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my mother called it the greatest and
most terrifying moment in her life.
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he said "karev.
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" Standing at the head
of the surgical table,
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knowing that a patient's life
depends on you and you alone...
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-he said "karev.
-" Yes!
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-Are you sure?
-Yeah.
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You're "sure" sure?
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It's what we all dream about.
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Because the rst person that
gets to fly solo in the O.R.?
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Kind of a badass.
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stevens! He said "stevens.
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" Well,which is
it,moron,stevens or karev?
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This is stupid. You guys are gonna trust these
imbeciles to tell you who's getting the solo surgery?
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Is this hard for you,being
banned from the solo surgery?
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It must be really hard for you.
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Ooh,a mean streak. I like it.
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He may change his mind. He's
been known to change his mind.
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Please don't do that.
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You guys go ahead and,uh,will
yourselves to be voted in.
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Use "the secret.
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" Grey! Uh,the chiesaid "grey.
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" What? Come on. This is bogus.
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You're just figuring that out?
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Steve is not a lip-reader.
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None of the interns are lip-readers.
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You just have to wait for the attendings
to vote just like we did when I won.
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You won your solo surgery?
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I'm just gonna pretend you didn't feel
the need to ask me that question,yang.
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Of course I won. I was good.
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I didn't cut l-vad wires...
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or put my hand in bomb-y body cavities or
have my interns operating on themselves.
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I was special.
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I was young,gifted and
black,and everybody knew it.
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The attendings knew
it. The chief knew it.
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I didn't have to act
like I could read lips.
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Just go about my work calmly,and
waited for my name to get called.
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okay. It's done.
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Oh,whatever,helen keller.
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No,I'm serious.
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The chief sent me.
They made their choice.
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Who is it?
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It's you.
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greys.anatomy.
Season 5 Episode 10
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I am happy to announce that the first
solo surgery will take place tonight--
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a below-the-knee
amputation,bone cancer.
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-Poor bastard.
-Mr. Collinsworth in 2212.
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No appy?
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Saw action. Sweet.
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Choosing who gets the first solo surgery isn't
just about who has the best surgical skills
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or who's logged the
most hours in the O.R.
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It's about the
highest form of trust--
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the trust to put a patient's life
into one of our resident's hands.
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And for the first time that I can recall,every
single attending picked the same person.
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Dr. Yang.
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However,Dr. Yang is out of the running.
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She is going to pick the winner instead.
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Dr. Yang will post her decision
on the O.R. Board at 4:00 P.M.
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Also,since your interns are
still banned from the O.R.,
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The winner will be allowed to pick a
fellow resident to scrub in with them.
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Good luck.
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This is torture for me.
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I'm not even done.
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-Sir?
-Dr. Dixon's back.
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You'll be spending the day
with her. You will impress her.
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And you will make sure
this hospital impresses her.
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By the end of the day,I want that
woman to be my next head of cardio.
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If she's not,I'll know who to blame.
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♪♪♪
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We held a retractor
for 12 hours together.
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You said I had small hands,good
for surgery. Remember?
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No. Go away.
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I operated on a heart in an elevator.
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Look,that was over a year ago.
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O'malley's 007. Think how poor your
decision would look if you gave it to him.
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Your turn.
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I don't know why you
guys are even bothering.
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We all know who she's gonna pick.
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She's not gonna pick me
because I'm her best friend.
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She's gonna pick me
because I'm the best.
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Okay,stop.
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Are you guys kidding me?
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Fine. I'll think about it.
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Just... goand do surgical things.
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Iz,are you coming? We
gotta go to the clinic.
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Flu season fun.
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yeah.
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I...
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will catch up with you.
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-Me,too.
-Shut up.
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Not you.
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My head... shut up.
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When I win,you can scrub in for me.
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A-alex,she's not... not gonna pick you.
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I'll scrub in for you,too,if you
win,which you won't,'cause I will.
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Enough.
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I-I gotta go.
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cristina still hasn't talked to
me,which is normal,except it's worse.
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Two weeks suspension,and she hasn't
even bothered to say one mean thing.
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Karev called me a moron,which is good.
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Well,none of the
residents even look at me.
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The least they could do is hate us.
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Well,I'm gonna get some sex.
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Sex always makes me feel better.
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Don't look at me.
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Me either.
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That makes three of us.
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Hi.
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I get it.
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I'm the one who organized a crazy
cabal of secret cutter interns.
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The thing is,I've been advised to seek
out sex as a way out of my sad predicament,
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but I think I would rather
just learn today,so...
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what do you say?
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-You,me-- why are you
talking about sex to me?
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It's inappropriate. I'm your teacher.
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I have things to teach--
double board certified things.
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No,that was always--that's what I was talking
about,for--for you to teach me medicine.
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The--the sex was
that-- that was a joke.
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Dr. Sloan.
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um,I heard that you're performing
a hypopharynx reconstruction today.
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-I'm gonna make a woman speak again.
-Well,let's hope.
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-I read up on the surgery
and-- you read up on my surgery?
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Since it's your first time performing what I
understand to be a very cutting-edge surgery,
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I was hoping you might
need an extra set of hands.
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Fine. You can join Dr. Grey and me.
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Dr. Grey who's been
banned from the O.R.?
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She's on cappuccino duty,which,Dr.
Grey,I'm still waiting for.
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Right away. Thank you.
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Dr. Virginia dixon. It says she
arrived over half an hour ago.
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Where is she?
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-Nervous?
-What? What are you doing here?
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This is the cardio wing.
Only cardio gods allowed.
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I know. I was just looking around,getting
to know other parts of the hospital.
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What else is there?
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The O.R.,The E.R. And
the place with the food.
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somebody's got a lot to learn.
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kathleen patterson.
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A laryngectomy five years ago resulted
in the loss of her ability to speak.
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Kathleen's undergone several surgical attempts to restore
her voice in the pt five years, none have been successful.
