1 00:00:00,517 --> 00:00:02,783 Previously on "In Treatment"... 2 00:00:03,746 --> 00:00:05,624 i really don't remember what happened. 3 00:00:05,625 --> 00:00:06,809 I was on my bicycle 4 00:00:06,810 --> 00:00:08,611 And a car ran into me and-- 5 00:00:08,612 --> 00:00:10,199 What did they tell you afterwards? 6 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:12,467 That i flew my bike right into the street. 7 00:00:12,583 --> 00:00:13,522 They told me that i needed 8 00:00:13,523 --> 00:00:15,073 the opinion of a psychiatrist 9 00:00:15,074 --> 00:00:15,703 Because 10 00:00:15,738 --> 00:00:17,464 the insurance company of the car that hit me 11 00:00:17,465 --> 00:00:18,735 Has a problem with my injuries. 12 00:00:18,736 --> 00:00:20,283 How do you get on with your dad? 13 00:00:20,401 --> 00:00:22,127 || He's the only person in this world 14 00:00:22,128 --> 00:00:23,560 Who truly loves me. 15 00:00:24,264 --> 00:00:25,826 The only one except Cy. 16 00:00:25,827 --> 00:00:27,000 Who's Cy? 17 00:00:27,764 --> 00:00:29,196 This is Cy. 18 00:00:29,375 --> 00:00:30,702 He's my coach. 19 00:00:45,154 --> 00:00:46,457 Hello? 20 00:00:47,435 --> 00:00:48,610 Sophie 21 00:00:48,611 --> 00:00:50,229 Stop the car. Calm down. 22 00:00:50,230 --> 00:00:51,762 I wanna get out! 23 00:00:51,904 --> 00:00:53,254 - Did you hear what i said? 24 00:00:53,255 --> 00:00:54,511 - Just calm down. 25 00:00:54,512 --> 00:00:56,317 I wanna walk. - It's pouring. 26 00:00:56,318 --> 00:00:57,682 I don't care if it's raining. 27 00:00:57,683 --> 00:00:58,763 I wanna walk! No, 28 00:00:58,764 --> 00:01:00,923 it's too far to walk. - Fine! 29 00:01:00,924 --> 00:01:01,997 Sophie. 30 00:01:02,285 --> 00:01:03,506 Sophie. 31 00:01:41,738 --> 00:01:43,629 Aare you-- - I'm fine. 32 00:01:43,815 --> 00:01:45,048 I'm fine. 33 00:01:50,586 --> 00:01:53,862 Cy says you have to experience the rain, so, 34 00:01:53,943 --> 00:01:55,469 Ii've experienced it. 35 00:01:55,678 --> 00:01:57,369 I'll get you some dry clothes. 36 00:01:57,370 --> 00:01:58,556 I'm fine. 37 00:01:59,678 --> 00:02:00,559 Really? 38 00:02:00,582 --> 00:02:02,778 Are you sure you wouldn't be more comfortable if-- 39 00:02:04,076 --> 00:02:05,426 Wait a second. 40 00:02:30,832 --> 00:02:32,123 Here we go. 41 00:02:32,728 --> 00:02:34,219 - Are they your daughter's? 42 00:02:34,415 --> 00:02:36,176 Did you ask her if it was okay? 43 00:02:36,177 --> 00:02:38,138 No, but i'm sure she won't mind. 44 00:02:38,231 --> 00:02:40,028 I'll put yours in the dryer 45 00:02:40,029 --> 00:02:42,054 And they'll be ready by the end of the session. 46 00:02:44,700 --> 00:02:46,461 Well, you'll have to help me. 47 00:02:47,685 --> 00:02:48,895 I haven't got dressed on my own 48 00:02:48,896 --> 00:02:50,457 since my accident. 49 00:02:54,332 --> 00:02:56,351 Are you gonna help me here or not? 50 00:02:59,287 --> 00:03:00,836 Did you ever hear of an umbrella, 51 00:03:00,837 --> 00:03:03,326 kiddo? My goodness. 52 00:03:07,555 --> 00:03:08,517 Sweetheart, look at you. 53 00:03:08,518 --> 00:03:11,008 You're just all skin and bones, aren't you? 54 00:03:11,937 --> 00:03:14,203 Okay, i will have these dry for you 55 00:03:14,204 --> 00:03:16,021 Before you leave. 56 00:03:17,794 --> 00:03:19,472 How on earth do you manage 57 00:03:19,473 --> 00:03:22,150 with two broken arms? I don't. 58 00:03:23,460 --> 00:03:26,055 What, one arm wasn't enough for you, huh? 59 00:03:27,931 --> 00:03:29,141 Okay. 60 00:03:30,237 --> 00:03:31,293 You know, i broke my arm 61 00:03:31,294 --> 00:03:33,149 when i was 12 and i was roller-Skating. 62 00:03:33,150 --> 00:03:34,626 And the best thing about it 63 00:03:34,627 --> 00:03:36,353 was that i got to whack my little brother 64 00:03:36,354 --> 00:03:39,218 In theead with my cast when he was bugging me, 65 00:03:39,219 --> 00:03:41,341 Which was pretty much all the time. 66 00:03:42,476 --> 00:03:45,094 All right, let's do your shoes. 67 00:03:57,151 --> 00:03:58,313 || She's cool. 68 00:03:58,492 --> 00:04:00,477 - Kate? - Yeah. 69 00:04:02,350 --> 00:04:03,782 She's awesome. 70 00:04:05,205 --> 00:04:06,426 True. 71 00:04:10,220 --> 00:04:11,887 You could learn a lot from your wife 72 00:04:11,888 --> 00:04:13,718 About how to talk to people. 