1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:02,240 'Previously on "Hannibal"...' 2 00:00:02,360 --> 00:00:07,002 "Layers and layers of lies betrayed by a sad glint in a child's eyes." 3 00:00:07,120 --> 00:00:11,205 How did you feel like seeing Marissa Schurr impaled in his antler room? 4 00:00:11,320 --> 00:00:12,651 Guilty. 5 00:00:12,760 --> 00:00:16,082 - Because you couldn't save her? - Because I felt like I killed her. 6 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:18,965 Our friend Will seems haunted today. 7 00:00:19,080 --> 00:00:22,926 We don't know what nightmares lie coiled beneath Will's pillow. 8 00:00:23,040 --> 00:00:26,203 At night I leave the lights on in my little house 9 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:28,402 and walk across the flat fields. 10 00:00:28,560 --> 00:00:32,167 'When I look back from a distance, the house is like a boat on the sea.' 11 00:00:32,280 --> 00:00:34,931 It's really the only time I feel safe. 12 00:00:35,040 --> 00:00:37,850 - Children transport us to our childhoods. - What do you see, Will? 13 00:00:37,960 --> 00:00:40,884 Will may feel the tug of life before the FBI, before you. 14 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:42,604 He needs an anchor, Jack. 15 00:00:42,720 --> 00:00:45,849 - Where are you going? - I wanna go home. 16 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:54,204 You lost? 17 00:01:55,200 --> 00:01:56,565 What? 18 00:01:57,880 --> 00:02:01,089 - What's your name? - Will Graham. 19 00:02:02,880 --> 00:02:05,963 Do you know where you are, Mr Graham? 20 00:02:07,720 --> 00:02:09,006 No. 21 00:02:10,160 --> 00:02:12,891 Where do you live? 22 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:15,810 Wolf Trap, Virginia. 23 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:19,322 We're in Wolf Trap, so that's good. You're close to home. 24 00:02:20,120 --> 00:02:21,565 Is that yours? 25 00:02:25,040 --> 00:02:28,089 Oh, hi, Winston. Hey... 26 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:31,567 Can I sit down? My feet are sore. 27 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:36,363 - Why don't we take you home? - OK. 28 00:02:38,360 --> 00:02:40,681 Are you on any drugs? Medication? 29 00:02:40,800 --> 00:02:42,882 - Prescription or otherwise? - No. 30 00:02:43,000 --> 00:02:45,241 - You been drinking? - No. 31 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:47,249 Uh, yes. Not excessively. 32 00:02:47,360 --> 00:02:50,091 I had two fingers of whiskey before I went to bed. 33 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:53,966 Do you have a history of sleepwalking, Mr Graham? 34 00:02:54,080 --> 00:02:56,606 I'm not even sure if I'm awake now. 35 00:03:11,920 --> 00:03:15,925 Although I may be, is it safe to assume you're not sleepwalking now? 36 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:20,762 - Sorry it's so early. - Never apologise for coming to me. 37 00:03:20,880 --> 00:03:24,089 Office hours are for patients. My kitchen is always open to friends. 38 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:33,209 Onset of sleepwalking in adulthood is less common than in children. 39 00:03:33,320 --> 00:03:34,970 Could it be a seizure? 40 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:40,082 I'd argue good old-fashioned post-traumatic stress. 41 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:42,089 Jack Crawford has gotten your hands very dirty. 42 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:44,680 I wasn't forced back into the field. 43 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:48,930 I wouldn't say "forced". "Manipulated" would be the word I'd choose. 44 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:51,247 I can handle it. 45 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:53,681 Somewhere between denying horrible events and calling them out 46 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:56,280 lies the truth of psychological trauma. 47 00:03:56,400 --> 00:03:58,767 So I can't handle it. 48 00:03:58,880 --> 00:04:01,247 Your experience may have overwhelmed ordinary functions 49 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:03,089 that give you a sense of control. 50 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:05,851 If my body is walking around without my permission, 51 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:08,281 you'd say that's a loss of control? 52 00:04:09,400 --> 00:04:11,368 Wouldn't you? 53 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:23,524 Sleepwalkers demonstrate a difficulty handling aggression. 54 00:04:23,640 --> 00:04:27,725 Are you experiencing difficulty with aggressive feelings? 55 00:04:27,840 --> 00:04:33,404 You said Jack sees me as fine china used for special guests. 56 00:04:34,800 --> 00:04:37,531 I'm beginning to feel more like an old mug. 57 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:42,602 You entered into a devil's bargain with Jack Crawford, it takes a toll. 58 00:04:42,720 --> 00:04:44,768 Jack isn't the devil. 59 00:04:46,920 --> 00:04:50,208 When it comes to how far he's willing to push you to get what he wants, 60 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:52,209 he's certainly no saint. 61 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:03,451 Room was registered to a John Smith. 62 00:06:03,600 --> 00:06:06,888 - Heh! Big surprise there. - An appalling failure of imagination. 63 00:06:07,000 --> 00:06:08,445 They paid cash. 64 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:12,241 There are no security cameras on the premises, another big surprise. 65 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:14,089 John Smith one of the victims? 66 00:06:14,200 --> 00:06:16,009 Mr and Mrs Anderson, according to the register. 67 00:06:16,120 --> 00:06:18,248 They were mutilated and displayed. 