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oh,oh,this time,though,this time,uh,we
have a good feeling about this.
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Righ honey?
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As discussed,I'll get the blood supply
from your arm and the cartilage...
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from your...
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uh,kathleen?
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Honey?
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honey.
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You can talk to me.
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I'll get the skin and the blood supply
from her arm and the cartilage from her nose
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to construct a makeshift speaking
tube,which will bome her new voice box.
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Now you shoulde aware there's a
chance the procedure might not work.
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He's clear on that.
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I'm just reminding him
not to get his hopes up.
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Any other questions I can answer?
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kathleen? Honey?
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Tell me everything there
is to know about karev.
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-Why?
-I'm his intern.
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He seems cool enough at your house,though whatever he's
got going with the girl who masturbates all the time--
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I don't like to judge-- but
still,officially,I'm his intern.
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So what's his deal?
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Sadie,I can't be your friend in here. I
mean,I'm a resident,and you're an intern.
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You're gonna have to figure out how
not to piss off alex karev yourself.
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-Okay.I get it.
-Good.
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It wasn't my fault.
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I had to tell john and
tho guys where to meet us.
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I said I would do it,that
way you could drive.
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-I'm telling mom and dad.
-I'll kill you.
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Girls,you need to calm down.
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-Tell her!
-Shut up!
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-what happened?
-Sists,16 and 15,crashed their dad's car,
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and that's all we know since they
won't stop screaming at each other.
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We need your names,now.
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Don't tell her. Don't you say a word.
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Her name is holly anderson. She was
driving and texting while driving.
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Is there a police officer here?
I would like to press charges.
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Oh,you suck-up! You
suck-up ass face!
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We need your number so
we can call your parents.
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Here. I speed-dialed my dad.
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-You're such a bitch.
-No,you are.
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-No wonder all the boys in school hate you.
-make it stop.
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shut up!
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You are deadwhen mom and dad show up.
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The doctors are just gonna
have to save you again.
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-I hate you.
-I hate you more.
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I hate you both.
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I know you still see me as
007,but that was day one.
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I've grown a lot since
then and learned a lot.
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You know,anyone can...
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can have brains or anyone can
have talent,but the key is to grow.
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So sure,I had a rough start and I
had to redo some of my intern year,
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but,you know,I came out the
other side,smarter,better.
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The important point is I never
gave up,because I'm a fighter.
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thank you.
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Okay,emma,I'm gonna have to check your
x-rays,but I think your leg's broken.
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You're gonna be off it for a while.
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No. No!
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I can't miss my future
leaders of america conference.
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-Holly!
-Emma,I'm gonna be grounded till graduation.
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I was going to D.C.
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I've been waiting for this for a year.
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Mom and dad spent 2 grand.
No,they've now wasted 2 grand.
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-God,you stupid baby!
-Hey,all right.You know,I'm separating you two.
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listen,I've been here,lots.
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Your dad won be as pissed as you think.
He'll just be happy that you're safe.
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He'll kill me. He'll
take away everything.
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How long have her eyes been like that?
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-Her eyes? What--
page shepherd.
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Tell him she might have a basilar skull
fracture. Let's get her up to C.T.,Now.
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-I didn't see.I'm sorry.
-You can do scut.
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I'll call you when she
needs another pep talk.
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Where is she going?
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-Just to run a few tests.
-Good!
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Get her out of here! Take her away!
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I hope you die!
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oh,crap.
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Somebody's in big trouble.
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Did you forget to open it or
did you forget to staff it?
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Both.
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry,everybody.
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I will be right back with the keys.
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Might want to get some
nurses while you're at it.
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So does this happen a lot?
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'Cause if it does,you're kinda
giving my clinic a bad name.
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You're mocking me now?
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Sweet. Very sweet.
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Dr. Dixon,there you are. I'm Dr. Yang.
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Great.
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Well,I've been assigned
to work with you today.
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I was in the cardio lab looking for
you. I'm so sorry it took me so long.
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There's a blank spot on this board.
There's a surgery but no surgeon.
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I would like to do a
surgery,but it's an amputation.
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I haven't done an amputation
since my residency.
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well,um...
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that'S...
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it's really hard to...
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um,that...
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is your stuttering pathological and persistent
or is it occasional and stress related?
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I don'T... stutter.
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I had persistent pathological
stuttering as a child,
240
00:12:14,720 --> 00:12:18,460
but it can be treated with
rigorous speech therapy.
241
00:12:19,390 --> 00:12:21,030
Yes,ma'am. Thank you.
242
00:12:23,340 --> 00:12:25,890
Why is this slot on the board blank?
243
00:12:26,130 --> 00:12:29,500
I need to select one of my
fellow residents for that slot.
244
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It's the first solo surgery of my class.
245
00:12:31,790 --> 00:12:34,810
The chief asked you to
choose from your peers?
246
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Yes,ma'am.
247
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Mr. Patterson.
248
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I have some forms for your wife
to fill out. Is now a good time?
249
00:12:51,070 --> 00:12:54,910
She's a blogger... about
cancer and voicelessness.
250
00:12:54,990 --> 00:12:57,760
She's famous in certain
internet circles.
251
00:12:57,930 --> 00:13:00,590
Well,it seems like you two have
a-a pretty great system going here.
252
00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:02,510
I--you've learned
to comnicate.
253
00:13:02,620 --> 00:13:04,920
Oh,you mean the post-its?
254
00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:08,940
You think that's a pretty great system?
255
00:13:09,110 --> 00:13:11,810
I--it'S...
convenient.
256
00:13:11,830 --> 00:13:15,110
"Yes,no,hello,I love you"...
257
00:13:16,320 --> 00:13:20,010
you read the words long enough,they
begin to lose their meaning.
258
00:13:22,560 --> 00:13:25,150
Mid-shaft transverse tibia fracture?
259
00:13:25,360 --> 00:13:26,450
Hi. Sorry to barge in.
