1 00:00:01,502 --> 00:00:03,587 I had sex last night, with the wrong person. 2 00:00:03,681 --> 00:00:06,094 But the thing is, it didn't fell wrong. 3 00:00:06,122 --> 00:00:07,577 This is our secret, okay? 4 00:00:07,634 --> 00:00:08,789 We heard about your mother. 5 00:00:08,808 --> 00:00:10,329 We're here to make sure you're okay. 6 00:00:10,357 --> 00:00:12,708 What if my husband shows up tomorrow with a picture of 7 00:00:12,727 --> 00:00:14,943 what I'm supposed to look like, but it's too late, 8 00:00:14,961 --> 00:00:17,012 I'm stuck with the wrong face for rest of my life? 9 00:00:17,050 --> 00:00:19,808 Cristina and I were together for three years. 10 00:00:19,835 --> 00:00:21,309 Are you gonna invite me? Where? 11 00:00:21,347 --> 00:00:22,783 To the wedding. Please leave. 12 00:00:24,639 --> 00:00:25,930 A patient history, 13 00:00:26,015 --> 00:00:28,240 is as important as their symptoms. 14 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:32,050 It's what helps us decide if heartburn's a heart attack, 15 00:00:33,139 --> 00:00:34,615 if a headache's a tumor. 16 00:00:36,764 --> 00:00:40,679 Sometimes patients will try to rewrite their own histories. 17 00:00:40,756 --> 00:00:42,072 They'll claim they don't smoke 18 00:00:42,100 --> 00:00:44,606 or forget to mention certain drugs, 19 00:00:45,211 --> 00:00:46,873 which, in surgery, 20 00:00:47,464 --> 00:00:48,859 can be the kiss of death. 21 00:00:53,966 --> 00:00:55,459 We can ignore it all we want... 22 00:00:57,429 --> 00:00:58,659 but our history... 23 00:00:59,983 --> 00:01:02,331 eventually always comes back to haunt us. 24 00:01:07,174 --> 00:01:09,184 Meredith, she'll accept a certain amount of help, 25 00:01:09,202 --> 00:01:10,869 and then she start to feel suffocated. 26 00:01:11,789 --> 00:01:14,803 Oh. Is this... Am I suffocating? 27 00:01:14,905 --> 00:01:16,500 No. The groceries are just right. 28 00:01:16,547 --> 00:01:19,233 It's... it's me. I sometimes overdo it. 29 00:01:19,242 --> 00:01:20,979 Well, who could blame you with everything? 30 00:01:20,992 --> 00:01:22,395 After Ellis died, 31 00:01:22,439 --> 00:01:24,649 I gave her some time, but I want to be here. 32 00:01:24,668 --> 00:01:27,291 I want to help make things easier. Good. Yeah. That's great. 33 00:01:27,309 --> 00:01:29,366 I just try to keep it light. You know, be helpful. 34 00:01:30,289 --> 00:01:31,660 Good morning. Good morning. 35 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:33,435 Want some coffee? Yes. 36 00:01:34,948 --> 00:01:35,952 This all you? 37 00:01:35,962 --> 00:01:38,177 I just picked up some things to restock your fridge. 38 00:01:38,196 --> 00:01:39,755 Well, you bought groceries last week. 39 00:01:39,858 --> 00:01:42,018 Yeah, you have to get it every week if you want more. 40 00:01:44,301 --> 00:01:45,315 Well, thank you. 41 00:01:45,334 --> 00:01:48,320 It's unexpected, and you didn't need to do all this. 44 00:01:52,850 --> 00:01:54,568 before things get too busy in the hospital. 45 00:01:54,573 --> 00:01:56,822 See ya. Are you gonna talk to him about the... 46 00:01:56,878 --> 00:01:58,587 Yeah. Wish me luck. You don't need it. 47 00:01:58,794 --> 00:02:00,193 Just make him listen to you. 48 00:02:00,411 --> 00:02:01,705 You deserve to be chief. 49 00:02:09,465 --> 00:02:10,470 Nice sweater. 50 00:02:12,404 --> 00:02:14,038 Uh... my wife. 51 00:02:15,125 --> 00:02:16,290 What? My wife, 52 00:02:16,480 --> 00:02:17,541 she gave it to me. 53 00:02:17,874 --> 00:02:18,874 The sweater. 54 00:02:19,798 --> 00:02:21,676 Actually, it's my ex-wife. 55 00:02:23,377 --> 00:02:25,378 It's amicable. I'm sorry? 56 00:02:25,537 --> 00:02:27,265 The divorce, it's... it's amicable, 57 00:02:27,406 --> 00:02:28,561 very friendly. 58 00:02:29,918 --> 00:02:31,157 I'm a friendly guy. 59 00:02:39,542 --> 00:02:41,543 "I'm a friendly guy"? Sloan. 60 00:02:41,767 --> 00:02:43,730 She pressed five and got off at three. 61 00:02:43,983 --> 00:02:46,623 She'd rather walk up two flights of stairs than flirt with you. 62 00:02:46,642 --> 00:02:48,933 Hell, she'd rather climb up the outside of the building. 63 00:02:48,943 --> 00:02:51,093 I wasn't flirting. You're telling me. 64 00:02:54,889 --> 00:02:56,974 There's no need to be embarrassed. 65 00:02:57,068 --> 00:02:58,476 Time for you to shake off the rust 66 00:02:58,495 --> 00:02:59,631 and get back in the game. 67 00:03:00,650 --> 00:03:03,260 You need a wingman. I have patients to see. 68 00:03:04,696 --> 00:03:06,132 We'd make a great team. 69 00:03:07,372 --> 00:03:09,464 Nothing like a quick ventricular reconstruction 70 00:03:09,483 --> 00:03:10,797 to jumpstart your morning, eh? 71 00:03:11,089 --> 00:03:12,930 Okay, you're officially becoming creepy, 72 00:03:12,949 --> 00:03:14,934 creepy and... stalking. 73 00:03:15,014 --> 00:03:17,361 Burke and I have set our date. We're getting married next month. 74 00:03:17,381 --> 00:03:19,897 We both know that you are not the marrying kind. 75 00:03:19,959 --> 00:03:21,903 You don't know that. You don't know me anymore. 76 00:03:21,947 --> 00:03:23,271 Well, just to be sure you're... 77 00:03:23,562 --> 00:03:25,276 fully aware of what you're passing up. 78 00:03:25,382 --> 00:03:26,490 I'd like you to assist me 79 00:03:26,509 --> 00:03:29,016 on my heterotopic heart transplant today. 80 00:03:30,498 --> 00:03:32,311 What, a piggyback transplant? Seriously? 81 00:03:32,554 --> 00:03:35,024 Burke will want to scrub in, too, I imagine, 82 00:03:35,993 --> 00:03:37,166 see how it's done. 83 00:03:38,710 --> 00:03:41,955 Heterotopic transplant. He is upping his game. 84 00:03:42,427 --> 00:03:43,498 I need a gambit. 85 00:03:43,667 --> 00:03:45,519 I need to force him into the defensive. 86 00:03:45,610 --> 00:03:46,615 Take his queen. 87 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:50,071 You've never played chess? I'm not a geek. 88 00:03:50,268 --> 00:03:51,428 I've gotta crush him. 89 00:03:51,531 --> 00:03:52,996 I've gotta annihilate him at his own game. 90 00:03:53,006 --> 00:03:54,010 So it's weird, right, 91 00:03:54,029 --> 00:03:55,775 that susan keeps stopping by like this? 92 00:03:56,005 --> 00:03:58,354 I mean, we just became friends or semi-related 93 00:03:58,364 --> 00:04:00,411 or whatever you call your estranged father's wife. 94 00:04:00,429 --> 00:04:02,645 You may be confused since you were basically raised by wolves, 95 00:04:02,664 --> 00:04:03,966 but this is what mother's do. 96 00:04:04,056 --> 00:04:05,891 They stop by, they stock the fridge. 97 00:04:06,074 --> 00:04:07,767 Dude, you think she might do our laundry? 98 00:04:07,776 --> 00:04:09,476 Hey, get your own fake mom. 99 00:04:10,486 --> 00:04:11,500 Hey. 100 00:04:12,192 --> 00:04:14,145 Bad night on call? Oh, God. 101 00:04:14,505 --> 00:04:16,533 Yeah, when my patient's gooey abscess 102 00:04:16,543 --> 00:04:18,186 exploded all over me at 4:00 a.m., 103 00:04:18,224 --> 00:04:20,666 that was a highlight. Holy Mary, mother of God... 104 00:04:22,087 --> 00:04:23,589 Pray for us sinners now and at the... 105 00:04:23,993 --> 00:04:25,024 Iz, you look nice. 106 00:04:25,043 --> 00:04:27,873 Did you just come from confession in a church? 