68 00:06:18,360 --> 00:06:22,604 I thought it was the Chesapeake Ripper, but there were no surgical trophies taken. 69 00:06:22,720 --> 00:06:24,927 - I need you to prepare yourself on this. - I'm prepared. 70 00:06:25,040 --> 00:06:28,442 - Prepare yourself more. It's soup in there. - Soup isn't good for the soul. 71 00:06:28,600 --> 00:06:32,730 Not this kind. All right, look, there are no jurisdictional rivalries here. 72 00:06:32,840 --> 00:06:35,605 The local police begged us to take this. Where's your head? 73 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:38,326 It's on my pillow. I didn't sleep. 74 00:06:39,720 --> 00:06:42,371 Got just the thing to wake you up. 75 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:05,362 OK, I'm awake. 76 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:11,722 Hooks were bored into the ceiling. 77 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:17,006 Fishing line was used to hold up the bodies and... the wings. 78 00:07:17,120 --> 00:07:19,851 - At least we know he's a fisherman. - And/or a Viking. 79 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:22,088 Vikings do this? 80 00:07:22,200 --> 00:07:25,602 Vikings used to execute Christians by breaking their ribs, 81 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:27,688 bending them back and draping the lungs over them 82 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:31,282 to resemble wings. They used to call it a "blood eagle". 83 00:07:31,400 --> 00:07:35,610 - Pagans mocking the God-fearing? - Then who's mocking who? 84 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:40,044 No, he isn't mocking them... he's transforming them. 85 00:07:40,160 --> 00:07:43,084 I don't know if it was a good night's sleep, but he slept here. 86 00:07:43,200 --> 00:07:45,601 Hair on the pillow and the sheets are still damp. 87 00:07:45,720 --> 00:07:47,609 He's a sweater. 88 00:07:47,720 --> 00:07:49,882 Madness slept here last night. 89 00:07:52,960 --> 00:07:57,010 - He threw up on the nightstand. - Couldn't stomach what he did. 90 00:07:57,120 --> 00:07:59,600 Flop sweat and nervous indigestion. 91 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:02,451 Not nervous. 92 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,887 Righteous. 93 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:08,971 He thinks he's... elevating them somehow. 94 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:16,566 I need a plastic sheet for the bed. 95 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:55,886 This is not who you are. 96 00:09:01,840 --> 00:09:03,729 This is my gift to you. 97 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:15,605 I allow you to become angels. 98 00:09:18,800 --> 00:09:20,962 And now, 99 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:23,401 I lay me down to sleep. 100 00:09:51,720 --> 00:09:58,046 A masterpiece foie gras au torchon with a late harvest of Vidal sauce... 101 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:02,321 ...with dried and fresh figs. 102 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:05,249 Wonderful. 103 00:10:05,360 --> 00:10:08,250 Mrs Crawford, your husband introduced you as Bella. 104 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:10,362 Are you an Isabelle or an Annabelle? 105 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:12,682 I'm a Phyllis. 106 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:16,088 Jack only calls me Phyllis when we disagree. 107 00:10:17,960 --> 00:10:20,930 So, named Bella for your beauty. 108 00:10:21,040 --> 00:10:24,203 We were both stationed in Italy. I was Army, she was NATO staff. 109 00:10:24,320 --> 00:10:28,769 All of the Italian men kept calling her, "Bella, Bella, Bella." 110 00:10:28,880 --> 00:10:30,928 Well, I wanted her to be my Bella. 111 00:10:34,720 --> 00:10:36,245 Mmm... 112 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:39,603 Cold foie gras with warm figs. 113 00:10:39,720 --> 00:10:40,801 Yes. 114 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:42,524 Very nice. 115 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:45,966 Would I be a horrible guest if I skipped this course? 116 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:48,048 - Too rich? - Too cruel. 117 00:10:48,800 --> 00:10:50,609 - Phyllis. - Jack. 118 00:10:50,720 --> 00:10:54,725 First and worst sign of sociopathic behaviour: cruelty to animals. 119 00:10:55,760 --> 00:10:58,206 Oh, that doesn't apply in the kitchen. 120 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:02,848 I have no taste for animal cruelty, which is why I employ an ethical butcher. 121 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:06,521 An ethical butcher? Be kind to animals and then eat them. 122 00:11:06,640 --> 00:11:09,405 I'm afraid I insist on it. 123 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:13,007 No need for unnecessary suffering. 124 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:23,242 Human emotions are a gift from our animal ancestors. 125 00:11:23,360 --> 00:11:26,523 Cruelty is a gift humanity has given itself. 126 00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:30,965 The gift that keeps on giving. 127 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:40,047 Your perfume is exquisite. 128 00:11:41,720 --> 00:11:44,963 Similar to the aroma on the air just after lightning strikes. 129 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:48,086 Is it Dior? 130 00:11:48,200 --> 00:11:50,646 That is some nose you have there, Doctor. 131 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:53,604 He really is quite charming, isn't he? 132 00:11:53,720 --> 00:11:57,850 I first noticed my keen sense of smell when I was a young man. 133 00:11:57,960 --> 00:12:02,124 I was aware one of my teachers had stomach cancer even before he was. 134 00:12:03,600 --> 00:12:07,002 Wow, that must've been some parlour trick. 