1 00:00:00,885 --> 00:00:04,908 And I realize that what I actually want is to have a family. 2 00:00:04,973 --> 00:00:07,892 Carrie! What are you doing?! This is not okay! You have to get out of here! 3 00:00:07,922 --> 00:00:09,499 It's okay, Nathan. 4 00:00:09,603 --> 00:00:11,338 Haley, this isn't this, okay? 5 00:00:11,438 --> 00:00:14,421 I want you to get the hell out of my house right now! 6 00:00:14,521 --> 00:00:17,099 No, you stay away from us! This marriage is over! 7 00:00:17,858 --> 00:00:19,261 I want a divorce. 8 00:00:19,361 --> 00:00:22,257 - I still love you, Lucas. - Peyton, I... 9 00:00:29,730 --> 00:00:32,861 I'm sorry, Lucas. I can't marry you. 10 00:00:39,295 --> 00:00:40,660 Jamie! 11 00:00:40,784 --> 00:00:42,033 Nanny Carrie! 12 00:00:44,233 --> 00:00:45,588 Jamie! 13 00:00:45,872 --> 00:00:48,642 - Won't mama be mad? - No. 14 00:00:48,749 --> 00:00:52,103 Besides... I'm gonna be your mama now. 15 00:00:53,556 --> 00:00:56,890 If you decide to go anywhere near my family ever again... 16 00:00:57,808 --> 00:00:59,880 I'd have no problem killing you. 17 00:01:02,597 --> 00:01:05,943 - Mama! - Oh, baby! Come here! 18 00:01:06,976 --> 00:01:10,052 Sweetie, what happened to you? Are you okay? 19 00:01:10,155 --> 00:01:13,151 I'm fine. Grandpa Dan saved me. 20 00:01:26,786 --> 00:01:28,283 Subtitles : Willow's Team 21 00:01:28,397 --> 00:01:29,890 Transcript : Raceman 22 00:01:30,028 --> 00:01:31,601 www.forom.com 23 00:01:43,345 --> 00:01:44,483 Dan. 24 00:02:01,655 --> 00:02:02,902 Grandpa! 25 00:02:04,777 --> 00:02:05,941 Jamie! 26 00:02:08,148 --> 00:02:09,491 Jamie! 27 00:02:12,056 --> 00:02:13,301 Hey, buddy. 28 00:02:14,905 --> 00:02:16,063 Jamie. 29 00:02:17,236 --> 00:02:18,900 I got to go now. 30 00:02:19,577 --> 00:02:22,100 You go back to your mom, okay? Go on. 31 00:02:24,247 --> 00:02:25,412 Go on. 32 00:02:33,955 --> 00:02:35,210 Grandpa. 33 00:02:37,067 --> 00:02:38,173 Thank you. 34 00:03:00,266 --> 00:03:03,050 I guess I still find it hard to let Jamie out of my sight. 35 00:03:03,117 --> 00:03:07,142 It's just it's only been a month since he was abducted. 36 00:03:07,245 --> 00:03:10,451 Is it so crazy that I would still hear echoes from that day, 37 00:03:10,556 --> 00:03:12,910 that I would still be a little overprotective? 38 00:03:13,228 --> 00:03:16,181 Protective or overprotective? 39 00:03:16,565 --> 00:03:18,421 You said overprotective. 40 00:03:20,346 --> 00:03:23,833 Okay. Well, you said it yourself. 41 00:03:24,265 --> 00:03:26,981 Identification is the first step to recovery, right? 44 00:03:35,867 --> 00:03:38,773 We've spent the past four sessions discussing you and Nathan as a couple, 45 00:03:38,876 --> 00:03:41,571 as parents to Jamie. Let's talk about you as individuals. 46 00:03:41,815 --> 00:03:43,283 Who are you, Haley? 47 00:03:43,596 --> 00:03:46,560 You mean, like, what do I do for a living, or what are my hobbies, or... 48 00:03:46,846 --> 00:03:48,910 No, I mean who are you? 49 00:03:49,558 --> 00:03:53,212 Well, my name is Brooke Davis, and I own a fashion line 50 00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:56,680 called Clothes Over Bro's, which, before you read too much into it, 51 00:03:56,786 --> 00:04:00,082 is very boy-friendly, just clothes-friendlier. 52 00:04:01,767 --> 00:04:03,483 Anyway, I attended the orientation, 53 00:04:03,588 --> 00:04:06,062 so I took the liberty of drawing up a statement of my financial worth. 54 00:04:06,105 --> 00:04:09,393 - I think you'll be very pleased. - How old are you, Brooke? 55 00:04:10,237 --> 00:04:14,543 22. But I lead a rather accelerated lifestyle 56 00:04:14,647 --> 00:04:17,361 with the fashion line and the magazine. 57 00:04:17,497 --> 00:04:20,442 And I did read somewhere that 25 is the average age for women to-- 58 00:04:20,488 --> 00:04:22,381 Do you own your own home? 59 00:04:23,378 --> 00:04:25,123 Are you sexually active? 60 00:04:25,728 --> 00:04:28,291 Lately, no, but not for a lack of trying. 61 00:04:30,245 --> 00:04:32,841 Sorry. No. 62 00:04:34,508 --> 00:04:36,993 Anyway, as I said, I have my financial statements 63 00:04:37,095 --> 00:04:39,771 and a copy of my medical history, a copy of my birth certificate-- 64 00:04:39,836 --> 00:04:42,250 - And do you drink? - Sorry? 65 00:04:42,356 --> 00:04:43,993 I noticed the bar. 66 00:04:44,617 --> 00:04:47,570 Oh, um, some. 67 00:04:47,866 --> 00:04:49,013 Not really. 68 00:04:49,197 --> 00:04:51,003 The bar is more for my roommate. 69 00:04:51,107 --> 00:04:55,623 And that would be Peyton Sawyer, correct? 70 00:04:56,148 --> 00:04:59,040 You should see her knock 'em back. She's a champ. 71 00:05:01,507 --> 00:05:02,772 I mean... 72 00:05:04,707 --> 00:05:08,102 the boy that she loves recently almost married someone else 73 00:05:08,206 --> 00:05:10,273 and kind of went awol, 74 00:05:10,377 --> 00:05:15,062 so, unlike me, who is perfectly stable and normal, 75 00:05:16,088 --> 00:05:18,061 she's struggling a bit. 76 00:05:19,016 --> 00:05:21,570 I guess that's what happens when you fall in love. 77 00:05:23,735 --> 00:05:27,132 She can move out if it's a problem. 78 00:05:29,266 --> 00:05:31,222 My mom used to sing to me. 79 00:05:32,086 --> 00:05:35,023 I don't think I've ever really told anybody that before. 80 00:05:35,267 --> 00:05:36,921 It was like our little secret. 81 00:05:37,018 --> 00:05:40,303 But every night, she'd come in, and she'd tuck me in, 82 00:05:40,407 --> 00:05:43,921 and she'd sing me something like lullabies 83 00:05:44,027 --> 00:05:46,892 or album rock stuff. 84 00:05:48,298 --> 00:05:51,492 And then, after she was gone, 85 00:05:51,596 --> 00:05:54,611 I remember lying in bed for the first time 86 00:05:54,717 --> 00:05:57,840 and just feeling silence, you know... 87 00:05:59,417 --> 00:06:03,001 and then realizing that for the rest of my life, it was gone. 88 00:06:04,038 --> 00:06:06,152 All her songs were gone, 89 00:06:06,657 --> 00:06:09,472 and her voice, and the way it used to soothe me. 90 00:06:10,076 --> 00:06:11,590 Just all of it. 91 00:06:12,937 --> 00:06:16,082 So I guess I tried to find new songs to fill that quiet. 