260
00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:31,870
I was,uh,I was just walking by,and I
saw broken bones,and I love broken bones.
261
00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:35,100
Less than 5 degrees of angulation,right?
262
00:13:35,390 --> 00:13:37,220
Yeah. It,uh...
263
00:13:37,450 --> 00:13:39,400
uh,we can treat it with...
264
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closed reduction and casting.
265
00:13:42,090 --> 00:13:45,100
Flexion-extension views
of the cervical spine?
266
00:13:47,020 --> 00:13:48,280
Yes.
267
00:13:48,980 --> 00:13:52,140
uh,I-I sh--I should
go see my patient.
268
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that's a chair.
269
00:13:58,340 --> 00:14:01,610
looks like a hemopericardium.
Let cardio know.
270
00:14:01,630 --> 00:14:04,330
Hey,I've got a future leader
outside. She needs a C.T.
271
00:14:05,660 --> 00:14:07,910
oh,I'm not mad at you
for not ting for me.
272
00:14:07,940 --> 00:14:09,560
It would've looked like
you were playing favorites.
273
00:14:09,570 --> 00:14:13,090
Good.You deserve it. Cristina knows
that,even you two are fighting.
274
00:14:13,370 --> 00:14:15,000
you and yang are fighting?
275
00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:17,240
We're not fighting.
Fought--past tense.
276
00:14:17,280 --> 00:14:19,110
How bad is it? Real bad?
277
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she's crashing.
278
00:14:22,510 --> 00:14:25,910
♪♪♪
279
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there's brain matter in the blood. Let
an O.R. Know we're coming and page cardio.
280
00:14:30,420 --> 00:14:31,920
what happened to her?
281
00:14:32,090 --> 00:14:33,270
Holly?
282
00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:34,910
Holly?
283
00:14:36,710 --> 00:14:38,520
holly?
284
00:14:38,520 --> 00:14:41,030
What did you do to my sister? Holly!
285
00:14:41,140 --> 00:14:43,230
Holly! What did you do to her?
286
00:14:50,360 --> 00:14:52,920
So... you know I deserve this.
287
00:14:54,220 --> 00:14:56,390
You know I'm the most qualified.
288
00:14:56,580 --> 00:14:59,650
But I don't want it to be a
big,awkward thing. I don'T.
289
00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:03,630
So just,you know,you
do what you have to do.
290
00:15:04,800 --> 00:15:06,420
Okay.
291
00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:08,340
Okay.
292
00:15:08,610 --> 00:15:10,250
I'll see you later.
293
00:15:14,250 --> 00:15:15,340
we're almost done here,emma.
294
00:15:15,530 --> 00:15:17,320
Holly,will be all right,right?
295
00:15:17,410 --> 00:15:18,700
She's gonna be okay?
296
00:15:18,790 --> 00:15:21,500
Well,she got into surgery
very quick,so that's good.
297
00:15:21,530 --> 00:15:24,100
-Are my parents here yet?
-They're--they're coming.
298
00:15:24,150 --> 00:15:26,090
-Your dad's-- but holly is
gonna be all right,right?
299
00:15:26,230 --> 00:15:29,720
Uh,she's not in--in,like--
she won't die?
300
00:15:29,780 --> 00:15:31,390
Emma,you didn't mean it.
301
00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:33,250
I said,"I hope you die.
302
00:15:33,310 --> 00:15:36,510
" That can't be the last thing
she heard me say. It can'T.
303
00:15:36,830 --> 00:15:39,400
Just don't let h die please.
304
00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,850
All right,I'll go to the O.R.
And get an update for you.
305
00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:46,880
-Okay.
-Okay.
306
00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:53,700
be objective,. Yang.
307
00:15:53,820 --> 00:15:57,750
Consider accomplishments,achievements,look
for the standouts.
308
00:15:58,010 --> 00:16:03,530
Right now,let's see what kind of standout Dr. Karev
proves himself to be when I ask him to sew the graft.
309
00:16:03,860 --> 00:16:05,580
-Really?
-Absolutely.
310
00:16:05,630 --> 00:16:09,810
Dr. Yang,watch karev to see if his
skills are up to par for the solo.
311
00:16:09,970 --> 00:16:11,940
A system. Devise a system.
312
00:16:12,010 --> 00:16:14,090
Rank everyone accordingly. That's all.
313
00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:16,070
Thank you.
314
00:16:19,880 --> 00:16:21,410
out of the way. What just happened?
315
00:16:21,460 --> 00:16:22,260
Her brain is changing color.
316
00:16:22,300 --> 00:16:23,590
get outta the way. Get outta
the way. She's hemorrhaging.
317
00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:25,370
-Push 100 of mannitol.
-What did I do?
318
00:16:26,060 --> 00:16:27,490
What did I do?
319
00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:31,540
Oy,okay.So the new
intern,meredith's friend--
320
00:16:31,650 --> 00:16:33,280
-the psycho with no appendix?
-Yeah.
321
00:16:33,290 --> 00:16:33,960
We talked.
322
00:16:34,040 --> 00:16:37,300
I mean,she came and talked to me,but it
was,like--it was more than that,you know?
323
00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:39,250
A guy looks at you a
certain way,you know,
324
00:16:39,420 --> 00:16:41,370
his eyes wander when he talks
to you,and bang,you just know.
325
00:16:41,450 --> 00:16:43,080
But this whole girl
thing,it's so confusing.
326
00:16:43,090 --> 00:16:44,960
-Well,was there touching?
-No.
327
00:16:44,970 --> 00:16:46,940
-Was there playing with the hair?
-No.
328
00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:50,590
-Was there licking of the lips?
-Oh,my god.
329
00:16:50,710 --> 00:16:51,930
I made it up.
330
00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:56,270
I made it up because I'm lonely and depressed and
desperate for attention from the hot new intern.
331
00:16:56,330 --> 00:16:57,290
Crazy new intern.
