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Sync & corrections by honeybunny
www.addic7ed.com
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(clock ticking)
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So... what made you decide
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to give therapy a try, Ryan?
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Well, it wasn't
really my decision.
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My sister thinks I had
a nervous breakdown.
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I take it you don't see it
that way.
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No. It was just a bad reaction
to some sleep medication.
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Which she prescribed
for me, by the way.
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So you're doing this
for your sister?
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(sighs)
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She doesn't really take "no"
for an answer.
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She wants me to
work out my issues
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with our father before this big
family party she's planning
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for my nephew's first Christmas.
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Not that I'm planning
on being there.
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Okay. Well, for whatever reason
you're here,
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how about if we just...
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Ryan?
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Sorry. What were you saying?
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Is that your dog?
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I'm watching him for a neighbor.
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You know, dogs can be
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very therapeutic.
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Why don't you bring him in.
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It might help you to relax.
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Then when I was, what,
four years old,
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I suddenly started feeling
this rage inside me.
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I felt like I wasn't me.
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It got to the point where...
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And honestly,
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I felt like I wanted
to hurt someone.
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(voice breaks): And then,
it turns out in the end,
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it was just some kid
skateboarding past my yard.
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(sniffles)
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Whenever you're ready, Ryan.
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I'm sorry.
I don't really know
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what I'm supposed
to be talking about.
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You said you were here
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to work out some issues
with your father.
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There's nothing to work out.
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I already know
exactly who he is.
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He's controlling, he's devious,
he's Machiavellian.
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I really can't see a scenario
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in which talking about it's
gonna change that.
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Then when I was six,
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I developed an unhealthy
obsession with this bird
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until it flew away...
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some five seconds later.
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Sounds like you don't like him
very much.
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Did he do anything specific
to make you feel this way?
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(chuckles)
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I don't even know
where to start.
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Well, is there a memory
that stands out?
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Oh, by the way,
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it can be very comforting
to touch an animal
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while sharing your thoughts
in therapy.
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I'd like you to pet Wilfred now.
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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Ryan and I don't really do
the petting thing.
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I'm okay.
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Just give it a try.
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Don't.
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Don't you dare.
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Ryan, respect my space, please.
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I'm not even joking, dude.
I'm...
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Oh, wow. I always forget
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how heavenly
that actually does feel.
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Please, Ryan. Go ahead.
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I guess the memory that
stands out the most is
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the day he put my mother
in a mental institution.
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I was ten.
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After we dropped her off
and said good-bye,
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instead of, I don't know,
consoling us
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or doing something as a family,
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he took us back to the office.
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He just sat us down on
a couch with a Game Boy
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and some magazines
while he spent
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the rest of the afternoon
working.
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Like it was just another day
at the office.
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I still remember him yelling
at his secretary
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for some missing report
that he needed.
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Like he cared more about that
missing report
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than the fact that his own kids
had just lost their mother.
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Sorry, Jenna put some Frontline
on me this morning.
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Ryan, it seems to me
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that you're holding on
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to a lot of resentment
from your childhood.
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I'd like to tell you about
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a nontraditional method
of therapy called EMDR.
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EMDR?
EMDR?
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Eye Movement Desensitization
and Reprocessing.
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It allows people to sort of
revisit their memories
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and reprocess traumatic events.
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Yeah. I-I don't really...
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Ryan,
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confronting memories like
the one you've just described--
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deeply, vividly
confronting them--
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can help you to let go
of whatever's burdening you,
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whatever's holding you back,
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so you can finally start
to move on.
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I wish Kristen would
get off my ass.
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I did not have a breakdown.
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Mate, you can lie to Kristen
and that doctor all you want;
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I saw what happened.
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You got to get past
these issues with your dad.
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Maybe you should give this
memory therapy thing a shot.
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Yeah, right.
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The last thing I need
right now is
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to relive moments from
my messed-up childhood.
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Wait, you're scared,
aren't you?
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Scared?
Of going back to that day
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in your dad's office
after your mom got put away.
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Ryan, you're an adult now.
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It may not be
as traumatic anymore.
