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(clock ticking)
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So... what made you decide
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to give therapy a try, Ryan?
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Well, it wasn't
really my decision.
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My sister thinks I had
a nervous breakdown.
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I take it you don't see it
that way.
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No. It was just a bad reaction
to some sleep medication.
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Which she prescribed
for me, by the way.
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So you're doing this
for your sister?
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(sighs)
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She doesn't really take "no"
for an answer.
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She wants me to
work out my issues
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with our father before this big
family party she's planning
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for my nephew's first Christmas.
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Not that I'm planning
on being there.
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Okay. Well, for whatever reason
you're here,
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how about if we just...
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Ryan?
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Sorry. What were you saying?
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Is that your dog?
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I'm watching him for a neighbor.
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You know, dogs can be
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very therapeutic.
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Why don't you bring him in.
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It might help you to relax.
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Then when I was, what,
four years old,
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I suddenly started feeling
this rage inside me.
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I felt like I wasn't me.
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It got to the point where...
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And honestly,
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I felt like I wanted
to hurt someone.
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(voice breaks): And then,
it turns out in the end,
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it was just some kid
skateboarding past my yard.
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(sniffles)
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Whenever you're ready, Ryan.
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I'm sorry.
I don't really know
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what I'm supposed
to be talking about.
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You said you were here
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to work out some issues
with your father.
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There's nothing to work out.
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I already know
exactly who he is.
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He's controlling, he's devious,
he's Machiavellian.
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I really can't see a scenario
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in which talking about it's
gonna change that.
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Then when I was six,
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I developed an unhealthy
obsession with this bird
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until it flew away...
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some five seconds later.
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Sounds like you don't like him
very much.
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Did he do anything specific
to make you feel this way?
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(chuckles)
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I don't even know
where to start.
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Well, is there a memory
that stands out?
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Oh, by the way,
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it can be very comforting
to touch an animal
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while sharing your thoughts
in therapy.
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I'd like you to pet Wilfred now.
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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Ryan and I don't really do
the petting thing.
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I'm okay.
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Just give it a try.
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Don't.
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Don't you dare.
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Ryan, respect my space, please.
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I'm not even joking, dude.
I'm...
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Oh, wow. I always forget
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how heavenly
that actually does feel.
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Please, Ryan. Go ahead.
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I guess the memory that
stands out the most is
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the day he put my mother
in a mental institution.
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I was ten.
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After we dropped her off
and said good-bye,
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instead of, I don't know,
consoling us
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or doing something as a family,
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he took us back to the office.
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He just sat us down on
a couch with a Game Boy
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and some magazines
while he spent
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the rest of the afternoon
working.
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Like it was just another day
at the office.
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I still remember him yelling
at his secretary
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for some missing report
that he needed.
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Like he cared more about that
missing report
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than the fact that his own kids
had just lost their mother.
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Sorry, Jenna put some Frontline
on me this morning.
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Ryan, it seems to me
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that you're holding on
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to a lot of resentment
from your childhood.
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I'd like to tell you about
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a nontraditional method
of therapy called EMDR.
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EMDR?
EMDR?
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Eye Movement Desensitization
and Reprocessing.
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It allows people to sort of
revisit their memories
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and reprocess traumatic events.
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Yeah. I-I don't really...
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Ryan,
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confronting memories like
the one you've just described--
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deeply, vividly
confronting them--
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can help you to let go
of whatever's burdening you,
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whatever's holding you back,
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so you can finally start
to move on.
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I wish Kristen would
get off my ass.
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I did not have a breakdown.
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Mate, you can lie to Kristen
and that doctor all you want;
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I saw what happened.
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You got to get past
these issues with your dad.
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Maybe you should give this
memory therapy thing a shot.
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Yeah, right.
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The last thing I need
right now is
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to relive moments from
my messed-up childhood.
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Wait, you're scared,
aren't you?
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Scared?
Of going back to that day
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in your dad's office
after your mom got put away.
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Ryan, you're an adult now.
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It may not be
as traumatic anymore.
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I'm not scared, Wilfred.