92 00:06:17,055 --> 00:06:19,890 But none of them ever really have, you know? 93 00:06:21,775 --> 00:06:25,493 Now she's gone and Mia's gone... 94 00:06:26,757 --> 00:06:28,591 and Luke is gone. 95 00:06:30,065 --> 00:06:31,750 It's just silence. 96 00:06:33,875 --> 00:06:35,770 It's just silence. 97 00:06:36,395 --> 00:06:37,801 You hear that? 98 00:06:39,325 --> 00:06:40,601 Do I hear what? 99 00:06:41,726 --> 00:06:45,121 Nothing. Silence. 100 00:06:45,687 --> 00:06:47,093 It's nice, huh? 101 00:06:49,018 --> 00:06:50,410 Yeah, I guess so. 102 00:06:51,566 --> 00:06:53,660 Luke, you got to get her out of your head. 103 00:06:54,308 --> 00:06:56,612 It's been a month, man. You got to let it go. 104 00:06:56,666 --> 00:06:58,040 Let it go? 105 00:06:58,147 --> 00:07:00,941 A month ago, I had my whole life ahead of me-- 106 00:07:01,075 --> 00:07:03,870 a second novel, basketball team, 107 00:07:04,138 --> 00:07:06,513 and a girl I was gonna spend the rest of my life with. 108 00:07:06,617 --> 00:07:08,422 Well, you still have all those things yet. 109 00:07:09,496 --> 00:07:11,722 If I did, do you really think I would have spent the last four weeks 110 00:07:11,826 --> 00:07:13,520 at sea with you? 111 00:07:14,805 --> 00:07:16,630 Which brings me to this-- 112 00:07:17,765 --> 00:07:19,201 what are you doing out here? 113 00:07:20,265 --> 00:07:21,683 What do you mean? 114 00:07:21,785 --> 00:07:24,961 Well, I mean, it's not like we haven't loved having you, 115 00:07:25,678 --> 00:07:27,680 but it's time for you to get back to your life. 116 00:07:28,977 --> 00:07:31,160 And that all starts with a simple question. 117 00:07:32,458 --> 00:07:33,841 What do you want? 118 00:07:34,738 --> 00:07:36,582 I want my family back. 119 00:07:36,955 --> 00:07:39,141 And I want Haley to trust me again. 120 00:07:40,367 --> 00:07:42,152 I want her to look at me the way she used to 121 00:07:42,196 --> 00:07:45,341 and see a better man than maybe I'll ever be. 122 00:07:45,596 --> 00:07:47,681 And then I want to be that man. 123 00:07:47,947 --> 00:07:51,903 And I will be, for her and for Jamie. 124 00:07:53,846 --> 00:07:56,080 I want to believe in Nathan again. 125 00:07:57,787 --> 00:08:00,281 And I want to believe in the goodness of people. 126 00:08:01,836 --> 00:08:05,381 And I want my son to be safe, and I want him to be great, 127 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:09,322 and I want that greatness to be seen and appreciated. 128 00:08:11,318 --> 00:08:12,791 That's what I want. 129 00:08:13,145 --> 00:08:14,980 I want to have a familily. 130 00:08:15,987 --> 00:08:18,162 I want to use my success to help a child 131 00:08:18,266 --> 00:08:21,121 who maybe never really had a chance at all. 132 00:08:22,245 --> 00:08:23,972 I want to be a mom. 133 00:08:24,228 --> 00:08:27,203 And I'm ready to be one. I believe that. 134 00:08:28,057 --> 00:08:30,291 I want to believe in it all again-- 135 00:08:30,725 --> 00:08:32,640 music and art, 136 00:08:33,017 --> 00:08:34,713 fate and love. 137 00:08:35,138 --> 00:08:37,612 And I want to believe that I've made the right choices 138 00:08:37,688 --> 00:08:39,883 and that I'm on the right path 139 00:08:39,985 --> 00:08:43,080 and there's still time to fix the mistakes I've made. 140 00:08:43,728 --> 00:08:46,461 And I guess I want hope. 141 00:08:47,346 --> 00:08:49,023 And I want Lucas. 142 00:08:49,127 --> 00:08:50,622 I want Lindsey. 143 00:08:51,078 --> 00:08:53,280 I want her to be my wife, and... 144 00:08:54,434 --> 00:08:56,773 I just want to go back, you know? I want to go back to a month ago, 145 00:08:56,803 --> 00:08:59,528 when we were happy and life had meaning 146 00:09:00,602 --> 00:09:04,032 and purpose and direction. 147 00:09:05,079 --> 00:09:06,331 That's what I want. 148 00:09:06,606 --> 00:09:08,063 Good... 149 00:09:08,446 --> 00:09:10,450 'cause I have a way you can get all that. 150 00:09:43,637 --> 00:09:45,183 What did you write? 151 00:09:47,366 --> 00:09:49,340 Something good, I hope. 152 00:09:52,906 --> 00:09:57,130 Sorry. It's just that I kind of feel like I'm being judged, so... 153 00:09:57,366 --> 00:10:00,262 You're not being judged, Brooke. You're being evaluated. 154 00:10:00,366 --> 00:10:02,910 It's to help clarify your reasons for wanting to adopt 155 00:10:03,018 --> 00:10:07,283 and to explore your capabilities, maturity, and emotional readiness. 156 00:10:08,087 --> 00:10:12,252 And does it take very long, the whole decision-making process? 157 00:10:12,305 --> 00:10:14,750 No. The home study is the last of it. 158 00:10:14,815 --> 00:10:18,033 So I'll know if I'm gonna be a mom by the end of this meeting. 159 00:10:18,067 --> 00:10:19,610 Essentially, yes. 160 00:10:20,486 --> 00:10:21,693 Wow. 161 00:10:23,298 --> 00:10:24,890 Well, how am I doing? 162 00:10:26,446 --> 00:10:28,612 Let's talk about your past. 163 00:10:30,145 --> 00:10:32,851 My problems with my past are of my own doing. 164 00:10:33,456 --> 00:10:36,482 I'm stubborn, and I have a temper, 165 00:10:37,246 --> 00:10:39,481 and I don't always make the best decisions. 166 00:10:40,556 --> 00:10:44,470 It must have been very difficult for you, coming so close to the NBA. 167 00:10:44,898 --> 00:10:46,390 Do you think about that much? 168 00:10:46,498 --> 00:10:49,601 Sometimes. Yeah. 169 00:10:50,086 --> 00:10:53,200 I mean, sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night, 170 00:10:53,258 --> 00:10:55,102 and I walk through town, 171 00:10:55,508 --> 00:10:57,080 past the school, 172 00:10:57,437 --> 00:10:59,030 past the gym. 173 00:10:59,807 --> 00:11:03,843 I can still hear the echoes, you know? 174 00:11:05,075 --> 00:11:06,762 You never told me that. 175 00:11:07,815 --> 00:11:10,150 It's not something I'm all that proud of. 176 00:11:11,466 --> 00:11:16,601 It's like-- look, I'm not good with being vulnerable. 