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Previously on In Treatment.

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She went to finalise the abortion.

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I don't know if I want another baby, OK?

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I don't think the issue is as clear cut
as both of you...

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You're talking to two people
who spent five years in fertility treatments.

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It seems to me that you're not really
talking about a child.

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You're really talking about
your inability to accept each other.

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You haven't helped us to decide, but you've
done a great job of getting us to fight.

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Yes to the pregnancy or no.
To have an abortion or not have it.

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- Just fucking say it already!
- You want me to give you an answer?

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I want a yes or a no.

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I think you should have an abortion.

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Really?

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Hey.

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Hi.

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- Smoking, huh?
- No.

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- Not even a drag?
- Maybe just a puff.

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What about our baby?

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I didn't inhale.

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What are you doing?

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I got to admit, I love your smoky smell.

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- Really?
- Yeah.

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I have a pain just here.

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- She'll get over it.
- She?

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- Yeah. Lillie.
- Thomas.

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- Catherine.
- Andrew.

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- Alicia.
- Sloan.

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- For my grandfather.
- Oh.

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Don't start with family names.
Remember my grandfather's name?

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Otis, Otis.

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Behave, you're on probation.

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It's gone.

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It is?

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Only problem is now I got it.

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- What?
- Pain.

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- Your stomach hurts?
- I don't know.

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Feel for yourself.
It's not exactly my stomach, but...

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- What, then?
- It's somewhere like...

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Maybe it's in my pancreas
or something, maybe.

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- Near your spleen?
- Yeah, it's in that general vicinity.

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I didn't keep the appointment
with Dr Kornreich.

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so now I'm thinking it over,

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and when we left here last time,
Jake didn't say a word about it,

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even later we didn't talk about it,

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and that night we went to bed for the first time
in a long time without fighting.

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We were watching TV and I said,

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"I don't think this pregnancy's
worth fighting over."

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And I said,
"I think I might want this baby."

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Then I said,
"Think about it some more,

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"because I pity a child born to a mother
who doesn't want him."

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And I said,
"I just said I think might want this baby."

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- And that was it.
- (Both laugh)

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(Amy) And we laughed.

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And I woke up the next morning,
it was late, actually,

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he'd left for work already
and taken Lenny to school,

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and I just decided to take the day off.

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I was just lying in bed thinking,
enjoying myself, enjoying my thoughts,

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and I thought about giving birth...

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and for the first time I wondered
whether it was a boy or a girl

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and I just somehow knew that it's a girl.

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And I could imagine Lenny pushing some kid
who tried to take her bike, it was sweet.

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- Violence turns her on.
- (Laughs)

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And then I got dressed, and the waistband
in my pants was a little tight,

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which I didn't love,
but I didn't get upset about it.

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So you haven't seen Dr Kornreich since?

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Mm-mm.

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And I assume you've discussed this?

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Well, not really. Jake asked
what happened at the doctor's,

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and I said, "I didn't go,"
and we didn't talk about it any more.

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I mean, we have time, you know?

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- So, what do you think?
- Well...

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(Clears throat) First of all,
I'm really glad that you came back.

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You both seem much more relaxed than...

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than last week.

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And, er... since a week has gone by,
you actually have less time to decide,

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but that doesn't...
it doesn't seem to be bothering either of you.

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Less time? What, are you pressuring me now?

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I mean, we have at least two weeks.

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I don't know, I...

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I think we've said everything
that we need to say.

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I think what Amy's trying to say, Paul,
is that this is gonna be our last session.

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No, not necessarily, I just think
we shouldn't talk about it so much.

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- He'll get over it, believe me.
- No, but let's hear Paul out.

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- But we talked about it.
- Let's just hear what he says.

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Yes, but we decided.

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I think it's too soon.

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Told you.

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Both of you have more than one opinion
about the pregnancy.

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It's not so black and white as it was last week.

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And...

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I think that's got a little to do with
you both coming here.

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What do you think, Amy?

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(Amy) Mm.

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Maybe.

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I mean...

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I still want my career.
I don't want to give it up.

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But I just feel like I might be able
to manage everything. I don't know.

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I'm young enough,
and the world's full of working mothers.

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And maybe I'll just take on less clients. I just...

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I don't know if I'd ever be able
to get pregnant again,

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and I really don't want to do something
that I'd regret later, and I think I can handle it,

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especially when I think of what a brother
or sister would do for Lenny.

