Maura, sweetheart.
Good morning, Angela.
- Hey. - How are you doing?
Oh. I don't know.
- I don't know. - Go ahead, Maura. Let it out.
I'll get us some coffee.
A tragic accident like that?
You never really see it coming.
I am worried about Jane.
Her and Barry were so close and...
Well, with the pregnancy and all those hormones...
Shh! Shh.
Jane doesn't know that you know. And she hasn't told anyone else...
...so you need to just... - I know. Keep my trap shut? I will.
Doesn't mean that a mother can't worry.
She's always been so good about sympathizing with others...
...but when it comes to her own feelings, she bottles everything up.
She needs to let it out.
So do you.
You need a good cry, a big cry.
We will. In time.
- DABDA. - Gesundheit?
The stages of grief.
Denial, anger, uh, bargaining, depression, acceptance.
It's from Elisabeth Kübler-Ross's seminal work in the mid-20th century.
Though current research shows that yearning is...
...a more accurate expression of the final... - Okay, that all sounds great.
When's the crying start?
- Hey. Good morning, Ma. - Hi, honey.
Thanks for letting me stay over.
No problem. I didn't want to be alone either.
ANGELA: Where are you going?
- To the station. - Don't you think it'd be better to stay home...
...and feel your feelings?
Ma, he loved his work.
He wouldn't want me to just curl up and stop doing mine.
Don't think that's what she's suggesting. Maybe you can sit down...
...have a cup of coffee. Real coffee.
- I can make us all some breakfast. - I'll take the coffee.
Oh, uh...
Thanks. I'll see you later.
- Wasn't that your vase? - Yep.
Denial. Check.
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[SIGHS]
Morning.
What are you doing here?
I have dealt with hundreds of homicides...
...and grieving relatives that go with them. I can deal with this.
You had coffee in your pencil holder.
It's not a pencil holder. Maura was messing with me.
KORSAK: Go home. - No.
Maybe I wasn't clear. I'm ordering you to go home.
- You're ordering me? KORSAK: Yes.
We don't have a case, I'm the sergeant detective of this squad...
- If you think I'm gonna let you pull rank... WOMAN: Jane?
Mrs. Frost.
I'm sorry to interrupt, but...
I just didn't know where else to go.
Uh...
I'm so sorry.
And then the funeral director started asking me all these questions.
Did I want a viewing? Should Barry wear his uniform?
What kind of music should they play? And I realized...
...I don't know. - How could you?
A couple of years ago, Barry sat me down...
...and had me tell him what I wanted at my service.
It never dawned on me to ask about his.
He was just so young...
Would you like us to take care of the service for you?
- I couldn't ask you to do that. - You didn't ask, I volunteered.
His father can't get here.
He's on a ship doing a support mission in the middle of the Pacific.
So it would mean so much if you could help.
We'd be honored.
And, of course, we'II, uh, keep you in the loop on all the preparations.
Well...
Nobody knew my son better than you all did. So whatever you decide...
...I know it will be perfect.
Just what Barry would have wanted.
- Now you've got a reason to go home. - Vince, come on.
Please don't pull rank on me now, okay? I know your heart is in the right...
Gun! Put your weapon down.
- Put it down. - Help me.
We will help you as soon as you give us that gun.
What's your name?
- I don't know. - Okay. What kind of help do you need?
- I killed someone. - Who?
I don't know that either.
Well, I guess we got a case now.
How'd you get here?
I, um...
I walked by a deli.
A dry cleaner...
...and then I saw a policeman walk in here, so I followed him.
How about before that?
I don't know.
- What city are we in? WOMAN: Boston.
- What's your favorite baseball team? - The Red Sox.
JANE: You said you killed someone.
That happen in the day or the night?
I don't... I don't know.
We just need it high enough so I can remove her clothes in private.
JANE: That was very considerate. - I'd hate to have to testify...
...why we undressed her in front of the entire force.
AMANDA: Doctor?
Uh, after we've collected the clothing, take the tarp to Evidence...
...make sure we process everything that fell off.
Amanda's going to remove your clothes and shoes.