332
00:16:57,320 --> 00:16:59,350
-Crazy,hot--
no!
333
00:17:00,130 --> 00:17:04,670
The hot ones are the ones that cause trouble the ones
that distract you from realizing your true potential.
334
00:17:04,810 --> 00:17:06,690
You need to focus on the medicine.
335
00:17:06,760 --> 00:17:09,460
Take all that pent up sexual energy
you'd waste thinking about hot,
336
00:17:09,480 --> 00:17:13,740
young,naked available interns,and
put it back into your genius...
337
00:17:13,820 --> 00:17:15,560
-right.
-Your godliness.
338
00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:18,060
Build someone an organ.
339
00:17:18,390 --> 00:17:19,340
That's hot.
340
00:17:19,490 --> 00:17:20,690
She smiled. Did I mention she smiled?
341
00:17:20,770 --> 00:17:23,040
No hot interns!
342
00:17:24,740 --> 00:17:30,810
and then we'll insert the newly constructed
tube in between her trachea and esophagus just...
343
00:17:30,990 --> 00:17:32,120
like...
344
00:17:32,510 --> 00:17:33,330
that.
345
00:17:33,500 --> 00:17:36,250
So this valve right here flips open
when she has air in the trachea--
346
00:17:36,270 --> 00:17:38,220
you're in my space.Back up.
347
00:17:38,310 --> 00:17:40,120
Just back the hell up.
348
00:17:40,420 --> 00:17:44,020
Dr. Bailey,will you please find Dr. Grey
something to do other than interfere?
349
00:17:44,130 --> 00:17:47,870
Uh,Dr. Grey,finish prepping
Mrs. Patterson for surgery.
350
00:17:52,620 --> 00:17:54,630
She was in my space.
351
00:17:57,310 --> 00:17:59,610
George,can you cover for
me for a little while?
352
00:17:59,770 --> 00:18:00,550
Where are you going? We're swamped.
353
00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:03,520
Uh,there's something that I
need to do. It pressing,okay?
354
00:18:04,100 --> 00:18:06,220
It's the hot sex. She doesn't want
to miss out on the hot,hot sex.
355
00:18:06,280 --> 00:18:07,890
-Izzie-- it's
the clinic,george.
356
00:18:07,900 --> 00:18:09,660
You can handle the clinic.
357
00:18:11,330 --> 00:18:14,260
You're lucky she even showed up.
She hasn't been here all week.
358
00:18:16,750 --> 00:18:18,690
-Dr. Shepherd--
it wasn't you.
359
00:18:19,130 --> 00:18:22,770
She had a carotid dissection.
Nothing you could've done.
360
00:18:22,840 --> 00:18:25,050
-So we can't just--
she had a massive C.V.A.
361
00:18:25,120 --> 00:18:28,040
The blood supply to her brain was
cut off and cannot be restored.
362
00:18:28,060 --> 00:18:31,980
So even though Dr. Shepherd was able
to fix the hole in her brain that
363
00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:34,440
allowed the brain tissue
to leak through her nose,
364
00:18:34,510 --> 00:18:39,370
the subsequent carotid dissection has
caused loss of her cerebral function.
365
00:18:39,610 --> 00:18:41,040
You do understand that?
366
00:18:41,210 --> 00:18:43,120
She's brain dead. I get it.
367
00:18:48,330 --> 00:18:50,380
she's only 16.
368
00:18:55,330 --> 00:18:56,770
that's good news.
369
00:18:56,940 --> 00:18:59,080
She'll be an excellent
candidate for organ donation.
370
00:18:59,190 --> 00:19:02,100
Excellent candidate.
Excellent organs.Young.
371
00:19:12,650 --> 00:19:13,840
dude...
372
00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:16,130
you were robbed.
373
00:19:16,300 --> 00:19:17,620
You got screwed by politics.
374
00:19:17,790 --> 00:19:20,350
The ief,he needed a
scapegoat. It's so unfair.
375
00:19:22,460 --> 00:19:23,650
I'm sorry.
376
00:19:23,720 --> 00:19:27,160
I-I can't do this. I-I-I can kiss
ass when I have to,but not yours.
377
00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:31,370
below-the-knee amputation-- make a transverse
incision at the mid-shaft of the tibia,
378
00:19:31,540 --> 00:19:34,110
elevate the peosteum and cut the
tibia and fibula th a bone saw,
379
00:19:34,200 --> 00:19:36,430
ligate the vascular bundles
and release the tourniquet.
380
00:19:36,510 --> 00:19:39,450
I've done four of 'em-- one
on a cadaver,three on stan.
381
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:45,970
you know who you're gonna pick?
382
00:19:46,160 --> 00:19:48,620
Well,I'm ranking them
according to a system.
383
00:19:48,730 --> 00:19:53,130
You know,surgical skills,hours in the O.R.
Published papers,academic accomplishments--
384
00:19:53,300 --> 00:19:56,590
you know them. You know their
capabilities. Go with your gut.
385
00:19:56,770 --> 00:19:57,940
My gut?
386
00:19:58,150 --> 00:20:01,860
I'm not putting a patient's life in the
hands of a novice surgeon based on my gut.
387
00:20:02,380 --> 00:20:05,320
-ll,it worked for me.
-your gut?
388
00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:08,260
It's what told me to choose you.
389
00:20:16,620 --> 00:20:19,300
-Beautiful.
-what?
390
00:20:19,500 --> 00:20:21,330
Your necklace.
391
00:20:22,370 --> 00:20:23,600
right.
392
00:20:26,980 --> 00:20:28,560
I have to go.
393
00:20:29,010 --> 00:20:30,470
See ya.
394
00:20:34,840 --> 00:20:38,360
I hope you didn't page me to help you pass
out cough drops,'cause it ain't gonna happen.
395
00:20:38,460 --> 00:20:39,130
Where's izzie?
396
00:20:39,130 --> 00:20:40,840
How should I know?I
thought she was here.
