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(typing)
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(sighs)
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Whatever.
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(computer chimes)
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(printer whirring)
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(whirring)
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So long, girl next door.
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(doorbell rings)
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Mom. What are you doing here?
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Oh, Kristen said you were blue,
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so Mommy's come to
make it all better.
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I-I appreciate your concern,
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but I-I just want to be alone.
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No, you want to be with Wilfred.
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You know, some people believe
that animals choose us.
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They come into our lives
when we desperately need them,
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and they help us
find our way to happiness.
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And when they die,
they're not really gone.
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They just... move on
to someone else.
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Where did you hear that?
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I don't know.
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It's-it's just a silly idea.
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I don't... I don't
believe it anymore.
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Anymore?
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Maybe you do need
some alone time.
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I'm gonna let you
grieve in peace.
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Did you ever find
my baby pictures?
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Oh, shoot, I forgot
to look for them.
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I'll-I'll... I'll go
do that right now.
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You don't have any.
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That's why I've never seen them.
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Why are you lying?
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Lying? Oh, honestly, Ryan.
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I know about The Flock
of the Grey Shepherd.
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There was a time
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when your father and I
were very happy together.
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So, what happened?
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Kristen.
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I mean, it's not her fault,
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but now we had a family,
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and he felt like he needed
to grow his practice,
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and he needed me to
be a lawyer's wife.
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I tried, but I never fit in.
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Henry and I started to fight.
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I was so miserable,
I just wanted out.
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So you joined a cult?
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It wasn't a cult.
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At-at least not at first.
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When I met Charles, he
was just this amazing man
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who listened to me.
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(crying): He said he
could help me find...
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unimaginable happiness.
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And I wanted that so badly.
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So I took Kristen,
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and we joined
Charles' community.
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(sighs heavily)
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We were there for three years.
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Three years?
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But how did you and Dad have me?
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Dad isn't my father.
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Jesus, Mom!
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I was in love. I made a mistake.
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I-I'm crazy! We all know this!
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(sniffles)
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Charles started to
have revelations.
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He said ancient
gods spoke to him.
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He said a dog god would appear
to a Chosen One
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and would then lead him
to happiness,
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and then that Chosen One
would be a prophet.
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He started having these bizarre
fertility rituals.
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We were all drunk on mescal
and dandelion wine.
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He called them
"feasts of carnality."
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And then, when you were born,
Charles said
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you were the one
we'd been waiting for.
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The Chosen One.
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He said you needed
to be protected,
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and he even started
to restrict my access to you.
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I was scared.
He wouldn't let us go.
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I wrote to Henry.
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He went to the police,
and Charles was arrested.
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The community was abandoned,
and Henry...
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he insisted on adopting you.
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(sniffles)
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He even agreed to
represent Charles
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on his tax evasion charges
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if he'd renounce all
parental claims to you.
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Charles died in prison.
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Henry never wanted
you to know about him.
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He forgave me, but I...
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couldn't forgive myself.
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I had to go.
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Am I boring you?
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What?
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Um... no.
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Uh... I need to lie down.
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Do you hate me?
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Of course not, Mom.
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I'm just glad I know the truth.
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Every mother
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thinks her son is special,
but you really are.
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(sniffles)
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Even though
you're not a prophet.
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(chuckles softly)
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(Catherine sniffles)
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WILFRED (echoing): Hey, Ryan.
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(sighs)
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Wilfred?
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(echoing): Over here, mate.
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(laughs) You look like shit.
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We can talk later.
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(water gurgling)
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How...?
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What?
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(echoing): Lights out, Ryan.
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(bird chirping)
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(sighs)
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(sighs)
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Good morning.
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Or should I say, good afternoon?
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That was quite a nap you took.
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But... you were dead.
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I-I thought
I'd never see you again.
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Yeah, 'cause you
thought all that stuff
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about me being a god
was a crock of shit.
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Now do you believe?
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You really are Mataman?
Well, I'm not
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Jesus Christ, and
as far as I know,
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he was the only other dude
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who managed to pull
off a resurrection.
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Speaking of god tricks,
check this out.
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Ah.
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Like to see Jesus do that.
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So it's true.
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I'm the Chosen One.
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Which means I'm not crazy.
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It's all real!
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I'm not crazy, Wilf...
Ah, gross.
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I wasn't dead for long...
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barely enough time to
see a few old friends.
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Dennis, of course.