135 00:12:08,040 --> 00:12:10,964 For our next course, roasted pork shank. 136 00:12:11,080 --> 00:12:16,291 And I assure you, Bella, it was an especially supercilious pig. 137 00:12:25,600 --> 00:12:28,206 "Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings 138 00:12:28,320 --> 00:12:31,403 "where we had shoulders smooth as raven's claws." 139 00:12:31,560 --> 00:12:34,370 - Robert Frost. - Jim Morrison. 140 00:12:35,560 --> 00:12:37,528 Even a drunk with a flair for the dramatic 141 00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:41,008 can convince himself he's God, or the lizard king. 142 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:44,602 God makes angels. Jesus was fond of fishermen. 143 00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:46,848 Are we talking hardcore Judeo-Christian upsetting, 144 00:12:46,960 --> 00:12:51,010 - or just upsetting in general? - This is a very specific upsetting. 145 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:55,603 Increased serotonin in the wounds is much higher in the free histamines, 146 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:58,530 so she lived for about 15 minutes after she was skinned. 147 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:02,806 Powder residue on the neck of the soda bottle shows Vecuronium, 148 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:06,003 scotch and soda and a paralytic agent. 149 00:13:06,120 --> 00:13:08,805 Kneeling in supplication at the feet of G dash D. 150 00:13:08,920 --> 00:13:13,881 Supplication is the most common form of prayer. "Gimme, gimme, gimme." 151 00:13:15,200 --> 00:13:18,170 They weren't praying to him. 152 00:13:18,280 --> 00:13:19,964 They were praying for him. 153 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,082 He's afraid. 154 00:13:27,200 --> 00:13:30,966 What is somebody who could do something like this afraid of? 155 00:13:33,200 --> 00:13:35,931 - What's in his vomit? - Uh, Dexamethasone... 156 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,929 That's used for patients with tumours. 157 00:13:38,040 --> 00:13:39,883 - Kepra... - He's epileptic. 158 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:41,809 - Radiation? - Gamma four. 159 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:45,085 Steroids for the inflammation, anticonvulsants for the seizures, 160 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:48,966 radiation for the chemotherapy. Our guy has a brain tumour. 161 00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:56,124 He's afraid of dying in his sleep. 162 00:13:58,200 --> 00:14:00,885 He's making angels to watch over him. 163 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:09,929 Mrs Crawford... 164 00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:14,281 Please come in. 165 00:14:17,360 --> 00:14:21,684 - How often do you see him? - Twice a week at first. 166 00:14:21,800 --> 00:14:23,325 Now usually just once. 167 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:27,643 - You're satisfied, then? - Enough to keep seeing him. 168 00:14:27,760 --> 00:14:30,206 Your intention is not to tell Jack. 169 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:33,407 I don't see what good it would do. 170 00:14:35,760 --> 00:14:40,766 Jack sees the world at its worst, I don't need him seeing me at mine. 171 00:14:41,200 --> 00:14:43,521 He already has too much to worry about. 172 00:14:43,640 --> 00:14:46,325 He has room for one more worry. 173 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,204 - I feel like you're protecting him. - I am. 174 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:55,807 I've had dinner at your home. 175 00:14:57,400 --> 00:14:59,767 You have a professional relationship with my husband. 176 00:14:59,880 --> 00:15:03,043 There's no conflict of interest, me being here? 177 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:06,209 It's unorthodox, but not unheard of. 178 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:10,810 Given the nature of your problem, seeing someone who knows Jack 179 00:15:10,920 --> 00:15:12,649 removes some of the guesswork. 180 00:15:16,720 --> 00:15:21,089 This all started as some misguided stab 181 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:23,009 at maintaining my dignity. 182 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:26,203 Nothing undignified about this. 183 00:15:26,320 --> 00:15:28,129 Not yet. 184 00:15:29,360 --> 00:15:32,842 But I have indignity to look forward to, don't I? 185 00:15:33,840 --> 00:15:38,164 The only indignity I see is resentment. 186 00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:40,806 Why do you resent your husband? 187 00:15:43,800 --> 00:15:46,371 I resent that Jack... 188 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:49,886 has too much to worry about, 189 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:52,207 to worry about me. 190 00:15:53,160 --> 00:15:56,369 But that's your choice, not his. 191 00:15:56,520 --> 00:16:00,081 Then maybe you should see us both for couples counselling. 192 00:16:00,200 --> 00:16:03,966 I would recommend another psychiatrist for couples. 193 00:16:04,080 --> 00:16:07,527 I wouldn't want you to have the home-couch advantage. 194 00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:13,248 It's hard enough dealing with how I feel about all of this. 195 00:16:13,360 --> 00:16:16,125 I don't need to deal with how Jack feels about it. 196 00:16:21,920 --> 00:16:25,970 There is no one and only spiritual centre of the brain. 197 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:28,401 Any idea of God comes from many different areas of the mind 198 00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,927 working together in unison. 