1 00:00:06,512 --> 00:00:08,583 Previously on In Treatment... 2 00:00:09,258 --> 00:00:12,765 - She went to finalize the abortion. - I don't know if I want another baby. 3 00:00:13,076 --> 00:00:16,811 I don't think the issue is as clear-cut as both of you... 4 00:00:16,971 --> 00:00:21,174 You're talking to two people who spent 5 years in fertility treatments. 5 00:00:21,611 --> 00:00:25,268 It seems to me that you're not really talking about a child. 6 00:00:25,388 --> 00:00:28,740 You're really talking about your inability to accept each other. 7 00:00:28,900 --> 00:00:31,627 You haven't helped us to decide whether to abort or not, 8 00:00:31,747 --> 00:00:35,062 but you've done a great job getting us to fight. Yes to the pregnancy or no? 9 00:00:35,182 --> 00:00:37,831 To have an abortion or not? Just fucking say it already. 10 00:00:37,993 --> 00:00:41,251 - You want me to give you an answer now? - Yes. I want a yes or a no. 11 00:00:41,976 --> 00:00:44,226 I think you should have an abortion. 12 00:00:45,627 --> 00:00:46,586 Really? 13 00:01:18,396 --> 00:01:19,746 - Smoking? - No. 14 00:01:21,500 --> 00:01:23,950 - Not even a drag? - Maybe just a puff. 15 00:01:27,271 --> 00:01:28,721 What about our baby? 16 00:01:30,004 --> 00:01:31,254 I didn't inhale. 17 00:01:36,114 --> 00:01:37,564 What are you doing? 18 00:01:38,227 --> 00:01:40,877 I've got to admit, I love your smoky smell. 19 00:01:42,646 --> 00:01:43,996 - Really? - Yeah. 20 00:01:48,129 --> 00:01:49,278 I have a pain. 21 00:01:50,683 --> 00:01:51,633 Just here. 22 00:01:52,605 --> 00:01:54,555 - She'll get over it. - She? 23 00:01:55,123 --> 00:01:56,273 Yeah. Lillie. 24 00:01:56,818 --> 00:01:58,287 - Thomas. - Katherine. 25 00:01:58,633 --> 00:02:00,083 - Andrew. - Alicia. 26 00:02:00,930 --> 00:02:02,680 Sloan, for my grandfather. 27 00:02:04,543 --> 00:02:06,033 Don't start with family names. 28 00:02:06,153 --> 00:02:08,175 Remember my grandfather's name? 29 00:02:08,295 --> 00:02:09,545 Otis... Otis... 30 00:02:10,378 --> 00:02:12,228 Behave. You're on probation. 31 00:02:13,966 --> 00:02:14,916 It's gone. 32 00:02:16,021 --> 00:02:16,821 It is? 33 00:02:18,084 --> 00:02:20,020 The problem is, now I've got it. 34 00:02:20,702 --> 00:02:21,952 - What? - Pain. 35 00:02:24,604 --> 00:02:27,532 - Your stomach hurts? - I don't know. Feel for yourself. 36 00:02:27,652 --> 00:02:29,778 It's not exactly my stomach, but... 37 00:02:29,980 --> 00:02:32,094 - What then? - Somewhere like... 38 00:02:32,214 --> 00:02:34,383 Maybe it's in my pancreas or something, maybe. 39 00:02:34,503 --> 00:02:37,953 - Near your spleen? - Yeah, it's in that general vicinity. 40 00:02:43,075 --> 00:02:45,596 Transcript: FRM. 41 00:02:46,341 --> 00:02:48,897 Sync: Gaillots, michvanilly. 42 00:02:49,647 --> 00:02:52,942 www.sub-way.fr 43 00:02:54,244 --> 00:02:57,421 Jake and Amy Week two (1x09) 44 00:03:00,321 --> 00:03:02,529 I didn't keep the appointment with Dr. Kornreich. 45 00:03:02,649 --> 00:03:03,938 I decided to wait. 46 00:03:04,572 --> 00:03:06,622 I mean, you said last time that 47 00:03:06,937 --> 00:03:09,187 I decided without thinking it over. 48 00:03:09,523 --> 00:03:11,373 So now I'm thinking it over. 49 00:03:12,218 --> 00:03:14,268 And when we left here last time, 50 00:03:14,558 --> 00:03:18,021 Jake didn't say a word about it. Even later, we didn't talk about it. 51 00:03:18,141 --> 00:03:22,206 And that night we went to bed for the first time in a long without fighting. 