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You know, years ago,
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I found a muskrat skull
in the woods.
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Still had one eye.
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Really creeped me out.
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So, obviously, I buried it
in the yard for safekeeping
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with my other
cherished belongings.
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Years later, I felt
it was time to dig it up.
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I'll be honest, I was scared.
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I mean, this skull--
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I swear, I thought
I saw it blink once.
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But-but when I dug it up,
what I found...
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was a happy,
squeaky rubber bone.
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So you forgot
where you buried the skull.
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No. The way I see it is
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the skull was
never an actual skull.
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Yeah, you definitely forgot.
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The point is...
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things we bury in the past
are sometimes not as upsetting
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as we remember them.
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That's why you need
this therapy.
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Trust me on this.
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Why should I trust you?
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Why shouldn't you?
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I know we put that childhood
drawing to rest, but...
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I still don't have
any answers about what it means
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or what you are.
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Maybe that's what I should
talk to my therapist about.
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If you want him to send you
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straight to the loony bin,
be my guest.
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You're right.
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I can't just ignore this shit
with my dad anymore.
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Like I said, trust me on this.
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Always trust Wilfred.
A.T.W.
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That's why we wear
these wristbands,
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to constantly remind
ourselves of that.
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Wait, what did you do
with yours?
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These are the pulsers
I described to you.
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And as we discussed,
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I'd like you to take
one in each hand
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and concentrate
on the vibrations
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being emitted through them.
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They'll help you
focus and relax.
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(pulsers vibrating steadily)
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Now I want you to
close your eyes...
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and we'll begin.
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I want you to think back
to the day
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your father placed your mother
in an institution.
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Tell me what you see.
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RYAN: Whoa. I see my mother
being committed.
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Get in the car.
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There's Kristen.
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DOCTOR:
Where are you now, Ryan?
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RYAN:
I'm in my father's office.
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This is right after
we left my mother.
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I'm playing my Game Boy.
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God, everything's so vivid.
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Psst! Psst!
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RYAN: Wilfred?
What are you doing here?
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Shh!
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I'm not Wilfred.
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I'm a creation of your mind,
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and I'm here to deliver a very
important message to you:
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Don't trust Wilfred.
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I'm telling you, Wilfred is
up to something, mate,
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which is why you need to....
DOCTOR: Ryan,
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I seem to have lost you.
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Can you describe to me
what's happening?
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RYAN (over phonograph):
I'm still in my father's office.
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I'm pretending to focus on my
Game Boy, but I'm actually...
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We can talk freely now.
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RYAN: Okay, I have no idea
what's going on.
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You said you're a creation
of my mind?
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Your subconscious often feels
the need to express things
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to you in familiar,
accessible representations.
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Like that guy over there.
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What's up, Ryan?
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RYAN:
Who the hell is that?
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That's the part of your brain
that worries
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about the parking meter.
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Look, I mean,
I don't want to be that guy,
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but you only have 17 minutes
left on your meter.
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Personally? Me?
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I'm kind of freaking out here!
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RYAN: And your purpose
is to tell me
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that I'm not supposed
to trust Wilfred?
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Never trust Wilfred. N.T.W.
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That's why I wear
this bracelet, to...
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Constantly remind yourself
of that. I got it.
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Here's yours, by the way.
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But wait,
why should I trust you?
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Where are we going?
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Oh, God.
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Dude, what are you doing?
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Nothing. I just...
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KRISTEN: Ryan, let's go!
School starts in 20 minutes!
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Are you drawing on pubic hairs?
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I was a late bloomer.
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What am I, a freshman
in high school?
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Why are we even here?
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Shit, we must have taken
a wrong turn.
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Okay, um,
freshman year memories.
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There we are.
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I think we were meant
to take a left
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after the
Hootie & the Blowfish years.
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Come on.
G-Get us out of here!
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KRISTEN:
I said, let's go!
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RYAN: This is the day
I drew the drawing.
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I must be... six years old.
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(chuckles) God, I forgot
about those shoes.
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I actually thought
Reebok Pumps were cool.
