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[# Katalyst: Say What You Feel]
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[Meredith] Great surgeons aren't made,
they're born.
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It takes gestation, incubation,
sacrifice. A lot of sacrifice.
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But after all the blood and guts
and gooey stuff is washed away,
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that surgeon you become?
Totally worth it.
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[Bailey] Welcome back.
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Aah... I am not back.
I am here for a surgery.
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I know.
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Uh, charts, labs, a security key card
and key to the doctor's lounge.
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Ah, look, they used my
old picture. It's like I never left.
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- Addie! You're back.
- I am not back.
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Oh, you're back. You're gonna
smell the stink and sweat of surgery
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and you're gonna be back.
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See? Nothing ever changes around here.
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- Things change.
- Welcome back.
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[Addison] I am not back!
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Well, I just had no idea that
sunrise yoga would be so intense.
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- Told you.
- Dr. Hahn.
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I have the 3- D ultrasounds
and MRI's for today's patient.
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You decided who's gonna scrub in?
I diagnosed the mother
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- when she came in, so...
- Films.
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First day. My clinical trial.
My baby. All grown up.
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Nobody cares about your trial
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or your sick terminal patients
who'd rather be left for dead.
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- You're just jealous.
- Yeah.
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Anyone can come up with a trial.
I could come up with one.
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- Jealous.
- Not that it'd matter
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'cause Hahn wouldn't sign off.
Won't even talk to me.
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- She enjoyed talking to me.
- About what?
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Her hopes. Her dreams.
Then we would braid each other's hair.
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- Least I'm not living in the clinic.
- The clinic is my happy place.
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Can you use your sparkle pager
to get me on Hahn's surgery?
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Can't think about the sparkle pager
because my clinical trial starts today.
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- Sparkle pager stealer!
- Thank you!
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OK. The both of you
need to take a moment,
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dig down deep and you'll discover
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you're happy for me that
I've found my path to medical history.
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- I'm not happy for her.
- Oh, me neither.
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Karnofsky score is still 80 and
his CBC and liver enzymes are good.
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- That's better than expected.
- I know.
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Doesn't mean good. Don't want
you getting emotionally involved.
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- OK.
- Good. Chart, please.
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Hey!
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- Hey! Come here, you!
- Hey!
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- [Both chuckling]
- Whoo!
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Wow, it's...
Wow, it's great to see you guys.
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- How's L. A?
- Yeah, it is.
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It's great, it's fun.
It's the sun and surfing. It's...
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You surf?
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No, I don't surf.
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Anyway... Hey, look, I hugged you there!
Did you see that?
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You stole my husband from me,
I hugged you. I've grown.
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I have and I can be happy
for the happy couple.
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Right? I'm all "L.A." and like,
one with myself, so I feel really...
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- Yeah.
- Mmm...
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OK, well, I'm going to go
save a life now.
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Really great...
Great to see you. Really. Cheers.
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- Happy couple?
- See you after rounds.
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- Hey.
- There she is!
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Just coming in to check
on my patient's skin flap.
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Amazing, right? Pulled a couple
of stem cells from the baby in utero,
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six weeks later,
I have grown skin. Like God.
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- Nice.
- What do you say we lock that door
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- and tear one off for old time's sake?
- This place is exactly the same.
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You are exactly the same.
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Except now I grow
skin for babies. Like God.
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Come on, I'm horny.
The nurses are shutting me down.
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Aww. Thanks for my skin flap.
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- That a euphemism?
- Nope.
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- I am so coding.
- Coding hard.
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What is that? Complaining? If you're
gonna complain, do it to my face.
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Fine. There's nothing to do.
Can we go to the pit or something?
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You're down here to learn patient care,
bedside manner
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and a whole host of things you cannot
learn in the pit. So suck it up!
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Hi. I'm Dr. Stevens.
What seems to be your problem?
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- We...
- My wife thinks she may be pregnant.
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- OK, we'll get you a test.
- Code.
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- [Moaning]
- Excuse me, won't you?
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What is wrong with you people?
What is that smell? Is that...
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- That Scotch?
- It's seeping out of Leo's pores.
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You're hung-over?
You're all hung-over?
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- Don't blame us, blame O'Malley.
- George?
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- He and Lexie Grey had a party.
- George had a party?
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You're about to experience
medical history,
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medical greatness, medical majesty.
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About to experience the beginning
of something extraordinary.
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Take in the moment.
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[Woman over PA]
Dr. Cruz to OR Six.
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OK. Dr. Grey, did you warn
the interns what to expect?
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I told them to expect greatness.
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Yes. In addition to the greatness,
the patient may be
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inappropriately emotional,
he's aggressive... abusive.
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Don't take it personally. OK? Don't
engage. It's the tumor talking. OK?
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Mr. Robinson, Mrs. Robinson.
Dr. Grey and I want to say
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how grateful we are that you've decided
to participate in our trial.
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I know it's a hard decision to make.
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It is a chance, right?
It's our only chance.
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[Laughing] If the surgery
doesn't kill me, the tumor will.
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What have I got to lose, right?
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As we discussed, the treatment
has never been tested on humans.
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We're going to inject
a live virus into the tumor.
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We can't take the tumor out. Our hope
is reduce the tumor from within.
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- [Meredith] Dr. O'Malley?
- Over the past month, Mr. Robinson
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has experienced vision loss,
increasingly severe headaches that in...
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Nice, huh? First thing
I noticed about her? Hell of an ass.
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Like a nice piece of ass?
She could do a little more on top.
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He's started picking out
husbands for me.
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Was anyone talking to you?
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- It's the tumor talking.
- Just the tumor talking.
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So you single or what?
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[Elevator bell dings]
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- Dr. Montgomery.
- Dr. Karev.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- We're hugging?
- Yep.
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I hug now. It's what I do, so...
So you're my guy, huh?
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You think I'd let anyone else
in on a case like this?
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- I'll catch up with you in a second.
- OK.
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You... You don't own a phone?
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I needed to see you in person.
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I have a really huge case today. I wish
I could hang out, I really do, but I...
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I'm pregnant.
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[Stammering] I didn't mean to blurt it,
I'm sorry I blurted it, but I...
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You never have time to talk, so
I kind of had no choice but to blurt.
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Are you keeping it or
are you having an abortion?
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I have a really big case.
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Ectopia cordis. The baby's heart is
growing outside of its body, in utero.
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Less than 200 cases
have ever been reported.
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- Only a handful have survived.