52 00:03:22,558 --> 00:03:24,608 We were watching tv and I said, 53 00:03:25,700 --> 00:03:28,688 "I don't think this pregnancy's worth fighting over." 54 00:03:28,808 --> 00:03:31,558 And I said, "I think I might want this baby." 55 00:03:31,887 --> 00:03:33,776 Then I said, "think about it some more 56 00:03:33,896 --> 00:03:36,829 "because I pity a child born to a mother who doesn't want him." 57 00:03:36,949 --> 00:03:40,194 And I said, "I just said I think I might want this baby." 58 00:03:40,314 --> 00:03:41,564 And that was it. 59 00:03:44,302 --> 00:03:45,552 And we laughed. 60 00:03:47,075 --> 00:03:50,325 And I woke up the next morning... It was late, actually. 61 00:03:50,458 --> 00:03:53,127 He'd left for work already and taken Lenny to school. 62 00:03:53,247 --> 00:03:55,697 And I just decided to take the day off. 63 00:03:55,903 --> 00:03:58,497 I was just lying in bed thinking and I was enjoying myself, 64 00:03:58,617 --> 00:04:00,034 enjoying my thoughts. 65 00:04:00,820 --> 00:04:02,770 I thought about giving birth. 66 00:04:03,128 --> 00:04:06,170 And for the first time I wondered whether it was a boy or a girl. 67 00:04:06,290 --> 00:04:08,840 And I just somehow knew that it's a girl. 68 00:04:10,568 --> 00:04:12,464 and I could imagine Lenny pushing some kid 69 00:04:12,584 --> 00:04:14,448 who tried to take her bike. It was sweet. 70 00:04:14,568 --> 00:04:16,118 Violence turns her on. 71 00:04:17,534 --> 00:04:20,636 And then I got dressed and the waistband in my pants was a little tight, 72 00:04:20,756 --> 00:04:23,725 which I didn't love, but I didn't get upset about it. 73 00:04:24,171 --> 00:04:26,721 So you haven't seen Dr. Kornreich since? 74 00:04:29,399 --> 00:04:31,649 And I assume you've discussed this? 75 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:36,078 Well, not really. Jake asked what happened at the doctor's 76 00:04:36,198 --> 00:04:39,907 I said I didn't go and that was it. We didn't talk about it anymore. 77 00:04:40,027 --> 00:04:41,577 I mean, we have time, 78 00:04:41,875 --> 00:04:42,825 you know? 79 00:04:44,194 --> 00:04:45,480 So what do you think? 80 00:04:45,600 --> 00:04:48,750 Well, first of all I'm really glad that you came back. 81 00:04:51,126 --> 00:04:52,276 You both seem 82 00:04:53,238 --> 00:04:54,988 much more relaxed than... 83 00:04:55,485 --> 00:04:56,735 than last week. 84 00:04:59,002 --> 00:05:01,016 and since a week has gone by, 85 00:05:01,361 --> 00:05:03,663 you actually have less time to decide. 86 00:05:03,783 --> 00:05:07,311 But that doesn't... It doesn't seem to be bothering either of you. 87 00:05:07,863 --> 00:05:10,713 Less time? What... Are you pressuring me now? 88 00:05:12,365 --> 00:05:14,615 I mean, we have at least two weeks. 89 00:05:16,353 --> 00:05:17,703 I don't know, I... 90 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:21,990 I think we've said everything that we need to say. 91 00:05:23,651 --> 00:05:27,426 I think what Amy's trying to say is this is gonna be our last session. 