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WILFRED:
Were?!
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Reebok Pumps are the shit!
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L-Look, this is
all fascinating,
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but I came here to deal with
my father issues.
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This drawing created friction
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between you and Wilfred,
didn't it?
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He told you you'd find answers
in good time.
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And you trusted him.
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So what?
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Was he hiding information
from me?
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Did he burn the drawing for
some secret, selfish reason?
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Maybe, I don't know.
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But coming here
doesn't prove anything.
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He burned it in...
the basement.
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Did he really burn it though?
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Or did he switch it
at the last second,
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and burn a blank piece of paper?
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DOCTOR:
That's enough for today.
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We'll pick this up
at our next session.
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(upbeat dance music playing)
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(music stops)
Ryan, you're back.
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Well, how was the therapy?
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I have so many questions
about your childhood,
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I don't even know
where to start.
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Like, what was on the floor
of your dad's office?
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Cookie crumbs?
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Spaghetti sauce droplets?
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I don't know what to tell you.
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The EMDR thing
didn't really work.
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Aw.
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Well, that's a shame, mate.
Yeah.
258
00:11:23,371 --> 00:11:26,306
Well, Dr. Blum seems to think
if I bring a memento
259
00:11:26,374 --> 00:11:29,008
from my childhood,
like a photo or a drawing,
260
00:11:29,076 --> 00:11:30,744
that it might trigger something.
261
00:11:30,811 --> 00:11:33,647
Like your old
belly-smacking bat?
262
00:11:33,714 --> 00:11:35,382
I've told you a thousand times,
263
00:11:35,450 --> 00:11:37,184
that's my Wiffle Ball bat.
264
00:11:37,252 --> 00:11:38,519
Agree to disagree.
265
00:11:38,586 --> 00:11:39,987
Okay, and would you
stop doing that?
266
00:11:40,055 --> 00:11:41,322
That shit's getting really old.
267
00:11:41,390 --> 00:11:43,892
Even when I do
the monster truck rally voice?
268
00:11:43,959 --> 00:11:46,962
Especially when you do the
monster truck rally voice.
269
00:11:47,830 --> 00:11:48,864
Ow!
270
00:11:48,932 --> 00:11:51,367
You got smacked!
271
00:11:51,434 --> 00:11:54,069
Okay, I'm just gonna
come out and say it.
272
00:11:54,137 --> 00:11:55,737
I know you didn't
burn the drawing.
273
00:11:55,805 --> 00:11:57,172
What? Of course I did.
274
00:11:57,240 --> 00:11:58,607
You saw me do it.
Oh, really?
275
00:11:58,675 --> 00:12:00,275
Well, then how come I found it
276
00:12:00,343 --> 00:12:01,977
when I was digging around
in the yard the other day?
277
00:12:02,045 --> 00:12:04,146
Damn! How did you find it?
278
00:12:04,214 --> 00:12:05,748
I didn't.
279
00:12:05,816 --> 00:12:08,751
But I figured you buried
it like you always do.
280
00:12:08,819 --> 00:12:10,486
W-Wait, so you were bluffing?
281
00:12:11,889 --> 00:12:13,689
But how could you
possibly deduce
282
00:12:13,757 --> 00:12:15,157
that I bury
all my cherished belongings
283
00:12:15,225 --> 00:12:17,326
like my creepy muskrat skull?
284
00:12:17,394 --> 00:12:19,361
Shit!
285
00:12:19,429 --> 00:12:21,097
I just want to know why
you buried the drawing.
286
00:12:21,164 --> 00:12:23,366
I can't quite explain why.
287
00:12:23,433 --> 00:12:25,401
All I know is I had
a visceral feeling
288
00:12:25,469 --> 00:12:27,903
that it was
too important to burn.
289
00:12:27,971 --> 00:12:29,372
You're lying.
I'm not.
290
00:12:29,439 --> 00:12:32,508
Look, if I could just
prove it to you, I...