177 00:11:16,915 --> 00:11:19,951 In fact, this is probably the closest I've come to it... 178 00:11:20,876 --> 00:11:23,032 Well, the second closest. 179 00:11:23,267 --> 00:11:24,683 What was the first? 180 00:11:25,765 --> 00:11:28,221 When I was a junior in high school, 181 00:11:28,326 --> 00:11:32,032 I took some... stuff to help me with my game-- 182 00:11:32,618 --> 00:11:36,260 drugs-- and it was a stupid thing to do. 183 00:11:37,285 --> 00:11:40,860 I ended up collapsing on the court, and my father was all about, 184 00:11:41,388 --> 00:11:43,743 you know, covering it up for the Scouts. 185 00:11:44,185 --> 00:11:48,112 Anyway, when I left the hospital, 186 00:11:48,607 --> 00:11:50,073 I went to see Haley, 187 00:11:50,175 --> 00:11:52,620 because I needed to know if she could forgive me. 188 00:11:52,725 --> 00:11:55,822 I wanted to see if I still had the chance to be great in her eyes. 189 00:11:56,576 --> 00:11:58,173 And when she did-- 190 00:11:58,476 --> 00:12:00,402 she forgave me-- 191 00:12:02,356 --> 00:12:04,982 that was the moment that everything changed for me. 192 00:12:06,236 --> 00:12:08,600 That was the moment I fell in love with her, 193 00:12:09,228 --> 00:12:14,170 this girl who could see past all the mistakes I've made. 194 00:12:18,448 --> 00:12:19,751 I don't know. 195 00:12:20,568 --> 00:12:24,383 I guess maybe sometimes I screw up 196 00:12:24,487 --> 00:12:26,532 because I want to feel that again. 197 00:12:31,146 --> 00:12:33,313 I suppose that sounds pretty broken. 198 00:12:34,257 --> 00:12:37,470 You're not broken, Luke. You might think that you are, but-- 199 00:12:38,356 --> 00:12:41,782 You remember when I left your mom the first time to go back to New Zealand? 200 00:12:44,686 --> 00:12:47,170 It was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, 201 00:12:47,857 --> 00:12:49,742 because I still loved your mom, 202 00:12:50,158 --> 00:12:53,081 but I knew there was a place in her heart that I would never occupy, 203 00:12:53,185 --> 00:12:55,281 a place reserved for someone else. 204 00:12:56,987 --> 00:12:59,551 Somehow, I just couldn't get past it. 205 00:13:00,465 --> 00:13:02,342 Is this sounding familiar at all? 206 00:13:02,448 --> 00:13:06,990 Yeah. Yeah, she said my heart was conflicted. 207 00:13:07,098 --> 00:13:09,111 Well, here comes the good news. 208 00:13:09,235 --> 00:13:11,252 There wasn't a day while we were apart 209 00:13:11,337 --> 00:13:13,390 that I wasn't completely in love with your mom. 210 00:13:13,655 --> 00:13:16,753 And all it would have taken was for her to simply say, 211 00:13:17,468 --> 00:13:21,421 "I love you, I miss you, and I need to be with you." 212 00:13:21,548 --> 00:13:23,450 I don't think it's that easy, Andy. 213 00:13:23,656 --> 00:13:26,353 Lucas, it is that easy. 214 00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:29,352 Lindsey needs to be convinced that you love her. 215 00:13:30,756 --> 00:13:32,531 And did I mention that I have a private jet 216 00:13:32,617 --> 00:13:34,621 and New York's not too far from here? 217 00:13:35,715 --> 00:13:38,622 No. I tried calling her, Andy, 218 00:13:39,597 --> 00:13:41,492 and she didn't want to talk to me. 219 00:13:41,726 --> 00:13:43,423 All right, well, tell me this much. 220 00:13:43,698 --> 00:13:45,582 Has a day gone by since the wedding 221 00:13:45,788 --> 00:13:48,110 where you haven't thought about her or wanted to see her, 222 00:13:48,215 --> 00:13:50,122 - wanted her back? - No. 223 00:13:50,226 --> 00:13:52,260 Then you owe it to yourself to tell her that. 224 00:13:52,416 --> 00:13:54,141 You owe it to Lindsey, too. 225 00:13:55,415 --> 00:13:57,793 Just trust me. Over time, 226 00:13:58,215 --> 00:14:01,383 not knowing is way worse than to know. 227 00:14:02,855 --> 00:14:05,840 I think not knowing is the hardest part-- 228 00:14:06,857 --> 00:14:11,631 just not knowing what our marriage means to Nathan, 229 00:14:12,235 --> 00:14:15,353 if he still wants the same things out of our relationship that I want, 230 00:14:15,415 --> 00:14:18,463 if he still finds me sexy, 231 00:14:18,567 --> 00:14:20,611 or if he still wants me. 232 00:14:20,846 --> 00:14:22,530 How could you not know that? 233 00:14:22,636 --> 00:14:25,020 The name Carrie comes to mind. 234 00:14:27,357 --> 00:14:29,410 Why didn't you just tell me about the flirting? 235 00:14:29,457 --> 00:14:31,630 - I don't know. - Did you like it? 236 00:14:31,778 --> 00:14:33,183 Maybe. 237 00:14:34,045 --> 00:14:36,792 - Maybe I just needed it. - Why, because I don't flirt with you 238 00:14:36,895 --> 00:14:39,773 after a long day of wrestling with high- school students and parenting our son? 239 00:14:39,805 --> 00:14:44,061 No, because you don't look at me like that anymore. 240 00:14:44,927 --> 00:14:46,822 And I get it, you know. 241 00:14:47,568 --> 00:14:49,810 I haven't been worthy of that look from you in a long time. 242 00:14:49,908 --> 00:14:52,891 But, God, Haley, I just-- I miss that. 243 00:14:55,865 --> 00:15:00,980 When was the first time you felt a sense of accomplishment, Nathan? 244 00:15:02,247 --> 00:15:05,011 It was when I started playing basketball. 245 00:15:05,346 --> 00:15:07,471 And the support of your father? 246 00:15:08,907 --> 00:15:10,971 When I started playing basketball. 247 00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:13,421 And this year, all that stopped-- 248 00:15:14,507 --> 00:15:17,303 all the praise and adoration-- 249 00:15:18,126 --> 00:15:20,821 at least until your nanny started swimming naked. 250 00:15:21,776 --> 00:15:24,841 It's not the craziest case of transference I've ever heard. 251 00:15:24,945 --> 00:15:27,560 So, what, I need to start swimming naked for my husband's ego? 252 00:15:27,626 --> 00:15:28,911 No, you don't-- 253 00:15:29,017 --> 00:15:32,363 Haley, this is not your fault. 254 00:15:32,625 --> 00:15:34,001 It's not. 255 00:15:34,918 --> 00:15:36,643 Why not swim naked? 