92 00:05:27,778 --> 00:05:30,128 No, not necessarily. I... I just think 93 00:05:30,367 --> 00:05:33,677 - we shouldn't talk about it so much. - He'll get over it, believe me. 94 00:05:33,797 --> 00:05:35,547 No, but let's hear Paul out. 95 00:05:35,667 --> 00:05:38,218 - But we talked about it. - But let's just hear what he says. 96 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:39,788 Yes, but we decided. 97 00:05:45,134 --> 00:05:46,764 I think it's too soon. 98 00:05:47,455 --> 00:05:48,405 Told you. 99 00:05:48,724 --> 00:05:51,749 Both of you now have more than one opinion about the pregnancy. 100 00:05:51,869 --> 00:05:55,219 It's not so black and white as it... as it was last week. 101 00:05:56,724 --> 00:05:57,524 And... 102 00:05:59,334 --> 00:06:01,684 I think that's got a little to do with 103 00:06:01,804 --> 00:06:03,393 you both coming here. 104 00:06:08,003 --> 00:06:09,653 What do you think, Amy? 105 00:06:18,684 --> 00:06:19,484 Maybe. 106 00:06:21,483 --> 00:06:22,433 I mean... 107 00:06:23,486 --> 00:06:26,179 I still want my career. I don't want to give it up. 108 00:06:28,311 --> 00:06:30,373 I just feel like I might be able 109 00:06:30,493 --> 00:06:32,743 to manage everything. I don't know. 110 00:06:33,335 --> 00:06:36,257 I'm young enough and the world's full of working mothers. 111 00:06:36,377 --> 00:06:39,165 And maybe I'll just take on less clients. I just... 112 00:06:39,285 --> 00:06:42,033 I don't know if I'd ever be able to get pregnant again. 113 00:06:42,153 --> 00:06:45,448 And I really don't want to do something that I'd regret later. 114 00:06:45,934 --> 00:06:48,080 I think I can handle it, especially when I think 115 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:51,750 of what a younger brother or sister² would do for Lenny. I just... 116 00:06:52,047 --> 00:06:54,932 I'm not saying it's final, I just want to think about it 117 00:06:55,052 --> 00:06:58,318 and I will make a decision soon. I just... I don't want... 118 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:07,520 Sorry. 119 00:07:11,672 --> 00:07:12,472 Amy? 120 00:07:21,155 --> 00:07:21,955 Baby? 121 00:07:24,329 --> 00:07:26,179 What's happening? Let me in. 122 00:07:27,207 --> 00:07:28,457 Amy, let me in. 123 00:07:55,896 --> 00:07:56,696 Kate! 124 00:07:59,795 --> 00:08:00,595 Kate! 125 00:08:02,180 --> 00:08:04,330 Kate, can you come here a minute? 126 00:08:07,526 --> 00:08:08,576 What is it? 127 00:08:09,371 --> 00:08:12,079 How do I get this bloodstain out of the sofa? 128 00:08:14,986 --> 00:08:16,964 - What do you mean blood? - Blood. 129 00:08:17,084 --> 00:08:18,443 How do I get it out? 130 00:08:18,563 --> 00:08:19,813 What happened? 131 00:08:20,749 --> 00:08:23,799 The couple who were here... She's... She's pregnant. 132 00:08:26,097 --> 00:08:27,923 What, she had a miscarriage? 133 00:08:28,043 --> 00:08:30,293 No, she was... She was sitting here, 134 00:08:31,069 --> 00:08:33,974 She got this pain. She went to the bathroom, she came back. 135 00:08:34,266 --> 00:08:36,769 - And there was this blood. - Are you okay? 136 00:08:36,889 --> 00:08:40,339 - You look a little pale. - No, I'm... I'm fine, I'm just... 137 00:08:42,826 --> 00:08:44,320 It's blood, it's... 138 00:08:46,497 --> 00:08:48,447 For God's sakes, Paul, don't. 139 00:08:48,774 --> 00:08:52,479 - I'll take care of it. Don't touch it. - But I don't want it to dry okay? 140 00:08:52,599 --> 00:08:55,049 I know. just don't touch it, all right? 