1 00:00:07,320 --> 00:00:09,675 Previously on In Treatment. 2 00:00:09,720 --> 00:00:11,517 Andrew gave me an ultimatum. 3 00:00:11,560 --> 00:00:13,710 Either we get married or we split. 4 00:00:13,760 --> 00:00:17,196 Any idea why Andrew chose this particular time? 5 00:00:17,240 --> 00:00:22,633 He said, "I don't know what I want, I just know I don't want this on-and-off thing." 6 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:24,830 So I said, "Sure, then let's just decide." 7 00:00:24,880 --> 00:00:26,518 So you came up with it? 8 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:29,472 No, no. He had this thing with this on-and-off... 9 00:00:29,520 --> 00:00:31,511 The ultim... 10 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:35,473 I love you. 11 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:38,114 - How long have you felt like this? - A year. 12 00:00:38,160 --> 00:00:40,549 You've become the centre of my life. 13 00:00:40,600 --> 00:00:42,830 Laura, I'm your therapist. 14 00:00:44,280 --> 00:00:46,316 I'm not an option. 15 00:00:51,680 --> 00:00:53,352 Kate. 16 00:00:55,200 --> 00:00:56,428 Kate! 17 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:01,879 Kate! 18 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:04,150 - What? - Can you come here a minute? 19 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:09,032 (Paul sighs) 20 00:01:10,080 --> 00:01:12,230 This thing is clogged up again. 21 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:15,317 Can you do me a favour? Can you call the plumber, 22 00:01:15,360 --> 00:01:18,636 tell him to come over here, get it fixed? 23 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:21,353 I've got a session starting in about a minute. 24 00:01:21,400 --> 00:01:24,358 OK, but you realise he won't be able to come today? 25 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:27,233 Have your patients go to the downstairs bathroom. 26 00:01:27,280 --> 00:01:29,635 You can't be bloody serious. 27 00:01:29,680 --> 00:01:33,389 - Why not? What is the problem? - It doesn't matter, it's OK. 28 00:01:33,440 --> 00:01:35,715 - What is the big deal? - There's no big deal. 29 00:01:35,760 --> 00:01:38,991 I'll get Dennis, that handyman guy, to come over. 30 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:42,476 Well, good. He'll fix it and it'll get clogged up again next week. 31 00:01:42,520 --> 00:01:44,511 It'll be fine, I promise you. 32 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:47,358 - What is the matter? - There is nothing the matter. 33 00:01:47,400 --> 00:01:49,994 I've got a session starting in a minute. Please! 34 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:54,359 (Sighs) 35 00:01:55,480 --> 00:01:56,879 Oh. 36 00:01:56,920 --> 00:02:00,071 You're finished with me now? OK. I forgot. I should go. 37 00:03:06,080 --> 00:03:07,957 OK, so I said yes. 38 00:03:10,040 --> 00:03:11,359 To Andrew. 39 00:03:12,280 --> 00:03:15,238 We set a date. It's gonna be the third weekend in June. 40 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:17,396 Everybody gets married in June. 41 00:03:17,440 --> 00:03:19,317 So... 42 00:03:20,080 --> 00:03:22,548 So you'll be a summer bride. 43 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:24,272 Evidently so. 44 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:30,440 Well, congratulations. 45 00:03:30,480 --> 00:03:31,993 Thank you. 46 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:37,278 So, are you happy for us? 47 00:03:39,280 --> 00:03:41,032 Is that important to you? 48 00:03:41,080 --> 00:03:46,200 Well, if you're gonna be a guest at our wedding, you'd better be happy for us. 49 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:50,475 Andrew and I wanted to invite you. Your wife too. 50 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:53,557 But you wouldn't come, would you? Of course you wouldn't. 51 00:03:53,600 --> 00:03:57,115 But we did actually talk about it yesterday, right after I said yes, 52 00:03:57,160 --> 00:04:01,312 we started making a guest list and for a few minutes you were on it. 53 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:05,989 Wait a minute, you said yes just yesterday? 54 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:07,359 Yeah. 55 00:04:07,400 --> 00:04:09,516 I couldn't make up my mind. 56 00:04:09,560 --> 00:04:13,792 It took me a few days to get over the other night and our session. 57 00:04:13,840 --> 00:04:16,149 I, uh... I wanted to calm down first. 58 00:04:16,200 --> 00:04:19,272 Andrew was cool, he said a day here or there wouldn't matter 59 00:04:19,320 --> 00:04:22,118 as long as I was moving towards a decision. 60 00:04:23,600 --> 00:04:26,558 You know, he's very happy that you're helping me. 61 00:04:28,600 --> 00:04:33,435 For a while there, he thought he'd made a mistake recommending that I come see you. 62 00:04:33,480 --> 00:04:37,712 He thinks you're an amazing therapist and that his instincts were just right, 63 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:39,796 and that you're on our side. 64 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:49,198 What? 65 00:04:51,040 --> 00:04:54,919 Uh... I guess I'm just trying to get used to... 66 00:04:56,280 --> 00:04:57,713 to the change in tone. 67 00:04:57,760 --> 00:05:01,435 You're speaking in the plural. 