107 00:04:27,901 --> 00:04:29,063 Shut up. 108 00:04:30,084 --> 00:04:32,995 Izzie Stevens does penance. You did something bad. 109 00:04:34,432 --> 00:04:36,591 Oh. I feel like poo. 110 00:04:36,635 --> 00:04:38,659 I hope I can make it through the day without falling asleep. 111 00:04:38,677 --> 00:04:40,386 Do you want to make a coffee date? 112 00:04:40,527 --> 00:04:42,508 3:00 p.m. You could use a little pick-me-up. 113 00:04:43,459 --> 00:04:45,429 Yeah. That sounds nice, really nice. 114 00:04:45,438 --> 00:04:46,997 Good Okay. 115 00:04:53,235 --> 00:04:54,240 Smile. 116 00:04:55,441 --> 00:04:57,075 Oh, come on, man. That's not a smile. 117 00:04:57,141 --> 00:04:58,145 Can I see? 118 00:05:00,149 --> 00:05:01,154 That's me? 119 00:05:01,790 --> 00:05:02,795 Oh, my God. 120 00:05:04,443 --> 00:05:05,987 I know this is gonna sound terrible, 121 00:05:05,996 --> 00:05:07,177 but I'm not bad-looking. 122 00:05:07,308 --> 00:05:09,524 I think beautiful is the word you're looking for. 123 00:05:10,076 --> 00:05:11,184 I was gonna say hot. 124 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:13,052 I was too but I would've gotten in trouble. 125 00:05:13,061 --> 00:05:15,005 You would've. Still a little swelling. 126 00:05:15,033 --> 00:05:17,098 In a day or two, I'll raise that hot to smokin'. 127 00:05:17,228 --> 00:05:19,369 Then shouldn't we wait to take the "after" pictures? 128 00:05:19,387 --> 00:05:21,108 We could, but the sooner we take them, 129 00:05:21,117 --> 00:05:22,235 the sooner we get them out there. 130 00:05:22,253 --> 00:05:24,903 Your picture's gonna be everywhere. The police, the news, the internet. 131 00:05:24,948 --> 00:05:26,803 But my face looks completely different, 132 00:05:26,812 --> 00:05:28,606 then what good would pictures do? 133 00:05:28,613 --> 00:05:30,737 I was able to maintain aspects of your bone structure, 134 00:05:30,747 --> 00:05:33,345 so your face bears some similarities to your old face, 135 00:05:33,401 --> 00:05:35,696 plus, your... your hair and your eyes are the same. 136 00:05:36,072 --> 00:05:39,112 You think... do you really think someone might recognize me? 137 00:05:39,122 --> 00:05:40,521 I think you should smile. 138 00:05:42,900 --> 00:05:44,765 I'm telling you, this confession thing, 139 00:05:44,784 --> 00:05:46,389 it... it really works. 140 00:05:46,709 --> 00:05:49,427 It's like we have a do over. Our sin is gone. 141 00:05:49,597 --> 00:05:51,127 So you don't have to keep avoiding me. 142 00:05:51,146 --> 00:05:53,033 Yeah, I do. Until this thing blows over, I do. 143 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:54,733 Javier Ruggero? 144 00:05:56,301 --> 00:05:58,688 Javier, uh, Ruggero? 145 00:05:59,352 --> 00:06:00,394 Blows over? 146 00:06:01,023 --> 00:06:02,103 What does that even mean? 147 00:06:02,121 --> 00:06:03,237 When Meredith and I, uh... 148 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:05,624 eventually, you know, it blew over. It passed. 149 00:06:05,765 --> 00:06:07,023 You mean the sad sex? 150 00:06:07,042 --> 00:06:08,900 The sad, tragic, depression-inducing sex 151 00:06:08,906 --> 00:06:10,577 you had with Meredith is the same 152 00:06:10,587 --> 00:06:11,594 as what... I can't. 153 00:06:12,166 --> 00:06:15,518 Okay? Back off. Just for now, back off. 154 00:06:17,518 --> 00:06:19,755 Javier... Ruggero? 155 00:06:20,008 --> 00:06:21,539 You're Dr. Isobel Stevens? 156 00:06:21,991 --> 00:06:23,003 Yes. 157 00:06:23,101 --> 00:06:25,589 Uh, if you're Mr. Ruggero, though, you're with Dr. O'Malley. 158 00:06:25,598 --> 00:06:26,755 Uh, Dr. Stevens... 159 00:06:26,914 --> 00:06:27,929 We, uh... 160 00:06:28,943 --> 00:06:30,717 Our d... our daughter has leukemia 161 00:06:30,745 --> 00:06:32,830 and needs a bone marrow transplant. 162 00:06:33,087 --> 00:06:34,815 You, uh, you're looking for hematology. 163 00:06:34,824 --> 00:06:36,870 It's third floor west. Through these double doors, 164 00:06:36,890 --> 00:06:38,618 second set of elevators on the... 165 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:40,714 on the right. 166 00:06:42,711 --> 00:06:44,501 I'm so sorry about your daughter. 167 00:06:44,551 --> 00:06:46,116 But Seattle Grace has one of the best 168 00:06:46,135 --> 00:06:48,313 bone marrow transplant centers in the country. 169 00:06:48,350 --> 00:06:50,059 If you'd like, I can take you up there myself. 170 00:06:50,077 --> 00:06:51,196 No, no, it's just that... 171 00:06:52,069 --> 00:06:54,942 you look so much like our daughter. 172 00:06:55,969 --> 00:06:57,753 We're Dustin and Caroline Klein. 173 00:06:58,398 --> 00:06:59,591 We're Hannah's parents. 174 00:07:00,985 --> 00:07:01,989 We're her... 175 00:07:03,220 --> 00:07:04,795 we're your daughter's parents. 176 00:07:05,521 --> 00:07:07,061 You're Hannah's birth mother. 177 00:07:13,832 --> 00:07:15,277 Hannah was diagnosed a few months ago 178 00:07:15,288 --> 00:07:16,704 with acute myeloid leukemia. 179 00:07:16,799 --> 00:07:18,606 We, uh, we looked you up, 180 00:07:18,632 --> 00:07:19,998 and we know that that's wrong, but... 181 00:07:20,024 --> 00:07:23,188 She needs the transplant. We... we were set to go. 182 00:07:23,537 --> 00:07:25,331 We had a donor. Yeah, her donor died. 183 00:07:25,361 --> 00:07:27,446 The registry called Hannah's oncologist last night. 184 00:07:27,484 --> 00:07:29,770 'Cause apparently Hannah hasn't had enough bad luck. 185 00:07:29,942 --> 00:07:30,985 And we'd never ask. 186 00:07:30,986 --> 00:07:32,750 We had no intention of bothering you, ever. 187 00:07:32,759 --> 00:07:34,506 But last night, everything changed. 188 00:07:35,146 --> 00:07:36,409 No. Of course. 189 00:07:37,536 --> 00:07:39,921 Of course I'd donate. It's just... 190 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:44,754 a biological parent isn't usually a good donor. 191 00:07:44,755 --> 00:07:46,041 I'm only a half match. 192 00:07:46,143 --> 00:07:47,481 Hannah would probably do better 193 00:07:47,490 --> 00:07:49,364 getting back on the donor list and waiting. 194 00:07:52,374 --> 00:07:53,379 I know... 195 00:07:54,763 --> 00:07:55,777 when you gave her up, 196 00:07:56,530 --> 00:07:58,671 we promised to take care of her, 197 00:07:58,878 --> 00:07:59,920 to keep her safe, 198 00:08:00,399 --> 00:08:03,178 but I... I can't protect her from this. 199 00:08:03,723 --> 00:08:05,029 It's genetic. 200 00:08:05,808 --> 00:08:07,264 You have to take care of her. 201 00:08:07,620 --> 00:08:09,470 Every day we wait, she gets sicker. 202 00:08:09,706 --> 00:08:11,067 And... and if we're lucky, 203 00:08:11,377 --> 00:08:13,246 you... you could be better than a half match. 204 00:08:17,394 --> 00:08:18,398 Is she... 205 00:08:20,006 --> 00:08:21,010 she's here? 206 00:08:24,318 --> 00:08:25,652 God, she must be scared. 207 00:08:26,187 --> 00:08:27,680 She's upstairs with my mother. 208 00:08:29,241 --> 00:08:30,246 Can I... 209 00:08:34,386 --> 00:08:36,179 I'd... I'd like to meet her. 210 00:08:36,236 --> 00:08:38,499 We... we'd have to check with Hannah. 211 00:08:38,546 --> 00:08:40,532 But if she agrees, 212 00:08:41,245 --> 00:08:42,738 of course we'd be okay with it. 213 00:08:46,668 --> 00:08:47,673 Isobel... 