141 00:09:00,584 --> 00:09:01,384 Fuck. 142 00:09:02,203 --> 00:09:04,653 This shampoo gets out bloodstains, but, 143 00:09:06,620 --> 00:09:09,885 - How do you know these things? - You've forgotten how much I know. 144 00:09:11,958 --> 00:09:14,508 I'm going to try hydrogen peroxide first. 145 00:09:16,294 --> 00:09:17,732 Hydrogen peroxide. 146 00:09:18,466 --> 00:09:20,433 That poor woman. What week was she in? 147 00:09:20,553 --> 00:09:22,730 I don't know... Seventh, eighth. 148 00:09:25,851 --> 00:09:29,401 Did anything happen? Did anything happen during the session? 149 00:09:30,977 --> 00:09:33,945 A fairly normal session. 150 00:09:36,529 --> 00:09:39,179 They've been trying to get pregnant forever. 151 00:09:40,074 --> 00:09:42,523 Are you sure that's not gonna leave a stain? 152 00:09:42,643 --> 00:09:43,493 Well... 153 00:09:44,355 --> 00:09:46,891 When's your next session? It's gonna have to dry. 154 00:09:47,011 --> 00:09:48,965 Everyone who comes in is gonna say 155 00:09:49,126 --> 00:09:50,476 "What is it?" 156 00:09:50,708 --> 00:09:54,058 You have no idea how sensitive some of my patients can be. 157 00:09:54,408 --> 00:09:56,640 Right, your patients are sensitive. Not you. 158 00:10:00,020 --> 00:10:01,170 You're right. 159 00:10:02,042 --> 00:10:03,192 You're right. 160 00:10:03,629 --> 00:10:04,779 Okay, well... 161 00:10:07,610 --> 00:10:09,760 We'll have to see after it dries. 162 00:10:11,587 --> 00:10:15,178 - I'll clean up here for you meanwhile. - No no, it's okay. Leave it. 163 00:10:15,298 --> 00:10:16,248 It's fine. 164 00:10:17,387 --> 00:10:19,337 Thanks for doing that anyway. 165 00:10:21,729 --> 00:10:25,279 Well, maybe now you'll agree to replace this filthy old couch. 166 00:10:27,850 --> 00:10:30,711 You know, you could make this room a bit more pleasant in general. 167 00:10:30,831 --> 00:10:34,675 Why are you so concerned about this room? I thought you hated it. 168 00:10:35,743 --> 00:10:37,393 I don't hate this room. 169 00:10:40,024 --> 00:10:41,847 I'm just still jealous of it. 170 00:10:48,123 --> 00:10:48,973 Come on. 171 00:10:49,628 --> 00:10:52,478 I'll make you some tea before the next session. 172 00:10:53,991 --> 00:10:57,913 I suppose not everything that happens in here is as dramatic as this, right? 173 00:10:58,033 --> 00:11:00,147 No, it isn't, Kate. It's just an office. 174 00:11:00,267 --> 00:11:02,017 Really. Come on, let's go. 175 00:11:02,231 --> 00:11:03,498 You know, Paul... 176 00:11:04,307 --> 00:11:06,737 You call me down here for all your little emergencies, 177 00:11:06,857 --> 00:11:08,545 for your toilet and your sofa, 178 00:11:08,706 --> 00:11:10,714 but you can't wait to get me out of here. 179 00:11:10,916 --> 00:11:13,483 Kate, do me a favor. What do you want from me? 180 00:11:14,862 --> 00:11:15,712 Nothing. 181 00:11:16,900 --> 00:11:17,850 I'm tired. 182 00:11:18,842 --> 00:11:20,395 I'm tired. That's all. 183 00:11:20,515 --> 00:11:21,865 It's not big deal. 184 00:11:30,599 --> 00:11:31,399 I... 185 00:11:39,277 --> 00:11:40,927 I went back to see Gina. 186 00:11:44,441 --> 00:11:45,491 Gina? When? 187 00:11:47,762 --> 00:11:48,712 Last week. 188 00:11:50,336 --> 00:11:53,342 I just felt I needed somebody to talk to, you know? 189 00:11:56,373 --> 00:11:58,323 - What, to Gina? - Yes, Gina. 190 00:12:01,968 --> 00:12:04,809 I don't understand. I thought you despised that woman. 