- I was on one of these ten years ago.
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The baby squeezed
its own heart in utero and died.
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He squeezed his own heart
with his tiny little hands?
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[Addison] You said there's
a possibility of a diaphragmatic hernia?
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Yeah.
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You and I have got a lot of work to do
on this little guy.
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- You up for it?
- Always.
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What about my work? I grew an
amazing flap of the baby's own skin.
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Pretend all you want.
But I know you're impressed.
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- [Chuckling]
- You!
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- What's up, Bro'Malley?
- You.
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Hey, you paged me?
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O'Malley! What's up, party dude?
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Know what I did last night?
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I googled recipes.
I spent the night with a search engine.
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But... That was just...
It was so spontaneous.
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I... didn't think you'd
want to hang out with interns.
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- Code.
- Code!
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- What is that?
- It's just something we came up...
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Well, he came up with it. "You coded."
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- You coded!
- You coded.
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It was really funny
after seven or eight shots.
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- Hey! So we're all set for tonight.
- Tonight? What's tonight?
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Oh, um... The interns, we're just having
a darts tournament thing at Joe's.
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Oh, my God, I love darts!
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- Oh, do you wanna come?
- Yeah! Absolutely! Yey!
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You so coded.
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You know, I don't know,
I thought it'd be weird coming back.
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Gotta say...
I find it strangely comforting
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that everything is the same here.
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OK. In L.A., people say things.
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But in Seattle there's this
strange culture of wordlessness
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wherein I'm supposed to
suss what one is feeling
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by the slight raise of an eyebrow
or the beginnings of a frown.
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Any chance you want to tell me
what's going on with you, Miranda?
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Just... a lot has changed
since you left. Just a lot.
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Come on, name one thing
that has changed in this hospital.
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The clinic is actually making money.
The Chief's wife left him.
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Derek and Meredith broke up. And I...
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Whoa, whoa.
Derek and Meredith broke up?
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Uh, like I said.
A lot of things have changed.
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[Door opening]
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Nikki Jones, 25-year-old female,
35 weeks pregnant.
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Six weeks ago she was
diagnosed with ectopia cordis.
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[Erica] Which, as you know,
means that your baby's heart
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is currently growing
on the outside of his body.
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Which doesn't get any less bizarre
the more times I hear it.
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Not bizarre, baby. Just unique.
Our son is one of a kind.
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Wearing his heart on his sleeve.
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This surgery is going
to take place in two OR's.
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- It'll work like a dance.
- Dr. Karev and I
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- will begin with the delivery.
- I'll stay to close your incision.
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- While I bring your baby to OR Two.
- Where I'll work on your baby's heart.
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And I'll attend to
your baby's intestinal problem.
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Wait. Intestinal problem?
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We've detected there might be a
slight defect on your baby's diaphragm.
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We just want to be prepared
for every contingency.
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I just wish I could keep him inside me.
Keep him protected.
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He's protected no matter what.
By us. By our love.
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Something about that guy
makes me wanna punch him out.
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Yet you didn't,
for which I am grateful, Karev.
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[Scoffing]
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- Hippies. Annoying, huh?
- Go away.
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Hey. How great is she?
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- She's great.
- Did I tell you?
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- You told me.
- Did she tell you?
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- Tell me what?
- Anything. Everything.
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Does she know you're divorced?
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- You're divorced?
- Yeah.
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Which, as it turns out...
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Was the best thing
that could have happened, really.
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No kidding?
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- You headed?
- Yeah.
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- I'll walk with you.
- OK.
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[Both chuckling,
chattering indistinctly]
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It seems there's been a lot of change,
even since the last checkup.
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- Behavior's getting more erratic?
- That's a nice way of putting it.
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You've been incredibly strong,
Jennifer. This is...
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- You've been incredibly strong.
- [Blows a raspberry]
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If you really want to help,
you could bring some single men by.
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Phillip. Please stop.
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Jennifer, we're in a hospital
full of eligible doctors,
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and you're a waitress with no prospects,
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who needs to learn how to use her ass to
catch a new guy before I bite the dust!
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It's just the tumor talking.
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- It's just the tumor talking.
- It is. It's just the tumor talking.
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[Laughing]
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And he's laughing again
because the idea of me
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with another man is just hilarious.
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No, no it's not. I just can't see.
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- What? What can't you see?
- Anything.
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I'm blind.
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No response to light.
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If I remember correctly,
you're a good-Iooking guy, right?
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Just 'cause I'm blind doesn't mean you
can ignore me, you sick twisted bastard!
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Playing games with people's lives,
slicing open people's brains.
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Mr. Robinson, I'm sorry,
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but I believe it's possible the tumor
is infiltrating the optic nerve.
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We should consider moving the surgery.
Maybe even doing it today.
230
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[Laughing] What about you, Dr. Grey?
231
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You're a sexy little thing.
232
00:13:31,443 --> 00:13:35,539
Do you think, Dr. Shepherd here
is attractive enough for my wife?
233
00:13:37,082 --> 00:13:38,413
Hmm?
234
00:13:40,085 --> 00:13:43,077
[Resumes laughing]
235
00:13:44,389 --> 00:13:46,983
Jennifer, this isn't easy, I know.
236
00:13:47,058 --> 00:13:50,425
My husband is probably
going to die today.
237
00:13:50,495 --> 00:13:53,259
We're moving up the surgery,
and he might die.
238
00:13:53,331 --> 00:13:56,095
And all he can do is
try to fix me up with other men.
239
00:13:56,167 --> 00:14:00,501
And I know... I know it's
the tumor talking. But, if he dies,
240
00:14:00,572 --> 00:14:04,064
my last memory is going to be of him
calling me a piece of ass.
241
00:14:08,980 --> 00:14:11,448
I'm not involved
and my hopes are not up.
242
00:14:11,516 --> 00:14:12,983
Hmm.
243
00:14:14,352 --> 00:14:17,480
I'm having trouble finding
a heartbeat on an ultrasound.
244
00:14:17,555 --> 00:14:20,786
That's what happens,
when you have Scotch for dinner.
245
00:14:20,859 --> 00:14:22,759
It's hard to follow the basics.
246
00:14:25,597 --> 00:14:28,259
Oh! Rebecca. Hi.
247
00:14:28,333 --> 00:14:31,996
I really didn't want an ultrasound.
I just wanted to get something
248
00:14:32,070 --> 00:14:34,971
for the morning sickness.
It's really bad.