214 00:08:48,740 --> 00:08:50,055 our daughter could die. 215 00:08:56,068 --> 00:08:57,928 Charles... This is Dr. Burke. 216 00:08:58,287 --> 00:09:00,090 I've invited him to assist on the surgery. 217 00:09:00,428 --> 00:09:02,907 How do you do, Dr. Burke? Oh, you're playing yourself? 218 00:09:02,996 --> 00:09:05,656 It distracts me from the fact that you're going to have 219 00:09:05,675 --> 00:09:07,703 your hands in my chest in a few hours. 220 00:09:07,731 --> 00:09:10,646 And this, Charles, is a former student of mine... 221 00:09:10,665 --> 00:09:13,429 A formidable chess player herself... Dr. Cristina Yang. 222 00:09:13,457 --> 00:09:15,204 Soon to be Dr. Cristina Burke. 223 00:09:15,722 --> 00:09:17,722 we're getting married next month. 224 00:09:18,266 --> 00:09:19,459 Congratulations. 225 00:09:19,571 --> 00:09:20,586 Thank you, sir. 226 00:09:21,132 --> 00:09:22,494 Perhaps you'd like to explain... 227 00:09:23,414 --> 00:09:25,095 The procedure, Dr. Yang. 228 00:09:25,123 --> 00:09:26,146 Absolutely. 229 00:09:26,785 --> 00:09:27,792 Mr. Redford, 230 00:09:27,952 --> 00:09:30,824 instead of replacing your current heart, 231 00:09:30,843 --> 00:09:32,739 we're going to attach it to the new heart, 232 00:09:32,758 --> 00:09:34,092 essentially piggybacking it. 233 00:09:34,496 --> 00:09:36,929 The two hearts pump together, share the workload. 234 00:09:36,938 --> 00:09:37,961 It's, uh... 235 00:09:38,363 --> 00:09:39,499 it's a perfect team. 236 00:09:40,260 --> 00:09:41,471 More accurately, 237 00:09:41,542 --> 00:09:43,477 the new heart will circulate blood to the body, 238 00:09:43,499 --> 00:09:46,456 while the native heart will pump blood to the lungs. 239 00:09:46,476 --> 00:09:48,550 More of a divide-and-conquer approach. 240 00:09:48,569 --> 00:09:49,808 Wouldn't you say, Dr. Yang? 241 00:09:50,872 --> 00:09:51,877 Sounds risky? 242 00:09:51,905 --> 00:09:53,999 All surgeries carry a degree of risk, 243 00:09:54,149 --> 00:09:56,005 but Dr. Marlowe pioneered the procedure. 244 00:09:56,024 --> 00:09:59,116 And Dr. Burke is one of the foremost cardiothoracic surgeons 245 00:09:59,126 --> 00:10:01,605 in the country. I'll be the one on point, of course. 246 00:10:01,623 --> 00:10:03,238 So you've nothing to worry about. 247 00:10:03,276 --> 00:10:06,262 You've picked the best man for the job. 248 00:10:08,472 --> 00:10:09,523 What was that? 249 00:10:09,621 --> 00:10:11,599 That was my smug, passive-aggressive, 250 00:10:11,608 --> 00:10:13,712 limey ex-boyfriend trying to show me 251 00:10:13,731 --> 00:10:15,065 I picked the wrong guy. 252 00:10:15,228 --> 00:10:16,815 I... I know, and I'm fine with it 253 00:10:16,834 --> 00:10:18,411 as long as I'm learning something. 254 00:10:18,449 --> 00:10:20,129 I was actually talking about you. 255 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:21,829 What was that? 256 00:10:21,943 --> 00:10:23,690 You're gonna have to put up with me 257 00:10:23,896 --> 00:10:25,605 being nice and sweet for a little while. 258 00:10:26,527 --> 00:10:27,917 That'll be a nice change of pace. 259 00:10:28,546 --> 00:10:29,563 Shut up. 260 00:10:29,878 --> 00:10:30,906 That's more like it. 261 00:10:32,206 --> 00:10:33,683 Hey, I saw Ava. 262 00:10:33,887 --> 00:10:35,092 She looks terrific. 263 00:10:35,158 --> 00:10:37,636 Yeah, yeah, she does. Sloan kicked it out. 264 00:10:37,821 --> 00:10:39,924 Yeah, well, you had something to do with that, too. 265 00:10:39,971 --> 00:10:41,154 Just doing my job. 266 00:10:41,406 --> 00:10:44,261 Jeez. You cannot take a compliment. 267 00:10:44,572 --> 00:10:47,275 Well, I just don't want people thinking... 268 00:10:47,294 --> 00:10:49,248 What, you're trying to build the perfect woman? 269 00:10:49,295 --> 00:10:51,254 Dr. Montgomery, the police just called. 270 00:10:51,273 --> 00:10:54,024 They're on their way over. They think they found Jane Doe's family. 271 00:10:54,711 --> 00:10:57,533 I'm sure you felt that you need to be even-handed when you announced 272 00:10:57,561 --> 00:10:59,612 you were looking for someone to take over as chief. 273 00:10:59,622 --> 00:11:01,439 Give everybody a shot at the brass ring. 274 00:11:01,890 --> 00:11:02,904 I did. 275 00:11:03,140 --> 00:11:05,196 Can we drop that ruse soon? It's not a ruse. 276 00:11:05,215 --> 00:11:06,657 You promised me the job when I came here. 277 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:07,885 It's why I came here. No you came 278 00:11:07,895 --> 00:11:10,158 'cause your marriage fell apart, you'd to get the hell outta dodge. 279 00:11:10,177 --> 00:11:11,814 We had an understanding, now you're having me 280 00:11:11,815 --> 00:11:13,819 jump through hoops with other attending in this hospital. 281 00:11:13,828 --> 00:11:15,626 And I hear you're giving Marlowe special privileges 282 00:11:15,635 --> 00:11:16,699 to do a piggyback surgery. 283 00:11:16,700 --> 00:11:18,361 This is a teaching hospital, Derek. 284 00:11:22,683 --> 00:11:24,674 My interview didn't go as well as I had hoped. 285 00:11:24,802 --> 00:11:26,239 I would like your support with the board. 286 00:11:26,267 --> 00:11:27,779 You know my credentials. You know I'm ready. 287 00:11:27,807 --> 00:11:29,670 I only have one vote. It's a strong vote. 288 00:11:34,905 --> 00:11:36,144 I'm not feeling well. 289 00:11:37,684 --> 00:11:39,008 What's wrong with that girl? 290 00:11:49,858 --> 00:11:52,346 Look, I can't talk to you when you're making all that noise, 291 00:11:52,365 --> 00:11:54,514 so pull it together and get out here. 292 00:11:55,716 --> 00:11:56,720 Now. 293 00:12:11,117 --> 00:12:12,638 I have an 11-year-old daughter. 294 00:12:15,300 --> 00:12:17,328 She needs a bone marrow transplant. 295 00:12:19,535 --> 00:12:21,178 I'm potentially a good match. 296 00:12:23,368 --> 00:12:24,968 Please don't tell anybody. Please. 297 00:12:25,034 --> 00:12:26,837 This isn't a chapter of my history that... 298 00:12:26,846 --> 00:12:27,892 I understand. 299 00:12:33,987 --> 00:12:35,246 She's here... 300 00:12:36,485 --> 00:12:37,499 my kid... 301 00:12:38,839 --> 00:12:40,670 and I'm supposed to go up to pediatrics 302 00:12:40,689 --> 00:12:42,670 and meet her right now, and... 303 00:12:46,673 --> 00:12:48,654 I mean, I've thought about this moment... 304 00:12:49,819 --> 00:12:52,532 what I would look like... 305 00:12:54,276 --> 00:12:55,478 what I would say. 306 00:12:58,316 --> 00:12:59,790 But I thought I would be older, 307 00:13:00,532 --> 00:13:02,006 more together, more mature. 308 00:13:02,663 --> 00:13:04,090 I thought she would be older. 309 00:13:04,334 --> 00:13:06,504 And I never thought that she would be sick. 310 00:13:10,408 --> 00:13:12,276 Oh, God. I don't know what to do. 311 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,694 I don't know what to do. What do I do? 312 00:13:19,967 --> 00:13:21,103 We love our Shannon, 313 00:13:21,310 --> 00:13:24,230 but we never got along wither husband. 314 00:13:25,222 --> 00:13:26,912 So she has a husband? Had. 315 00:13:27,205 --> 00:13:29,936 One day while she was at work, he packed up and disappeared. 