256 00:15:37,387 --> 00:15:39,711 You could try it together. It might be fun. 257 00:15:40,435 --> 00:15:42,532 After all, you are 22. 258 00:15:43,638 --> 00:15:46,351 Tell me something. When was the last time the two of you 259 00:15:46,457 --> 00:15:50,761 did something really young and foolish together? 260 00:15:51,566 --> 00:15:55,153 With all due respect, we have been married nearly 6 years. 261 00:15:55,207 --> 00:15:57,323 We have a son who's almost 5. 262 00:15:57,728 --> 00:15:59,351 We don't get to be young. 263 00:15:59,926 --> 00:16:02,542 Everyone gets to be young... 264 00:16:03,155 --> 00:16:04,812 especially when you are. 265 00:16:13,885 --> 00:16:15,861 Hey, I'm here about the car for sale. 266 00:16:15,925 --> 00:16:20,131 It runs great, even though it's kind of... old. 267 00:16:20,605 --> 00:16:23,000 My parents said I could finally get one. 268 00:16:24,126 --> 00:16:26,930 - Hi, Max. - Hi, buddy. 269 00:16:30,537 --> 00:16:32,972 Okay, for the first six months, you're not to leave the state 270 00:16:33,046 --> 00:16:35,412 without notifying my office. You must have a job 271 00:16:35,518 --> 00:16:38,390 or show an attempt at gainful employment at least twice a week. 272 00:16:38,456 --> 00:16:41,492 Any legitimate employment is normally acceptable. 273 00:16:41,597 --> 00:16:44,000 So, running for mayor again doesn't count? 274 00:16:45,027 --> 00:16:47,671 You may obtain help with problems concerning employment, 275 00:16:47,776 --> 00:16:50,492 residence, finances, or other issues that often trouble 276 00:16:50,596 --> 00:16:54,340 a person trying to adjust to life upon release from prison. 277 00:16:56,448 --> 00:16:57,963 Take a look at that. 278 00:16:58,225 --> 00:16:59,922 It's a good-looking boy, huh? 279 00:17:00,028 --> 00:17:02,160 That's Jamie. That's my grandson. 280 00:17:02,368 --> 00:17:04,401 - You have kids? - I'm your case manager. 281 00:17:04,506 --> 00:17:06,620 - This isn't "The View." - I know. 282 00:17:06,727 --> 00:17:10,001 I thought you might appreciate a little small talk, get to know each other. 283 00:17:10,107 --> 00:17:11,530 There's no small talk. 284 00:17:11,597 --> 00:17:14,182 It's just I haven't spoken to too many people in a long time-- 285 00:17:14,218 --> 00:17:16,733 at least none that I haven't paid to listen. 286 00:17:16,838 --> 00:17:20,091 This is the balance of what the state owes you for your work detail in prison 287 00:17:20,146 --> 00:17:22,033 and to help you get situated. 288 00:17:22,186 --> 00:17:24,942 Count it, sign for it, and you can go. 289 00:17:25,047 --> 00:17:28,032 $3,437. 290 00:17:28,275 --> 00:17:30,442 750 bucks a year, huh? 291 00:17:30,547 --> 00:17:32,592 And they say crime doesn't pay. 292 00:17:37,495 --> 00:17:40,113 How'd you like to make 3 grand for a little small talk? 293 00:17:42,267 --> 00:17:45,853 So, anyway, like I was saying, he's a great kid. 294 00:17:45,948 --> 00:17:48,580 Smart-- he's got his whole life ahead of him. 295 00:17:48,758 --> 00:17:50,770 The other day, he looks up at me, and he says... 296 00:17:50,878 --> 00:17:53,242 They won't let me outside the fence. 297 00:17:53,445 --> 00:17:56,022 Yeah, trust me, I know the feeling. 298 00:17:56,477 --> 00:17:59,523 Can you really go to jail for not cleaning your room? 299 00:17:59,578 --> 00:18:03,503 No, but the guy next to me got 10 years for not eating his peas. 300 00:18:03,647 --> 00:18:05,513 I don't believe you. 301 00:18:05,787 --> 00:18:06,981 Good man. 302 00:18:07,088 --> 00:18:08,973 - How's my favorite guy? - Okay, 303 00:18:09,078 --> 00:18:11,511 except uncle Lucas is gone. 304 00:18:11,828 --> 00:18:15,253 Well, I get a feeling he'll be coming back soon. 305 00:18:15,606 --> 00:18:17,120 Your parents-- they good? 306 00:18:17,296 --> 00:18:18,921 Daddy came back home. 307 00:18:19,028 --> 00:18:22,741 But he mostly sleeps on the couch again like before. 308 00:18:24,077 --> 00:18:25,452 Yeah. 309 00:18:26,227 --> 00:18:27,311 You know, I miss you, Jamie. 310 00:18:27,416 --> 00:18:29,802 I know. I miss you, too. 311 00:18:31,045 --> 00:18:32,191 Okay. 312 00:18:32,437 --> 00:18:34,773 Well, I better get going before I start looking pervy. 313 00:18:34,877 --> 00:18:36,161 What's pervy? 314 00:18:36,267 --> 00:18:37,952 Nothing you need to worry about. 315 00:18:38,058 --> 00:18:40,141 Go ahead and play. I'll see you again. 316 00:18:40,245 --> 00:18:42,330 - Okay. Bye, grandpa. - Bye, buddy-- 317 00:18:42,435 --> 00:18:46,833 Hey... remember, our secret. 318 00:18:50,348 --> 00:18:53,140 Hey, kid. You see that little boy? 319 00:18:54,245 --> 00:18:56,740 You mess with him, you answer to me. You hear me? 320 00:18:57,307 --> 00:18:58,720 All right, pass it around. 321 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:05,491 Let's talk a little more about basketball, Nathan. 322 00:19:06,156 --> 00:19:10,132 I find it interesting that when you describe yourselves, 323 00:19:10,226 --> 00:19:12,953 you describe being parents and spouses 324 00:19:13,056 --> 00:19:15,143 and siblings and friends. 325 00:19:15,408 --> 00:19:17,631 But, Nathan, you never once described yourself 326 00:19:17,737 --> 00:19:19,302 as a basketball player. 327 00:19:19,505 --> 00:19:20,721 That's because I'm not anymore. 328 00:19:20,826 --> 00:19:22,030 Why not? 329 00:19:22,135 --> 00:19:24,732 That's what happens when your spine gets crushed. 330 00:19:24,788 --> 00:19:27,293 And the doctors definitively said you couldn't play? 331 00:19:27,396 --> 00:19:29,613 There's no such thing as definitively, 332 00:19:29,715 --> 00:19:33,931 but nobody's ever come back from something like this before. 333 00:19:34,206 --> 00:19:35,910 But you're Nathan Scott. 334 00:19:36,237 --> 00:19:37,922 I'm not that Nathan Scott. 335 00:19:38,028 --> 00:19:40,621 And, Haley, you never refer to yourself as a musician. 336 00:19:40,726 --> 00:19:44,063 Yeah. Well, I haven't recorded in a really long time. 337 00:19:44,257 --> 00:19:45,503 Why not? 338 00:19:46,895 --> 00:19:50,523 I had a son to raise, and Nathan's accident. 