191 00:12:05,124 --> 00:12:07,428 Aren't you exaggerating just a little bit? 192 00:12:07,548 --> 00:12:08,698 "That woman"? 193 00:12:09,226 --> 00:12:11,566 Me? With all the crap she wrote about you. I thought... 194 00:12:11,766 --> 00:12:14,986 Well, I had to talk to somebody. I can't talk to you about... 195 00:12:15,188 --> 00:12:17,203 No, of course you can't talk to me. 196 00:12:17,323 --> 00:12:19,034 You know what I mean, Kate. 197 00:12:19,276 --> 00:12:21,130 It's easier for me to talk to Gina 198 00:12:21,250 --> 00:12:23,830 than to somebody who... Who doesn't know me. 199 00:12:26,230 --> 00:12:27,280 Gina. Jesus. 200 00:12:28,076 --> 00:12:31,026 Why is Gina such a threat to you, Kate? Tell me. 201 00:12:32,706 --> 00:12:36,393 Don't talk to me like one of your patients. You want me out? Fine. 202 00:12:36,513 --> 00:12:38,551 But don't talk to me in that condescending 203 00:12:38,671 --> 00:12:40,966 psychological tone because I can't bear it. 204 00:12:41,086 --> 00:12:43,264 Jesus Christ. Can I do anything right? 205 00:12:43,465 --> 00:12:45,767 What? I'm sorry, is that supposed to be me? 206 00:12:46,517 --> 00:12:49,069 Because you're the one walking around this house 207 00:12:49,189 --> 00:12:51,109 like me and the kids are invisible! 208 00:12:51,229 --> 00:12:52,604 Because I don't want Max 209 00:12:52,724 --> 00:12:55,652 to go to a school for "gifted" children means I don't see him? 210 00:12:55,853 --> 00:12:59,050 No, Paul, you're not seeing what he's going through. 211 00:12:59,276 --> 00:13:01,784 And what is he going through, Kate? 212 00:13:02,683 --> 00:13:05,830 Don't you hear the way he talks about school? 213 00:13:06,149 --> 00:13:08,289 Don't you see that he has no friends? 214 00:13:08,450 --> 00:13:10,357 No! You're off in your own little world, 215 00:13:10,477 --> 00:13:12,688 but I'm the one left dealing with this house. 216 00:13:12,808 --> 00:13:15,573 And if I've raised your children till now... 217 00:13:15,693 --> 00:13:17,873 Sorry, what do you mean, "raised my children"? 218 00:13:17,993 --> 00:13:21,230 What's that supposed to mean, you raised my children? 219 00:13:25,015 --> 00:13:27,365 Don't you see that he's home all day? 220 00:13:27,533 --> 00:13:29,066 That he never goes to friends', 221 00:13:29,186 --> 00:13:32,021 that no one ever comes to see him? Doesn't that worry you? 222 00:13:32,222 --> 00:13:34,899 So how did you decide ²he's not having a good time at school? 223 00:13:35,332 --> 00:13:36,582 I didn't decide. 224 00:13:37,503 --> 00:13:38,704 He told me. 225 00:13:39,455 --> 00:13:41,324 And you, you're so confident... 226 00:13:41,444 --> 00:13:43,587 you're so definite telling me, you know, 227 00:13:43,707 --> 00:13:46,430 that he's not going to a class for gifted children. 228 00:13:46,550 --> 00:13:50,100 What the hell do you know about what he needs or doesn't need? 229 00:13:51,109 --> 00:13:53,017 Paul, he has no friends! 230 00:13:53,607 --> 00:13:54,607 None! 231 00:13:55,233 --> 00:13:58,258 He says he's only willing to hang out with Malcolm. 232 00:13:58,500 --> 00:13:59,350 Malcolm. 233 00:14:02,423 --> 00:14:05,689 I asked him if he goes outside during recess 234 00:14:05,952 --> 00:14:07,807 and he said that he hardly does 235 00:14:08,179 --> 00:14:11,129 except maybe with Malcolm, his one barely friend. 