291
00:12:32,576 --> 00:12:35,177
Ryan, the next time you do
that memory therapy,
292
00:12:35,245 --> 00:12:37,479
try to go back to the day
you drew the drawing,
293
00:12:37,547 --> 00:12:39,481
and you'll see I'm not
keeping any secrets from you.
294
00:12:39,549 --> 00:12:40,749
Yeah.
295
00:12:40,817 --> 00:12:43,419
Well, I-I guess
I could, but...
296
00:12:43,486 --> 00:12:46,255
Wait, don't tell me,
you already went back there?
297
00:12:46,322 --> 00:12:48,757
Sort of. It all
happened so fast.
298
00:12:48,825 --> 00:12:50,793
And you didn't even think
to check if I was there?
299
00:12:50,860 --> 00:12:51,894
You idiot!
300
00:12:51,961 --> 00:12:55,563
Ow!
You got smacked!
301
00:12:55,631 --> 00:12:59,134
Look, mate, this is our chance
to finally learn the truth.
302
00:12:59,201 --> 00:13:01,703
You've got to go back there.
303
00:13:03,606 --> 00:13:05,607
Before we begin,
304
00:13:05,675 --> 00:13:07,542
I want to remind you
to stay focused.
305
00:13:07,610 --> 00:13:09,744
Last time,
306
00:13:09,812 --> 00:13:11,980
you got to the point where you
were basically just repeating
307
00:13:12,048 --> 00:13:14,883
the same sentence over and over,
almost like a skipping record.
308
00:13:14,951 --> 00:13:17,253
Oh, sorry about that.
309
00:13:17,320 --> 00:13:19,655
It's okay.
310
00:13:21,491 --> 00:13:24,727
(pulsers vibrating steadily)
311
00:13:24,795 --> 00:13:27,264
Now just relax
312
00:13:27,331 --> 00:13:29,533
and focus on the vibrations.
313
00:13:29,601 --> 00:13:31,836
Now, close your eyes.
314
00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:37,275
I want you to revisit
that memory of your father
315
00:13:37,342 --> 00:13:39,677
and tell me what you see.
316
00:13:39,745 --> 00:13:42,146
RYAN (over phonograph): I'm back
in my dad's office again.
317
00:13:42,214 --> 00:13:43,982
Kristen is
still sitting next to me.
318
00:13:44,049 --> 00:13:46,418
I notice a plant
on the table...
319
00:13:51,457 --> 00:13:53,258
RYAN:
Wilfred?
320
00:13:57,063 --> 00:13:57,930
Wilfred!
321
00:14:01,935 --> 00:14:03,368
Wilfred, stop!
322
00:14:07,006 --> 00:14:10,376
Why are you running from me?
323
00:14:11,945 --> 00:14:14,179
Stop!
324
00:14:14,246 --> 00:14:16,114
Wilfred!
325
00:14:17,917 --> 00:14:20,251
Wilfred! Wilfred?
326
00:14:20,319 --> 00:14:21,920
Wait, is that a spaceship?
327
00:14:21,987 --> 00:14:24,022
Hey, buddy.
328
00:14:24,090 --> 00:14:26,892
I sure did have a lot of fun
hanging out with you.
329
00:14:26,959 --> 00:14:29,261
Thanks for showing me
your planet.
330
00:14:29,328 --> 00:14:32,230
But now it's time for me
to return to my home planet.
331
00:14:32,298 --> 00:14:33,899
Wait, you're an alien?
332
00:14:33,966 --> 00:14:36,067
I'm gonna miss you,
little fella.
333
00:14:41,689 --> 00:14:43,890
RYAN: I don't understand.
How could I not remember this?
334
00:14:43,944 --> 00:14:46,293
I'll be back in a couple
of human decades, kiddo.
335
00:14:47,069 --> 00:14:49,538
And most importantly,
336
00:14:49,606 --> 00:14:53,843
don't let anyone tell you to
stop wearing those Reebok Pumps.
337
00:14:53,910 --> 00:14:55,277
They're cool.
338
00:14:55,345 --> 00:14:56,478
Trust me.
339
00:14:56,546 --> 00:14:58,514
Wait, did this actually happen?
