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Love.
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Neuroscience tells us
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it activates the same parts of the brain
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as habit-forming addiction.
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It makes us feel like
we can do anything,
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be anything, achieve anything.
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And once we taste it...
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We want more.
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You want to go again?
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I guess not. Bailey's up.
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What if I change my flight?
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I could come by the hospital
before I get to the airport,
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and we could find an
empty on-call room and...
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Huh?
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I have work to do at work.
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I can't do you, too.
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Okay, well, then it's settled.
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- Let's go again now. Come on. Come here.
- No! Absolutely not!
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You are terrible!
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Terrible influence!
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We are getting up now.
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Come on.
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I know.
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- What?
- Why don't you make yourself useful
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and go change Bailey's diaper?
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You're a tease.
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And you are terrible!
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Have you seen my phone?
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It's in your hand.
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Not this one. This one's mine.
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The government one, the
one I have to return.
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- I don't know where I put it.
- Couch cushions?
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Hey, Zola, hurry up, honey,
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or you won't have time to eat breakfast!
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Are you nervous?
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It's not like you go to prison
if you don't return the phone.
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I mean, I don't go to
prison for that, right?
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No, I meant resigning.
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Giving up your job isn't
a small thing to do.
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Well, it is. In comparison
to everything here, it is.
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- But...
- Meredith, I meet with
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the President's Council in the morning.
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I give them my final report,
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my official recommendation,
and then I'm done.
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I'll be home before you know it.
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It's good. It's time.
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Oh! Hey!
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You're... here.
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Yeah, we live here.
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But you had a flight.
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And you... yesterday
you were going on and on
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about some early surgery that you had.
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The point is, you're
not supposed to be home.
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So...
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My surgery got pushed, and...
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Uh, weren't you wearing that yesterday?
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Amelia, you forgot your ce...
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Hmm. Hey, uh...
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I was just, um...
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Her... her cellphone was...
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Thank you.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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Who wants breakfast? Anybody?
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- We have coffee.
- Well, I should...
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Uh, yeah, um, I'm... I'm gonna go.
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Hey, little guy!
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Look who's here!
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Want to go find your sister?
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All right. Let's go.
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So, your sister and Owen?
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- She told me last night.
- You knew?
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Your sister's doing Owen
and you didn't tell me?
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I was supposed to tell you that?
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Yes!
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I don't even remember
where I put my phone.
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Now I have to remember
someone else's sex life?
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I got to get to...
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I'm gonna be l... Oh, okay.
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So, we're gonna go again, huh?
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Oh. Hey.
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Best wife ever.
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- Hmm.
- Mwah.
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I just wish, I don't
know, you could stay
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or I could come with you or something.
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I'll be back soon. You know that.
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I know. I know.
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I just feel like I just got you back,
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and now you're going again,
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and I-I just have to stay here.
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You're right. You do.
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You have to... stay here.
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Don't move.
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Wait for me.
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I'll be back before you know it.
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Okay.
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Oh! Hey!
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Did you see that?
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See what?
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It was like he didn't even see me.
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I was supposed to see a guy not see you?
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No, no. We went on
a date... Ethan and I.
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It was a good date. We had fun.
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We talked for hours. We laughed.
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But then at the end of the
date, there was no kissing.
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And you're pissed.
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No, there wasn't even
an attempt at kissing.
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See, you're pissed if we try,
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you're pissed if we don't try.
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No, but then no phone call, no text,
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no, "Hey, second date?"
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And now he is actively not seeing me.
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Hmm, I'm actively not
seeing my cop anymore.
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You guys went out already?
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Yep. We went out on a date. It was bad.
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Well, at first, it wasn't that bad.
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He was all, "I save lives,
and I wear a uniform."
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And then I realized I save
lives, I wear a uniform,
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and I'm not boring.
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No second date for him.
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Okay, so, uh, what is it?
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Tell me. Lay it out.
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Uh, am I hideous?
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Am I... am I... Do I have bad breath?
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What is the problem here?
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Why me?
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Because you're a guy.
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Exactly. I'm a guy.
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- Just tell me.
- Go away!
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Oh.
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Hey.
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So, you and Owen...
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Uh...
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Is there an end to that?
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I don't know. You tell me.
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I-I-I don't know what to tell you.
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Um, Owen and I...
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A-are getting to know each other.
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How well?
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"Pants on" or "pants off" well?
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Is it just sex, or is
there something more?
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Meredith, what is this?
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I don't know. I'm asking you.
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I don't know what we are yet.
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Okay, well, that's what I'm afraid of.
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Listen, Cristina asked
me to watch out for him.
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I promised I would,
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so I just want to make sure that...
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That I don't ruin him?
Is that what you mean?
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That you're careful for
your sake and for his.
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Hey.
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Uh, I am on your service today.
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You got anything good?
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Ooh, is that a split spine?
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A complete spondylolisthesis?
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Is that what we're doing today?
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No.
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Oh, okay.
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Well, then, what are we doing?
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Nothing. You and I are doing nothing.
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I don't want a resident today.
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I don't need company, so you should go.
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But I'm on your service...
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For the love of God,
just do something else
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and stop bugging me.
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Marissa McKay...
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arrived complaining of
severe lower back pain.
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Her pediatrician dismissed it
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as a combination of growing pains
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and soreness from athletic activity.
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Marissa's one of the best
junior golfers in the country.
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The... the best.
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It's true.
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First place in the NJGAs last year.
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- Marissa, honey...
- What?
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Coach Rubin said
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there's no apologies
for being excellent.
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And I am... I'm excellent.
What's wrong with that?
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Absolutely nothing.
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However, your X-ray does show
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a severe misalignment of
your spine right here, okay?
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It's supposed to look straight
like a piece of bamboo.
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But yours is completely
bent. See that zigzag?
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You've seen swinging a club with this?
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I try to tell her to
take it easy, but, uh...
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You've been pushing through the pain.
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If I played football or soccer,
you wouldn't be surprised.
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You'd be impressed.
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I haven't lost a
tournament in four years.
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I'm up for five athletic
scholarships at schools
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none of my genius friends
can even get accepted to.
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So, what can we do to fix her spine?
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Well, Dr. Torres and I will
have to do a few more tests
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before we can come up
with a plan of attack.
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As long as it doesn't
affect my game, I'm in.
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We will see what we can figure out.
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Excuse us.
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Mm.
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She just kicked you off the case?
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No, first she bit my
head off for no reason.
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Sometimes she can be a little crazy,
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and I just don't know if I'm
equipped to work under crazy!
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Oh, wah.
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- The new neuro-God's protégée
- Ohh!
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... can't handle a little inconsistency.
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- Shut up.
- So maybe you're not
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Shepherd's protégée.
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Maybe Herman's surgery
was a one-time thing.
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Have you thought about
other options besides neuro?
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What do you feel really good about?
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That's the problem.
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I'm really good at everything.
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Help! Please! Help us!
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He's hurt! We need a doctor! Somebody!
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I can't... I need to sit down.
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It's okay! I've got you, Chef!
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Sir, you need to let go
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so we can see where the bleeding is!
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Ahh! My wife!
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Here. Take this.
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- Sir, please hold still.
- My wife.
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Your wife is fine, Sir. Just hold still.
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Here.
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Okay. Please lie back down.
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We need to check out this cut.
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My wife!
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Were you and your
husband in an accident?
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- He's not my husband.
- Here. Just...
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- Edwards, anything?
- No, no visible abdominal wounds.
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Sir, would you please let us...
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- My wife!
- We can call your wife.
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- No!
- No!
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My wife cut off my penis.
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Here.
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Well, that's a big one.
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Oh, God!
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- Synced and Corrected by Retrojex -
- Addic7ed.com -
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Let's run a CBC Chem 7
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and get 2 units of blood ready to go.
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What's the penis status?
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Dorsal veins look good.
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Get it debrided and in
saline gauze quickly.
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- Oh, god! Aah!
- More pain meds! Fentanyl 150 I.V.
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And we need to pack him.
Cellulose polymer. Gauze!
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And as you can see,
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Dr. Kepner is doing the
groin tourniquet method
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as I was telling you about,
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and Dr. Edwards is attending
to the severed... appendage.
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Bleeding's under control for now,
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but we're gonna need a
specialist to reattach.
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Catherine Avery's on the west coast
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at a conference in San
Francisco this week.
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I thought I'd see if she could come up.
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Is she good?
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She's... very good,
but so is Dr. McMurdo
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in our urology department here.
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Call him instead.
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The urethra is very ragged.
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Catherine's skin flap
reattachment technique
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would greatly increase the odds
of a successful reattachment.
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Well, then I want that!
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I want the one with
the superior technique!
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I've worked with subpar technicians,
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line cooks who couldn't put out a plate.
264
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I assure you, Dr. McMurdo
knows all the techniques.
265
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- Okay, but I...
- All right, everybody.
266
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Let's give them some room
to work, okay? Let's go.
267
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- Have you finished prepping the phallus?
- About.
268
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Okay, then I need you to
get it to Jackson A.S.A.P.
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While everything is still viable.
270
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Every second we wait,
more healthy flesh dies.
271
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He's in procedure room four.
He knows you're coming. Go!
272
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Excuse me! Pardon me!
273
00:09:06,669 --> 00:09:07,970
That's a hell of a gash.
274
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Did his wife do this, too?
275
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Sort of.
276
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I was the one who found Thomas.