397
00:20:40,930 --> 00:20:42,540
She's avoiding me.She
won't answer my pages.
398
00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:43,890
So what do you want me to do about it?
399
00:20:44,010 --> 00:20:45,220
Well,you guys are together now,right?
400
00:20:45,340 --> 00:20:48,350
So why don't you talk to her and find out why
she couldn't care less about her own clinic?
401
00:20:48,420 --> 00:20:51,700
You're just pissed she's not here 'cause
you can't handle a few cases of the flu.
402
00:20:51,790 --> 00:20:53,740
Something's wrong,alex.
403
00:20:54,270 --> 00:20:56,200
You need to talk to
her.She won't talk to me.
404
00:20:56,640 --> 00:20:58,750
Don't ever talk to me about izzie again.
405
00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,190
it's just george.
406
00:21:05,530 --> 00:21:10,400
Your friends,though,you know,they're out there
fight for a chance to chop off that guy's leg.
407
00:21:10,490 --> 00:21:12,270
Wh-what is that anyw?
408
00:21:12,370 --> 00:21:15,200
It's how we learn,by doing.
409
00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:19,950
And I lost my shot at the solo surgery as
soon as the chief made it cristina's decision.
410
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,990
anyway,thlwe'll aays be surgeries.
411
00:21:25,070 --> 00:21:27,920
There won't always be fianc
who come back from the dead.
412
00:21:28,100 --> 00:21:29,780
Good point.
413
00:21:35,010 --> 00:21:39,800
aren't you going to deepithelialize
here to connect it to the trachea?
414
00:21:40,570 --> 00:21:44,870
You're a very eager student,Dr.
Bailey,very thorough.
415
00:21:44,990 --> 00:21:47,350
Any way I can be of service.
416
00:21:54,590 --> 00:21:56,500
I'm not sorry.
417
00:21:57,010 --> 00:21:58,240
What?
418
00:21:58,370 --> 00:22:00,010
For what we did.
419
00:22:00,170 --> 00:22:02,700
It was extreme,maybe even
stupid,but this program?
420
00:22:02,810 --> 00:22:05,080
I mean,you should be down in that
O.R. Not up here in t nosebleeds,
421
00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:10,600
and I shouldn't be spending my entire day transcribing
all of karev's charts because his handwriting's illegible.
422
00:22:10,700 --> 00:22:12,350
I mean,how is that teaching?
423
00:22:12,500 --> 00:22:15,320
So they can call me crazy sadie
and god knows what oth names,
424
00:22:15,410 --> 00:22:18,120
but that doesn't change the
fact that this program is broken.
425
00:22:18,310 --> 00:22:22,120
I mean,the only time they ever bother with
us is if they think they can get us in bed.
426
00:22:22,280 --> 00:22:23,030
That's not true.
427
00:22:23,150 --> 00:22:26,730
Dr. Sloan took the time to teach
me today,and that was not about sex.
428
00:22:26,800 --> 00:22:28,200
he likes you.
429
00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:29,610
Who?Dr. Sloan?
430
00:22:29,710 --> 00:22:32,010
Oh,don't tell me you haven't
noticed his eyes on your ass.
431
00:22:32,190 --> 00:22:33,960
You are delusional.
432
00:22:34,910 --> 00:22:37,180
Is he cutting into her throat?
433
00:22:37,910 --> 00:22:39,890
Bloody hell.
434
00:22:44,430 --> 00:22:49,710
so I suppose you'll use a strip test
to confirm flow across the anastomosis?
435
00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:52,090
That can damage the endothelium.
436
00:22:52,500 --> 00:22:54,070
Oh,but don't you
need to confirm--
437
00:22:54,200 --> 00:22:57,190
Dr. Bailey,would you rather do
Mrs. Patterson's surgery yourself?
438
00:22:57,410 --> 00:23:01,010
- I can leave.- Dr.
Sloan,I w-- I wasn'T...
439
00:23:01,120 --> 00:23:04,540
questioning your surgical skills.I
was just trying to learn...
440
00:23:04,680 --> 00:23:07,930
something exciting,something new.
441
00:23:07,930 --> 00:23:12,140
I mean,these residents are running around fighting
tooth and nail for a chance to get to cut off a leg.
442
00:23:12,570 --> 00:23:13,700
And...look what you've done here.
443
00:23:13,810 --> 00:23:19,850
You've--you've made something where
there was nothing,and it's thrilling.
444
00:23:21,310 --> 00:23:23,480
I-I was just trying to learn.
445
00:23:25,140 --> 00:23:27,370
Thank you,Dr. Bailey.
446
00:23:28,950 --> 00:23:32,550
Now would you take the flap veins and
join them to the internal jugular,please?
447
00:23:35,610 --> 00:23:37,270
Excuse me.
448
00:23:43,940 --> 00:23:45,890
She looks like she's sleeping.
449
00:23:45,970 --> 00:23:47,960
Can I touch her?
450
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:50,230
Yes,of course.
451
00:23:55,030 --> 00:23:57,020
Can she hear me?
452
00:23:58,300 --> 00:24:00,830
She can come out of it,right...
453
00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:03,610
the coma?People can do that?
454
00:24:03,730 --> 00:24:05,120
no,she can'T.
455
00:24:05,220 --> 00:24:09,610
I'm very sorry for your loss,but tests confirm that
although your sister's bodily functions are fine,
456
00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:14,500
her brain is dead.She has no
thoughts,no emotions,no senses.
457
00:24:14,550 --> 00:24:16,410
I'm Dr. Dixon.
458
00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:21,150
I will be harvting your sister's
organs if your parents agree.
459
00:24:21,210 --> 00:24:23,960
Please,she's our baby.We need more time.
460
00:24:24,060 --> 00:24:27,110
I'm very sorry for your loss,but
her organs are young and vital.
461
00:24:27,300 --> 00:24:29,970
They could save many lives.