249
00:14:35,040 --> 00:14:38,532
- So you're pregnant?
- Yeah. Just like five weeks or so.
250
00:14:38,610 --> 00:14:41,272
An ultrasound can be
hard to read this early on,
251
00:14:41,346 --> 00:14:44,543
Let's take a blood sample,
make sure everything's on track.
252
00:14:44,616 --> 00:14:49,349
OK. Dr. Stevens, do you know
when Dr. Karev will be out of surgery?
253
00:14:49,421 --> 00:14:51,514
I just wanted to say hi.
254
00:14:51,589 --> 00:14:54,183
Um, I... I don't know
that he's gone in yet.
255
00:14:56,561 --> 00:14:59,587
You broke up with Meredith Grey?
256
00:14:59,664 --> 00:15:02,565
Doing a trial together,
if that makes you feel better.
257
00:15:02,634 --> 00:15:04,465
I hugged her. Hugged her.
258
00:15:04,536 --> 00:15:07,869
And you're not even together?
What the hell happened?
259
00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:11,372
OK, fine.
Tell me about the clinical trial.
260
00:15:11,443 --> 00:15:14,970
Well, if it doesn't go well,
I'm killing people for sport.
261
00:15:15,714 --> 00:15:17,705
When I walk into an OR, I'm an expert.
262
00:15:17,782 --> 00:15:19,807
I can stop a bleed, I can remove a clot.
263
00:15:19,884 --> 00:15:23,149
I'm the expert.
But in a clinical trial...
264
00:15:23,221 --> 00:15:24,552
...I'm experimenting.
265
00:15:25,523 --> 00:15:28,822
Groping around in the dark.
Hoping to do the right thing.
266
00:15:28,893 --> 00:15:32,056
She wants greatness from me.
267
00:15:32,130 --> 00:15:35,429
- She's expecting greatness.
- OK, seriously.
268
00:15:35,500 --> 00:15:37,127
Derek, what are you doing?
269
00:15:38,470 --> 00:15:39,960
I'm seeing somebody else.
270
00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:45,869
She's lovely. She's really lovely.
271
00:15:48,813 --> 00:15:50,713
Hey. You came.
272
00:15:50,782 --> 00:15:53,546
You have to stop paging me.
Can't deal with this now.
273
00:15:53,618 --> 00:15:57,418
- I have a big case today, and I...
- I'm as scared about this as you are.
274
00:15:57,489 --> 00:15:59,650
I'm not scared. I'm just...
275
00:16:00,158 --> 00:16:02,854
Look, you don't want me, OK?
276
00:16:02,927 --> 00:16:05,862
This is not a thing you want me for.
I won't be good at it.
277
00:16:05,930 --> 00:16:08,296
I'm not father material.
278
00:16:09,267 --> 00:16:12,634
You have a husband. He doesn't
have to know that it's mine, OK?
279
00:16:12,704 --> 00:16:16,868
No, it's not OK. Alex,
I'm just asking you to get over yourself
280
00:16:16,941 --> 00:16:22,573
for one minute and talk to me so we
can figure this thing out. Together.
281
00:16:24,182 --> 00:16:25,615
I have to go.
282
00:16:27,051 --> 00:16:30,384
[Door opening, closing]
283
00:16:31,122 --> 00:16:34,387
I'll be making the incision
from here to here, and be extra...
284
00:16:34,459 --> 00:16:37,553
Excuse me. What you said about
further complications...
285
00:16:37,629 --> 00:16:41,156
No, we can't think like that.
There's nothing else wrong with him.
286
00:16:41,232 --> 00:16:45,601
Our intention is to have a healthy baby.
He'll be strong and happy and healthy.
287
00:16:45,670 --> 00:16:48,434
Don't you understand
what we're trying to tell you?
288
00:16:48,506 --> 00:16:52,465
Chances are, your baby's gonna need
a lot more than just heart surgery.
289
00:16:52,544 --> 00:16:54,910
- Dr. Karev.
- Chances are, he won't.
290
00:16:54,979 --> 00:16:57,675
Can't cross your fingers
and hope this'll go away.
291
00:16:57,749 --> 00:16:58,943
Dr. Karev.
292
00:16:59,951 --> 00:17:02,579
He's not prepared.
I was trying to prepare him.
293
00:17:02,654 --> 00:17:05,555
They're having a baby.
That baby's gonna be screwed up
294
00:17:05,623 --> 00:17:09,150
'cause he's coming into a world
where his parents are unprepared.
295
00:17:09,227 --> 00:17:11,388
They wanna talk about loving each other,
296
00:17:11,462 --> 00:17:15,398
as if that has anything to do with
having the ability to raise a baby.
297
00:17:15,466 --> 00:17:18,594
A sick baby! He's not prepared.
I was trying to prepare him.
298
00:17:18,670 --> 00:17:23,369
Karev. Right now, you're feeling all
your feelings right out in the open.
299
00:17:23,441 --> 00:17:26,308
Do me a favor and stuff them back in.
300
00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:34,914
- Interesting advice.
- Don't start with me.
301
00:17:38,957 --> 00:17:41,221
She's no longer allowed in my apartment.
302
00:17:41,292 --> 00:17:44,489
No more tea parties or wine parties
or whatever you two have.
303
00:17:44,562 --> 00:17:47,224
- What are you talking about?
- Hahn. She's unfair.
304
00:17:47,298 --> 00:17:50,290
Refuses to teach me.
I got in at Mass Gen, Johns Hopkins.
305
00:17:50,368 --> 00:17:53,269
I could've gotten in anywhere,
and she won't teach me!
306
00:17:53,338 --> 00:17:56,535
All right, look.
Erica, she's a really good listener.
307
00:17:56,608 --> 00:18:00,408
She comes off harsh at first,
but she's got a really good heart,
308
00:18:00,478 --> 00:18:03,276
so just tell her how you feel. OK?
309
00:18:05,450 --> 00:18:09,079
Tell her how I feel?
Well, I don't speak "Girl."
310
00:18:12,457 --> 00:18:15,290
Sorry about that.
I mention I live with Yang, now?
311
00:18:18,963 --> 00:18:21,124
What? Why are you
looking at me like that?
312
00:18:21,199 --> 00:18:25,329
Callie. Are you speaking
the vagina monologues now?
313
00:18:26,938 --> 00:18:29,805
- What?
- I'm all for it, OK?
314
00:18:29,874 --> 00:18:32,843
I think it's fantastic. Erica?
I mean, she seems great.