277
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And I went to put my
knives down at my station,
278
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and there he was, lying
in a pool of blood.
279
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He wasn't moving. I didn't
know if he was alive or dead.
280
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I ran over, and it was so slippery,
281
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I fell, too, and hit my face
on the damn induction range.
282
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Marcia is a crazy woman.
283
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She's not crazy.
284
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She attacked you and injured you badly.
285
00:09:29,359 --> 00:09:31,894
I know, but I don't
want to call the police.
286
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I don't want to press charges.
287
00:09:33,496 --> 00:09:34,863
Excuse me! Pardon me! Move, move!
288
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Coming through! Coming through!
289
00:09:35,932 --> 00:09:37,166
Thomas didn't deserve this.
290
00:09:37,200 --> 00:09:39,134
All those great reviews
are not because of her.
291
00:09:39,169 --> 00:09:41,670
Marcia is an owner. Thomas
Archibald is an artist.
292
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I can't let this get out.
293
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Bad for business.
294
00:09:44,641 --> 00:09:47,776
Wait. Thomas Archibald,
as in the Thomas Archibald?
295
00:09:47,810 --> 00:09:49,511
I-I've been trying to get a reservation
296
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at that place for months.
297
00:09:50,747 --> 00:09:52,714
He's on his way up, and
he's taking me with him.
298
00:09:52,748 --> 00:09:53,748
I'm his sous-chef.
299
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Gah!
300
00:09:55,618 --> 00:09:57,786
Marcia is trying to destroy everything.
301
00:09:57,820 --> 00:09:58,954
Uh, okay.
302
00:09:58,988 --> 00:10:00,055
And by the way, it wasn't an accident
303
00:10:00,089 --> 00:10:01,256
that after she cut it off,
304
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she dumped it into the
stock pot at my station.
305
00:10:03,626 --> 00:10:04,893
You know what happened.
306
00:10:04,927 --> 00:10:06,728
Do you want to eat food
from my kitchen now?
307
00:10:06,762 --> 00:10:07,796
So...
308
00:10:07,830 --> 00:10:09,097
Are you two together?
309
00:10:09,131 --> 00:10:10,799
Will it still work...
310
00:10:10,833 --> 00:10:12,434
After they put it back on?
311
00:10:12,468 --> 00:10:13,801
Coming through! Move!
312
00:10:13,836 --> 00:10:15,136
- Watch out!
- Hey, slow down!
313
00:10:15,270 --> 00:10:16,537
She has a temper.
314
00:10:16,571 --> 00:10:17,731
She's insane.
315
00:10:17,739 --> 00:10:18,773
She's not a criminal.
316
00:10:18,807 --> 00:10:19,974
She should be locked up.
317
00:10:20,008 --> 00:10:22,076
But she won't hurt me again.
318
00:10:22,544 --> 00:10:23,877
I'm here. I got it.
319
00:10:23,912 --> 00:10:26,180
I got your package...
I mean, your patient.
320
00:10:26,214 --> 00:10:27,214
The penis.
321
00:10:27,248 --> 00:10:28,248
Your patient's penis.
322
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In the package.
323
00:10:29,751 --> 00:10:31,285
I mean, not your penis.
324
00:10:31,319 --> 00:10:33,120
Can you give it to me?
325
00:10:37,492 --> 00:10:39,960
You already irrigated the
urethra and the vessels?
326
00:10:39,994 --> 00:10:41,828
- Yeah, in the trauma room.
- Nice work.
327
00:10:41,862 --> 00:10:44,264
That makes a big difference
with dismemberments like this.
328
00:10:44,298 --> 00:10:46,499
Sure. No problem. It wasn't hard.
329
00:10:46,534 --> 00:10:48,134
I mean, it's not a big thing.
330
00:10:48,168 --> 00:10:50,770
I mean, it was easy.
I was just in and out.
331
00:10:50,804 --> 00:10:52,138
- Okay.
- Yeah, okay.
332
00:10:52,172 --> 00:10:54,006
- I'm gonna go now.
- Please.
333
00:10:55,109 --> 00:10:57,210
Let's get P.A. and
lateral chest X-Rays.
334
00:10:57,244 --> 00:10:58,711
And, you, sit tight,
335
00:10:58,745 --> 00:11:01,380
and we will figure out
what's going on, okay?
336
00:11:02,683 --> 00:11:04,650
- Will you go get those films for me?
- Why?
337
00:11:04,685 --> 00:11:06,919
Oh, right. 'Cause the
radiologist doesn't like you.
338
00:11:06,954 --> 00:11:08,487
Maybe no one likes me.
339
00:11:08,522 --> 00:11:09,755
Maybe I'm unlikable.
340
00:11:09,790 --> 00:11:13,392
And I will die alone,
and my vagina will dry up
341
00:11:13,427 --> 00:11:16,996
and grow brittle and turn to dust
342
00:11:17,030 --> 00:11:21,300
and just blow away in a soft breeze.
343
00:11:21,334 --> 00:11:22,468
And no one will know.
344
00:11:22,502 --> 00:11:23,903
Oh, God.
345
00:11:23,937 --> 00:11:27,139
I know. I'm hideous. I'm a troll.
346
00:11:27,174 --> 00:11:30,142
All my orgasms are gonna be
self-made, handcrafted ones.
347
00:11:33,547 --> 00:11:34,580
I'm all I got.
348
00:11:34,614 --> 00:11:37,550
Dr. Webber, did you always know
349
00:11:37,584 --> 00:11:39,518
you were gonna do general surgery?
350
00:11:39,553 --> 00:11:41,620
Uh, I knew pretty early on, yeah.
351
00:11:41,655 --> 00:11:43,722
Okay, but how did you know it
was the right place for you?
352
00:11:43,757 --> 00:11:45,524
Did you ever consider anything else?
353
00:11:45,558 --> 00:11:46,625
How did you choose it?
354
00:11:46,660 --> 00:11:49,061
Well, I guess I didn't, really.
355
00:11:49,095 --> 00:11:51,563
It chose me.
356
00:11:52,332 --> 00:11:55,034
Uh, the... the patient
was a 54-year-old man.
357
00:11:55,068 --> 00:11:58,137
A small bowel obstruction...
Nothing out of the ordinary.
358
00:11:58,171 --> 00:12:02,841
My attending allowed
me to resect, and...
359
00:12:02,876 --> 00:12:03,976
That's when it happened.
360
00:12:04,010 --> 00:12:07,079
The clamps were in, cuts had been made.
361
00:12:07,113 --> 00:12:09,415
I reached into the body cavity,
362
00:12:09,449 --> 00:12:12,551
past the omentum, around the liver,
363
00:12:12,585 --> 00:12:16,588
and lifted the intestinal loops
364
00:12:16,623 --> 00:12:20,559
from that living, breathing body.
365
00:12:20,593 --> 00:12:22,494
And that's when I knew.
366
00:12:22,529 --> 00:12:25,030
I mean, holding those...
367
00:12:25,064 --> 00:12:27,833
Those loops of intestines in my hand...
368
00:12:27,867 --> 00:12:31,236
The weight, the warmth...
369
00:12:31,271 --> 00:12:33,705
I looked down at that
miracle in my hand,
370
00:12:33,740 --> 00:12:37,409
and... I just knew.
371
00:12:37,443 --> 00:12:39,778
General surgery had chosen me.
372
00:12:39,812 --> 00:12:41,079
Mm.
373
00:12:44,083 --> 00:12:46,385
Well, one day, you'll know, too.
374
00:12:50,123 --> 00:12:53,158
So, I'm seeing two rods
on either side of the spine
375
00:12:53,192 --> 00:12:54,959
to preserve nerve root function.
376
00:12:54,994 --> 00:12:56,261
Yeah, no, I get that. I get it.
377
00:12:56,295 --> 00:12:57,462
But I can do a graft on two levels.
378
00:12:57,496 --> 00:12:59,064
But then I can place a frozen graft
379
00:12:59,131 --> 00:13:00,465
directly into the spine
380
00:13:00,500 --> 00:13:02,534
and then add a metal support plate.
381
00:13:02,568 --> 00:13:05,237
That will give her way more stability.
382
00:13:05,271 --> 00:13:06,538
And you'd be severely limiting
383
00:13:06,572 --> 00:13:07,852
the range of motion in her spine
384
00:13:07,874 --> 00:13:09,674
when the point is to
keep her swinging, right?
385
00:13:09,709 --> 00:13:11,142
This defect is so pronounced,
386
00:13:11,177 --> 00:13:12,644
she might need to let that go.
387
00:13:12,678 --> 00:13:14,512
I don't know if I'm
ready to let that go.
388
00:13:14,547 --> 00:13:16,381
I mean, you're looking
at gross bone function,
389
00:13:16,415 --> 00:13:17,916
but not thinking about the subtleties
390
00:13:17,950 --> 00:13:19,184
of possible nerve impingement.
391
00:13:19,218 --> 00:13:20,552
No, I think it's more
that I'm looking at
392
00:13:20,586 --> 00:13:22,587
the stability she needs to
keep her from being paralyzed,
393
00:13:22,621 --> 00:13:24,889
and that's where neuro
can sometimes underestimate
394
00:13:24,923 --> 00:13:26,257
the fundamental biomechanics.
395
00:13:26,291 --> 00:13:27,525
And I think that's where ortho
396
00:13:27,559 --> 00:13:29,279
can tend to go a little overboard.