And we have a scrubs and shoes for you to put on.
If you're cold, I can give you a reflective blanket.
Okay.
I'm not going home.
Planning a funeral takes a lot of time.
She might have committed a murder. Or not.
He'd want me to stay on the job and figure out what happened.
Have you noticed that you won't say his name?
Barry Frost. There. You happy, Dr. Freud?
Freud believed that everything was related to some repressed sexual desire.
I do not think that is the reason that you will not say Frost's name.
I have to figure out who she is. I will talk to you later.
Probably shouldn't have said that.
All his years on the force...
He's entitled to the pomp and circumstance...
...even if he didn't die in the line of duty. - Hey, I heard about Frost.
It's a real shame. He was a good man.
Yeah. He was.
Thanks.
I know everybody means well...
...but that's gonna be tough to do 200 times today.
And, yes, of course he deserves it.
Frost deserves a cop's funeral...
...but if we go full pageant, then it becomes a photo op.
If it becomes a photo op, everyone shows up.
The cardinal. The mayor.
Frost hated the mayor.
He wrote in "Bill 'Spaceman' Lee" instead of voting for him.
Exactly.
Let's keep what Frost liked, ditch what he hated.
So no to the mayor...
...and yes to bagpipes.
- How did he feel about "Danny Boy"? - Yes to bagpipes, no to "Danny Boy."
- You be in charge of the music. - I don't know anything about music.
You want to do the eulogy?
- You're good with music. - Hey, I volunteered for pictures.
I'm not good at pictures, either.
Why don't you just let me know when you decide what you're least bad at.
Jane, your woman's fingerprints were a bust.
She wasn't in the database.
But her gun was recently fired.
Any dead bodies lying in the street that are in need of a suspect to go with them?
- Wouldn't that be convenient? - Missing person's matching her?
- No. - Uninvestigated gunshots in the area?
Come on, we know she's faking amnesia...
...to set up a mental incapacitation for her trial.
Probably.
But she was covered in blood and had no visible injuries.
I mean, based on the volume alone, someone is dead...
...or going to be soon if we don't find them.
No shots. At least not that Shot Alert picked up.
Let's get her picture to all roll calls...
...see if we can track her in the Homeland Security cameras.
You all know Roger Wise, the department grief counselor.
WISE: I was very sorry to hear about Detective Frost.
I'm here to help any way I can.
So I can't force any of you to talk to Roger about this tragic auto accident...
...but I can force you to sit with him for 30 minutes.
Talk about anything you like. So who's first?
- Uh, I've got to distribute the photo. - I gotta check on the cameras.
I'll, uh...
Thanks for volunteering, detective.
It takes a strong man to open up about his feelings.
Dr. Maura Isles, initiating the examination of...
I don't want to call you Jane Doe...
...because that's what I call the other women who end up on this table who are...
Less alive than you.
So based on the flounce hem of your skirt...
...and the elasticity of your skin, I'd say you're in your mid-20s.
One of the most popular baby name 25 years ago was "Jessica."
Maura Isles, initiating the examination of Jessica Doe...
...female, Caucasian, approximate age is 25.
I'm sorry to be talking as if you weren't here.
It's okay.
You're trying to help me, right?
Uh, well, I'm...
I'm trying to find out what happened to you.
I'm going to take scrapings to see if there's any tissues underneath your fingernails.
- So you like the Red Sox? - Yeah.
- Do you have a favorite player? - Dustin Pedroia.
Most defensive runs saved in his position over the last three years.
- He's got a nice smile. - Yes, he does.
When I was at BCU...
...my roommate took me to a game, and it was the best hot dog I've ever had.
It's the mustard.
I didn't know that.
Been to a game recently?
I don't know.
It's okay.
I am going to floss your teeth.
If you could just open your mouth, please.
I wonder what's in that mustard.
Camera tracks her down Tremont to Columbus...
...she heads on the bike path, Southwest Corridor, that's it...
...because the cameras stop.
Okay, well, I got a hit on the gun registration.
Owner reported it stolen three years ago and doesn't know our woman.