316 00:13:30,095 --> 00:13:32,872 He didn't want a baby. But she went after him, 317 00:13:32,919 --> 00:13:34,311 even pregnant like that. 318 00:13:34,321 --> 00:13:35,767 We hadn't heard from her in months, 319 00:13:35,776 --> 00:13:38,503 and then today we saw her picture on TV. 320 00:13:38,665 --> 00:13:40,862 Mr. and Mrs. Waring, uh, the woman we found, 321 00:13:40,871 --> 00:13:42,579 if she is your daughter... Well, 322 00:13:43,208 --> 00:13:45,735 her nose is different, and her chin, but they said that 323 00:13:45,866 --> 00:13:48,675 they said that her face had been, you know, changed. 324 00:13:48,694 --> 00:13:50,760 Do you happen to know your daughter's blood type? 325 00:13:51,164 --> 00:13:52,610 She's B-positive. 326 00:13:52,741 --> 00:13:55,672 Any medical conditions, surgeries we should know about? 327 00:13:56,133 --> 00:13:58,489 Um, she had her tonsils out when she was 12. 328 00:14:00,245 --> 00:14:01,259 It's her, isn't it? 329 00:14:01,829 --> 00:14:02,833 It's Shannon. 330 00:14:08,549 --> 00:14:09,554 Susan. 331 00:14:09,855 --> 00:14:12,122 Meredith, hi. I'm so glad I found you. 332 00:14:12,144 --> 00:14:14,059 Twice in one day. Is this a bad time? 333 00:14:14,087 --> 00:14:15,365 I know you're always busy, but... 334 00:14:15,374 --> 00:14:16,548 Yeah, no, I'm busy. I'm at work. 335 00:14:16,567 --> 00:14:18,228 Okay, I was, um... 336 00:14:19,095 --> 00:14:20,729 You know I'd really just love to talk with you. 337 00:14:20,755 --> 00:14:22,943 I would love to find a time for you and me to sit down... 338 00:14:22,962 --> 00:14:25,159 I'm sorry. This is too much. 339 00:14:25,361 --> 00:14:27,417 Way too much. You keep showing up. 340 00:14:27,493 --> 00:14:29,727 I cannot be your daughter or your charity case 341 00:14:29,736 --> 00:14:31,480 or the thing that you need to fix. 342 00:14:31,869 --> 00:14:33,522 I'm not trying to... No, no. 343 00:14:33,606 --> 00:14:35,137 Stop talking, okay? 344 00:14:35,268 --> 00:14:36,404 Stop mothering. 345 00:14:36,846 --> 00:14:37,850 Just stop. 346 00:14:40,763 --> 00:14:43,297 She is mid-30s, brunette and 8 months pregnant. 347 00:14:43,419 --> 00:14:45,287 If you recognize her, please... 348 00:14:46,679 --> 00:14:48,238 My glamour shot's been on the news 349 00:14:48,247 --> 00:14:49,598 at least a dozen times already. 350 00:14:49,608 --> 00:14:50,741 Admit it... you're gonna miss me 351 00:14:50,759 --> 00:14:52,659 when my fancy family shows up to take me away. 352 00:14:52,668 --> 00:14:54,562 You don't know they're fancy. Open up. 353 00:14:55,214 --> 00:14:56,523 Why, what's wrong with my throat? 354 00:14:56,542 --> 00:14:58,260 How would I know? I haven't even seen it yet. 355 00:14:58,269 --> 00:15:00,194 Now open up. No, not till you tell me... 356 00:15:01,738 --> 00:15:02,752 Wait. 357 00:15:03,531 --> 00:15:05,860 Someone has recognized me, haven't they? 358 00:15:06,539 --> 00:15:10,135 Alex... Alex, you have to tell me who it is please. 359 00:15:10,269 --> 00:15:12,241 Their daughter's blood type is B-positive. 360 00:15:12,523 --> 00:15:13,886 She's your age. She's pregnant. 361 00:15:13,904 --> 00:15:15,435 Your height, your hair color, 362 00:15:15,726 --> 00:15:17,153 and she has no tonsils. 363 00:15:17,852 --> 00:15:19,120 So now are you gonna open up? 364 00:15:19,129 --> 00:15:20,902 Yes. Please tell me I have no tonsils. 365 00:15:20,977 --> 00:15:22,104 Say ah. Ah. 366 00:15:24,791 --> 00:15:25,791 No tonsils. 367 00:15:26,707 --> 00:15:27,787 Shannon? 368 00:15:28,430 --> 00:15:30,590 Mr. and Mrs. Waring, I asked you to wait. 369 00:15:30,712 --> 00:15:32,384 I have tests to complete... Alex... 370 00:15:33,342 --> 00:15:34,347 It's okay. 371 00:15:35,147 --> 00:15:36,151 Your name... 372 00:15:38,613 --> 00:15:39,786 Is Shannon Marie. 373 00:15:40,488 --> 00:15:42,319 Marie was my mother's name... 374 00:15:43,238 --> 00:15:44,449 Your grandmother. 375 00:15:46,299 --> 00:15:47,961 Shannon Marie. 376 00:15:53,915 --> 00:15:56,107 Okay, discharge beds one and three. 377 00:15:56,127 --> 00:15:57,375 Two needs a social worker. 378 00:15:57,394 --> 00:15:58,802 Hold this down for me, O'Malley. 379 00:15:58,811 --> 00:16:00,642 I'm gonna be out for a while. Why? 380 00:16:01,870 --> 00:16:03,785 What's going on with Iz? What's going on with Stevens 381 00:16:03,795 --> 00:16:05,128 is none of your concern. 382 00:16:05,137 --> 00:16:07,051 What is your concern? Sick people... 383 00:16:07,070 --> 00:16:09,624 All these sick people... until I get back. Understand? 384 00:16:11,012 --> 00:16:13,509 Dr. Bailey, just did a consult in trauma one. 385 00:16:13,519 --> 00:16:14,841 The guy has a perf. Can I scrub in? 386 00:16:14,850 --> 00:16:16,352 No, you cannot scrub in. 387 00:16:16,437 --> 00:16:18,155 Uh, you're here with O'Malley for now. 388 00:16:22,555 --> 00:16:23,869 Hey, what's wrong with Izzie? 389 00:16:25,885 --> 00:16:27,847 Beds 7 through 13. Start with number 8. 390 00:16:27,894 --> 00:16:29,425 He doesn't have much bladder control. 391 00:16:30,078 --> 00:16:31,083 First, Mr. Redford, 392 00:16:31,092 --> 00:16:33,280 while Dr. Marlowe is preparing the surgical area, 393 00:16:33,308 --> 00:16:34,998 I will be examing the donor heart. 394 00:16:35,158 --> 00:16:36,258 Actually, I'm sorry. 395 00:16:36,315 --> 00:16:37,695 I'll examine the donor heart. 396 00:16:37,761 --> 00:16:40,765 I want to be sure the I.V.C. orifice is oversewn. 397 00:16:44,058 --> 00:16:45,345 Well, carry on. 398 00:16:45,823 --> 00:16:48,903 Then I'll open your chest and put you on bypass, 399 00:16:49,110 --> 00:16:51,477 at which point we will connect the left atrium 400 00:16:51,486 --> 00:16:53,956 then the right atrium... Superior vena cava. 401 00:16:54,135 --> 00:16:56,604 It simplifies the subsequent cardiac biopsies. 402 00:16:56,943 --> 00:16:58,392 You didn't read my article in the... 403 00:16:58,411 --> 00:17:00,627 "cardiothoracic monthly" last year. 404 00:17:01,248 --> 00:17:02,253 Did you? Huh? 405 00:17:02,281 --> 00:17:04,178 Well, I think Cristina has a copy of it. 406 00:17:04,204 --> 00:17:06,159 Cristina, may I? Oh, of course. 407 00:17:09,687 --> 00:17:12,964 Oh, what on earth is that? 408 00:17:13,368 --> 00:17:15,246 Oh, testing colors. 409 00:17:15,594 --> 00:17:16,928 For the big day, I assume? 410 00:17:17,078 --> 00:17:18,359 I'm thinking, um... 411 00:17:19,111 --> 00:17:20,200 coral. 412 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:23,348 Chief, come here. I want to show you something. 413 00:17:23,442 --> 00:17:24,550 I'm busy, Sloan. 414 00:17:24,569 --> 00:17:26,818 I need an update on my patient in room 3129. 415 00:17:26,827 --> 00:17:28,086 Oh, hi. Hi. 416 00:17:28,105 --> 00:17:29,880 Okay. I have that right here. 417 00:17:32,651 --> 00:17:34,736 I like those sneakers. You a runner? 418 00:17:35,203 --> 00:17:36,208 Yeah. 419 00:17:36,349 --> 00:17:37,353 Me, too. 420 00:17:37,381 --> 00:17:38,912 Maybe we should go running some time. 421 00:17:40,602 --> 00:17:41,607 Sure. 422 00:17:42,472 --> 00:17:45,149 Anything else I can help you with, Dr. Sloan? 423 00:17:45,843 --> 00:17:47,111 No. All good. 424 00:17:50,484 --> 00:17:51,526 Wingman. 