68 00:05:01,480 --> 00:05:04,677 Well, I'm gonna be a "we", 69 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:06,756 an "us", aren't I? 70 00:05:06,800 --> 00:05:10,270 - You say that like you're not so sure. - No, I'm sure. 71 00:05:11,160 --> 00:05:14,550 You know, Paul, I'm generally open to your interpretations, 72 00:05:14,600 --> 00:05:17,239 but it just seems like you're being a bit of a... 73 00:05:17,280 --> 00:05:20,158 - Killjoy? - Yeah, something like that. So don't. 74 00:05:21,280 --> 00:05:24,397 Joy is a very rare thing when it comes to me. 75 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:30,035 What? 76 00:05:32,000 --> 00:05:33,638 I'm... 77 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:40,596 I'm just wondering if you came here today determined to, uh... 78 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:44,872 demonstrate that joy, especially after last week's events. 79 00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:48,071 I'm asking myself if this isn't a bit too fast, 80 00:05:48,120 --> 00:05:50,395 if you haven't perhaps taken a short cut. 81 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:54,194 You think that I'm faking this? That I'm actually totally depressed? 82 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:56,276 Well, maybe it's you that's faking it, huh? 83 00:05:56,320 --> 00:05:59,949 I mean, that congratulations was a bit laboured, don't you think? 84 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:13,434 I... 85 00:06:13,480 --> 00:06:16,870 I don't know if you know anything about, um, scuba diving. 86 00:06:19,000 --> 00:06:22,754 They have this thing that's called the bends. 87 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:27,715 It's something that happens when the divers come up to the surface too quickly. 88 00:06:27,760 --> 00:06:29,512 It's really dangerous. 89 00:06:29,560 --> 00:06:33,758 It can explode your lungs from the sudden changes in pressure. 90 00:06:33,800 --> 00:06:35,552 Anyway, it... 91 00:06:35,600 --> 00:06:41,038 it seems like there's... there's a huge gap between... 92 00:06:41,080 --> 00:06:43,913 the depths that you reached last week 93 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:45,757 and the heights... 94 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:50,790 at which you are today. L-I'm just trying to... 95 00:06:50,840 --> 00:06:53,752 I'm just trying to adjust myself so that I don't, uh... 96 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:56,678 I guess, come to the surface too quickly. 97 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:01,878 (Laughs) 98 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:06,829 Do you dive, Paul? 99 00:07:06,880 --> 00:07:08,472 Yes. 100 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:13,718 I... Well, w-we used to. 101 00:07:13,760 --> 00:07:16,354 Ooh, who's speaking in the plural now? 102 00:07:16,400 --> 00:07:18,755 (Chuckles) 103 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:21,473 I can't imagine you diving. (Laughs) 104 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:27,437 Where'd you go? Mexico? The Caribbean? 105 00:07:29,560 --> 00:07:31,676 Are you interested in... 106 00:07:31,720 --> 00:07:33,153 scuba diving? 107 00:07:33,200 --> 00:07:35,191 I'm a certified diver. 108 00:07:36,520 --> 00:07:39,239 I know what the bends are. 109 00:07:39,280 --> 00:07:40,633 Sorry. 110 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:43,877 No, seriously, I dove a lot before I met Andrew. 111 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:46,195 He hates it and he's claustrophobic. 112 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:53,238 It's nice to find we have something in common, you and me, isn't it? 113 00:08:05,640 --> 00:08:07,995 Where are you now, Laura? 114 00:08:09,960 --> 00:08:12,918 I just had a scary thought. I just, um... 115 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:15,155 I know it's silly but... 116 00:08:15,200 --> 00:08:17,589 beforehand when you said your... 117 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:19,756 your lungs could explode, 118 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,872 it was just the thought that something might happen to you. 119 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,115 Yet you're the one who ascended so fast. 120 00:08:25,160 --> 00:08:29,358 You know what, Paul? I don't want a depressing session. 121 00:08:29,400 --> 00:08:32,517 I want a happy session. I came with good news, so show a little support. 122 00:08:35,760 --> 00:08:37,398 OK. 123 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:47,751 OK, yesterday, um, I was at Natalie's, you know, Andrew's ex, 124 00:08:47,800 --> 00:08:51,713 and Gary, the husband. The ones who had a baby a few months ago. 125 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:55,150 They keep inviting us over and I keep avoiding them 126 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:57,714 but yesterday they invited us for brunch... 127 00:08:57,760 --> 00:09:02,515 Anyway, Gary makes dim sum. He has those bamboo steamers and everything. 