73 00:04:19,076 --> 00:04:21,448 Wish i could take her with me to the gym. 74 00:04:21,449 --> 00:04:23,750 She could tell everyone the truth to their faces. 75 00:04:23,751 --> 00:04:26,167 Who do you want her to tell the truth to? 76 00:04:28,627 --> 00:04:30,318 Did you write my evaluation? 77 00:04:30,319 --> 00:04:31,269 No. 78 00:04:31,880 --> 00:04:33,970 Did you? What the fuck?! 79 00:04:34,122 --> 00:04:35,578 Why didn't you? 80 00:04:35,859 --> 00:04:36,985 That's why i'm here. 81 00:04:36,986 --> 00:04:38,618 That's all i need from you, 82 00:04:38,699 --> 00:04:40,695 That stupid evaluation. 83 00:04:41,673 --> 00:04:43,198 Actually, i don't think i know you 84 00:04:43,199 --> 00:04:44,785 quite well enough 85 00:04:45,095 --> 00:04:46,716 Yet, Sophie. 86 00:04:47,870 --> 00:04:49,760 So why didn't you write yours? 87 00:04:57,139 --> 00:04:58,443 Well, i tried 88 00:04:59,882 --> 00:05:01,526 With my dad, but, 89 00:05:01,600 --> 00:05:03,455 But he's too busy with his exhibition. 90 00:05:03,824 --> 00:05:06,067 He's an artist? - A photographer. 91 00:05:06,068 --> 00:05:07,838 He hates the word "artist." 92 00:05:08,871 --> 00:05:10,726 He always has his exhibitions at home 93 00:05:10,727 --> 00:05:12,836 Because he's against galleries. 94 00:05:18,639 --> 00:05:19,563 Anyway, 95 00:05:19,564 --> 00:05:21,266 he said it was totally unprofessional 96 00:05:21,267 --> 00:05:23,231 For me to write my own evaluation 97 00:05:23,232 --> 00:05:25,043 And that you sound like a quack. 98 00:05:27,171 --> 00:05:28,580 Are you a quack? 99 00:05:28,788 --> 00:05:31,629 No, i am not a quack. 100 00:05:31,630 --> 00:05:33,085 I promise. 101 00:05:38,958 --> 00:05:41,012 And then i tried to write it with my mom. 102 00:05:41,013 --> 00:05:42,570 That didn't work-- 103 00:05:42,859 --> 00:05:44,268 Obviously. 104 00:05:44,464 --> 00:05:45,967 Why do you say obviously? 105 00:05:45,968 --> 00:05:48,051 Because she's a total tool 106 00:05:48,321 --> 00:05:49,694 and a retard. 107 00:05:49,695 --> 00:05:52,012 A tool and a retard? 108 00:05:53,229 --> 00:05:54,414 Yeah. 109 00:05:54,626 --> 00:05:56,057 We got in a fight. And i was like, 110 00:05:56,058 --> 00:05:58,313 "i so do not need this right now." 111 00:05:58,767 --> 00:06:00,047 So i left. 112 00:06:03,580 --> 00:06:05,834 I went to this apartment near the gym 113 00:06:05,838 --> 00:06:07,599 Where the foreign girls stay. 114 00:06:07,925 --> 00:06:10,614 I told them my parents were going out of town, so, 115 00:06:10,725 --> 00:06:12,204 they let me crash there. 116 00:06:19,558 --> 00:06:20,743 And then i tried to get Cy 117 00:06:20,744 --> 00:06:21,988 to help me write it, 118 00:06:22,296 --> 00:06:23,481 But he's too busy getting everyone 119 00:06:23,482 --> 00:06:26,018 ready to leave for training camp, so, 120 00:06:26,456 --> 00:06:27,760 So i didn't do it. 121 00:06:29,906 --> 00:06:32,383 So why did you and your mom get into a fight 122 00:06:32,384 --> 00:06:35,192 Trying to write the evaluation together? 123 00:06:35,805 --> 00:06:38,377 She actually wanted to write it for me. 124 00:06:38,427 --> 00:06:40,857 And i was like, "no, mom, i can do it myself." 125 00:06:40,858 --> 00:06:41,842 And she was like, "we'll be here 126 00:06:41,843 --> 00:06:43,487 until the next olympics." 127 00:06:43,653 --> 00:06:45,332 And i was like, "bite me." 128 00:06:45,965 --> 00:06:47,069 - So i left. 129 00:06:47,115 --> 00:06:48,348 So you didn't want her to write it. 130 00:06:48,349 --> 00:06:49,420 You just 131 00:06:49,666 --> 00:06:51,363 wanted her to help you, 132 00:06:51,364 --> 00:06:53,150 - What, phrase it? - It doesn't matter. 133 00:06:53,151 --> 00:06:55,174 We got in a fight, for a change. 134 00:06:55,175 --> 00:06:57,459 But this time, Sophie, 135 00:06:58,019 --> 00:06:59,346 You left home. 136 00:07:01,956 --> 00:07:04,116 So? - Have you done that before? 137 00:07:05,223 --> 00:07:07,253 - No. So something was different 138 00:07:07,254 --> 00:07:09,462 about this particular fight. 139 00:07:10,318 --> 00:07:12,514 What do yothink it was that was different? 140 00:07:19,650 --> 00:07:22,832 Did you-- Did you come from home 141 00:07:23,094 --> 00:07:24,984 Or did you come from the gym today? 