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I looked around for Jellybeans,
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but apparently they already
sent him back as a dolphin,
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which, when you think about
it, totally makes sense.
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Ryan?
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So sorry about Wilfred.
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Thanks, Margot.
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(clicks tongue)
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So, you're a ghost?
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Not exactly.
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I'm between host bodies.
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I need to move on to
my next Chosen One.
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His name is Nazeem,
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which should be, you
know, interesting.
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Anyway, Nazeem doesn't
bottom out till Thursday,
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so I thought I'd stop by
and do a victory lap.
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So, you came to bask
in the happiness
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that you brought me and Jenna?
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Exactly.
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Where is she, by the way?
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Wisconsin with Drew.
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Ah-ha. Good one. Seriously.
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Seriously. She dumped me.
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She can't do that to me!
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To you?
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Ryan, it was my godly duty
to lead you to happiness.
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She's screwed up everything!
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Don't be so hard on yourself.
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I don't think I'm
capable of being happy.
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Bullshit! I just...
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I just made a miscalculation
with Jenna.
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Ah, yeah, yeah. Ah.
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All right, okay.
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Happiness. Ryan.
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Come on, Mataman,
you can do this.
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(sighs)
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What would make Ryan happy?
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Got it. Got what?
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Ryan, I'm gonna lead you
to happiness right now.
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Let's go get your car.
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We're driving to happiness?
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We've been driving for hours.
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We're close, mate.
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Happiness is very, very,
very close.
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(scoffs)
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What-What's that?
That derisive grunt?
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What-what does that mean?
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You're a god, right?
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Well, I did rise
from the dead, yeah.
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Well, then, I guess you
should know what that means.
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It doesn't work that way.
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It doesn't work at all.
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I mean, if you're a god,
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why didn't you know the
truth about my father?
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You didn't even
know you were a god.
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Admit it, you have no
idea where we're going.
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Yes, I do.
I just can't tell you.
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Because you
don't know.
Oh, I know!
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Bullshit!
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Something's not right.
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Ryan,
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you have to trust me.
If you want me
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to trust you, why won't you
tell me where we're going?!
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It's called dramatic effect!
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Seriously?!
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I've had enough of this shit!
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Tell me right now...
where are we going?
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We're here.
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I know this place.
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Look familiar, mate?
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Wilfred... what's inside?
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MAN: Stop right there.
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Turn around then, nice and slow.
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Uh...
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my-my car broke down,
and my-my cell phone's dead,
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so I was just...
looking for a phone.
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Sorry about the shotgun.
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This far out of town,
you can't be too careful.
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I understand.
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I'll just use your phone
and be on my way.
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Okay, then.
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Come on, Krunny.
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Let's give the man some privacy.
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Yeah. Hi, is this the auto club?
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Yeah, my car broke down
on route...
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Hello, Ryan.
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I always hoped
you'd come looking for me.
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You know, that was
the first baby picture
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of myself I'd ever seen.
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Well, I got a few more
I can show you.
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(keys jingling)
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That's my mom. And Kristen.
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When I first met her, she was so
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deeply unhappy.
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I wanted to save her.
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These were some of
the community elders.
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The Native American guy...
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that's Bill.
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Grew the best weed
in California.
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And, uh, Theo...
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he was our historian.
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Took most of the pictures
you see in this book.
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And Evan...
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he was our liaison
with the outside world.
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Bruce?
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No, that's Shane.
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He always played
the evil god in our rituals.
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Krungel.
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Right.
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He always was a troublemaker
and he still is.
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He's been putting the
squeeze on your dad,
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threatening to tell you
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all about me
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if your dad doesn't
keep paying him off.
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That cat is finally
out of the bag.
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Who is that guy?
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That's Richard.
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He always played
the good god, Mataman.
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A real prick.
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Nobody liked him. Very preachy,
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always telling other people
how to live their lives.
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That's you and me?
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When I signed the papers
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giving up all rights to you,
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I asked your dad if I could
see you one last time.
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That's it.
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Your dad...
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is a good, good man.
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He was killed in a car accident.
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Oh, I'm so sorry.
270
00:15:23,456 --> 00:15:28,092
I didn't even know about you
until this morning.
271
00:15:28,094 --> 00:15:31,629
My mom said you died in prison.
272
00:15:31,631 --> 00:15:34,599
That's what I wanted
Henry to tell her.
