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The problem with being a resident is...
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you feel crazy all the time.
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You haven't slept in years.
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you spend every day around people in massive crisis.
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You lose your ability to judge what's normal...
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move your crap off the floor before this thing eats it!
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O-okay.Okay,okay,okay.
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In yourself or anyone else.
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And yet people arconstantly asking you to tell them how they're doing.
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How the hell are you supposed to know?
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Eggs good?
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The baby didn't like the breakfast.
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All right,into the can.Come on.
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You don't even know how you're doing.
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we had our first honest conversation about your feelings,and now you want to leave.
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That timing doesn't strike you as strange?
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No!
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And I'm still firing you.
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No,you're quitting.
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No,I'm not quitting.
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I don't quit things.
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Well,actually,you do.
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Your mother quit your father.
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Your father quit you.
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You quit your boyfriend.
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And if I read your hospital chart correctly
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you quit your life momentarily on a couple of occasions.You quit.
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It's what you know how to do.
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Now you're really fired.
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Now we're getting somewhere.
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And I want you to handle all my consults.
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Anything you can do without me,do it.
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And book some time in the robotics lab.
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I want to give him a tour.
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Hahn,walter tapley's coming in today.
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Do we have anything special that he can scrub in on?
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Walter tapley is coming here?
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The chief was his student.
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You studied at the right hand of god?
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We need something impressive.
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I will stab someone in the chest if I have to.
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o'malley,get boyer ready for his C.T.
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And prep my lap chole.
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I need to be outta that O.R.By 10:00.
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Hahn,plan to be free at 10:00.
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O'malley,did patricia say I had any messages?
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Yeah,she said...
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she said to tell you that your wife hadn't called in the 20 minutes since you last asked if your wife called.
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All right.
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I'm very optimistic about this new viral cocktail.
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Adding in I.L.-2 should make a very big difference.
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We're close.
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We're gonna open this bottle of champagne soon.
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I know.
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- You okay?- I'm fine.
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Listen,clinical trials can be a grind.
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If this is getting to you,I can do this one on my own.
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I'm not a quitter.I don't need you to rescue me.Let's just do this.
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because waiting is a bad idea.
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I mean,we're talking about your health.
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dr. Shepherd can say no if it's such a problem.
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What am I saying no to?
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Is there any way you could push back the surgery a few hours?
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My boyfriend's flight was nceled.
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I want him to be here.
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Greta.He has some questions.
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He's so smart about this stuff.
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I don't even know what to ask.
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Are you reconsidering the procedure?
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Andre and I have had so little time together.
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We met in january.
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I mean,this treatment could kill me,right?
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You have a very aggressive tumor.
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Even if we don't operate,you're looking at a few months.
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But I'd spend them with andre.
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Do you know how precious that is,time with the person you love?
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greta,please.
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I'm not saying I want to cancel.
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I'm justaying I want to wait for andre.
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He'll help me to decide.
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- Okay,we can't wait for-- he'll be here at 3:00.
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dr. Mark sloan.
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I used to be a patient of his.
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Rebecca?
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Where have you been?
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Hi,izzie.
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I've--I've called you and left,like,50 messages.
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You seem kind of upset.
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Well,you're not pregnant,first of all,analex has been turning his life upside down to be your baby daddy,
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and I can't tell him because of confidentiality.So yeah,upset.
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You can talk to alex about anything.
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I want him involved.
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And I am pregnant.
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You kind of know.
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Okay.
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So if you're not trying to trap alex wi a fake pregnancy,
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you won't mind if I do another test,just to be sure.
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Trap him?
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Are you out of your mind?
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I'm pregnant,and that's a good thing because I want this baby.
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I've always wanted a baby.
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You have a baby.
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Of course I do.I mean I want another one.
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Do the stupid test again.It'll be fine.
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And I need to see dr. Sloan.Can you help me with that?
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Yeah,I'll see what I can do.
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- dr. Shepherd.- Yes.
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There's no andre.
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What?
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She made him up.
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He doesn't exist.
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My sister--she is not a woman who has boyfriends,okay?
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And then four months ago,she goes on a cruise and comes back saying she's met her soul mate.
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Right around the time her symptoms started?
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There were no pictures,and nobody has ever seen him.
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Can you talk to her?
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Can you tell her we can't wait for andre?
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'Cause we could be waiting a long time.
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- Is tapley in there?- No.
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- You're lying.- yes
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- Tapley in there?- No.
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- Liar.- yes
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Something is wrong with her.
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Oh,no,it's not.I'm fine.
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She cleaned-- cleaned the apartment-- which she has no idea how to do,so she basically just pushed dirt around.
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Oh,leave her alone.
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Not everybody has to be happy all the time.
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That's not mental health.
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That's crap.
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Walter tapley's here,and she doesn't want to meet him.
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Well,that's--that's bad.
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You know,torres,mind your own business.
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You--you need to get help.
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You're killing me.
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If you hang out until hahn gets here,you might get to meet tapley.
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I don't give a damn about walter tapley.
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Cristina... are you in the dark place?
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Yeah.
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Me,too.
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there she is.
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dr. Erica hahn,our chief of cardiothoracic surgery.
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It's an honor to meet you,dr. Tapley.
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I use your modified bypass procedure all the time.
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Yeah.Well,that was an afternoon well spent.
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You came up with that in an afternoon?
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It took him six years.
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You're a killjoy,webber.
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I didn't really come here for a visit.
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I have aortic and mitral stenosis with tricuspid regurge.
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I need a double valve replacement and tricuspid repair.
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Are you sure?
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charts,echos,chest x-rays-- everything you need.
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I may have invented the modified bypass,but I can't operate on mysf.
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And my colleagues won't touch me because I have chronic a-fib,
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pulmonary hypertension and a clot in my left atrium.
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They think if they operate,they'll kill me.
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What makes you think we'll do it if your colleagues won't?
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I didn't start their careers.
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They can say no to me.
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Webber can'T.
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- Absolutely not.- No hold on...
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- We haven't even disc-- have you read the file?
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His pulmonary arterial pressure is throughhe roof.
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He's aware of the risk.
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Well,in that case,fine.
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I don't know what I was so worried about.
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I may go down in history as the surgeon who killed walter tapley,
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but hey,at least they're writing about me?
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Erica,sit down.
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let me tell you a story.
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- 38 years ago,when I was a young intern-- I'm sorry.
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Is this gonna be a story about how you were a struggling black med student who wanted to be a surgeon,
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and no one would give you a chance,and walter tapley gave you that chance?
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He mentored you,and without him,you wouldn't be in this hospital today?
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Yes.
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I'm still not gonna operate on him.
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Okay,the sex--I thought that was mind-blowing myself,
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but I get the impression that you had a really bad time.
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What?
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Why are you avoiding me?
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I'm--I'm sorry.I-I lost a patient.
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I'm not trying to avoid you.
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So not calling me after the sex is you being a dedicated lifesaver?
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It is.
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So I'll see you later?
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You didn't call her?
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When was the last time you called a woman after having sex?
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Yeah,well,that's gonna change.
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I'm turning over a new leaf.