142 00:07:25,019 --> 00:07:27,590 - The gym. - Gym-- Is that far away? 143 00:07:27,773 --> 00:07:29,170 That's why i was late. 144 00:07:30,172 --> 00:07:31,429 Sophie, 145 00:07:32,834 --> 00:07:35,299 Before you arrived, i, uh-- 146 00:07:36,054 --> 00:07:38,665 I got a phone call, and, um, 147 00:07:39,334 --> 00:07:40,825 i heard you asking somebody 148 00:07:40,826 --> 00:07:42,645 To let you out of the car. 149 00:07:46,910 --> 00:07:48,799 well, i-- I tried to call you 150 00:07:48,800 --> 00:07:50,785 to tell you i was on my way, 151 00:07:50,854 --> 00:07:52,392 But, um, then i figured 152 00:07:52,393 --> 00:07:54,814 That we were like five minutes away, so... 153 00:07:55,634 --> 00:07:56,392 i thought i hung up 154 00:07:56,393 --> 00:07:57,895 before the call went through. 155 00:07:58,980 --> 00:08:00,201 Was that your father? 156 00:08:00,202 --> 00:08:01,833 You could've hung up, you know? 157 00:08:02,298 --> 00:08:03,436 Or do you always eavesdrop 158 00:08:03,437 --> 00:08:05,140 on other people's conversations? 159 00:08:05,141 --> 00:08:06,346 Sophie, if you were my patient, 160 00:08:06,347 --> 00:08:07,392 i'd ask if you thought 161 00:08:07,393 --> 00:08:08,636 It was a coincidence that i 162 00:08:08,637 --> 00:08:10,117 overheard that conversation. 163 00:08:10,118 --> 00:08:11,545 But i'm not your patient. 164 00:08:11,546 --> 00:08:12,825 I wouldn't see a therapist 165 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:14,548 Who i thought was an eavesdropper. 166 00:08:14,583 --> 00:08:16,051 I'd be out of here. 167 00:08:18,346 --> 00:08:19,637 So did your dad bring you in? 168 00:08:19,638 --> 00:08:21,317 I told you, i had a fight with him! 169 00:08:21,318 --> 00:08:23,403 I thought you said the fight was with your mom. 170 00:08:24,879 --> 00:08:26,005 It's really none of your business 171 00:08:26,018 --> 00:08:27,497 who i came here with. 172 00:08:35,773 --> 00:08:38,239 Earlier on you said that you'd like 173 00:08:38,240 --> 00:08:40,382 Kate to go to the gym with you. 174 00:08:41,115 --> 00:08:42,875 What would you like Kate to, 175 00:08:42,876 --> 00:08:44,837 to tell the girls at the gym? 176 00:08:50,372 --> 00:08:52,768 Your daughter's clothes are gross. 177 00:08:53,664 --> 00:08:55,132 - Why is that funny? 178 00:08:56,051 --> 00:08:58,775 Well, why are they gross? They're hideous. 179 00:09:01,016 --> 00:09:02,249 Okay. 180 00:09:06,332 --> 00:09:07,423 I'm really not getting my 181 00:09:07,424 --> 00:09:09,326 evaluation today, am i? 182 00:09:12,502 --> 00:09:13,887 This is stupid. 183 00:09:14,821 --> 00:09:17,440 I should go. Are my clothes dry yet? 184 00:09:17,445 --> 00:09:20,063 I wouldn't think so. Well, can you check? 185 00:09:22,444 --> 00:09:23,852 And call Kate, because i need her 186 00:09:23,853 --> 00:09:25,709 to help me put them back on. 187 00:09:28,485 --> 00:09:30,187 You people are such tools. 188 00:09:30,188 --> 00:09:32,537 I can't believe you get paid for this. 189 00:09:37,558 --> 00:09:38,684 Why didn't you tell me before 190 00:09:38,685 --> 00:09:40,588 that you heard my conversation? 191 00:09:40,969 --> 00:09:42,953 I was waiting for you to tell me. 192 00:09:42,954 --> 00:09:44,105 So now i'm a liar too? 193 00:09:44,106 --> 00:09:46,255 I di't say you were a liar, Sophie. 194 00:09:46,728 --> 00:09:48,172 It's what you're thinking. 195 00:09:58,481 --> 00:10:01,052 Why do you need Kate to go to the gym with you? 196 00:10:01,213 --> 00:10:02,610 I don't need her to. 197 00:10:03,329 --> 00:10:05,783 Can i ask you something? 198 00:10:06,130 --> 00:10:08,584 How do you get along with the girls at the 199 00:10:08,690 --> 00:10:11,167 at the gym? They're assholes, okay? 200 00:10:11,496 --> 00:10:12,764 All of them. 201 00:10:12,823 --> 00:10:15,712 The whole place, it reeks of hypocrisy. 202 00:10:16,051 --> 00:10:17,895 Did you know, like, every girl there is 203 00:10:17,907 --> 00:10:20,044 a Mia or an Anna except me? 204 00:10:20,121 --> 00:10:21,283 They know it. 205 00:10:21,318 --> 00:10:23,232 They just don't do anything about it. 206 00:10:24,008 --> 00:10:25,629 - They encourage it. 207 00:10:25,746 --> 00:10:27,437 These girls, Anna and Mia, 208 00:10:27,438 --> 00:10:28,998 Are they friends of yours? 