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I just... I mean, I'm not saying it's final,

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I just want to think about it and I will make
a decision soon, I just... I don't want...

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Sorry.

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(Jake) Ame?

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Amy?

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What's happening? Let me in.

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Ame, let me in.

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Kate.

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Kate.

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Kate, can you come here a minute?

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What is it?

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How do I get this bloodstain out of the sofa?

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- What do you mean, blood?
- Blood.

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- How do I... How do I get it out?
- What happened?

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Uh, the couple who were here,
she's... she's pregnant, and...

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Wh... what, she had a miscarriage?

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No, she was...

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She was sitting here, she...

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she got this pain, she went to the bathroom,
she came back,

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- and there was this blood.
- Are you OK? You look a little pale.

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No, I'm fine, I'm just... It's just...

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It's blood, it's...

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Oh, for God's sakes, Paul, don't.
I'll take care of it, just don't touch it.

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- But I don't want it to dry, OK?
- I know. Just don't touch it, all right?

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(Sighs)

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Fuck.

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This shampoo gets out bloodstains, but...

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- How do you know these things?
- You've forgotten how much I know.

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I'm going to try hydrogen peroxide first.

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Oh.

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Hydrogen peroxide.

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That poor woman. What week was she in?

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- I don't know. Seventh, eighth?
- Oh.

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Did anything happen during the session?

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No.

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A pretty normal session.

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They'd been trying to get pregnant forever.

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Are you sure that's not going to leave a stain?

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Huh!

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When's your next session?
It'll have to dry.

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When he comes in,
he's gonna say, "What is it?"

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You've no idea how sensitive
some of my patients can be.

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(Laughs) Right, your patients are sensitive,
not you.

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You're right. Right.

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OK, well...

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have to see after it dries.

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- I'll clean up in here for you meanwhile.
- No, it's OK, leave it.

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It's fine.

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- Thanks for doing that anyway.
- Yeah.

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Well, maybe now you'll agree
to replace this filthy old couch.

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You could make this room a bit more pleasant.

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Why are you so concerned
about this room all of a sudden?

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- I thought you hated it.
- Uh...

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I don't hate this room.

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I'm just still jealous of it.

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Come on, I'll make you some tea
before the next session.

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I suppose not everything that happens in here
is as dramatic as this, right?

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No, it isn't, Kate, it's just an office, really.

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- Come on, let's go.
- You know, Paul, you...

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call me down here for all your little
emergencies, for your toilet and your sofa,

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you just can't wait
to get me out of here, can you?

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Kate, do me a favour.
What do you want from me?

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Nothing.

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I'm tired.

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I'm tired, that's all.

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It's no big deal.

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I, uh...

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I went back to see Gina.

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Gina? When?

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Last week.

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I just felt I needed somebody to talk to,
you know?

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(Scoffs)

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- What, to Gina?
- Yes, Gina.

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(Sighs)

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I... I don't understand.
I thought you despised that woman.

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Aren't you exaggerating just a little bit?

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"That woman."

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Me? It was just all that crap
she wrote about you.

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Well, I had to talk to somebody.
I can't talk to you about...

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- Oh. No, of course you can't talk to me.
- You know what I mean, Kate.

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It's easier for me to talk to Gina
than to somebody who... who doesn't know me.

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Gina? Jesus.

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Why is Gina such a... a threat to you, Kate?
Tell me.

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Don't talk to me like I'm one of your patients.
You want me out of here, fine,

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but do not talk to me in that condescending
psychological tone, because I can't bear it.

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(Sighs) Jesus Christ. Can I do anything right?

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Oh, what? I'm sorry,
is that supposed to be me?

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Cos you're the one walking around this house

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like I am fucking invisible,
not to mention the children.

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Just because I don't want Max
to go to a school for gifted children

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- means I don't see him?
- No, Paul,

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you're not seeing what he's going through.

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And what is he going through, Kate?

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Don't you hear the way he talks about school?

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Don't you see that he has no friends?
No, because you're off in your own little world,

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but I'm the one left dealing with this house,
and if I've raised your children till now, Paul...

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What do you mean, "raised my children"?

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What's that supposed to mean,
you raised my children?

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(Paul sighs)

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Don't you see that he's home all day,
that he never goes to friends,

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that no one ever comes to see him,
doesn't that worry you?

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So how did you decide
he's not having a good time at school?