397
00:13:29,294 --> 00:13:31,796
Ha, well, we know
bones. We do stability.
398
00:13:31,830 --> 00:13:33,430
- You guys do brains.
- And we do nerves.
399
00:13:33,431 --> 00:13:35,383
That's why you wouldn't hire a
carpenter to rewire your house.
400
00:13:35,408 --> 00:13:37,936
- Whoa.
- Whoa. What is the real issue here?
401
00:13:37,969 --> 00:13:39,049
What is this patient after?
402
00:13:40,238 --> 00:13:42,039
Well, she wants to play golf.
403
00:13:42,073 --> 00:13:44,474
No, she's a teenaged golf prodigy.
404
00:13:44,509 --> 00:13:46,376
- Totally badass. But unfortunate...
- So she wants the maximum
405
00:13:46,411 --> 00:13:47,811
preserved mobility we can offer her.
406
00:13:47,845 --> 00:13:50,765
Putting her at risk
for a far worse injury.
407
00:13:51,049 --> 00:13:53,817
Well, it seems like
Shepherd's plan works.
408
00:13:53,851 --> 00:13:55,731
Chief Hunt, I think that her plan
409
00:13:55,753 --> 00:13:57,287
underestimates the severity of...
410
00:13:57,321 --> 00:13:59,155
We should do the minimum possible
411
00:13:59,189 --> 00:14:02,025
to maintain the mobility
this patient wants
412
00:14:02,059 --> 00:14:03,593
and then work up from there.
413
00:14:04,628 --> 00:14:06,262
Right.
414
00:14:06,296 --> 00:14:10,399
Well, back to the sawmill for me.
415
00:14:31,353 --> 00:14:32,554
How is it?!
416
00:14:32,588 --> 00:14:34,723
It was only in the stock
pot for two minutes!
417
00:14:34,757 --> 00:14:36,692
Okay, good. Then I
want to see this penis.
418
00:14:36,826 --> 00:14:39,266
But first I want to see
the man that it belonged to.
419
00:14:46,346 --> 00:14:49,948
That is a nice, clean cut. Hmm.
420
00:14:50,083 --> 00:14:51,563
I keep my knives sharp.
421
00:14:51,684 --> 00:14:55,120
Huh. Well, it will make
reattachment much easier.
422
00:14:55,154 --> 00:14:57,255
Will it ever... work again?
423
00:14:57,957 --> 00:15:00,691
Mr. Archibald, I don't
want you to worry.
424
00:15:00,826 --> 00:15:02,526
I've reattached many phalluses.
425
00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:06,630
This... situation is not as
uncommon as you might think.
426
00:15:06,664 --> 00:15:08,899
Your vessels and nerves are intact,
427
00:15:08,933 --> 00:15:11,602
so chances are very good
that when I'm finished,
428
00:15:11,636 --> 00:15:12,903
you'll be able to go right back to doing
429
00:15:12,937 --> 00:15:14,204
whatever it is you were doing
430
00:15:14,238 --> 00:15:16,138
before you got yourself into this mess.
431
00:15:16,140 --> 00:15:17,574
Jackson's prepped the phallus,
432
00:15:17,608 --> 00:15:18,975
and it's in the O.R. waiting for you.
433
00:15:19,009 --> 00:15:20,577
And I'll be assisting during surgery.
434
00:15:20,611 --> 00:15:23,746
His corpus cavernosum looks
pristine. I'm impressed.
435
00:15:23,781 --> 00:15:26,349
You must have gotten it
debrided very quickly.
436
00:15:26,383 --> 00:15:27,583
I ran.
437
00:15:27,618 --> 00:15:29,118
With the penis.
438
00:15:29,386 --> 00:15:30,546
Really fast.
439
00:15:31,554 --> 00:15:32,621
Huh.
440
00:15:32,655 --> 00:15:34,815
Following up on what
we saw in the E.R....
441
00:15:35,992 --> 00:15:37,226
Dr. Avery.
442
00:15:37,260 --> 00:15:38,193
What a surprise.
443
00:15:38,228 --> 00:15:39,848
It can't be too much of a surprise
444
00:15:39,862 --> 00:15:43,131
considering that I am one of
the world's leading experts
445
00:15:43,166 --> 00:15:44,533
on penile reattachment.
446
00:15:44,567 --> 00:15:46,368
Since I happened to
be in the neighborhood,
447
00:15:46,402 --> 00:15:49,004
I just got on the first flight
here as soon as April called.
448
00:15:49,038 --> 00:15:51,773
Well, then, how
fortunate that she called.
449
00:15:57,212 --> 00:15:58,572
We hope this approach will give her
450
00:15:58,580 --> 00:16:00,014
the mobility she needs to keep playing.
451
00:16:00,049 --> 00:16:02,016
- At the same level I was?
- That's hard to say.
452
00:16:02,251 --> 00:16:04,218
With adequate recovery time and rehab...
453
00:16:04,252 --> 00:16:05,386
State's coming soon.
454
00:16:05,420 --> 00:16:07,188
How soon will I get my swing back?
455
00:16:07,222 --> 00:16:09,323
We'll just see, honey,
when they're done.
456
00:16:09,358 --> 00:16:10,825
Right.
457
00:16:10,859 --> 00:16:13,260
We know athletic
performance is your priority.
458
00:16:13,295 --> 00:16:14,662
It's ours, too.
459
00:16:14,696 --> 00:16:17,331
I am gonna do everything I can
to get you back on your feet.
460
00:16:17,365 --> 00:16:18,699
And back on the fairway, right?
461
00:16:18,733 --> 00:16:20,834
You know, it wouldn't be
the worst thing in the world
462
00:16:20,868 --> 00:16:22,636
for you to take a little break, sweetie.
463
00:16:22,670 --> 00:16:24,704
And... and do what? Go to the mall?
464
00:16:24,739 --> 00:16:27,541
Pick out seven shades of
the same stupid red lipstick
465
00:16:27,575 --> 00:16:28,642
like everyone else my age?
466
00:16:28,676 --> 00:16:30,877
I take time off, I don't make state.
467
00:16:30,912 --> 00:16:33,379
I don't make state, forget nationals.
468
00:16:33,414 --> 00:16:36,516
The sooner you fix me, the
sooner I'm back on my feet.
469
00:16:36,950 --> 00:16:38,618
Let's do it, Dr. Shepherd.
470
00:16:39,286 --> 00:16:41,487
Sure. You heard her.
Whatever she'd like.
471
00:16:41,521 --> 00:16:44,021
Okay. I'll see you in there.
472
00:16:46,460 --> 00:16:48,160
Catherine.
473
00:16:48,195 --> 00:16:49,428
Richard.
474
00:16:49,962 --> 00:16:52,431
Where are your minions?
475
00:16:52,465 --> 00:16:56,468
Prepping for my gallbladder
removal in O.R. 3.
476
00:16:56,502 --> 00:16:58,403
You do understand that
I'm only here for...
477
00:16:58,438 --> 00:17:01,206
The man who had this penis cut off?
478
00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:02,407
Of course.
479
00:17:02,441 --> 00:17:04,576
When I heard about it,
I thought of you first.
480
00:17:04,610 --> 00:17:06,778
Hmm. As you should.
481
00:17:06,812 --> 00:17:09,647
I am his best hope of
being a whole man again.
482
00:17:09,682 --> 00:17:12,751
Patient's very lucky
that I was so close.
483
00:17:12,785 --> 00:17:14,886
Well, in his position,
484
00:17:14,920 --> 00:17:17,622
I have a hard time calling him lucky,
485
00:17:17,656 --> 00:17:22,627
especially given his
regrettable choice in women.
486
00:17:22,661 --> 00:17:24,929
Best of luck in there.
487
00:17:28,299 --> 00:17:31,602
And... here are your chest films.
488
00:17:31,636 --> 00:17:32,870
Thank you.
489
00:17:34,572 --> 00:17:35,739
No.
490
00:17:35,773 --> 00:17:36,973
No, thank you.
491
00:17:36,975 --> 00:17:38,408
You went on a date with me,
492
00:17:38,443 --> 00:17:39,776
and you never called me back,
493
00:17:39,811 --> 00:17:41,945
and I think that is very
rude and very hurtful.
494
00:17:41,980 --> 00:17:43,347
And I know that that is a thing
495
00:17:43,381 --> 00:17:45,916
that people do sometimes, but...
496
00:17:45,950 --> 00:17:47,718
People have feelings, you know?
497
00:17:47,752 --> 00:17:50,932
And maybe you don't
care, but I have feelings.
498
00:17:51,322 --> 00:17:53,323
And, you know, the least you could do
499
00:17:53,358 --> 00:17:55,092
is not ignore me in the hallways
500
00:17:55,126 --> 00:17:57,427
and make me feel like
some kind of pariah.
501
00:17:57,461 --> 00:17:58,761
You're doing it again.
502
00:17:58,796 --> 00:17:59,662
Doing what?
503
00:17:59,697 --> 00:18:00,496
Talking.
504
00:18:00,531 --> 00:18:02,265
You never stopped talking.
505
00:18:02,299 --> 00:18:04,200
On our date, even for a second.
506
00:18:04,234 --> 00:18:06,035
You talked the entire time.
507
00:18:06,069 --> 00:18:07,803
From the minute I picked you up
508
00:18:07,838 --> 00:18:09,505
to the minute I dropped you off.