I finished my live autopsy. Technically it can't be an autopsy...
...because that is, by definition, an examination of a body after death.
I could be using the word in the spirit of autopsia...
...from the Greek, meaning "to see with one's own eyes."
- Anyway, Jessica... - Who's Jessica?
The woman from the lobby.
Oh, no, Korsak, Maura has named her. Now we'll never be able to give her back.
The blood on her clothes was from a single subject, likely male, type A-negative.
- Okay, probably Caucasian. - In Boston, yes.
And in Honolulu?
Over 60 percent chance that the subject would be Polynesian.
Do you make this stuff up because you know we can't check it?
Yes. No, I'm not that fanciful.
Jessica also had traces of methylenedioxy on her skirt.
Perfect. That narrows our search down to 2000 Ecstasy dealers...
...and about a bajillion Ecstasy users.
I also have a possible explanation for her amnesia.
She might be in a dissociative fugue state.
Is that Greek for "faking it"? Because that's what we think.
A fugue state is a rare condition that occurs...
...when someone experiences a trauma so severe...
...that they block parts of their consciousness related to it.
A bad thing happens and they forget anything that might remind them of it?
Yes. Jessica doesn't remember who she is...
...because it's directly connected to the traumatic event.
But she remembers that she likes the Red Sox because it's not.
Oh, there's my vase.
Assuming we thought this was real...
...which we do not, how do we get her to snap out of it?
I would suggest taking her to familiar places...
...seeing if anything triggers any memories. - Great plan.
Because of her probably fake amnesia, we don't know anything about her.
Well, she did have a FirstPark ticket in her pocket...
...and candy-coated fennel seed in her teeth.
Those are digestives, often found in Indian restaurants.
So, FirstPark garages near Indian restaurants?
Does "wild goose chase" mean anything to you?
Yes.
But at least we get to try delicious digestives all over the city.
- Bye, Maura. MAURA: Bye, Jane.
How about that? It's called Taste of Tandoor.
JESSICA: No.
- How many stops do we have left? - Two.
The next restaurant is on Emerson. FirstPark garage is around corner.
Oh. What do we do when those turn up nothing?
Call Dispatch. Have them put her picture up on a website.
Nothing. None of this looks familiar to you?
No. I'm sorry.
You had to have been to one of these places. What about Abe & Louie's?
Everybody in Boston's eaten there. No. Over there, across the street.
Wait, Korsak, stop... Stop! Stop the car!
[HORN HONKING]
WOMAN: Oh, my gosh! Look out for that car!
MAN: What are you, crazy?
Thanks.
- I'm so stupid. - No need.
It just seemed so real.
I mean, I could've sworn he was standing right there.
At the beginning of my career, I was first on the scene at an auto accident.
Older guy ran into a telephone pole.
The ME thought he had a heart attack, died at the wheel.
And the man had a smile on his face.
Like he died without a care in the world.
For months after that...
...I saw the guy all over Boston.
Sitting on a park bench, once at Fenway Park.
That happen or you telling me that to make me feel better?
I swear to God. The mind does funny things.
- You think Frost made us stop? - I don't believe in that stuff. Do you?
No, but if I were dead and you were here with Frost...
...he might have believed it.
I mean, if she's running a con...
...does she actually think she's gonna get away with it?
I've said it before: Criminals are generally very, very stupid.
Okay, listen...
...I wanna believe what you're saying is real.
That you don't remember.
Most days, I wouldn't be able to do that, but today, I'm gonna try.
Okay, but if you don't remember something, I can't help you.
WOMAN [SINGING]: The wheels on the bus Go round and round
Round and round Round and round
[SINGING] The wheels on the bus Go round and round
All through the town
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Do you have children?
I don't think so.
Okay, uh, does it have something to do with kids?
Are you a teacher?
Yes.
Okay. Okay.
Maybe he's helping us solve this after all.
Any luck?
It would help if teachers had fingerprints on file.
I'll hop in my time machine and let the union know your preference.
Without a name, I'm having to call up individual schools.
We're making a list of absent teachers.