462
00:24:30,260 --> 00:24:32,040
Wake up,holly.
463
00:24:32,310 --> 00:24:34,710
Wake up.Come on.Wakep.Wake up.Wake up.
464
00:24:34,860 --> 00:24:38,120
I'm very sorry for your loss,but
your sister can't wake up.
465
00:24:38,230 --> 00:24:40,150
Her basic functionare gone.
466
00:24:40,270 --> 00:24:45,440
Her brain is dead.Her body is alive,but
unfortunately-- unfortunately,she is dead.
467
00:24:45,680 --> 00:24:47,540
Get out!
468
00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:49,910
You cannot have her,and
you cannot take her.
469
00:24:50,030 --> 00:24:54,290
Dr. Dixon,uh,I think--
I think they underand.
470
00:24:55,530 --> 00:24:58,000
I think you should go now,please.
471
00:25:00,470 --> 00:25:03,270
I have offended you,but
we are running out of time.
472
00:25:03,360 --> 00:25:06,080
get out!
473
00:25:07,140 --> 00:25:09,450
Holly!Wake up!
474
00:25:09,570 --> 00:25:13,790
Wake up,holly!Holly,wake up!
475
00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:16,830
Holly,wake up,please!
476
00:25:31,890 --> 00:25:34,060
have you ever had mind-blowing sex...
477
00:25:34,140 --> 00:25:40,280
the kind of sex that makes you want to
die,just fall on the floor and give up and die?
478
00:25:40,380 --> 00:25:42,940
'Cause this sex I'm
having,it's that good.
479
00:25:43,030 --> 00:25:44,320
It's the best sex I've ever had.
480
00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:47,380
In fact,it's the best
sex anybody's ever had.
481
00:25:47,500 --> 00:25:51,740
I don't know why anybody who's had this
kind of sex would do anything but have sex.
482
00:25:51,790 --> 00:25:53,360
Izzie...
483
00:25:53,460 --> 00:25:57,840
you're gonna give the solo surgery to mer,which
is typical and boring and slightly corrupt,
484
00:25:57,930 --> 00:26:00,010
but at least I'm having,really,really...
485
00:26:00,820 --> 00:26:03,870
really good sex.
486
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:10,210
Yeah,I just thought now
487
00:26:13,530 --> 00:26:18,650
I know you're nervous,and it may feel a little
strange at first,but just give it a shot.
488
00:26:18,930 --> 00:26:20,500
You haven't forgotten.
489
00:26:20,630 --> 00:26:22,040
Come on.Youan do it.
490
00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:30,420
No!No!No more!
491
00:26:30,570 --> 00:26:31,780
No more typing!
492
00:26:31,890 --> 00:26:34,320
No more post-its!No!
493
00:26:34,430 --> 00:26:35,560
Ta to me.
494
00:26:35,690 --> 00:26:37,130
Talk to me,damn it!
495
00:26:37,280 --> 00:26:39,130
Talk to me!
496
00:26:42,300 --> 00:26:45,730
Okay,maybe we should
give her a lite time.
497
00:26:48,410 --> 00:26:50,950
Um,sir,maybe you should go,too.
498
00:26:51,130 --> 00:26:55,030
Just go for a-a walk or a
drive.Just give her some space.
499
00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:57,960
I've given her five years of space.
500
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,380
It was my fault.
501
00:27:07,480 --> 00:27:08,160
Excuse me?
502
00:27:08,260 --> 00:27:11,390
What happened,the,um,the
appy,it was--it was my fault.
503
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:15,470
I knew what I was doing,so if you want
to punish someone,punish me,not Dr. Yang.
504
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:19,070
You know who your father is,and
you know he's why you're still here.
505
00:27:19,200 --> 00:27:25,740
So if I were you,I'd stop worrying about whose fault the appy
was and start firing out what I was gonna do to make up for it.
506
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:27,670
Yes,sir.
507
00:27:27,810 --> 00:27:29,800
Thank you,sir.
508
00:27:35,380 --> 00:27:38,750
there are people dying.Right
now,there are ople dying.
509
00:27:39,970 --> 00:27:41,190
It's inappropriate.
510
00:27:41,310 --> 00:27:44,290
I'm sorry.It's almost 4:00,and I have
to-- I have to make this decision.
511
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:46,250
No,no,I'm not talking about your system.
512
00:27:46,350 --> 00:27:50,000
I approve of your system.I was
talking about the brain dead girl.
513
00:27:50,210 --> 00:27:53,240
She can't hear her sister.She
can't feel her hands.
514
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:56,260
There are patients dying right now,and
those organs would keep them alive.
515
00:27:56,320 --> 00:28:01,540
Leave feelings out of it-- leave them out of the
science,leave them out of the decision making--
516
00:28:01,590 --> 00:28:05,220
because people are dying as we speak.
517
00:28:37,570 --> 00:28:39,520
Is she kidding?
518
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:41,140
Congratulations.
519
00:28:41,190 --> 00:28:43,020
Whatever.
520
00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,750
Interesting choice,yang.
521
00:28:50,620 --> 00:28:52,970
He made the best case.
522
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:10,850
iz.I won.
523
00:29:12,950 --> 00:29:13,650
What time is it?
524
00:29:13,770 --> 00:29:16,500
yang--she picked me
for the solo surgery.
525
00:29:16,590 --> 00:29:18,110
She did?
526
00:29:18,250 --> 00:29:20,190
That's amazing.
527
00:29:20,430 --> 00:29:22,370
I love you.
528
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:23,970
What?
529
00:29:24,130 --> 00:29:25,480
I love you.
530
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:27,770
I friggin' love you.
531
00:29:27,850 --> 00:29:31,920
I just got the solo surgery,and the first thing
I didwas look for you,and you weren't there.
532
00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:34,370
You're never there anymore.