509
00:18:09,539 --> 00:18:10,739
You never shut up.
510
00:18:10,774 --> 00:18:13,408
And amazingly, in all that talking,
511
00:18:13,443 --> 00:18:15,410
you never asked me one question.
512
00:18:15,445 --> 00:18:17,479
You don't know a single thing about me.
513
00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:18,847
I didn't need to be there.
514
00:18:18,881 --> 00:18:21,049
It wasn't even a date.
It was a monologue.
515
00:18:21,084 --> 00:18:23,385
You went on a date with yourself.
516
00:18:23,419 --> 00:18:25,821
And then you paid. You paid.
517
00:18:25,855 --> 00:18:29,091
You did all the talking,
you ordered for me,
518
00:18:29,125 --> 00:18:30,825
and then you paid, so...
519
00:18:35,665 --> 00:18:36,832
Okay.
520
00:18:38,067 --> 00:18:40,802
God, this is so much more severe
in person than in the scans.
521
00:18:40,837 --> 00:18:42,737
- Can these rods hold through L5?
- No.
522
00:18:42,772 --> 00:18:43,572
Th...
523
00:18:43,606 --> 00:18:44,839
Shoot.
524
00:18:45,574 --> 00:18:46,807
- Shoot.
- What?
525
00:18:46,842 --> 00:18:48,142
I can't torque down the screws.
526
00:18:48,176 --> 00:18:49,944
This won't keep the vertebrae
from slipping apart again.
527
00:18:49,978 --> 00:18:52,146
- So, what do we do?
- We need to drill through the sacrum
528
00:18:52,180 --> 00:18:53,414
and into the next vertebrae
529
00:18:53,448 --> 00:18:57,518
and then insert a piece
of bone to anchor L5 to S1.
530
00:18:57,552 --> 00:18:58,886
That sounds like exactly what...
531
00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,187
Exactly what Torres was saying, yes.
532
00:19:00,222 --> 00:19:02,023
Yeah, but can you do
that? Put in a bone graft?
533
00:19:02,057 --> 00:19:03,957
No, Warren, I can't. I don't do bones.
534
00:19:03,992 --> 00:19:05,592
Torres does bones, so we need Torres.
535
00:19:05,627 --> 00:19:06,627
So, you're looking at...
536
00:19:06,628 --> 00:19:08,395
I'm looking stupid is what I'm looking,
537
00:19:08,429 --> 00:19:10,397
but I would rather look
stupid than paralyze this girl.
538
00:19:10,431 --> 00:19:11,598
Go scrub out and find her.
539
00:19:11,632 --> 00:19:13,400
Tell her that I think
she's right and great
540
00:19:13,434 --> 00:19:15,102
and... smart and pretty.
541
00:19:15,136 --> 00:19:17,237
I'm... I'm saying suck up a little!
542
00:19:24,112 --> 00:19:26,880
It's gonna take them at least
10 hours to reattach that thing.
543
00:19:26,914 --> 00:19:30,517
And what? It took his wife like,
what, a minute to cut it off?
544
00:19:30,851 --> 00:19:32,585
She must have been really mad.
545
00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:35,221
Ugh. You know, how do you get that mad?
546
00:19:35,255 --> 00:19:37,156
Not long after I discovered
547
00:19:37,190 --> 00:19:40,059
my ex-husband had been
e-mailing another woman,
548
00:19:40,093 --> 00:19:41,427
we met for breakfast.
549
00:19:41,461 --> 00:19:43,095
That was a big breakfast...
550
00:19:43,129 --> 00:19:47,032
Stacks of pancakes, eggs,
and all kinds of fancy jams
551
00:19:47,067 --> 00:19:49,201
he thought would somehow make it okay
552
00:19:49,235 --> 00:19:51,270
that he was e-mailing another woman
553
00:19:51,304 --> 00:19:53,238
- while he was married to me.
- Hmm.
554
00:19:53,273 --> 00:19:55,174
I remember staring at the butter knife
555
00:19:55,208 --> 00:19:58,310
I used to spread my fancy jam,
556
00:19:58,344 --> 00:19:59,712
and for half a second,
557
00:19:59,746 --> 00:20:03,348
imagined what the side of
his neck might look like
558
00:20:03,382 --> 00:20:04,716
with the butter knife in it.
559
00:20:05,918 --> 00:20:07,319
Fancy jams dripping down
560
00:20:07,353 --> 00:20:11,189
the side of his fat,
e-mail, cheating neck.
561
00:20:11,224 --> 00:20:13,024
Yep, I've been that mad.
562
00:20:13,058 --> 00:20:15,927
I thought Derek was cheating
on me, and I got that mad.
563
00:20:15,961 --> 00:20:18,596
"Two trauma surgeons and
an orthopod" kind of mad.
564
00:20:18,631 --> 00:20:19,831
Hmm. No comment.
565
00:20:19,865 --> 00:20:22,300
You know, cutting off a penis
566
00:20:22,334 --> 00:20:24,669
isn't actually that big of a deal.
567
00:20:24,703 --> 00:20:26,871
I mean, it's not like
needs it for survival
568
00:20:26,905 --> 00:20:28,625
or to think or, like,
I don't know, to walk.
569
00:20:30,609 --> 00:20:31,642
What?
570
00:20:31,677 --> 00:20:33,210
Hey, it's my leg.
571
00:20:33,245 --> 00:20:34,445
And, you know... And for the record,
572
00:20:34,479 --> 00:20:36,747
I only thought about
maiming you once, Callie,
573
00:20:36,781 --> 00:20:38,048
and I told you that
the second I thought it.
574
00:20:38,082 --> 00:20:39,816
Thank you?
575
00:20:39,851 --> 00:20:42,886
Look, the difference is,
we may think about it,
576
00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:45,989
but we don't actually
dismember our spouses.
577
00:20:46,023 --> 00:20:47,123
- No.
- Good to know.
578
00:20:48,459 --> 00:20:50,327
Dr. Torres, Dr. Shepherd
needs you in the O.R.
579
00:20:50,361 --> 00:20:51,161
as soon as possible.
580
00:20:51,195 --> 00:20:52,062
It's for Marissa.
581
00:20:52,096 --> 00:20:53,536
We can't get spinal alignment.
582
00:20:53,564 --> 00:20:54,831
Oh, damn it.
583
00:20:58,636 --> 00:20:59,903
Whoa. What's happening?
584
00:20:59,937 --> 00:21:01,171
Spinal cord function is completely gone.
585
00:21:01,205 --> 00:21:02,439
We need to decompress.
586
00:21:02,473 --> 00:21:03,940
Warren said that you couldn't
get the spinal alignment.
587
00:21:03,974 --> 00:21:05,375
After he left, the rod slipped.
588
00:21:05,409 --> 00:21:07,777
The L5 joint was more
unstable than anticipated.
589
00:21:07,812 --> 00:21:08,978
She's gonna be paralyzed.
590
00:21:09,013 --> 00:21:10,380
Unless we get in there now.
591
00:21:10,414 --> 00:21:11,848
All right, prep the table.
We need to flip her over.
592
00:21:11,882 --> 00:21:12,715
What?
593
00:21:12,750 --> 00:21:14,030
The only way we can stabilize her
594
00:21:14,051 --> 00:21:14,985
is with an anterior approach.
595
00:21:15,019 --> 00:21:16,431
I need to get to her
spine through her abdomen.
596
00:21:16,456 --> 00:21:17,487
Okay, I need to close.
597
00:21:17,521 --> 00:21:18,521
No, no, no. We don't have time for that.
598
00:21:18,556 --> 00:21:19,756
Just shove a bacitracin sponge in there.
599
00:21:19,790 --> 00:21:21,557
- Move that C-Arm.
- Over here.
600
00:21:21,592 --> 00:21:23,492
All right, I need to get in there
now if she's gonna walk again.
601
00:21:23,527 --> 00:21:24,687
We can't just turn her over.
602
00:21:24,695 --> 00:21:26,729
One wrong move, we could sever
the spinal cord completely.
603
00:21:26,764 --> 00:21:28,631
We don't have a choice.
We have to move fast.
604
00:21:28,666 --> 00:21:30,099
Let's get ready to log-roll her.
605
00:21:30,134 --> 00:21:31,300
All right, everybody get into place.
606
00:21:31,335 --> 00:21:32,902
Watch those I.V. lines.
607
00:21:32,936 --> 00:21:34,437
We need sterile towels.
608
00:21:34,471 --> 00:21:35,605
Okay, I'm gonna pull the frame.
609
00:21:35,639 --> 00:21:37,106
- Warren, you catch her, okay?
- On it.
610
00:21:37,141 --> 00:21:38,374
All right. On my count.
611
00:21:38,408 --> 00:21:40,676
One, two, three.
612
00:21:44,743 --> 00:21:46,310
The annulus is completely disrupted.
613
00:21:46,344 --> 00:21:48,344
I need a visual confirmation
the nerves are free.
614
00:21:48,378 --> 00:21:49,512
Warren, I need more retraction
615
00:21:49,547 --> 00:21:51,281
- on the aorta and the vena cava.
- No, wait... not yet.
616
00:21:51,315 --> 00:21:53,416
Warren, I need you to set up
an intraoperative myelogram.
617
00:21:53,450 --> 00:21:54,490
Uh, we can't wait for that.
618
00:21:54,518 --> 00:21:55,351
The spine's too unstable.
619
00:21:55,385 --> 00:21:56,986
Warren, I need an interbody spacer.