199 00:16:31,040 --> 00:16:32,769 Maybe I was wrong. 200 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:36,006 How do you profile someone who has 201 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:39,044 an anomaly in their head changing the way they think? 202 00:16:39,160 --> 00:16:42,607 A tumour can definitely affect brain function, 203 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:44,722 even cause vivid hallucinations. 204 00:16:44,840 --> 00:16:47,844 However, what appears to be driving your angel maker 205 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:51,169 to create heaven on earth is a simple issue of mortality. 206 00:16:51,280 --> 00:16:53,169 Can't beat God, become him? 207 00:16:55,320 --> 00:17:00,167 - You said he was afraid. - He feels abandoned. 208 00:17:03,200 --> 00:17:08,206 - Ever feel abandoned, Will? - Abandonment requires expectation. 209 00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:13,006 What were your expectations of Jack Crawford and the FBI? 210 00:17:15,360 --> 00:17:19,365 - Jack hasn't abandoned me. - Not in any discernible way. 211 00:17:19,520 --> 00:17:23,047 Perhaps in the way gods abandon their creations. 212 00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:24,889 You say he hasn't abandoned you, 213 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:27,651 but, at the same time, you find yourself wandering around Wolf Trap 214 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:29,250 in the middle of the night. 215 00:17:29,360 --> 00:17:32,728 Well... This should be interesting. 216 00:17:34,040 --> 00:17:35,929 Please, Doctor, proceed. 217 00:17:36,040 --> 00:17:40,364 Jack gave you his word he would protect your headspace, 218 00:17:40,520 --> 00:17:42,761 yet he leaves you to your mental devices. 219 00:17:44,600 --> 00:17:47,126 Are you trying to alienate me from Jack Crawford? 220 00:17:48,840 --> 00:17:52,640 I'm trying to help you understand this angel maker you seek. 221 00:17:52,760 --> 00:17:54,808 Well, help me understand how to catch him. 222 00:17:54,920 --> 00:17:58,049 If he were a classic paranoid schizophrenic, 223 00:17:58,160 --> 00:18:00,606 you might be able to influence him to become visible. 224 00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:03,610 What, scare him out into the daylight? 225 00:18:03,720 --> 00:18:06,405 Might even get him to hurt himself, if he hasn't already. 226 00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:10,246 If he were self-destructive, he wouldn't be so careful. 227 00:18:10,360 --> 00:18:13,762 Unless he's careful about being self-destructive, 228 00:18:14,840 --> 00:18:17,320 making angels to pray over him when he sleeps. 229 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:23,770 Who prays over us when we sleep? 230 00:18:30,840 --> 00:18:33,889 So do you wait until you think I'm asleep before you come to bed? 231 00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:37,561 It's not intentional. I'm working late. 232 00:18:39,320 --> 00:18:41,641 Nothing personal. 233 00:18:41,760 --> 00:18:46,846 Can we have a conversation or do you wanna pretend that everything's all right? 234 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:48,849 Everything is all right. 235 00:18:50,200 --> 00:18:52,089 So, no conversation. 236 00:18:54,520 --> 00:18:57,046 I'm a bit overwhelmed at the moment. 237 00:18:57,160 --> 00:19:00,926 - With? - With things at work... 238 00:19:01,040 --> 00:19:03,042 Etcetera. 239 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:07,243 I've got some things I have to sort through. 240 00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:10,091 It's, uh, outside your jurisdiction, Jack. 241 00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,123 You know something... 242 00:19:13,840 --> 00:19:16,411 I'm very good at sorting things out. 243 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:20,360 At the very least I can underwhelm you while you're being overwhelmed. 244 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:22,648 You've never been able to underwhelm me. 245 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:26,242 Is there anything I can offer you romantically or physically 246 00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:28,169 or spiritually that'll help? 247 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:29,566 Nope. 248 00:19:30,720 --> 00:19:35,362 So, as your husband, what I can do for you is, um... 249 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:38,524 leave you alone and not ask you any questions. 250 00:19:41,080 --> 00:19:43,526 You can ask me anything you want to. 251 00:19:46,360 --> 00:19:50,285 I won't insult you by asking if there's someone else. 252 00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:53,808 Thank you. 253 00:19:55,360 --> 00:19:59,285 You'll sort out whatever it is you have to sort out, we'll get back to being us. 254 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:04,723 I love you, Bella. 255 00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,961 I love you, too. 256 00:20:56,880 --> 00:20:58,245 Why angels? 257 00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:01,409 Well, it isn't biblical. His angels have wings. 258 00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:06,367 Angels in sculptures and paintings can fly, but not in scripture. 259 00:21:06,520 --> 00:21:08,841 He's drawing from secular sources? 260 00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:12,760 His mind has turned against him and there's no one there to help. 261 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:14,928 Uh, Jack... look at this. 262 00:21:15,960 --> 00:21:17,849 Are those...? What are those? 263 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:20,884 Somebody got an orchiectomy real cheap. 