209 00:10:29,642 --> 00:10:31,156 You don't know these girls? 210 00:10:31,468 --> 00:10:34,767 They're fun girls, especially Anna. 211 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,033 Rexic? 212 00:10:38,428 --> 00:10:39,826 Anorexic. 213 00:10:40,579 --> 00:10:43,138 Okay. And Mia, bulimia? 214 00:10:43,139 --> 00:10:44,949 You're sharp as a tack. 215 00:10:45,484 --> 00:10:46,670 Thank you. 216 00:10:49,289 --> 00:10:51,613 So the girls at the gym Are anorexic or bulimic 217 00:10:51,614 --> 00:10:52,647 except for you? 218 00:10:52,648 --> 00:10:54,830 You can't keep your weight down otherwise. 219 00:10:55,196 --> 00:10:57,767 And if you're not skinny you can't compete, so, 220 00:10:57,873 --> 00:10:59,435 So you have no choice, you have to. 221 00:10:59,436 --> 00:11:01,045 But who says you can't compete? 222 00:11:01,046 --> 00:11:02,544 Cy and Regina. 223 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:06,316 Regina is our physical trainer. 224 00:11:07,915 --> 00:11:09,522 All the girls follow Cy around 225 00:11:09,523 --> 00:11:11,742 like little groupie sluts. 226 00:11:12,059 --> 00:11:14,242 "Cy, was that okay?" 227 00:11:14,243 --> 00:11:16,685 "Cy, can you show me how to do that move?" 228 00:11:16,686 --> 00:11:18,644 "Cy, i'm about to fall. Quick, 229 00:11:18,645 --> 00:11:20,829 put your hands between my legs." 230 00:11:22,889 --> 00:11:24,638 But not Regina 'Cause she's russian. 231 00:11:24,650 --> 00:11:27,621 So her bullshit detector is like nuclear. 232 00:11:28,020 --> 00:11:29,817 And at the end of the day 233 00:11:29,818 --> 00:11:31,957 Cy and Regina decide everhing-- 234 00:11:31,958 --> 00:11:33,164 Who competes, 235 00:11:33,165 --> 00:11:35,277 who's gained weight and can't compete. 236 00:11:38,950 --> 00:11:40,688 After my accident, 237 00:11:40,887 --> 00:11:42,342 Karen Scott and Audrey England 238 00:11:42,343 --> 00:11:43,799 came to visit me. 239 00:11:44,198 --> 00:11:47,232 They had these pathetic looks on their faces, like, 240 00:11:47,256 --> 00:11:49,052 Like they felt my pain. 241 00:11:49,440 --> 00:11:51,213 But i knew they were happy. 242 00:11:51,303 --> 00:11:52,582 I would have been happy if something 243 00:11:52,583 --> 00:11:53,757 had happened to one of them 244 00:11:53,758 --> 00:11:56,330 Right before the olympic tryouts. 245 00:11:57,137 --> 00:11:58,405 Honestly, 246 00:11:59,257 --> 00:12:00,654 If it was me, 247 00:12:00,938 --> 00:12:03,028 I would have done what Shirley did. 248 00:12:03,300 --> 00:12:05,003 She didn't even come. 249 00:12:05,241 --> 00:12:07,154 Me and her, we're like the best 250 00:12:07,155 --> 00:12:08,752 ones there by far. 251 00:12:08,753 --> 00:12:10,218 It was like she was saying, 252 00:12:10,582 --> 00:12:12,014 "drop dead for all i care. 253 00:12:12,015 --> 00:12:13,987 Just get out of my face." 254 00:12:14,866 --> 00:12:16,556 At least that's honest. 255 00:12:26,123 --> 00:12:27,309 So they're leaving tomorrow 256 00:12:27,310 --> 00:12:29,657 For training camp in California 257 00:12:29,819 --> 00:12:31,498 And i have nowhere to go. 258 00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:32,671 They won't let me stay 259 00:12:32,672 --> 00:12:34,504 at the apartment by myself. 260 00:12:34,571 --> 00:12:36,332 They promised Cy i could go, 261 00:12:36,354 --> 00:12:37,740 Even though i can't train. 262 00:12:37,741 --> 00:12:40,528 And now he says they've changed their minds. 263 00:12:40,529 --> 00:12:43,149 - Who's they? - The sponsors-- 264 00:12:43,150 --> 00:12:44,633 The money people. 265 00:12:46,447 --> 00:12:47,609 Anyway, 266 00:12:47,706 --> 00:12:49,444 I picked a fight with him. 267 00:12:51,295 --> 00:12:53,092 That's what you heard on the phone. 268 00:12:53,191 --> 00:12:54,764 It wasn't his fault. 269 00:13:02,666 --> 00:13:04,450 Why is it so important for you 270 00:13:04,451 --> 00:13:05,860 to go with them? 271 00:13:06,353 --> 00:13:07,633 To the camp? 272 00:13:09,486 --> 00:13:10,977 Everyone will be there. 273 00:13:11,861 --> 00:13:15,219 You mean, Karen, Audrey and Shirley? 