At least when she's angry you know that she's OK.
That man has meant nothing but trouble to her.
It's not just him though, is it? It's everything.
I better get back.
Hi. He's having his surgery this morning,
I thought you might want to come with us.
So you can humiliate me some more? No, thanks.
I didn't know what else to say. How about "I don't love you"?
I know how hard this is. So what?
Turning the knife in my back, that's just an added bonus? No.
This wasn't about you. He doesn't want me.
He's made that clear. He doesn't know what he wants.
Just go. He'll be wondering where you are.
You're doing the right thing. Don't get involved again.
Look, I moved out of the flat so... It's yours, you should be there.
I'm trying to do the decent thing here, OK?
I thought we could at least still talk. Leave it.
So that's it?
It's over, there's nothing else I can say to you. Come on.
Michael, she just needs a bit of time, OK?
Niamh!
Do you reckoned that would suit me? I always fancied going red.
I like you blonde.
It's a bit predictable though, isn't it?
It's that or a tattoo. A rocket.
I hate needles, it took me five goes to get my ears pierced.
Morning, Sleeping Beauty. You were out for the count.
Hey, we could get matching ones. I love a good tattoo on a man.
Go on, live a little. At our age?
Our age? You know what I mean.
Oi, you might be past it but some of us are in our prime,
and don't you forget it.
It's Tuesday, fish-and-chip night. I can collect them on my way home.
For a change(!)
Do you want to do something different?
What do you fancy? Apart from myself, obviously.
Go on, surprise me.
She's like a teenager sometimes.
Listen, does she ever say anything about us?
You know what I think it is?
I love chips but I hate vinegar.
I never told Raymond that, I didn't want him to think I was weird.
Right.
I used to love that he bought me chips,
I just wished that some days he'd buy me onion rings instead.
Do you know what I mean? Haven't got a clue.
Maybe you need to be more spontaneous.
Surprise her. I'm not getting a tattoo.
Is there any word about Neil? Not yet.
Anyway, today, you're my priority.
You have to stop worrying about everyone else.
If I'd known this is what it took
to have the men in my life fuss over me...
Do you want us to make a fuss?
I was gonna help Da in the shop, or I can stay here.
You're fine, Doug. Hey, love. Hiya.
I just got you a few things. Oh, thanks, Orla.
But would you all stop fussing?
I've spoken to the oncologist, I've read everything I can.
I'm ready for this. Well, you're not on your own.
Yeah, I know, but the last thing I want
is for you all to be turning your lives upside down.
Tough, cos we're all here for you, whatever you need.
He's right. Anything. Thanks.
But I'll be fine.
Goes without saying.
Where are we going? Leo! Just wait.
Carol, have you got a sec? I'm on the way to hospital,
make it quick. My back is killing me.
I'll have to take the day off. I've been in bits, haven't I?
Yeah, he's been a nightmare. Your back, are you kidding me?
Some of us have real problems. Yeah, sorry, how is Dan?
Look, you know how it works.
You're a free agent. Do what you want, I'm not your boss.
If you want to work, it's up to you. Yeah, course. I'm an idiot.
What was that about?
I just wanted to show you I could be spontaneous.
Come on then. I have a list.
(CHUCKLES) Very free-spirited(!) Absolutely. It's my middle name.
That's gonna be your daddy. Good girl.
So, have you told Paul? No.
Well, look, I'll give you a bit of space, you can tell him.
Here's your Barbie.
Now, call me later. OK, course.
I love you. Give us a kiss. Good girl.
Hey, Paul. See you later. I'll talk to you.
Hey, Ruthie. What are we going to do today?
Did I interrupt something?
I want to tell you something before you hear it from someone else.
Myself and Michael, it's, erm... It's over.
What happened?
I finished it.
I couldn't watch the kids being hurt any more.
You don't have to pretend to feel sorry for me, it's fine.
Well, I can't say I'm sorry it's over
but doesn't mean I want to see you upset.
I'm not.
Just don't tell Rachel, I want to tell her myself if that's OK.
Yeah.
Well, if there's anything I can do.
Right, let's get your coat on.
Are you ready? I'll help you with that.
Did you bring anything to read? We can get you some magazines.
No, I have a book in my back.
Now, you just need to sit here and I'll start the first dose.
And that's it?
I'll keep an eye on how you're tolerating the infusions.
If you feel light-headed or if you get any palpitations,
you need to let me know, OK?
And if you have any other questions, just ask me.
I was reading up about cancer and healthy eating,
and there's all this stuff about foods that can help.
I borrowed a book, very interesting.
Talk about strawberries and garlic and kale.
Kale? The dietician will talk to you.
Stop looking so worried. She's in good hands.
Now, why don't you make yourself useful and get her water to drink?
It's really important to keep hydrated.
Sure.
Thank you. All part of the job.
We just want you to be comfortable.
There you are. Thanks.
Any change? No.
He'll never be himself again.
Come on.
Look at him.
Don't be thinking like that. Robbie.
Alright, pal?
Hey.