128 00:09:02,560 --> 00:09:04,790 So I said to Andrew, "OK, let's go." 129 00:09:04,840 --> 00:09:08,150 He's been so sweet all week, I thought it was the least I could do. 130 00:09:08,200 --> 00:09:12,432 So his agreeing to postpone the ultimatum, that... 131 00:09:12,480 --> 00:09:13,833 disarmed you? 132 00:09:15,840 --> 00:09:17,432 (Sighs) 133 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,037 All right. Go ahead. 134 00:09:21,560 --> 00:09:24,711 They have a baby. These huge eyes. 135 00:09:24,760 --> 00:09:27,672 The baby is all eyes, so beautiful. 136 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:29,711 And the way he breast-feeds, 137 00:09:29,760 --> 00:09:33,036 all morning he was attached to Natalie's nipple, 138 00:09:33,080 --> 00:09:36,277 this huge dark nipple - I've never seen anything like it. 139 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:40,677 At one point she took her boob out of the baby's mouth and squeezed it 140 00:09:40,720 --> 00:09:43,359 and some milk squirted out. 141 00:09:43,400 --> 00:09:46,597 And Andrew has this admiring smile on his face, 142 00:09:46,640 --> 00:09:50,394 you know, like he was looking at some masterpiece in a museum, 143 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:52,396 like the Madonna. 144 00:09:54,680 --> 00:09:56,272 What do you think he saw? 145 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:03,070 Maybe an image of you and he together in the future, maybe? 146 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:09,553 Or maybe he just misses her tits. 147 00:10:11,400 --> 00:10:14,358 No, not really. They're not that nice. 148 00:10:16,400 --> 00:10:18,197 (Both chuckle) 149 00:10:20,240 --> 00:10:23,391 - She's changed since she had the baby. - In what way? 150 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:27,752 I didn't really know her before but Andrew told me a lot about her. 151 00:10:27,800 --> 00:10:32,351 He said she was this wild type, you know, who had a lot of guys chasing her. 152 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:36,996 She put him through hell. He said they'd go to bed and she'd be one person, 153 00:10:37,040 --> 00:10:40,191 they'd wake up and she'd be someone totally new. 154 00:10:40,240 --> 00:10:43,232 A free radical, that's what he used to call her. 155 00:10:44,520 --> 00:10:46,238 He says I remind him of her. 156 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:52,600 That's scary. Like this is what's left of her, 157 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:57,077 her T-shirt's soaking wet and nipples - nipples, that's all that's left. 158 00:10:57,120 --> 00:11:00,590 She's like a wild animal that's somehow been... 159 00:11:00,640 --> 00:11:03,552 - Shit, what's the word? - Domesticated? 160 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:06,319 Yeah, she looked domesticated, house-broken. 161 00:11:06,360 --> 00:11:11,036 She said her wildest sexual fantasy was to sleep four hours straight. 162 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:15,438 - Does that scare you a little? - Oh, my God. 163 00:11:15,480 --> 00:11:20,429 I'd die if I turned into a lousy lay, someone who gets fucked in her sleep. 164 00:11:20,480 --> 00:11:23,074 Do you think that's what happens when people get married? 165 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:24,951 I don't know. Does it? 166 00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:31,592 Is sex something you forget how to do? Or is it like riding a bike? 167 00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:33,949 I think that depends on the... 168 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:36,433 on the couple. 169 00:11:36,480 --> 00:11:38,869 Of course, sex, uh... 170 00:11:39,880 --> 00:11:40,915 can be... 171 00:11:41,760 --> 00:11:44,274 - a subterfuge, it can... - Paul. 172 00:11:46,320 --> 00:11:47,958 (Laughs) 173 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:49,672 (Chuckles) 174 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:51,593 OK. 175 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:53,878 (Laura) OK... (Chuckles) 176 00:11:53,920 --> 00:11:57,117 So anyway, I go to the kitchen to help out with something 177 00:11:57,160 --> 00:11:59,435 and when I come back Andrew and Gary are engrossed 178 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:02,950 in this deep conversation about - you won't believe this - upholsterers. 179 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:05,639 There's this upholsterer who redid their living room 180 00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:09,275 and Andrew's taking the guy's number. I'm like, "What are you doing?" 181 00:12:09,320 --> 00:12:13,518 He said, "You and I discussed recovering those armchairs your dad gave you." 182 00:12:13,560 --> 00:12:16,711 I'm telling you, we never discussed this and all of a sudden 183 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:19,718 Andrew's reupholstering armchairs? 184 00:12:19,760 --> 00:12:22,797 I mean, we're talking metrosexual. 185 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:26,276 It doesn't sound like the Andrew you've been talking about. 186 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:29,995 Exactly! I mean, this was beyond metrosexual. 187 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:35,470 Do you ever watch, uh, the Animal Planet? 