425 00:17:53,029 --> 00:17:54,080 Wingman. 426 00:17:55,882 --> 00:17:57,168 Hannah is in there right now? 427 00:17:57,300 --> 00:17:58,304 She is. 428 00:18:05,948 --> 00:18:08,427 You see her, you'll know what to do. 429 00:18:09,552 --> 00:18:11,805 Must be nice to know she has parents like this, 430 00:18:11,824 --> 00:18:12,913 who fight for her, 431 00:18:13,146 --> 00:18:15,390 think about what she wants, 432 00:18:15,409 --> 00:18:17,390 try to make her happy like you would've. 433 00:18:21,697 --> 00:18:23,984 Doesn't mean you don't want that girl to want you. 434 00:18:37,115 --> 00:18:38,129 I'm... 435 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,062 She's so, so tired. 436 00:18:41,072 --> 00:18:43,829 We left it up to Hannah, and, uh, she's just not ready. 437 00:18:43,867 --> 00:18:45,632 I'm sorry. We don't want to force it. 438 00:18:45,992 --> 00:18:48,443 Maybe another time? When she's feeling better. 439 00:18:48,452 --> 00:18:49,456 No, of course. 440 00:18:49,958 --> 00:18:50,972 I understand. 441 00:18:52,455 --> 00:18:55,056 I'm sorry, but... the transplant? 442 00:18:58,674 --> 00:18:59,679 Stevens. 443 00:19:02,207 --> 00:19:03,672 Hey, look at me. Look at me. 444 00:19:04,711 --> 00:19:05,715 Your girl... 445 00:19:05,762 --> 00:19:08,006 you can want her to want you all day long, 446 00:19:08,014 --> 00:19:09,180 but she has to be here 447 00:19:09,199 --> 00:19:10,964 if she's ever gonna have that chance again. 448 00:19:15,434 --> 00:19:16,439 I'm sorry. 449 00:19:16,993 --> 00:19:18,964 Of course. Yeah. I'm ready. Let's get started. 450 00:19:22,801 --> 00:19:24,435 Hey, guess what. I'm a teacher. 451 00:19:24,932 --> 00:19:28,556 I teach second grade at north bend elementary. 452 00:19:28,631 --> 00:19:30,190 Oh. Or at least I did until... 453 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:32,230 You can get your job back whenever you want. 454 00:19:32,390 --> 00:19:34,944 They love you there. When will we be able to take her home? 455 00:19:35,631 --> 00:19:37,049 You want to take her back to... 456 00:19:37,067 --> 00:19:39,152 North bend. We've got a room all setup for her. 457 00:19:39,430 --> 00:19:42,276 Your mom's got all of your books and your letters and diaries. 458 00:19:42,286 --> 00:19:45,020 I kept diaries? About 800 of them. 459 00:19:45,356 --> 00:19:47,206 So even if you don't remember everything now, 460 00:19:47,619 --> 00:19:48,623 you will. 461 00:19:50,452 --> 00:19:51,523 Hear that? 462 00:19:52,405 --> 00:19:53,409 I can go, right? 463 00:19:53,433 --> 00:19:55,260 Well, you're still getting I.V. antibiotics, 464 00:19:55,269 --> 00:19:57,473 and we're monitoring the baby very closely right now. 465 00:19:57,486 --> 00:19:59,396 Yeah, but you can make it happen, right? 466 00:20:01,062 --> 00:20:03,961 Come on, Alex. Don't doctor me. Help me get outta here. 467 00:20:03,979 --> 00:20:06,655 Dr. Montgomery's got you on strict bed rest until your delivery. 468 00:20:09,488 --> 00:20:11,723 But I'll ask. Maybe... maybe you can do it from home. 469 00:20:12,794 --> 00:20:13,995 Home. Wouah. 470 00:20:17,637 --> 00:20:18,782 Hey. Hey. 471 00:20:19,285 --> 00:20:21,693 You okay? You look... Horrible. I'm in a horrible mood. 472 00:20:21,735 --> 00:20:22,740 I yelled at Susan. 473 00:20:22,759 --> 00:20:25,182 I think I scared off my fake mommy forever. 474 00:20:25,323 --> 00:20:27,323 Mm. Need cheering up? 475 00:20:27,698 --> 00:20:28,712 No. 476 00:20:30,107 --> 00:20:31,910 Me either. It's gonna be ok. 477 00:20:32,182 --> 00:20:33,881 You think? Yeah, Susan will be okay. 478 00:20:40,921 --> 00:20:42,129 How'd it go with the chief? 479 00:20:42,147 --> 00:20:43,687 Uh, about as well as you and Susan. 480 00:20:43,697 --> 00:20:45,068 Wow. We make a good team. 481 00:20:50,772 --> 00:20:51,784 I've been waiting for you 482 00:20:51,793 --> 00:20:53,713 in really-old-guy's room for 20 minutes. What gives? 483 00:20:53,732 --> 00:20:55,740 Sorry. We decided to eat down here today. 484 00:20:55,749 --> 00:20:57,420 Nobody told me. Anybody... 485 00:20:58,547 --> 00:20:59,552 Move. 486 00:20:59,684 --> 00:21:01,374 Anybody know what's going on with Izzie? 487 00:21:02,228 --> 00:21:03,393 Something's going on. 488 00:21:03,630 --> 00:21:05,264 Why don't you just ask her yourself? 489 00:21:05,292 --> 00:21:07,184 Fine. I would if I knew where she was. 490 00:21:07,423 --> 00:21:08,503 I brought you lunch. 491 00:21:12,687 --> 00:21:14,274 You've got stuff on your hands. 492 00:21:14,565 --> 00:21:16,278 I'm trying to scare away cardio god. 493 00:21:16,298 --> 00:21:17,498 With pretty, pretty fingers? 494 00:21:17,517 --> 00:21:19,311 He takes my rook, I take his bishop. 495 00:21:19,653 --> 00:21:20,695 Hey, pouty head. 496 00:21:20,771 --> 00:21:23,926 Oh, are you so sad 'cause no-face girl's family is taking her home? 497 00:21:23,944 --> 00:21:26,160 Really? Someone claimed Ava? Yeah, her parents. 498 00:21:26,175 --> 00:21:28,452 She must be so relieved. Yeah, unless they suck. 499 00:21:28,564 --> 00:21:31,091 Can you imagine, you can't remember a family and they show up, 500 00:21:31,100 --> 00:21:33,232 and it turns out they're psycho killers? 501 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:34,409 Or over sharers. 502 00:21:34,442 --> 00:21:35,818 Whatever. She's a patient. 503 00:21:35,837 --> 00:21:38,128 I don't give a crap who her parents are, where she goes. 504 00:21:38,269 --> 00:21:39,283 Can we move on? 505 00:21:40,194 --> 00:21:41,302 One second. 506 00:21:43,244 --> 00:21:44,249 What's up with Izzie? 507 00:21:44,258 --> 00:21:46,530 I told you, it's none of your concern. No, it is my concern. 508 00:21:46,549 --> 00:21:47,582 I demand to know. 509 00:21:48,173 --> 00:21:50,729 I hope I didn't just hear you say youdemand. 510 00:21:50,964 --> 00:21:53,273 Well, are you her father? Are you her husband? 511 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,475 Then stay here and keep your mind on your job. 512 00:21:56,504 --> 00:21:57,508 You hear me? 513 00:21:59,435 --> 00:22:00,440 Grey. 514 00:22:00,985 --> 00:22:03,594 Uh, look, I need to be upstairs, so... 515 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:06,392 do not let this out of your sight. 516 00:22:06,571 --> 00:22:09,504 Walk this to the lab, watch the lab run the test, 517 00:22:09,598 --> 00:22:12,425 bring the test results directly to me, nobody else. 518 00:22:15,805 --> 00:22:17,476 It's Izzie. What's the matter? 519 00:22:17,551 --> 00:22:20,490 You will be discreet and not ask a bunch of questions. 520 00:22:20,509 --> 00:22:24,452 Now this is a private matter. She needs these results now. 521 00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:26,058 Okay. 522 00:22:35,659 --> 00:22:37,492 Wow. That's a big needle. 523 00:22:37,539 --> 00:22:39,416 It's standard. You should start to feel 524 00:22:39,439 --> 00:22:42,397 numb about ten minutes after I inject the lidocaine, okay? 525 00:22:42,444 --> 00:22:45,000 Yeah. No, I know. I've given epidurals before. 526 00:22:45,019 --> 00:22:46,465 I know that's the needle. 