264 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:25,402 - Doesn't look like the victim. - So they're the angel maker's? 265 00:21:25,560 --> 00:21:27,085 He castrated himself? 266 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:31,728 So he isn't just making angels, he's getting ready to become one. 267 00:21:31,840 --> 00:21:34,161 Angels don't have genitalia. 268 00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:38,410 So he was afraid of dying. Now he's getting used to the idea? 269 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:41,211 He's accepting it or he's bargaining. 270 00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:43,243 Heh! Bargaining chips! 271 00:21:43,360 --> 00:21:46,364 Is he done making angels, or is he just getting started? 272 00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:48,090 I don't know. 273 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:50,885 He's not just killing them when he's sleepy. How's he choosing them? 274 00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,968 - I don't know, ask him. - I'm asking you. 275 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:55,401 You're the head of the behavioural science unit. 276 00:21:55,560 --> 00:21:59,565 Why don't you come up with your own answers if you don't like mine? 277 00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:03,883 I did not hear that! 278 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:06,285 Did I? 279 00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:14,406 No, you didn't. 280 00:22:14,560 --> 00:22:16,050 I'm sorry. 281 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:55,209 I've never heard anybody talk to Jack the way you talked to Jack. 282 00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:58,244 - I was out of line. - You were out of your mind. 283 00:22:58,360 --> 00:23:02,410 My ears rang like the first time I heard my mum use the f-word. 284 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:04,562 Are you OK? 285 00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,927 I know it's a stupid question, considering that none of us 286 00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:12,364 could possibly be OK doing what we do, but are you OK? 287 00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:15,365 Do I seem different? 288 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:20,645 You're a little different, but you've always been a little different. 289 00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:24,685 Brilliant strategy. That way, no one ever knows if something's up with you. 290 00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:27,371 How would I know if something was up with you? 291 00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:30,922 You wouldn't, but I would tell you if you asked me. 292 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:33,361 Return the favour? 293 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:37,291 Meet Roger and Marilyn Brunner. 294 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:40,290 You might recognise them from such lists as "Most Wanted". 295 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:44,644 He likes to rape and murder, she likes to watch. We got a DNA match. 296 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:47,923 They falsified the motel registry and were driving a stolen car, 297 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:50,008 so it took a second to identify them. 298 00:23:50,120 --> 00:23:53,647 I wonder how long it took angel maker to identify them. 299 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:56,889 - He didn't choose them randomly. - He knows something about them. 300 00:23:57,000 --> 00:23:59,606 The murdered security guard wasn't actually a security guard, 301 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:01,802 he was a convicted felon. 302 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:05,402 Could angel maker be a vigilante? 303 00:24:05,560 --> 00:24:07,881 Well, vigilantes are pragmatic, 304 00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:12,210 they're purposeful, they don't lay down and sleep under their crimes. 305 00:24:14,360 --> 00:24:18,410 - In his mind, he was doing God's work. - That spells vigilante. 306 00:24:18,560 --> 00:24:24,090 Playing at God has other advantages, one of them is always being alone. 307 00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:27,727 - So he makes angels out of demons. - How does he know they're demons? 308 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:30,127 He doesn't have to know. 309 00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:33,207 All he has to do is believe. 310 00:24:38,360 --> 00:24:41,443 Has Jack begun to suspect? 311 00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:43,523 He's a behavioural specialist, 312 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:45,608 he must know you're keeping something from him. 313 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:47,768 Oh, he knows. 314 00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,281 He asked me if I was having an affair, 315 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:53,529 by reassuring me that he didn't have to ask. 316 00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:58,123 - I doubt he believes you're unfaithful. - And why do you doubt that? 317 00:24:59,360 --> 00:25:02,284 It's clear you love your husband. 318 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,370 Women who love their husbands still find reasons to cheat on them. 319 00:25:06,080 --> 00:25:07,969 Not you. 320 00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:12,364 Still, you seem more betrayed by Jack than by your own body. 321 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:16,362 I don't feel betrayed by Jack. 322 00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:21,248 And there's no point in being mad at cancer for being cancer. 