Hey, Rachel. Oh, hey.
Ah, Michael. How are you? Oh, you must be loving this, huh?
As long as the kids are OK, none of my business.
What happened? Me and Niamh split up.
Oh, I'm sorry. Just look after her, yeah?
Yeah, of course.
Are you OK?
Why didn't you tell me? She wanted to tell you herself.
Is she alright? Course she is.
He looks really hurt. You don't have to worry about him.
No, I'm not. I just mean, it's weird.
I wanted them to split up but now I don't know how I feel.
No, definitely the small ones.
Yeah, can you double check? I'm looking at them right now.
My da will kill me, just check. Thanks.
Hang on a sec, bud. I'll be with you now.
Take your time, bro.
I'll ring you back.
Neil! You're not dead! Relax, you're choking me.
I thought I was never gonna see you again!
What are you talking about? There was a dead body.
And Da was going mad.
We thought it was you! And Jackie.
What's she like? She's alright.
It's a bit weird at first but she's dying to see you.
I doubt that. No, of course.
You're definitely the favourite.
It's good to see ya.
How are you feeling?
Sore.
Carol.
Don't be upset. I'm not.
Even in hospital you're able to pull all the birds. (CHUCKLES)
I'm impressed.
You just need to rest.
I'm OK.
Just rest, you're gonna be alright. We're not going anywhere.
You'll be sick looking at our faces.
Are we, er... are we going home?
I want to go home.
I know.
I can't remember what happened.
Oh, don't worry about that. You'll be alright.
My legs.
You're OK.
The operation went well.
I'm gonna walk?
Come on, let the doctors worry about that, eh?
Come on, we'll be back in a few minutes.
Come on, you've got to keep it together.
I sat in there and I told him he was never gonna walk again.
He doesn't even remember. Listen to me.
You've got to tell him whatever he wants to hear.
I mean it, whatever it takes. I can't lie to him.
But you already are. That's different.
Once he's OK, once he's stronger, I can tell him things have changed.
You were with him. That's all there is to it.
But I don't - He needs you, Carol.
End of story.
You better go back into him,
tell him I've gone to open up The Station.
You're gonna be fine. (SIGHS) What about you?
Me?
He's got to believe that he's going to get better.
And that's exactly what we tell him. Alright?
My hair's going to fall out, isn't it?
Don't worry about it, there are some great wigs.
And what about the throwing up?
I'll give you a prescription for some anti-sickness meds.
You're gonna have to take it easy over the next couple of days.
I know it feels like we're putting you through the mill
but you've got to remember that this is making you better.
Is Doug OK? You won't believe this.
It's Neil, he's just showed up. Oh, Pete, that's brilliant news!
How is he? I don't know yet, you know Doug.
What are you doing still here? You should go see him.
Well, I can't leave you. Don't be daft.
This is the best thing that could have happened today.
Are you sure? I'll be back as soon as I can.
Just give him a big hug from me. Of course. Thanks.
Ice-cream, and I brought over a DVD.
When I was feeling bad, you'd sit on the sofa with me and watch films.
I just thought you wouldn't want to be on your own.
Why didn't you tell me about Michael?
I met him earlier. I'm sorry, Rachel.
I wanted to tell you myself. It wasn't my fault?
Being so horrible to you both. No! No, of course not.
But you said you loved him.
Yeah, well, sometimes that's just not enough.
I am sorry.
Rachel, you have nothing to apologise for.
I could have been nicer to you and him.
No, this has got nothing to do with you.
He asked me to look out for you.
Well, he shouldn't have done that. I'd do it anyway.
I know.
Look at you all grown-up. When did that happen?
I better get some spoons before that melts.
Niamh, you know you can talk to me about it if you want to.
Yeah.
No, I know.
Listen, thank you for this. It's exactly what I needed.
I hope you got chocolate-chip though.
(DOOR CLOSES) Neil!
I told him you were dying to see him.
Look at you!
It's good to see you. It's been a while.
18 years.
Doug, will you put on the kettle? Make us a pot of tea or something?
Yeah. Thanks.
So we're pretending I haven't seen you since I was six?
Neil. What? Did I say the wrong thing?
Well, I didn't think your father would understand.
Did you say anything to Doug?
No, little bro thinks we're playing happy families here.
I'm sorry. I should have done more for you.
Yeah, I was 16. (KNOCK ON DOOR)
You told them about your post-natal depression thing?
(SIGHS) What?
Doug said you were cool to talk about it.
Hey! (LAUGHS) Come here.
How are ya, Da? You look wrecked.
Thanks a million(!) You know what I mean.
We were getting reacquainted.
I can't remember a time we were all in the same room.
You were only a kid. You're not that much older now.
Are you OK? You had us worried sick, you know.
We thought you were dead. So everyone keeps telling me.
We had to identify a body.
Probably the scumbag who nicked my wallet.
Mind you, he wouldn't get far, I was skint.
You know what that's like. We've all had our moments.
Are you in trouble? Just wanted see my family.
Didn't think it be quite this big a reunion.