188 00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:40,275 Yeah, well, it was about this type of bird. I can't remember the name of it, but anyway, 189 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:43,995 the male bird builds a nest for the female. 190 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:48,477 You know, these amazingly intricate structures. 191 00:12:48,520 --> 00:12:50,192 They're incredible. 192 00:12:50,240 --> 00:12:53,869 Anyway, the female goes from nest to nest, 193 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:59,358 you know, checking out all her various mating options, trying to make up her mind, 194 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:02,153 while the male bird is desperately flapping about, 195 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:06,637 trying to attract the female with his architecture. 196 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,395 You know, the nests look like cages. 197 00:13:14,800 --> 00:13:17,234 Anyway... 198 00:13:17,280 --> 00:13:21,671 the whole way home I thought I wouldn't be able to fight this any more. 199 00:13:21,720 --> 00:13:24,996 So when we got near the house, we were about to park 200 00:13:25,040 --> 00:13:28,589 and Andrew said to me, "Do you want to go to the movies or stay home?" 201 00:13:28,640 --> 00:13:29,993 I said... 202 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:32,031 I said yes. 203 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:37,710 And he says, "Yes, the movies?" And I said, "Yes, home. I'll marry you. 204 00:13:39,200 --> 00:13:40,474 "Yes." 205 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:41,748 I mean, fuck it. 206 00:13:42,960 --> 00:13:45,155 "Fuck, I'll marry you, yes." 207 00:13:48,160 --> 00:13:49,752 Mm. 208 00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:52,189 So where do you think this, um... 209 00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:54,629 "Fuck it, yes," came from? 210 00:13:54,680 --> 00:13:57,911 I mean, everything that you've been saying to Andrew, 211 00:13:57,960 --> 00:14:02,317 everything you've been doing for the past few weeks has been one big no. 212 00:14:04,000 --> 00:14:08,471 I mean, what, you think Andrew took me there as some sort of object lesson? 213 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:11,637 To show me how good it could be for us? Cos I don't think so. 214 00:14:11,680 --> 00:14:14,319 Andrew's a pretty mediocre psychologist. 215 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:15,679 (She chuckles) 216 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:19,679 Would you listen to me? I'm already bad-mouthing my future husband. 217 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:22,439 You didn't answer my question, Laura. 218 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,835 Where did this yes come from? 219 00:14:32,120 --> 00:14:35,430 You really don't understand why I said yes to him? 220 00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:41,156 It was because you said no to me. 221 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:47,798 Because... Because I said no to you? 222 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,758 The whole situation is just one big fucking no. 223 00:14:51,800 --> 00:14:54,314 I'm not blaming you or accusing you, I'm just... 224 00:14:54,360 --> 00:14:56,237 Did you expect a different reaction? 225 00:14:59,360 --> 00:15:01,271 In your... 226 00:15:01,320 --> 00:15:02,719 fantasy... 227 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:08,318 how would I respond to you saying that you are, 228 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:09,952 let's say, 229 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:11,319 "in love with me"? 230 00:15:11,360 --> 00:15:15,353 First of all, take the quotation marks off the "in love with me". 231 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,834 It's insulting. 232 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:23,034 And stop with the fantasy talk because fantasies are for silly little girls. 233 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:26,789 We're talking about reality, Paul, which is that I'm in love with you. 234 00:15:26,840 --> 00:15:28,796 - But I still... - That's reality. 235 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:32,799 I still want to talk about fantasies, for a minute. 236 00:15:32,840 --> 00:15:37,595 Not the fantasy of a silly little girl, but the fantasy of a grown, smart woman. 237 00:15:37,640 --> 00:15:40,438 Oh, please, let's not do that. That's beneath my dignity. 238 00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:42,994 I don't think there's anything beneath our dignity 239 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:45,793 if it takes us someplace our dignity refuses to go. 240 00:16:02,480 --> 00:16:04,357 You remember that story you told me 241 00:16:04,400 --> 00:16:07,358 about that summer when you were 15 years old in San Diego? 242 00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:12,957 That couple you lived with, the ones who had no children, David and Celia? 