527 00:22:47,123 --> 00:22:49,358 It's just that somehow it seems so much bigger 528 00:22:49,435 --> 00:22:50,742 now that it's going into my spine. 529 00:22:50,777 --> 00:22:52,505 Little stick. Oh, my God. 530 00:22:52,739 --> 00:22:54,852 You sure I can't call someone? One of your friends? 531 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:56,731 You're gonna need somebody to hold your hand. 532 00:22:57,586 --> 00:22:59,774 No. Thank you. 533 00:23:00,253 --> 00:23:01,276 Look, you sure? 534 00:23:06,939 --> 00:23:09,028 Yeah, well, I can take a lot of pressure, 535 00:23:09,047 --> 00:23:11,357 just... It's rough as sandpaper. 536 00:23:14,110 --> 00:23:15,115 A little pressure. 537 00:23:20,936 --> 00:23:21,941 Tell me where she is. 538 00:23:21,950 --> 00:23:23,603 I can't. If she wanted you to know... 539 00:23:23,604 --> 00:23:24,711 She does. She just... 540 00:23:25,917 --> 00:23:27,739 we're just having one of our stupid fights. 541 00:23:29,003 --> 00:23:30,905 You know how wrong it is if she's really in trouble 542 00:23:30,923 --> 00:23:32,783 and I'm not there because we're being idiots? 543 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:35,619 Come on. 544 00:23:36,205 --> 00:23:37,295 Meredith, please. 545 00:23:39,931 --> 00:23:42,100 She's upstairs in procedure room "A." 546 00:23:42,170 --> 00:23:43,864 That's all I know. Thank you. 547 00:23:49,155 --> 00:23:50,175 So... 548 00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,372 Dr. Montgomery says you can take your daughter home. 549 00:23:52,401 --> 00:23:54,539 But she wants to talk to her local O.B.-G.Y.N. 550 00:23:54,564 --> 00:23:55,982 There are some things she wants to go over 551 00:23:56,010 --> 00:23:57,882 before we release her. I can't. 552 00:23:58,822 --> 00:24:01,806 Okay. Well, I can go through all this with your husband if... 553 00:24:01,815 --> 00:24:03,505 No, you don't understand. 554 00:24:04,784 --> 00:24:06,071 I can't take her home. 555 00:24:09,284 --> 00:24:10,871 That girl is not my daughter. 556 00:24:15,190 --> 00:24:18,402 She does look an awful lot like shannon. 557 00:24:19,578 --> 00:24:22,048 Sometimes she even sounds like her. 558 00:24:22,941 --> 00:24:26,219 You know, with the surgery and, uh, the loss of memories... 559 00:24:26,484 --> 00:24:29,019 A mother knows her own child, Dr. Karev. 560 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:30,681 And that is not my child. 561 00:24:31,523 --> 00:24:33,138 But your husband, he's... Look, 562 00:24:33,401 --> 00:24:35,572 if that's not Shannon, we still don't know 563 00:24:35,581 --> 00:24:37,694 where our girl is. Do you understand? 564 00:24:38,079 --> 00:24:39,807 He needs it to be her. 565 00:24:41,980 --> 00:24:43,529 How am I supposed to tell him? 566 00:24:43,698 --> 00:24:45,031 How do I tell either of them? 567 00:24:45,773 --> 00:24:48,064 Mrs. Waring... Dr. Karev... 568 00:24:50,045 --> 00:24:52,298 Would you ask my husband to meet me in the lobby? 569 00:24:52,841 --> 00:24:54,343 You need to face her. Please... 570 00:24:54,728 --> 00:24:56,118 Tell her I'm sorry. 571 00:25:00,720 --> 00:25:01,818 Things have changed. 572 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,659 No, no. Nothing has changed. 573 00:25:03,743 --> 00:25:05,029 I deserve your support, Richard. 574 00:25:05,038 --> 00:25:07,011 Tell me I have it. That I didn't move to Seattle for nothing. 575 00:25:07,020 --> 00:25:09,014 You moved to seattle to start a new life, 576 00:25:10,006 --> 00:25:11,039 and you did. 577 00:25:11,862 --> 00:25:12,983 You have a fantastic woman 578 00:25:12,984 --> 00:25:14,550 who love you. It's not bout my personal life. 579 00:25:14,551 --> 00:25:16,031 But my career. You know what being chief 580 00:25:16,050 --> 00:25:17,055 will do to your life? 581 00:25:17,073 --> 00:25:19,468 Why the hell do you think I'm getting a divorce 582 00:25:20,031 --> 00:25:21,702 or dyeing my hair? 583 00:25:22,512 --> 00:25:24,970 You can't do it all, not if you want to be chief. 584 00:25:24,979 --> 00:25:26,566 You couldn't do it all. Neither can you. 585 00:25:26,575 --> 00:25:28,010 Don't put your mistake on me. 586 00:25:28,100 --> 00:25:29,931 Don't. I am the best candidate for this job. 587 00:25:29,955 --> 00:25:32,167 You know it and I know it and that is the only factor 588 00:25:32,189 --> 00:25:33,678 you need to take into consideration. 589 00:25:33,688 --> 00:25:35,828 I don't need your protection, Richard and I don't want it. 590 00:25:35,847 --> 00:25:37,519 I'm not trying to protect you, Derek. 591 00:25:37,537 --> 00:25:38,880 I told Ellis... 592 00:25:43,042 --> 00:25:46,018 I promised her that I would look after her daughter. 593 00:25:55,874 --> 00:25:58,215 O'Malley, did Stevens ask for you here? 594 00:25:58,234 --> 00:25:59,652 No! No, I did not. 595 00:25:59,734 --> 00:26:01,950 Then you need to turn yourself... You're giving bone marrow? 596 00:26:01,968 --> 00:26:03,921 This is a private matter. I'm not leaving. 597 00:26:04,646 --> 00:26:05,791 George. No. 598 00:26:07,829 --> 00:26:08,836 Make me. 599 00:26:09,948 --> 00:26:11,507 Sorry, I'm starting now. 600 00:26:11,530 --> 00:26:14,051 Just let me know when you're gonna do stuff, okay? 601 00:26:16,188 --> 00:26:17,230 You're okay. 602 00:26:20,061 --> 00:26:21,065 I got it here. 603 00:26:26,615 --> 00:26:28,183 Fine. Stevens, I'm going. 604 00:26:28,295 --> 00:26:29,818 Unless you need me to call security. 605 00:26:30,710 --> 00:26:31,715 I'll manage. 606 00:26:34,561 --> 00:26:35,561 Thank you. 607 00:26:42,873 --> 00:26:43,897 You said back off. 608 00:26:43,916 --> 00:26:46,680 You didn't tell me you were having a hole drilled in your damn hip. 609 00:26:48,940 --> 00:26:49,945 For who? 610 00:26:52,921 --> 00:26:54,245 What's this private matter? 611 00:26:56,443 --> 00:26:58,612 Okay, I'm going in when you're ready. 612 00:26:59,955 --> 00:27:01,044 Yeah? 613 00:27:10,669 --> 00:27:11,693 Hey, Callie. 614 00:27:12,890 --> 00:27:14,632 So if you could just take these two, 615 00:27:14,664 --> 00:27:16,241 then that'll free me up... Oh, no. 616 00:27:16,251 --> 00:27:17,705 I'm not here to work. I'm... 617 00:27:17,733 --> 00:27:19,365 I'm, uh, I'm... I'm sorry. 618 00:27:19,380 --> 00:27:20,625 I haven't slept in like 2 days, 619 00:27:20,635 --> 00:27:21,938 and, I'm actually looking for George. 620 00:27:21,956 --> 00:27:23,478 We're supposed to meet up for coffee. 621 00:27:23,797 --> 00:27:27,197 So... He's, uh, with Izzie, I think. 622 00:27:27,216 --> 00:27:28,465 So if you're not here to work, 623 00:27:28,474 --> 00:27:30,305 I'm st gonna take these back. Thanks. 624 00:27:35,344 --> 00:27:36,349 15-blade. 625 00:27:38,256 --> 00:27:39,261 Suction, please. 626 00:27:41,425 --> 00:27:42,933 Dr. Burke, you're not using 627 00:27:42,941 --> 00:27:45,985 the superior-transseptal approach for the atriotomy, are you? 628 00:27:46,169 --> 00:27:47,183 Is that a problem? 629 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:50,019 Not at all unless your intention is to kill the patient. 630 00:27:53,059 --> 00:27:54,273 Dr. Marlowe, from what I've read... 631 00:27:54,274 --> 00:27:55,642 Reading about a procedure is one thing 632 00:27:55,645 --> 00:27:57,308 and performg it, is quite another. 