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What was wrong with the old lf?
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So they called you a whore?
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You're a happy guy.
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Walter tapley needs a double valve replacement,and hahn refuses to give it to him.
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What's her problem?
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- She thinks she's gonna kill him.- lightweight.
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Since when do surgeons turn me down?
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It's her choice.She's the one opening him up.
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Yeah.Yeah,yeah.
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Oh,oh,and another thing.
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If you spend the night with a woman and call her the next day and she doesn't call you back,
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does that mean she had a lousy time,
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or does that mean her answering machine was consumed in a fire?
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See,the chief calls the next day.
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You don't have to call her back.
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You--you jusmet this person.
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It's new.It's fun.It's casual.
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It's my wife.
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What,do I call again?
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No,another call looks desperate.
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Send her an e-mail.Invite her to dinner.
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Just be casual,confident.
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Sexy.
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I mean romantic.
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Oh,o'malley.
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Yes,sir.
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Tapley's in 2062.
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He's getting an E.K.G. And an echo.I assigned yang.
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All right.Oh,one more thing.
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Look,I know I said I wouldn't use you to get my wife back,but I am a desrate man.
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Okay,lay it on me.
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Draft an e-mail...
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Ask her to dinner.No,no,don't ask her.
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Tell her.
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She likes a strong hand.
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Okay,you want me to ask your wife out on a date with a strong hand.
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- Confident.- Confident.
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- Casual.- Casual.
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- Sexy.- sexy.
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Tell her..
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tell her the train is leaving the station,and she better get on it.Yeah.
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Can I talk to you about rebecca?
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Busy.
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Alex,I gave her a pregnancy test last week.
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She's not pregnant.
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I wanted to tell you.
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Yeah,well,you're telling me now.
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Alex,when I told her,she...
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she said I was wrong.
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She thinks it's some sort of false negative,whicit isn'T.
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She was puking this morning,and her boobs are all blown up.
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I ran it twice.
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Well,labs are wrong all the time,and you're wrong all the time.
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How 'bout you mind your own freakin' business and stay out of my life?
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you have my chart,and I would prefer it if you didn't because I fired you.
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Can I have my chart,please?
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It's not appropriate to show up at my door unannounced.
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And you didn't fire me.You quit.
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So if you would like to unquit,make an appointment.
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You know..
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make an appointment,grey.
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It's what we do.
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At the moment,no surgery's been scheduled,
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so we need to focus on keeping him stable and comfortable.
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Anything he wants.
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He wants a steak,kill a cow.
259
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Karev,bedside P.F.T.S and an A.B.G.
260
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yang,run a c-central line-- sorry.
261
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damn day care center pages me every time he gets a runny nose.
262
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O'malley,go find out what they want.
263
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I need bailey focused on tapley.
264
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Go to the day care center?
265
00:10:23,280 --> 00:10:25,730
Quickly.Right man for the job.
266
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Grey,tapley needs central line.
267
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Do it.
268
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I don't understand.
269
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Take a needle,jab it into his subclavian so he can receive medicine and not croak-- a central line.
270
00:10:39,070 --> 00:10:42,120
But I--well,I've-- I've never done one.dr. Yang.
271
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How'd it go with greta?
272
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I haven't spoken to her yet.
273
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You haven't spoken to her yet?
274
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I already mixed the virus and the I.L.-2.
275
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We only have six hours.
276
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We're not gonna wait six hours.
277
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We're gonna wait three hours.
278
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Derek,the guy we're waiting for doesn't exist.
279
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I want to give her a little more time to enjoy him,or the idea of him if nothing else.
280
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Because once we remove the tumor,it's all gonna disappear.
281
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It's not real.
282
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It's okay if it disappears.
283
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She can go back to her life.
284
00:11:05,140 --> 00:11:06,600
She was probably a lonely person.
285
00:11:06,640 --> 00:11:07,880
She found a way to have love.
286
00:11:08,130 --> 00:11:11,780
Of course she did because that's where love exists,in delusional fantasies.
287
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Real love isn't like that.
288
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Good to know.
289
00:11:19,430 --> 00:11:21,520
He punched someonenamed harrison.
290
00:11:21,610 --> 00:11:23,580
You punched a child?
291
00:11:23,700 --> 00:11:25,740
Apparently there was a graham cracker involved.
292
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Over a graham cracker?!
293
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They said they want you to talk to him.
294
00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:30,870
Well,he's 14 months old.
295
00:11:30,980 --> 00:11:34,540
What do they think I'm gonna do,give him a lecture on nonviolent conflict resolution?
296
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I really don't know.
297
00:11:35,510 --> 00:11:36,610
Uh,well...
298
00:11:36,720 --> 00:11:40,000
my son punches other children.Perfect.
299
00:11:40,180 --> 00:11:44,200
dr. Yang--who's even more evil than usual-- asked me to do a central line.
300
00:11:44,290 --> 00:11:44,800
Okay,this is a big day.
301
00:11:44,950 --> 00:11:46,590
This is the kind of day at could change things for me.
302
00:11:46,670 --> 00:11:49,690
In there is tapley,and tapley is god,right?
303
00:11:49,750 --> 00:11:53,730
I'm the chief's intern.That makes me close to god,which means I can't help you right now,
304
00:11:53,860 --> 00:11:55,350
as unchristian as that may sound.
305
00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:55,980
No,you're right.
306
00:11:56,010 --> 00:11:57,780
No,I'll-- I'll do walter tapley's central line myself.
307
00:11:57,890 --> 00:11:59,060
So I puncture his lung?He'll get over it.
308
00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:00,950
What?She wants you to do tapley's line?
309
00:12:01,210 --> 00:12:01,940
I'll do it.
310
00:12:02,100 --> 00:12:03,860
Yay!Yay for georgie!
311
00:12:03,970 --> 00:12:05,820
Georgie saves the day.
312
00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,540
I give you tapley,and you pass it over to your intern?
313
00:12:08,650 --> 00:12:10,010
What the hell is wrong with you?
314
00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:13,140
Do y think if you,um,kiss the chief's ass enough by taking care of tapley,
315
00:12:13,310 --> 00:12:14,970
something magical's gonna happen?
316
00:12:15,070 --> 00:12:17,770
Like what,you'll earn your magical resident wings?
317
00:12:17,900 --> 00:12:19,900
Oh,well,no.No.
318
00:12:20,100 --> 00:12:21,340
It's not gonna happen,george.
319
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You're stuck.
320
00:12:22,530 --> 00:12:23,870
You are where you are.
321
00:12:24,030 --> 00:12:27,060
You know,the only way that you'd get out of your miserable situation is if burke were here,
322
00:12:27,170 --> 00:12:29,300
because you were burke's guy.
323
00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:31,580
For some reason he pitied your pathetic ass.
324
00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:33,240
But he's gone now.
325
00:12:33,370 --> 00:12:35,370
no wings for georgie.
326
00:12:39,460 --> 00:12:41,430
Was I happy when I was with her?
327
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Off and on.
328
00:12:43,610 --> 00:12:45,370
I think I idealize it.