And I'm pulling up footage from schools nearby to see if she wandered out of one of them.
[SIGHS]
- It's gonna take a while to finish it all. KORSAK: I get it.
Fingerprints on file would be a lot easier.
Where's Jane?
It's a long day. I sent her home.
- And she listened? - Ha!
I suppose it's possible she's sitting in the lobby.
How's it coming with the music for the funeral?
Oh, I've eliminated many, many choices.
- So nowhere. - Basically.
[CHUCKLES]
- Lunch sucked today. - What'd you do?
I sat at my desk...
...and wondered where Frost would have wanted to go.
What'd you decide?
I wasn't hungry.
Aw, hell.
- I'm headed home. - You're welcome to spend the night again.
No, thanks. I'd rather be alone.
- No offense. - None taken.
How are you holding up?
I'm tired.
The development of the placenta...
...is the most energetically intensive parts of the first trimester.
Or it could be that one of my best friends just died.
Yes, that could be it too.
I saw him on the street today.
- I'm sorry? JANE: I mean, I didn't...
I thought I saw him on the street today.
It's called an anomalous experience. It's perfectly normal.
- As is crying. - How do you know I haven't cried yet?
Because you would've said, "I had a good cry. Didn't help."
Or something like that.
How are you doing?
I think I've moved through denial and anger. Ready to move into bargaining...
...and I'll have a cry when I get to depression. - You can't plan a cry, Maura.
I'm not planning it. I'm just narrowing down the window of its arrival.
And it occurred to me today...
...that we need to talk about our last wishes.
- No, we don't. - I want to be buried at sea.
No. I hate boats.
And I'd have to go to city hall and get all kinds of permits...
No. Just pick something more landlocked.
Jane, I want to return to the primordial soup that spawned us all.
Nothing fancy. A small group of friends and family.
- A cello... - We're on a boat, Maura.
- And a cello is officially fancy. - There'd only be one.
And it should play Bach's "Suite in G Major."
Everyone can toast me with a bottle of champagne...
...before you throw me overboard. So, what do you want?
I wanna die one day before you...
...so I don't have to go out on a boat.
I'll see you tomorrow.
[CHUCKLES]
Hey, Ma, what are you doing here?
Making dinner.
I really appreciate it, but, uh, I'm not that hungry.
Then you'll eat just a little bit.
I just want to go to bed.
You've got to eat, Jane. Even if you're sad.
Come on.
- Why are you still here? - For Jane.
The more progress we make, the less she'll worry about the case.
- What about you? - Same thing.
Come on, please.
Okay, well, the next time you ask me for a favor, I'll probably help you out...
...because I'm a decent guy, but I will not be nice about it.
What's going on?
We didn't get anywhere with the local teachers' unions, then it dawns on me.
Maybe our woman doesn't work in the public school.
I called private schools near Indian restaurants.
- You know who she is? - Lily Green.
Uh, she teaches at Red Tree Preschool.
I can't find ajudge to sign a search warrant.
I walked in at the right moment. That just happens to be my specialty.
Good night.
- Have a good shift, Todd. - You have a nice evening, too. Dr. Isles?
I heard about Detective Frost. I'm sorry. I know the two of you were close.
Thank you, Todd.
He was a nice guy. A really nice guy.
Yes. He was.
- Morning. - Shh!
What?
- What is she doing here? - Watching me.
Before we go to the station can we stop by and get breakfast?
We're not going to the station. We're going to Lily Green's apartment.
I'm so hungry. Who's Lily Green?
Miss l-Have-Blood-All-Over-Me- and-l-Don't-Know-Who-l-Am.
She found out who she is? Great. What'd she say?
We haven't told her yet. We got one shot at a confession.
If we open the door to her apartment and there's a dead body...
...it makes it a little difficult for her to keep faking amnesia.
If that's what she's doing.
Okay. So crime scene, then breakfast.
- Why didn't you eat a muffin before you left? - There's no nutrition in a muffin.
There's no nutrition in gum.
It's like juice.
- Clear. - Clear.
Can I come in now?
Yeah, just seems that we're one body short of an actual crime scene.