323 00:25:21,360 --> 00:25:24,330 - Sure there is. - Cancer isn't cruel. 324 00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:29,965 Tiny cell wanders off from my liver, gets lost, 325 00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,969 finds its way into my lung, 326 00:25:32,080 --> 00:25:36,927 where it's just trying to do its job and... grow a liver. 327 00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:41,409 What it grows and where it's growing it will likely kill you. 328 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:44,006 Not likely... 329 00:25:44,120 --> 00:25:46,691 It will kill me. 330 00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:51,647 And no amount of blueberries or antioxidants can change that now. 331 00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:55,003 But you hold Jack accountable for his inability to cure cancer. 332 00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:59,927 Should I have said his inability to save you? 333 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:05,080 - Would that be more accurate? - I am slowly shrinking. 334 00:26:06,120 --> 00:26:09,727 While this tiny thing grows larger every day. 335 00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:14,248 And yet I feel fine. 336 00:26:14,360 --> 00:26:17,045 You will feel fine. 337 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:19,891 Up until the precise moment you don't. 338 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:24,164 It's a... really very dull story, though, isn't it? 339 00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:30,566 The ending is always the same, and that same is that it ends. 340 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:36,881 So, you withdraw from your relationship with your husband, 341 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:43,286 the man who strolled along the quays of Livorno, Italy, and called you Bella. 342 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:07,525 It's difficult to lie still and fear going to sleep when it's there to think about. 343 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:12,362 You listen to your breathing in the dark and the tiny clicks of your blinking eyes. 344 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:14,966 I dream more now than I used to. 345 00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:18,448 Your dreams were the one place you could be physically safe, 346 00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:20,523 relinquishing control, not anymore. 347 00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:25,168 I thought about zipping myself up into a sleeping bag before I go to sleep but... 348 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:28,409 It sounds like a poor man's straightjacket. 349 00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:35,290 Have you determined how this angel maker is choosing his victims? 350 00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:38,529 He doesn't see people how everyone else sees them. 351 00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:42,531 He can tell if you're naughty or nice, or he thinks he can. 352 00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:48,090 So God has given this person insight into the souls of men. 353 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,806 God didn't give him insight, God gave him a tumour. 354 00:28:53,160 --> 00:28:57,290 He's just a man whose brain is playing tricks on him. 355 00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:03,086 - You're not unlike this killer. - My brain is playing tricks on me? 356 00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:06,966 You want to feel such sweet and easy peace. 357 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,890 The angel maker wants that same peace. 358 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,287 He hopes to feel his way cautiously inside it 359 00:29:12,400 --> 00:29:14,607 and find it's endless, all around him. 360 00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:16,961 He's gonna be disappointed. 361 00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:19,048 You accept the impossibility of such a feeling, 362 00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:21,367 whereas the angel maker is still chasing it. 363 00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:26,405 If he got close to it, that's where he will look for it again. 364 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:30,246 I've tried to reconstruct his thinking, find his patterns. 365 00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:34,365 Instead you find yourself in a behaviour pattern you can't break. 366 00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:38,047 You realise you have a choice. 367 00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:40,242 What is it? 368 00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:44,922 Angel maker will be destroyed by what's happening inside his head. 369 00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:47,122 You don't have to be. 370 00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:57,728 Did you just smell me? 371 00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,411 Difficult to avoid. 372 00:30:00,560 --> 00:30:03,166 I really must introduce you to a finer aftershave. 373 00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:05,965 That smells like something with a ship on the bottle. 374 00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:08,208 I keep getting it for Christmas. 375 00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:12,724 Have your headaches been any worse lately? More frequent? 