329
00:12:45,600 --> 00:12:49,030
I mean,you wouldn't hang on to a woman who's unavailable,unpredictabl right?
330
00:12:49,130 --> 00:12:51,120
You'd move on,keep it casual.
331
00:12:51,220 --> 00:12:52,460
Don't sell yourself shorT.
332
00:12:52,620 --> 00:12:57,310
Allow yourself to grow with rose-- share experiences,build memories.
333
00:12:58,380 --> 00:13:00,410
- Is this the new leaf?- yeah
334
00:13:00,700 --> 00:13:01,900
needs work.
335
00:13:02,740 --> 00:13:04,900
Oh,my god.This is gonna kill me.
336
00:13:05,390 --> 00:13:09,170
nice wor you found the subclavian on the first try.
337
00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:10,940
Got yourself a good resident.
338
00:13:11,010 --> 00:13:12,780
Actually,uh,sir,I'm an intern.
339
00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:14,920
Uh,he's the best intern in the hospital.
340
00:13:15,730 --> 00:13:21,740
O'malley,start dr. Tapley on a loading dose of amiodarone,followed by a continuous infusion.
341
00:13:21,820 --> 00:13:22,650
yes,sir.
342
00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:25,250
Why the hell would he start me on amiodarone?
343
00:13:25,310 --> 00:13:29,790
O'leary,would you give amiodarone to a man who's about to have an open-heart procedure?
344
00:13:29,870 --> 00:13:31,960
George,would you wait outside,please?
345
00:13:36,460 --> 00:13:41,050
if you can't get the head of cardiothoracics to do a valve replacement,
346
00:13:41,140 --> 00:13:46,460
then you're not the chief I thought you were,and this is not the facility I thought it was.
347
00:13:46,590 --> 00:13:50,810
So maybe it's better for all of us if I don't get cut open here.
348
00:13:50,930 --> 00:13:52,390
Would you get these lines off me?
349
00:13:52,470 --> 00:13:54,760
Would you get back in that bed?
350
00:13:57,800 --> 00:13:59,440
I'll talk to her again.
351
00:14:04,150 --> 00:14:06,730
You're not even gonna watch the walter tapley surgery?
352
00:14:06,850 --> 00:14:08,600
I don't want five minutes with walter taey.
353
00:14:08,660 --> 00:14:10,280
I want five years.
354
00:14:10,390 --> 00:14:13,300
Tapley's a star maker.That's why the chief's a star.
355
00:14:13,470 --> 00:14:15,760
Five minutes with tapley is a slap in the face.
356
00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:17,730
It's like giving an alcoholic a sip of wine.
357
00:14:17,830 --> 00:14:21,100
Lexie's coming over.Let's try to keep the carnage to a minimum.
358
00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:24,820
Um,can I talk to you about something?
359
00:14:25,820 --> 00:14:27,390
Maybe some other time.
360
00:14:28,170 --> 00:14:31,080
Uh,but-- look,you know,she hates you.
361
00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:31,990
Okay?
362
00:14:32,090 --> 00:14:35,770
She's not gonna say it to your face 'cause she's too polite,but she thinks you're annoying.
363
00:14:35,870 --> 00:14:38,850
And you showing up here like the good little girl daddy didn't abandon is,like,
364
00:14:38,960 --> 00:14:41,030
the worst thing that's happened to her in months.
365
00:14:41,150 --> 00:14:43,330
And that's saying a lot coming from meredith grey.
366
00:14:52,130 --> 00:14:53,570
It's gonna be okay.
367
00:14:53,800 --> 00:14:55,340
Wanna bet?
368
00:14:58,910 --> 00:15:00,420
Give me two minutes,I'll meet you in the third floor on call room.
369
00:15:00,490 --> 00:15:03,570
No,no.We're gonna sit and enjoy a meal together.
370
00:15:03,980 --> 00:15:04,480
I don't get it.
371
00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:05,710
I've turned over a new leaf.
372
00:15:05,890 --> 00:15:09,230
From now on,if you want this,you're gonna get this,too.
373
00:15:10,540 --> 00:15:11,920
Shove over,sloan.
374
00:15:12,080 --> 00:15:14,890
Torres and i are gonna share a sapphic salad.
375
00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:16,470
did I miss something?
376
00:15:16,610 --> 00:15:18,190
Yeah,we're lovers.Didn't you know?
377
00:15:18,340 --> 00:15:20,660
It's a love that dare not speak its name.
378
00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:23,710
Look me in the eye,and tell me th you're not thinking about a threesome.
379
00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:24,770
I'm not.
380
00:15:24,870 --> 00:15:26,670
The old mark would,but that's no more.
381
00:15:26,950 --> 00:15:30,840
Really?You're not,uh,thinking about her and me and you.
382
00:15:31,010 --> 00:15:32,570
and a video camera?
383
00:15:34,820 --> 00:15:37,830
- yeah,on call room,ten minutes.- no
384
00:15:38,550 --> 00:15:40,060
I am the chief of surgery.
385
00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:41,870
I am not killing walter tapley.
386
00:15:41,950 --> 00:15:43,230
I don't care who you are.
387
00:15:43,420 --> 00:15:44,780
- Should I leave?- no
388
00:15:44,840 --> 00:15:46,670
He's dying anyhow.
389
00:15:46,780 --> 00:15:49,120
You'd rather see him die on my watch than under your knife?
390
00:15:49,270 --> 00:15:49,900
Yes.
391
00:15:50,030 --> 00:15:51,390
- I should leave.I- said no.
392
00:15:51,480 --> 00:15:54,820
Is there something going on with all the women that when I speak,they simply ignore it?
393
00:15:54,920 --> 00:15:55,680
You don't leave.
394
00:15:55,770 --> 00:15:57,470
You review the file again.
395
00:15:57,520 --> 00:16:02,480
And if either of you see my wife,you tell her the polite thing to do is return a man's damn phone call.
396
00:16:06,020 --> 00:16:10,850
See,a tumor in the temporal lobe can blur the line between imagination and reality.
397
00:16:10,940 --> 00:16:14,740
It's possible that andre is part of that confusion.
398
00:16:17,520 --> 00:16:21,920
She likes being the succesul sister with a husband and kids while I'm the single,
399
00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,850
pathetic one whhas to send herselflowers on valentine's day.
400
00:16:25,970 --> 00:16:28,900
I found someone,and she can't deal with it.
401
00:16:29,030 --> 00:16:30,300
But there are no pictures of him.
402
00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:31,670
You want a picture?
403
00:16:33,830 --> 00:16:34,820
There.
404
00:16:35,060 --> 00:16:36,010
There.
405
00:16:36,150 --> 00:16:38,810
And there,and there.
406
00:16:38,990 --> 00:16:41,880
But those are drawings made from images in your head.
407
00:16:42,130 --> 00:16:43,510
I'm an artist.That's what I do.
408
00:16:43,590 --> 00:16:44,840
What about the journals and the writing?
409
00:16:44,970 --> 00:16:46,420
Did you do a lot of that before?
410
00:16:46,420 --> 00:16:47,180
Leave her alone.