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I'm not scared, Wilfred.
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You know, years ago,
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I found a muskrat skull
in the woods.
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Still had one eye.
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Really creeped me out.
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So, obviously, I buried it
in the yard for safekeeping
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with my other
cherished belongings.
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Years later, I felt
it was time to dig it up.
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I'll be honest, I was scared.
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I mean, this skull--
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I swear, I thought
I saw it blink once.
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But-but when I dug it up,
what I found...
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was a happy,
squeaky rubber bone.
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So you forgot
where you buried the skull.
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No. The way I see it is
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the skull was
never an actual skull.
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Yeah, you definitely forgot.
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The point is...
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things we bury in the past
are sometimes not as upsetting
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as we remember them.
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That's why you need
this therapy.
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Trust me on this.
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Why should I trust you?
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Why shouldn't you?
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I know we put that childhood
drawing to rest, but...
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I still don't have
any answers about what it means
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or what you are.
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Maybe that's what I should
talk to my therapist about.
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If you want him to send you
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straight to the loony bin,
be my guest.
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You're right.
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I can't just ignore this shit
with my dad anymore.
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Like I said, trust me on this.
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Always trust Wilfred.
A.T.W.
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That's why we wear
these wristbands,
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to constantly remind
ourselves of that.
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Wait, what did you do
with yours?
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These are the pulsers
I described to you.
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And as we discussed,
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I'd like you to take
one in each hand
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and concentrate
on the vibrations
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being emitted through them.
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They'll help you
focus and relax.
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(pulsers vibrating steadily)
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Now I want you to
close your eyes...
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and we'll begin.
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I want you to think back
to the day
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your father placed your mother
in an institution.
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Tell me what you see.
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RYAN: Whoa. I see my mother
being committed.
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Get in the car.
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There's Kristen.
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DOCTOR:
Where are you now, Ryan?
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RYAN:
I'm in my father's office.
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This is right after
we left my mother.
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I'm playing my Game Boy.
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God, everything's so vivid.
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Psst! Psst!
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RYAN: Wilfred?
What are you doing here?
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Shh!
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I'm not Wilfred.
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I'm a creation of your mind,
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and I'm here to deliver a very
important message to you:
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Don't trust Wilfred.
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I'm telling you, Wilfred is
up to something, mate,
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which is why you need to....
DOCTOR: Ryan,
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I seem to have lost you.
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Can you describe to me
what's happening?
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RYAN (over phonograph):
I'm still in my father's office.
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I'm pretending to focus on my
Game Boy, but I'm actually...
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We can talk freely now.
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RYAN: Okay, I have no idea
what's going on.
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You said you're a creation
of my mind?
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Your subconscious often feels
the need to express things
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to you in familiar,
accessible representations.
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Like that guy over there.
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What's up, Ryan?
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RYAN:
Who the hell is that?
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That's the part of your brain
that worries
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about the parking meter.
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Look, I mean,
I don't want to be that guy,
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but you only have 17 minutes
left on your meter.
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Personally? Me?
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I'm kind of freaking out here!
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RYAN: And your purpose
is to tell me
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that I'm not supposed
to trust Wilfred?
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Never trust Wilfred. N.T.W.
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That's why I wear
this bracelet, to...
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Constantly remind yourself
of that. I got it.
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Here's yours, by the way.
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But wait,
why should I trust you?
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Where are we going?
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Oh, God.
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Dude, what are you doing?
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Nothing. I just...
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KRISTEN: Ryan, let's go!
School starts in 20 minutes!
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Are you drawing on pubic hairs?
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I was a late bloomer.
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What am I, a freshman
in high school?
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Why are we even here?
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Shit, we must have taken
a wrong turn.
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Okay, um,
freshman year memories.
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There we are.
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I think we were meant
to take a left
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after the
Hootie & the Blowfish years.
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Come on.
G-Get us out of here!
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KRISTEN:
I said, let's go!
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RYAN: This is the day
I drew the drawing.
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I must be... six years old.
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(chuckles) God, I forgot
about those shoes.
