you think about it.
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You were 15 years old,
your father was...
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grieving,
completely dependent on you.
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David must have seemed like a life raft.
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Just as just perhaps I am now...
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from Andrew.
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Perhaps I'm an alternative to everything
that Andrew represents...
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Dependency, anxiety.
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But I am not a realistic option for you.
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This is a safe place
where you can come,
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like David at the beach.
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Yes, but with one big difference.
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What's that?
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I don't want you to adopt me,
I want you to fuck me.
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I need to pee.
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There's a problem with the...
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With the thing...
It's...
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It's blocked up.
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I just called...
I'm gonna call the handyman.
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- Well then, may I?
- Well...
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We're almost out of time, so...
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What are we, camping?
I need to pee.
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What's the big deal? I'm very clean.
I won't messy your bathroom.
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I prefer my patients to use the...
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But you said that the toilet overflowed.
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Why don't we just finish up for today?
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I can owe you the 10 minutes
when you come back next week.
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00:21:07,326 --> 00:21:09,431
What, you're afraid
your wife will see me?
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Or that I'll see her?
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Is she even home now?
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I mean, what is she sitting on the couch
with rollers in her hair drinking beer?
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- This has nothing to do with my wife.
- Fine, forget it,
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if it freaks you out that much.
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Well...
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I bet that didn't come
up in med school, did it?
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"What to do in the following situation.
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"A patient in love with the therapist
asks to use the bathroom.
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"The bathroom is out of order.
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00:21:48,821 --> 00:21:51,829
"The patient then asks
to enter the therapist's home.
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- "What should the therapist do?"
- I'm sorry if...
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The correct answer is it depends
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on what the therapist
feels towards his patient.
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- I can see you might interpret this...
- Don't interpret, Paul.
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I've had it up to here
with your fucking interpretations.
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You know what kills me?
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No matter what I say or do,
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you see everything as more proof
that nothing is going on here.
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00:22:18,882 --> 00:22:21,892
You turn me into a 15-year-old
who isn't taken seriously,
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a silly little girl who people just pat
on the head and say, "Isn't she cute?"
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00:22:26,631 --> 00:22:29,322
You know, the...
- Stop patronizing me, Paul.
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Look, I know when I turn somebody on.
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You know what thought of you
the first time I saw you?
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- What?
- I thought you looked like a dead man.
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I thought...
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beneath that professional exterior
is a man who stopped living.
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00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:08,714
I wanted to take your heart
in my hands
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00:23:10,249 --> 00:23:11,782
and just pump life into it.
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00:23:17,622 --> 00:23:20,035
Maybe that's your sense of...
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00:23:21,774 --> 00:23:25,536
Of what happens to married people,
that they just stop living.
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00:23:27,413 --> 00:23:30,047
Maybe you're afraid that's
what'll happen if you marry Andrew.
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00:23:32,095 --> 00:23:34,631
Just my being here
has brought you back to life.
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00:23:39,457 --> 00:23:41,135
- Laura, let's...
- Yeah.
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I knew you'd deny it.
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00:23:44,496 --> 00:23:46,828
I mean, how could something
like this happen to you, huh?
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00:23:46,948 --> 00:23:48,106
But it did happen.
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00:23:48,237 --> 00:23:50,195
I know it happened
and you know it happened.
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00:23:50,318 --> 00:23:53,373
- What happened, Laura?
- Me and you, Paul. We happened.
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00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:57,711
The thoughts you have before you fall
asleep next to your wife happened.
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00:24:00,172 --> 00:24:02,449
I think we're out of time for today.
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00:24:04,292 --> 00:24:07,359
Why don't we talk about this
next week when you...
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When you come back?
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Just tell me.
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00:24:32,541 --> 00:24:34,142
I think you owe it to me.
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00:24:37,642 --> 00:24:38,896
Do you want me?
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00:24:44,962 --> 00:24:48,744
Just a simple yes or no.
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00:24:52,777 --> 00:24:53,777
No.