376 00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:15,047 Yes, actually. 377 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,727 I'd change the aftershave. 378 00:30:24,800 --> 00:30:26,848 Elliot Buddish, 35-year-old truck driver. 379 00:30:26,960 --> 00:30:30,248 He's got a fishing license too. Match came from the national cancer database. 380 00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:33,250 Married, two kids. They haven't seen him in four months. 381 00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:35,362 He was diagnosed five months ago. 382 00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,363 Meet the angel maker. 383 00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:43,249 Have you heard from him since he left? 384 00:30:43,360 --> 00:30:47,081 I left him. And, uh, no, no, I haven't. 385 00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:51,562 Why did you leave? 386 00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:56,291 Because of his cancer. 387 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:58,402 It makes me sound like a horrible wife. 388 00:30:58,560 --> 00:31:01,166 I'm sure you had your reasons. 389 00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:06,449 I took a leave from work to, uh, to be with him. 390 00:31:06,600 --> 00:31:08,841 I wanted to be there for him, 391 00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:12,009 but what he wanted was to be alone. 392 00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:16,409 He just kept pulling away and pulling away. 393 00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:20,851 He made it clear he didn't want me there. 394 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,282 And then it wasn't clear. 395 00:31:26,120 --> 00:31:29,886 And then it didn't matter why he was acting the way he was. 396 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:36,291 It was weird for the kids. 397 00:31:38,320 --> 00:31:40,891 I mean, what kind of mother exposes her children 398 00:31:41,000 --> 00:31:43,844 to someone who's losing their mind? 399 00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,371 Was he ever violent, Mrs Buddish? 400 00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:55,882 He was angry. 401 00:31:57,840 --> 00:32:01,242 But he never hit me or the boys. 402 00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:03,806 It was hardest on them, 403 00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:06,161 to see him slip away. 404 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:09,921 He lost himself and they lost a father. 405 00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:13,601 I thought that, as he got weaker, 406 00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,803 as the cancer got worse, 407 00:32:16,920 --> 00:32:20,606 that it would be less confusing for them. 408 00:32:20,720 --> 00:32:24,930 That they could just see him as a sick man, 409 00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:27,805 instead of someone who was so terrified. 410 00:32:27,920 --> 00:32:32,084 And, uh, did your husband's faith... 411 00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:34,726 falter after he was told about the cancer? 412 00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:38,049 Elliot wasn't ever religious. 413 00:32:39,920 --> 00:32:42,969 - Is he doing something religious? - He may believe he is. 414 00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:50,090 Your husband is dying, Mrs Buddish, and soon. 415 00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:54,043 We'd just like to... 416 00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:58,051 We'd like to find him before he hurts himself or anyone else. 417 00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:03,887 He had a near-death experience. 418 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:06,970 He suffocated in a fire when he was a little boy. 419 00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:11,927 Fireman said he must've had a guardian angel. 420 00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:13,929 Where did this happen? 421 00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:19,567 Um... a farm where he grew up. 422 00:34:11,360 --> 00:34:14,284 - This'll be the last one. - It's Buddish? 423 00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:17,370 He made himself into an angel. 424 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:27,086 It wasn't God, it wasn't man. It was his choice to die. 425 00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:30,329 - His choice? - As much as he can make it. 426 00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:42,609 I don't know how much longer I can be useful to you, Jack. 427 00:34:42,720 --> 00:34:44,404 Really? You caught three. 428 00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:47,404 The last three we had, you caught. You caught three of them. 429 00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:52,009 No, I didn't catch this one. Elliot Buddish... surrendered. 430 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,169 You know, I'm used to my wife not talking to me. 431 00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:58,284 I don't have to get used to you not talking to me too. 432 00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:01,882 It's getting harder and harder to make myself look. 433 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:05,607 - Nobody's asking you to look alone. - But I am looking alone. 