620
00:21:57,054 --> 00:21:58,821
If the nerves are trapped
when you apply the spacer,
621
00:21:58,855 --> 00:22:00,089
she will be paralyzed permanently.
622
00:22:00,123 --> 00:22:01,790
- Warren, I need you to...
- O-okay, stop.
623
00:22:01,825 --> 00:22:02,992
Stop.
624
00:22:03,026 --> 00:22:04,660
All due respect, but I
can't set up a myelogram,
625
00:22:04,694 --> 00:22:07,196
retract vessels, and get
a spacer simultaneously.
626
00:22:07,230 --> 00:22:08,897
Now, I used to be an anesthesiologist.
627
00:22:08,932 --> 00:22:11,012
I have logged I don't know
how many hours in the O.R.
628
00:22:11,034 --> 00:22:13,274
And believe me, this is not
the first time that I've seen
629
00:22:13,303 --> 00:22:15,737
two brilliant surgeons
duke it out over a body.
630
00:22:15,771 --> 00:22:17,138
I am not getting in the middle of that.
631
00:22:17,173 --> 00:22:18,406
So, I'm gonna stand here,
632
00:22:18,441 --> 00:22:20,742
and I will happily proceed
as you both see fit,
633
00:22:20,776 --> 00:22:23,344
but you are gonna have to
agree on what to do first.
634
00:22:25,047 --> 00:22:27,448
Explain to me quickly why you
think we need to do a myelogram.
635
00:22:27,483 --> 00:22:28,649
It's the only way to know for sure
636
00:22:28,684 --> 00:22:30,217
if any of the nerve roots are trapped
637
00:22:30,252 --> 00:22:31,372
before we realign the spine.
638
00:22:31,386 --> 00:22:32,886
Okay, so I could start removing the disc
639
00:22:32,921 --> 00:22:33,788
while you do an ultrasound?
640
00:22:33,822 --> 00:22:36,256
Yes, and then you could reduce
the spine and hold it in place
641
00:22:36,290 --> 00:22:37,991
- while I check the image.
- Fine. Let's try it. Warren.
642
00:22:38,226 --> 00:22:39,506
Get the ultrasound probe draped.
643
00:22:39,527 --> 00:22:40,227
Right away.
644
00:22:40,261 --> 00:22:41,829
And remind me to put Warren on scut
645
00:22:41,863 --> 00:22:43,330
when we're out of here.
646
00:22:43,365 --> 00:22:45,799
- Will do.
- Mm-hmm.
647
00:22:45,834 --> 00:22:47,501
Can you do me a favor, dear,
648
00:22:47,535 --> 00:22:50,203
and just retract that a bit further?
649
00:22:50,238 --> 00:22:51,471
Thank you.
650
00:22:51,506 --> 00:22:52,939
Could you do me a favor?
651
00:22:53,474 --> 00:22:54,607
If Dr. Webber asks,
652
00:22:54,642 --> 00:22:57,677
maybe could you tell him
that the patient requested you
653
00:22:57,711 --> 00:22:58,878
so I sort of had to call...
654
00:22:58,913 --> 00:23:00,947
April, I'm not gonna lie.
655
00:23:00,981 --> 00:23:02,181
You made the right call.
656
00:23:02,216 --> 00:23:03,716
He's just gonna have to deal with it.
657
00:23:03,751 --> 00:23:05,852
Edwards, join us at the field, please.
658
00:23:05,886 --> 00:23:07,653
What year are you?
659
00:23:07,788 --> 00:23:09,088
Third, Dr. Avery.
660
00:23:09,122 --> 00:23:11,991
Okay, have you ever done
a phalloplasty before?
661
00:23:12,025 --> 00:23:13,125
No. Not yet.
662
00:23:13,159 --> 00:23:15,294
Well, it's high time you learned.
663
00:23:15,328 --> 00:23:17,963
First, you take a saphenous vein graft,
664
00:23:17,997 --> 00:23:18,997
like this.
665
00:23:18,998 --> 00:23:19,798
Mm-hmm.
666
00:23:19,799 --> 00:23:22,067
And you attach it to the neophallus.
667
00:23:22,101 --> 00:23:26,305
This will provide the new
penis with a profuse blood flow.
668
00:23:26,339 --> 00:23:27,706
Now... you.
669
00:23:29,275 --> 00:23:31,476
Okay, first anchor the stitch.
670
00:23:31,511 --> 00:23:34,346
Good. Now run the suture.
671
00:23:35,381 --> 00:23:36,448
Good.
672
00:23:36,482 --> 00:23:38,316
You might be aware, Edwards,
673
00:23:38,350 --> 00:23:41,286
there's a shortage of
women in the urology field.
674
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,554
But there's no shortage
675
00:23:42,588 --> 00:23:45,156
of female patients who
might prefer a physician
676
00:23:45,191 --> 00:23:48,393
that has a more personal
understanding of the anatomy.
677
00:23:48,427 --> 00:23:51,629
Okay, Edwards. That was...
678
00:23:53,398 --> 00:23:54,598
Above average.
679
00:23:55,634 --> 00:23:56,467
Oh.
680
00:23:56,501 --> 00:23:57,741
You do understand
681
00:23:57,769 --> 00:24:00,169
that that's just about the
highest compliment I give?
682
00:24:00,839 --> 00:24:01,839
Ever.
683
00:24:10,548 --> 00:24:11,815
Surgery went well?
684
00:24:11,849 --> 00:24:12,916
What do you think?
685
00:24:13,351 --> 00:24:14,717
Why do I even ask?
686
00:24:14,752 --> 00:24:17,420
My work was impeccable.
It's all up to him now.
687
00:24:17,454 --> 00:24:18,588
How do you mean?
688
00:24:18,622 --> 00:24:21,224
When one suffers an
injury to his manhood,
689
00:24:21,258 --> 00:24:22,859
recovery is always challenging...
690
00:24:22,893 --> 00:24:25,361
Sometimes hopeless.
691
00:24:25,396 --> 00:24:27,330
You all hold on to so much
692
00:24:27,364 --> 00:24:29,966
of your fragile, little
self-esteem down there.
693
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:32,468
It's possible you may never bounce back.
694
00:24:32,502 --> 00:24:34,770
Mm.
695
00:24:34,805 --> 00:24:35,965
Sad, really.
696
00:24:37,107 --> 00:24:40,643
The defect in your
daughter's spine was...
697
00:24:40,677 --> 00:24:42,945
More extensive than we thought.
698
00:24:42,980 --> 00:24:45,214
But we were able to realign her spine,
699
00:24:45,249 --> 00:24:46,816
and with therapy,
700
00:24:46,850 --> 00:24:49,451
she should be able to
walk again, even run.
701
00:24:49,486 --> 00:24:51,620
So she'll never play golf again?
702
00:24:51,654 --> 00:24:52,521
But she'll be alive.
703
00:24:52,555 --> 00:24:55,056
She will be... mobile.
704
00:24:55,091 --> 00:24:57,492
I wish that were enough, but it's not.
705
00:24:57,526 --> 00:25:00,595
This is all she wants.
706
00:25:01,831 --> 00:25:03,431
The only thing.
707
00:25:03,466 --> 00:25:05,934
And I'm the unsupportive mom
708
00:25:05,968 --> 00:25:08,570
who hired the crappy doctors
709
00:25:08,604 --> 00:25:11,072
who couldn't deliver
the one thing she wanted
710
00:25:11,106 --> 00:25:13,841
more than anything else in this world.
711
00:25:13,876 --> 00:25:16,244
I'm so sorry. I... will talk to her.
712
00:25:16,278 --> 00:25:18,646
My daughter...
713
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:20,248
was excellent.
714
00:25:21,850 --> 00:25:24,252
You were supposed to be, too.
715
00:25:30,926 --> 00:25:32,826
- Excuse me.
- Hey.
716
00:25:33,461 --> 00:25:35,563
Amelia...
717
00:25:35,697 --> 00:25:36,897
We did everything we could.
718
00:25:36,932 --> 00:25:39,433
Come on.
719
00:25:39,467 --> 00:25:41,868
We should have done it
your way from the beginning.
720
00:25:41,903 --> 00:25:43,369
We should have started there.
721
00:25:43,404 --> 00:25:44,537
She would be better off.
722
00:25:44,572 --> 00:25:46,039
That is not true. Her defect...
723
00:25:46,073 --> 00:25:48,241
My approach made things worse.
724
00:25:48,275 --> 00:25:50,276
No, it didn't.
725
00:25:50,311 --> 00:25:51,744
Amelia.
726
00:25:57,351 --> 00:25:59,686
There you are. How did the surgery go?
727
00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:00,787
I can't do this.
728
00:26:01,221 --> 00:26:02,021
You okay?
729
00:26:02,055 --> 00:26:02,955
No.
730
00:26:02,990 --> 00:26:04,724
No, I am not.
731
00:26:05,726 --> 00:26:06,692
You shouldn't have weighed in.
732
00:26:06,727 --> 00:26:08,327
- I wish you hadn't.
- Excuse me?
733
00:26:08,362 --> 00:26:09,562
You should have stayed out of it.
734
00:26:09,596 --> 00:26:11,697
My approach was inferior.
735
00:26:11,732 --> 00:26:14,800
And it cost my patient in...
736
00:26:14,835 --> 00:26:16,035
terrible ways.