633 00:27:57,321 --> 00:27:58,325 It was my mistake. 634 00:27:58,326 --> 00:28:00,143 I should never have allowed you to scrub in. 635 00:28:00,373 --> 00:28:01,875 I think it best from this point on 636 00:28:02,170 --> 00:28:04,208 that you simply observe. 637 00:28:10,338 --> 00:28:11,399 Suction, please. 638 00:28:14,216 --> 00:28:15,220 Hurry up. 639 00:28:18,697 --> 00:28:20,219 You should use the wheelchair. 640 00:28:20,613 --> 00:28:22,604 You're gonna be sore. I'm aware. 641 00:28:23,298 --> 00:28:25,045 I'm fine now. Thank you. 642 00:28:26,590 --> 00:28:28,371 Uh, you mean pantless but fine? 643 00:28:28,859 --> 00:28:29,911 Crap. 644 00:28:40,323 --> 00:28:41,490 Stand. 645 00:29:00,787 --> 00:29:02,730 I got it. Okay. Okay. 646 00:29:15,675 --> 00:29:16,764 Hannah... 647 00:29:17,956 --> 00:29:19,027 An 11-year-old girl. 648 00:29:19,036 --> 00:29:20,839 That's the private matter. She's mine. 649 00:29:23,073 --> 00:29:24,077 Don't... 650 00:29:25,505 --> 00:29:26,509 don't look at me. 651 00:29:31,868 --> 00:29:33,621 My mother wanted me to keep her. 652 00:29:36,442 --> 00:29:38,414 But I knew... even at 16... 653 00:29:38,424 --> 00:29:40,555 I knew that baby deserved better 654 00:29:41,158 --> 00:29:44,163 than life... at a Chehalis trailer park. 655 00:29:46,247 --> 00:29:47,693 And now she's here and... 656 00:29:50,035 --> 00:29:52,330 And she might be dying and she doesn't want to meet me. 657 00:29:57,551 --> 00:29:58,799 Oh, crap. 658 00:30:03,147 --> 00:30:05,748 I didn't think I really cared until she said no. 659 00:30:08,972 --> 00:30:09,988 How about that? 660 00:30:21,119 --> 00:30:22,987 I can say hail marys until... 661 00:30:24,961 --> 00:30:27,703 Until I turn into mary, but I still miss you. 662 00:30:29,915 --> 00:30:30,920 Not the... 663 00:30:33,409 --> 00:30:34,632 the sex. 664 00:30:36,863 --> 00:30:38,743 It was not tragic, George. 665 00:30:40,282 --> 00:30:41,531 But I'll live without it. 666 00:30:44,594 --> 00:30:46,876 I won't make it if you can't be my friend. 667 00:30:48,721 --> 00:30:49,726 If we can't... 668 00:30:58,616 --> 00:30:59,762 what you did today... 669 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:02,093 you should be proud. 670 00:31:06,181 --> 00:31:08,660 I'll get an orderly to take you downstairs. 671 00:31:08,876 --> 00:31:10,191 But I have to go. 672 00:31:14,316 --> 00:31:15,433 You understand? 673 00:31:47,877 --> 00:31:49,004 Some surgery. 674 00:31:51,668 --> 00:31:53,607 And Colin was... Brillant. 675 00:31:55,025 --> 00:31:56,181 He's a gifted surgeon. 676 00:32:01,152 --> 00:32:02,889 Listen, I had a question. 677 00:32:04,085 --> 00:32:06,203 When you moved the atrium to the vena cava, 678 00:32:06,212 --> 00:32:09,471 why did you switch from 3-0 to 5-0 sutures? 679 00:32:10,292 --> 00:32:12,072 You want to use the finest sutures you can 680 00:32:12,091 --> 00:32:13,400 for vascular structures. 681 00:32:14,367 --> 00:32:17,269 A delicate tissue demands a delicate touch. 682 00:32:18,823 --> 00:32:19,828 Right. 683 00:32:20,513 --> 00:32:21,565 That makes sense. 684 00:32:22,044 --> 00:32:23,049 Thank you. 685 00:32:23,743 --> 00:32:24,748 Of course. 686 00:32:26,672 --> 00:32:27,958 I'll see you at home? Yeah. 687 00:32:38,286 --> 00:32:40,653 How long have you been standing there? Long enough. 688 00:32:40,962 --> 00:32:42,944 We've been playing our little game all day long. 689 00:32:43,908 --> 00:32:45,307 But what I just saw... 690 00:32:46,697 --> 00:32:47,711 that was real. 691 00:32:47,730 --> 00:32:49,580 The question you asked him about the sutures, 692 00:32:49,589 --> 00:32:51,758 that was from my paper the paper you helped me write. 693 00:32:51,768 --> 00:32:53,191 You already knew the answer. 694 00:32:55,105 --> 00:32:56,804 The Cristina Yang I knew... 695 00:32:57,845 --> 00:32:59,948 was concerned with excellence. 696 00:33:01,673 --> 00:33:03,818 She would never play the part of the helpless girl 697 00:33:03,819 --> 00:33:05,771 trying to build up a grown man's ego. 698 00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,577 What has become of you? I have learned that sometimes 699 00:33:08,823 --> 00:33:10,367 you have to think about other people. 700 00:33:11,426 --> 00:33:12,571 You've compromised yourself. 701 00:33:12,646 --> 00:33:13,651 No. 702 00:33:15,161 --> 00:33:16,718 I'm going home. You're right. 703 00:33:16,737 --> 00:33:18,755 It's senseless, coming here, 704 00:33:18,774 --> 00:33:20,401 chasing after a job that was beneath me 705 00:33:20,502 --> 00:33:22,126 just so I could be near a woman who... 706 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,711 a woman who apparently no longer exists. 707 00:33:31,904 --> 00:33:34,082 Best of luck... with the wedding. 708 00:33:47,403 --> 00:33:48,435 No, there they are. 709 00:33:50,257 --> 00:33:53,121 Come on. I can't. I... I can't. 710 00:33:53,269 --> 00:33:55,276 You look. Please. You look for me. 711 00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:56,440 Okay. 712 00:34:00,835 --> 00:34:02,985 she's getting the infusion. You did it. 713 00:34:03,765 --> 00:34:04,779 Is she, um... 714 00:34:06,052 --> 00:34:07,057 How does she look? 715 00:34:07,555 --> 00:34:09,386 You can... you can see for yourself. 716 00:34:09,649 --> 00:34:11,217 It's okay. She can't see us from here. 717 00:34:19,332 --> 00:34:20,496 She's got your eyes... 718 00:34:21,660 --> 00:34:22,693 And your mouth. 719 00:34:25,737 --> 00:34:28,282 That means she probably talks a lot and eats a lot then. 720 00:34:34,299 --> 00:34:36,121 If she's in pain, she's not letting on. 721 00:34:38,613 --> 00:34:39,702 Man, she's tough. 722 00:35:01,424 --> 00:35:02,926 That's her, George. That's Hannah. 723 00:35:07,821 --> 00:35:09,230 She's beautiful, don't you think? 724 00:35:09,249 --> 00:35:11,709 She's really... beautiful. 725 00:35:15,349 --> 00:35:16,786 Yeah, she's a heartbreaker. 726 00:35:26,781 --> 00:35:27,898 Need some help with that? 727 00:35:28,263 --> 00:35:29,917 I know you didn't just wander in here 728 00:35:29,926 --> 00:35:31,401 to help me change pillowcases. 729 00:35:32,811 --> 00:35:34,501 You warned me she could become a problem. 730 00:35:34,613 --> 00:35:35,618 Who, Meredith? 731 00:35:37,368 --> 00:35:39,922 You know, you love somebody, you think you can handle it all. 732 00:35:39,969 --> 00:35:41,584 You've done all right. Both of you. 733 00:35:41,612 --> 00:35:43,180 I came out here to be chief, 734 00:35:44,378 --> 00:35:45,777 and Meredith complicates that. 735 00:35:47,101 --> 00:35:49,045 Well, if this turns into an either/or, 736 00:35:49,496 --> 00:35:50,942 you pick the person you love, 737 00:35:51,111 --> 00:35:52,146 end of story. 738 00:35:53,424 --> 00:35:56,213 Look, all of this means nothing if you're alone. 739 00:36:07,672 --> 00:36:09,015 Oh, crap! 740 00:36:09,683 --> 00:36:11,627 Our coffee. I'm... I'm sorry. 