411
00:16:47,180 --> 00:16:49,440
I didn't have anything to write about before,dr. Grey.
412
00:16:49,540 --> 00:16:52,880
okay,it's just that there's a symom-- it's called hypergraphia-- it's compulsive writing.
413
00:16:53,020 --> 00:16:53,940
Leave her alone.
414
00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:56,170
I'm in love with a man.
415
00:16:56,310 --> 00:16:58,150
I've touched him and held him.
416
00:16:58,280 --> 00:17:00,180
He is not a figment of my imagination.
417
00:17:00,340 --> 00:17:01,810
tell them how you met.
418
00:17:02,170 --> 00:17:06,170
I was on a cruise around the greek islands,and we had stopped at santorini,
419
00:17:06,170 --> 00:17:08,640
and I was running to get back to the ship,and my shoe fell off.
420
00:17:08,690 --> 00:17:11,360
And the horn was blowing,so I didn't wanto stop,so I left it.
421
00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:14,430
That night at dinner,andre found me.
422
00:17:15,020 --> 00:17:16,710
He had my shoe.
423
00:17:16,860 --> 00:17:17,940
sound familiar?
424
00:17:18,110 --> 00:17:19,670
- You're mocking me.- No,I'm not.
425
00:17:19,790 --> 00:17:20,930
I'm ying to make you see.
426
00:17:21,070 --> 00:17:24,090
dr. Shepherd,does anything about that sound familiar?
427
00:17:25,400 --> 00:17:27,260
Sounds like "cinderella.
428
00:17:27,770 --> 00:17:29,290
"What else happened on the boat?
429
00:17:30,360 --> 00:17:31,150
Greta?
430
00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:33,470
I had my first blackouts.Andre was there.
431
00:17:33,610 --> 00:17:37,180
- He carried me to-- okay,a woman found you on the floor of the bathroom.
432
00:17:37,320 --> 00:17:39,140
- Prince charming didn't carry you-- get out!
433
00:17:39,260 --> 00:17:42,470
All of you,get out!This is a stupid,stupidstupid conversation.
434
00:17:44,710 --> 00:17:47,400
stupid conversation.
435
00:17:47,610 --> 00:17:51,840
Hey,greta,the serum that we use to kill the tumor,it only lasts a few hours.
436
00:17:51,900 --> 00:17:53,980
So-- is it going to expire by 3:00?
437
00:17:54,050 --> 00:17:55,050
No,it is not.
438
00:17:55,150 --> 00:17:57,060
- dr. Shepherd-- it is not.
439
00:17:58,970 --> 00:18:00,040
We can wait until 3:00.
440
00:18:00,180 --> 00:18:04,010
We can't wait all day,but we can wait until 3:00.
441
00:18:09,790 --> 00:18:11,660
Hey,you.How's the...
442
00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:19,060
some of my best work.
443
00:18:19,250 --> 00:18:21,070
Any pulling around the suture lines?
444
00:18:21,210 --> 00:18:22,190
No,it's perfect.
445
00:18:22,340 --> 00:18:24,820
I'm just not sure it goes with the body.
446
00:18:26,840 --> 00:18:28,150
See what I mean?
447
00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:31,840
Face is a head turner,but the boobs aren't stopping anybody on the street.
448
00:18:33,650 --> 00:18:35,790
You can close the gown.
449
00:18:37,140 --> 00:18:38,500
It doesn't match.
450
00:18:38,630 --> 00:18:40,740
It doesn't go with my face.It doesn't go with my personality.
451
00:18:40,920 --> 00:18:42,210
It's just all wrong.
452
00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:43,250
Didn't you just tell me you were pregnant?
453
00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:44,880
- I can't operate-- I don't need a lecture.
454
00:18:44,980 --> 00:18:47,420
I just need you to finish what you started.
455
00:18:48,220 --> 00:18:49,790
Can you do that?
456
00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:56,630
I need to talk to you.
457
00:18:56,800 --> 00:18:57,560
make an appointment.
458
00:18:57,680 --> 00:18:59,600
I don't want to make an appointment just to get my chart back.
459
00:18:59,680 --> 00:19:01,370
I'd like you to get it right now.
460
00:19:01,460 --> 00:19:03,240
And I would like to go to the bathroom in peace.
461
00:19:03,390 --> 00:19:05,320
It seems that everody's dissatisfied here.
462
00:19:05,420 --> 00:19:07,910
Where do you get off suggesting that I'm a coward and a quitter?
463
00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:10,830
Are you trying to make me feel bad about my life so that you can fix me?
464
00:19:10,910 --> 00:19:12,350
We can talk about it in therapy.
465
00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:14,390
No!I don't need therapy.
466
00:19:15,960 --> 00:19:16,750
- I forgive you.
467
00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,790
Lexie-- no,I forgive you.
468
00:19:18,960 --> 00:19:20,470
I forgive you for treating me like crap,
469
00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:22,690
and I forgive you for letting your friend treat me like crap.
470
00:19:22,790 --> 00:19:24,720
- Lexie-- I don't know how you get up in the morning.
471
00:19:24,820 --> 00:19:26,050
I honestly don'T.
472
00:19:26,210 --> 00:19:30,400
Our dad abandoned you,and your mom,by all accounts,was the meanest person ever,
473
00:19:30,510 --> 00:19:33,420
and you can't let derek love you,and it all really,really sucks.
474
00:19:33,560 --> 00:19:37,750
But ever since I knew you existed,I had this fantasy about my big sister.
475
00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:43,160
And you haveailed on every occasion to live up to that fantasy,but I still love you,
476
00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:45,860
whether you are capable of letting me or not.
477
00:19:45,970 --> 00:19:47,390
So...
478
00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:49,300
I forgive you.
479
00:19:51,410 --> 00:19:53,300
- 2:00 work for you?- Yeah,okay.
480
00:19:53,330 --> 00:19:56,060
If this man dies under my knife,richard,so help me,
481
00:19:56,060 --> 00:19:59,970
I will tell every reporter in the land that you insisted we do this.
482
00:20:00,060 --> 00:20:01,080
You will look like an idiot.
483
00:20:01,270 --> 00:20:03,110
Relax.I'll be fine.
484
00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:07,070
she has impeccable judgment.
485
00:20:08,500 --> 00:20:11,510
And thisay be the dumbest thing I've ever done.
486
00:20:14,640 --> 00:20:19,190
Ted ginsburg would've done this,but I wanted a friend.
487
00:20:19,330 --> 00:20:22,320
In case I went into the O.R.And didn't come back
488
00:20:22,510 --> 00:20:25,200
I wanted an old friend to say good-bye.
489
00:20:28,170 --> 00:20:29,680
I'm honored.
490
00:20:29,900 --> 00:20:31,330
Don't be.
491
00:20:32,600 --> 00:20:34,400
I shoulda had a wife...
492
00:20:34,830 --> 00:20:36,770
and a bunch of kids...
493
00:20:37,740 --> 00:20:41,940
I wouldn't have to track you down to get someone to be at my deathbed.
494
00:20:46,020 --> 00:20:47,250
stevens.