274 00:13:16,170 --> 00:13:18,272 But-- But you said you can't stand them. 275 00:13:18,391 --> 00:13:19,800 You said you don't even like them. 276 00:13:19,801 --> 00:13:21,802 And you can't train anyway, so, 277 00:13:21,803 --> 00:13:22,753 i don't understand why 278 00:13:22,754 --> 00:13:25,396 it's so important to you. It's not important. 279 00:13:27,808 --> 00:13:29,840 But i was looking forward to it. 280 00:13:33,553 --> 00:13:35,549 Sounds like, um... 281 00:13:35,772 --> 00:13:37,956 you and Cy are, uh-- 282 00:13:39,929 --> 00:13:41,514 - You're very close. - No. 283 00:13:41,515 --> 00:13:43,487 Why? Can you tell that over the phone? 284 00:13:43,488 --> 00:13:45,736 You said he wanted to take you to camp 285 00:13:46,973 --> 00:13:49,756 Despite the fact that you had an injury, and, 286 00:13:49,769 --> 00:13:51,496 didn't he-- Didn't he drive you here? 287 00:13:51,497 --> 00:13:52,977 It was on his way. 288 00:13:53,668 --> 00:13:54,865 He wants me to come to the camp 289 00:13:54,866 --> 00:13:56,874 to at least watch the training 290 00:13:56,875 --> 00:13:58,710 So i don't lose focus. 291 00:13:59,256 --> 00:14:00,559 But no. 292 00:14:00,656 --> 00:14:03,133 He couldn't make them pay for Darlene either. 293 00:14:03,134 --> 00:14:05,247 - Darlene? - Cy's wife. 294 00:14:05,775 --> 00:14:08,359 She has to pay her own way and Dana's too. 295 00:14:08,645 --> 00:14:11,017 Dana is the little girl you used to babysit? 296 00:14:14,316 --> 00:14:15,843 Why did you stop? 297 00:14:15,853 --> 00:14:17,427 Who told you i stopped? 298 00:14:18,312 --> 00:14:19,897 Did i tell you that last week? 299 00:14:21,847 --> 00:14:24,066 You have good memory for an old fart. 300 00:14:26,659 --> 00:14:28,091 Thank you. 301 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:30,790 So why did you stop? 302 00:14:31,219 --> 00:14:32,945 They didn't need me anymore. 303 00:14:34,105 --> 00:14:35,254 Dana used to have all these 304 00:14:35,255 --> 00:14:37,228 breathing problems, but, 305 00:14:37,378 --> 00:14:38,669 then she had this surgery 306 00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:40,196 and they got better, and, 307 00:14:40,443 --> 00:14:42,075 And darlene came back from Wisconsin 308 00:14:42,076 --> 00:14:43,359 Where she was like 309 00:14:43,448 --> 00:14:44,691 learning to process her own 310 00:14:44,692 --> 00:14:46,688 cheese or something, so, 311 00:14:46,780 --> 00:14:48,201 So they didn't need me. 312 00:14:49,701 --> 00:14:52,226 Did you work there for a long time? 313 00:14:52,227 --> 00:14:53,269 No. 314 00:14:54,737 --> 00:14:55,864 Sort of. 315 00:14:55,922 --> 00:14:58,048 And Dana must have become very fond of you. 316 00:14:58,049 --> 00:14:59,787 Did she become attached to you? 317 00:14:59,788 --> 00:15:00,942 Yeah. 318 00:15:01,844 --> 00:15:03,371 She's the cutest. 319 00:15:04,094 --> 00:15:05,385 She hasn't stopped talking 320 00:15:05,386 --> 00:15:07,159 about me since i left. 321 00:15:07,967 --> 00:15:09,852 She said she doesn't want to go to California 322 00:15:09,853 --> 00:15:11,813 If i'm not going to be there. 323 00:15:15,597 --> 00:15:16,559 They told her that i wouldn't 324 00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:18,474 be able to babysit her anymore 325 00:15:18,659 --> 00:15:20,655 'Cause i'd had this accident. 326 00:15:21,097 --> 00:15:23,562 But see, i'd already told her before 327 00:15:23,563 --> 00:15:25,628 That i couldn't keep living with them 328 00:15:25,629 --> 00:15:27,320 once her mom came home. 329 00:15:27,979 --> 00:15:30,163 - I waed to prepare her, you know? 330 00:15:30,597 --> 00:15:31,324 But they didn't tell me 331 00:15:31,325 --> 00:15:33,039 what they were telling her, so, 332 00:15:33,063 --> 00:15:35,458 the whole lie became mixed up in her head. 333 00:15:38,912 --> 00:15:40,039 - What? 334 00:15:40,474 --> 00:15:43,022 - What? You look scared all of a sudden. 335 00:15:44,688 --> 00:15:45,708 I look scared? 336 00:15:45,709 --> 00:15:47,694 Like you're looking at a psycho or something. 337 00:15:47,695 --> 00:15:48,832 I was just remembering that 338 00:15:48,833 --> 00:15:50,853 the last time you were here you put your-- 339 00:15:50,854 --> 00:15:53,360 Your casts together. Do you you remember? 