434 00:35:05,720 --> 00:35:07,609 And you know what looking at this does. 435 00:35:07,720 --> 00:35:10,610 I know what happens if you don't look, and so do you. 436 00:35:10,720 --> 00:35:15,442 I can make myself look, but the thinking is shutting down. 437 00:35:15,600 --> 00:35:18,410 - What is it about this one? - It isn't this one, it's all of them. 438 00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:21,370 It's the next one, it's the one that I know is coming after that. 439 00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:24,842 You wanna go back to your lecture hall? Read about this on tattlecrime.com? 440 00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:30,171 No, I don't, but that may be what I have to do. This is bad for me. 441 00:35:30,280 --> 00:35:32,601 I'm not your father, will. 442 00:35:32,720 --> 00:35:35,166 I'm not gonna tell you what you ought to do. 443 00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:39,410 Seems like that's exactly what you're gonna do. 444 00:35:39,560 --> 00:35:42,643 You go back to your classroom. 445 00:35:42,760 --> 00:35:44,888 When there's killing that you could've prevented, 446 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:46,968 it will sour your classroom forever. 447 00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:48,366 Maybe. 448 00:35:49,920 --> 00:35:53,402 And then maybe I'll find a job as a diesel mechanic in a boatyard. 449 00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:55,608 You wanna quit? 450 00:35:57,520 --> 00:35:58,965 Quit. 451 00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:30,322 I see what you are. 452 00:36:31,560 --> 00:36:33,403 What do you see? 453 00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:37,963 Inside. I can bring it out of you. 454 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:39,889 Not all the way out. 455 00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:49,725 I can give you the majesty of your becoming. 456 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:13,928 Hello, Doctor. 457 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,010 My wife and I need to talk. May we use your waiting room? 458 00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:19,088 You can have the office. Please. 459 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:20,929 Thank you. 460 00:37:24,360 --> 00:37:29,082 Just popping in on official business, or did you follow me? 461 00:37:29,200 --> 00:37:33,250 I called your office. They said you were at an appointment. 462 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:35,362 I figured you'd be here. 463 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:38,366 You know. 464 00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:43,608 I knew you'd find out. 465 00:37:44,560 --> 00:37:47,245 When did you find out? 466 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:50,762 - 12 weeks ago. - 12 weeks ago? 467 00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:54,646 Lung cancer. 468 00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:02,647 You don't smoke. 469 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:04,285 The irony. 470 00:38:06,400 --> 00:38:08,209 Is it treatable? 471 00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,323 It's stage four. 472 00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:17,163 And we know there's no stage five, don't we? 473 00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:21,408 When were you gonna tell me? 474 00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:27,040 Far enough into the future 475 00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:29,970 that I'm really not prepared to have this conversation right now. 476 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:33,368 Neither am I, but we're having it. We're having it right now. 477 00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:59,806 Were you just going to wait until you were in the middle of chemotherapy? 478 00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:02,400 When you couldn't hide it anymore? 479 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:06,246 I don't think I want to do chemotherapy. 480 00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:08,966 - Do I have any say in this? - No. 481 00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:12,369 No, you don't. 482 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,607 Do you want to be alone? 483 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:24,967 I don't want you to answer that. Just think about your answer. 484 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:33,006 I want you to know that I don't want you to be alone, not now and not ever. 485 00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:34,690 We'll beat this together? 486 00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:38,282 No, it's your fight, baby, but I'm in your corner. 487 00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:41,165 I'm not going anywhere. 488 00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:46,000 I appreciate that, Jack. 489 00:39:47,120 --> 00:39:48,565 I do. 490 00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:52,282 But I'm not comforted by it. 491 00:39:56,160 --> 00:39:58,527 I know that's what you need and... 492 00:40:00,560 --> 00:40:02,562 You need to comfort me. 493 00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:09,565 - But I can't give you what you need. - Don't worry about what I need. 494 00:40:14,200 --> 00:40:16,123 Why wouldn't you tell me? 495 00:40:19,800 --> 00:40:24,010 I thought if I kept it to myself, our lives wouldn't change. 496 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:33,086 I didn't count on changing as much as I did. 497 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:17,768 What do you want, Will? 498 00:41:33,720 --> 00:41:37,202 I'm gonna sit here until you're ready to talk. 499 00:41:39,760 --> 00:41:43,242 You don't have to say a word until you're ready but... 500 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:46,284 I'm not going anywhere until you do.