741 00:36:12,005 --> 00:36:13,517 I've... I forgot. I got... 742 00:36:14,477 --> 00:36:16,552 I got so busy... Oh, yeah? With what? 743 00:36:17,462 --> 00:36:18,626 Oh, j... the clinic, 744 00:36:18,889 --> 00:36:20,720 patients and... well, you know how it is. 745 00:36:24,081 --> 00:36:25,199 Oh, man. 746 00:36:27,718 --> 00:36:29,333 Yeah, I know how it is, so... 747 00:36:30,216 --> 00:36:31,921 I'm really tired. I'm really, really tired. 748 00:36:31,939 --> 00:36:33,573 So I'll just... I'll see you at home. 749 00:36:41,045 --> 00:36:42,069 Solitaire. 750 00:36:42,463 --> 00:36:44,679 My dad taught me. That sounds so weird. 751 00:36:45,222 --> 00:36:46,227 "My dad." 752 00:36:47,275 --> 00:36:48,291 Good weird, though. 753 00:36:48,827 --> 00:36:51,024 So you and the redhead gonna let me go home? 754 00:36:51,081 --> 00:36:53,644 Or were you too busy making eyes at each other to even ask? 755 00:36:56,004 --> 00:36:57,009 What? 756 00:36:57,660 --> 00:36:59,116 Ava... No. 757 00:36:59,754 --> 00:37:00,759 It's Shannon. 758 00:37:01,904 --> 00:37:03,368 Listen... My name is Shannon. 759 00:37:03,618 --> 00:37:04,735 Shannon Marie. 760 00:37:07,094 --> 00:37:08,098 I'm sorry. 761 00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:15,966 Those are supposed to be my people. 762 00:37:16,914 --> 00:37:19,045 I belong with them, Alex. 763 00:37:19,299 --> 00:37:21,253 I'm supposed to go with them. 764 00:37:21,262 --> 00:37:23,155 Your people, we... we don't even know who they are yet. 765 00:37:23,164 --> 00:37:24,712 You don't want to find them. 766 00:37:24,928 --> 00:37:26,544 You want to keep me all to yourself. 767 00:37:26,563 --> 00:37:27,634 Well, here I am, 768 00:37:27,986 --> 00:37:30,584 your pathetic captive audience. 769 00:37:30,744 --> 00:37:33,420 Isn't it sad that I'm the best you can do? 770 00:37:34,015 --> 00:37:36,156 Ava... My name is not Ava! 771 00:37:36,231 --> 00:37:38,307 You made it up! It's not me! 772 00:37:38,978 --> 00:37:40,076 Get out! 773 00:37:40,396 --> 00:37:41,419 Get out! 774 00:37:45,336 --> 00:37:47,927 Some people believe that without history, 775 00:37:48,510 --> 00:37:50,285 our lives amount to nothing. 776 00:37:51,686 --> 00:37:54,353 Sloan, you brought me to a bar. 777 00:37:54,610 --> 00:37:56,497 You know I don't drink. Which is perfect. 778 00:37:56,657 --> 00:37:59,568 Better to keep your mind sharp. Let the ladies do the drinking. 779 00:38:01,628 --> 00:38:03,769 You think if you get me laid, 780 00:38:03,816 --> 00:38:05,450 I might make you chief. 781 00:38:07,327 --> 00:38:09,331 At some point, we all have to choose. 782 00:38:09,809 --> 00:38:11,678 Do we fall back on what we know? 783 00:38:17,336 --> 00:38:19,355 I hear Dr. Marlowe is going home. 784 00:38:20,162 --> 00:38:21,167 About time. 785 00:38:21,177 --> 00:38:23,070 The fingernails, the hand holding, 786 00:38:23,343 --> 00:38:24,432 well played. 787 00:38:25,080 --> 00:38:26,846 Now you can get back to being Cristina. 788 00:38:29,397 --> 00:38:32,195 Or do we step forward to something new? 789 00:38:38,864 --> 00:38:41,305 It's hard not to be haunted by our past. 790 00:39:00,046 --> 00:39:02,234 Our history is what shapes us, 791 00:39:02,356 --> 00:39:03,548 what guides us. 792 00:39:10,909 --> 00:39:11,914 Seriously? 793 00:39:12,667 --> 00:39:14,639 Okay. That stops right now. 794 00:39:14,779 --> 00:39:17,917 It's just, I'm... I'm waiting for Derek, and I'm very tired. 795 00:39:17,936 --> 00:39:19,544 I don't care. Let me in. 796 00:39:19,647 --> 00:39:21,363 Excuse me? It's freezing out here, 797 00:39:21,382 --> 00:39:23,983 and I have been working myself up to saying this, 798 00:39:24,402 --> 00:39:25,482 well, for a while now, 799 00:39:25,491 --> 00:39:27,660 so I need you to let me in now, please. 800 00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:39,073 It's my fault your father didn't fight harder for you. 801 00:39:39,317 --> 00:39:40,538 I knew about you. 802 00:39:40,681 --> 00:39:42,656 I could've pushed him to be a part of your life. 803 00:39:42,674 --> 00:39:45,332 I should've pushed him. You were a child. 804 00:39:45,726 --> 00:39:46,900 We were the adults. 805 00:39:48,373 --> 00:39:50,720 But we were just married, and it was new and... 806 00:39:51,415 --> 00:39:52,729 That's what I cared about. 807 00:39:53,427 --> 00:39:55,296 And I know the groceries and everything 808 00:39:55,305 --> 00:39:57,427 are a little much, but that's just what I do. 809 00:39:58,058 --> 00:40:00,752 I mean, quit looking at me like I'm crazy 'cause that's not fair. 810 00:40:00,761 --> 00:40:02,921 I'm just trying to find a way to be there for you 811 00:40:02,930 --> 00:40:04,498 the only way that I know how, 812 00:40:05,519 --> 00:40:07,547 and if you can't accept that, fine. 813 00:40:08,693 --> 00:40:10,158 But just stop being so rude. 814 00:40:10,749 --> 00:40:11,754 And I... 815 00:40:13,809 --> 00:40:14,833 Okay. 816 00:40:15,903 --> 00:40:17,509 I'm overstepping again, aren't I? 817 00:40:18,591 --> 00:40:19,624 As mothers go, 818 00:40:20,638 --> 00:40:22,629 I've only ever known overbearing, 819 00:40:23,051 --> 00:40:24,366 never overprotective. 820 00:40:25,119 --> 00:40:26,164 This is all new. 821 00:40:28,761 --> 00:40:30,489 It's okay. It is? 822 00:40:30,844 --> 00:40:31,868 Yes. 823 00:40:31,896 --> 00:40:36,121 Our history resurfaces time after time after time. 824 00:40:36,596 --> 00:40:39,479 Not just surgery, but chief of surgery. 825 00:40:40,133 --> 00:40:41,203 Really? 826 00:40:41,259 --> 00:40:43,907 Oh, well, not for much longer, really. 827 00:40:45,192 --> 00:40:46,291 I'm gonna go... 828 00:40:46,751 --> 00:40:49,586 Over there. Hold down the fort, chief. 829 00:40:54,326 --> 00:40:57,077 So, um, you come here often? 830 00:40:57,189 --> 00:40:59,959 Oh, sometimes. It's on my way home from bio class. 831 00:41:02,604 --> 00:41:05,345 Excuse me. Is this seat taken? 832 00:41:05,486 --> 00:41:06,491 No. 833 00:41:07,383 --> 00:41:09,961 Um, it was, uh, it was nice talking to you. 834 00:41:09,979 --> 00:41:11,026 You, too. 835 00:41:13,934 --> 00:41:15,962 The last time I tried to pick up a woman, 836 00:41:15,971 --> 00:41:18,132 I had a harvey wallbanger in one hand 837 00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:19,887 and an afro pick in the other. 838 00:41:19,962 --> 00:41:21,492 Oh, Richard. 839 00:41:21,595 --> 00:41:23,877 Well, you think about it. I mean, when you're married, 840 00:41:24,290 --> 00:41:26,532 you'd like to think you still have game. 841 00:41:27,771 --> 00:41:28,795 Practice on me. 842 00:41:29,585 --> 00:41:30,590 I'm sorry? 843 00:41:31,020 --> 00:41:32,242 Mark's right. I mean, 844 00:41:32,336 --> 00:41:33,792 he's wrong about so many things, 845 00:41:33,810 --> 00:41:35,501 but he is right about this. 846 00:41:35,519 --> 00:41:37,444 You need to get back out there. So... 847 00:41:38,373 --> 00:41:39,378 practice. 848 00:41:39,787 --> 00:41:41,427 Addison, I wouldn't know where to start. 849 00:41:41,453 --> 00:41:42,528 Ask me to dance. 850 00:41:44,298 --> 00:41:45,997 Well, there's... there's no dance floor. 851 00:41:46,175 --> 00:41:48,119 So? Ask me anyway. 852 00:41:54,616 --> 00:41:56,099 So we have to remember... 853 00:41:57,819 --> 00:42:00,007 Sometimes the most important history 854 00:42:00,994 --> 00:42:02,872 is the history we're making today.