737
00:26:16,069 --> 00:26:17,670
- What are you talking about?
- Can you tell me honestly
738
00:26:17,704 --> 00:26:21,540
that you siding with me today
was only about that patient?
739
00:26:21,574 --> 00:26:22,574
It had nothing to do with you and me?
740
00:26:22,609 --> 00:26:23,909
Your plan was smart and solid
741
00:26:23,943 --> 00:26:25,778
and more in line with
what the patient wanted.
742
00:26:25,812 --> 00:26:27,312
- But why were you there?
- That is why I suggested...
743
00:26:27,347 --> 00:26:29,681
Why... the only reason you
even walked into that room
744
00:26:29,715 --> 00:26:32,183
was because you heard my voice
and you wanted to check on me
745
00:26:32,218 --> 00:26:34,986
and see me because of
your personal feelings.
746
00:26:35,021 --> 00:26:37,455
I know, because I would
have done the same thing.
747
00:26:37,490 --> 00:26:39,691
Because we can't help
it. We are hard-wired.
748
00:26:39,725 --> 00:26:41,125
Our brains change when we...
749
00:26:42,828 --> 00:26:44,395
When we fall for another person,
750
00:26:44,429 --> 00:26:46,197
our neurological pathways get altered,
751
00:26:46,231 --> 00:26:47,398
and we make choices.
752
00:26:47,432 --> 00:26:50,601
We make decisions,
whether we want to or not.
753
00:26:50,636 --> 00:26:52,770
This... this is why it is not smart
754
00:26:52,804 --> 00:26:54,504
to mix personal and professional.
755
00:26:54,539 --> 00:26:55,939
Amelia, that is not what happened.
756
00:26:55,974 --> 00:26:57,642
I left my home.
757
00:26:57,976 --> 00:26:59,309
I left my job.
758
00:26:59,344 --> 00:27:02,646
I have been trying
so hard to start over.
759
00:27:02,680 --> 00:27:05,749
I have been fighting so hard
just to be taken seriously,
760
00:27:05,783 --> 00:27:07,584
to do this job well.
761
00:27:07,618 --> 00:27:11,855
That mom thinks that
I am a crappy doctor
762
00:27:11,889 --> 00:27:13,449
who screwed her kid out of a future,
763
00:27:13,458 --> 00:27:14,891
and she is not wrong,
764
00:27:14,926 --> 00:27:17,994
because all of this
could have been avoided
765
00:27:18,029 --> 00:27:20,530
if I had just...
766
00:27:23,367 --> 00:27:26,303
If we had just kept our
professional lives professional,
767
00:27:26,337 --> 00:27:27,671
but we didn't.
768
00:27:29,006 --> 00:27:31,408
It was a mistake.
769
00:27:34,245 --> 00:27:35,745
This is a mistake.
770
00:27:50,952 --> 00:27:53,086
He's full of crap. Let it go.
771
00:27:57,489 --> 00:28:00,491
All right, look, when you get
going, you can talk... a lot.
772
00:28:00,525 --> 00:28:02,560
But it's... it's not
like you talk too much.
773
00:28:03,361 --> 00:28:04,662
Say something.
774
00:28:04,696 --> 00:28:06,097
It was humiliating.
775
00:28:06,131 --> 00:28:08,632
Why? Because you have
more to say than him?
776
00:28:08,667 --> 00:28:10,901
Look, he's... he's probably intimidated
777
00:28:10,936 --> 00:28:14,472
'cause you're smarter than
he is and... and funnier.
778
00:28:14,506 --> 00:28:15,673
Y-you're funny as hell.
779
00:28:15,707 --> 00:28:18,375
You make me laugh
every time we hang out.
780
00:28:18,410 --> 00:28:20,511
You've got that lispy thing and...
781
00:28:21,245 --> 00:28:22,812
L-look, y-you're never gonna meet
782
00:28:22,847 --> 00:28:24,681
a guy who doesn't like that lispy thing.
783
00:28:24,715 --> 00:28:26,416
They'll never tell you to your face,
784
00:28:26,450 --> 00:28:28,818
but it makes everything
you say sound good.
785
00:28:28,853 --> 00:28:31,321
It's, like, cute and sexy and...
786
00:28:31,355 --> 00:28:33,789
Oh, that... that... that smile
787
00:28:33,824 --> 00:28:37,994
and that... that hair and, you know...
788
00:28:38,028 --> 00:28:40,468
Look, there's nothing wrong with you.
789
00:28:41,198 --> 00:28:43,733
This is not your
problem. It's his problem.
790
00:28:43,767 --> 00:28:46,869
You talk, yeah, but he
should want to listen.
791
00:28:50,507 --> 00:28:52,608
Anyway, something's wrong with the dude.
792
00:28:52,642 --> 00:28:53,709
Tell him to piss off.
793
00:28:53,743 --> 00:28:55,244
Mayos.
794
00:28:57,247 --> 00:28:59,047
There is still slight edema,
795
00:28:59,081 --> 00:29:00,749
but that should resolve with time.
796
00:29:00,783 --> 00:29:02,517
The phallus is pink, not blue or gray.
797
00:29:02,551 --> 00:29:03,985
That indicates good blood flow.
798
00:29:04,020 --> 00:29:06,220
Which means that things are progressing
799
00:29:06,255 --> 00:29:07,522
much better than expected.
800
00:29:07,556 --> 00:29:10,091
And you are a lucky man.
801
00:29:10,125 --> 00:29:11,859
Is it... gonna work?
802
00:29:11,894 --> 00:29:13,727
I'm optimistic that you'll get back
803
00:29:13,762 --> 00:29:15,296
most of your normal function.
804
00:29:16,298 --> 00:29:17,598
Baby?
805
00:29:18,533 --> 00:29:19,400
Marcia.
806
00:29:19,434 --> 00:29:20,501
Wife.
807
00:29:20,535 --> 00:29:22,136
Quietly, carefully,
slip out of this room.
808
00:29:22,170 --> 00:29:23,470
Call security right now.
809
00:29:23,505 --> 00:29:25,239
I've been so worried about you.
810
00:29:25,773 --> 00:29:27,674
Ma'am, I don't know how
you located this room,
811
00:29:27,708 --> 00:29:28,942
but I'm gonna need you to wait outside.
812
00:29:28,976 --> 00:29:29,976
No.
813
00:29:30,378 --> 00:29:31,311
I called her.
814
00:29:31,345 --> 00:29:33,346
I'm sorry, sweetheart.
815
00:29:33,381 --> 00:29:35,215
I never should have...
816
00:29:35,249 --> 00:29:37,851
It's my fault. We had an agreement.
817
00:29:37,885 --> 00:29:41,688
Waitresses and hostesses
were okay... nothing else.
818
00:29:41,722 --> 00:29:43,356
She's your sous-chef.
819
00:29:43,391 --> 00:29:47,093
I know. I know. It's not okay.
820
00:29:47,628 --> 00:29:48,628
I'm sorry.
821
00:29:48,662 --> 00:29:49,996
No, baby, I'm sorry.
822
00:29:50,030 --> 00:29:51,531
Sweetie.
823
00:29:51,565 --> 00:29:52,598
Oh.
824
00:29:53,033 --> 00:29:54,366
I don't get it. How is he kissing her?
825
00:29:54,401 --> 00:29:55,721
How's he kissing the woman who...
826
00:29:55,735 --> 00:29:58,003
Sometimes, it takes crazy to love crazy.
827
00:29:58,038 --> 00:29:59,471
I can't explain it.
828
00:29:59,506 --> 00:30:00,906
Is security on their way?
829
00:30:00,940 --> 00:30:02,641
Oh, yeah. Be here any minute.
830
00:30:02,675 --> 00:30:03,675
Mm.
831
00:30:12,919 --> 00:30:14,085
Kepner!
832
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:15,120
Dr. Webber.
833
00:30:16,355 --> 00:30:18,657
I've been teaching here
for a very long time.
834
00:30:18,691 --> 00:30:21,593
I present salient points
with clarity and authority,
835
00:30:21,627 --> 00:30:24,429
which is why I am very
interested in understanding
836
00:30:24,463 --> 00:30:26,497
why the hell you called Catherine Avery
837
00:30:26,632 --> 00:30:29,112
when I explicitly told you not to!
838
00:30:29,468 --> 00:30:31,335
All right. I'll tell you.
839
00:30:31,370 --> 00:30:34,338
My patient today had a terrible injury.
840
00:30:34,372 --> 00:30:38,042
The very best person to treat
that injury was Catherine Avery.
841
00:30:38,076 --> 00:30:39,843
Now, I don't know what
personal stuff is going on
842
00:30:39,878 --> 00:30:41,878
between the two of you
exactly, but whatever it is,
843
00:30:41,879 --> 00:30:43,080
I will not allow it to compromise
844
00:30:43,114 --> 00:30:45,682
my patient, his care, or his penis!
845
00:30:46,884 --> 00:30:49,953
And for what it's worth, I
think you two are good together!
846
00:30:49,988 --> 00:30:51,855
Also, Catherine Avery
is my mother-in-law,
847
00:30:51,889 --> 00:30:54,224
so I'll call her any
damn time I feel like it!
848
00:30:55,326 --> 00:30:57,006
- Understood.
- All right.
849
00:31:01,098 --> 00:31:02,232
Need something?
850
00:31:02,266 --> 00:31:04,467
'Cause I was just
headed out for the night.