495
00:20:47,660 --> 00:20:49,560
What are you treating rebecca pope for?
496
00:20:49,970 --> 00:20:52,410
For a pregnancy she doesn't have,but she thinks she does.
497
00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:54,260
Doesn't one of you have science on your side?
498
00:20:54,390 --> 00:20:56,470
YeS.She is acting really weird.
499
00:20:56,620 --> 00:20:58,630
She wants,uh,breast enhancement surgery.
500
00:20:58,740 --> 00:21:00,820
She thinks her new face doesn't match her body.
501
00:21:00,940 --> 00:21:02,580
We may be looking at acute strs disorder.
502
00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:06,170
It can happen when people have massive plastic surgeries and major trauma like she did.
503
00:21:06,230 --> 00:21:07,930
You look in the mirror,you don't see the same person,
504
00:21:08,030 --> 00:21:09,510
so you're not sure you are the sameerson.
505
00:21:09,590 --> 00:21:11,330
It can lead to some pretty odd behavior.
506
00:21:11,430 --> 00:21:14,650
Like thinking you're pregnant when you're not and forgetting you already have a baby?
507
00:21:14,780 --> 00:21:16,620
I want you to make it clear to her that she's not pregnant.
508
00:21:16,690 --> 00:21:19,600
- Then get her a psych consult,then have psych call me.- Okay.
509
00:21:21,030 --> 00:21:22,310
Here you are,chief.
510
00:21:22,530 --> 00:21:24,080
Uh,no,no,read that-- read that to me.
511
00:21:24,220 --> 00:21:26,180
I can't see anything on that tiny screen.
512
00:21:26,580 --> 00:21:27,850
oh,no.That's a bad idea.
513
00:21:27,960 --> 00:21:28,910
Speak up,o'malley.
514
00:21:28,990 --> 00:21:33,900
"dear adele,eat with me.
515
00:21:34,020 --> 00:21:38,320
"The love train is leaving the station,and you know you want to taka ride"--
516
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:39,090
- "Take a ride on my love train.- o'malley.
517
00:21:41,320 --> 00:21:44,220
"With all due respect,sir,I didn't come up with the train or the station.
518
00:21:44,410 --> 00:21:46,530
- Okay,give that to me.I'll do it myself.- Yes,sir.
519
00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:50,030
Hey,so,um,let me get this straight.
520
00:21:50,150 --> 00:21:53,860
If I wander into an on call room,you are not gonna follow me?
521
00:21:54,050 --> 00:21:56,120
you ever think about why you need sex all the time?
522
00:21:56,210 --> 00:21:58,070
Is it replacing something?
523
00:21:58,180 --> 00:21:59,810
- Or are-- I use it to clear my head.
524
00:22:00,810 --> 00:22:02,240
on call room.
525
00:22:02,360 --> 00:22:04,840
We can sit in there and talk,but we're not having sex.
526
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,190
why?what are we gonna talk about?
527
00:22:07,310 --> 00:22:09,490
At lunch,you seemed to want to talk about threesomes.
528
00:22:09,620 --> 00:22:11,360
you are so not a new man.
529
00:22:11,480 --> 00:22:15,840
I mean,I guess if you had to have a threesome,erica hahn wouldn't be a bad choice,right?
530
00:22:15,880 --> 00:22:17,930
I mean,she brings that whole we're naughty,"
531
00:22:18,090 --> 00:22:20,700
and we're getting sent to the principal's office" thing to it.
532
00:22:20,780 --> 00:22:21,850
Come on.
533
00:22:21,980 --> 00:22:23,790
You never thought about reaching across the O.R.
534
00:22:23,980 --> 00:22:26,160
Table and pulling down her mask,
535
00:22:26,280 --> 00:22:31,890
ripping off her scrub cap so that you can grab a handful of that blonde hair--
536
00:22:32,020 --> 00:22:35,020
stop.Stop talking about erica hahn.
537
00:22:41,230 --> 00:22:42,240
everything all right?
538
00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:46,800
One of the founding fathers of cardiothoracic surgery is on the table,
539
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:50,210
and I am about to slice open his chest.Give me a minute.
540
00:22:52,710 --> 00:22:53,780
Okay.
541
00:22:53,870 --> 00:22:55,160
Scalpel.
542
00:22:57,460 --> 00:22:59,320
Don't screw it up.
543
00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:02,290
I'm gonna kill you.
544
00:23:03,980 --> 00:23:08,020
We've got this patient,and she's got true love.
545
00:23:08,130 --> 00:23:09,180
Do you wanna know why?
546
00:23:09,340 --> 00:23:11,530
Because her boyfriend doesn't exist.
547
00:23:11,700 --> 00:23:18,580
Derek is all broken up over her,ke it means something that she's having an affair with a hallucination.
548
00:23:18,700 --> 00:23:21,730
But derek wasn't ready to give up on the relationship,and you were.
549
00:23:21,830 --> 00:23:22,780
No,I didn't give up.
550
00:23:22,900 --> 00:23:25,810
I wanted to try again,and then he went and kissed rose.
551
00:23:25,990 --> 00:23:28,270
So he's the one who messes up,not me.
552
00:23:28,390 --> 00:23:29,880
But it's a relationship.
553
00:23:29,980 --> 00:23:31,400
People make mistakes.
554
00:23:31,580 --> 00:23:35,910
And you stand back,waiting for him to fail so you can say,"aha!Now I quit.
555
00:23:36,070 --> 00:23:37,670
" No.It wasn't working.
556
00:23:37,810 --> 00:23:40,700
Was your life not working when you let that slip out from under you?
557
00:23:40,820 --> 00:23:43,470
Okay,when are you gonna stop suggesting that I'm suicidal?
558
00:23:43,590 --> 00:23:46,230
When you start acting like somebody that wants to be alive.
559
00:23:46,320 --> 00:23:47,540
- Give me my chart.- Why?
560
00:23:47,650 --> 00:23:50,400
Because I'm not suicidal,and if it says that,then it's wrong.
561
00:23:50,510 --> 00:23:52,350
What happened last year when you fell in the water?
562
00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:54,280
I almost drowned.You think I did that for kicks?
563
00:23:54,390 --> 00:23:58,660
You put your hand in a body cavity that contained unexploded ordnance.
564
00:23:58,740 --> 00:24:01,220
I was trying to save a patient.
565
00:24:01,330 --> 00:24:06,110
Why is it that every other person in that room had the sense to hit the deck?
566
00:24:06,270 --> 00:24:09,710
You know,people run away from this line between life and death.
567
00:24:09,790 --> 00:24:15,320
You seem to stand on it and wait for a strong wind to sway you one way or the other.
568
00:24:16,420 --> 00:24:18,660
You're careless with your life.
569
00:24:18,660 --> 00:24:20,730
You're not slitting your wrists,but you're careless,
570
00:24:20,790 --> 00:24:24,390
probably because your mother told you you were a waste of space on this planet.
571
00:24:24,490 --> 00:24:26,330
The problem is,you believed her.
572
00:24:26,500 --> 00:24:30,250
And if you don't watch out,one of these days,you're gonna die because of it.