340 00:15:54,217 --> 00:15:55,462 And you said, 341 00:15:55,791 --> 00:15:57,376 "this is Cy." 342 00:15:57,895 --> 00:16:00,326 Yeah, the mermaid that he drew. 343 00:16:02,031 --> 00:16:03,699 You said that when Darlene came home 344 00:16:03,700 --> 00:16:05,919 You knew you couldn't keep on living there. 345 00:16:08,337 --> 00:16:10,040 I never said i lived there. 346 00:16:10,041 --> 00:16:11,330 But you told dana you wouldn't 347 00:16:11,331 --> 00:16:13,210 be able to go on living there. 348 00:16:14,892 --> 00:16:16,818 Yeah, because she's a child 349 00:16:17,187 --> 00:16:19,782 But, so it felt to her like i lived there. 350 00:16:20,032 --> 00:16:20,948 It was just, 351 00:16:20,995 --> 00:16:23,273 'Cause she'd go to school and, 352 00:16:23,274 --> 00:16:25,299 come back and i'd be there, and, 353 00:16:25,639 --> 00:16:28,046 you know, she got used to me being around. 354 00:16:28,059 --> 00:16:29,116 So 355 00:16:29,280 --> 00:16:31,887 even when he was home she'd nt me to stay-- 356 00:16:32,737 --> 00:16:35,966 Cook them dinner, do her homework with her. 357 00:16:36,542 --> 00:16:38,106 Sometimes she'd wake up screaming 358 00:16:38,118 --> 00:16:40,261 Because she stopped breathing in her sleep. 359 00:16:42,804 --> 00:16:44,354 Cy told me that. 360 00:16:48,529 --> 00:16:50,631 What the hell is going on here? 361 00:16:51,808 --> 00:16:52,406 What do you mean, 362 00:16:52,407 --> 00:16:53,628 what the hell is going on here? 363 00:16:53,629 --> 00:16:55,258 My dad was right. I'll go to therapy 364 00:16:55,259 --> 00:16:57,109 And i'll end up a psycho 365 00:16:57,946 --> 00:16:59,413 Just like your daughter. 366 00:16:59,500 --> 00:17:01,249 Everyone thinks she's a freak. 367 00:17:02,137 --> 00:17:04,344 Are you trying to hurt me, Sophie? No. 368 00:17:04,345 --> 00:17:06,390 But you should know what people say about her. 369 00:17:06,391 --> 00:17:08,476 She had this thing with this guy 370 00:17:08,545 --> 00:17:09,813 And afterwards 371 00:17:09,919 --> 00:17:11,516 everyone says she'd turned out psycho 372 00:17:11,517 --> 00:17:13,455 'Cause her dad is a shrink. 373 00:17:14,045 --> 00:17:16,429 Shrinks' kids are psycho. Everyone knows that. 374 00:17:18,101 --> 00:17:20,156 Well, maybe that's because-- 375 00:17:20,605 --> 00:17:23,975 Because some people are afraid of therapy. 376 00:17:24,904 --> 00:17:27,347 They're afraid of what they might find out. 377 00:17:28,174 --> 00:17:29,865 They're afraid that it might 378 00:17:29,866 --> 00:17:30,934 touch those wounds 379 00:17:30,935 --> 00:17:33,070 That are deep inside them. 380 00:17:34,642 --> 00:17:36,967 I think there are things that... 381 00:17:37,450 --> 00:17:38,753 perhaps... 382 00:17:39,628 --> 00:17:41,366 you feel deep inside, 383 00:17:41,367 --> 00:17:43,092 Sophie, that you'd like to talk about. 384 00:17:43,093 --> 00:17:44,344 I'm fine. 385 00:17:44,673 --> 00:17:46,316 You wanna worry about a little girl? 386 00:17:46,317 --> 00:17:47,844 Worry about your own kid. 387 00:17:47,845 --> 00:17:48,948 Does it bother you that people 388 00:17:48,949 --> 00:17:50,523 talk about my daughter? 389 00:17:51,065 --> 00:17:52,369 Why would it bother me? 390 00:17:52,370 --> 00:17:54,261 Because maybe you know what it feels like. 391 00:17:54,262 --> 00:17:55,899 - Maybe i don't. - We were talking 392 00:17:55,900 --> 00:17:57,391 about your coach And then suddenly 393 00:17:57,392 --> 00:17:59,012 you brought up the story of my daughter. 394 00:17:59,013 --> 00:18:01,009 Yeah, because i thought you should know. 395 00:18:02,724 --> 00:18:03,885 Are there people who say things 396 00:18:03,886 --> 00:18:05,472 about you, Sophie? 397 00:18:06,379 --> 00:18:08,751 At the gym maybe? 398 00:18:11,123 --> 00:18:12,214 You know, Sophie, sometimes 399 00:18:12,215 --> 00:18:13,824 when people are jealous 400 00:18:13,825 --> 00:18:16,241 They say things to hurt us 401 00:18:16,242 --> 00:18:17,773 Because they envy us. 402 00:18:17,774 --> 00:18:18,542 Do you think that some 403 00:18:18,543 --> 00:18:21,120 of the girls at the gym might be 404 00:18:21,352 --> 00:18:24,017 jealous of you, and, 405 00:18:24,622 --> 00:18:27,604 how close your relationship is with Cy? 406 00:18:27,605 --> 00:18:30,895 Don't talk to me like i'm a child, please. 