533
00:29:34,430 --> 00:29:38,250
And I've been thinking about it,and I-I
think it might be 'cause you love me,too,
534
00:29:38,370 --> 00:29:39,960
and 'cause you're scared of that...
535
00:29:40,050 --> 00:29:43,690
and 'cause I-I screwed it up last
time and 'cause denny died and-
536
00:29:43,860 --> 00:29:46,380
- alex
- just listen.
537
00:29:46,740 --> 00:29:52,370
You had that heart patient,and it reminded you of denny and
how bad yofelt when you were lying on that bathroom floor.
538
00:29:52,620 --> 00:29:54,060
I get that.
539
00:29:54,150 --> 00:29:55,800
I get thatou're scared.
540
00:29:55,900 --> 00:30:00,200
But you're not gonna have to feel like
that again,'cause I'm not gonna die,iz.
541
00:30:00,260 --> 00:30:04,670
And I'm not gonna cheat on you
and I--I'm not gonna go anywhere...
542
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:08,230
'cause...
543
00:30:08,830 --> 00:30:11,390
I think you're my best shot at...
544
00:30:12,780 --> 00:30:16,840
I think with you,you make me better.
545
00:30:17,000 --> 00:30:18,620
You make me want to be better.
546
00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:20,830
You make me want to be good.
547
00:30:20,980 --> 00:30:24,930
And I think I can.With
you,I think I can.
548
00:30:25,060 --> 00:30:27,360
So I'm not going anywhere,and
you can stop hiding.
549
00:30:27,460 --> 00:30:29,150
And if you want to
be scared,that's okay.
550
00:30:29,250 --> 00:30:31,540
Just be scared with me.
551
00:30:31,660 --> 00:30:35,320
Be scared while you scrub in
with me for my first solo surgery.
552
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:37,460
Okay?
553
00:30:37,590 --> 00:30:39,550
You love me.
554
00:30:39,670 --> 00:30:41,840
Shut up.
555
00:30:51,530 --> 00:30:54,750
I'm really starting
to not like that guy.
556
00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,470
I never should've said it.
557
00:30:59,590 --> 00:31:01,400
I didn't mean it.
558
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:04,270
I never should've said it.
559
00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:06,740
Tell her that.
560
00:31:06,850 --> 00:31:08,920
Tell her the last thing
you'd want her to hear.
561
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:11,060
Because you have to believe
that if it were you in this bed
562
00:31:11,130 --> 00:31:14,660
and holly was sitting with you
feeling this bad,you would forgive her.
563
00:31:15,310 --> 00:31:17,140
Tell her.
564
00:31:22,180 --> 00:31:23,910
I'm sorry.
565
00:31:26,560 --> 00:31:29,050
I'm so sorry.
566
00:31:33,740 --> 00:31:35,640
I love you.
567
00:31:37,770 --> 00:31:39,850
she loved you,too.
568
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:44,340
No matter what you said,no matter
what happened between the two of you,
569
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:49,150
she loved you.She loves you.
570
00:31:50,060 --> 00:31:52,250
She loves you.
571
00:32:20,490 --> 00:32:21,580
so you were...
572
00:32:21,690 --> 00:32:22,950
right.
573
00:32:23,070 --> 00:32:25,160
Cristina and I are fighting.
574
00:32:25,300 --> 00:32:27,650
You should go,talk to her.
575
00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:30,730
She's your best friend.
576
00:32:30,820 --> 00:32:33,010
It's important.
577
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:36,280
Derek?
578
00:32:37,900 --> 00:32:40,840
They don't tell you when you become
a doctor it's gonna be like this.
579
00:32:43,660 --> 00:32:48,370
They don't tell you that you're
gonna...lose more patients than you save.
580
00:32:49,820 --> 00:32:51,720
16.
581
00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:55,550
I'm sick of the death.
582
00:32:58,090 --> 00:33:00,270
I'm sorry.
583
00:33:00,830 --> 00:33:03,120
- I'll see you at home.
- Okay.
584
00:33:16,690 --> 00:33:18,100
It's okay.
585
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:21,120
Nobody else is here.'S just
me,and I'm just an intern.
586
00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:22,580
I'm nobody.
587
00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:25,310
So you can try.And--and if
it doesn't work,it's okay.
588
00:33:25,350 --> 00:33:28,740
Just--just
try.
589
00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:33,570
Dr. Dixon.
590
00:34:33,670 --> 00:34:35,110
How has your day been?
591
00:34:35,210 --> 00:34:37,340
You feel like you may have
a home here at seattle grace?
592
00:34:37,400 --> 00:34:39,460
Dr. Yang-- you
tortured her today.
593
00:34:39,570 --> 00:34:44,010
Making her choose among her peers,some kind
of emotional torture,was that your intention?
594
00:34:46,370 --> 00:34:48,050
Uh,yes.
595
00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:54,460
Have your board make me a better offer.
596
00:35:09,110 --> 00:35:11,720
We're fighting,and I don't want to be.
597
00:35:11,910 --> 00:35:13,720
Let's just put this past us.
598
00:35:13,800 --> 00:35:17,040
What happened with the chief
and e interns,it doesn't matter.
599
00:35:17,150 --> 00:35:22,120
I know that's why you didn't choose me,and I know
that's why you made it personal,so let's just move on.
600
00:35:22,480 --> 00:35:24,450
You made it personal.
601
00:35:24,570 --> 00:35:26,670
This,right here,is
you making it personal.
602
00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:29,850
You told me to do what i
had to do,so I chose alex.
603
00:35:29,950 --> 00:35:31,730
He was the most prepared.
604
00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:36,410
That's why I didn't choose you-- not
because we're fighting,but because...
605
00:35:36,550 --> 00:35:40,620
unlike you,I can separate
my personal life from my job.
606
00:35:40,970 --> 00:35:43,150
You made it personal.
607
00:35:56,380 --> 00:35:57,880
none of you said anything.
608
00:35:58,030 --> 00:36:00,350
Those were alour interns.