340
00:14:58,582 --> 00:15:00,883
Hurry back home now.
341
00:15:00,951 --> 00:15:03,353
If you stay any longer,
you'll probably start to cry.
342
00:15:03,420 --> 00:15:05,788
Good-bye, Ryan.
I'll miss you.
343
00:15:05,856 --> 00:15:08,090
Just go back out the door
you came in.
344
00:15:08,158 --> 00:15:11,393
Bye-bye.
345
00:15:11,461 --> 00:15:13,663
Uh, yeah, don't worry
about that.
346
00:15:13,730 --> 00:15:17,300
Uh, that's just our launching,
uh, thing-thingie...
347
00:15:17,368 --> 00:15:19,269
Is that spaceship fake?
348
00:15:19,336 --> 00:15:20,803
Just go, dude! Leave!
349
00:15:20,871 --> 00:15:22,171
Wait!
350
00:15:22,239 --> 00:15:23,439
You!
351
00:15:23,507 --> 00:15:24,740
You created this memory.
352
00:15:24,808 --> 00:15:26,643
Why would you do this?
353
00:15:26,710 --> 00:15:28,311
The real question is:
why did you do it?
354
00:15:28,379 --> 00:15:29,679
You're trying to trick me.
355
00:15:29,747 --> 00:15:31,080
You're the one
I shouldn't trust.
356
00:15:31,148 --> 00:15:33,116
I'm a creation
of your mind, mate.
357
00:15:33,184 --> 00:15:36,086
How could I do something
without you making me do it?
358
00:15:36,154 --> 00:15:38,055
So why did you do it?
I don't know.
359
00:15:38,122 --> 00:15:40,224
Just say it!
Just say what?
360
00:15:40,291 --> 00:15:41,492
You've been
distracting yourself!
361
00:15:41,559 --> 00:15:43,594
What are you running away from?!
362
00:15:43,662 --> 00:15:46,197
The memory in my father's office!
But why?!
363
00:15:46,265 --> 00:15:49,000
Because I just don't want
to go back there, okay?
364
00:15:49,067 --> 00:15:51,369
It'll hurt too much.
365
00:15:57,910 --> 00:15:59,278
Come in.
366
00:15:59,345 --> 00:16:02,181
Sorry to bother you,
Mr. Newman.
367
00:16:02,249 --> 00:16:05,651
I just wanted to check in and
see how you were holding up.
368
00:16:05,719 --> 00:16:08,120
Excuse me?
369
00:16:08,188 --> 00:16:10,256
Oh, I'm sorry, I just thought
370
00:16:10,323 --> 00:16:11,991
today must have been
difficult for you.
371
00:16:12,058 --> 00:16:14,260
You want to know what's
difficult for me, Genevieve?
372
00:16:14,327 --> 00:16:16,629
Understanding how in God's name
373
00:16:16,697 --> 00:16:18,631
I hired someone as
incompetent as you!
374
00:16:18,699 --> 00:16:21,267
I've asked you three times
to find the transcript
375
00:16:21,335 --> 00:16:23,469
for the Enright deposition.
I'm so sorry, sir.
376
00:16:23,537 --> 00:16:25,204
Just get the
goddamn deposition!
377
00:16:25,272 --> 00:16:26,739
Yes, sir.
378
00:16:26,807 --> 00:16:29,108
RYAN:
God, he's so angry.
379
00:16:29,176 --> 00:16:31,978
Kristen, take your
brother to the lobby.
380
00:16:32,045 --> 00:16:34,180
I have a meeting
in a few minutes.
381
00:16:48,629 --> 00:16:50,530
(sobbing)
382
00:16:50,598 --> 00:16:52,766
Is he... is he crying?
383
00:16:52,833 --> 00:16:55,035
He never cried.
384
00:17:05,780 --> 00:17:07,815
So how do you feel?
385
00:17:11,286 --> 00:17:14,021
I feel better.
386
00:17:14,089 --> 00:17:16,991
That's wonderful, Ryan.