236 00:14:11,762 --> 00:14:13,327 I asked him, "all right, 237 00:14:13,447 --> 00:14:16,608 so, sweetheart, how do you feel about school in general?" 238 00:14:17,188 --> 00:14:18,740 And he says he hates school. 239 00:14:18,860 --> 00:14:20,503 Every kid hates school. 240 00:14:20,623 --> 00:14:22,573 He's bored with school, Paul. 241 00:14:23,108 --> 00:14:24,158 He's bored. 242 00:14:24,686 --> 00:14:27,628 - He hates his teachers. - All his teachers he's hates? 243 00:14:27,896 --> 00:14:30,422 Yes, Paul, all of his teachers. 244 00:14:30,699 --> 00:14:32,649 They're all stupid to him and 245 00:14:32,967 --> 00:14:36,117 he's bored with all of them and he hates all of them. 246 00:14:38,581 --> 00:14:40,631 And then after he tells me this, 247 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:44,594 You know what the most important thing he had to tell me was? 248 00:14:44,928 --> 00:14:45,728 What? 249 00:14:45,942 --> 00:14:47,692 That I shouldn't tell you. 250 00:14:49,097 --> 00:14:51,847 Your son has no friends, he hates his school, 251 00:14:52,072 --> 00:14:55,122 but the most important thing is that I not tell you. 252 00:14:55,564 --> 00:14:59,514 Because in your own warped way, Paul, you've made him understand that 253 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:03,741 it's not as important as what happens here. Just like you've done to me. 254 00:15:12,916 --> 00:15:13,966 You know... 255 00:15:17,233 --> 00:15:19,614 For a long time, you've not made me feel like 256 00:15:19,734 --> 00:15:22,050 I was the most important thing to you. 257 00:15:25,071 --> 00:15:28,521 Not me, not the kids, not compared to what happens in here. 258 00:15:36,104 --> 00:15:37,154 Is that it? 259 00:15:43,745 --> 00:15:46,495 Tell me when did you become such an asshole. 260 00:15:51,271 --> 00:15:53,921 I sit in this house and I say "Goddamn it. 261 00:15:54,391 --> 00:15:56,241 "What is this punishment?" 262 00:15:57,394 --> 00:15:59,544 You are so impatient with the kids 263 00:16:00,378 --> 00:16:02,003 And it pisses me off, 264 00:16:02,123 --> 00:16:05,581 it pisses me off that you are energetic and alive in this room 265 00:16:05,701 --> 00:16:09,887 and you're an old man at home. You're an old, anemic man, Paul! 266 00:16:10,623 --> 00:16:12,016 You're always tired! 267 00:16:12,258 --> 00:16:14,108 You're always tired for us. 268 00:16:18,022 --> 00:16:18,822 Okay. 269 00:16:24,344 --> 00:16:25,994 Maybe I haven't noticed. 270 00:16:29,611 --> 00:16:32,061 Maybe things have gotten worse for Max. 271 00:16:36,274 --> 00:16:37,624 I'll talk to him. 272 00:16:40,524 --> 00:16:41,324 Okay? 273 00:16:53,451 --> 00:16:54,684 So how's Rosie? 274 00:16:55,813 --> 00:16:57,763 How's she? How's she doing? 275 00:17:00,766 --> 00:17:02,716 Rosie, yeah, she's fine, why? 276 00:17:03,216 --> 00:17:06,960 I was just thinking about that thing at the youth center. 277 00:17:09,190 --> 00:17:11,240 You really think Rosie can help 278 00:17:11,734 --> 00:17:13,659 recovering drug addicts? 279 00:17:14,630 --> 00:17:15,580 I mean... 280 00:17:18,335 --> 00:17:21,209 We don't even know what she does there. We don't even know 281 00:17:21,410 --> 00:17:22,860 who she sees there. 282 00:17:24,391 --> 00:17:25,965 Why don't you ask her? 283 00:17:26,975 --> 00:17:29,467 You could try talking to her. She would... 