339 00:19:50,778 --> 00:19:51,993 And now? 340 00:19:52,157 --> 00:19:54,542 And now I still have a son to raise 341 00:19:54,848 --> 00:19:57,892 because I haven't found a really unattractive nanny yet. 342 00:19:59,376 --> 00:20:02,471 Look, I'm only as intelligent as the diplomas on my wall, 343 00:20:02,576 --> 00:20:04,201 but here's a thought. 344 00:20:04,727 --> 00:20:06,663 Maybe you aren't the people you fell in love with 345 00:20:06,766 --> 00:20:09,793 because neither of you is trying to be the people you fell in love with. 346 00:20:19,788 --> 00:20:22,420 Do you think you're ready to be a mother, Brooke? 347 00:20:22,525 --> 00:20:25,271 - Yes, I do. - Why? 348 00:20:26,367 --> 00:20:27,962 Because... 349 00:20:28,856 --> 00:20:32,702 sometimes all a child needs to succeed is love-- 350 00:20:33,026 --> 00:20:37,592 love from a parent who can provide a stable and caring environment, 351 00:20:37,645 --> 00:20:38,861 and I can do that. 352 00:20:38,915 --> 00:20:41,631 And was your home life safe and caring? 353 00:20:45,928 --> 00:20:47,182 No. 354 00:20:47,895 --> 00:20:50,922 - Do you think you'll ever get married? - I don't know. 355 00:20:51,028 --> 00:20:52,963 If I met the right person, I suppose I would. 356 00:20:53,037 --> 00:20:55,520 But you haven't met the right person yet. 357 00:20:55,958 --> 00:20:58,122 - Owen the bartender? - Bar manager. 358 00:20:58,177 --> 00:21:02,500 Chase Adams, or Lucas Scott? 359 00:21:05,348 --> 00:21:07,993 Why'd you close the store? 360 00:21:09,457 --> 00:21:12,243 - How long you been home? - A few months. 361 00:21:12,298 --> 00:21:14,503 And have you heard any new music? 362 00:21:14,715 --> 00:21:16,590 Yeah, a lot. 363 00:21:16,778 --> 00:21:19,423 Didn't get it at my store, did you? 364 00:21:20,258 --> 00:21:22,480 Okay, I see. It's my fault. 365 00:21:22,586 --> 00:21:24,471 No, it's no one's fault. 366 00:21:24,578 --> 00:21:27,602 I buy all my music online, too. That's just the way it is. 367 00:21:27,706 --> 00:21:31,822 Yeah, but the store really was a lot more than that. 368 00:21:31,927 --> 00:21:33,151 I hope so. 369 00:21:33,255 --> 00:21:36,983 I'd like to think it had something to do with this cool new record label. 370 00:21:37,086 --> 00:21:40,692 This place is really awesome. It's like the Batcave in here. 371 00:21:40,795 --> 00:21:43,860 Tell me you fight crime at night, like, secretly, in a leather cat suit. 372 00:21:43,925 --> 00:21:45,790 Oh, my God! 373 00:21:46,036 --> 00:21:48,870 Max, you are the guy that lives at home, huh? 374 00:21:52,928 --> 00:21:54,903 You think about him much? 375 00:21:56,405 --> 00:21:57,842 Lucas? 376 00:22:00,058 --> 00:22:01,573 Every day. 377 00:22:09,188 --> 00:22:13,472 I don't understand what Lucas Scott has to do with my decision to adopt. 378 00:22:13,576 --> 00:22:15,671 You said Peyton was a mess 379 00:22:15,778 --> 00:22:19,690 because the boy she loves recently almost married someone else. 380 00:22:19,795 --> 00:22:21,823 You also had a relationship with him. 381 00:22:22,217 --> 00:22:24,602 Oh, we dated in high school. So what? 382 00:22:24,645 --> 00:22:27,230 So, Lucas Scott falls in love with someone else, 383 00:22:27,335 --> 00:22:28,642 Peyton hits the bar, 384 00:22:28,745 --> 00:22:30,832 and you decide to find love elsewhere. 385 00:22:30,938 --> 00:22:32,863 By adopting? 386 00:22:33,626 --> 00:22:36,742 Look, I want to say this as politely as possible, but that logic 387 00:22:36,848 --> 00:22:40,190 is awfully cynical, not to mention completely wrong. 388 00:22:40,296 --> 00:22:42,451 It's just the timing seems a little questionable. 389 00:22:42,517 --> 00:22:46,560 I've been thinking about having a child since before I moved back to Tree Hill. 390 00:22:46,745 --> 00:22:48,203 And I know that I'm young. 391 00:22:48,306 --> 00:22:50,553 But I explained to you I have an accelerated life. 392 00:22:50,655 --> 00:22:54,650 And on average, most women have their first child at the age of 25. 393 00:22:54,756 --> 00:22:56,401 I looked it up. 394 00:22:57,108 --> 00:22:58,392 Okay. 395 00:22:59,305 --> 00:23:00,700 Let's move on. 396 00:23:00,956 --> 00:23:03,323 - Any drug use? - I don't use drugs. 397 00:23:03,427 --> 00:23:05,132 But in high school, didn't you run a campaign 398 00:23:05,166 --> 00:23:07,182 based on partying and promiscuity? 399 00:23:07,288 --> 00:23:10,630 I think this was around the time you were arrested for shoplifting. 400 00:23:10,846 --> 00:23:12,341 I am not who I was in high school. 401 00:23:12,385 --> 00:23:16,372 And you recently housed a drug addict named Rachel Gatina. 402 00:23:18,277 --> 00:23:21,942 I would never let my child do drugs. 403 00:23:22,266 --> 00:23:25,410 And I can't say that I know where you're getting all this information, 404 00:23:25,516 --> 00:23:29,043 but I don't know how it affects my ability to be a good-- 405 00:23:32,177 --> 00:23:34,470 You spoke to my mother. 406 00:23:35,506 --> 00:23:37,343 Have you spoken with Peyton? 407 00:23:38,857 --> 00:23:41,440 - Not since the wedding? - No. 408 00:23:41,688 --> 00:23:43,323 Jamie went missing. 409 00:23:43,537 --> 00:23:45,690 Then I had to deal with Dan, 410 00:23:46,657 --> 00:23:48,033 and then we left. 411 00:23:48,648 --> 00:23:50,832 And the book, this whole comet business 412 00:23:50,937 --> 00:23:53,103 that Lindsey was going on about at the altar? 413 00:23:53,206 --> 00:23:56,050 So Peyton drives a frickin' Comet. What the hell? 414 00:23:56,398 --> 00:23:58,762 Thank God the guy in the book didn't see a white Bronco. 415 00:23:58,827 --> 00:24:00,653 They'd all say I'm in love with O.J. 416 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:02,813 Man. 417 00:24:03,195 --> 00:24:05,150 What kind of car does Lindsey drive? 418 00:24:05,505 --> 00:24:06,840 Oh, that's not fair. 419 00:24:06,946 --> 00:24:11,692 It is not fair that you spoke with my mother. 