407 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,046 Fair enough. 408 00:18:36,587 --> 00:18:38,559 Sophie, i get the feeling that you're afraid 409 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:39,992 To tell me something that 410 00:18:39,993 --> 00:18:41,414 other people say about you. 411 00:18:41,415 --> 00:18:43,086 Are my clothes dry yet? 412 00:18:43,981 --> 00:18:45,519 Can you go check? 413 00:18:45,673 --> 00:18:47,375 If i won't be getting an evaluation today 414 00:18:47,376 --> 00:18:49,468 I'd at least like dry clothes. 415 00:18:50,575 --> 00:18:53,451 Okay. Well, i have started to write it. 416 00:18:53,780 --> 00:18:55,436 Can i see what you've got? 417 00:18:55,956 --> 00:18:58,445 I'm, uh-- I'm not quite finished yet. 418 00:18:59,853 --> 00:19:01,720 I'll bet you haven't written a word. 419 00:19:22,898 --> 00:19:25,563 "Sophie's evaluation: 420 00:19:27,429 --> 00:19:29,836 16 years old, a gymnast. 421 00:19:29,837 --> 00:19:31,888 She is an olympic hopeful. 422 00:19:31,912 --> 00:19:33,708 She came in for evaluation 423 00:19:33,709 --> 00:19:36,037 After a near-fatal accident. 424 00:19:36,598 --> 00:19:38,442 During first session appears to be 425 00:19:38,443 --> 00:19:39,801 Very impressive, 426 00:19:40,012 --> 00:19:41,253 sensitive, 427 00:19:41,699 --> 00:19:43,683 Mature for her age, 428 00:19:44,077 --> 00:19:45,756 Very intelligent 429 00:19:45,970 --> 00:19:48,870 And a highly-Independent personality." 430 00:20:11,948 --> 00:20:13,709 I tried to write it... 431 00:20:15,865 --> 00:20:17,556 with my mom but-- 432 00:20:22,230 --> 00:20:24,848 We didn't fight. I just said "never mind." 433 00:20:30,131 --> 00:20:32,150 Do you really think those things you wrote? 434 00:20:32,151 --> 00:20:33,471 Absolutely. 435 00:20:35,037 --> 00:20:37,456 They're just generalities at the moment. 436 00:20:37,670 --> 00:20:40,500 It's not enough for a real evaluation. 437 00:20:49,954 --> 00:20:51,234 You know, 438 00:20:51,914 --> 00:20:54,379 This morning i tried to brush my teeth 439 00:20:54,532 --> 00:20:55,882 like you. 440 00:20:56,190 --> 00:20:57,411 - Like me? 441 00:20:58,035 --> 00:20:59,186 Like-- 442 00:21:03,029 --> 00:21:04,403 - How'd it go? 443 00:21:04,535 --> 00:21:05,908 - I couldn't do it. 444 00:21:07,529 --> 00:21:09,337 I just stick it in there. 445 00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:16,200 Why'd you try that? 446 00:21:16,696 --> 00:21:18,868 'Cause i wanted to know how it feels. 447 00:21:19,301 --> 00:21:20,981 How did it feel? 448 00:21:21,141 --> 00:21:22,809 I felt useless, 449 00:21:24,545 --> 00:21:26,236 Like demeaned or something. 450 00:21:33,708 --> 00:21:35,305 I'm homeless. 451 00:21:36,074 --> 00:21:37,565 I have nowhere to go. 452 00:21:38,420 --> 00:21:40,005 What about your dad? 453 00:21:40,206 --> 00:21:42,378 I told you, i had a fight with him. 454 00:21:43,444 --> 00:21:45,769 Not a real fight, but he pissed me off. 455 00:21:46,730 --> 00:21:47,833 He knows how much i wanted 456 00:21:47,834 --> 00:21:49,278 to go to that training camp with them 457 00:21:49,281 --> 00:21:51,394 And he didn't even offer to pay. 458 00:21:52,437 --> 00:21:54,585 I wouldn't have taken his money anyway. 459 00:21:55,628 --> 00:21:58,646 Obviously, the exhibitions are expensive, but-- 460 00:21:58,647 --> 00:22:00,182 Why is it so important for you 461 00:22:00,183 --> 00:22:01,921 to go to this camp, Sophie? 462 00:22:04,019 --> 00:22:05,545 It's not important... 463 00:22:06,322 --> 00:22:07,719 anymore. 464 00:22:14,384 --> 00:22:16,557 How do you get along with Cy's wife? 465 00:22:18,338 --> 00:22:19,618 Fine. 466 00:22:21,642 --> 00:22:23,344 I don't wanna talk about t em. 467 00:22:23,837 --> 00:22:24,859 Okay. 468 00:22:24,953 --> 00:22:27,700 When you're ready, we will. 469 00:22:29,405 --> 00:22:31,788 You know, when you walked in here 470 00:22:32,163 --> 00:22:33,818 I thought to myself 471 00:22:35,613 --> 00:22:38,219 Somebody in your life has broken the rules. 472 00:22:39,874 --> 00:22:41,365 And i felt that, 473 00:22:41,505 --> 00:22:42,702 That if i had helped you 474 00:22:42,703 --> 00:22:44,030 change your clothes, 475 00:22:44,031 --> 00:22:46,768 That i would have been doing the same thing. 