315
00:18:32,911 --> 00:18:35,812
I really do like her,
actually, I do. Are you?
316
00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:39,714
You want to know if
Erica and I are a couple?
317
00:18:39,784 --> 00:18:42,480
Because I defended her to Yang?
318
00:18:42,553 --> 00:18:45,818
Because you seem like a couple.
A really happy couple.
319
00:18:45,890 --> 00:18:50,589
Um... OK, that's... That's just...
320
00:18:50,662 --> 00:18:54,826
That's insane is what it is.
I'm... I like penis.
321
00:18:54,899 --> 00:18:58,130
I mean, I'm a huge, huge fan of penis.
322
00:18:58,202 --> 00:19:00,102
[Laughs] Hilarious.
323
00:19:00,171 --> 00:19:03,368
You've been living in Los Angeles
way too long. Way too long.
324
00:19:03,441 --> 00:19:06,433
[# Greenskeepers: Money]
325
00:19:07,412 --> 00:19:10,575
- George!
- George! George!
326
00:19:11,683 --> 00:19:15,084
Hey! Listen,
I am just the messenger.
327
00:19:15,153 --> 00:19:18,145
But you should know that people
are prepared to drop out.
328
00:19:18,222 --> 00:19:21,885
Nobody wants to get drunk
and play darts with their boss.
329
00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:25,157
- Want me to take back the invitation?
- I'm the messenger.
330
00:19:30,301 --> 00:19:33,828
What's that about? More special plans
with your special friends?
331
00:19:33,905 --> 00:19:38,740
I would like us to talk today.
I would like us to talk because
332
00:19:38,810 --> 00:19:43,179
I care and I want to know things,
333
00:19:43,247 --> 00:19:46,273
and I have 1 5 minutes
to hear about your feelings.
334
00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:50,344
So Alex? Alex, you look thoughtful.
335
00:19:50,421 --> 00:19:54,357
I'm very interested to hear...
I mean, what are your thoughts?
336
00:19:54,425 --> 00:19:55,892
[Slurping]
337
00:19:57,061 --> 00:19:59,359
Izzie. Your thoughts? Your feelings?
338
00:19:59,430 --> 00:20:00,863
- Honestly?
- Uh-huh.
339
00:20:00,932 --> 00:20:04,060
Little worried about Alex
because his Jane Doe girlfriend
340
00:20:04,135 --> 00:20:07,104
keeps showing up like
something out of Fatal Attraction.
341
00:20:07,171 --> 00:20:09,867
Her name is Rebecca Pope,
she's not my girlfriend.
342
00:20:09,941 --> 00:20:13,638
Really? You guys haven't had sex at all?
343
00:20:13,711 --> 00:20:16,874
- Recently?
- She's married. She has a husband.
344
00:20:16,948 --> 00:20:21,112
Does it hurt that she's married?
I mean, does that hurt your heart?
345
00:20:21,185 --> 00:20:23,915
- What's the matter with you?
- Trying to talk "Girl."
346
00:20:23,988 --> 00:20:25,956
Well, you coded. Right?
347
00:20:26,858 --> 00:20:29,383
[Izzie continues laughing]
348
00:20:30,862 --> 00:20:33,922
What? It's the new slang.
Everybody's saying it.
349
00:20:33,998 --> 00:20:37,900
The way you just said that?
That was you coding.
350
00:20:40,304 --> 00:20:44,070
Whatever. Unlike Meredith
with her trials and Petri dishes,
351
00:20:44,142 --> 00:20:47,134
and Cristina who has to
practice talking like a human,
352
00:20:47,211 --> 00:20:49,202
I actually care about patient care!
353
00:20:49,981 --> 00:20:52,973
- Need the sparkle pager.
- Not giving you the pager.
354
00:20:53,051 --> 00:20:56,077
I can't talk "Girl,"
and I shouldn't have to talk "Girl"
355
00:20:56,154 --> 00:20:58,850
because I diagnosed
the patient. I need the pager.
356
00:20:58,923 --> 00:21:00,788
- You can't have it!
- Stop! Stop it!
357
00:21:00,858 --> 00:21:02,587
Give it. Give it to me!
358
00:21:02,660 --> 00:21:03,991
Um...
359
00:21:04,062 --> 00:21:07,395
Anyone ever think
you two were a couple?
360
00:21:07,465 --> 00:21:10,161
No, because we
screw boys like whores on tequila.
361
00:21:10,234 --> 00:21:12,225
Then try to marry them
or drown ourselves.
362
00:21:12,303 --> 00:21:14,464
- Huh...
- [slurping]
363
00:21:14,539 --> 00:21:19,340
You know, make Hahn let me scrub in,
or I'm making you move out.
364
00:21:19,410 --> 00:21:22,038
- What? You...
- Desperate times.
365
00:21:23,147 --> 00:21:28,244
[Sighing] Sorry that took so long.
Congratulations, you're pregnant.
366
00:21:29,187 --> 00:21:30,484
You're sure?
367
00:21:30,555 --> 00:21:33,217
A big day for pregnant ladies.
Everywhere I turn.
368
00:21:33,291 --> 00:21:35,452
Weird. Only supposed
to give you a couple,
369
00:21:35,526 --> 00:21:38,495
but this is a supply of vitamins,
samples. They're free.
370
00:21:38,563 --> 00:21:42,522
No, I... We need
to schedule an abortion.
371
00:21:45,770 --> 00:21:48,534
OK. I'm sorry, I...
372
00:21:49,540 --> 00:21:52,407
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
373
00:21:53,377 --> 00:21:55,845
I don't mean to intrude, but...
374
00:21:56,614 --> 00:22:01,051
You might want to sit with this for a
few days before you make your decision.
375
00:22:01,119 --> 00:22:02,916
There's no decision to make.
376
00:22:04,388 --> 00:22:07,846
I'm HIV-positive. And the condom broke.
377
00:22:09,060 --> 00:22:13,429
I got tested already,
and I will, again, in six months,
378
00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:15,762
but so far I'm fine.
379
00:22:17,935 --> 00:22:21,530
Please, I just...
I want to get this over with.
380
00:22:21,606 --> 00:22:24,632
Is there any chance that
we can take care of it today?
381
00:22:26,377 --> 00:22:29,005
Yeah. Let me see what I can set up.
382
00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:30,741
Thank you.
383
00:22:37,588 --> 00:22:41,285
[Man over PA] Nurse Santos to
Geriatrics. Nurse Santos to Geriatrics.