387
00:17:17,058 --> 00:17:20,527
Now, before we end
our session today,
388
00:17:20,595 --> 00:17:22,029
I-I'd like to talk
to you about
389
00:17:22,097 --> 00:17:23,537
some things you said
during the EMDR.
390
00:17:23,598 --> 00:17:26,066
Specifically, your memory of,
391
00:17:26,134 --> 00:17:27,468
and I quote, (clears throat)
392
00:17:27,536 --> 00:17:29,603
"the beast with
four Matt Damon heads
393
00:17:29,671 --> 00:17:31,438
"who fellated you one night,
394
00:17:31,506 --> 00:17:33,274
"each head performing
a different,
395
00:17:33,341 --> 00:17:36,176
specific, oral task."
396
00:17:43,618 --> 00:17:46,287
Unfortunately,
I didn't learn anything new
397
00:17:46,355 --> 00:17:48,289
about you or the drawing.
398
00:17:48,357 --> 00:17:51,493
But... I did learn a lot
about my father.
399
00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:54,295
WILFRED: Your therapy experience
sounds inspirational, mate.
400
00:17:54,363 --> 00:17:56,597
In fact, it even
taught me a few things.
401
00:17:56,665 --> 00:17:58,566
Cool. Hey, also...
402
00:17:58,634 --> 00:18:00,769
WILFRED (over recorder): Stop,
you're not that short, mate.
403
00:18:00,837 --> 00:18:02,137
What?
No, thanks.
404
00:18:02,205 --> 00:18:04,373
Let's order Indian food tonight.
405
00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:08,497
Have you not been listening
to me this entire time?
406
00:18:08,745 --> 00:18:11,113
(over recorder): What? Of course
I've been listening to you
407
00:18:11,181 --> 00:18:13,415
this entire time.
408
00:18:19,669 --> 00:18:23,538
Come on, you must be
good at something.
409
00:18:24,106 --> 00:18:27,408
Well, there is this one thing.
410
00:18:27,475 --> 00:18:29,142
No, it's-it's too embarrassing.
411
00:18:29,210 --> 00:18:31,511
Come on. I promise
I won't laugh.
412
00:18:33,648 --> 00:18:35,082
Okay.
413
00:18:35,149 --> 00:18:36,950
(laughs):
I can't believe I'm doing this.
414
00:18:53,635 --> 00:18:55,902
(smacks lips)
415
00:18:55,970 --> 00:18:58,305
Wow, that's great.
416
00:18:58,373 --> 00:18:59,473
Really?
417
00:18:59,541 --> 00:19:00,508
No.
418
00:19:00,575 --> 00:19:02,209
It's disgusting.
419
00:19:02,277 --> 00:19:05,178
You-you put your slimy,
erect penis on your lips.
420
00:19:05,246 --> 00:19:08,181
And-and that-- I-I can
only assume it's blood.
421
00:19:08,249 --> 00:19:09,516
Shit, you're right.
422
00:19:09,584 --> 00:19:11,084
That's demented.
423
00:19:11,152 --> 00:19:12,619
Don't tell anyone I did that.
424
00:19:25,100 --> 00:19:27,902
(sighs):
Ah... ah.
425
00:19:31,706 --> 00:19:33,307
Don't eat that.
426
00:19:33,374 --> 00:19:35,809
It's got chocolate in it?
Yes.
427
00:19:35,877 --> 00:19:37,677
It's got raisins in it, too?
428
00:19:37,745 --> 00:19:40,080
Yes, and both are
poison to dogs.
429
00:19:40,147 --> 00:19:43,483
And that-- is it mold on it,
growing there?
430
00:19:43,550 --> 00:19:46,585
And if I eat it,
it'll make me sick, right?
431
00:19:46,653 --> 00:19:48,187
Right. Exactly.
432
00:19:48,254 --> 00:19:50,389
Thanks for the heads-up.
433
00:19:50,457 --> 00:19:52,325
You're welcome.
434
00:20:00,902 --> 00:20:03,270
Better take me to the vet.
435
00:20:06,341 --> 00:20:16,867
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