573
00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:35,550
Hand me my chart.
574
00:24:36,750 --> 00:24:38,380
Now!
575
00:24:45,750 --> 00:24:48,300
And don't ever talk about my mother again.
576
00:24:50,390 --> 00:24:52,570
there's a leak.Go back on bypass now.
577
00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:54,690
Bailey,take the clamps off of the aortic and venous lines.
578
00:24:54,830 --> 00:24:56,160
okay,grey,take the sucon.
579
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,420
The whole left atrium is torn where that clot was adhered.
580
00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:00,990
Metzenbaum scissors.
581
00:25:01,160 --> 00:25:02,480
Oh,god.This was a mistake.
582
00:25:02,630 --> 00:25:07,080
It was irresponsible and stupid,and I cannot believe that I let you talk me into it.
583
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,000
My reputation's gonna be in the toilet at the end of this day.
584
00:25:10,110 --> 00:25:14,590
Dan slocum at mercy is gonna have a field day with this,condescending tool that he is.
585
00:25:14,670 --> 00:25:16,510
- Erica-- don't rica" me,richarD.
586
00:25:16,610 --> 00:25:20,520
It's not your good name we're gonna destroy here today,much as I wish that it was.
587
00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:23,770
dr. Hahn,it's done.
588
00:25:28,250 --> 00:25:29,380
No leak.
589
00:25:29,520 --> 00:25:30,890
The repair is holding.
590
00:25:31,510 --> 00:25:32,910
You were saying?
591
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,580
is that clock right?
592
00:26:06,210 --> 00:26:07,760
I'm sure it is.
593
00:26:11,620 --> 00:26:13,560
Maybe his plane was delayed.
594
00:26:14,130 --> 00:26:17,270
His phone is off.Maybe his phone is off because he's still on the plane.
595
00:26:18,820 --> 00:26:20,220
He's coming.
596
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:30,590
here.
597
00:26:33,410 --> 00:26:35,050
My head did this?
598
00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:36,380
No.
599
00:26:36,490 --> 00:26:38,420
Your tumor did this.
600
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:44,540
He was never there?
601
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:57,960
Oh,god.oh,god.oh,god.
602
00:27:03,300 --> 00:27:05,980
How can he not be real?
603
00:27:07,670 --> 00:27:09,170
I'm sorry.
604
00:27:20,540 --> 00:27:21,950
oh,god.
605
00:27:28,810 --> 00:27:30,760
Well,hey there,baby boy.
606
00:27:30,940 --> 00:27:32,640
You managed to make it through the day,huh?
607
00:27:33,310 --> 00:27:37,600
Our son has been punching other children.
608
00:27:37,710 --> 00:27:38,250
Yeah,I know.
609
00:27:38,400 --> 00:27:40,090
what you mean,you know?
610
00:27:40,210 --> 00:27:41,290
It's happened before.
611
00:27:41,460 --> 00:27:43,090
I'm dealing with it.
612
00:27:43,970 --> 00:27:48,030
Wait a minute.I had to bribe the director of the day care center to get him back in.
613
00:27:48,130 --> 00:27:52,050
I had to promise to bring apple slices and give free mammograms to the teachers.
614
00:27:52,150 --> 00:27:54,600
Now why aren't you telling me what's happening?
615
00:27:55,250 --> 00:27:56,570
I don't judge how you do surgery.
616
00:27:56,680 --> 00:27:58,060
How about you don't judge how I deal with the baby?
617
00:27:58,240 --> 00:27:59,810
Well,obviously you didn't deal with it.
618
00:27:59,900 --> 00:28:01,340
He's punching other children.
619
00:28:01,470 --> 00:28:02,720
Of course he's punching people.
620
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:05,390
He used to be with me all day,and now he's in day care so
621
00:28:05,500 --> 00:28:07,740
he can spend ten minutes with you every three hours.
622
00:28:07,850 --> 00:28:09,080
Okay,so that's just making him violent now,right?
623
00:28:09,310 --> 00:28:11,520
- Yes,he's got a little-- hey,tuck.
624
00:28:11,790 --> 00:28:14,150
Hey,can I,uh,take him to say hi for a minute?
625
00:28:14,940 --> 00:28:16,190
Uh,yeah,sure,sure.
626
00:28:16,410 --> 00:28:19,190
Yeah,you wanna go play with the office supplies?
627
00:28:22,150 --> 00:28:25,770
Look,if you can't communicate well enough to tell me--
628
00:28:25,970 --> 00:28:27,550
don't lecture me,miranda bailey.
629
00:28:27,630 --> 00:28:29,390
I'm not one of your students.
630
00:28:29,480 --> 00:28:32,690
Now I know with all the time you spend around here,it's hard to differentiate sometimes.
631
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:37,120
No,I spend my time here because I'm building a life for us!
632
00:28:37,240 --> 00:28:40,250
I spend my time here because I don't have the luxury of being able to
633
00:28:40,330 --> 00:28:43,170
take year off and spend it with our child and--and knowing
634
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:46,060
that my career is gonna be there waiting for me when I'm ready to go back.
635
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:46,860
A luxury?
636
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:51,120
So you think spending all day every day wiping noses and chging diapers is a luxury?
637
00:28:51,240 --> 00:28:54,350
No,I think it's a beautiful thing that you get to do!
638
00:28:54,430 --> 00:28:55,900
And you're taking it for granted!
639
00:28:55,980 --> 00:28:57,190
- I take it for granted?- yes
640
00:28:57,310 --> 00:28:58,590
I take our family for granted?
641
00:28:58,660 --> 00:29:00,090
- No,I did not say-- no,you did say.
642
00:29:00,260 --> 00:29:01,100
You did say!
643
00:29:01,290 --> 00:29:03,680
- I work because we-- you love your work.
644
00:29:03,850 --> 00:29:05,520
And I love my family,too!
645
00:29:05,620 --> 00:29:07,800
- because you know I will pick up the slack at home.- It is going to be okay.
646
00:29:07,950 --> 00:29:12,360
- So who takes who for granted?- Une george says it is going to be okay.
647
00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:15,520
this used to happen when I was a kid.
648
00:29:15,600 --> 00:29:18,510
I'd get a strep test,and it'd come back negative.
649
00:29:18,710 --> 00:29:20,870
Look,okay,that's your uterus.
650
00:29:21,010 --> 00:29:22,570
There is nothing in there.
651
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,630
No fetus,no sack,nothing.
652
00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:26,420
But it's too early.It's tiny.
653
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:27,960
You can't see anything yet.
654
00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:31,680
What the hell are you doing?
655
00:29:31,850 --> 00:29:33,710
I paged you 20 minutes ago.
656
00:29:34,970 --> 00:29:37,530
- Rebecca,look.- ok
657
00:29:37,660 --> 00:29:40,110
this is a fetus at 6 weeks.
658
00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:41,880
All right,it's a tiny spot,but it's there.
659
00:29:41,970 --> 00:29:43,370
You can see it.
660
00:29:43,470 --> 00:29:45,670
Look at your urus.There's nothing there.
661
00:29:45,870 --> 00:29:47,070
Nothing.