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I actually thought
Reebok Pumps were cool.
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WILFRED:
Were?!
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Reebok Pumps are the shit!
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L-Look, this is
all fascinating,
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but I came here to deal with
my father issues.
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This drawing created friction
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between you and Wilfred,
didn't it?
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He told you you'd find answers
in good time.
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And you trusted him.
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So what?
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Was he hiding information
from me?
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Did he burn the drawing for
some secret, selfish reason?
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Maybe, I don't know.
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But coming here
doesn't prove anything.
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He burned it in...
the basement.
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Did he really burn it though?
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Or did he switch it
at the last second,
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and burn a blank piece of paper?
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DOCTOR:
That's enough for today.
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We'll pick this up
at our next session.
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(upbeat dance music playing)
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(music stops)
Ryan, you're back.
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Well, how was the therapy?
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I have so many questions
about your childhood,
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I don't even know
where to start.
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Like, what was on the floor
of your dad's office?
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Cookie crumbs?
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Spaghetti sauce droplets?
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I don't know what to tell you.
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The EMDR thing
didn't really work.
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Aw.
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00:11:02,303 --> 00:11:04,204
Well, that's a shame, mate.
Yeah.
258
00:11:04,271 --> 00:11:07,206
Well, Dr. Blum seems to think
if I bring a memento
259
00:11:07,274 --> 00:11:09,908
from my childhood,
like a photo or a drawing,
260
00:11:09,976 --> 00:11:11,644
that it might trigger something.
261
00:11:11,711 --> 00:11:14,547
Like your old
belly-smacking bat?
262
00:11:14,614 --> 00:11:16,282
I've told you a thousand times,
263
00:11:16,350 --> 00:11:18,084
that's my Wiffle Ball bat.
264
00:11:18,152 --> 00:11:19,419
Agree to disagree.
265
00:11:19,486 --> 00:11:20,887
Okay, and would you
stop doing that?
266
00:11:20,955 --> 00:11:22,222
That shit's getting really old.
267
00:11:22,290 --> 00:11:24,792
Even when I do
the monster truck rally voice?
268
00:11:24,859 --> 00:11:27,862
Especially when you do the
monster truck rally voice.
269
00:11:28,730 --> 00:11:29,764
Ow!
270
00:11:29,832 --> 00:11:32,267
You got smacked!
271
00:11:32,334 --> 00:11:34,969
Okay, I'm just gonna
come out and say it.
272
00:11:35,037 --> 00:11:36,637
I know you didn't
burn the drawing.
273
00:11:36,705 --> 00:11:38,072
What? Of course I did.
274
00:11:38,140 --> 00:11:39,507
You saw me do it.
Oh, really?
275
00:11:39,575 --> 00:11:41,175
Well, then how come I found it
276
00:11:41,243 --> 00:11:42,877
when I was digging around
in the yard the other day?
277
00:11:42,945 --> 00:11:45,046
Damn! How did you find it?
278
00:11:45,114 --> 00:11:46,648
I didn't.
279
00:11:46,716 --> 00:11:49,651
But I figured you buried
it like you always do.
280
00:11:49,719 --> 00:11:51,386
W-Wait, so you were bluffing?
281
00:11:52,789 --> 00:11:54,589
But how could you
possibly deduce
282
00:11:54,657 --> 00:11:56,057
that I bury
all my cherished belongings
283
00:11:56,125 --> 00:11:58,226
like my creepy muskrat skull?
284
00:11:58,294 --> 00:12:00,261
Shit!
285
00:12:00,329 --> 00:12:01,997
I just want to know why
you buried the drawing.
286
00:12:02,064 --> 00:12:04,266
I can't quite explain why.
287
00:12:04,333 --> 00:12:06,301
All I know is I had
a visceral feeling
288
00:12:06,369 --> 00:12:08,803
that it was
too important to burn.
289
00:12:08,871 --> 00:12:10,272
You're lying.
I'm not.
290
00:12:10,339 --> 00:12:13,408
Look, if I could just
prove it to you, I...