851
00:31:04,502 --> 00:31:07,103
Yeah, I... I brought the thunder.
852
00:31:07,438 --> 00:31:08,438
Sorry?
853
00:31:08,439 --> 00:31:10,839
I brought the thunder.
It's what I call it.
854
00:31:10,874 --> 00:31:13,342
Only... I mean, it's
very effective at work.
855
00:31:13,376 --> 00:31:15,811
It's totally inappropriate on a date.
856
00:31:18,315 --> 00:31:19,748
I was nervous.
857
00:31:19,783 --> 00:31:21,950
I didn't socialize a lot as a kid.
858
00:31:21,984 --> 00:31:24,052
I kind of spent all my time in books,
859
00:31:24,086 --> 00:31:25,787
and you don't have to socialize...
860
00:31:26,489 --> 00:31:27,956
with books.
861
00:31:27,991 --> 00:31:29,491
So when I get nervous,
862
00:31:29,525 --> 00:31:32,661
I tend to cover it up by talking a lot
863
00:31:32,695 --> 00:31:35,997
and being really loud and definite
864
00:31:36,032 --> 00:31:39,501
and being in charge...
865
00:31:39,535 --> 00:31:42,403
So no one will see how scared I am.
866
00:31:42,438 --> 00:31:47,475
And on our date, I was
terrified because...
867
00:31:47,509 --> 00:31:51,178
You're very handsome and nice,
868
00:31:51,213 --> 00:31:53,647
and you're great.
869
00:31:53,682 --> 00:31:56,650
And I'm dorky. I'm nerdy. I'm me.
870
00:31:56,685 --> 00:31:58,819
So I brought the thunder,
871
00:31:58,854 --> 00:32:01,956
and I'm so, so sorry,
872
00:32:01,990 --> 00:32:05,559
because I really liked you.
873
00:32:05,594 --> 00:32:07,027
Um...
874
00:32:07,062 --> 00:32:10,464
I just... I just wanted you
to know that I-I wasn't...
875
00:32:10,498 --> 00:32:12,366
I mean, I'm not... I'm... I'm...
876
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,534
Uh...
877
00:32:14,569 --> 00:32:16,069
Anyway...
878
00:32:16,103 --> 00:32:18,238
Bye.
879
00:32:18,272 --> 00:32:19,606
Maggie.
880
00:32:22,643 --> 00:32:24,963
Next time, I'll bring the thunder.
881
00:33:02,548 --> 00:33:05,517
Look, I appreciate that you
are looking out for Owen.
882
00:33:05,551 --> 00:33:07,618
I do, but what I do and who I see
883
00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:09,153
are, quite honestly,
none of your business.
884
00:33:09,188 --> 00:33:11,356
Wow.
885
00:33:11,390 --> 00:33:12,423
Okay.
886
00:33:12,458 --> 00:33:13,458
I was only trying to...
887
00:33:13,459 --> 00:33:16,127
I moved here to start something,
888
00:33:16,161 --> 00:33:18,062
to build a new life.
889
00:33:18,097 --> 00:33:20,431
You don't know me...
890
00:33:20,466 --> 00:33:21,866
Not really.
891
00:33:21,900 --> 00:33:25,169
You don't know where I've been
or what I've had to overcome,
892
00:33:25,203 --> 00:33:27,204
because you have never had to.
893
00:33:27,239 --> 00:33:29,473
You've never lost the love of your life.
894
00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:30,787
You have never cried
895
00:33:30,809 --> 00:33:33,343
over the body of the person
you love most in this world.
896
00:33:33,378 --> 00:33:35,179
You...
897
00:33:35,213 --> 00:33:37,548
You don't know how
that messes a person up.
898
00:33:37,582 --> 00:33:40,142
You've never had to claw
your way back from that.
899
00:33:41,452 --> 00:33:42,519
But I have.
900
00:33:42,553 --> 00:33:44,955
I'm still trying to
pull myself together,
901
00:33:44,989 --> 00:33:48,959
and I am doing the very
best that I can, so...
902
00:33:49,393 --> 00:33:50,760
Until you've done that,
903
00:33:50,794 --> 00:33:53,529
until you've had to walk in my shoes,
904
00:33:53,564 --> 00:33:56,299
I need you to cut me some slack...
905
00:33:56,333 --> 00:33:58,067
And back the hell off.
906
00:34:03,907 --> 00:34:06,175
The microvascular work is amazing.
907
00:34:06,209 --> 00:34:08,386
I mean, every tiny, little
incision has to be perfect.
908
00:34:08,411 --> 00:34:09,112
Mm-hmm.
909
00:34:09,146 --> 00:34:09,979
Oh, did I tell you
910
00:34:10,014 --> 00:34:12,214
Catherine Avery told
me I was above average?
911
00:34:12,249 --> 00:34:13,983
Yeah, yeah. You mentioned it.
912
00:34:14,017 --> 00:34:16,352
This might be it. I might
have found my specialty.
913
00:34:16,387 --> 00:34:17,654
Thank god!
914
00:34:17,688 --> 00:34:20,156
I've been worried about
your specialty all day!
915
00:34:20,190 --> 00:34:21,190
Shut up.
916
00:34:23,927 --> 00:34:25,394
What happened in there?
917
00:34:26,863 --> 00:34:27,964
Oh, she cut it off! She cut it off!
918
00:34:27,998 --> 00:34:28,798
What?! Your wife?!
919
00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:31,234
It was my sous-chef! Oh, god!
920
00:34:32,269 --> 00:34:34,503
Come back with that penis!
921
00:34:43,692 --> 00:34:45,612
Okay. Hold it right there.
922
00:34:47,095 --> 00:34:48,095
Okay, Rory. Hand it over.
923
00:34:48,096 --> 00:34:49,930
- No.
- Don't be scared, all right?
924
00:34:49,965 --> 00:34:52,405
Give me the penis, and
everything will be fine.
925
00:34:52,433 --> 00:34:53,200
Stop.
926
00:34:53,234 --> 00:34:54,568
Don't come any closer.
927
00:34:54,602 --> 00:34:56,370
Just put it in my hand...
928
00:34:56,404 --> 00:34:57,604
I said stop.
929
00:34:57,638 --> 00:34:59,638
I swear to god, you come
any closer, I'll flush it.
930
00:34:59,640 --> 00:35:00,540
Okay.
931
00:35:00,574 --> 00:35:02,208
Okay, everything's gonna be okay.
932
00:35:02,243 --> 00:35:04,010
No one wants to hurt you.
933
00:35:04,044 --> 00:35:06,746
All you have to do
is just give it to me,
934
00:35:06,780 --> 00:35:09,140
and everything will be fine.
935
00:35:13,387 --> 00:35:15,421
I was more than his sous-chef.
936
00:35:15,456 --> 00:35:19,492
He said I was his heart, his muse.
937
00:35:19,526 --> 00:35:21,794
We were gonna open another restaurant...
938
00:35:21,828 --> 00:35:26,331
Our restaurant, together, as co-chefs.
939
00:35:26,366 --> 00:35:28,434
He was gonna leave Marcia.
940
00:35:30,403 --> 00:35:31,803
I believed him.
941
00:35:31,838 --> 00:35:34,406
I believed in him.
942
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:36,341
But then...
943
00:35:36,776 --> 00:35:40,545
She cut off his penis,
and he still took her back.
944
00:35:41,079 --> 00:35:42,313
That's not fair.
945
00:35:42,347 --> 00:35:43,214
No, that's not fair.
946
00:35:43,248 --> 00:35:45,728
All you wanted to do was be together.
947
00:35:46,385 --> 00:35:49,287
I don't understand.
948
00:35:51,123 --> 00:35:53,524
Come on.
949
00:36:07,605 --> 00:36:10,173
You are a woman of rare talent...
950
00:36:10,207 --> 00:36:12,475
A forward thinker, a warrior.
951
00:36:12,510 --> 00:36:14,511
You saw my masterpiece
in the hands of a thief,
952
00:36:14,545 --> 00:36:17,046
and you ran to its rescue.
953
00:36:17,081 --> 00:36:18,815
- You charged into battle.
- Thank you.
954
00:36:18,849 --> 00:36:22,351
You're exactly the kind of
surgeon that I need in Boston...
955
00:36:22,386 --> 00:36:24,053
Bold, fearless.
956
00:36:24,087 --> 00:36:25,721
And when you're looking at specialties,
957
00:36:25,756 --> 00:36:29,892
I hope that you will consider
a urology fellowship with me.
958
00:36:31,862 --> 00:36:33,863
Wow.
959
00:36:33,897 --> 00:36:35,631
That... that's... wow.
960
00:36:35,665 --> 00:36:37,099
You deserve it, Edwards.
961
00:36:37,133 --> 00:36:38,534
Without you, this man's specimen
962
00:36:38,568 --> 00:36:40,335
would have turned into
a sad, old bagpipe.
963
00:36:41,337 --> 00:36:42,804
So, you finish up here,
964
00:36:42,838 --> 00:36:45,540
and I'll go check on
our patient in pre-op.
965
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,182
Do you need something?
966
00:36:54,216 --> 00:36:56,884
I need to make one thing clear.
967
00:36:56,919 --> 00:36:58,953
My manhood has not been damaged here.
968
00:36:58,987 --> 00:37:01,189
You may think I have a problem
with powerful women, but...
969
00:37:01,223 --> 00:37:02,657
You're having one right now.