243 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:17,278 You said that summer was... was very significant to you. 244 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:19,479 Oh, my God. 245 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:24,355 My mother just died, Paul. Of course it was significant. Why rehash all this? 246 00:16:24,400 --> 00:16:28,393 My mother died and I was very lucky to have somebody taking me in. 247 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:29,475 So? 248 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:32,637 I want to go back to that period for a bit if you don't mind. 249 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:39,478 Your mother was gone, your mother was your last wall of protection 250 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:42,557 against your father... from your father's... How did you put it? 251 00:16:43,520 --> 00:16:44,509 (Paul) Uh... 252 00:16:44,560 --> 00:16:46,790 - Toxic fumes. - Toxic fumes, yes. 253 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:50,628 His Ioneliness, his fears, his dependency on you. 254 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:55,549 You said he'd call you in California and say how unhappy he was, 255 00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:58,433 how much he missed your mother and... 256 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:01,313 begging you to cut your vacation short and come home. 257 00:17:01,360 --> 00:17:03,954 What's this got to do with anything? 258 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:08,835 You took a liking to these people who were athletic and healthy, 259 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:12,031 the exact opposite of your parents in every way. 260 00:17:12,080 --> 00:17:15,038 And you described David very vividly. 261 00:17:17,120 --> 00:17:18,997 And you said he was very kind to you. 262 00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:24,918 Yeah, you know, he used to take me camping, we'd go surfing. 263 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:28,555 Used to just talk about stuff, you know. 264 00:17:28,600 --> 00:17:30,477 Teenage bullshit. 265 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:31,714 You... 266 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:34,751 You were very attracted to him? 267 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:39,559 He was a hunk, yeah. 268 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,795 He looked like Nick Nolte. 269 00:17:44,880 --> 00:17:47,678 They smoked a lot of grass, a lot of grass. 270 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:50,109 I smoked with them. It was my first time. 271 00:17:52,880 --> 00:17:55,030 And... 272 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:57,310 when that summer was over... 273 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:01,080 they said it was a shame they couldn't adopt you. 274 00:18:01,120 --> 00:18:04,635 They said, "We want a daughter just like you." 275 00:18:06,040 --> 00:18:09,510 Yeah, I actually asked them to see if it was possible, 276 00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:11,357 if there was some legal way to... 277 00:18:11,400 --> 00:18:14,278 Anyway, they laughed at me, didn't take me seriously. 278 00:18:14,320 --> 00:18:16,914 They said I was "so cute". 279 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:21,394 Actually, I wanted him to adopt me. 280 00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:24,750 She was great, Celia, but, you know, I was 15. 281 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:30,796 - I wanted him all to myself. - Mm. 282 00:18:32,880 --> 00:18:36,111 Makes a lot of sense when you think about it. 283 00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:41,473 You were 15 years old, your father was grieving, 284 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:43,670 completely dependent on you. 285 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:45,676 David must've seemed like a life raft. 286 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:50,910 Just as perhaps I am now. 287 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:52,996 From Andrew. 288 00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:58,471 Perhaps I'm an alternative to everything Andrew represents - 289 00:18:58,520 --> 00:19:00,158 dependency, anxiety. 290 00:19:02,480 --> 00:19:05,438 But I am not a realistic option for you, Laura. 291 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:09,079 This is a safe place where you can come. 292 00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:13,149 Like David with the beach. 293 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:16,798 - Yes, but with one big difference. - What's that? 294 00:19:16,840 --> 00:19:19,673 I don't want you to adopt me, I want you to fuck me. 295 00:19:32,480 --> 00:19:34,357 I need to pee. 296 00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:42,231 Uh, there's, um... there's... there's a problem with the, um... 297 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:45,397 with the thing, it's... 298 00:19:46,200 --> 00:19:48,316 It's blocked up. 299 00:19:48,360 --> 00:19:51,477 I'm gonna call the handyman. 