291
00:12:13,476 --> 00:12:16,077
Ryan, the next time you do
that memory therapy,
292
00:12:16,145 --> 00:12:18,379
try to go back to the day
you drew the drawing,
293
00:12:18,447 --> 00:12:20,381
and you'll see I'm not
keeping any secrets from you.
294
00:12:20,449 --> 00:12:21,649
Yeah.
295
00:12:21,717 --> 00:12:24,319
Well, I-I guess
I could, but...
296
00:12:24,386 --> 00:12:27,155
Wait, don't tell me,
you already went back there?
297
00:12:27,222 --> 00:12:29,657
Sort of. It all
happened so fast.
298
00:12:29,725 --> 00:12:31,693
And you didn't even think
to check if I was there?
299
00:12:31,760 --> 00:12:32,794
You idiot!
300
00:12:32,861 --> 00:12:36,463
Ow!
You got smacked!
301
00:12:36,531 --> 00:12:40,034
Look, mate, this is our chance
to finally learn the truth.
302
00:12:40,101 --> 00:12:42,603
You've got to go back there.
303
00:12:44,506 --> 00:12:46,507
Before we begin,
304
00:12:46,575 --> 00:12:48,442
I want to remind you
to stay focused.
305
00:12:48,510 --> 00:12:50,644
Last time,
306
00:12:50,712 --> 00:12:52,880
you got to the point where you
were basically just repeating
307
00:12:52,948 --> 00:12:55,783
the same sentence over and over,
almost like a skipping record.
308
00:12:55,851 --> 00:12:58,153
Oh, sorry about that.
309
00:12:58,220 --> 00:13:00,555
It's okay.
310
00:13:02,391 --> 00:13:05,627
(pulsers vibrating steadily)
311
00:13:05,695 --> 00:13:08,164
Now just relax
312
00:13:08,231 --> 00:13:10,433
and focus on the vibrations.
313
00:13:10,501 --> 00:13:12,736
Now, close your eyes.
314
00:13:15,506 --> 00:13:18,175
I want you to revisit
that memory of your father
315
00:13:18,242 --> 00:13:20,577
and tell me what you see.
316
00:13:20,645 --> 00:13:23,046
RYAN (over phonograph): I'm back
in my dad's office again.
317
00:13:23,114 --> 00:13:24,882
Kristen is
still sitting next to me.
318
00:13:24,949 --> 00:13:27,318
I notice a plant
on the table...
319
00:13:32,357 --> 00:13:34,158
RYAN:
Wilfred?
320
00:13:37,963 --> 00:13:38,830
Wilfred!
321
00:13:42,835 --> 00:13:44,268
Wilfred, stop!
322
00:13:47,906 --> 00:13:51,276
Why are you running from me?
323
00:13:52,845 --> 00:13:55,079
Stop!
324
00:13:55,146 --> 00:13:57,014
Wilfred!
325
00:13:58,817 --> 00:14:01,151
Wilfred! Wilfred?
326
00:14:01,219 --> 00:14:02,820
Wait, is that a spaceship?
327
00:14:02,887 --> 00:14:04,922
Hey, buddy.
328
00:14:04,990 --> 00:14:07,792
I sure did have a lot of fun
hanging out with you.
329
00:14:07,859 --> 00:14:10,161
Thanks for showing me
your planet.
330
00:14:10,228 --> 00:14:13,130
But now it's time for me
to return to my home planet.
331
00:14:13,198 --> 00:14:14,799
Wait, you're an alien?
332
00:14:14,866 --> 00:14:16,967
I'm gonna miss you,
little fella.
333
00:14:21,439 --> 00:14:23,640
RYAN: I don't understand.
How could I not remember this?
334
00:14:23,694 --> 00:14:26,043
I'll be back in a couple
of human decades, kiddo.
335
00:14:26,819 --> 00:14:29,288
And most importantly,
336
00:14:29,356 --> 00:14:33,593
don't let anyone tell you to
stop wearing those Reebok Pumps.
337
00:14:33,660 --> 00:14:35,027
They're cool.
338
00:14:35,095 --> 00:14:36,228
Trust me.