662
00:29:47,410 --> 00:29:48,720
Get out.
663
00:29:51,510 --> 00:29:54,200
here are her labs,and there's a chart note from dr. Sloan.
664
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:55,770
I could get a psych consult for you if you want.
665
00:29:55,860 --> 00:29:57,720
Just get out!
666
00:30:01,130 --> 00:30:02,520
What?
667
00:30:04,170 --> 00:30:05,920
There's no baby.
668
00:30:07,050 --> 00:30:08,660
I lost the baby?
669
00:30:08,790 --> 00:30:10,840
No,you-- you weren't pregnant.
670
00:30:11,110 --> 00:30:14,280
If you had been pregnant,your beta H.C.G.Level would have been elevated.
671
00:30:14,430 --> 00:30:15,560
It's zero.
672
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:17,880
You didn't miscarry.There never was a baby.
673
00:30:21,690 --> 00:30:24,230
I can't believe I lost our baby.
674
00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:26,730
Rebecca,you're not hearing me.
675
00:30:27,110 --> 00:30:33,420
I'm so sorry.I'm so sorry I lost our baby.
676
00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,520
I'm so sorry.
677
00:30:37,490 --> 00:30:39,570
It's okay.
678
00:30:39,690 --> 00:30:41,630
You're gonna be okay.All right?
679
00:30:44,170 --> 00:30:45,850
remember,we need to stay in sync.
680
00:30:46,150 --> 00:30:47,790
Ready?Go.
681
00:30:48,520 --> 00:30:50,680
Good.Easy.Slow,slow.Slow down.
682
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:52,580
Right there.Right there.
683
00:30:52,720 --> 00:30:54,140
Good.
684
00:30:54,390 --> 00:30:55,330
her pressure's rising.
685
00:30:55,480 --> 00:30:56,610
She's getting bradycardic.
686
00:30:56,740 --> 00:30:59,550
Okay,so let's push 1 gram per kilo of mannitol,20 lasix.
687
00:30:59,700 --> 00:31:02,900
See if we can avoid increased I.C.P.
688
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:12,320
is there a problem,dr. Grey?
689
00:31:14,490 --> 00:31:16,210
Andre's here.
690
00:31:28,230 --> 00:31:32,520
You run everywhere,or is it just you're scared of me?
691
00:31:32,680 --> 00:31:34,330
I'm just trying to stay on top of things.
692
00:31:34,420 --> 00:31:36,330
Well,you're doing a fine job.
693
00:31:36,450 --> 00:31:38,310
It's very impressive work.
694
00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:44,610
Sir,if you wouldn't mind mentioning to the chief that you like my work...
695
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:46,920
I was held back as an intern.
696
00:31:47,020 --> 00:31:48,640
There was some personal...
697
00:31:48,860 --> 00:31:50,790
stuff.I'm good.
698
00:31:51,050 --> 00:31:53,270
And,uh,if you would say something to him--
699
00:31:53,390 --> 00:31:56,210
uh,webber would not have made that decision lightly.
700
00:31:57,230 --> 00:32:02,290
Learning is like,um,healing,it happens over time.
701
00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:06,710
Listen..
702
00:32:07,060 --> 00:32:08,870
keep running.
703
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:11,330
But not because you want to cut corners.
704
00:32:11,510 --> 00:32:13,680
Because it makes you a better doctor.
705
00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:16,990
you're not supposed to be talking.
706
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:21,180
O'leary and I were just,uh,marveling at the fact that you haven't killed me yet.
707
00:32:21,290 --> 00:32:23,180
Well,there's always tomorrow.
708
00:32:23,380 --> 00:32:26,610
Check his post-op echo and make sure there's no residual prolapse.
709
00:32:26,770 --> 00:32:27,930
Yes,sir.
710
00:32:46,950 --> 00:32:49,540
- Are you okay?- Don't ask me if I'm okay.
711
00:32:49,890 --> 00:32:51,180
Okay.
712
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:52,720
you make me sick.
713
00:32:52,820 --> 00:32:54,350
Have some fire.
714
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:55,440
Be unstoppable.
715
00:32:55,560 --> 00:32:57,040
Be a force of nature.
716
00:32:57,180 --> 00:33:00,800
Be better than anyone re,and don't give a damn what anyone thinks.
717
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:04,330
There are no teams here,no buddies.
718
00:33:04,410 --> 00:33:05,710
You're on your own.
719
00:33:05,810 --> 00:33:07,500
Be on your own.
720
00:33:12,540 --> 00:33:13,870
dr. Yang...
721
00:33:14,250 --> 00:33:17,500
I just scrubbed in on walter tapley's double valve replacement.
722
00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:22,830
I watched dr. Hahn excise a piece of his pericardium from,like,3 inches away.
723
00:33:22,970 --> 00:33:26,190
That's what I got to do while you made notes in charts.
724
00:33:26,310 --> 00:33:29,620
So whatever crap you want to rain down on my head,go for it.
725
00:33:29,740 --> 00:33:32,720
Because I just saw the inside of walter tapley's heart,
726
00:33:32,820 --> 00:33:35,950
and that is something that you will never take away from me.
727
00:33:39,230 --> 00:33:40,650
Yeah.
728
00:33:40,740 --> 00:33:42,840
- Okay.- Okay,then.
729
00:33:49,290 --> 00:33:50,220
Hey,tuck.
730
00:33:50,430 --> 00:33:52,450
Here's tapley's file.The new labs are in there.
731
00:33:52,690 --> 00:33:54,160
Just put it on the pile.
732
00:33:54,340 --> 00:33:55,360
Tucker didn't take him?
733
00:33:55,510 --> 00:33:57,440
I wanted the evening with him.
734
00:33:58,250 --> 00:34:00,310
You guys get to the bottom of anything?
735
00:34:02,740 --> 00:34:05,190
Why don't I take tuck for a couple hours?
736
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:07,110
You can go talk to him,go fight with him.
737
00:34:07,230 --> 00:34:10,330
You're not gonna fix anything in one day,but you can go on and keep trying.
738
00:34:17,950 --> 00:34:19,220
What are you doing?
739
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,670
I need some of your clothes.She's staying with me for a couple of days.
740
00:34:21,790 --> 00:34:22,600
She didn't bring enough stuff.
741
00:34:22,690 --> 00:34:24,740
- Did you call her husband?- She doesn't want to talk to him.
742
00:34:24,900 --> 00:34:26,450
Did you get a psych consult?
743
00:34:26,820 --> 00:34:30,500
Alex,he she had a hysterical pregnancy.
744
00:34:30,610 --> 00:34:32,630
- Sloan thinks she may have a stress d-- she's fine,okay?
745
00:34:32,810 --> 00:34:34,390
I can handle it.I'm gonna take care of her.
746
00:34:34,540 --> 00:34:36,630
Just give me some damn girl clothes.
747
00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:40,060
Here.
748
00:34:45,620 --> 00:34:47,620
All right.There you go.
749
00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:52,000
There,that's better,right?
750
00:34:55,370 --> 00:34:57,040
There you go.