476 00:22:47,419 --> 00:22:49,110 I felt like you were 477 00:22:49,897 --> 00:22:51,259 testing me. 478 00:22:51,834 --> 00:22:53,384 I felt like you wanted to make sure 479 00:22:53,385 --> 00:22:55,311 That this was a safe place, 480 00:22:55,312 --> 00:22:57,765 That the same things that happen out there 481 00:22:58,218 --> 00:23:00,038 Don't happen in here. 482 00:23:16,544 --> 00:23:18,481 Right when the accident happened... 483 00:23:20,997 --> 00:23:23,017 i don't remember anything, but, 484 00:23:23,531 --> 00:23:24,976 But right afterwards 485 00:23:26,047 --> 00:23:28,642 I remember the whole world was silent. 486 00:23:30,239 --> 00:23:33,209 Not just silent, soundless. 487 00:23:33,681 --> 00:23:34,760 You know, like there had never been 488 00:23:34,761 --> 00:23:36,440 any noise ever, 489 00:23:36,479 --> 00:23:38,122 Not even that hum that you hear 490 00:23:38,123 --> 00:23:39,778 when you're in an empty room. 491 00:23:39,779 --> 00:23:40,916 Nothing. 492 00:23:43,790 --> 00:23:45,821 Even inside the ambulance, 493 00:23:46,097 --> 00:23:48,210 People were talking and it was like-- 494 00:23:48,738 --> 00:23:50,452 It was like i'd gone deaf. 495 00:23:51,851 --> 00:23:53,366 I felt relieved. 496 00:23:54,921 --> 00:23:56,436 I thought that i would never have to listen 497 00:23:56,437 --> 00:23:58,115 To anybody ever again. 498 00:24:01,153 --> 00:24:02,691 Sound came back though, 499 00:24:03,078 --> 00:24:05,063 At first from r away. 500 00:24:05,631 --> 00:24:07,686 The E.M.T., she kept saying, 501 00:24:07,763 --> 00:24:08,995 "I have to hear your voice. 502 00:24:08,996 --> 00:24:11,062 I have to hear your voice, sweetheart." 503 00:24:11,544 --> 00:24:14,010 She wanted my parents' phone numbers. 504 00:24:14,595 --> 00:24:15,956 She wanted them to come meet me 505 00:24:15,957 --> 00:24:17,730 when i got to the hospital. 506 00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:20,674 There was no way. 507 00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:23,390 They can't even sit in the 508 00:24:23,391 --> 00:24:25,410 same section at my meets. 509 00:24:25,664 --> 00:24:26,884 I have to wave to two different 510 00:24:26,885 --> 00:24:29,727 spots after my routine. I look schizo. 511 00:24:33,322 --> 00:24:34,989 I tried to sit up. 512 00:24:35,421 --> 00:24:37,111 I told the emt that i wanted 513 00:24:37,112 --> 00:24:39,355 to see the outside. Why ? 514 00:24:39,499 --> 00:24:41,460 You know, when you see an ambulance 515 00:24:41,823 --> 00:24:44,371 Tearing down the street, you turn and look. 516 00:24:44,918 --> 00:24:47,125 Well, i wanted to see what it was like 517 00:24:47,126 --> 00:24:49,222 Being on the inside looking out. 518 00:24:49,925 --> 00:24:52,073 You know, seeing people's faces 519 00:24:52,074 --> 00:24:53,906 on the sidewalk Wondering, 520 00:24:54,270 --> 00:24:57,099 "who's in there? Is she going to be okay?" 521 00:24:57,801 --> 00:24:59,327 I couldn't sit up. 522 00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:01,533 The E.M.T., She had this mirror 523 00:25:01,534 --> 00:25:02,696 that she tried to angle 524 00:25:02,697 --> 00:25:04,423 So that i could see out, 525 00:25:05,495 --> 00:25:07,984 But all i could see was myself. 526 00:25:09,166 --> 00:25:10,787 And i remember thinking, 527 00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:12,818 "both arms, Sophie? 528 00:25:12,834 --> 00:25:16,016 Did it have to be both arms, you idiot?" 529 00:25:24,524 --> 00:25:25,874 Our time is up. 530 00:25:33,873 --> 00:25:35,153 Okay. 531 00:25:35,852 --> 00:25:37,508 We'll, um-- 532 00:25:39,025 --> 00:25:41,279 We'll take it up there 533 00:25:42,094 --> 00:25:43,749 When you come back next week. 534 00:25:43,993 --> 00:25:45,460 You're n going to training camp 535 00:25:45,461 --> 00:25:47,210 with everyone else in the universe? 536 00:25:49,532 --> 00:25:51,223 I'll go get your clothes 537 00:25:52,151 --> 00:25:53,384 And call Kate. 538 00:26:02,533 --> 00:26:05,374 He didn't offer you a cup of tea even? 539 00:26:08,624 --> 00:26:10,749 Are you su that doesn't hurt? 540 00:26:13,568 --> 00:26:15,998 All right, you, 541 00:26:16,603 --> 00:26:18,470 Arms way up. 542 00:26:21,760 --> 00:26:23,439 Okay.