609
00:36:01,570 --> 00:36:03,580
But I won this.
610
00:36:03,630 --> 00:36:05,580
They picked me.
611
00:36:05,650 --> 00:36:08,540
If I don't deserve this solo
surgery,then none of us do.
612
00:36:17,750 --> 00:36:21,100
I don't know if I'm more jealous
of alex or worried about izzie.
613
00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:27,720
I think there's something
wrong with her,mer.
614
00:36:27,850 --> 00:36:30,840
There's something wrong
with all of us,george.
615
00:36:32,610 --> 00:36:34,670
that's alex.
616
00:36:40,420 --> 00:36:42,760
Not here.
617
00:36:44,570 --> 00:36:47,140
Here.
618
00:36:53,130 --> 00:36:54,700
You paged?
619
00:36:54,850 --> 00:36:56,300
Yeah.I need you to scrub in with me.
620
00:36:56,410 --> 00:36:58,330
- Where's izzie?
- I'm freakin' out.
621
00:36:58,510 --> 00:37:00,010
I'm freakin' out.
622
00:37:00,130 --> 00:37:01,490
I told her I love her.
623
00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:04,230
I told her I love her
before a solo surgery.
624
00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:05,880
I can't believe that.Who does that?
625
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:07,760
And now she's not gonna
show up,and I'm freakin' out.
626
00:37:07,880 --> 00:37:09,380
Stop.Stop freaking out.
627
00:37:09,460 --> 00:37:12,800
If you screw this up and kill
this guy,I'm gonna be pissed.
628
00:37:12,930 --> 00:37:14,680
Then I'll know I should've won it.
629
00:37:14,710 --> 00:37:17,300
you have to kick ass in there,alex.
630
00:37:17,610 --> 00:37:19,520
You have no choice.
631
00:37:20,670 --> 00:37:23,000
Big night,karev.You ready?
632
00:37:26,740 --> 00:37:28,900
You ready?
633
00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,110
He's ready.
634
00:37:40,770 --> 00:37:41,420
Where are we going?
635
00:37:41,580 --> 00:37:43,900
Don't worry.You'll like it.
636
00:37:44,380 --> 00:37:46,060
Come on.
637
00:37:50,100 --> 00:37:52,680
wait.Just wait.
638
00:37:52,790 --> 00:37:54,900
Wait.
639
00:37:59,070 --> 00:38:00,430
♪♪♪♪♪
640
00:38:03,230 --> 00:38:05,380
♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪
641
00:38:07,950 --> 00:38:09,560
it's the vent.
642
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,650
It clears your head.It
feels better,right?
643
00:38:12,850 --> 00:38:14,820
yes.Yeah.
644
00:38:15,430 --> 00:38:17,780
It's out of time,out of space.
645
00:38:18,110 --> 00:38:20,310
Anything can happen in the vent.
646
00:38:20,410 --> 00:38:22,490
Anything.
647
00:38:22,580 --> 00:38:25,360
Likehat?
648
00:38:25,780 --> 00:38:27,690
Just wait.
649
00:38:49,450 --> 00:38:51,000
you made her speak.
650
00:38:51,110 --> 00:38:53,110
Mrs. Patterson-- she
said "hi." She spoke.
651
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:55,710
You--you made
her speak.
652
00:39:00,630 --> 00:39:02,260
I respect you.
653
00:39:02,390 --> 00:39:03,570
As a man...
654
00:39:03,690 --> 00:39:07,680
a-as a surgeon,as a
teacher,I respect you.
655
00:39:07,820 --> 00:39:09,630
So...
656
00:39:09,740 --> 00:39:11,740
teach me.
657
00:39:12,980 --> 00:39:14,790
What are you doing?Don't do that.
658
00:39:14,900 --> 00:39:15,670
Stop.
659
00:39:15,760 --> 00:39:17,730
Teach me.
660
00:39:20,170 --> 00:39:21,410
Stop.
661
00:39:21,570 --> 00:39:22,950
- Teach me.
- We can't do this.
662
00:39:23,100 --> 00:39:27,120
You're little grey,and--and--and
I promised,and I'm your teacher.
663
00:39:27,290 --> 00:39:28,970
So...
664
00:39:29,140 --> 00:39:31,390
- teach me.
- Ah,lexie...
665
00:39:32,030 --> 00:39:33,860
teach me.
666
00:39:36,510 --> 00:39:37,940
Teach me.
667
00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:45,600
Come on.Am I really so bad
668
00:39:48,700 --> 00:39:52,640
no.I am.
669
00:40:01,230 --> 00:40:05,320
We enter the world alone
and we leave it alone.
670
00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:08,670
And everything that happens in between?
671
00:40:08,790 --> 00:40:11,460
We owe it to ourselves
to find a little company.
672
00:40:11,550 --> 00:40:13,950
$50 says he calls on the
chief in the first 10 minutes.
673
00:40:14,060 --> 00:40:15,920
$100 he chokes before
they turn on the saw.
674
00:40:15,990 --> 00:40:18,620
Hey,that's one of us down there.
675
00:40:18,690 --> 00:40:20,620
Show some respect.
676
00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:24,790
We need help,we need support.
677
00:40:29,310 --> 00:40:32,700
Otherwise we're in it by ourselves...
678
00:40:34,190 --> 00:40:36,560
strangers...
679
00:40:39,650 --> 00:40:41,550
cut off from each other.
680
00:40:41,660 --> 00:40:44,030
And we forget...
681
00:40:46,260 --> 00:40:48,890
just how connected we all are.
682
00:41:00,830 --> 00:41:03,540
So instead,we choose love...
683
00:41:04,200 --> 00:41:06,460
we choose life...
684
00:41:06,620 --> 00:41:08,780
and for a moment...
685
00:41:08,930 --> 00:41:13,750
we feel just a little bit less alone.
686
00:41:15,870 --> 00:41:17,630
10-blade.
687
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:21,800
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