384
00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:42,690
- Here.
- All right.
385
00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:44,853
- Torres.
- Hey.
386
00:22:44,929 --> 00:22:48,490
Do me a favor and
put Yang on your surgery.
387
00:22:48,566 --> 00:22:52,332
- Only if you buy drinks at Joe's.
- Done.
388
00:22:56,641 --> 00:23:00,236
[Crunching]
389
00:23:07,919 --> 00:23:09,045
Dr. Montgomery?
390
00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:11,213
Do me a favor?
Can you talk to my patient?
391
00:23:11,289 --> 00:23:12,688
Don't work here, anymore.
392
00:23:12,757 --> 00:23:16,124
She's pregnant and HIV-positive.
Thinks she has to terminate.
393
00:23:16,194 --> 00:23:18,287
- She doesn't.
- I know, but she doesn't.
394
00:23:18,362 --> 00:23:22,025
- It's not my area of expertise.
- I don't work here anymore, Stevens.
395
00:23:22,633 --> 00:23:25,830
If I worked here, I'd be
performing surgery after surgery.
396
00:23:25,903 --> 00:23:29,703
I might even be back with my husband,
who's, apparently, on the market.
397
00:23:29,774 --> 00:23:33,005
I'm not saying that I
want to get back with my husband.
398
00:23:33,077 --> 00:23:35,409
It's just that things
were simpler with him
399
00:23:35,479 --> 00:23:38,573
than the messy, messy
single life I am currently living.
400
00:23:38,649 --> 00:23:40,640
Which was not my point, by the way.
401
00:23:40,718 --> 00:23:43,186
My point was...
that I no longer work here.
402
00:23:43,254 --> 00:23:46,883
Which means, you need to pull your face
out of the potato chip trough,
403
00:23:46,958 --> 00:23:49,654
- and tend your patients yourself.
- I know, but...
404
00:23:49,727 --> 00:23:51,957
You're a fighter. What happened?
405
00:23:52,029 --> 00:23:53,860
I lost a lot of fights.
406
00:23:53,931 --> 00:23:57,332
Well, time to get back up. Go.
407
00:23:58,836 --> 00:24:01,100
Be the change
you want to see in the world.
408
00:24:04,775 --> 00:24:06,436
You just quote Gandhi to me?
409
00:24:07,078 --> 00:24:09,239
So... Time to take her to the OR.
410
00:24:10,414 --> 00:24:14,077
I'm not an idiot. We heard you.
411
00:24:14,151 --> 00:24:16,847
It could be bad.
412
00:24:16,921 --> 00:24:19,981
There's always a whole lot of bad
to focus on if you want to.
413
00:24:21,926 --> 00:24:23,951
But there's hope too, right?
414
00:24:24,028 --> 00:24:27,293
There's always hope too.
415
00:24:31,836 --> 00:24:35,237
- Jennifer?
- No, it's Dr. Shepherd.
416
00:24:35,306 --> 00:24:38,969
I hate this. Not being able to see.
417
00:24:39,043 --> 00:24:41,102
I just want to see Jennifer.
418
00:24:41,178 --> 00:24:45,274
Phillip, this is
an extremely risky operation.
419
00:24:45,349 --> 00:24:49,012
You may have a few weeks to live.
Could spend that time with Jennifer.
420
00:24:50,454 --> 00:24:52,649
You don't have to do this surgery today.
421
00:24:54,191 --> 00:24:59,356
[Laughs] I'm trying to fix Jennifer up.
I don't want to leave her alone.
422
00:25:00,898 --> 00:25:04,061
That's the one thing
about all of this I really can't stand.
423
00:25:05,002 --> 00:25:07,698
I just want her to be
all right when I'm gone.
424
00:25:09,273 --> 00:25:13,175
You need to tell her that.
Before you go into surgery,
425
00:25:13,244 --> 00:25:18,204
you need to remember this conversation,
and you need to tell her that.
426
00:25:23,521 --> 00:25:27,184
Hey. I only have five minutes
because we moved the surgery up.
427
00:25:27,258 --> 00:25:29,852
But I did want to come and say
that, obviously,
428
00:25:29,927 --> 00:25:33,328
he doesn't know me at all.
I'm not the one emotionally involved.
429
00:25:33,397 --> 00:25:36,525
- He's the one emotionally involved.
- He?
430
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:39,626
Derek told me not to get my hopes up.
431
00:25:39,704 --> 00:25:43,196
Anybody who knows me knows
I'm not a hopeful person to begin with.
432
00:25:43,274 --> 00:25:44,263
Right.
433
00:25:44,342 --> 00:25:46,936
I came up with this
clinical trial. It's my baby.
434
00:25:47,011 --> 00:25:49,912
Does he honestly think
that I've walked into this with
435
00:25:49,980 --> 00:25:54,212
no understanding of how hard it'll be?
Seriously, no wonder we didn't work out.
436
00:25:54,285 --> 00:25:56,719
Because he told you
not to get your hopes up?
437
00:25:56,787 --> 00:25:59,722
Exactly. I gotta go.
Surgery's about to start.
438
00:25:59,790 --> 00:26:03,351
- The surgery with no hope?
- Shut up.
439
00:26:04,895 --> 00:26:05,884
[Door closes]
440
00:26:05,963 --> 00:26:09,763
So who's the new
mystery woman that Derek's dating?
441
00:26:09,834 --> 00:26:14,737
Who's the unlucky
McRebound? [chuckling]
442
00:26:16,307 --> 00:26:18,901
What? Oh, is the whole
"Mc" thing over now?
443
00:26:18,976 --> 00:26:21,570
Surely things haven't
changed that much here?
444
00:26:21,645 --> 00:26:24,739
Addison. The woman
standing immediately to your right,
445
00:26:24,815 --> 00:26:28,012
the one handing you
the surgical instruments...
446
00:26:30,421 --> 00:26:32,252
- Hey.
- Hey.
447
00:26:32,323 --> 00:26:37,386
Six dates, heavy petting,
lots of tongue. Good guy. Scalpel?
448
00:26:39,797 --> 00:26:41,458
[Clears throat]
449
00:26:41,832 --> 00:26:45,029
We can have the baby?
You're saying we can have the baby.
450
00:26:45,102 --> 00:26:47,866
- A healthy baby?
- With proper prenatal treatment,
451
00:26:47,938 --> 00:26:50,668
the risks to your baby
are substantially reduced.