300 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:54,114 OK, well, then, may I? 301 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:55,991 Uh, well... 302 00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:58,315 We're almost out of time, so... 303 00:19:58,360 --> 00:20:01,909 What, are we camping? I need to pee. What's the big deal? 304 00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:05,635 - I won't mess your bathroom. - I prefer my patients to use the... 305 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:08,558 But you just said that the toilet overflowed. 306 00:20:10,680 --> 00:20:13,717 Why don't we just finish up for today? 307 00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:17,389 I can owe you the ten minutes when you come back next week. 308 00:20:21,480 --> 00:20:24,278 What, you're afraid your wife will see me? 309 00:20:29,080 --> 00:20:31,071 Or that I'll see her? 310 00:20:31,880 --> 00:20:33,393 Is she even home now? 311 00:20:33,440 --> 00:20:36,477 Is she sitting with rollers in her hair drinking beer? 312 00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:42,356 - This is nothing to do with my wife. - Forget it, if it freaks you out that much. 313 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:46,396 (She sighs) 314 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:50,991 Well, I bet that didn't come up in med school, did it? 315 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:52,917 Hm? 316 00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:55,315 What to do in the following situation. 317 00:20:55,360 --> 00:20:59,148 A patient, in love with her therapist, asks to use the bathroom. 318 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:01,509 The bathroom is out of order. 319 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:05,633 The patient then asks to enter the therapist's home. 320 00:21:05,680 --> 00:21:08,240 - What should the therapist do? - I'm sorry if... 321 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:12,751 The correct answer is it depends on what the therapist feels towards his patient. 322 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:16,076 - I can see that you might interpret... - Don't interpret, Paul. 323 00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:20,477 I've had it up to here with your fucking interpretations. 324 00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:26,989 You know what kills me? That no matter what I say or do, 325 00:21:27,040 --> 00:21:30,316 you see everything as more proof that nothing is going on here. 326 00:21:30,360 --> 00:21:33,909 You turn me into a 15-year-old who isn't taken seriously. 327 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:37,430 A silly girl who people pat on the head and say, "Isn't she cute?" 328 00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:40,870 - You know, the... I... - Stop patronising me, Paul. 329 00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:49,719 (Sighs) 330 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,319 (Sighs) 331 00:21:56,800 --> 00:22:00,475 Look, I know when I turn somebody on, OK? 332 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,038 You know what I thought of you the first time I saw you? 333 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:09,038 - What? - I thought you looked like a dead man. 334 00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:14,473 I thought beneath that professional exterior is a man who's stopped living. 335 00:22:15,320 --> 00:22:19,313 I wanted to take your heart in my hands and... 336 00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:21,157 just pump life into it. 337 00:22:26,560 --> 00:22:28,994 Maybe that's your sense of, um... 338 00:22:30,360 --> 00:22:34,319 of what happens to married people, that they just stop living. 339 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:40,476 Maybe you're afraid that's what'll happen if you marry Andrew. 340 00:22:40,520 --> 00:22:43,717 Just my being here has brought you back to life. 341 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:50,631 - Laura, let's, um... - Yeah. I knew you'd deny it. 342 00:22:52,040 --> 00:22:54,679 I mean, how can something like this happen to you? 343 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:57,518 But I know it happened and you know it happened. 344 00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:01,633 - What happened? - Me and you, Paul. We happened. 345 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:06,629 And all the thoughts that you have before you fall asleep next to your wife happened. 346 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:10,434 (Clears throat) I think we're out of time for today, Laura. 347 00:23:10,480 --> 00:23:14,075 Why don't we talk about this next week, when you, uh... 348 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:15,758 when you come back? 349 00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:37,199 Just tell me. 350 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,031 I... I think you owe it to me. 351 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:45,031 Do you want me? 352 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:54,075 - I... - Just... Just a simple yes or no. 353 00:23:57,840 --> 00:23:59,432 No. 354 00:25:30,200 --> 00:25:31,189 English SDH