339
00:14:36,296 --> 00:14:38,264
Wait, did this actually happen?
340
00:14:38,332 --> 00:14:40,633
Hurry back home now.
341
00:14:40,701 --> 00:14:43,103
If you stay any longer,
you'll probably start to cry.
342
00:14:43,170 --> 00:14:45,538
Good-bye, Ryan.
I'll miss you.
343
00:14:45,606 --> 00:14:47,840
Just go back out the door
you came in.
344
00:14:47,908 --> 00:14:51,143
Bye-bye.
345
00:14:51,211 --> 00:14:53,413
Uh, yeah, don't worry
about that.
346
00:14:53,480 --> 00:14:57,050
Uh, that's just our launching,
uh, thing-thingie...
347
00:14:57,118 --> 00:14:59,019
Is that spaceship fake?
348
00:14:59,086 --> 00:15:00,553
Just go, dude! Leave!
349
00:15:00,621 --> 00:15:01,921
Wait!
350
00:15:01,989 --> 00:15:03,189
You!
351
00:15:03,257 --> 00:15:04,490
You created this memory.
352
00:15:04,558 --> 00:15:06,393
Why would you do this?
353
00:15:06,460 --> 00:15:08,061
The real question is:
why did you do it?
354
00:15:08,129 --> 00:15:09,429
You're trying to trick me.
355
00:15:09,497 --> 00:15:10,830
You're the one
I shouldn't trust.
356
00:15:10,898 --> 00:15:12,866
I'm a creation
of your mind, mate.
357
00:15:12,934 --> 00:15:15,836
How could I do something
without you making me do it?
358
00:15:15,904 --> 00:15:17,805
So why did you do it?
I don't know.
359
00:15:17,872 --> 00:15:19,974
Just say it!
Just say what?
360
00:15:20,041 --> 00:15:21,242
You've been
distracting yourself!
361
00:15:21,309 --> 00:15:23,344
What are you running away from?!
362
00:15:23,412 --> 00:15:25,947
The memory in my father's office!
But why?!
363
00:15:26,015 --> 00:15:28,750
Because I just don't want
to go back there, okay?
364
00:15:28,817 --> 00:15:31,119
It'll hurt too much.
365
00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:39,028
Come in.
366
00:15:39,095 --> 00:15:41,931
Sorry to bother you,
Mr. Newman.
367
00:15:41,999 --> 00:15:45,401
I just wanted to check in and
see how you were holding up.
368
00:15:45,469 --> 00:15:47,870
Excuse me?
369
00:15:47,938 --> 00:15:50,006
Oh, I'm sorry, I just thought
370
00:15:50,073 --> 00:15:51,741
today must have been
difficult for you.
371
00:15:51,808 --> 00:15:54,010
You want to know what's
difficult for me, Genevieve?
372
00:15:54,077 --> 00:15:56,379
Understanding how in God's name
373
00:15:56,447 --> 00:15:58,381
I hired someone as
incompetent as you!
374
00:15:58,449 --> 00:16:01,017
I've asked you three times
to find the transcript
375
00:16:01,085 --> 00:16:03,219
for the Enright deposition.
I'm so sorry, sir.
376
00:16:03,287 --> 00:16:04,954
Just get the
goddamn deposition!
377
00:16:05,022 --> 00:16:06,489
Yes, sir.
378
00:16:06,557 --> 00:16:08,858
RYAN:
God, he's so angry.
379
00:16:08,926 --> 00:16:11,728
Kristen, take your
brother to the lobby.
380
00:16:11,795 --> 00:16:13,930
I have a meeting
in a few minutes.
381
00:16:28,379 --> 00:16:30,280
(sobbing)
382
00:16:30,348 --> 00:16:32,516
Is he... is he crying?
383
00:16:32,583 --> 00:16:34,785
He never cried.
384
00:16:45,530 --> 00:16:47,565
So how do you feel?
385
00:16:51,036 --> 00:16:53,771
I feel better.
386
00:16:53,839 --> 00:16:56,741
That's wonderful, Ryan.