284 00:17:29,587 --> 00:17:31,837 She would like that. She needs that. 285 00:17:33,297 --> 00:17:35,723 Are you saying now that I don't talk to Rosie? 286 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:38,478 First, I don't talk to Max. 287 00:17:38,679 --> 00:17:41,285 Now I don't talk to Rosie. Is that what you're saying? 288 00:17:41,405 --> 00:17:44,073 I walk around the house like a blind man? 289 00:17:45,842 --> 00:17:47,359 Do I disgust you? 290 00:17:49,411 --> 00:17:52,780 'cause that's what it feels like. It feels like I disgust you. 291 00:17:52,900 --> 00:17:55,266 Don't be ridiculous, of course you don't. 292 00:17:55,386 --> 00:17:57,236 What are you talking about? 293 00:17:57,572 --> 00:17:59,653 Why don't we ever talk? We never talk. 294 00:17:59,773 --> 00:18:01,416 I don't understand that. 295 00:18:12,912 --> 00:18:13,712 Okay. 296 00:18:14,973 --> 00:18:17,123 We've got a few minutes, let's... 297 00:18:17,742 --> 00:18:18,792 Let's talk. 298 00:18:30,656 --> 00:18:31,456 Okay. 299 00:18:35,969 --> 00:18:37,419 I'm seeing someone. 300 00:18:39,271 --> 00:18:42,664 - What do you mean, you're... - What do you think I mean? 301 00:18:53,922 --> 00:18:54,888 Who is he? 302 00:18:55,568 --> 00:18:56,973 Someone I'm seeing. 303 00:18:57,438 --> 00:18:58,988 Who the fuck is he?! 304 00:19:01,178 --> 00:19:03,973 - What difference does it make? - Don't tell me that! 305 00:19:04,093 --> 00:19:05,607 Who the fuck is he? 306 00:19:07,262 --> 00:19:09,431 - He's divorced, he has a son. - Divorced. 307 00:19:09,551 --> 00:19:11,176 - He's 40 years old. - 40! 308 00:19:11,296 --> 00:19:13,321 At least you can't say he's an anemic old man. 309 00:19:13,717 --> 00:19:17,023 - He runs an employment agency. - Manages an employment agency. 310 00:19:17,143 --> 00:19:20,036 - Where do you meet this guy? - What difference does it make? 311 00:19:20,236 --> 00:19:23,123 Don't keep saying to me what difference does it make! 312 00:19:23,243 --> 00:19:25,151 Where the fuck do you meet him?! 313 00:19:26,005 --> 00:19:27,061 At his place. 314 00:19:27,181 --> 00:19:29,712 At his place. What do you do at his place? 315 00:19:29,873 --> 00:19:30,843 Come on. 316 00:19:30,963 --> 00:19:32,632 No, come on. I want to know. 317 00:19:32,794 --> 00:19:34,967 You meet him at his place and what do you do? 318 00:19:35,187 --> 00:19:37,037 Use your imagination, Paul. 319 00:19:37,298 --> 00:19:39,305 Tell me yourself, you fucking liar! 320 00:19:39,556 --> 00:19:42,975 You've been lying to me, what is it? Two months, six months, a year? 321 00:19:43,517 --> 00:19:46,467 I want to know what you do when you meet this guy. 322 00:19:47,212 --> 00:19:49,762 - Stop it, just... - I want to understand 323 00:19:49,917 --> 00:19:52,360 what it is that you do when you go to his place. 324 00:19:52,522 --> 00:19:55,791 I want detail! I don't wanna be left sitting alone to imagine what it's like. 325 00:19:55,911 --> 00:19:58,785 - You fucking tell me. - What do you want to hear? 326 00:19:59,102 --> 00:20:01,352 He leaves work, I meet at his place. 327 00:20:02,159 --> 00:20:04,237 And it doesn't take us more than an hour. 328 00:20:04,357 --> 00:20:06,291 Is that what you wanted to hear? 329 00:20:11,194 --> 00:20:12,744 He moves differently. 330 00:20:13,622 --> 00:20:15,553 He does everything differently 331 00:20:15,673 --> 00:20:17,793 and that is what made it so exciting. 