273
00:15:34,601 --> 00:15:38,469
I figured if she
thought I was dead,
274
00:15:38,471 --> 00:15:41,072
she'd really get on
with her life.
275
00:15:41,074 --> 00:15:44,042
I didn't want her
clinging to some
276
00:15:44,044 --> 00:15:46,878
fantasy love affair
with some crazy man.
277
00:15:46,880 --> 00:15:49,714
You don't seem crazy.
278
00:15:49,716 --> 00:15:52,083
(chuckles softly) Son...
279
00:15:52,085 --> 00:15:54,085
I'm all kinds of nuts.
280
00:15:54,087 --> 00:15:56,955
The only thing that keeps me
from bouncing off padded walls
281
00:15:56,957 --> 00:16:00,291
is... I've discovered
the one true god.
282
00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:05,263
And I take half a dozen
pharmaceuticals.
283
00:16:05,265 --> 00:16:08,833
These days,
the craziest thing I do
284
00:16:08,835 --> 00:16:12,437
is talk to my dog.
285
00:16:12,439 --> 00:16:15,640
Does he ever talk back?
286
00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:18,242
Not for a long, long time.
287
00:16:18,244 --> 00:16:20,511
And for that, I am grateful.
288
00:16:21,347 --> 00:16:23,448
So...
289
00:16:23,450 --> 00:16:25,917
The Flock of the Grey Shepherd?
290
00:16:25,919 --> 00:16:27,318
(sighs)
291
00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:29,620
I wasn't trying to fool anybody.
292
00:16:29,622 --> 00:16:33,524
I believed all that
crazy shit I was saying.
293
00:16:33,526 --> 00:16:36,160
Your mom did me a favor
by getting Henry involved.
294
00:16:36,162 --> 00:16:38,363
He saved me from myself.
295
00:16:42,034 --> 00:16:44,335
So...
296
00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:47,438
I'm not the Chosen One?
297
00:16:47,440 --> 00:16:49,774
CHARLES: There is no Chosen One.
298
00:16:49,776 --> 00:16:51,776
There's no dog god.
299
00:16:51,778 --> 00:16:54,345
I just made all that up.
300
00:16:54,347 --> 00:16:58,950
All just the insane creation
of a very sick mind.
301
00:16:58,952 --> 00:17:02,520
(Ryan and Wilfred laughing)
302
00:17:02,522 --> 00:17:04,655
(indistinct, rapid chatter)
303
00:17:04,657 --> 00:17:06,758
(distorted laugh)
304
00:17:09,361 --> 00:17:11,195
(distorted laugh)
305
00:17:11,197 --> 00:17:15,233
(distorted): What... Is
this your shock collar?
306
00:17:16,135 --> 00:17:18,069
(buzzing) Aah!
307
00:17:18,071 --> 00:17:19,137
Wilfred, stop!
308
00:17:19,139 --> 00:17:22,240
(gurgling)
309
00:17:22,242 --> 00:17:23,408
(panting)
310
00:17:23,410 --> 00:17:25,410
Goddamn it, Wilfred.
311
00:17:27,346 --> 00:17:28,579
WILFRED: Well?
312
00:17:28,581 --> 00:17:30,148
Get away from me.
313
00:17:30,150 --> 00:17:32,183
Okay, you're upset.
You want to tell me why?
314
00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:33,985
You're not real.
None of this is real.
315
00:17:33,987 --> 00:17:35,987
That's ridiculous.
Can you hear yourself talking?
316
00:17:35,989 --> 00:17:37,655
Just stay the hell away from me!
317
00:17:37,657 --> 00:17:40,525
Well, you can't
just leave me here.
318
00:17:40,527 --> 00:17:44,095
Ryan! Ryan!
319
00:17:45,864 --> 00:17:47,365
Ryan.
320
00:17:47,367 --> 00:17:49,033
Wait.
321
00:17:49,035 --> 00:17:50,368
Let's talk about this.
322
00:17:50,370 --> 00:17:51,936
Ryan!
323
00:17:51,938 --> 00:17:54,138
Ryan!
324
00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:04,849
WILFRED: You little shit!
325
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,418
It took me all
night to walk home!
326
00:18:07,420 --> 00:18:09,720
My pads are bloody stumps.
327
00:18:09,722 --> 00:18:12,457
Oh, what, you're
gonna ignore me, now?
328
00:18:12,459 --> 00:18:14,659
Really?