387
00:16:56,808 --> 00:17:00,277
Now, before we end
our session today,
388
00:17:00,345 --> 00:17:01,779
I-I'd like to talk
to you about
389
00:17:01,847 --> 00:17:03,287
some things you said
during the EMDR.
390
00:17:03,348 --> 00:17:05,816
Specifically, your memory of,
391
00:17:05,884 --> 00:17:07,218
and I quote, (clears throat)
392
00:17:07,286 --> 00:17:09,353
"the beast with
four Matt Damon heads
393
00:17:09,421 --> 00:17:11,188
"who fellated you one night,
394
00:17:11,256 --> 00:17:13,024
"each head performing
a different,
395
00:17:13,091 --> 00:17:15,926
specific, oral task."
396
00:17:23,368 --> 00:17:26,037
Unfortunately,
I didn't learn anything new
397
00:17:26,105 --> 00:17:28,039
about you or the drawing.
398
00:17:28,107 --> 00:17:31,243
But... I did learn a lot
about my father.
399
00:17:31,310 --> 00:17:34,045
WILFRED: Your therapy experience
sounds inspirational, mate.
400
00:17:34,113 --> 00:17:36,347
In fact, it even
taught me a few things.
401
00:17:36,415 --> 00:17:38,316
Cool. Hey, also...
402
00:17:38,384 --> 00:17:40,519
WILFRED (over recorder): Stop,
you're not that short, mate.
403
00:17:40,587 --> 00:17:41,887
What?
No, thanks.
404
00:17:41,955 --> 00:17:44,123
Let's order Indian food tonight.
405
00:17:44,190 --> 00:17:48,247
Have you not been listening
to me this entire time?
406
00:17:48,495 --> 00:17:50,863
(over recorder): What? Of course
I've been listening to you
407
00:17:50,931 --> 00:17:53,165
this entire time.
408
00:17:57,769 --> 00:18:01,638
Come on, you must be
good at something.
409
00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:05,008
Well, there is this one thing.
410
00:18:05,075 --> 00:18:06,742
No, it's-it's too embarrassing.
411
00:18:06,810 --> 00:18:09,111
Come on. I promise
I won't laugh.
412
00:18:11,248 --> 00:18:12,682
Okay.
413
00:18:12,749 --> 00:18:14,550
(laughs):
I can't believe I'm doing this.
414
00:18:31,235 --> 00:18:33,502
(smacks lips)
415
00:18:33,570 --> 00:18:35,905
Wow, that's great.
416
00:18:35,973 --> 00:18:37,073
Really?
417
00:18:37,141 --> 00:18:38,108
No.
418
00:18:38,175 --> 00:18:39,809
It's disgusting.
419
00:18:39,877 --> 00:18:42,778
You-you put your slimy,
erect penis on your lips.
420
00:18:42,846 --> 00:18:45,781
And-and that-- I-I can
only assume it's blood.
421
00:18:45,849 --> 00:18:47,116
Shit, you're right.
422
00:18:47,184 --> 00:18:48,684
That's demented.
423
00:18:48,752 --> 00:18:50,219
Don't tell anyone I did that.
424
00:19:02,700 --> 00:19:05,502
(sighs):
Ah... ah.
425
00:19:09,306 --> 00:19:10,907
Don't eat that.
426
00:19:10,974 --> 00:19:13,409
It's got chocolate in it?
Yes.
427
00:19:13,477 --> 00:19:15,277
It's got raisins in it, too?
428
00:19:15,345 --> 00:19:17,680
Yes, and both are
poison to dogs.
429
00:19:17,747 --> 00:19:21,083
And that-- is it mold on it,
growing there?
430
00:19:21,150 --> 00:19:24,185
And if I eat it,
it'll make me sick, right?
431
00:19:24,253 --> 00:19:25,787
Right. Exactly.
432
00:19:25,854 --> 00:19:27,989
Thanks for the heads-up.
433
00:19:28,057 --> 00:19:29,925
You're welcome.
434
00:19:38,502 --> 00:19:40,870
Better take me to the vet.
435
00:19:43,941 --> 00:19:54,467
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