420 00:24:11,798 --> 00:24:14,002 We always speak with applicants' families. 421 00:24:14,035 --> 00:24:15,782 I understand that, but did mine tell you 422 00:24:15,887 --> 00:24:17,532 that she was just let go from my company? 423 00:24:17,638 --> 00:24:18,893 Yes, she did. 424 00:24:18,997 --> 00:24:20,561 Sour grapes, don't you think? 425 00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:23,571 I think it's got to be pretty busy for you in the absence of your C.E.O. 426 00:24:23,637 --> 00:24:25,881 I'm really not that busy. 427 00:24:27,127 --> 00:24:29,620 That's 17, by the way. 428 00:24:29,915 --> 00:24:32,442 That's 17 phone calls this afternoon. 429 00:24:32,487 --> 00:24:34,403 A lot of them are e-mails. 430 00:24:35,005 --> 00:24:38,242 Brooke, we ask our adoptive families to take at least six months off 431 00:24:38,346 --> 00:24:40,942 to smooth the transition for the new children. 432 00:24:41,138 --> 00:24:43,850 It's much easier in a two-parent household. 433 00:24:44,747 --> 00:24:47,322 Were you from a two-parent household? 434 00:24:48,335 --> 00:24:50,982 My parents were divorced when I was 12. 435 00:24:51,736 --> 00:24:53,423 I'm sorry to hear that. 436 00:24:53,905 --> 00:24:56,630 But some of the best people that I know 437 00:24:56,737 --> 00:24:58,970 are from single-parent households. 438 00:24:59,075 --> 00:25:00,772 Are you from a two-parent household? 439 00:25:00,877 --> 00:25:02,981 Something tells me you already know the answer to that. 440 00:25:03,016 --> 00:25:04,933 I'd like to hear it from you. 441 00:25:09,085 --> 00:25:11,373 I'm from a no-parent household. 442 00:25:11,817 --> 00:25:14,933 My father cared a lot more about his golf score than he ever did about me, 443 00:25:15,035 --> 00:25:18,013 and my mom went heavy on the scotch and Prada. 444 00:25:19,986 --> 00:25:22,823 The good news is that thanks to them, I know exactly 445 00:25:22,947 --> 00:25:25,190 what kind of parent I won't be. 446 00:25:25,827 --> 00:25:28,800 I won't be an absentee parent. If I have to sacrifice some things, 447 00:25:28,905 --> 00:25:30,293 then so be it. 448 00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,270 That's noble, Haley. 449 00:25:32,607 --> 00:25:34,773 But it also might be part of the problem. 450 00:25:34,875 --> 00:25:37,392 You both have individual passions, 451 00:25:37,645 --> 00:25:40,263 individual gifts, individual dreams. And you should, 452 00:25:40,366 --> 00:25:42,220 especially at your age. 453 00:25:42,698 --> 00:25:47,520 Maybe if you spent a little more time being selfish 22-year-olds, 454 00:25:47,748 --> 00:25:49,720 you might love yourself a bit more 455 00:25:49,975 --> 00:25:51,663 and resent each other a bit less. 456 00:25:51,766 --> 00:25:54,433 I don't resent Haley or Jamie. 457 00:25:54,727 --> 00:25:56,830 I mean, they're the two best things that ever happened to me. 458 00:25:56,865 --> 00:25:58,512 Yeah. I agree with that. 459 00:25:58,615 --> 00:26:01,032 We're the best things that ever happened to him. 460 00:26:03,858 --> 00:26:06,431 No, I agree that Nathan and Jamie 461 00:26:06,538 --> 00:26:09,741 are the best and most important things that I have. 462 00:26:09,807 --> 00:26:11,193 What about music? 463 00:26:11,396 --> 00:26:13,220 I asked Nathan this before. 464 00:26:13,935 --> 00:26:16,552 What was it like, hearing the cheers 465 00:26:16,657 --> 00:26:19,860 of enthusiastic, sold-out crowds every night? 466 00:26:20,108 --> 00:26:24,350 Incredible. It was humbling and wonderful. 467 00:26:24,767 --> 00:26:26,520 But it took you away from Nathan. 468 00:26:26,626 --> 00:26:29,470 Yeah, we really struggled then. 469 00:26:30,047 --> 00:26:33,752 I'm not avoiding music now because I'm afraid that that's gonna happen again. 470 00:26:33,825 --> 00:26:35,150 Good. 471 00:26:35,288 --> 00:26:39,063 Leaving Jamie out of all this, would you say those were your best days, 472 00:26:39,168 --> 00:26:41,153 where you were happiest with yourself? 473 00:26:41,258 --> 00:26:45,112 I wasn't proud of myself, because I knew Nathan was hurting. 474 00:26:46,355 --> 00:26:49,840 But personally, I guess I loved it, yeah. 475 00:26:51,535 --> 00:26:53,890 What about you, Nathan? Best days ever-- 476 00:26:53,997 --> 00:26:56,170 playing basketball in front of thousands? 477 00:26:56,275 --> 00:26:59,470 The road trips sucked because I was away from Haley and Jamie, 478 00:27:00,388 --> 00:27:03,491 but for me... yeah. 479 00:27:04,778 --> 00:27:08,233 If you could have those days back, do you think you might do things differently-- 480 00:27:08,338 --> 00:27:12,773 maybe treat each other a bit differently in the face of those dreams? 481 00:27:12,878 --> 00:27:14,752 - Yeah. - Definitely. 482 00:27:16,848 --> 00:27:18,193 Maybe you can. 483 00:27:19,017 --> 00:27:20,493 Maybe you will. 484 00:27:30,957 --> 00:27:32,393 I wish I could change 485 00:27:32,486 --> 00:27:35,852 some of the things about how I've acted in the last couple months. 486 00:27:37,056 --> 00:27:39,471 I guess I'm just disappointed in myself. 487 00:27:39,947 --> 00:27:43,210 You know, I told Lucas that if he loved his fiancée, 488 00:27:43,317 --> 00:27:45,980 then I would learn to be okay with that 489 00:27:46,107 --> 00:27:48,691 because I wanted him to be happy. 490 00:27:49,716 --> 00:27:53,363 But really, I just wanted us to be happy-- me and him. 491 00:27:54,607 --> 00:27:56,552 Oh, and then when he didn't marry her, 492 00:27:56,655 --> 00:27:59,891 I mean, I felt terrible for her 493 00:27:59,998 --> 00:28:01,882 and for him, you know? 494 00:28:01,956 --> 00:28:04,920 His heart is breaking right now, 495 00:28:05,026 --> 00:28:08,080 and I come in here, 496 00:28:09,368 --> 00:28:11,640 and I sit in silence 497 00:28:12,657 --> 00:28:15,151 and hear the echoes of who we used to be. 498 00:28:17,118 --> 00:28:21,390 And so I wish for patience... 499 00:28:21,566 --> 00:28:24,443 and grace... 500 00:28:25,156 --> 00:28:27,983 and the strength to just let him be happy. 