Neil. What? Did I say that the wrong thing?
Doug said she was cool.
Is it weird being back in here? We can always go to McCoy's.
I want to be here. Really?
Yvonne, I love you, but you are miserable.
I know you don't want to hear this but you have to.
If I was being selfish, I'd ask you to stay.
I don't want you to go anywhere
but I'm worried about what's gonna happen if you don't.
Do you seriously think I should leave?
I'll look after everything. I can't go.
Not when he's in hospital. He has got Robbie and Carol.
Who's looking after you?
You have to mind yourself and you cannot do that while you're here.
Where would I go? You've got friends.
What about that girl in Spain?
Taking advice from my baby sister, things must be bad.
Look, just promise me you'll think about it.
OK.
Do you want another drink? Yeah.
How is he? Thinks he's gonna walk out there.
He knows he's paralysed though?
I suppose you think it's a good idea,
her pretending she's still in love with him?
The only person we should think about is Dan.
I want to see him. That's not a good idea.
I wasn't asking. He needs us to stay positive.
If you can't do that - Stop playing the martyr.
It doesn't suit you. Dan is not going to walk again.
You playing Pollyanna is not going to change that.
Look, if he means anything to you at all, leave him be.
He deserves to know the truth. Which bit?
That she doesn't love him? His life is ruined?
I'm the reason he's crippled? Hey, that's not true.
If I didn't move him - You don't know that.
We're all guilty.
Yeah, but none of it helps him though, does it?
He's still in ICU. Just go in.
Carol doesn't need to know, OK?
Thank you.
You really do still love him.
Doesn't make any difference though.
It's not going to stop him loving her.
Do me a favour, stick to the story.
He's gonna be OK.
Pity about the rest of us though.
Same again? Cheers.
Thanks. I'm sorry I'm late.
I got away as quickly as I could.
Well, I didn't really expect you to come back.
I wasn't just going to leave you here.
Pete, it's OK. You can't be everywhere at once.
Of all the days. I told you to go.
He's your son.
Anyway, how is he? I'm just glad that he's alive.
Thanks, Wayne. Thanks for this. Yeah, sure.
Here, Ma. Coat.
Yeah, let's go home.
This is good day.
Hey, well, took your advice. Spontaneous fun.
Yeah, he even had a list. We went to the zoo.
We snuck into the cinema afterwards without paying.
I haven't done that since I was nine.
See, I knew you weren't past it. Did you get a tattoo?
Er... I let him off the hook on that one.
For now.
So, fish and chips tonight then?
No, I thought we'd continue on with this spontaneous lark.
Oh, yeah? Suppose you have a plan?
Yeah, why don't we go to your place instead?
Ah, Leo. I can't, I left the place in a heap.
Let's just go to yours. You're nearer anyhow.
Fair enough, but next time. Absolutely.
What do you want? Just a drink.
Is everything alright? Oh, we're fine.
Aren't we, Michael?
Michael, take the rest of the night off.
Go on, we can manage.
You got what you wanted, is this you celebrating?
Paul, I'll drop them down to you.
I didn't want any of this.
Believe me.
Michael. Don't.
There, is that better? Thanks, love.
How's my favourite step-ma?
You really know how to make an entrance.
It's so good to see you. You're looking well.
Now, that's a lie. If you're hungry, Orla made food.
Thanks, but I'm not really up to eating.
OK, she said it will freeze. Are you tired?
Yeah, I am a bit. You should have said.
No, it's nice having you here. It was just what I needed.
All the same, I'll head off and let you rest.
OK. See you later.
Thanks. Take it easy.
See ya, Wayne. I'll have you out on the town soon enough.
See you later. Do you fancy a pint?
Listen to me,
you can't just swan back in here as if everything is normal.
I said a pint, not a lecture. Don't give me that.
Your mother was worried out of her mind. So?
I'm sorry you were worried. But her?
She's your mother. She's a mess.
You know what I mean.
She's different now, so you need to go easy on her.
Oh, poor Jackie(!) That's enough of that!
< Pete, is everything OK? Everything's fine, Dolores.
Da, I'm sorry.
I have enough going on without you causing trouble.
I know. I'm going to the pub. I won't get grief there.
Hey, you.
You gave us all quite a fright.
Carol?
No, she's opening up The Station bar with Robbie.
It's the first night since...
I thought she was bringing me home.
My head's all messed up.
Are you OK?
I think I was... I think I was dreaming about Kosovo.
Yeah, well, you took quite the knock.
Thick skull.
The other day... Just forget about it.
Did I, er...
You were upset.
It's fine.
I can't really keep things straight.
Look, you are not to worry about me.
I'm gonna beat this.
I am.
Yvonne.
Yeah.
Of course you are.
Michael.
Niamh?
Niamh, it's me. It's him.
I know you're in there. Come on, talk to me.
Niamh, look, what we had, you can't just throw that away.
OK?
Look, I'm not gonna give up on you.
Otherwise, what was the point?
You can't just leave it like this.
Niamh. Niamh. Love, come on.
Come home.
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