452
00:26:50,741 --> 00:26:54,472
Haven't found you an OB, I think
the process might prove difficult...
453
00:26:54,545 --> 00:26:58,174
Doesn't matter. We'll figure it out.
We can figure anything out.
454
00:26:58,249 --> 00:27:00,274
I can't believe this! Thank you!
455
00:27:00,351 --> 00:27:04,082
No! No. Do not thank her.
456
00:27:04,155 --> 00:27:08,558
I asked you to do one thing,
I asked you to schedule an abortion.
457
00:27:08,626 --> 00:27:10,025
- Sarah.
- No.
458
00:27:10,094 --> 00:27:14,258
She just walks in here and gets
your hopes up, and that's not OK!
459
00:27:14,331 --> 00:27:17,960
I was diagnosed at 1 9.
And I have learned how to deal with it.
460
00:27:18,035 --> 00:27:23,974
But I will not put that onto a baby!
I cannot bring a baby into this world
461
00:27:24,041 --> 00:27:27,135
who could possibly
have this disease. I won't!
462
00:27:27,211 --> 00:27:31,705
Now, could you please
just schedule the abortion?
463
00:27:31,782 --> 00:27:36,515
And, do me a favor, don't come back!
I'd like a different doctor.
464
00:27:36,587 --> 00:27:40,819
[# Neverending White Lights: Distance]
465
00:27:48,699 --> 00:27:50,428
[Laughing]
466
00:27:56,707 --> 00:28:00,268
Phillip, remember what we talked about?
467
00:28:00,344 --> 00:28:02,278
[Chuckles]
468
00:28:02,346 --> 00:28:06,544
Jennifer? Jen? Jennifer!
469
00:28:11,889 --> 00:28:15,689
I don't want to leave you alone.
I want you to meet someone.
470
00:28:15,759 --> 00:28:19,354
I want you to promise me you'll try.
471
00:28:19,430 --> 00:28:24,629
Because I can't do this thinking
I'm leaving you alone. OK?
472
00:28:27,972 --> 00:28:31,100
OK. OK.
473
00:28:32,910 --> 00:28:36,437
Maybe I'll make it. I hope I make it.
474
00:28:44,255 --> 00:28:46,689
[Resumes laughing]
475
00:29:04,108 --> 00:29:08,101
Go ahead. A little bit further.
Good, keep him flat.
476
00:29:13,217 --> 00:29:15,014
[Addison] OK. Got him, Karev?
477
00:29:18,455 --> 00:29:19,615
Placenta looks good.
478
00:29:19,690 --> 00:29:21,658
- You OK to close, Dr. Bailey?
- Yep.
479
00:29:22,826 --> 00:29:23,918
Membrane's intact.
480
00:29:25,329 --> 00:29:28,196
- Oh, no. She's hemorrhaging.
- [machine beeping rapidly]
481
00:29:28,265 --> 00:29:31,962
This blood is moving a little too fast.
I need another set of hands here!
482
00:29:34,171 --> 00:29:36,605
[Addison] Her uterus isn't contracting.
Damn it.
483
00:29:50,854 --> 00:29:52,048
Where's Montgomery?
484
00:29:52,122 --> 00:29:54,716
The mom is in distress.
They're trying to close.
485
00:29:54,792 --> 00:29:57,488
Get the baby to Hahn.
Addie knows what she's doing.
486
00:29:59,830 --> 00:30:01,855
I think I've been hiding in the clinic.
487
00:30:01,932 --> 00:30:03,661
Yeah? OK, listen, Izzie?
488
00:30:03,734 --> 00:30:06,100
I lost the contest.
I couldn't hack cardio.
489
00:30:06,170 --> 00:30:08,138
- I performed CPR on a deer.
- Izzie!
490
00:30:08,205 --> 00:30:11,197
- I think I've been hiding.
- You can't play darts with us.
491
00:30:11,275 --> 00:30:13,266
- What?
- I shouldn't have to say this.
492
00:30:13,344 --> 00:30:15,209
- You should get this.
- Get what?
493
00:30:15,279 --> 00:30:19,978
You're not an intern anymore.
I'm not a resident. And, that sucks,
494
00:30:20,050 --> 00:30:22,075
but I'm trying to make the best of it.
495
00:30:22,152 --> 00:30:25,610
Trying to stop complaining
and embrace what I have.
496
00:30:25,689 --> 00:30:28,487
What I have is new friends
who don't want to get drunk
497
00:30:28,559 --> 00:30:30,288
and play darts with their boss.
498
00:30:30,361 --> 00:30:33,853
- I'm their boss.
- Yes. Yeah. You're their boss.
499
00:30:33,931 --> 00:30:36,525
You're in charge.
And you should get that.
500
00:30:37,835 --> 00:30:39,462
I gotta do something.
501
00:30:42,906 --> 00:30:44,669
Get in here.
502
00:30:45,709 --> 00:30:47,370
I thought I made myself clear.
503
00:30:47,444 --> 00:30:50,607
You did. I didn't. Get in here!
504
00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:56,009
- Listen and learn.
- I knew it. You disapprove.
505
00:30:56,086 --> 00:30:58,577
You're here to push
some kind of agenda, right?
506
00:30:58,656 --> 00:31:00,351
No. No.
507
00:31:01,058 --> 00:31:04,118
Listen, if you wanna have
an abortion because you want to,
508
00:31:04,194 --> 00:31:06,822
that's between you and
whatever god you believe in.
509
00:31:06,897 --> 00:31:08,626
But if you wanna have an abortion
510
00:31:08,699 --> 00:31:11,600
'cause you think that's what
medicine is telling you,
511
00:31:11,669 --> 00:31:15,799
that's between you and me.
I was ineffectual. I was unclear.
512
00:31:15,873 --> 00:31:19,900
I've been on my heels a little bit
lately, and I was unclear.
513
00:31:19,977 --> 00:31:21,467
So just listen, OK?
514
00:31:21,545 --> 00:31:25,504
I wasn't telling you there is some
chance your baby might not be born sick.
515
00:31:25,582 --> 00:31:29,678
I was telling you there is a
98 percent chance your baby
516
00:31:29,753 --> 00:31:33,120
could be born perfectly healthy.
A 98 percent chance.
517
00:31:33,190 --> 00:31:36,250
There's a higher chance of
being born with Down Syndrome
518
00:31:36,326 --> 00:31:38,886
than there is of you passing
HIV on to your child.
519
00:31:39,229 --> 00:31:41,663
I don't... I just... I can't...