501 00:28:28,528 --> 00:28:33,881 And mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse 502 00:28:33,987 --> 00:28:35,832 'cause of what I want. 503 00:28:37,608 --> 00:28:41,303 That's the toughest part-- letting go, you know? 504 00:28:44,115 --> 00:28:46,862 And that's the part of grace that really sucks. 505 00:28:52,337 --> 00:28:55,873 Today for show and tell, I brought my bunny, Chester. 506 00:28:55,977 --> 00:28:58,773 Chester's my best friend ever. 507 00:28:58,998 --> 00:29:01,612 My nanny Carrie used to be my best friend, 508 00:29:01,717 --> 00:29:03,690 but she tried to put stuff in my hair 509 00:29:03,798 --> 00:29:05,411 and take me away. 510 00:29:05,516 --> 00:29:09,532 Now I guess it's a tie between my uncle Skills, 511 00:29:09,638 --> 00:29:11,963 my aunt Brooke, and Chester-- 512 00:29:12,068 --> 00:29:14,230 Oh, and my grandpa Dan. 513 00:29:14,338 --> 00:29:16,003 He brought me home. 514 00:29:16,337 --> 00:29:18,913 You know how I got this scar, Sam? 515 00:29:19,927 --> 00:29:21,660 I was helping my son Nathan. 516 00:29:21,765 --> 00:29:24,600 You see, family is important to me. 517 00:29:25,348 --> 00:29:28,102 And didn't you go to prison for killing your brother? 518 00:29:30,906 --> 00:29:32,281 I've changed. 519 00:29:32,557 --> 00:29:34,400 Come on, people don't change. 520 00:29:34,505 --> 00:29:36,773 Take it from me-- most of the people who walk through that door 521 00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:39,752 walk right back into prison within a year's time. 522 00:29:41,107 --> 00:29:43,063 That's not gonna happen to me. 523 00:29:44,408 --> 00:29:46,182 Well, we'll see about that. 524 00:29:46,408 --> 00:29:47,841 Scott. 525 00:29:49,707 --> 00:29:51,113 I can't keep this. 526 00:29:52,426 --> 00:29:54,442 My debt to society is square. 527 00:29:54,548 --> 00:29:56,333 Donate it to charity-- 528 00:29:56,577 --> 00:29:58,410 evil for good, right? 529 00:30:02,168 --> 00:30:03,930 Nice talk, Sammy. 530 00:30:12,347 --> 00:30:14,900 This wasn't a good talk, was it? 531 00:30:16,268 --> 00:30:20,222 I mean, I didn't pass, did I? You're not gonna recommend me? 532 00:30:21,046 --> 00:30:25,023 No, I am not going to recommend you for adoption, Brooke. 533 00:30:25,148 --> 00:30:27,343 I'm sorry. But the truth is, 534 00:30:27,445 --> 00:30:30,950 is you are very young and you're single. 535 00:30:31,057 --> 00:30:34,590 And I can't remember another case where an applicant's mother said 536 00:30:34,695 --> 00:30:37,240 she'd make a terrible candidate. 537 00:30:39,665 --> 00:30:43,622 Well, it's too bad nobody interviewed her before she had a kid, right? 538 00:30:44,706 --> 00:30:46,873 I'm sorry we can't help you. 539 00:30:49,497 --> 00:30:51,770 You're not sorry. 540 00:30:52,215 --> 00:30:53,822 But you should be. 541 00:30:54,658 --> 00:30:56,713 Do you know what my mother said to me when I told her 542 00:30:56,765 --> 00:30:58,503 I wanted to start a company? 543 00:30:59,087 --> 00:31:01,571 She said, "your chances are one in a million." 544 00:31:01,678 --> 00:31:04,022 And I said, "maybe I'm that one." 545 00:31:04,128 --> 00:31:06,352 And she said, "you're not." 546 00:31:08,188 --> 00:31:10,040 And she was wrong. 547 00:31:10,396 --> 00:31:14,673 And whatever she thought she saw in me was wrong... 548 00:31:14,875 --> 00:31:18,731 because I am one in a million. 549 00:31:19,316 --> 00:31:20,900 And there is a child out there 550 00:31:21,006 --> 00:31:24,840 who has something so special inside of them 551 00:31:25,077 --> 00:31:29,262 but whose life is miserable because they think that nobody wants them. 552 00:31:29,926 --> 00:31:33,762 And I could be a great mother to that child, 553 00:31:34,057 --> 00:31:37,913 no matter their age or race or sex. 554 00:31:38,848 --> 00:31:42,183 I could help them find what makes them special. 555 00:31:43,098 --> 00:31:45,991 And if you can't see that, then you're wrong... 556 00:31:46,306 --> 00:31:47,981 just like my mother. 557 00:31:50,225 --> 00:31:52,870 Why don't you go ahead and write that down? 558 00:32:10,468 --> 00:32:12,201 Where's mama? 559 00:32:12,307 --> 00:32:15,080 Hey, sleepyhead. She'll be back soon. 560 00:32:15,546 --> 00:32:16,891 How'd you sleep? 561 00:32:17,137 --> 00:32:19,012 I had a dream about daddy. 562 00:32:19,116 --> 00:32:20,240 Oh, yeah? 563 00:32:20,506 --> 00:32:22,190 And you were there. 564 00:32:22,468 --> 00:32:27,213 And you were sad. But daddy said everything's gonna be okay. 565 00:32:33,867 --> 00:32:36,530 It's all gonna be okay. I know that. 566 00:32:37,228 --> 00:32:40,132 It's just some days are kind of messy, you know? 567 00:32:40,238 --> 00:32:42,112 Well, it's only life, 568 00:32:42,478 --> 00:32:45,011 at least according to Mia Catalano. 569 00:32:46,458 --> 00:32:49,280 You ever wonder where she'd be if you didn't decide to start this label? 570 00:32:49,317 --> 00:32:51,463 - She would be fine. - Maybe not. 571 00:32:51,565 --> 00:32:53,572 You changed her life, Peyton. 572 00:32:54,216 --> 00:32:56,450 So maybe that's why you came home-- 573 00:32:56,517 --> 00:32:59,961 in order to change the life of the next artist or the one after that... 574 00:33:01,046 --> 00:33:03,901 maybe change your own life at the same time. 575 00:33:04,557 --> 00:33:06,423 I think you're good here. 576 00:33:06,635 --> 00:33:09,212 You just need a little patience. 577 00:33:09,318 --> 00:33:11,160 Patience. 578 00:33:11,435 --> 00:33:13,180 Time heals old wounds, huh? 579 00:33:13,285 --> 00:33:16,081 Time, music. 580 00:33:17,536 --> 00:33:18,933 Let me ask you something. 581 00:33:19,038 --> 00:33:21,660 When's the last time you got in that cool car of yours, 582 00:33:21,765 --> 00:33:24,543 turned up the stereo, and just drove? 583 00:33:27,296 --> 00:33:29,313 You might try that sometime-- 584 00:33:30,028 --> 00:33:33,632 maybe find something there to heal that broken heart of yours. 