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I didn't decide.

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He told me.

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And you, you know, you're so confident,

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you're so definite telling me, you know,

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that he's not going to a class for gifted children,

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what the hell do you know
about what he needs or doesn't need?

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Paul, he has no friends.

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None.

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He says he's only willing to hang out
with Malcolm.

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Malcolm.

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I ask him... I asked him if he goes outside
during recess,

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and he said that he hardly does,

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except maybe with Malcolm,
his one barely friend.

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And I asked him, "All right, so, sweetheart,

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"how do you feel about school in general?"

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- And he says he hates school.
- Every kid hates school.

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He's bored with school, Paul.

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He's bored. He hates his teachers.

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All his teachers he hates?

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Yes, Paul, all of his teachers.

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They're all stupid to him
and he's bored with all of them

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and he hates all of them.

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And then after he tells me this,

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you know what the most important thing
he had to tell me was?

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- What?
- That I shouldn't tell you.

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Your son has no friends, he hates his school,

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but the most important thing
is that I not tell you!

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Because in your own warped way, Paul,

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you've made him understand it's not as
important as what happens in this room,

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just like you've done to me!

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(Kate sniffs)

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(Sighs)

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You know...

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for a long time you've not made me feel like
I was the most important thing to you.

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Not me, not the kids,
not compared to what happens in here.

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Is that it?

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Tell me, when did you become
such an asshole?

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(Sighs)

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I sit in this house and I say,
"God damn it, what is this punishment?"

246
00:15:18,840 --> 00:15:23,197
You are so impatient with the kids,
and it pisses me off.

247
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It pisses me off

248
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that you are energetic and alive in this room
and you're an old man at home.

249
00:15:28,760 --> 00:15:31,558
You're an old anaemic man, Paul.

250
00:15:31,600 --> 00:15:34,558
You're always tired.
You're always tired for us.

251
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- (Kate sighs)
- OK.

252
00:15:44,800 --> 00:15:46,791
Maybe I haven't noticed.

253
00:15:49,760 --> 00:15:51,796
Maybe things have gotten worse for Max.

254
00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:58,231
I'll talk to him.

255
00:16:00,280 --> 00:16:01,315
OK?

256
00:16:12,840 --> 00:16:16,674
So, how's Rosie?
How's she? How's she doing?

257
00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:21,796
Rosie? Yeah, she's fine. Why?

258
00:16:21,840 --> 00:16:25,116
I was just thinking about that thing
at the youth centre.

259
00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:31,879
You really think Rosie can help
recovering drug addicts?

260
00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:34,678
I mean...

261
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We don't even know what she does there,
we don't even know who she sees there.

262
00:16:42,400 --> 00:16:44,914
Why don't you ask her, Paul?

263
00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:47,952
You could try talking to her,
she would... she would like that,

264
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she needs that.

265
00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:53,358
Oh. Are you saying now
that I don't talk to Rosie?

266
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First of all, I don't talk to Max,
now I don't talk to Rosie.

267
00:16:57,400 --> 00:17:00,119
Is that what you're saying?
I walk around the house like a blind man?

268
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Do I disgust you?

269
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Cos that's what it feels like,
it feels like I disgust you.

270
00:17:09,240 --> 00:17:12,038
Don't be ridiculous. Of course you don't.

271
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What are you talking about?

272
00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:17,994
Why don't we ever talk? We never talk.
I don't understand that.

273
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OK.

274
00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:33,394
We've got a few minutes. Let's...

275
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Let's talk.

276
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OK.

277
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I'm seeing someone.

278
00:17:54,320 --> 00:17:57,232
- What do you mean, you're...
- What do you think I mean?

279
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- Who is he?
- Someone I'm seeing.

280
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Who the fuck is he?

281
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What difference does it make?

282
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Don't tell me, "What difference does it make?"
Who the fuck is he?

283
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- He's divorced, he has a son...
- Divorced.

284
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- He's 40 years old.
- 40 years old!

285
00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:26,950
Well, at least you can't say
he's an anaemic old man.

286
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- He runs an employment agency.
- Oh, manages an employment agency. OK.

287
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:33,392
- Where do you meet this guy?
- What difference does it make?

288
00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:36,477
Don't keep saying to me,
"What difference does it make?"

289
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Where the fuck do you meet him?

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- At his place.
- At his place.

291
00:18:41,160 --> 00:18:43,594
- And what do you do at his place?
- Come on.