There's been a crime, just not one requiring an autopsy.
It was a very thorough search.
Yeah. Which begs the question what they were looking for?
Found some money wrappers.
- About $2000 worth. - I can fast track them for drug residue.
Looks like there's a Mr. Lily Green.
FRANKIE: I pulled up her cell phone records as soon as we got the warrant.
She made a lot of calls to a guy named Toby Warren.
Okay, get a warrant out for him too.
[GRUNTS]
Thanks.
Barista gave me the usual. I didn't have the heart to give it back.
What are you doing?
Um...
Part of the job that Frost would normally do and a lot slower than he would normally do it.
So far, Lily Green seems like a stand-up citizen. Not even a parking ticket.
And all I've got on Toby Warren is that he's been collecting unemployment for 18 months.
Maybe she got tired of supporting him.
He trashed the apartment looking for money, she tracked him down, ended the relationship.
I feel sorry for Kiki if this is how you end a relationship.
I'm not dating Kiki. She's my life coach.
How about I take over that, and you go get some fresh air.
I can keep hitting the button.
That's probably a good idea.
MAN: My condolences.
- Hey. - Hey.
How are you doing?
If I get up at the funeral and just say nothing...
...will you nod your head like I'm doing something deep and meaningful?
I absolutely will.
- Find anything at Warren's apartment? - Not Toby Warren, if that's what you mean.
You have a "but" to go with that unhelpful information?
His cell's been pinging off the same tower for 24 hours.
I had his service provider turn on his GPS.
Is that your way of telling me to get off my ass?
[CLEARS THROAT]
Come on.
We've got one bullet embedded in the wood here.
Frankie, our gun may have been discharged twice. Find another bullet.
- Will do. - Thanks.
Based on this wound and that bullet, he was kneeling when he died.
It was an execution.
So the bullet entered his parietal bone...
...right above the lambdoid suture and it exited through the right common carotid artery.
In order for her to be covered in arterial spray on that part of her clothes...
She'd had to have been kneeling right next to him when he was shot.
That's something I'd want to forget.
But to create that angle and this entry wound...
...the bullet fired at at least 15 degrees from perpendicular...
...and a distance of greater than 18 inches.
So that means she would have to shoot across his body.
- It can't be done. - Not unless her arms are four feet long.
So either she's Elastigirl or Lily Green didn't kill Toby Warren.
I'm gonna go out on a limb and eliminate your Elastigirl theory.
Doc, got a round blood drop on the floor here.
- No way that's splatter from Toby. - Definitely didn't come from Toby.
I don't know where the second bullet is, but it hit someone.
What if the tissue you found under Lily's fingernails were from her fighting the killer?
Could be that's how she ended up with the gun.
Jane, this one smeared.
Like they stepped in it.
Judging from the stride, looks like they were running.
Okay, so someone shoots Toby.
Lily ends up with the gun, shoots that person. He or she runs away.
Those are the facts as we currently know them.
Because Lily didn't shoot Toby doesn't mean she wasn't involved in what got him shot.
- Is that your gut? JANE: No.
No, my gut says that whoever ran away is our killer...
...and that Lily Green is a completely innocent teacher who just had the worst night of her life.
Would you like a cup of coffee?
It won't taste very good, but it will be warm.
No, thank you. Did you find out who I am?
We did. Your name is Lily Green. You're a preschool teacher.
Does any of that sound familiar?
Not really.
JANE: Okay.
We think we have an idea of what happened to you.
You do?
Lily, do you recognize this man?
TOBY: I swear I'll make this right.
If you give me a chance, I promise. I'll do anything.
It won't happen again. I didn't think... I mean, I didn't know...
[SCREAMING]
No, no, no.
Okay, I know this is hard...
I don't want to talk anymore.
Lily, you're safe.
Whatever happened, you're safe now.
Pretending that it didn't happen, it's not gonna change anything.
Please, don't. I swear.
I'll fix this. I can. If you just give me a chance, I promise.
Toby.
I'm so sorry, sweetie. He's dead.