329
00:18:15,861 --> 00:18:18,229
You gonna ignore this?!
330
00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:20,798
He's not real. He's not real.
331
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:24,769
(engine starts)
He's not real. He's not real.
332
00:18:27,406 --> 00:18:29,640
Shit.
333
00:18:31,577 --> 00:18:33,511
Morning, Ryan.
334
00:18:42,821 --> 00:18:45,723
WILFRED: Excuse me, miss?
335
00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:47,458
Miss?
336
00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:50,495
I-I've been waiting here
patiently for about a week now.
337
00:18:50,497 --> 00:18:52,163
I'm here to see Ryan Newman.
338
00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:53,931
I just need five
minutes of his time.
339
00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:57,135
Okay, okay, I'll wait.
340
00:19:04,176 --> 00:19:06,110
Ryan.
341
00:19:06,112 --> 00:19:08,679
Please.
342
00:19:11,416 --> 00:19:14,585
Ryan!
343
00:19:14,587 --> 00:19:16,187
It's me, Wilfred!
344
00:19:16,189 --> 00:19:17,788
Ryan!
345
00:19:17,790 --> 00:19:20,691
Ryan! Ryan!
346
00:19:20,693 --> 00:19:22,927
Ryan!
347
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:31,602
KRISTEN: Ryan?
348
00:19:31,604 --> 00:19:34,272
Sorry. You were saying?
349
00:19:34,274 --> 00:19:36,507
Things are going really
well for me at the clinic.
350
00:19:36,509 --> 00:19:39,477
It's weird, I spent years
bringing babies into this world
351
00:19:39,479 --> 00:19:42,146
and I was miserable, and
now that I'm doing...
352
00:19:42,148 --> 00:19:45,449
you know, the opposite,
it's really fulfilling.
353
00:19:45,451 --> 00:19:47,118
That is weird.
354
00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:48,986
What I'm saying is,
I know how tough it is
355
00:19:48,988 --> 00:19:50,288
to be a single mom.
356
00:19:50,290 --> 00:19:51,856
And even though I'm great at it,
357
00:19:51,858 --> 00:19:53,824
it's not the right
choice for everyone.
358
00:19:53,826 --> 00:19:55,493
I'm helping these women
359
00:19:55,495 --> 00:19:57,962
at the most difficult
time in their lives.
360
00:19:57,964 --> 00:20:00,565
Well, that does
sound rewarding.
It is.
361
00:20:00,567 --> 00:20:02,466
These women need me.
362
00:20:02,468 --> 00:20:04,168
Because, you know,
363
00:20:04,170 --> 00:20:06,537
not everybody is lucky enough
to have a brother like you
364
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,406
to help them get
their shit together.
365
00:20:09,908 --> 00:20:13,211
Thank you.
366
00:20:13,213 --> 00:20:15,746
I'm glad you're happy.
367
00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:17,315
I wish you were.
368
00:20:17,317 --> 00:20:18,883
I'm okay. Yeah?
369
00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:20,384
I mean, I'm not unhappy.
370
00:20:20,386 --> 00:20:22,687
I'm just... normal.
371
00:20:22,689 --> 00:20:23,988
That's not good enough, Ryan.
372
00:20:23,990 --> 00:20:26,424
Everybody deserves happiness.
373
00:20:26,426 --> 00:20:28,559
What would make you happy?
374
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:40,071
Excuse me.
375
00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:42,406
(laughs): Where are you going?
376
00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:52,617
Wilfred?
377
00:20:53,952 --> 00:20:55,653
Wilfred.
378
00:21:12,104 --> 00:21:14,639
I miss you, Wilfred.
379
00:21:14,641 --> 00:21:17,708
Without you,
my life is so ordinary
380
00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:21,279
and flat and dull.
381
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:23,914
I need to know
that you're still here.
382
00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:27,385
Please, just give me a sign
to let me know that...
383
00:21:27,387 --> 00:21:28,953
(sniffs)
384
00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:31,322
Oh, God.
385
00:21:31,324 --> 00:21:32,923
Wilfred.
386
00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:34,892
That'd be right, blame the dog.
387
00:21:34,894 --> 00:21:36,827
Oh, thank God.
388
00:21:36,829 --> 00:21:38,596
Ever since you've been gone,
389
00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:40,298
I-I feel like I've been
holding my breath.