332 00:20:17,913 --> 00:20:20,463 Is that what you want to hear? 333 00:20:28,031 --> 00:20:30,982 And that I can't stop thinking about the way he looks at me 334 00:20:31,316 --> 00:20:33,066 or the way he touches me. 335 00:20:35,010 --> 00:20:37,960 He knows I'm married and that's what turns him on. 336 00:20:43,619 --> 00:20:46,922 Is that what you wanted to hear? You know what amazes me? 337 00:20:47,042 --> 00:20:48,492 What really gets me 338 00:20:48,832 --> 00:20:51,182 is that you can go to this guy's place 339 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:53,504 and then you can come home here all 340 00:20:53,666 --> 00:20:56,016 wet and flushed and excited and horny 341 00:20:56,136 --> 00:20:58,761 and you can sit down with our son and do his homework. 342 00:20:58,881 --> 00:21:00,421 How does that make you feel? 343 00:21:00,541 --> 00:21:03,491 I just want to know how does that make you feel? 344 00:21:05,102 --> 00:21:06,952 It makes me feel like shit. 345 00:21:09,168 --> 00:21:12,318 And a week later I go back² and I do it all over again. 346 00:21:17,230 --> 00:21:20,780 I hope that's not too complicated for you to understand, Paul. 347 00:21:23,635 --> 00:21:25,543 Happens every day, doesn't it? 348 00:21:26,157 --> 00:21:27,407 You know, you... 349 00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:29,750 You know, you have the gall 350 00:21:30,464 --> 00:21:33,030 to accuse me of neglect, 351 00:21:33,776 --> 00:21:35,226 of letting you down, 352 00:21:35,944 --> 00:21:38,294 of letting down our kids, our family. 353 00:21:38,591 --> 00:21:40,641 Whatever I did, whatever I did, 354 00:21:40,990 --> 00:21:42,500 it was not intentional. 355 00:21:42,620 --> 00:21:44,639 But what you did was deliberate. 356 00:21:44,913 --> 00:21:46,363 You made a choice... 357 00:21:47,952 --> 00:21:50,061 A deliberate choice to betray me... 358 00:21:50,527 --> 00:21:51,877 ... and our kids. 359 00:22:18,624 --> 00:22:19,874 Congratulations. 360 00:22:22,624 --> 00:22:26,074 You've made sure to ruin any chance of saving this marriage. 361 00:22:27,058 --> 00:22:28,108 Me ruin it? 362 00:22:31,996 --> 00:22:33,746 Oh, it was ruined already. 363 00:22:35,778 --> 00:22:38,728 What... what I haven't been able to understand... 364 00:22:40,649 --> 00:22:43,199 Is how you have not been able to see that. 365 00:22:44,444 --> 00:22:48,294 And what's hurt me the most is that you haven't had a fucking clue. 366 00:22:49,925 --> 00:22:52,075 You so didn't suspect anything... 367 00:22:54,134 --> 00:22:56,547 Because it never even crossed your fucking 368 00:22:56,747 --> 00:22:59,797 preoccupied mind that I could do anything like this. 369 00:23:16,700 --> 00:23:17,750 Is it over? 370 00:23:21,672 --> 00:23:23,738 Are you gonna keep on seeing him? 371 00:23:28,865 --> 00:23:30,115 It's up to you. 372 00:23:36,994 --> 00:23:38,144 Please leave. 373 00:24:48,953 --> 00:24:49,789 Hello. 374 00:24:58,304 --> 00:25:00,154 I dreamt about Becca again. 375 00:25:02,717 --> 00:25:04,504 - Same dream? - Yeah. 376 00:25:06,308 --> 00:25:07,458 I'm in a boat. 377 00:25:08,810 --> 00:25:11,260 she's in the water, I see her drowning. 378 00:25:13,311 --> 00:25:15,761 I say to myself, "just... just jump in. 379 00:25:17,494 --> 00:25:18,544 "Save her." 380 00:25:19,639 --> 00:25:21,489 Something's holding me back.