751
00:35:00,570 --> 00:35:04,110
Tomorrow's board and dr. Tapley's echo.Hahn is seeing him now.
752
00:35:04,320 --> 00:35:06,400
What are you doing with bailey's child?
753
00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:09,570
dr. Bailey and I are in love,
754
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:13,700
and I'll be heading back to vegas with her as soon as my divorce from dr.Torres is final.
755
00:35:14,350 --> 00:35:15,700
We need to write adele again.
756
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,670
She replied to my e-mail,but all she sent was a typo.
757
00:35:18,790 --> 00:35:20,390
She's no better at this than I am.
758
00:35:21,270 --> 00:35:22,930
That's not a typo,sir.That's a wink.
759
00:35:23,080 --> 00:35:25,110
No,that's a semicolon and close parentheses.
760
00:35:25,220 --> 00:35:27,020
Turn it sideways.
761
00:35:28,610 --> 00:35:29,690
Well,what the hell does this mean?
762
00:35:29,830 --> 00:35:31,280
She's flirting,sir.
763
00:35:31,530 --> 00:35:34,200
- that's good.- yeah
764
00:35:35,020 --> 00:35:36,690
O'malley.
765
00:35:37,830 --> 00:35:39,540
Good work today.
766
00:35:43,860 --> 00:35:45,540
You know what that was?
767
00:35:45,660 --> 00:35:47,920
That was the attaboy.
768
00:35:48,170 --> 00:35:51,900
This may have been the most exhausting day of my life,my back is killing me--
769
00:35:52,050 --> 00:35:55,580
no offense-- and I haven't seen the inside of an O.R.In...
770
00:35:56,500 --> 00:35:59,810
I don't know how long,but--but I got the attaboy.
771
00:35:59,930 --> 00:36:01,720
I'm turning it around.
772
00:36:01,860 --> 00:36:04,700
And you're gonna get the punching under control,right?
773
00:36:04,940 --> 00:36:11,100
Oh,you and me,you know,boy,it takes us a while,but we get there.
774
00:36:13,230 --> 00:36:15,390
We reached the tumor.
775
00:36:17,460 --> 00:36:20,060
But there was swelling in greta's brain.
776
00:36:20,670 --> 00:36:28,510
We did an M.R.I.And it suggested that the swelling in her brain caused a great deal of damage.
777
00:36:29,270 --> 00:36:31,560
It doesn't look like she's gonna wake up.
778
00:36:34,510 --> 00:36:36,100
Mr.Barret...
779
00:36:37,030 --> 00:36:38,820
we're so sorry.
780
00:36:39,640 --> 00:36:41,360
We should've waited.
781
00:36:42,450 --> 00:36:44,150
We didn't thinK...
782
00:36:45,990 --> 00:36:48,830
i didn't think you were coming.
783
00:36:50,290 --> 00:36:54,060
The whole story just sounded so incredible.
784
00:36:54,160 --> 00:36:57,210
Yeah.She told you about the shoe,right?
785
00:36:59,690 --> 00:37:01,740
It makes us both sound crazy.
786
00:37:04,020 --> 00:37:07,420
I could never get that image out of my head.
787
00:37:09,140 --> 00:37:13,620
her running up the gangplank with one shoe,wind in her hair.
788
00:37:14,590 --> 00:37:17,710
Most beautiful thing I've ever en.
789
00:37:18,740 --> 00:37:20,770
She might wake up,right?
790
00:37:20,980 --> 00:37:24,800
I mean,it's been a fairy tale from the start.They always wake up.
791
00:37:32,930 --> 00:37:35,530
Don't wonder why people go crazy.
792
00:37:37,490 --> 00:37:39,520
Wonder why they don'T.
793
00:37:51,860 --> 00:37:54,430
in the face of all we can lose in a day...
794
00:37:56,830 --> 00:37:58,520
in an instant...
795
00:38:03,990 --> 00:38:05,950
wonder what the hell it is...
796
00:38:08,090 --> 00:38:10,280
that makes us hold it together.
797
00:38:23,080 --> 00:38:24,600
ladies.
798
00:38:26,030 --> 00:38:28,460
He's thinking about a threesome.
799
00:38:28,690 --> 00:38:30,270
- I'm not.- You are.
800
00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:31,770
He has been...
801
00:38:31,920 --> 00:38:33,910
all day.
802
00:38:34,550 --> 00:38:36,090
Okay,fine.
803
00:38:36,220 --> 00:38:38,040
I got a new leaf,not a lobotomy.
804
00:38:38,130 --> 00:38:40,340
You couldn't handle e two of us.
805
00:38:40,460 --> 00:38:43,370
Oh,but I could.I won't,but I could.
806
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:46,210
You wouldn't find it intimidating?
807
00:38:46,330 --> 00:38:47,800
Not at all.
808
00:39:00,190 --> 00:39:01,180
see?
809
00:39:01,290 --> 00:39:03,110
Too much for you.
810
00:39:06,810 --> 00:39:08,480
Damn it!
811
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:11,170
On call room right now.
812
00:39:27,550 --> 00:39:28,680
Rose.
813
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:33,030
You,uh...
814
00:39:33,100 --> 00:39:34,630
- you want to go have dinner?- No,I'm sorry.I can'T.
815
00:39:34,830 --> 00:39:36,160
Oh,come on.
816
00:39:36,340 --> 00:39:39,060
Derek,we spent a night together and then you vanish.
817
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,110
Now I wish that I was secure enough to hane that without a bruised ego
818
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:45,100
- and a lot of processed sugar,but I'm no - wait,wait,wait.
819
00:39:45,230 --> 00:39:46,750
Can't we just make this easier?
820
00:39:47,020 --> 00:39:48,950
I don'T...
821
00:39:49,670 --> 00:39:52,850
look,I don't want-- I--see,I've done complicated.
822
00:39:52,970 --> 00:39:54,700
I don't want to do that again.
823
00:39:55,170 --> 00:39:57,230
Can't this just be easy?
824
00:39:59,150 --> 00:40:00,690
Fun?
825
00:40:02,220 --> 00:40:03,940
We don't need that...
826
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:05,900
fairy-tale thing right now.
827
00:40:06,030 --> 00:40:08,170
We just need a little happy.
828
00:40:08,540 --> 00:40:12,930
-=www.ydy.com/bbs=-Proudly Presents
829
00:40:13,810 --> 00:40:18,650
-=www.ydy.com/bbs -Sync: YTET-
830
00:40:52,270 --> 00:40:55,370
my mother tried to kill herself when I was a kid...
831
00:40:56,770 --> 00:40:59,420
after the love of her life disappeared.
832
00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:04,900
I never told anybody that before.
833
00:41:06,370 --> 00:41:07,750
okay.
834
00:41:10,260 --> 00:41:12,220
So you think I'm broken?
835
00:41:13,580 --> 00:41:15,460
Fix me.
836
00:41:15,810 --> 00:41:18,390
'Cause I'm no quitter.
837
00:41:19,990 --> 00:41:21,000
Let's go.
838
00:41:21,130 --> 00:41:24,540
greys.anatomy Season 4 Episode 15