585 00:33:36,046 --> 00:33:39,653 - Then again, I am-- - 36 and still living at home? Yeah. 586 00:33:39,758 --> 00:33:41,911 So what the hell do I know, right? 587 00:33:45,115 --> 00:33:46,581 Thanks. 588 00:33:48,318 --> 00:33:51,541 Now, we're nearly out of time, so let's end this session as we have every week. 589 00:33:51,647 --> 00:33:54,080 Haley, tell me some things you love about Nathan. 590 00:33:54,168 --> 00:33:59,281 I love that he's here with me every week without fail. 591 00:33:59,758 --> 00:34:03,592 And I love that he holds himself accountable for his mistakes. 592 00:34:03,838 --> 00:34:08,442 And I love that he's so protective over me and Jamie. 593 00:34:09,908 --> 00:34:12,843 And I love that shirt that he's wearing... 594 00:34:13,086 --> 00:34:15,791 and maybe the way he wears it. 595 00:34:16,317 --> 00:34:18,012 Nathan? 596 00:34:19,615 --> 00:34:22,400 It's okay, really. I'm not that great at taking a compliment. 597 00:34:22,465 --> 00:34:24,951 Oh, well, we'll be working on that next week, then. 598 00:34:26,456 --> 00:34:29,923 You two are going to be okay. I really think so. 599 00:34:33,197 --> 00:34:34,671 Thanks. 600 00:34:36,968 --> 00:34:39,200 Can you pick up line one for me, please? 601 00:34:45,166 --> 00:34:46,262 Hi. 602 00:34:53,017 --> 00:34:56,623 Well, I've been traveling with my mom since... 603 00:34:56,725 --> 00:34:59,173 Yeah, I talked to Haley. 604 00:34:59,787 --> 00:35:01,631 I'm glad Jamie's okay. 605 00:35:02,686 --> 00:35:03,922 Yeah. 606 00:35:08,595 --> 00:35:10,661 Look, I know I owe you this, 607 00:35:10,767 --> 00:35:13,800 but I'm not gonna publish it. 608 00:35:15,686 --> 00:35:18,243 Look, I know you promised your boss a second book out of me, 609 00:35:18,347 --> 00:35:20,992 - but I can't. - You have to. 610 00:35:21,097 --> 00:35:23,311 They'll void your deal. They'll make you pay back your advance. 611 00:35:23,345 --> 00:35:26,460 And on top of that, it's too good not to publish. 612 00:35:26,568 --> 00:35:28,190 I miss you. 613 00:35:29,265 --> 00:35:31,421 I do. Lindsey, I love you. 614 00:35:31,897 --> 00:35:35,793 Every day I wake up, and I have this ache in my chest. 615 00:35:36,958 --> 00:35:39,621 And sometimes I just sleep in 616 00:35:39,727 --> 00:35:42,701 because I know when I wake up, you're not gonna be there. 617 00:35:44,476 --> 00:35:47,533 I love you, too, Luke. You know that. 618 00:35:48,596 --> 00:35:50,682 But I can't be with you. 619 00:35:53,998 --> 00:35:55,303 It's okay. 620 00:35:57,338 --> 00:35:59,641 I'll publish the book if you edit it. 621 00:35:59,976 --> 00:36:01,262 Luke. 622 00:36:01,365 --> 00:36:03,562 That's it. That's my offer. 623 00:36:05,008 --> 00:36:09,482 There'll be long nights, heated arguments. It'll be like we're married. 624 00:36:14,225 --> 00:36:16,993 I'll edit the book because I believe in it. 625 00:36:17,338 --> 00:36:19,352 And I believe in you. 626 00:36:20,705 --> 00:36:23,072 But we can't be together. 627 00:36:23,245 --> 00:36:24,651 We will be. 628 00:36:25,556 --> 00:36:28,913 One of these days, you're gonna wake up, you'll feel that same need in your heart, 629 00:36:29,015 --> 00:36:31,211 and you're gonna realize how much I love you. 630 00:36:32,006 --> 00:36:33,840 And whenever that day is, 631 00:36:35,067 --> 00:36:37,012 I'll still be waiting for you. 632 00:36:38,257 --> 00:36:40,013 And you'll come home to me. 633 00:37:18,996 --> 00:37:20,440 Hi, buddy. 634 00:37:40,916 --> 00:37:43,012 Quiet around here without Jamie. 635 00:37:43,326 --> 00:37:45,870 Yeah. He's with Brooke. 636 00:37:45,975 --> 00:37:47,993 - Baby steps. - Yeah. 637 00:37:49,188 --> 00:37:51,033 How you sleeping these days? 638 00:37:51,855 --> 00:37:55,863 So-so. Jamie tosses around like a tasmanian devil. 639 00:37:55,967 --> 00:37:58,373 He should probably get back to his own bed soon-- 640 00:37:58,607 --> 00:38:00,330 separation thing. 641 00:38:00,968 --> 00:38:03,270 Or he can sleep in the spare bedroom with me. 642 00:38:08,297 --> 00:38:12,110 You know, sometimes I find your goodness staggering. 643 00:38:14,975 --> 00:38:17,471 I didn't get a chance to tell you in the session, 644 00:38:18,138 --> 00:38:20,993 but your kindness is overwhelming, Haley. 645 00:38:21,557 --> 00:38:23,472 I mean, you saved my life. 646 00:38:26,816 --> 00:38:28,480 If I haven't said it lately, 647 00:38:28,585 --> 00:38:30,612 you're also sexy as hell. 648 00:38:40,216 --> 00:38:41,943 I was thinking... 649 00:38:43,335 --> 00:38:45,600 not sleeping in this bed 650 00:38:47,837 --> 00:38:51,883 might not be so bad tonight if you wanted to try it with me. 651 00:39:01,646 --> 00:39:05,170 - You got any more of that sexy talk? - What, the kindness stuff 652 00:39:05,275 --> 00:39:07,963 - or the sexy stuff? - The sexy. 653 00:39:08,067 --> 00:39:10,771 You have a serious ass, Haley James. 654 00:39:26,845 --> 00:39:29,581 Make a wish and place it in your heart. 655 00:39:37,975 --> 00:39:39,640 Anything you want-- 656 00:39:40,706 --> 00:39:42,521 everything you want. 657 00:39:45,636 --> 00:39:48,473 Do you have it? Good. 658 00:39:49,667 --> 00:39:51,860 Now believe it can come true. 659 00:39:55,866 --> 00:39:59,433 You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, 660 00:39:59,867 --> 00:40:01,911 the next wish come true. 661 00:40:12,327 --> 00:40:15,681 But if you believe that it's right around the corner... 662 00:40:17,545 --> 00:40:20,832 and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, 663 00:40:22,436 --> 00:40:24,212 to the certainty of it... 664 00:40:26,537 --> 00:40:28,982 You just might get the thing you're wishing for. 665 00:40:47,377 --> 00:40:49,442 The world is full of magic. 666 00:40:51,116 --> 00:40:52,860 You just have to believe in it. 667 00:40:59,636 --> 00:41:01,441 So make your wish. 668 00:41:03,206 --> 00:41:04,751 Do you have it? 669 00:41:06,638 --> 00:41:08,142 Good. 670 00:41:09,466 --> 00:41:11,422 Now believe in it... 671 00:41:13,857 --> 00:41:15,583 with all your heart.