970
00:37:02,691 --> 00:37:06,060
No. Right now, I am
having a problem with you.
971
00:37:06,094 --> 00:37:08,295
We are having this problem.
972
00:37:08,330 --> 00:37:10,064
And the problem is, I hurt you.
973
00:37:10,098 --> 00:37:12,599
I hurt your feelings, and I'm sorry.
974
00:37:12,634 --> 00:37:16,070
I came to you last year
intending to propose,
975
00:37:16,104 --> 00:37:18,872
but I let our professional
differences stop me.
976
00:37:20,107 --> 00:37:21,274
We love our work.
977
00:37:21,309 --> 00:37:23,710
It's everything to us,
978
00:37:23,744 --> 00:37:25,745
so it's easy to prioritize it.
979
00:37:25,780 --> 00:37:28,061
I made that mistake before.
I don't want to make it again.
980
00:37:28,082 --> 00:37:29,783
Let me stop you right there,
981
00:37:29,817 --> 00:37:32,451
because I don't think I can do this.
982
00:37:32,486 --> 00:37:33,552
I...
983
00:37:33,587 --> 00:37:35,221
It's just happened
too many damn times...
984
00:37:35,255 --> 00:37:37,089
With Jackson's father, with you.
985
00:37:37,124 --> 00:37:39,525
You work... you work to
make something better,
986
00:37:39,559 --> 00:37:41,794
and then it just all... It
just falls apart every time.
987
00:37:41,828 --> 00:37:44,130
I know. It's true.
988
00:37:44,164 --> 00:37:45,798
In fact, the only thing
I can truly promise
989
00:37:45,832 --> 00:37:47,399
is I'll probably hurt you again.
990
00:37:47,434 --> 00:37:49,335
Well, that's really enticing.
991
00:37:49,369 --> 00:37:50,502
Oh, and you'll hurt me,
992
00:37:50,537 --> 00:37:53,539
and I'll come right back
to you again when you do.
993
00:37:53,573 --> 00:37:54,873
I'll accept the risk
994
00:37:54,908 --> 00:37:56,775
because you are worth it,
995
00:37:56,810 --> 00:37:58,343
because you matter to me.
996
00:37:59,245 --> 00:38:01,213
Because I love you.
997
00:38:02,315 --> 00:38:04,516
And I'm not going anywhere.
998
00:38:23,035 --> 00:38:24,235
Hmm.
999
00:38:26,405 --> 00:38:27,405
You okay?
1000
00:38:27,439 --> 00:38:29,173
What do you think?
1001
00:38:30,809 --> 00:38:34,445
I think there are
probably a hundred things
1002
00:38:34,479 --> 00:38:36,880
that you'd be great at that
you haven't even tried yet.
1003
00:38:39,484 --> 00:38:42,586
My mom thinks I did all this
1004
00:38:42,620 --> 00:38:44,087
because I get some kind of weird
1005
00:38:44,122 --> 00:38:45,856
high off being better
than everyone else.
1006
00:38:45,890 --> 00:38:47,858
And don't get me wrong.
1007
00:38:47,892 --> 00:38:50,694
Being excellent is...
1008
00:38:50,728 --> 00:38:52,696
amazing.
1009
00:38:52,730 --> 00:38:57,067
But that's because I love this.
1010
00:38:57,101 --> 00:38:59,669
Loved this.
1011
00:38:59,704 --> 00:39:01,971
Even if you're both right,
1012
00:39:02,005 --> 00:39:04,640
that I'll find something else,
1013
00:39:04,675 --> 00:39:07,910
I'll never really love it...
1014
00:39:08,345 --> 00:39:10,112
Not like this.
1015
00:39:16,086 --> 00:39:17,920
Maybe not, but I believe
1016
00:39:17,954 --> 00:39:20,189
we get more than just one thing to love.
1017
00:39:21,223 --> 00:39:22,558
And one day...
1018
00:39:25,128 --> 00:39:26,495
Something will click.
1019
00:39:29,065 --> 00:39:31,233
And you'll know you found it.
1020
00:39:32,268 --> 00:39:35,504
I have to believe that.
1021
00:39:38,374 --> 00:39:40,942
hang on. H-h-hang on.
1022
00:39:40,976 --> 00:39:42,910
So, you just chased after her
1023
00:39:42,945 --> 00:39:46,013
as she ran down the hall with his penis?
1024
00:39:46,048 --> 00:39:47,815
Tell me again about the gloves.
1025
00:39:47,850 --> 00:39:50,151
How on earth did you
think to grab gloves?
1026
00:39:50,185 --> 00:39:51,419
Instinct, I guess.
1027
00:39:51,453 --> 00:39:53,921
So, uh, when do you leave for Boston?
1028
00:39:53,956 --> 00:39:56,324
I don't know. Can...
Let's not talk about it.
1029
00:39:56,358 --> 00:39:57,658
I can't believe
1030
00:39:57,693 --> 00:39:59,093
she handed the penis over to you...
1031
00:39:59,094 --> 00:40:00,461
Just like that.
1032
00:40:00,495 --> 00:40:01,995
So lucky.
1033
00:40:01,996 --> 00:40:04,198
Yeah, she did. She handed it to me.
1034
00:40:04,232 --> 00:40:05,232
Severed penis.
1035
00:40:05,267 --> 00:40:06,267
I was standing there
1036
00:40:06,301 --> 00:40:08,335
holding a severed penis in my hand,
1037
00:40:08,370 --> 00:40:10,571
and all I could think was,
1038
00:40:10,605 --> 00:40:13,045
"This isn't why I became a surgeon."
1039
00:40:13,074 --> 00:40:15,509
I do not love this penis.
1040
00:40:15,643 --> 00:40:18,645
I do not want a career in urology.
1041
00:40:18,679 --> 00:40:21,548
I mean, I don't know what I do want,
1042
00:40:21,582 --> 00:40:23,349
but I know I don't want that,
1043
00:40:23,384 --> 00:40:25,251
'cause that thing was gross.
1044
00:40:26,587 --> 00:40:29,122
Hey, are you hungry?
1045
00:40:29,156 --> 00:40:31,924
I hear it's tots day in the cafeteria.
1046
00:40:31,959 --> 00:40:33,626
No. No, no, no, no.
1047
00:40:33,660 --> 00:40:35,461
The thing about love is,
1048
00:40:35,496 --> 00:40:38,130
when it's good, it's so very good.
1049
00:40:38,164 --> 00:40:40,165
- What?
- Nothing.
1050
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,867
- Let's get some tots.
- Okay.
1051
00:40:43,069 --> 00:40:46,171
And when it's bad, it hurts so much.
1052
00:40:46,206 --> 00:40:47,606
Hey, can we talk?
1053
00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:50,675
Uh, actually, I was just...
1054
00:40:50,709 --> 00:40:52,243
What's really going on?
1055
00:40:52,278 --> 00:40:54,279
I need you to tell me, 'cause...
1056
00:40:55,448 --> 00:40:56,248
You say one thing,
1057
00:40:56,282 --> 00:40:58,150
and I think you mean
something else entirely,
1058
00:40:58,184 --> 00:40:59,985
and I want to understand.
1059
00:41:00,019 --> 00:41:01,386
I am trying to.
1060
00:41:01,420 --> 00:41:04,489
Because I want what we started here.
1061
00:41:04,524 --> 00:41:05,957
I do.
1062
00:41:07,993 --> 00:41:09,560
But I need a little help.
1063
00:41:13,198 --> 00:41:14,432
I don't think
1064
00:41:14,466 --> 00:41:16,767
that this is really the place
that we should be talking...
1065
00:41:16,802 --> 00:41:19,336
Dr. Shepherd? You have a call on line 4.
1066
00:41:20,406 --> 00:41:21,572
I got to get that.
1067
00:41:22,708 --> 00:41:24,075
And if you can't find a way
1068
00:41:24,109 --> 00:41:27,578
to balance all those ups and downs...
1069
00:41:27,612 --> 00:41:29,346
It will make you crazy.
1070
00:41:32,317 --> 00:41:33,784
Hello?
1071
00:41:33,818 --> 00:41:37,020
Oh, no, sorry. You want
the other Dr. Shepherd.
1072
00:41:37,055 --> 00:41:38,188
Here's his wife.
1073
00:41:40,425 --> 00:41:42,059
Hi. This is Dr. Shepherd's wife.
1074
00:41:42,093 --> 00:41:45,028
Uh, no, he's not here. Can
I take a message for you?
1075
00:41:46,831 --> 00:41:47,951
Okay, sure.
1076
00:41:51,102 --> 00:41:53,636
Oh. I thought he was there.
1077
00:41:53,671 --> 00:41:56,706
Okay. Sure. No problem.
1078
00:41:56,740 --> 00:41:58,074
Okay, thank you.
1079
00:41:58,109 --> 00:41:59,189
Bye-bye.
1080
00:42:01,212 --> 00:42:02,245
Well, that was weird.
1081
00:42:02,280 --> 00:42:03,847
- What was?
- Nothing.
1082
00:42:03,881 --> 00:42:06,016
Just that was the White House calling.
1083
00:42:06,150 --> 00:42:08,251
Derek never showed up at
his meeting this morning.
1084
00:42:08,286 --> 00:42:09,353
Oh, yeah?
1085
00:42:09,387 --> 00:42:12,022
I'm sure his flight got
delayed or something.
1086
00:42:21,389 --> 00:42:24,389
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