390
00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:42,400
Well, if that trouser
cough is any indication,
391
00:21:42,402 --> 00:21:43,801
I can understand why.
392
00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:45,336
You know that's all you, right?
393
00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:47,805
I do now.
394
00:21:47,807 --> 00:21:51,142
Wilfred, I want you
to stay, but...
395
00:21:51,144 --> 00:21:53,678
we can't go back
to the way things were.
396
00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:56,013
You mean, I tell you the right
thing to do, you ignore me,
397
00:21:56,015 --> 00:21:58,316
so I make your life a living
hell until you have no choice
398
00:21:58,318 --> 00:22:01,152
but to do the thing I told you
to do in the first place?
399
00:22:02,421 --> 00:22:03,988
Basically, yeah.
400
00:22:03,990 --> 00:22:06,590
Maybe you could pay
attention to the wisdom
401
00:22:06,592 --> 00:22:08,326
your best mate has to offer.
402
00:22:08,328 --> 00:22:10,027
Okay.
403
00:22:10,029 --> 00:22:12,663
And maybe, sometimes,
if I need you to lay low...
404
00:22:12,665 --> 00:22:15,933
More nap time for me;
I'm not gonna argue with that.
405
00:22:19,805 --> 00:22:23,007
Man, I'm busting for a
piss. I haven't had a walk
406
00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:25,476
for, like, five weeks.
Would you mind if...
407
00:22:25,478 --> 00:22:27,912
Okay. Let me grab a sweatshirt.
Grab your sweatshirt, yeah.
408
00:22:44,830 --> 00:22:47,064
Huh.
409
00:22:50,869 --> 00:22:53,404
So, where do you go
when you're not around?
410
00:22:53,406 --> 00:22:55,740
I just hang out in your head.
411
00:22:55,742 --> 00:22:58,976
You know, sometimes I'll
check out your hippocampus,
412
00:22:58,978 --> 00:23:00,511
see what I can find.
413
00:23:00,513 --> 00:23:03,981
Uh, for example, I just
ran across that incident
414
00:23:03,983 --> 00:23:05,583
when you walked in
on your Uncle Larry.
415
00:23:05,585 --> 00:23:08,085
Yikes. What incident?
416
00:23:08,087 --> 00:23:10,187
You know, when you were
six and you walked in
417
00:23:10,189 --> 00:23:12,089
and he turned around,
but it was too late
418
00:23:12,091 --> 00:23:13,657
because he was already there.
419
00:23:13,659 --> 00:23:15,159
Already where?
420
00:23:15,161 --> 00:23:16,827
There.
421
00:23:16,829 --> 00:23:18,362
Oh, shit.
422
00:23:18,364 --> 00:23:20,331
You repressed that.
423
00:23:20,333 --> 00:23:21,732
My bad. Whoops.
424
00:23:21,734 --> 00:23:23,334
Wait, what are you
talking about?
425
00:23:23,336 --> 00:23:25,569
Oh, nothing, I just
made all that up.
426
00:23:29,841 --> 00:23:31,442
Oh, God.
427
00:23:31,444 --> 00:23:35,312
Sorry, mate, I can't put that
one back where I found it.
428
00:23:37,115 --> 00:23:38,682
Ugh.
429
00:23:38,684 --> 00:23:40,551
So my iPod wasn't stolen?
430
00:23:40,553 --> 00:23:41,886
Nope, nope.
431
00:23:41,888 --> 00:23:44,722
You set it down
on the men's room counter
432
00:23:44,724 --> 00:23:46,791
at The Bungalow when you were
washing your hands
433
00:23:46,793 --> 00:23:48,859
and you just forgot about it.
434
00:23:48,861 --> 00:23:51,128
I-I just left it there?
I don't remember doing that.
435
00:23:51,130 --> 00:23:53,531
You may not remember it,
but that's what happened.
436
00:23:53,533 --> 00:23:56,600
Trust me. It's all in there.
437
00:23:56,602 --> 00:23:58,536
Huh.
438
00:23:58,538 --> 00:24:00,704
Who did I loan my
Polanski box set to?
439
00:24:00,706 --> 00:24:02,940
Jamie Fowler. Jamie Fowler.
440
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:05,176
Of course.
441
00:24:07,779 --> 00:24:09,480
What's that?
442
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:13,284
I think that's a question
you can answer for yourself.
443
00:24:13,286 --> 00:24:15,519
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