[WHIMPERING]
Tell me what you remember.
He was a good man. I think he just lost his way.
- You know? JANE: I do.
I do. What happened?
A couple nights ago, Toby told me that, in college, he used to sell drugs...
...and that he started again when he lost his job.
He needed to pay his bills.
So he took some money and the man he was dealing for found out.
Said he had to give it back.
Toby told me he was in trouble.
I lent him everything I had.
It wasn't all he owed, but we thought, you know, if we just showed good faith...
But it didn't matter.
We'll make him pay for this, Lily, just help me find him.
His name is Kyle.
That's all I know.
That's enough.
I'll find him. I promise.
Hi. Did you figure out music for the funeral yet?
I've got it narrowed down to about 20 choices.
Which is slightly better than no choices.
- Where are you with the pictures? FRANKIE: Done.
- Did you know he had a wall full of albums? - He loved music.
- Makes sense he'd have a lot of CDs. - Not CDs. Vinyl.
It was on the turntable.
It was probably the last thing he listened to before he left on vacation.
Thought it might help you out.
Detective Frost had good taste.
And just like that, I've narrowed my choices down to one.
Thanks, Frankie.
Frankie, you're sure this is a solid lead?
Everybody going in looks more moonshine than ecstasy.
The drug guys don't know Kyle, but they've heard his name.
This is where the ecstasy passes through.
KORSAK: Why haven't they moved on it yet?
Ah, the usual reason. Waiting for a bigger fish to swim by.
- Are you searching through my car? - No.
- Was he this annoying as a kid? - So much more so.
FRANKIE: I can hear you.
Are you ready?
You mean the funeral?
My mom took the food. She said she knew what Frost would want.
Maura took the flowers. She said none of us knew about flowers.
You say you're good with the music. His mom got the minister.
I got nothing.
Every time I think about the eulogy, I just...
All I picture is Frost laughing at me.
It really messes with my concentration.
You just need a good cry, loosen yourself up.
I really wish that all of you... Is that him?
Yep. Frankie, that's our guy.
- Can't take him out till we're away. JANE: We know.
- Put Korsak's candy back in its hiding place. - I didn't find any candy.
I don't have candy.
Let me see your hands!
Damn it!
Stop!
Freeze!
Look at that.
What do you bet that matches the skin under Lily's fingernails. Congratulations.
You're under arrest for the murder of Toby Warren.
The front desk said that your father was down here waiting for you.
LILY: Dad!
Wait, Detective Rizzoli.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
If you hadn't worked so hard, I would have never remembered.
I am very sorry for your loss.
I'm very sorry for yours.
[BAGPIPES PLAYING "AMAZING GRACE"]
Um...
We shouldn't be here today.
Barry Frost was too young and too good for us to be here today.
But yet here we are.
I've been given the incredible honor of talking about how much we all loved Barry.
I could say a lot and go sit down, but it wouldn't do him justice.
Barry was so many things to so many people.
Um...
A son.
A cop.
A friend.
I met Barry when he joined Homicide.
And he was nervous because...
...parts of the job didn't really agree with him.
But he didn't let that stand in his way.
He just wanted to be the best cop that he could be.
He wanted to work harder, be smarter.
Try new things, push himself.
And I admired the passion that he brought to his work.
I will miss him as my partner...
...and I will... I will miss him as my friend.
But as I was preparing this eulogy...
...I realized that I didn't want to just think about what we've lost.
I wanted to find something that we could hold on to.
So I started thinking about Barry, and what I really loved about him.
And one idea kept coming to mind.
I really loved how he made me laugh.
And I will miss infectious smile...
...and the joy that he brought to every day.
So in this moment, when it feels like there is none...
...here's the good news.
Death may have taken Barry...
...but it can't take our memories of him.
Those wonderful and perfect and beautiful memories.
Those, thank God, are ours to keep.
Yeah, yeah. Maura, I'm gonna be okay.
Yes.
No, really. I'm going right to bed.
I know you would come over and stay with me, yes.
You know you're a good friend, right?
Okay, I'll see you tomorrow.
[SOBBING]
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