292
00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:45,471
No, come on, I... I want to know.

293
00:18:45,520 --> 00:18:47,715
You meet this guy at his place
and what do you do?

294
00:18:47,760 --> 00:18:49,796
Use your imagination, Paul.

295
00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:51,876
Why don't you tell me,
you fucking liar?

296
00:18:51,920 --> 00:18:55,390
You've been lying to me for the last,
what is it, two months, six months, a year?

297
00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:59,115
I want to know what you do
when you meet this guy.

298
00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:01,799
- Stop it, just...
- I want to understand

299
00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:04,400
what it is that you do
when you go to his place.

300
00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:07,477
I want every detail, because I don't want
to be left sitting alone to imagine.

301
00:19:07,520 --> 00:19:10,557
- You fucking tell me.
- What do you wanna hear?

302
00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:13,637
He leaves work, I meet at his place,

303
00:19:13,680 --> 00:19:15,716
and it doesn't take us more than an hour.

304
00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:17,751
Is that what you wanted to hear?

305
00:19:22,360 --> 00:19:23,952
He moves differently.

306
00:19:24,680 --> 00:19:28,912
He does everything differently,
and that is what made it so exciting.

307
00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:31,349
Is that... is that what you wanna hear?

308
00:19:38,640 --> 00:19:43,475
And I can't stop thinking about the way
he looks at me, or the way he touches me.

309
00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:48,158
He knows I'm married
and that's what turns him on.

310
00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:56,631
- Is that what you wanted to hear?
- You know what amazes me?

311
00:19:56,680 --> 00:20:01,037
What really gets me
is that you can go to this guy's place

312
00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:05,631
and then you can home here all wet
and flushed and excited and horny,

313
00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:08,717
and you can sit down with our son
and do his homework.

314
00:20:08,760 --> 00:20:13,356
How does that make you feel? I just want
to know how does that make you feel?

315
00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:16,235
It makes me feel like shit.

316
00:20:17,840 --> 00:20:20,638
And a week later,
I go back and I do it all over again.

317
00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:29,116
I hope that's not too complicated
for you to understand, Paul.

318
00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:34,229
Happens every day, doesn't it?

319
00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:35,952
You know, you...

320
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:41,313
You know, you have the gall
to accuse me of neglect,

321
00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:43,669
of letting you down,

322
00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:46,234
of letting down our kids, our family.

323
00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:50,034
Whatever I did, whatever I did,
it was not intentional,

324
00:20:50,080 --> 00:20:52,071
but what you did was deliberate.

325
00:20:52,120 --> 00:20:54,111
You made a choice...

326
00:20:55,120 --> 00:20:57,270
a deliberate choice to betray me...

327
00:20:57,320 --> 00:20:59,515
- (Sobs)
...and our kids.

328
00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:26,317
Congratulations.

329
00:21:28,440 --> 00:21:32,479
You've made sure to ruin
any chance of saving this marriage.

330
00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:34,511
Me, ruin it?

331
00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:39,231
Oh, it was ruined already.

332
00:21:41,160 --> 00:21:43,833
What I haven't been able to understand...

333
00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:49,076
is how you have not been able to see that.

334
00:21:49,120 --> 00:21:53,193
And what's hurt me the most
is that you haven't had a fucking clue.

335
00:21:54,560 --> 00:21:57,199
You so didn't suspect anything.

336
00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:02,071
Because it never even crossed
your fucking preoccupied mind

337
00:22:02,120 --> 00:22:04,509
that I could do anything like this.

338
00:22:20,080 --> 00:22:22,071
Is it over?

339
00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:27,111
Are you gonna keep on seeing him?

340
00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:34,075
It's up to you.

341
00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:41,791
Please leave.

342
00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,191
(Dog barking)

343
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:39,637
(Knock at door)

344
00:23:48,880 --> 00:23:50,313
Hello.

345
00:23:57,760 --> 00:23:59,751
Dreamt about Becca again.

346
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,434
- Same dream?
- Yeah, yeah.

347
00:24:05,360 --> 00:24:08,511
I'm in a boat, she's in the water.

348
00:24:08,560 --> 00:24:10,551
I see her drowning.

349
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,713
I say to myself, "Just... just jump in.

350
00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:18,071
"Save her."

351
00:24:18,120 --> 00:24:20,111
Something's holding me back.

352
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