520
00:31:41,732 --> 00:31:44,667
I know you gave up about
having children a long time ago,
521
00:31:44,735 --> 00:31:49,604
and I understand that it's difficult
to readjust your thinking so quickly,
522
00:31:49,673 --> 00:31:51,698
but if you take your meds responsibly,
523
00:31:51,775 --> 00:31:55,176
there's no reason why you can't have
a beautiful, healthy baby.
524
00:31:56,513 --> 00:31:59,744
This is your chance. If you want it.
525
00:31:59,817 --> 00:32:02,251
This is your chance to be a mom.
526
00:32:05,189 --> 00:32:09,023
- A 98 percent chance?
- Ninety-eight percent chance.
527
00:32:10,928 --> 00:32:11,952
[Gasps]
528
00:32:13,163 --> 00:32:16,155
[# Meaghan Smith: Five More Minutes]
529
00:32:20,170 --> 00:32:22,035
Thank you.
530
00:32:27,377 --> 00:32:30,540
[Erica] We are on a clock here,
Dr. Karev. We need Montgomery now.
531
00:32:30,614 --> 00:32:32,241
She's coming. She'll be here.
532
00:32:32,316 --> 00:32:34,944
Heart rate's down to the 60's,
he's bradycardic.
533
00:32:35,018 --> 00:32:37,612
- Damn it, we could lose him.
- Tell me what to do.
534
00:32:37,688 --> 00:32:40,589
- [machine beeping rapidly]
- Massage the heart.
535
00:32:44,528 --> 00:32:45,620
Gently.
536
00:32:47,931 --> 00:32:49,899
[Machine beeping steadies]
537
00:32:52,336 --> 00:32:54,361
I can feel it getting stronger.
538
00:32:56,039 --> 00:32:59,566
- Heart rate's back up to the 1 40's.
- I pushed 60 cc of bolus NS.
539
00:32:59,643 --> 00:33:01,110
Good job, Karev.
540
00:33:05,182 --> 00:33:06,342
You can step back now.
541
00:33:13,056 --> 00:33:14,148
And now...
542
00:33:14,224 --> 00:33:17,091
[sighs] All right, moment of truth.
543
00:33:18,862 --> 00:33:21,490
Injecting the virus into the tumor.
544
00:33:22,633 --> 00:33:26,228
All right, we're doing this one stage
repair to prevent infection.
545
00:33:26,303 --> 00:33:27,634
Ready for the skin graft.
546
00:33:32,376 --> 00:33:34,435
- [Meredith] Complete heart block.
- Damn.
547
00:33:34,511 --> 00:33:37,742
Injection went into the intra-arterial.
Push one of Atropine.
548
00:33:37,815 --> 00:33:40,079
[Flatline]
549
00:33:40,150 --> 00:33:43,381
- [Meredith] Not responding!
- Push another one. Come on, come on.
550
00:33:44,221 --> 00:33:46,416
[Bailey] Need another set
of hands over here.
551
00:33:46,490 --> 00:33:47,980
[Machine beeping rapidly]
552
00:33:48,058 --> 00:33:50,993
- [Bailey] OK, there we go.
- It's controlled, right?
553
00:33:51,061 --> 00:33:53,552
Yeah, it's controlled.
I got it, I got it. Go.
554
00:33:56,834 --> 00:34:02,636
Look at that. Beating inside his chest
for the very first time.
555
00:34:02,706 --> 00:34:05,834
And God admired
his amazing skin flap.
556
00:34:05,909 --> 00:34:07,638
And he saw that it was good.
557
00:34:08,278 --> 00:34:11,247
- How is he?
- [Erica] I was able to reduce the heart
558
00:34:11,315 --> 00:34:13,545
almost all the way
into the pericardial space.
559
00:34:13,617 --> 00:34:16,643
[Addison] No intestines in the way?
No diaphragmatic hernia?
560
00:34:16,720 --> 00:34:19,917
[Erica] No anything. His heart's in.
It's beating. He's perfect.
561
00:34:31,134 --> 00:34:34,228
Patient number one.
Treatment failed. Call it, Dr. Grey.
562
00:34:35,272 --> 00:34:37,797
Time of death, 1 9:33.
563
00:34:37,875 --> 00:34:39,672
[Derek sighs deeply]
564
00:34:45,582 --> 00:34:48,983
Hey. The parents were right. The baby?
565
00:34:49,052 --> 00:34:51,179
No further complications.
566
00:34:51,255 --> 00:34:55,385
Yeah, and mom's OK, too.
It's a good day.
567
00:34:55,459 --> 00:34:57,154
[Hands scrubbing]
568
00:34:57,227 --> 00:35:00,094
You seem sad... Miranda.
569
00:35:05,502 --> 00:35:08,528
[Sighing deeply]
570
00:35:08,605 --> 00:35:12,871
We're not gonna do this. I can't share.
571
00:35:12,943 --> 00:35:16,106
I can't catch up with you. I can't talk.
572
00:35:16,980 --> 00:35:22,646
Because if I did,
if I told you Tucker moved out...
573
00:35:22,719 --> 00:35:28,214
...if I told you I haven't
slept alone in 1 2 years...
574
00:35:28,325 --> 00:35:33,922
If I told you that my heart
hurt so much, sometimes,
575
00:35:33,997 --> 00:35:38,093
I want to rip it from my chest
with my own little hands...
576
00:35:39,569 --> 00:35:43,972
...I would fall apart.
And I don't have time to fall apart.
577
00:35:44,041 --> 00:35:46,669
Not that I'm not happy to see you. I am.
578
00:35:46,743 --> 00:35:50,702
But I wish that you would go home,
579
00:35:50,781 --> 00:35:56,242
so the choice to talk
and fall apart would go away.
580
00:35:58,588 --> 00:36:01,580
[# Republic Tigers:
Buildings And Mountains]
581
00:36:20,644 --> 00:36:21,804
[Exhaling deeply]
582
00:36:21,878 --> 00:36:23,277
[Meredith] I got my hopes up.
583
00:36:24,381 --> 00:36:25,712
Yeah, me too.
584
00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:28,445
- Dr. Shepherd.
- Yes?
585
00:36:31,588 --> 00:36:34,819
It was a pleasure
working with you today.
586
00:36:39,963 --> 00:36:41,658
Dr. Grey.
587
00:36:50,607 --> 00:36:52,472
[Addison] I do miss some of this.
588
00:36:52,542 --> 00:36:54,874
I could put the
paperwork through tonight.
589
00:36:54,945 --> 00:36:56,810
You could start work tomorrow.
590
00:37:02,719 --> 00:37:07,213
I needed to come back
591
00:37:07,290 --> 00:37:09,349
to see that it was right to leave.
592
00:37:09,693 --> 00:37:12,253
You need to fill my position.
593
00:37:15,232 --> 00:37:16,859
I was Gandhi, Dr. Montgomery.
594
00:37:16,933 --> 00:37:19,493
I was so freaking Gandhi,
I kicked Gandhi's ass.
595
00:37:23,340 --> 00:37:24,807
It's an L.A. Thing.
596
00:37:34,051 --> 00:37:36,144
Aren't you gonna be late for your party?
597
00:37:36,219 --> 00:37:40,519
[Scoffs] I'll blow them off.
I'd rather hang out with you anyway.
598
00:37:42,492 --> 00:37:47,191
George, I get it. I don't
have to like it, but I get it. So, go.
599
00:37:47,264 --> 00:37:49,494
Go "code" or whatever.
600
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:54,136
You know, whenever anyone says
something really funny and I laugh,
601
00:37:54,204 --> 00:37:57,867
I always look around to see
if you think it's funny too.
602
00:37:57,941 --> 00:38:00,603
Even when you're not there,
I still look around.
603
00:38:05,282 --> 00:38:06,840
Go.
604
00:38:10,053 --> 00:38:12,044
[Elevator dings]
605
00:38:31,541 --> 00:38:32,735
[Elevator dings]
606
00:38:40,550 --> 00:38:42,211
Ooh...
607
00:38:44,054 --> 00:38:47,285
[whispering] I bet you wish you'd
taken the stairs right about now.
608
00:38:47,357 --> 00:38:50,258
[# Jamie Lidell:
Little Bit of Feel Good]
609
00:38:50,327 --> 00:38:53,490
[Meredith] Giving birth may be
all intense and magical and stuff.
610
00:38:53,563 --> 00:38:56,430
But the act itself?
It's not exactly pleasant.
611
00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:57,967
[Laughing]
612
00:38:58,034 --> 00:39:00,901
But it's also a beginning
of something incredible.
613
00:39:00,971 --> 00:39:03,269
I am. I am very, very funny.
614
00:39:03,340 --> 00:39:05,274
You would not believe what she...
615
00:39:05,342 --> 00:39:08,470
Wait, wait, wait.
Hang on, hang on, hang on.
616
00:39:08,545 --> 00:39:11,070
You've got a hair that is caught...
617
00:39:12,315 --> 00:39:15,216
...caught in your lip gloss.
- Something new.
618
00:39:16,186 --> 00:39:17,448
Sorry, you were saying?
619
00:39:17,521 --> 00:39:19,580
- [Addison] I'm funny, apparently.
- Funny?
620
00:39:19,656 --> 00:39:22,318
- Yes, it turns out I am.
- Apparently.
621
00:39:22,392 --> 00:39:24,189
Any of you ladies want to dance?
622
00:39:24,261 --> 00:39:27,856
Ugh! For the thousandth time,
the answer is no, Mark.
623
00:39:27,931 --> 00:39:30,024
- Beat it, Sloan.
- I'll dance with you.
624
00:39:30,100 --> 00:39:32,125
Something unpredictable.
625
00:39:34,037 --> 00:39:35,402
- Dr. Montgomery.
- Hi.
626
00:39:35,472 --> 00:39:38,339
- Dr. Hahn?
- Yang.
627
00:39:39,609 --> 00:39:40,803
Yang?
628
00:39:40,877 --> 00:39:43,971
OK, is it because I'm Asian?
Is that your problem?
629
00:39:44,047 --> 00:39:46,208
- You don't like Asian people?
- Excuse me?
630
00:39:46,283 --> 00:39:47,910
Why won't you teach me?
631
00:39:50,420 --> 00:39:53,685
You're not without skill.
You're not without talent.
632
00:39:53,757 --> 00:39:57,853
So stop seeking my approval.
I'm not gonna tell you
633
00:39:57,928 --> 00:39:59,589
what a good little girl you are.
634
00:39:59,663 --> 00:40:02,928
That's not my job. And it
doesn't make you any better at yours.
635
00:40:10,540 --> 00:40:14,499
Jeez. Little hard on her,
don't you think?
636
00:40:16,012 --> 00:40:19,413
- I think she reminds me of me.
- [Meredith] Something true.
637
00:40:24,287 --> 00:40:26,255
She's pretty, huh?
638
00:40:26,323 --> 00:40:28,314
She's beautiful.
639
00:40:29,459 --> 00:40:31,484
Something worth loving.
640
00:40:38,335 --> 00:40:42,169
- You want to get outta here?
- Like you wouldn't believe.
641
00:40:46,743 --> 00:40:49,337
[All laughing]
642
00:40:51,381 --> 00:40:53,474
[Meredith] Something worth missing.
643
00:40:55,785 --> 00:40:58,379
Dr. Stevens?
Labs for Rebecca Pope.
644
00:40:58,455 --> 00:40:59,820
Thanks very much.
645
00:41:01,625 --> 00:41:04,890
Wait, no, this... This can't be right.
You sure this is right?
646
00:41:05,228 --> 00:41:09,665
- [Meredith] You're leaving already?
- I have a plane to catch.
647
00:41:14,537 --> 00:41:18,940
I walk on the beach now. I buy
aromatherapy candles. I'm very Zen.
648
00:41:19,009 --> 00:41:24,208
But I want to kick your ass so badly
right now, it is killing me.
649
00:41:24,281 --> 00:41:27,079
- Excuse me?
- I'm talking about Derek.
650
00:41:27,150 --> 00:41:30,881
Derek Christopher Shepherd.
651
00:41:30,954 --> 00:41:34,151
Are you letting him get away?
652
00:41:34,224 --> 00:41:36,124
Because, I swear to God, Meredith,
653
00:41:36,192 --> 00:41:40,094
if you let him ride off into the sunset
with that doe-eyed little thing...
654
00:41:48,738 --> 00:41:52,071
- [man] Of course I'm sure.
- So my patient is not pregnant?
655
00:41:52,142 --> 00:41:53,541
Apparently not.
656
00:42:04,621 --> 00:42:07,181
[Meredith] Something
that will change your life...
657
00:42:12,929 --> 00:42:14,191
... forever.